Ok, so, here is my return [would say triumphant return, but that depends on you. Plzzzzzzzz e mail me if u like.
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School was starting in 3 weeks. How could the summer have gone by this fast? I woke up at midnight by the sound of a tapping at my window. "Scott, wake up dude." I heard someone say. I rolled over and saw J's face.
"Jesus Dude," I said. "J, what the fuck?" I asked. J raised the window beside my bed and crawled into my bed with me. "Parents fighting?" I asked. He nodded. J and I had been friends since we first met in first grade. He was held back in first grade, so he was two years older than me. J's real name was Justin Andrew Addams, but everyone called him J ever since I remembered. "Here," I said, "Get under the covers." I said. "It's freezing." I said. He got under and I noticed he was soaked. "Jesus dude, get out of those fucking close before we both get fucking Phnemonia." I said angrily. He stood up and stripped down to his soaking boxers and got back in bed. "You're freezing J." I said.
"I know." He said. "It's like 20 degrees out there." He said. I smiled at him. He smiled back. "What?" He asked.
"You do know that my balls are like marbles now." I said. "And it's your fault, yours and your damn soaking boxers." He said.
"Oh stop bitching ya fuckin queer." He said smiling. I got a bad feeling right then. Like if someones brother called them a bastard or something. A single tear escaped my eye. J looked oddly at me.
"Oh man, I'm sorry. I didn't mean anything by it. Dude, Scott, I'm so sorry." He said. He hugged me. "I'm such an insensitive dick." He said.
"Basicly." I said. He smiled at me.
"Dick." He said. Another thing about J is that he knew I was gay. It didn't matter to him, it's just that when he let 'queer' or 'fag' slip in a conversation it sorta made me feel, I dunno, betrayed. "Look, I'm sorry babe. I didn't mean it." He said.
"I know, it's just that, it really upsets me when my best friend in the world calls me a fag. I mean I have enough of that outside of this house." I said.
"Who's been fucking with you? I'll kick their ass." He said seriously.
"Shh, J, it's ok, really. You're not my protector. I can handle it." I said.
"Who is it damnit?" He said.
"It's Brian." I said. "Everytime I go to swimming practice he calls me a fucking fag and ells the other dudes that I amm looking at their asses. Which half the time I am." I said smiling. J put his arm around me.
"Want me to kick his ass?" He asked.
"Not now, maybe tomorrow." I said laughing. J smiled at me and kissed my forehead.
"You know I'll beat anyones ass who trys and mess with my best friend in the world." J said. I smiled.
"You're so sweet." I said. "Now let me go to sleep." I said. I rolled over. "J?" I asked.
"Ya?"
"Would you...???" I asked. He knew what I wanted. Everytime he came over I would ask him to do it, but he rarely did.
"Are you that lonely feeling?" He asked.
"Mm hm." I said.
"Ok then. G'night babe." He said. And he did it. He spooned me. "Love ya babe." He said.
"I love you too." I said.
J woke me up the next morning with his hard on. He was still asleep but I wasn't. I grinded back and forth, letting his cock run across the inprint of my ass through my boxers. I heard him moan. I reached into my boxers and stroked my dick. I was almost ready to cum when I heard J.
"What the fuck?" He screamed. He jumped back, causing my hand to go up my shaft once more and...
"Uhhhhhhhhhh." I moaned. J backed away from me. "J... J, I'm so.... I'm so.... whew, that was awesome." I said. J laughed.
"Am I that good?" He asked. I nodded and smiled. I layed straight on my back. He sat on my stomach and smiled at me. "Well, if I'm that good sleeping, maybe I'm better awake." He said smiling.
"Don't count on it, you're pretty good sleeping." I said.
"So you've done this before?" He asked smiling.
"Ya, and once I even... Oh, I better shut up." I said turning red.
"WHAT???" He screamed laughing. I shook my head and turned even deeper crimson. I was so embarassed. "C'mon babe, I might let ya do it again if you tell me." He said. I smiled.
