It Has Always Been You - Back to normal...but only GOD knows
Disclaimer: This story is fictional. Some of the things that happened or will happen with Mikael and Nick are bits and pieces of my life. Parts of the character are fictional as well. All other characters were made up and any similarities are just coincidental. This is gay romance between teenage boys, there may be sex, but for the most part, it's about their true love of each other so if that offends you, please discontinue reading. Also, if it is illegal for you to read such material, you have been warned. Continual reading could cause a knock at your door.
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It's been three days, Nick had been avoiding Mikael. Every time their path crossed, Nick would try to distance himself. He did the same to Amy. How much she tried to apologies to him, he would snapped at her and won't even try to hear her reasons.
"Nick....please, I'm sorry....I was drunk that ni....." Amy pleaded without finishing her sentences.
"What.....is that a reason for you to go on kissing other guys...enough Amy." Nick snapped at her.
Amy tried to reason again but was stopped by Nick, "Enough....I don't want to hear it." Nick walked away from dejected Amy.
Mikael, seeing the scene cannot take it any more. He went to Nick, grabbed on tight Nick hand and pulled him towards the art room to talk. He knows during this time the art room will be empty. Nick was trying to pull away from Mikael grip but didn't succeed. When they reached the art room, Mikael opened it, pulled Nick inside, closed the door and locked it.
"What are you trying to do Mikael. I don't want to hear anything from you. It's just a waste of time."
"Can you please just let me talk for once. I know I should not have said anything that night, but I just couldn't help myself Nick. Looking at you hurting with what Amy had done to you, pained me Nick."
"But I'm not gay, Mikael. I do not want to hear all that shit from you or any other people , ok."
"I know.....at least can you think how all this makes me feel. I felt so awful. You are the last person I want to hurt the most Nick. I hope we still can be mates and I'm really sorry."
"No....yeah....no, we are not mates."
"Nick please don't." Mikael tried to plead with Nick to take back his words.
Nick did not say a word but he shake his head from side to side slowly while looking at the floor.
Mikael seeing that, he snapped, "Ok...fine. If that you had in mind...as of today I would not bother you anymore as I'm leaving." while walking towards the door.
"What?" Nick asked.
"Yeah...I would go away from you, I would go away from everyone else...You know why....I'm leaving." Mikael didn't realized tears had start to appeared in his eyes and walked again towards the door and opened it.
Before he can fully opened the door, Nick rushed towards him and slammed the door closed back again, "What...so you just going to take the coward way out." Nick questioned Mikael aggressively.
"Take your hand away from the door Nick" Mikael growled at Nick.
"What am I gonna say when people asking why we are not talking with each other." Nick looked worried.
"No one care Nick...Please take off your hand from the door." Mikael requested angrily.
"No...I don't want you to go." Nick punched the door hard with his knuckled hurting himself in the process.
"What....why?" Mikael asked Nick with a curious face.
"You're the best mates I've ever have and I don't want to loose you." Nick spoke in a softer tone. Almost a whisper but just enough for Mikael to hear it while rubbing his sprained knuckle. He walked toward a desk and sit on it, looking flustered and sad.
Mikael was speechless after he heard what Nick had said. "Really...are you sure you want that?" he looked at Nick face for answered.
Nick lifted his face to looked at Mikael, "Yes...and I want to keep it that way."
"Ok...I like that...and while we are still mates...I would stop all my feeling for you totally." Mikael was grinning widely saying it.
"What...You can just switch off your feeling like that?" Nick was baffled with what Mikael had said.
"Yeah...I can do that. I'm strong enough to suppress my feelings towards you. By the way there's nothing to began with right?" Mikael reassured Nick. "And as I am keeping you as mates...you can be with Amy and I can be with Sandra." Mikael continued.
"Are you sure your going back with Sandra?" Nick asked.
"Yes...I will and we can be as normal as before." Mikael looked straight while smirking at him.
"Yes...I really love that...I do really miss Amy though." Nick was grinning saying it.
"Ok...come on mates...let's go and find our ladies and take them out for special dinner." Mikael raised his hand to Nick to grab. Nick reached for Mikael hand, came down from the desk and walked out of the art room grabbing Mikael shoulder in a side hug.
Mikael was extremely happy that everything had turned back to normal between him and Nick.
But only GOD knows how he really feel in his heart.
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