Jack's Story
by Janice TV
As I sit here brushing my long golden hair, I wonder how I can best relate my story to you. I guess that it must begin at the beginning when life seemed simple and easy. My story begins as a normal night, no different from other Thursday nights me going bowling in the company league.
My wife Loren had been a little bitchy over the past several weeks, but I knew that it was her job. She was on a career path up at our local bank, and the pressure of some of her financial decisions and long hours was taking its toll. My job as a billing clerk for a department store was just the kind of job that I wanted. I could leave at 5:00 PM every day without the problems associated with a high pressure job. In essence I was coasting through life and enjoying it. Loren had a much larger salary than I did, but this did not bother me.
My enjoyment on Thursdays was to bowl with the company bowling league, which included having a few beers and generally relaxing with my co-workers. The bowling league was a mixed league, and we all had a good easy relationship with each other. Since two of the women were my age and truly knockouts, my wife was a little jealous of my bowling. Sometimes when I was out bowling, she was working late at the bank, and I think that she resented me at times. While we were all good friends at the bowling league, there was nothing between any of us. On occasion, I had hugged and been hugged by both of those beautiful young things when we bowled a strike.
This particular Thursday night, I had a great night bowling with one game with over 240 pins - my all time high game. That resulted in a few extra hugs, a few more beers, and a late night out before returning home. As I opened the front door, Loren was in my face. I was in trouble and I guess that she also smelled some of the girls perfume too. My elation of bowling well quickly disappeared. Loren just kept after me and her intensity rose with each passing minute. Her frustrations with everything were coming out on me! After a few minutes of her harping, my mind snapped and slapped at her. I had never done any thing remotely like that before. My slap contacted her at my arm's length and together with my extra beers caused me to loose balance. She was stunned too and together we fell to the floor with me on top. She was still mad and now even more so now.
She began hitting me and screaming "You SOB, get off me". I guess my mind really snapped now, and I said "You Bitch, I'll show you." With that I began to pin and rape her. She fought back hard and the more she fought, the more determined that I was to finish the job. My dick was as hard as I could ever remember it. Loren was a tall thin girl, and while I was not extremely well build, she was no match for me.
I slapped her again on the face, and that caused her to momentarily relax her legs. That was all I needed, and I was able to wedge her legs open and start the final act. As my dick roughly penetrated her, she shrieked at me to stop. I knew that she had to go off the pill as they had nauseated her, but I didn't care. I pumped my dick in and out and soon had a tremendous orgasm. I filled her cunt with my sperm. It seemed like I just came and came into her.
After my organism, I rolled off of her, and was immediately sorry for my actions. Loren just curled up in the fetal position and sobbed her heart out. She came back to her senses and reacted violently to my attempts to comfort her and express sorry for my actions. At my first touch, she was up and running to our bedroom. I heard the door lock, and knew that I would be sleeping on the couch this night. No matter, I tried to tell her that I was sorry, but the only response were tears. Later I could hear her in the shower for what seemed like hours.
I barely slept that night wondering what would happen in the morning. Finally, I dozed off only to wake in the morning with Loren in chair across from me drinking coffee. Her stare penetrated me and I could see hurt and revenge in her eyes. I was afraid to say much, but that I was extremely sorry. She would have none of my apology, and reminded me that she could call the police to have me arrested. Perhaps she said that calling the police would be the best thing for me, and that it would teach me a lesson. I pleaded with her trying to explain how it happened and that I would do anything to make up for what I had done to her. Now I was in tears, and Loren was just staring at me in deep thought.
Finally she spoke to me, and said "You need to be severely punished, and even jail is not good enough for you Son of a Bitch. If you want to avoid jail, things will have to change, and you will have to submit to your punishment. You will have to do exactly what I say to do, and not ask questions. After all, I can call the police at any time. You will be punished and humiliated before I am through with you. Do you accept?"
I stammered around trying to find a way out of the situation, but one look into her eyes said there was no way out. Grudging I said that "Yes, I will do anything and everything that you demand of me. What I did was wrong, and I deserve to be punished. I only hope that you will have some mercy on me."
Loren said "Mercy Hell, you can't know what it like to be raped. It the worst fear that any woman has. You knew that I couldn't fight against you. You still took advantage of my vulnerability and weakness to rape me. You filthy beast. Right now, I hate you."
"Well, I'm going to show you what its like to walk in a woman's shoes for a while. You will live as a woman until I tell you different. For sure you will be a woman as long as it takes you to learn what its like." Loren continued.
With that she went into the bathroom and retrieved a birth control pill. She handed the pill to me with a glass of water saying "Here take this, you won't be using you dick again soon, and these pills will work as good on you as they do on me."
I hesitantly swallowed the pill wondering just what she had in mind. Before I could ask further questions, she sent me off to work saying she needed some time alone to plan things. She ordered me to come immediately home from work, and to remember my promise of obedience to her.
Work that day was typical, and the pill seemed to have no affect on me. I was routinely busy and the day passed pretty quickly. I wondered on the way home just what she would have me do, and what I had got myself into.
Loren greeted me at the door and welcomed me home - no kiss or hug, but at least she was civil. She said that she now had things planned out, and as I walked into the house I could see and smell her drawn, perfumed bubble bath. I guess that the quizzed look in my eyes asked the question that she answered. "Oh, honey that's for you, not me. Now strip off your clothes and hop in. A warm bath will relax and refresh you after a day at the office."
Remembering my promise, I simply followed her instructions and was soon in the tub soaking. I could feel the oil and perfume caressing my skin, and it was not an unpleasant experience. Loren bade me to relax, and soak while she tended to business. I noticed that on the way out of the bathroom that she picked up my clothes and closed the door. I wondered what she was up to.
After what seemed like an hour, Loren returned to my bath. In her hands were a frilly baby doll nighty, a silken robe, perfumed body lotion, and a razor. Loren sat the items down, and then commanded my full attention. She explained that my transformation to a woman would begin now, and that I should think of myself as a woman and specifically as her wife. Even though for a few weeks, I would outwardly be dressed as a man, I had given up my manhood to her. "You've got a lot to learn, sweetie, and it won't be easy, but I know that you will try your hardest. Won't you?" All I could do was nod my head as my voice seemed to disappear.
Could I do this I wondered. What choice did I have was the answer that came back. Loren handed my the razor, and told my that All my body hair had to come off, even my arms. When I was finished shaving, I could cover my body with body lotion, put on my nighty and robe, and join her in the living room. Loren waited until my trembling hand picked up the razor and made the first pass on my legs before she departed again. Shaving took hours. I was not extremely hairy, but the long hair just kept clogging up the razor. Finally I finished, took a quick shower to rinse the hair off my body, and stepped out of the tub.
Putting on the body lotion wasn't to bad. It felt good on my now hairless body, and the smell was pleasant. Picking up the baby doll nighty with bikini panties was another thing. How could I wear these? How could I not wear these frilly things? As I slipped into them, my mind thought that this was only the beginning and I was now committed.
I walked into join Loren the living room with my robe tightly drawn around me as if to hide my new identity. To say that I was embarrassed was an understatement. Loren handed my a glass of white wine and sat me down in a chair. She could see my disconfortature, and her eyes danced with pleasure. She did tell me to relax, and that this was only the first step. As I sipped my wine, Loren began to detail exactly what would be expected of me.
She restated that I was now a woman and her wife. My goal in life was to be subservient and to please her. My enjoyment in life would be to see her happy. She told me to think about all the things that she had previously done for me, and that now I would be doing all those things for her. That meant all the chores and housekeeping. That meant shopping. That meant keeping myself thin and beautiful for her. My life had totally changed. I could not believe what I was hearing. How had I gotten myself into this? She also added a sentence that almost stopped my heart saying, "You better hope that I'm not pregnant, because you'll be the baby's mother, not me. It would be too bad if you had to remain a woman for twenty years to raise our child wouldn't it?" I put that thought immediately out of my mind, and tried to breathe again.
Loren went on to say that she would be teaching me my duties and that they would not all come at once. That eased the pressure that I was feeling, but how could I do all these things that I had never done before? Before I could answer my own questions, she asked me to model my baby doll outfit before supper. As I started to get up, she motioned for me to put on the red high heel shoes that were beside my chair. I slipped my heels on, and noticed that they fit my feet perfectly. As I stood up, I nearly lost my balance while Loren just smiled. My first steps were very shaky, and far from graceful. Loren told me to take off my robe and spin around. I was again embarrassed and my face blushed red. Loren said that she liked my new sleep wear, and I put on my robe as she took my arm and guided me to the dining room table.
Loren took the seat at the head of the table, and I waited until she sat down before taking my seat. Loren had pork chops and a vegetable, and all I had was a small diner salad. Loren told me that I had to loose at least 20 pounds, and that I would probably then be a size 14, although she wanted me to be get down to a size 12 dress. I slowly ate my salad and finished my glass of wine. Loren was still eating and I would have given anything for a bite of her pork chop. It occurred to me that I could get Loren another glass of wine, which I did. She thanked me, but didn't offer any of her food.
After supper Loren helped my clean the table, and then showed me how she wanted me to wash dishes and clean up. So I stood still in my heels, nighty, and robe at the sink washing dishes while Loren relaxed reading a woman's magazine. What a sight I must have made. When I had washed the dishes, Loren waited until I sat down before telling me "Young lady you have been bad, come with me."
With that she took my arm and led me down the hall back into the bathroom. She was right the tub was still a mess of soap scum and hair from my bath. I started to bend down and clean up my mess, but Loren again took my arm and marched me into the bedroom. She sat down on her makeup chair, and ordered my to take off my robe and to lay across her knees. I did as I was told. She pulled down my panties, and began to give me a spanking. I could believe it. A grown man submissively laying across a women's lap and receiving a spanking. She only delivered a few spanks when I started crying. I was crying not so much from pain, but out of humiliation, and the realization that a man would not be receiving a spanking. Only a child or woman would receive a spanking such as Loren was delivering to me.
After my spanking she pulled up my panties, and sent me off to clean up my mess. My ass stung from her spanking, but I immediately hopped up and cleaned up the bathroom. That was a lesson that I did not want to repeat, and I vowed to myself to be more careful, and to do my chores promptly.
