It Has Always Been You - Slip Of Emotion
Disclaimer: This story is fictional. Some of the things that happened or will happen with Mikael and Nick are bits and pieces of my life. Parts of the character are fictional as well. All other characters were made up and any similarities are just coincidental. This is gay romance between teenage boys, there may be sex, but for the most part, it's about their true love of each other so if that offends you, please discontinue reading. Also, if it is illegal for you to read such material, you have been warned.
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It Has Always Been You - Slip Of Emotion
From days to weeks to month, they had been bonding very strongly. They seems to be inseparable. They would always do things together, whether it's studying, hanging out or even chasing girls. Their characters do compliment each others like a dynamic duo, batman and robin.
Nick was really into Mikael, finding him funny, easy go lucky type of a person and caring. Totally differ from the people he know from last year. He find it's easy to talk to Mikael, about anything. What he really love most is on Mikael talent as a DJ. He's always followed Mikael when the latter had a gig at the Club Venom situated at the out skirt of town. Mikael was good, really good and Nick support him 100%.
What Nick saw on Mikael is that, he is a good nerdy looking dude. Black hair, beautiful shade of blue eye where his long eyelashes frame the eye lid. He love Mikael dimple cheeks and his shady pink lips. Mikael body was not bad either, slight muscular frame, washed bod abs, long legs and bubble butt.
But what Nick didn't know, Mikael had silently been falling in love with Nick. He will never dare to tell Nick, not wanting to jeopardize their friendship. He even go all the way to find for him a girlfriend just so he could be close with Nick, like when they go for double date. But inside his heart, only God knows how angry and jealous was he with Nick. Who's always seen smooching with his girlfriend Amy. He also got annoyed easily with his girlfriend Sandra who was so clingy and suffocating at times. Always whining for attention.
But all that change drastically one night.
It was Sandra birthday party and her family was organizing it at a local pub in the middle of town. It was a success as many of their mutual friends from school came. The pub was decorated beautifully, there's foods and drinks and blazing dance music, DJ by yours truly, Mikael.
Nick was hanging around the DJ console with Mikael, not knowing where did Amy had gone to. He was enjoying the music played by Mikael when suddenly from the corner of his eyes he spotted Amy was kissing one of the boys from school. A jock to be exact. Not bad looking and well known for being a player named Hayden. They were pecking lips and tonsil wrestling, oblivious to the people around them. Both looks like they were a bit drunk.
Mikael turned to look at Nick whose face was redden with anger. From where Nick stand, he shouted and rushed over to the kissing couple.
"HAYDEN...GET YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF MY GIRLFRIEND.... FUCKER!" Nick was lunging towards Hayden, wanting to hurt him so bad.
Everyone around was stunned with the commotion, but yet did not do anything to stop Nick. Who was fuming with anger and raged. Amy was flustered due to the effect of the alcohol. Nick grab on to Hayden shirt and wanting to punch him while spewing vulgarities. But before his fist could reached Hayden jaw....he felt his body was pulled back by someone. He was trashing around to get out from the grip.
"Nick stop, please stop...it's not worth it" Nick turned around to see who is it...and stunned to see Mikael with teary eyes.
"What...!" Nick asked questionably.
"It's not worth it Nick...you're better without her...YOU'RE..... better without her" Mikael say in a trembling voice. "Please ...Nick....Stop"
The pub suddenly became quiet and everyone eyes was directed to Mikael who was standing between Nick and Hayden. Mikael suddenly became aware of him being the centre of attention. He looked to Nick with his puffy teary eyes and bolted out from the pub. By then he was balling his eyes out. He couldn't believe with what had just happen. He was leaning on the wall outside the pub crying when Nick barged out from the pub looking for Mikael.
"Oii! What's the matter with you...what happen inside eh?"
"Nothing...please leave me alone Nick."
"You cannot just say that and leave do you?"
"Please...do not make me say it...please Nick....I'm begging you" By this time Mikael eye was draining tears non stop.
Nick was looking very bothered. "OIC...so Amy was cheating on me right....she was cheating on me with Hayden all this while and you as my mates...you don't even care of telling me yeah." Nick was making his own assumption on the situation.
Mikael felt liked he was being cornered and he began to fell annoyed. "You really want to know why you were better without Amy."
"Yeah...tell me....don't you dare hide it from me.?
"I WAS JEALOUS...JEALOUS SEEING YOU AND AMY...OKAY! EVERYTIME YOU KISS HER, HUG HER.....I WAS WONDERING WHY IT COULDN'T BE ME GETTING ALL THAT FROM YOU...NICK. I WANT YOU TO KISS ME, HOLD ME AND BE THE WANT FOR ME AND ME ALONE"
Nick was stunned silent....he did not do anything beside staring at Mikael face.
"Every time when I'm not with you, I miss you so much...but when I am with you my hearts was busting with so much love." Mikael paused for a while, breathing for some air before he continued, "I love you Nick...I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH!" He raised his voice again then giving Nick a last glanced hoping for any reaction, but none was seen from Nick stout face, so he run away from him crying.
Nick did not ran after Mikael as he was still digesting all the things he's been hearing from Mikael mouth. His brain was working overtime contemplating with all that had just happened.
Not getting any answers, he just went back home as his head was hurting pretty badly...not sure whether it was from the alcoholic drinks or the things that just happened in his life.
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