"Like you have a choice." I said.
"Well this time I might give my consent." He said.
"I once... sucked you off, and..." He smiled.
"And what?" He asked.
"And swallowed." I said, shoving the pillow over my face. He got quite. He pulled the pillow off my face. I thought he was pissed. But he just smiled at me and kissed me. "I love you J." I said. J smiled at me.
"Love you too Scott." He said.
'Ok, so, first day of senior year countdown: 8 days till school starts.' I wrote in my journal. After an hour of writting about all of adventures with J the previous night and the next day I layed my pen down. I got up to go take a piss. I walked back into my room and found a very awake J, whom I left fast asleep, reading my journal. I cleared my throat and he looked up. He looked as though he was crying, which he never did. "What is it J?" I asked.
"May 2," He read aloud. That was the day we had a big bust up after he told everyone I was gay at school. He continued. "J is such a dick. The mother fucker told Jason that I was in love with him. Please, like I would like J, he's ugly, no wait, he's a dog, a fucking ugly dog." He said, I went to speak bu he put his hand up and continued reading aloud. "The world would be a better place if mother fuckers like J Addams were out of it. Someone should od us all a favor and kill him." He said. Another tear escaped his eye.
"Go on then, since you decided to read my PRIVATE journal don't stop with that, read the next page." I said. He turned the page and continued reading.
"J smiled at me today, wow, he smiled at me. Gosh I want him to fuck me in my ass. Mmm, gotta go jerk off now." J read aloud laughing. "I'm sorry babe." I smiled at him. He layed back down on the bed. "But, to show how much I'm sorry, I'm gonna let you suck me." He said.
"Oh ya, Great gift." I said.
"What? I thought you liked giving head." He said.
"I do, but I'd like to receive a little attention too." I said.
"You're the gay one here." He said. I laughed.
"Yeah, and you're mister straight guy all of a sudden?" I said. He laughed.
"Ok, Come here babe." He said. He stood up and hugged me. And for the first time, well, out of two days, he gave me head.
Chapter Three
"Ok, so, whaddaya want for your birthday?" J asked me the next day.
"Nothing, you have like, no money." I said.
J rolled his eyes. "Please, I have a job." He said.
"Please, your a bagger at Shop'N'Go, I'd hardly call you the next Bill Gates." I said.
"I can spare enough money to buy my sweety a birthday gift that rocks." He said. I smiled. "Now move your ass and get dressed." He said. "We have to be at Kelly Strickland's party in like 40 minutes and you're still naked bitch." He said. I walked over to him. He stood up. "Get your cute ass into some hot clothes that show off your ass. I wanna be able to have girls look at you and think you're a total babe, and know that I get to come home and fuck you tonight." He said.
"So tonight's the night?" I asked.
He smiled. "No, not until you're 18, until then you're jailbait ya bitch." He said. I smiled at him.
"You're only, wait, shit, you're 20." I said smiling. "God, you're old. Is that..." I said pointing. "Yeah it is!!! It's a wrincle." I said laughing.
"Fuck you." He said laughing.
"Not for another 5 days you won't I said." He smiled. I turned around, my ass in his face. "See what you're missing?" I asked. He stood up and hugged my back.
"I love you." He said.
"Oh no, that's not getting you into my pants."
"But you don't have any pants on." He said. I smiled and kissed him.
"We have a party to attend." I said smiling.
Later on after the party we came back to my house. He kissed me goodnight. "I don't wanna go, can I sleep over again?" He asked.
"We've slept together like 2 nights in a row, i think my parents are getting suspicious of sumthin, hehe." I said giggiling.
"K. I love ya babe."
"Love you too." I said. With that we kissed and I went up to my room. I fell asleep right after jacking off to a shirtless pic of him that night. I had awesome dreams that night.
Hope you all enjoyed my return. Plzzzzzzz e mail me and visit my site. www.lancejournal.cjb.net. Love to you.