The rest of the evening was uneventful. I got Loren some ice cream, but I could not have any of it. My stomach growled with pain, as I watched Loren eating ice cream while we both watched one of her programs on TV. I could only reflect and wonder what my state of affairs would be now and in the future. I thought that we would both just go to bed as the news started, and in fact we headed for the for the bedroom. As I started to get into bed, Loren waved her finger at me and shook her head saying "no, no, no. You can't go to bed yet. You have to brush and roll my hair for me." With that Loren sat down at her make up dresser, and handed me her hair brush. Soon I was brushing her long hair, and finding it mildly pleasurable working the brush and my hand through her soft hair. I could see that Loren was enjoying my brushing as well. She then showed me how to roll her hair and in what pattern to place the rollers.
When I was finished she told me to start brushing my own hair while she changed into her nighty. I brushed my hair, holding my head from one side to the other as I had seen Loren do. Loren came back to me and opened a drawer containing some small rollers. My hair was long, but was barely long enough for her to get a couple of wraps on the rollers. She pulled my hair tight in order to succeed, and when she was through I thought that I would die from the tingling pain. Both of us put on a sort of sleep cap to keep the rollers in place while we slept. As I lay down in the bed, I knew that I could not sleep with the pain of the rollers in my hair. I pleaded with Loren to let me take them out, but to no avail. She only laughed at me, and said to get use to it, as this is the way it would be every night.
As could be imagined, I had a sleepless night. When a few times that I did doze off, I was immediately awake when I rolled my head and was pricked by a point on a roller. It was a truly miserable night for me. Near morning I could not sleep nor stand the pain, so I got up and went to the kitchen to make coffee and take an aspirin. After rummaging around in the kitchen, I found the coffee fixings, guessed at how much coffee to put in the holder, and waited for it to perk. Loren was right, I did have a lot to learn. I did not even know how to make coffee. I heard the paper thud against the door and I sure wanted to read the paper with my coffee. I didn't want to open the door, but finally I put on my robe and quickly retrieved the paper. After an hour Loren got up, and I poured her a cup of coffee too. The coffee was about twice its normal strength, but she thanked me for it. She then asked what I was fixing for breakfast. What a shock, I had forgot about breakfast entirely. She gave me a stern look. Suggesting that I should not forget tomorrow, said to get the box of cream of wheat, and to just follow the directions while she took a quick shower. She also said that tomorrow she did not want to see me in the morning with out at least some lipstick on!! Lipstick I thought, I never worn lipstick. Oh, my God what's happening? I guess that I knew exactly what was happening.
After breakfast, washing dishes, and taking my daily birth control pill Loren told me that I better hurry up and take a quick shower or that I would be late for work. She had me put a shower cap over still rolled head. Loren was finishing her make up, when I finished my shower. She had me sit down in her chair while she quickly took out the rollers. What a relief, but I couldn't believe the sight of my curled hair. She quickly brushed it blending and smoothing the curls out. A quick spay of spray net and a dab of perfume behind my ears and she said that I was finished. She had styled my hair with a part down the center and the rollers had given my hair body and lift as well as waves. I didn't want to go to work like this, but Loren loaded me into the car and dropped me off at the front door. I notice that she waited until I went in before she pulled away.
At work I quickly went to my work cubical, and began processing paperwork. I could barely concentrate on work with my sleepless night and the concern over my now changing appearance. Ah, yes a cup of coffee would help, I thought. I tried to sneak into the coffee bar without meeting anybody. But as luck would have it Judy, one of my co-workers and bowling league members came up just as I was pouring coffee. As I poured her a cup, she said, "Oh, I like your hair, when did you start styling it that way? Its a little soft for you, but you kind of look good with waves."
I answered that Loren and I had decided to try something different with my hair, and that I was still getting use to it. I ask her if she really liked it this way and she answered "Yes, really I do." As she reached over and kind of pushed my hair up near the back. She asked, "What cologne are you wearing today? You smell delicious. Wait I know that scent, is that "Escape" that your wearing?" Judy asked with kind of a shocked look on her face.
I blushed answering that Loren had accidently put "Escape" on me. Oh, how can I handle this I thought to myself. I could see a suspicious look in her eyes.
Judy responded, " With your new hair style and "Escape", you better watch yourself. I might attack." Judy said and she pinched my ass as she walked away giggling. I stood there blood red for a moment before almost running to my cubicle. These new sensations were exceedingly difficult to handle. My emotions and sense were askew and up side down. I tried to ignore what was going on, and got back to work.
I kept my head down and worked straight through to lunch. I quickly turned down an invitation from the guys to join them for burgers and beers at the local greasy spoon. When Judy and Linda stopped by and asked me to join them for lunch I wasn't so lucky. My stomach needed something in it, and I had promised Loren to eat light. Judy again pushed my hair with her hands and said to Linda, "Isn't his hair cute this way? What do you think about? And don't you love "Escape" perfume on him. Come on Jack, join us for lunch. We won't attach." Judy said as she grabbed my hand, and pulled me with them. We walked to a near by Deli and I had a dietetic soup and half a sandwich. I think they sensed a change in me. Our conversation was about bowling, diets, and then Linda commented on where she and her date, Dave, where going later that evening. Judy and Linda talked for a moment about how handsome Dave was. I endured this part of the conversation. Soon they changed the subject, and it was time to walk back to the office.
We window shopped on the way back, and Judy particularly admired a dress in the window of an exclusive women's shop. Linda said that we had time and why didn't we go in and Judy could try the dress on. They dragged me into the shop with them, and Linda browsed through dresses with me beside her while we waited for Judy to try on the dress. It was strange looking at dresses, but I thought that I'd better get use to it. Judy came out of the dressing room with a long cocktail dress that looked scrumptious on her. Linda and I both said that it fit every curve that she had, and that she should buy it. With our encouragement, Judy did buy the dress, putting it on lay away. We then hurried back to the office.
The rest of the day passed with out further incident, and when quitting time came I was ready to leave. Loren picked me up at the office entrance, and we headed home. A couple of blocks from home she pulled into a shopping center in front of a finger nail salon and said, "I'm dropping you off here to have your nails done and your ears pierced. I've set up everything for you. Just give them your name, and they will know what to do. In fact I've got you set up for a weekly appointment to have your nails done. I can't wait until they are long. You'll look pretty with long nails, Honey. Just have them put a clear cote of polish on your nails for now, and I recommend gold studs for your ears". With that she reached across me and opened the door for me to get out. As I looked at her and back to the nail salon, she said, "You can walk home after your through, and I'll help you with supper tonight."
With that I got out of the car still alittle unsure about what to do. Loren confidently pulled away leaving me in front of the store. I hesitated for a moment, then knowing that I did not have a choice, walked in. I gave the receptionist my name, she smiled at me, and asked me to wait a moment. A young lady about my age who introduce herself as Cindy, said, "Hi, Jack. I've been expecting you. Please follow me." She led me to a high arm chair in front of the store, and pulled out a selection of ear ring studs. She asked me to select a set, and my hand shook as I pointed to the gold ones.
"Now lets see, you want both ears pierced don't you? You'll be cute with both ears pierced." Cindy said as she smiled at me. Again, I could only nod my head yes, and she handed me the release form to fill out will she loaded the first stud into a type of gun. Cindy then had me hold my head straight while she marked my ears. She warned me that I would feel a little pain when she pierced my ears, but that it wouldn't be too bad. I just held still and she asked me if I was ready, and then pierced my first ear. She repeated the process with the second ear, and handed me a mirror to see myself. Sure enough, both ears were now pierced with shiny, gold studs. As I followed her to the manicure table, I wondered how I could explain the studs at the office on Monday. Cindy took my hands and began massaging them first. I was still tensed up from the piercing, and she kept massaging my hands until I relaxed alittle.
Cindy then started on my hands commenting on how long that my fingers were for a man's hand. She also said that she had been given instructions to file my nails a feminine as possible and that I would be a "regular" with weekly visits. I nodded that "Yes" I would be here weekly. Cindy seemed confused, and asked, "Are you converting to a girl or something?" For the first time I was confronted with that question, and I thought for a minute about how to answer it.
I responded with, "Yes, I guess that I am transforming to a women. I did something very bad to my wife, and as part of my punishment, I going to learn and understand what its like to live as a women." With this statement, I hung my now red face in shame. I almost cried, but fought it off. I really didn't want to become a woman, but I did agree to my punishment.
Cindy didn't say anything for a minute, and continued on my nails. Finally looked at me as if sizing me up and said, "You'll do alright, Honey. If there is anything I can do to help, you just let me know. With your physical size and face structure, you might make a cute girl." With that I blushed again wondering if it would be better to be a cute girl or an ugly one. She finished manicuring my hands and filing my nails, and they didn't look much different than before. I thought that I was through when Cindy asked if I wanted colored fingernail polish or just a clear coat. After I quickly said clear cote, she applied the clear but shinny coat on my nails that she said would harden them and protect them. The clear cote felt cool as she applied it to each nail, and I had to wait with some other women until my nails dried. As I paid my bill, Cindy said, "See you next week, and the same time." I automatically answered, "Thanks, see you next week." as I left to shop.
In just a few minutes I was home, and Loren admired both my pierced ears and newly polished nails. She then said, "Until you are wearing dresses full time, when you come home in the evening the first thing that you will do is to change into feminine attire, and make up your face. Now go to the bedroom where I've laid out your clothes."
Oh I thought, can I do this, as I looked at the bra, dress,panty hoose, and high heels laid out on the bed. I wanted to hide, but put on all the clothes and the heels, and walked back to the kitchen. Loren immediately sent me back to put on lipstick, and threatened to spank me if I ever forgot it again. I held the tube of lipstick for a moment before applying the red color to my lips. As I saw myself in the mirror, I saw more of a woman than I did a man. How could I handle this, I thought.
Loren now smiled with approval at me, and put an apron on me as we started preparing diner. She taught me where all the utensils and cookbooks were kept. With her help I started reading the books, and cutting and preparing the ingredients,I thought that this was fun. I really enjoyed cooking and wished that I had started years earlier. While diner was cooking Loren showed me how to properly set the table, and soon I was serving Loren diner. I really enjoyed her compliments on how good the meal was, and enjoyed eating my small portion. For a moment I forgot that I was setting down to eat in a dress, in heels, with curled hair, and freshly pierced ears.
