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Disclaimer: This story is fictional. Some of the things that happened or will happen with Mikael and Nick are bits and pieces of my life. Parts of the character are fictional as well. All other characters were made up and any similarities are just coincidental. This is gay romance between teenage boys, there may be sex, but for the most part, it's about their true love of each other so if that offends you, please discontinue reading. Also, if it is illegal for you to read such material, you have been warned. Continual reading could cause a knock at your door.
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It Has Always Been You - Just Got To Move On
For the past month or so, Mikael and Drake had been getting closer as ever. Getting to know each other more intimately then they can ever imagined. The thing is, they had hearts for each other but just holding back their feelings as it was still early in their friendship. But in any opportunity rises they be spending their time together, giving glances coated with lust and giving warmth aura by standing close.
Mikael thought on Nick never gone as he still hoping to ever be with him. But he knows with the persistence rant of Nick being a straight guy, Mikael hope was dashed instantly. Yet with Drake, he felt smooth as silk as their feeling toward each other was mutual. He know he could fall in love with Drake, yet his heart still longing for the boy he once knew.
Nick was not in a good situation also. Even though he's back with Amy, but his mind was pre occupied with the memory of Mikael. Is he longing for his best mate or for Mikael love?
In school was not easy as everywhere he goes he could see Mikael and his happy persona. He misses that so much. There had been lots of fun when they are together and yet now the distance they created had somehow been hurting Nick so bad. And knowing Mikael closeness with Drake does not make things any better. Is he losing a friend or the love of his life? Even though he never admit that he love Mikael but somehow his heart ache when he saw them together.
The club
Mikael had just finished his gig and was rushing to the toilet to relieve himself. It was a slight distance to the toilet and having to navigate around the club patrons with a full bladder was not an easy task. He entered the toilet, went to the nearest cubicle, take out his semi hard dick and piss into the bowl. It was a long stream of piss and it make loud splashing sound when it hit the water. He gave his dick a last shake off, grab a piece of tissue and wipe his dick clean. After washing his hands and properly adjust his clothing, giving himself a last look in the mirror and went out of the toilet.
Exiting from the toilet he accidentally bump into someone...looking up he saw it was Drake. He blushed deeply and mumble the word sorry, just loud enough for Drake to hear.
"Hey Mikael, I was just looking out for you," Drake grinning when he saw it was Mikael he bump into.
"Well...here I am. What's up?" Mikael asked while staring longingly at Drake. The feeling of jumping onto Drake to hug him very strong, he could not contain it any much longer...but he had to just not want to let Drake think how creepy can he be.
"Well...uh.I...." Drake stuttered. He seems to be lost for words when he saw the dark blue eyes looking direct at him. He seem to be hypnotized by it. He's not even sure why he behave like that around Mikael. Never even he ever felt so deeply about someone, not even his ex boyfriend in Montana. He usually be the one to take controlled of situation and not the tongue tied guy. But with Mikael....hmmmmm!
"Drake are you alright?" Mikael was concerned when he saw how quiet Drake is.
"Oh...I'm OK..." snapping out from his admiration of Mikael when he felt Mikael hands on his shoulder. Still looking directly at Mikael he said, " Are you still seeing Sandra?"
"What....No...we are still friends...but no." firmly yet surely Mikael replied to Drake.
"But she's beautiful." Drake sounded dejected.
"No, it's the truth that we are just friends now." Mikael reassured Drake.
"Well...you see. I have always had a thing with DJ..."he felt so blushed that he took his eyes away for a moment and turned to looked at Mikael again.
"So ... you have must be loving yourself a lot than..." Mikael cheekily teased the already blushed Drake.
"No...but dark hair, dark blue eyes DJ...I have this one guy on my mind....I am so infatuate with him....I want to kiss him but not sure if he will allow me." Drake spoke everything in a single breath. He breath deeply and waited for responded from Mikael.
Mikael was shaking his head up and down slowly with eyes still focus on Drake. "He will...he will" he spoke while still shaking his head.
"Are you sure?" Drake hesitated with the question, but his heart was full of joy.
"Yes I am sure." While Mikael hands was still on Drake shoulder, he slowly pulled him closer till he could feel his breath on his face and leaned more and kiss him gently.
Drake could feel the butterfly in his stomach and kiss Mikael back. He reached up his right hands to the back of Mikael neck and pulled him closer for a deep kiss. More passionate, compassion and lovingly.
The kiss really means a lot to both of them. The wall and barrier that the had between them demolished in a single second. They wanted these badly ever since they had known each other. Even though both of them had brazen attitude, but when it comes to matters of the hearts, it really melts them.
This kiss also opens up a new chapter in their life as now they knew each other feelings, it's easy to proceed on. They can be whatever they wanted to call themselves...boyfriend, partner or even lovers. But no one wanted to make the first move. Lingering waiting for the other to make the first move.
With Nick, Mikael never had a chance to feel this way. He never ever manage to break the wall that Nick had built between them. It was a one sided affair. And the one hurt the most was Mikael.
After both of their gigs was over at the club, they had decided to go for coffee at a cafeteria that's opened 24hrs in the centre of town. Walking hand in hand slowly gently glide along the pavement talking about anything in the world. It was a beautiful night for a stroll with your significant others. Wait a minutes...are they officially a couple just by one kiss? By the way they act around each other won't be long before they became an item.
The cafeteria
When the reach the cafeteria, they did not immediately entered, instead the went to a nearby park right opposite of it. Finding for themselves a bench to sit.
They sat down with their hand still intertwined with each other. No words were spoken, they were just staring onto each other eyes, smiling and squeezing each other hands gently.
They were happy... really happy with each other company. Like every other love birds, they started to kiss. First gently, just touching each other lips. As time progress, their kiss became more passionate with each other fighting for dominance. Tongue colliding and rubbing each other dancing to the music of love.
Not knowing to them, from the window of the cafeteria, there sited Nick watching them with rage. He was with Amy having late night supper. Amy never saw Mikael and Drake as she was sitting with her back facing the window.
But Nick had a full view of what was happening staring dagger onto both of them, especially Drake. He did not know him that much except being the guy who snatches his love away from him. His heart ached the most seeing how happy they were and how tight Drake was holding Mikael.
It was really cruel to Nick eyes to see the way Drake make Mikael smile. So cruel to Nick eyes watching Drake hold what used to be his. He was wondering why did he lied about his feeling towards Mikael. Why did he walk away to find when the person that love him was right in front of him. Oh why..... Oh why?
He's really hurt inside for every word that he said that had cause Mikael to cry. He will never forget the looks on Mikael face the first time Mikael confessed to him. At that moment he was to shocked to react... and now he lost everything.
What can he do... Oh GOD what can he do!
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