After dinner I cleared the table, washed dishes, and started to relax in a chair for some TV. Loren,changed all that, and told me that I needed to practice and learn how to walk and carry myself as a woman. To demonstrate, we both stood in profile in front of a fulllength mirror. I could immediately see many differences. In order to stand like Loren, I had to slightly bend my knees,push my ass out, my chest forward, and generally stand more upright. It was most uncomfortable, and the small of my back protested some as it was streched in new directions.
When I was somewhat comfortable in that position, Loren showed me how to walk like a woman. It was difficult and I was certainly clumsy trying to thrust my hip forward as I walked. In some ways the heels made it easier, and I was trying to walk with my feet hitting flat on the ground.
I quickly found out that I could only take short strides and had to slow down my walk. I felt hobbled and restrained. My arms now hung behind my body and as I swung them, my chest seemed to bounce back and forth.
Loren made me practise all night long with only short breaks. During the breaks, I practised sitting like a lady. That was near impossible because my dick was in the way and kept getting crushed. Loren, said not to worry about my dick as she had plans for that too. Loren also said that from now on, both night and day, that I should walk and carry myself as she had shown me.
Finally it was time to go to bed, and I was glad to get out of my clothes and get into my nighty. I brushed and rolledLoren's hair, before she made me do my own. I was exhausted when I crawled into bed. Even thought my head still hurt from the rollers, I was so tired that I was immediately asleep.
When I woke up, it was Saturday morning. It was often that Loren and I had sex on Saturday morning and I wondered what would happen. I could sense immediately that sex was not going to happen when Loren told me to get up and make coffee. I brought coffee and the newspaper to Loren, and we both quietly drank coffee in bed. I guess that I was still thinking about sex, and all my experiences of the week, as my dick got hard and stiff. Loren noticed and said, "I see that its time that I explained how our sex life will be now. To make it perfectly clear, your dick will never touch me again. You will be able to masturbate when and how I tell you. When I'm ready for sex, I will show you how to satisfy me. Do you understand me? You do not have my permission to masturbate, and you better make that hard on go away immediately before I slap it off."
With her cruel words, I was horrified, and my dick quickly deflated. No sex, and having to live as woman too. This is a terrible punishment I thought. I've got to do what ever it takes to get this over with, and get back to normal. I thought.
For breakfast, I scrambled eggs and made toast bread, which wasn't to difficult. Loren took a quick shower while I cleaned up from breakfast, then she told me to take my shower too as we had "things to do, and places to go today".
After I got out of the shower she told me to put on my bra and panties, and to join her at the make up table. She told me that she would start giving me makeup lessons, and that she would soon expect me to do my own face. She started with some moisturizier, followed that with a creamy foundation, some pressed powder to smooth my face, mascara, and a touch of blush. She handed me a tube of light pink lipstick to apply. After she took the rollers out of my hair, and combed it out, I saw a two women in the mirrow. Jack had disappear, and been replaced by Jacqueline. My hair still wasn't to long, but I looked female now.
I put on a pair of her pants, and a blouse before putting on the same high heel shoes. She gave me a purse to carry, and we headed to the car to spend the day shopping. That day just about killed me. After the first hour my feet were killing me. My calves ached, and I wanted out of my heels. Loren wouldn't allow that even though she had bought me several pair of shoes including a pair of flats. She slapped my ass every time she saw me walk as a man, and by the end of the day walking as a woman was almost second nature. She bought me a few outfits, but said she would by more after I lost more weight.
The hardest part of the day came when I had to use the bathroom. When I told Loren, she asked a store clerk where the Women's room was. As I approached the Woman's room, I could see a short line of women waiting to get in. Loren told me to wait in line, and I had to go so bad that I joined the line. I didn't want to open my mouth, and all around me women were talking about their children and how they shouldn't have to wait in lines to pee. I just looked straight ahead with out saying a word.
Finally it was my turn for a stall, and with all those women around I knew that my feet had better face forward. The seat was soiled, and I sat om my hands while I peed. In front of me was a waste can that contained used, bloody tampons. It was gross, and I couldn't wait to escape. I did wash my hands before leaving the Ladies room. What an experience. The next time that I had to go, I would look early for the Ladies room, I vowed. Loren only smiled at me as I exited the room. We took a short break for lunch, where all I was allowed to eat was a small bowl of soup. Loren sent me back to the Ladies room to freshen up my make up. She left me alone at the table while she also went to the Ladies room. All during the day I could feel eyes looking at me. Both men and women. Did they know, I asked myself? I certainly hoped not, and when I made eye contact with anyone, I looked away. I was not ready to deal with anybody as a women.
We continued to shop that day for jewelry and other nick nacks. When Loren asked me if I was ready to go home, I immediately said "Yes". What a relief to be off my feet. When I got home, I had to pee again having held it in order not to go to the Ladies room again. I don't know why I did it, but I stood in front of the bowl holding my dick, peeing with great relief. Just as I finished Loren caught me. She wacked my ass a good one, and was very mad at me. She ordered me to strip right then and there, which I did. I thought that she was going to spank me again, but instead she began filling the tub with water. "In" she instructed me. "I want you to shave your entire public area, even your balls." she said. She stood there and watched me as I shaved. It didn't take long, and soon I was hairless from shoulder to foot.
I noticed that my dick didn't even rise when I held it. I thought that it was because I was scared of what Loren might do to me. She dried my body and dick, and smiled when my dick stayed limp. To my absolute horror she pulled out some surgical tape, and pulled off some long strips. Next she took my limp dick, and with her finger pushed it inside of itself and into my body. She now pushed my balls inside my body, and used the skin of my balls to fold over everything. She then used the surgical tape in a vertical fashion to hold my balls and dick in my body , leaving a small opening in the front that made it look a little as if I had a pussy. I could believe what she had done to me, and how I had meekly stood by and allowed her to do it.
"Now, you will have to sit down to take a pee." Loren said. "Later if your a good girl, and promise to never stand to pee, I will take the tape off. Now get into bed and wait there for me." Loren commanded. I turned to go to the bedroom still in the state of shock over what she had done to me. I looked where my dick used to be, and only saw a budge of my pussy. What else could she have in mind, I wondered.
After a short time Loren came into the room with only her robe on.
As she got near the bed she let it fall off of her, and I was terrified to see a small dick sticking out where her pussy was. Later I found out it was a double ended dildo with the big end in her pussy. "On your back, bitch I am going to give you a good balling." Loren snarled at me. I was already on my back and thought that she was going to enter me anally. She was between my legs, and before I realized what had happened, she penetrated me in my new pussy. Her dick pushed mine further up into my body, and before I could protest her body crashed down on mine and she busted my trapped balls. I nearly fainted with pain, and all I could do was lay there as she fucked me.
She kept busting my balls and I was powerless to stop her. Her dick seemed to have pushed mine inside out, as she had her way with me. I could feel her body shake as she neared her climax she said to me "Oh, it feels so good to fuck you, you little bitch. I've been wanting to do this ever since you raped me. You richly deserve this." And with that she had a massive orgasm collapsed on top of me. I was numb from the experience and just laid still trying to recover.
"Ok, little girl. Now you know how it feels to be fucked." If you misbehave again, we can always do this again. Wouldn't that be fun?" She said. She finally rolled off of me, but I still couldn't move. I was weak and numb from pain. I wanted to look at my dick, but it was still deep in my body. I worried that Loren had permanently damaged something.
Finally I rolled over in a fetal position, crying, and fell into a deep sleep.
Loren woke me a few hours later with a cup of tea. I could still barely set up in bed, and I was still in pain from my insides being pushed apart. Loren held me and told me that I would be better, and that she was sorry that she had to punish me. She helped me up and into my robe, and led me to the dining room for a light supper with a glass of wine.
I could barely walk, and was only able to straighten up with her help.
I was raw and sore inside. I asked Loren to untape me, but she said "No" for now. I relaxed with another cup of tea in front of the TV set, but didn't really see what was on it. I finally told Loren that I had to go to bed, and slowly walked toward the bedroom.
On the way, I realized that I had to pee, and I made sure to set down first. I looked at myself, and wondered how I could pee through the slit Loren had left me. As I put some pressure on to pee, my dick came forward until it was only restrained by the skin of my balls and the tape. I peed and it trickled out of my new crack. Loren was right, I'd never be able to stand and pee as I was now. I took some Klennex to clean myself as best I could, and crawled into bed.
The morning dawned and I felt pretty good considering all that I had been through. I had to pee again and had to set down and pee through my pussy. I pleaded with Loren to untape me, and she made me promise to be a good girl and to obey her every command. I quickly promised, and she let me soak in a tub of hot water, and to remove the tape.
My dick slowly cam forward and my balls dropped back into their sack. I was raw from her balling, but the hot water helped to restored me. After dressing and putting on a light coat of make up, I made a quick breakfast. After breakfast, Loren showed me how to clean the house and wash clothes. For the rest of the day I worked cleaning and washing.
Cleaning the toilet bowl was particularly disgusting, but I did as I was told. Finally after ironing skirts, blouses, and pants, I sat down to relax. Loren choose this time to tell me that after work on Monday that she would be scheduling electrolysis for me. With the shock of everything else that had happened, one more loss of identity didn't seem to matter. Before bed, Loren had me wash both her hair and my hair. I rolled both her's and my hair, before falling exhausted into bed. Becoming a woman was sure hard work, I thought as I fell asleep.
On Monday the routine continued with fixing breakfast, taking my daily birth control pill and dressing. The addition of the day was that Loren had me apply a very light foundation, which I followed with a light dusting of powder. The make up barely showed, but with my pierced ears and curly hair contributed to a soft, feminine look.
I was still worrying about how I could explain my pierced ears when she took my dick and pulled it between my legs tucking it between the cheeks of my ass. When she tucked my dick she also pushed my balls up inside of my body. The tightness of my skin caused when my dick was tucked, held in balls in place. My dick remained limp from, I now knew, the hormones.
She told me that from now on this is where my dick should be "worn". When I pulled up my panties, they now fit better and held my dick firmly in place. More than before, it looked like I had a pussy. My dick had disappeared again. I pulled on my pants, and they now came up my waist a little higher with no bulge for my dick, and they fit smoothly on my body. When I walked, I could feel my cheeks massaging the head of my penis. Loren rubbed me with her hand in the area where my dick use to be, and to my surprise it gave me a tingling, sexy, sensation.
She also reminded me to keep walking like a woman, and with my dick and balls gone the center of gravity changed causing me to walk somewhat differently.
Again I quickly headed for my office cubical after Loren dropped me off at work, and was immersed in work when Judy stuck her head in to say, "Good Morning". I barley answered and my actions caused curiosity instead of encouraging Judy going away. "My God" she said "Pierced ears too, what else are you going to do?" I hoped that it was a rhetorical question as I was not prepared to answer.
I bravely said, "Yes, I decided to have them done. Do you like them?"
Judy looked at me, and before she answered my question she asked "You're wearing make up too aren't you? I don't believe it." I didn't think that it was that visible, and my face turned red as I thought about how to answer her.
"I, uh, Judy", I said "I don't know what to say. I was bad to Loren and kind of lost a bet. I guess that I agreed to live and learn to be a woman for awhile. I just didn't know what I was getting into and now I'm so embarrassed." I almost cried from humiliation, and barely fought it off.
Judy patted my hand to comfort me, and said, "Well if that's what you want, Its OK with me. I'll still be your friend, but what will people say in the office? You know that I will help you any way I can." She said and hugged me. As she did I started crying, I couldn't control myself as the tears streamed down my face. Judy held me and handed me a tissue. Finally I was under control. My make up was streaked and I must have looked terrible. Judy finally got me quieted down, and asked me if I wanted her to fix my make up. In her purse she had some pressed powder and she skillfully blended my make up back together. I was grateful for her help, and thanked her. She said to "Hang in there", and that we would go to lunch today.
The rest of the morning passed quickly, and I stayed in my cubical.
I was teased by several of my other co-workers about how pretty I was, but after a 3 or 4 incidents I grew numb to their kidding. A few times my one of my balls dropped out of my body, and I would have to go to the men's room in order to fix it. I notice that when I sat down at my desk that the fabric on my pants that bunched up around my pubic area. With no dick, it was just an empty, unnecessary area.
Linda and Judy both came by for lunch, and we were quickly out of the office. Linda noticed the way that I was walking and said that my walk was very womanly. My ass now swung from side to side with my short steps, and my developing breasts were pushed forward for everybody to see. We were pretty silent about my transformation, until we sat down to eat.
Judy had told Linda, and they both wanted to know all about it. There really wasn't much that I could tell them. Would I be wearing a dress to work, have my hair permed, how far would I go, would I have my dick removed? These were all questions they asked in rapid fire order. I didn't know the answers to most of their questions. I did them I was not having my dick removed, but that it was now tucked up between my ass.
Both girls blushed and giggled when I told them that. They both seemed eager to help me and to remain my friend. They also said that there wasn't any reason why I couldn't do my job as well in a dress as I could in a pair of pants. Soon they were discussing what colors would be good on me, what the current styles were, how they could help me, and when would I be wearing a dress to work.
I told them that I would need all the help that they could give me, and I would be asking lots of questions. They also wanted to take me shopping. On the way back to work, we stopped by a woman's store where we looked at different outfits that they said would either look good on me or not. My head was spinning from everything that was going on, and the day quickly passed.
Loren, true to her word, dropped me off at an electrolysis shop to start having my beard removed. The first thing that I had to do was to remove my make up so that my beard could be closely examined. I layed down on a padded table where Loren and Annette, the electrolysis lady, examined me and talked about a course of treatment. She put some goggles on my eyes to shield them from a high intensity lamp while she and Loren examined me. My beard was not a full as some men's Annette said, but it would take long hours to have it removed. Annette had been able to clear 2 hours each day and 3 hours on Saturdays for me. I wondered how I could tolerate that much pain.
Annette was ready to start, and I could feel a needle like probe inserted in my cheeks. I flinched as she pulsed the current into my hair follicle.
Annette said that I would get use to pain, and not to worry about flinching that it to would go away. Loren said good-by and that she would pick me up in a couple of hours. For two long hours I endured the probing and pain of electrolysis. Annette worked on both cheeks, and a few times removed hair on my upper lip. When she removed hair on my lips the pain was great, and I could barely stand it. A few tears would trickle down my face, and Annette would move back to my cheeks. She also popped a few hairs out of my eye brows, and said that she would go slow up there. She finished the day by spending 15 minutes on my neck starting from the bottom and working up.
I was so glad when she said time was up. She wiped my face with an antiseptic, and suggested that I might want to apply ice to my face to reduce swelling. When I looked in the mirror, my face was red and puffy everywhere she worked on me. My checks especially looked like I had a rash. She told both Loren and I that I could not wear make up as it could cause an infection. Loren took me home but on the way stopped at a drug store and picked up some sunburn cream with Aloe in it. After I got home, I did apply ice to the affected areas and later the sun burn cream.
The next day my face was still red but the swelling was down. It looked like I had a rash, and there was nothing that I could do about it.
I combed out Loren's and my hair before dressing and going to work. Loren said that she would pick me up for more electrolysis, and to have a good day. Judy and Linda were quickly in my cubical to see what was new. I had to explain the electrolysis, and Judy rubbed her hand lightly across the new smooth area on my face.
The days that followed were much the same - work followed by more electrolysis.
The biggest change occurred after about 10 days of taking birth control pills. My breasts started to grow and became very tender. I asked Loren about it and she said that the tenderness would go away in a few days. In the mean time she said that I could wear a bra if I wanted too, and that it would help. After work I did start wearing a bra and it did relieve the tenderness caused by my clothes rubbing on my breasts. Especially, at the end of each day I noticed that my breast seemed swollen and enlarged, especially the nipple area. I was pretty quickly developing the breast of a woman. Soon I would not be able to hide it. One day during lunch Judy and Linda got me to try on a blouse that I could even wear with my male clothes. The store was pretty much empty and they pushed me into the change room with the blouse before anybody could say anything. It fit well and I noticed my developing breasts were comfortable in the blouse. In my regular shirts there was a definite tightness when I buttoned my shirt in my chest area. Men's clothes just did not fit me well now.
Walking like a woman was second nature, and even Loren was pleased with my efforts. My dick had also become accustomed to being tucked between my ass. At first sleeping on my stomach had been difficult and caused my back to ache. After a while even that became comfortable. Sometimes Loren would slide her leg between my legs, and her actions caused unexpected waves of pleasure to flow within me. I appeared to still be horny despite the hormones.
Day after day it was more electrolysis. Annette was making progress, and she was also removing the small regrowth of hair that was occurring.
She had removed a line of hair that divided my chin and neck from the rest of my face. It was at this point that she began the final clearing and I could see lots of progress. She had by now removed the hair where my sideburns had grown, and what was left was growing long and full.
She had carefully shaped and arched my eyebrows. As the hair on my head continued to grow and she removed my facial hair, my appearance grew more and more feminine.
My face was nearly clear of hair and Annette was spending time removing the hair on my hands and chest too. When I removed my shirt to allow her to work on my chest, I didn't know how to react to her compliments about my developing breasts. I wanted to cover myself and I was a little embarrassed. Finally the day came where she was only removing small amounts of regrowth on my face and spending all of her time on my arms and chest. My hands were now also clear of hair. She and Loren had a meeting to discuss my future treatments, and they decided to continue during the week only. It was at this time now about 4 weeks since I started birth control pills that Loren started talking about a vacation for her and I. I knew that it would be two girls going on vacation.
We both had two weeks vacation due us, and I was very much nervous going as a girl.
Never the less Loren had me schedule my vacation for two weeks hence.
She had decided to go Miami and to check us both into a Spa where we could be work out, but be pampered as ladies. I had lost by now 30 pounds and felt very weak because of the weight loss. I fit comfortably into a size 14 dress, but Loren still wanted me in a size 12. She thought that the Spa would finish the job on me. I was worried about being finished alright - totally.
As I started the final week of work before vacation, I was nervous and excited at the same time. Linda and Judy were also excited for me too.
I told them that on Friday after work that both Loren and I were going to the beauty shop. My hair now had grown out, flowing over my ears nearly to my shoulder. Loren wanted to have it permed, and I could not stop her. Judy thought that it would like good permed too, but it all seemed so permanent to me. My fingernails were long and perfectly shaped too, and soon I would have them painted red.
Both Judy and Linda wanted to pick Loren and I up after the beauty shop, and go out to dinner. I asked Loren about it, hoping that she would refuse. Naturally she thought that it was a good idea, and would give her a chance to meet my girl friends.
Loren and I had also shopped for some more dresses, a swim suit, and work out clothes. I was able to talk her into allowing me to wear a one piece swimming suit instead of the bikini that she choose for herself.
She also confirmed to me that after I returned from vacation that I would be a full time woman including at work. This was the big one, but after all the steps that I had taken it would not be as hard as I first thought.
Friday came, and as I woke up, I shuddered at what it would mean to me. I was up early to bathe, dress and put a light coat of make up on before fixing Loren breakfast. At breakfast Loren was very excited, and said that I would do fine and was already a pretty girl. I was so nervous that I could barely eat a small bowl of corn flakes. After I dressed for the last time in a pair of pants, I gathered up a dress, panty hoose, purse, heels, and my make up case to use later. By now I was skilled at applying make up having worn it on weekends for the past month or so. I carefully placed everything in the car and Loren drove us to work.
At work I walked into my office cubical to be greeted by Linda and Judy.
They were also excited and couldn't wait for the day to end. Both were looking forward to seeing me completely dressed and to our evening out. Judy, said to me "Honey, your going to be so pretty that we will all have to fight the men off of you. I'm so jealous." The thought of being attractive to men scared me. I had not thought about that.
I sure didn't want to fight off men.
The day went forward, and I again ate lunch with Judy and Linda. The men and some to the women in the office now shunned me, and never asked me out to lunch. I definitely felt more comfortable in the company of women, and now we had more in common. I was now conversant on clothes and make up styles, and was even following the soap operas on TV. I only felt uncomfortable discussing men or babies.
The day ended and Loren came up to my office with all my new clothes.
We chatted awhile and I introduced Loren to Judy and Linda. After the office cleared out we all went to the ladies lounge for me to change clothes. As I got down to my underwear, Linda and Judy were amazed at how well my panties fit and where my dick had gone. Over time my dick seemed to get somewhat smaller and my balls now never came down out of my body. I could even wear bikini briefs without showing a bulge for my dick although I preferred high cut hip style panties.
I think that Judy and Linda wanted to see me nude, but I wasn't ready for that. They did see my new "C" cup breasts with enlarged nipples, and they could not believe my development. I filled out my bra and with electrolysis had no chest hair.
I quickly dressed, inserted some long ear rings, and started to apply my make up. I applied a foundation, used eyeliner and mascara on my eyes, a rosy blush on my cheeks, lined my eye brows, and put on a deep pink lipstick that picked up accent colors in my dress.
All three ladies admired my new ability, and when I was through, the mirror showed four lovely ladies. I thought that my hair looked OK as it was, but I knew Loren would still make me go to the beauty shop.
On the way out Loren dropped my pants and shirt into the trash can.
I was finished as a man. I said good by to Linda and Judy who I would be seeing later for supper. Loren and I headed to the beauty saloon. As Loren and I walked in she announced that Loren and Jacqueline were there for appointments. It was a plush salon and Loren and I were both served a glass of wine while we waited. My beautician, Jody, came for me first, and I soon found myself in her chair discussing my hair. Loren had set me up for a perm and our discussion was about how it should be permed to emphasize my facial features. It seemed so natural to discuss hair styles and facial features even though I had never been in a beauty shop. The magazines and girl talk had made me conversant in the latest hair styles.
We agreed on the best perm for me, and Jody was soon washing my hair.
After my hair was towel dried, Jody cut my hair a small amount to even it out. Then she rolled my hair with rollers and perm paper. She made sure that my dress was well protected and then applied the perm solution to my hair. It was at this point that I really knew that there was no escape from womanhood. I could not turn back.
Jody put me under a hair dryer and set the timer. As I set there reading a woman's magazine Loren came by and winked at me. This is what she wanted. There was no escape. I would now be her wife without doubt. After what seemed to be a long time under the dryer, the timer went off. Jody retrieved me, and rinsed my hair off while she removed the rollers from my hair. She washed my hair and put a neutralizing solution in it, and again set the timer. This time I did not have to wait long.
Jody washed my hair, and led me back to her chair.
In the mirror I could see the many ringlets of my permed hair. She carefully blew dry my hair and picked it into place. When I was through, I had to admit that I looked good. I put on a fresh dab of lipstick and walked out to meet Loren.
Even my walk was easier, and my hips swayed from side to side. It was as if I was confident in my appearance and role as a woman, and so being one now was easier. Loren had me walk and spin to demonstrate my perm, and the new me. This time it was easy. Instead of the clumsy man two months ago who stumbled around in high heels, there was now a confident woman who knew that she looked good and who was proud of all of her hard work.
The excitement of my complete transformation now excited both of us.
On the drive home, I was excited about the coming evening out and our vacation. Because I looked and felt so good, I now looked forward to womanhood. All the hard work and pain showed in the mirror.
We arrived back at our apartment and packed clothes while waiting on Judy and Linda to arrive for supper. Then we changed into evening clothes and fixed up our make up for the evening.
I greeted Judy and Linda at the door as they came to get us. They were as excited too, and could not believe my complete transformation. I was wearing a low cut dress with a pearl necklace. My breast perfectly fit the dress and showed a little cleavage. The back of the dress was cut low and the cool evening air on my back was contributed to a new experience.
Judy and Linda had bought me a gift, and said that it was my "coming out" gift. It was a medium sized box and when I tore it open, it contained a make up case type suitcase. I needed that as I didn't know how I would pack all my make up for vacation. When I opened it up, they had packed it with some dainty silk nighties and a matching robe. I almost cried for the thoughtfulness and hugged both of them. Now when I hugged women, we met breast to breast and just lightly kissed each other on the cheek so as not to mess up our make up. It was amazing the changes that had taken place. Some things I just took for granted and they seemed so natural now.
Judy and Linda took us to a very elegant restaurant, and our evening dresses fit in well with the decor. I ordered a light supper, but needed not to worry because the restaurant served small but carefully decorated food. We each had a glass of wine, and with the new experiences of the day, I was dizzy with excitement and pleasure. After diner we went to a very nice night club, and I didn't give it a second thought. It just felt very natural especially in the company of my girl friends.
Because we were woman, the night club did not charge us a cover charge and we were welcomed to a table. We each had another glass of wine and talked while enjoying the music that the band was playing.
The "girl talk" turned to men at the night club, and who was good looking and who was a dog. Even this conversation didn't seem too strange.
After all I knew how to judge men. Soon men were coming by asking us to dance. In an effort to tease them and not be to easy, we refused them at first. Then one of the guys who we all thought was good looking asked Judy to dance and without hesitation she said, "Yes". When Judy got up to dance, I realized that there was a good chance that I would be asked to dance too. I asked Loren what I should do, and she said answered with a twinkle in her eyes, "Dance with the guy".
I had never danced with a guy, and so for awhile Linda and Loren were explaining how to dance and where to put my hands. Everything was backwards, and I was very nervous about dancing and hoped that if someone did ask me to dance that it would be a fast dance.
Just as the band struck up a new song, a nice looking guy did come over and asked me to dance. Even though I wanted to say "No", I found myself standing up. As I stood up, I was escorted smoothly out to the dance floor. The guy introduced himself to me, and his name was Ken. I told him my name was Jacqueline and we started to dance.
Thank goodness it was a fast dance, and I found myself trying to follow his dance steps. He was a pretty good dancer, and I was able to keep up with him despite dancing in high heels. Dancing in heels with a man was another new experience. I could see his eyes sizing me up and checking out my breasts and the rest of my trim body. It was slightly uncomfortable, but only a few months earlier I would have done the same thing.
The dance ended and we stood on the floor making small talk. Ken was a lawyer in town, and was working his way toward becoming a partner.
I told him where I worked too. Then band then started another song, and Ken naturally and easily pulled me into his arms as the band had started a slow song. Since he had folded me in his arms, it was easy to use the right hands and arms to meet him. Now I was nervous again.
I could feel my breast lightly touching his suit jacket. His arms held me firmly around my waist. I had to concentrate on dancing backwards, and it was very difficult at first.
Ken continued to talk to me while we dance and complimented me on my perfume. By the end of the dance I was very comfortable in Ken's arms, and hated to be escorted back to the table. The girls wanted to know all about it, and how did I like Ken. I blushed and just didn't know how to respond to their questions. While I talked to them my eyes made contact with Ken's across the room, and I found myself flirting with him. Loren noticed, and reminded me that I was her wife, and not to have any thoughts about Ken. She seemed a little jealous, although it seemed that she was teasing me. The evening was delightful, and I enjoyed it thoroughly. I danced with Ken twice more and once with another guy, but I felt something special when Ken and I danced. I began to really see him and his handsome features. I enjoyed being held by him. It was a new and exciting experience. I accompanied him to the bar for another glass of wine, and then to the an outside balcony. We chatted with me mostly listening to Ken and looking into his deep brown eyes. I completely forgot the other girls, but they had their eyes on me. Soon Loren beckoned me to leave as we had an early flight the nextmorning. I looked at Ken to thank him for a wonderful evening. As I did he lightly kissed me on the lips and murmured that he too had a fun evening and that he would like to see me again. It seemed more natural than I could have believed when he kissed me. I told Ken that I would be gone a couple of weeks, and gave him my phone number. Ken squeezed my hand I as with drew to leave. I couldn't believe how I felt about him. I knew that I would have to see him again, but this thought was confusing even though I did want to see him again.
On the way home all the girls teased me about Ken. Loren was a little silent and not that excited about me being with another man. There was alot of giggling about how I could handle Ken in bed, and I certainly blushed over that suggestion. At our apartment, we chatted for a few moments and then Loren and I were alone again.
I thought that we would get undressed and go to bed, but Loren had other ideas. As we got to the bed room she pulled me into her arms and kissed me flush on the lips. This was a total surprise, because she had not shown any interest since the last time she put the dildo up inside me.
She was all over me. She kissed me again full on the lips, and her tongue was inside my mouth as she french kissed me. Our lipsticks together made kissing different and exciting. She held me tight as her hands explored my breast and her leg pushed between my legs. Now I was as hot as she was.
My dick seemed to be coming to life, but was still nicely tucked up between my ass. Slowly Loren started undressing me while we kissed and explored each other's bodies. I also started to undress her, and soon we were down to our underwear. I wanted her in some way or other and she defiantly wanted my body.
We finished undressing and she layed me down in the bed and crawled in on top of me. Again I had the message that I was being dominated, but I was too hot to care. She sucked on my swollen tits and I wanted her more and more. I pulled her on top of me but there was nothing between either of our legs.
I was breathing rapidly not knowing what would happen next. Loren then pulled herself upright and had her cunt over my face. I greedily pulled her musky cunt to me and began to probe it with my tongue. She squealed with pleasure as I found her clitoris and began to stroke it with my tongue. I felt her react to my stroking, and it was a turn on to me too, and I rapidly brought her to a climax. Her juices soon flowed down my tongue as she begged me not to stop. She fell off of me, but I knew that we both wanted more of each other.
She started working on my tits again, and then brought her cunt up so that one of my tits was rubbing her cunt. I pushed my swollen tit with one hand to make it stand up higher as she slid her cunt back and forth over my tit. It just about drove me crazy as she worked over me and I nearly came.
She sense how close we both were and rolled off of me. Then she rolled me over on my stomach and played with the end of my dick which was still held by the cheeks of my ass. With her other hand she began to gently play with my ass. My ass was soon rising up and down on the mattress.
By now she had two fingers inside of me and I was moaning with pleasure. She stopped for a moment and said that I was ready for something special. I layed for a minute to catch my breath and wondered what she was doing.
She was strapping her dildo on. Only this time she put the little end inside her leaving the big end sticking out for me. She was at me again with her hands and fingers, and even though I knew what would be coming I was again moaning with pleasure.
As I was reaching a fever pitch Loren ask me if I was ready. I moaned back, "Oh, Yes. Give it to me. Please fuck me. Give it to me now.
I want it. Oh, please fuck me."
Loren teased me with the head of the dildo and said, "Beg me for it, honey. Do you really want it?"
Again I asked her to fuck me now. I wanted her to desperately fuck my ass. As she rubbed the head of the dick lightly against my ass hole, I even begged her for it. With that she started to pump the dick into be. I banged my ass into to the dildo, and wanted it. As she started to penetrate me, I began to realize how big the dildo was. Now she had her body weight driving it into me, and it was filling me up. I could hardly stand it, but I couldn't stop her. As she sunk the dildo into me, I had a feeling of pleasure and pain at the same time. She rested a few minutes to let me feel the dick all the way inside me.
I started to ask her to take it out, but she began to rhythmatically fuck me. Soon I began to feel waves of pleasure flowing over my body.
As she stroked the dildo in and out of me, my own dick would come in contact with the dildo for just an instant. I was about to have a gigantic orgasm. My body tightened around the dildo and shuddered as I came.
At the same time Loren came again too.
We both begged each other for more before Loren collapsed on top of me with the dildo buried deep in my ass.
Loren finally got off of me and put the dildo on the bedside table.
We hugged each other and she gently stroked my face as she kissed me lightly. I was so content in her embrace. I loved the experiences of the evening. Finally Loren said, "I hope the loving tonight will make you forget about Ken." It was special tonight wasn't it?"
I couldn't believe it, she was jealous of Ken. I answer back quite honestly that I had never been fucked like that, and hugged Loren tightly.
In my mind, I wondered how it would have been with Ken. Loren had put ideas in my head. We were both a mess with make up smeared everywhere.
We got up and took a shower together, and I gently washed Loren and shampooed her hair. She got out of the shower. After I got out it was now early in the morning, but I dried and rolled Loren's hair before collapsing into bed for a few hours sleep.
The alarm woke both of us, and neither of us wanted to get up, but the plane would leave with or without us. I fixed a quick breakfast while Loren got dressed, and she cleaned the dishes while I dressed and applied a quick make up job. With my perm, all I had to do was pick my hair into place and give it a dab of spraynet. I had to brush and style Loren's hair, but that wasn't to difficult. We both wore a nice dress and flats instead of heels. We were now ready to depart for the airport. I was getting nervous again at the airport having never travelled on a plane as a man or woman. I needed not to worry as a porter addressed us a ladies and took our bags. We both decided to hand carry our make up cases. We could loose clothes, but would be lost without our make up. Soon we had our tickets validated and were waiting for the flight to be called. I could hardly sit still, but Loren comforted me and told me that it would be alright. I had to make several stops at the Ladies room, and finally they called our flight. Loren had me sit next to the window, and I looked out at everything that was going on. At take off, I had a firm grip on the arm rest, but Loren was patting my hand telling me that it was OK. Once airborne, the view was fantastic.
I looked at clouds, the ground, and just marvelled at it all. I was excitedly pointing out things for Loren to see. I was like a kid in a candy store. Loren just smiled and enjoyed my excitement.
The stewardess brought us lunch and a soft drink. I really enjoyed being served on the plane, and relaxed on the flight while reading "Vogue" magazine. We arrived in sunny Miami, and the first thing to hit us both was the heat. It was so hot, and I didn't want to sweat through my make up. After we reclaimed our luggage, Loren rented a car and we were off for the health spa.
It wasn't to far to the spa and Loren registered us both in. There was no question about two ladies registering and they gave us a room with two twin bed. The room was furnished in modern chrome type furniture, and the walls had modern, brightly colored pictures. Our room opened onto a inner court yard that contained a pool. I immediately noticed that only women, and mostly gorgeous women were lounging around the pool. Some of the women laid on lounges without bikini tops on with their breast exposed for a sun tan. As a man I would have really enjoyed the scene. Now as a woman, I was frightened of being found out as a man. It really hit me that I was checked in as a woman, and would have to remember what I was.
After we unpacked, we went back down to the lobby for an interview and to find out what the week ahead would bring. We both found out that we were in time for an afternoon work out of that combined music with step exercises and dance rhythms. I told the young lady interviewing me that my goal was to lose 10 pounds in order to get into a size 12 dress. She weighed me, took my body measurement, and set up the weeks schedule for me. She promised that I would easily loose the 10 pounds and enjoy it too. When we got out of the interview, Loren and I compared schedules and found out that we were together at times and apart at other times. All of our meals were together, but I soon found out that my meals were smaller than Loren's. We also were scheduled to take health and beauty classes together. It looked like a fun week, and I hoped that I could get through it. We had to go back to the room to change into excessive clothes because the afternoon work out was just about to begin.
My exercise outfit consisted of black stirrup pants over which I wore a kind of colorful nylon one piece body suit. The top had a built in bra that I nicely filled out. Since I knew that I would be sweating, I took off all my make up and only put on lip stick. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I still saw a reasonable well proportioned girl. I had my dick still tucked up between my ass, and Loren agreed with me that I looked very much like a female. I put on a pair of pink trimmed tennis shoes and was ready. We grabbed a towel and left the room. I walked behind Loren as I was still somewhat uncomfortable in my new attire.
Loren led us to the exercise room and we met several other women there. We chatted about losing weight and what was ahead, before the instructress call us to begin. She music played and she had us limbering up and stretching before we really started working out. I was in the middle of the group trying to just blend in. All around me were beautiful women, and I couldn't help but sneak looks at how beautiful some were.
Soon we started doing dance steps to rhythm, and I found out how hard that was. I had a difficult time keeping in step, but just kept trying.
It didn't appear that anybody else had a problem. Just me. I felt like that I was sticking out like a sore thumb, but all I could do was keep trying. We had breaks and did different exercises for over an hour. Then we were finished, and I was exhausted. Loren and I looked at our schedules and found out that we were scheduled for a massage and facial for the rest of the afternoon.
Loren led us to the locker room which had an entrance to the massage room. The locker room had common lockers but with several private showers.
There were lots of other women in the locker room, and I looked helplessly at Loren. She winked at me, and found us two lockers together a little away from everybody. I wanted to ask how I could do this, when Loren said, "Come on Jacqueline, get undressed and lets take a shower. It will be just fine." I noticed that other women were using the large towels as robes, and I carefully undressed and wrapped a towel around me too. I found out that my breast kept the towel from sliding down, and that the towel covered my privates. As I passed a mirror, I only saw a room full of beautiful women looking back out of the mirror.
Still, I quickly found an empty shower and closed the curtain behind me. The shower was large and well appointed. There was a selection of soaps and shampoos, and I had fun picking some out. As I lathered with a scented shampoo, I started to relax and enjoy the shower. I thought that if I could make it through this week without being discovered that I could pass anywhere.
I dried myself off and flipped my wet hair into place after the shower.
I took a new towel and wrapped it around me as a robe again and opened the shower curtain. Loren stood waiting on me with a towel wrapped around her to. She led the way to the massage room, and as we entered my heart sank again. Except for a small reception area, the massage room was a pretty, large room filled with massage couches that had women getting massages on most of them. The woman only had towels draped over their most private parts, and I wondered how I could get on the table without being discovered. Loren and I were shown to different tables, and my masseuses was not there yet. I sat on the table and carefully laid down on my stomach while keeping the towel covering my privates. My dick was well tucked, but if the towel came off I could easily be discovered. A youngish blond girl came to my table and introduced herself as Inge to me. She told me to relax and let her do the work.
She started by working some nice scented oil into my back and started needing the tense muscles in my back.
Soon I was really enjoying her ministrations. It was so great, and I was so relaxed that I almost went to sleep. She worked on my back, then on my legs, and before I could protest removed the towel and massaged my buttocks. I truly felt naked, and tensed up. Inge sensed my tenseness, and told me to relax and that she would only work on the that area just a little bit. I worried that my dick would be visible, but knew that I had tucked it deep into the cheeks of my ass. Inge was working from in front of me and she seemed not to see it. I was only to glad when she put the towel back over me and asked me to turn over. When I turned over, exposing my breast, Inge complemented me on my body before working on me again. She said that I had good muscle development, and that I should continue to keep on whatever exercise routine that I was on.
Little did she know that the muscle development was masculine. As she worked over my shoulders with the body oil and then gently on my breast, I found it extremely pleasurable and sensual. I wondered how it would feel to have her masturbate me as a man or a woman. This thought quickly passed as was still worried about her finding out. I kept alert and at least on hand on my towel.
I was well relaxed when she finished and thanked her for the massage. Inge said that it was a daily routine and that she hoped that she could work on me again.
My body felt so smooth and relaxed from the massage, and I looked forward to the next one.
Loren and I dressed and headed to the full service beauty saloon where they also did facials. They had each of us set down in a firm but comfortable reclining type chair. First my face was scrubbed clean with a rough cloth, and then massaged with a cool lotion. I was really getting use to this treatment. Then a mask was applied and allowed to dry. I could feel my skin being drawn up. I relaxed in the chair and let the worries of the day depart. It was wonderful. After the mask was removed, another light and bubbly mask was applied as a cleanser. This was followed by another rubdown of lotion, and we were through for the day.
Loren and I went to our room to share the experiences of the day, and to put on a little make up. I did mine and then did Loren's. I was beginning to enjoy making her pretty, and doing both of our faces in ways that I had read about in magazines. Loren enjoyed it too, and thanked me with a hug.
We decided to tour the facility, and discovered a hot tub and a fully equipped exercise area complete with every conceivable piece of Nautilus equipment. The decor was also well done, and the ladies using the facility seemed to be having fun. We sat down in the restaurant and enjoyed a tropical juice drink. We were joined by one of the ladies that we had met earlier. It was fun hearing about the inside scoop and gossip from Lorie. She had been there several days and told us about some of the guests and staff people. Lorie told us that some of the staff were gay and that they were carefully on the make for the guest. To my surprise she mentioned Inge as a bull dyke. She also knew some of the clubs to go to at night. She and some other ladies were headed out that night and wanted us to come. We begged off, because with the days travel and exercise we were both tired. The evenings had some activities such as seminars on healthy living.
Loren and I decided to eat in and relax in the bar before getting a good nights sleep. I put on a nice tropical print dress that Loren had bought me, and we talked about shopping for clothes in Miami. We had a nice broiled fish dinner that was served in small portion with a small side order of vegetables. I noticed that no bread was served and the desserts were fruit dishes and not high in calories. After dinner we found a seat at a table in the bar. We were sipping a glass of wine and listening to piano music when Inge came in. She spotted me and came over to our table. I introduced her to Loren, and invited her to set down and have a drink with us. The three of us talked for awhile, but the conversation seemed to turn to one with sexual innuendo. Inge was telling us how pretty that we were, and that she had some ideas that would make us prettier. I was getting nervous about the conversation, and Loren told her politely maybe some other time. Inge responded without missing a beat, "Maybe I should call the police, and you can explain your boyfriend to them." With that she patted my hand and said that she was sorry to be so direct, but that we should come to her room for a private drink. I had been found out, and Loren and I didn't know what to do.
Inge got up waiting on us to come, and said, "Are you ladies coming?" Loren got up and said that we would go with her. I also got up and the three of us left the bar with Inge. Inge seemed happy and content that we were coming. She particularly put her hand around my waist, and I shuddered to think what was coming next. Inge as with other staff members had a small apartment behind the spa. When we went in, I noticed that it was nicely furnished, and adorned with pictures of women both photographs and paintings. Inge poured each us a glass of wine, and we sat down on her couch while she put on soft music on the stereo.
Inge sat down beside me, and wanted to know how long that I had been impersonating a woman. My face turned red and Loren and I told my story.
Inge said that she noticed my muscles and had seen my dick tucked between my ass. She was amazed at how well that I had progressed in such a short time. She said that in exchange for a few favors that she would keep our little secret. I knew that the favors would involve me, and wondered if I could afford the payment. Inge hugged me and said that it had been years since she had sex with a man, but then was I a man?
She laughed. She kissed me and suggested that we retire to the bedroom. Her bedroom was another story. It was a sex gallery. She had restraints hanging from the ceiling, and attached to various points in front of and on the bed. The ceiling had a mirror, and the bed had satin sheets.
I could see various dildos on the night stand, including one that was a mouth gag. Inge had Loren and I undress while she did the same. I was nude, but with my dick tucked in its usual spot. Inge told me that she would teach me how to make love to a woman, and I blurted out that Loren had shown me a few tricks already. Inge's eyebrows raised, and she said that I she would find out everything that I knew. First she had me restrain Loren in front of the bed and to the ceiling straps. Loren was now bug eyed with worry too. Inge kissed me and hugged me.
Our breasts met, and she smiled when nothing came up between my legs.
She pulled our bodies together and we embraced each other, I still had no dick. Inge and I worked our way in bed while Loren watched. Inge smiled at Loren, and told her that she would be next. Inge was on her back and soon had me sucking greedily at her cunt. I found her clitoris and worked my tongue around it. Inge moaned, calling me a little bitch, and that Loren had indeed shown me some tricks. I kept working on her until she had an orgasm. She pulled my head into her cunt as she came, and I almost suffocated.
When she recovered she had me lay on the bed face up. She asked for my hands and in a flash they were restrained to the bed. Next she restrained my feet, and then both Loren and I were restrained. Inge was now smiling happily at both of us. She told me that she wanted me totally helpless.
There was no doubt about how helpless that I was.
Inge then started to bring out some of her "toys". First to my disgust, she gagged me with the penis gag. I could hardly breathe, and did not like having a penis in my mouth. Inge told me to suck it, and I complied with her command. She said that I was a good girl, and that she would come back to me. Then she turned to Loren. Inge strapped on a dildo much like the one Loren had. This one was not a double ended model, was strapped on in front of Inge's cunt. She also had a vibrating dildo in her hand. She approached Loren and told her, "Now I'm going to show you who the boss is. Are you ready to have fun?" With that she hugged Loren and allowed the dildo to fit between Loren's legs. Inge rubbed herself all over Loren and soon was using the vibrator on her too. I kind of enjoyed watching this scene, and after awhile Loren relaxed and started to enjoy the vibrator. Inge had now moved away and start working the vibrator around Loren's cunt and over her tits. Loren slowly started to respond and moved her body back and forth. Inge slowed her down, and also used the vibrator around Loren ass. I was starting to feel somewhat aroused too. Inge now had Loren really wound up and really excited. Inge was holding Loren from the rear and working the vibrator back around her cunt while keeping the dildo between her legs. Their bodies were working together, and I was getting excited too. Then I could see that Inge had penetrated Loren's cunt with the vibrator, and Loren was going wild.
She was asking for more and I could see Inge smiling. Finally Inge said that she was going to give Loren more. For a monument she pulled the vibrator out and sat it down. The she spread Loren's ass and started to work some lotion around her ass. Both Loren and I knew what was coming. Loren fought the restraints and begged Inge not to do it, but that only made Inge more determined. I could only smile as Loren was going to get a dick up her ass too. Loren was restrained and couldn't fight Inge off. Inge kept working the dildo inside of Loren's ass. Finally she was in, and Loren had tears in her eyes begging her to take it out. Inge started pumping the dildo in and out of Loren. Inge also picked up the vibrator and started working on Loren's cunt at the same time. I could see Loren's eyes as she relaxed and started to enjoy what Inge was doing to her. I could see Inge driving the dildo deep into Loren's ass, and at the same time thrusting the vibrator deep in to her cunt. Loren was crying with pleasure, and begging for more. As Inge brought Loren to her climax, Loren screamed out with pleasure.
By now I was turned on although I felt only distant feelings in my penis. When Inge pulled out of Loren, she collapsed held only by the restraints. Inge carefully unstrapped Loren and let her collapse into an easy chair.
Then Inge removed her dildo and turned back to me saying, "Ok, bitch its your turn now." With that she straddled my body and rubbed her cunt on my tits like Loren had done. The sensation of her sliding back and forth over my tits seemed more than I could stand. I wanted to respond, but I was still restrained and couldn't.
Inge removed the penis gag out of my mouth and slid her cunt back to my face. I eagerly went back after her cunt, and she moaned with pleasure.
She laid her hands back and arched her back while I continued to suck on her. With one hand she rubbed where my dick should have been only to feel nothing. She then picked up the vibrator that was still fresh with Loren's juices, and started working that between my legs and on my dick. The sensation drove me wild, and I sucked harder on Inge.
She kept sliding the dildo vibrator in and out of my legs rubbing it on my entrapped dick. After she did this for a few minutes, I could feel an erection coming. As my dick grew, the pressure of it being folded underneath me began to hurt. I stopped for a moment and asked Inge to free my dick and that it hurt. She laughed and said something about the little bitch isn't all girl yet, and kept going with the vibrator.
I tried to respond, but the pressure on my dick was very uncomfortable.
Finally Inge said, "Ok, you little bitch lets see your dick." She allowed me to raise my body and pulled my dick up. It was only a soft erection, but it felt good to have it free. Inge laughed again and said that my dick wasn't enough to please a woman. She turned around and went into a 69 position on me with her cunt still over my face. I began to probe her cunt with my tongue again only to feel her began to kiss and suck my dick. It had been months since my dick had felt a gentle touch let alone a sucking work over. In a few minutes Inge had worked me up to a complete erection. I didn't know that I was still capable of an erection, and moaned with pleasure.
Inge rolled off me and said that my dick still might have some uses after all. She mounted me, and because I was still tied down she was fucking me. I had been on the bottom a few times with Loren, but nothing compared to what Inge was doing to me. She leaned her tits over to my waiting mouth, and I began to suck on them. At this time she stopped balling me and just seemed to enjoy my dick in her cunt. Slowly I began to feel the muscles in her Vagina tighten and stoke my dick. Her body was motionless while she fucked me by using her muscle power. The experience took me to a new level. I stopped sucking her tits and laid back enjoying what she was doing to me.
Loren had recovered sufficiently and had been watching what Inge had been doing to me. She had been turned on and now had to join the fun. Loren straddled my body at my breast, her ass in my face, and began to slid her cunt over my nipples. She and Inge locked in a deep french kiss while Inge continued to fuck me. I had never experienced anything like the pleasure that was going throughout my body. I think both ladies sensed how close to climax that I was, and worked together to give me a climax like I had never had before. I shot my load deep into Inge as they kept working on me. I was now crying with pleasure, and begged them to stop. They only giggled and kept going. My body was so sensitive that I was crying profusely from the pleasure of it and begging them to stop. Somehow I felt another orgasm building and thrust my dick forward into Inge again. This time I could tell that nothing came out, but I did have a second orgasm. Finally Inge and Loren stopped and allowed me to rest. I could only breathe deeply and couldn't talk.
Loren told Inge that I since I was so unlady like coming all over Inge that I should clean up my mess. Inge only to gladly agreed. Inge moved her cunt over my mouth and I had to lick my own cum out of her cunt. They both giggled and said that the clear fluid that I ejaculated sure didn't contain any sperm. After I finished, I was truly worn out. I was glad when Inge released my bonds.
We laid nude together on the bed drinking more wine, and gently exploring each others bodies. I had tucked my dick back up between my ass, and now felt more comfortable. I felt the need to hug them both and did with a kiss on the cheek. I had never had anything like that done to me before, and somehow I wanted to say "thanks". Loren and Inge both responded with a kiss, and told me that I was some kind of lady. The three of us squeezed into Inge's shower and giggled all the way through while we soaped and continue to play with each other.
Finally it was time to put our clothes on and go back to our room. Both of us hugged Inge and said that we would see each other tomorrow. I looked at my clock and realized that it was already tomorrow. Loren and I both quickly changed into our nighties and went to bed. Before I fell into a deep sleep, I wondered about what was happening to me. I was really enjoying my new life as a girl, but wondered how long that I would stay in dresses.
The alarm went off in the morning and both of us groaned wanting more sleep. I took another shower in an effort to wake up. When I got up Loren was just barely up. I combed and brushed her hair, while we dressed in exercise clothes for our morning work out. The exercise room was only half full as other ladies had skipped it. The morning exercise routine was mostly stretching and warm up routines with light jazz music playing in the background. After exercise class, we went with some of our new friends for a light breakfast.
After breakfast, we attended a beauty work shop were the latest make up styles were discussed and explained. Basic beauty and make up were also explained, and the class brought together a lot of missing links in my mind. I learned how study my facial features and how to use make up to hide or enhance features. One of my biggest problems was the lack of cheek bones. I learned how to use different shades of blush to emphasis what I did have. The class was very informative to say the least.
We had a break after the beauty work shop, and we headed for the sports shop to buy more exercise clothes. The few sets of exercise clothes that we had were getting used up fast, and I was having to wash out both Loren's and mine in the sink at night. The shop was well equipped and it was easy to pick out more clothes. My tastes were for bright colors and I found one with some hot pink colors and a scooped neckline that fit me well.
The next exercise class was in the swimming pool with paddles strapped to our legs and hands for resistance. Loren had no classes scheduled and decided to lay by the pool and get a sun tan while watching me work out. I put on my one piece swim suit and delicately worked my way into the pool with the other women. I smiled and introduce myself to my exercise partner and soon we were doing exercises. At all times I worked on my womanly posture with my back arched somewhat and my breasts thrust out. This was becoming more and more natural to me. We also swam laps in the pool, and this stretched our muscles out. I was perfectly confident and comfortable in my role as a woman. After the exercise class was over, I joined Loren in a lounge chair to soak up some sun. Loren applied sun tan lotion all over my body, and I enjoyed the her gentle massage.
The massage made me think of Inge and I wondered what else she had in mind for us.
I almost went to sleep sunbathing, and was glad when Loren nudged me to leave. We had time to shower and change into lunch clothes. As we got undressed, I could see Loren looking at my thin body. My developing breast were jutting out, and I even seemed to have even developed a little bigger hips. I could see a nice, feminine shape in the mirror.
I flirted and teased Loren with my body, and she pulled me to her with a long wet kiss. Our smooth lotioned bodies felt good as we rubbed together. With my hands I cupped Loren's breast, and gently kissed them. I then worked down to her cunt. I realized that I loved to turn Loren on and make love to her. She used the heel of her hand and rubbed my area just above the shaft of my penis. It was a sensitive area and felt good. My dick was still tucked limply between my legs. I worked on Loren until I brought her to a climax, and then together we took a shower. I just enjoyed playing with Loren body, and she responded with gentle carcasses on my body.
Lunch for me was a green salad with fruit. With the reduced food intake and exercise classes, I could feel the weight falling off me. I began to think that I could make it into a size 12 dress. I could be justly proud of my weight loss. Loren and I relaxed and took a walk around the pool and garden area before it was time for afternoon exercise class. The afternoon workout was step aerobatics with music again, but I was better able to follow the dance steps. It was hard work and soon I was perspiring heavily. I kept up the routines and tried to get the maximum benefit from the work out. After the work out we showered again and headed for the massage room. When I gave my name, the receptionist led me to a private massage room where Inge waited for me.
I knew that Inge had something in mind for me, but I climbed up on the table and waited for her to begin. She greeted me with a kiss on the cheeks and began working scented oil into my back. The massage seemed routine until she again removed the towel that covered my ass. She rubbed oil and kneaded my ass before she took a hold of my dick and pulled it even tighter. With the oil, she was pulling back and forth on my dick. It stayed limp, but she kept pulling on it. Then she began playing with my ass. She rubbed oil around that, and soon worked several fingers up my ass. I was now moaning with pleasure. She removed her fingers and started to work in a large dildo in me. I was so hot that I wanted it. She just kept working it in until it was fully inside me. She stopped and I begged her to fuck me. It felt so good as she slid the dildo in and out of me. My ass hole was well lubricated and expanded when she removed the dildo. I pleaded with her to keep going, but with a gleam in her eye she grabbed my dick again. She pulled on it again, and it seemed if she would pull it off. Then she took my limp, but stretched dick and started working it into my ass hole. She kept working my dick into my own ass.
My ass was still enlarged from the dildo, and she was able to get quite abit of my dick inside my ass. I couldn't believe that it was possible.
She had me get up off the table, and walk around. I could feel my dick being worked back and forth as I walked. She had me stand in front of a mirror, and as I spread the cheeks of my ass, I could see my dick up inside my ass. As I bent over, it slipped out. Inge had me lay over the table while she re-inserted it back in my ass. Then I climbed back on the table and lay on my back while she worked on the front side.
As she worked on my tits she planted a long wet kiss on my mouth. I was really enjoying her treatment, but still couldn't believe that my own dick was now up my ass. When she finished I was getting worked up, but she wouldn't let me satisfy either her or myself. She got me dressed and off to my next class with my dick still in my ass.
As I dressed, I told Loren what Inge had done. She also couldn't believe it and wanted to see. Loren spread my ass and there was my dick still inside of my ass. I felt a tightness from my stretched dick when I stood erect, but was now starting to get use to the tightness. My next class was a beauty work shop. It was a small class and each of us had supply of cosmetics and a mirror. The beauty work shop was a continuation of the earlier class, and it dealt with the practical application of make up. We were all eyes and ears with the instructor who showed us some great tricks. She worked individually with each us, and made personal suggestions to each of us. For me she wanted me to arch my eyebrows a little more, and suggested a none-oil based make up. The class was helpful, and I really did a good job on my face.
That evening I carefully put on a dress and with my make up, I looked spectacular. Loren even thought so. Inge joined us for supper, and when she saw me said that we needed to do something special tonight.
After dinner we took the rental car to a trendy disco. While having drinks, I was especially hit on by several young men. Several girls came up who were friends of Inge's. It appeared that the disco had both straight and gay people in them. Several of the woman also hit on me and wanted to dance. Mostly the woman were dominate types, although several of them were beautiful. Inge got me to dance with a very attractive lady. She whispered things that she wanted to do to me, and I was getting very turned on. When we sat back down at the table, Inge asked my dance partner, "How did you like my little boy?" The girl who dance with me couldn't believe that I was a male, and I assured her that I was only barely a boy. She was fascinated with me and so I told her my story. She looked at Loren and asked if she could borrow me for a few minutes. Loren to her credit asked me if I wanted to go with her. I nodded my head, and Julie and I headed for the ladies room. In the ladies room in this bar, there was leather couch and covered leather pole off the side in almost a separate room. When Julie got me into the room, she pulled me to her and planted a big kiss on me. As we embraced she slid her hand to where my dick should have been. Naturally there was nothing there, but I moaned with pleasure.
Julie asked me if I was really a man, and I answered that I had given up my manhood and felt like I was a woman. I had found out that I enjoyed making love to women as a woman. I let my hand rub against Julie's cunt, and she responded with a moan too. We remained locked in a embrace while we rubbed each others cunts. I couldn't stand it any more and hiked Julies dress up while a sat down on the couch. I soon had my head in her cunt, and had her moaning with pleasure. She grabbed a hold of the pole beside the couch to steady herself while I worked her over. I felt her shake as she climaxed and continued to work on her.
She could no longer stand and was soon setting on the couch with me locked in a tender embrace while I stroked her head.
Then un expectably it was my turn. Julie had me stand up, and together we kissed again. Then while she had one hand rubbing the sensitive area where my dick used to be, she used the other hand to lift my dress up and pull my panties down. She had positioned me in front of the leather covered pole, and soon had me face against the pole while she started working a finger up into my ass. Without realizing it at first I started sliding myself up and down against the pole. That coupled with Julie working my over was a very pleasurable experience. Then Julie used her body to hold her fingers pressed up inside my ass and caused me to be even more tightly held against the leather pole. I could feel myself getting close to climax. At first I didn't believe that I could come this way. As I started to gasp for air and have a climax, I pulled my body hard into the pole and screamed with pleasure. Julie removed her hand just in time to not be covered with my seminal fluid. I didn't exactly shoot off, but clear liquid did flow down from my dick that was still tucked between my ass.
Julie quickly grabbed some tissue paper and helped to clean my up.
At that time, I became aware that other woman had gathered and watched my performance. One of the ladies told me that I was truly a special woman, and that she hoped that she could one day find someone like me.
I flushed with embarrassment. This was especially because at this time Julie had my flaccid dick in her hand as she was cleaning it with tissue. My panties were soiled too, but Julie took those to the sink and washed them. The air hand dryer came in handy and I soon had nearly dry nylon panties to were again. Julie and I fixed our make up and departed back to the table to join our friends.
Loren looked at me and asked if I had fun. I could only demurely smile and nod "Yes". Julie echoed the sentiments of the other ladies in the lounge, and told Loren that if she ever grew tire of me that she would welcome me with open arms. Inge smiled and said that she had first choice, and again I flushed pink with the thought that these ladies would fight over me.
When we got back to the rooms in the spa, Loren asked what had happened and I told her. Then she told me that I had been very bad and would have to be punished. First I had to remove both of our make up, and I washed Loren's face too. After I rolled both of our her, and we both had our night gowns on, Lore had me get into bed. First she took some silk scarfs and restrained my hands and legs so that I was face up.
Then she took out a couple of toys that she had obviously borrowed from Inge. She first put the penis mouth gag in my mouth and secured it. Then she was between my legs with some lotion working her fingers into my ass. My eyes bulged as I saw her with a huge dildo complete with balls and a strap. I shook my head and tried to plead with her not to use it on me, but with the mouth gag only muted sounds came out.
I pulled on the restraints to get free, but I was totally restrained.
Loren started to work the dildo into me. I fought her, but she kept working it into me. I thought that I could stop her, but she surprised me when she slapped me on the face. I relaxed at the surprise of her slap, and at that moment she force the dildo deep inside my ass. With the slap and the huge dildo inside of me, I cried. Loren only smiled at me, and used the leather straps on the dildo to hold it tightly in me. The dildo filled me up and the pressure of it inside me caused me to be very uncomfortable. Loren pulled a blanket over me and turned out the lights. She was leaving me like this for the night!! I was miserable, and wanted out. I couldn't sleep like this, I thought. Everytime that I moved to try and get comfortable the pressure of the dildo caused a certain type of pain. After a couple of hours, in spite of the pain, I fell asleep. It was not a comfortable sleep. When I moved even a little bit the dildo would cause me to nearly wake up. In the early morning hours, I woke up with the need to use the bathroom. I tried to make noise to wake Loren up, but couldn't.
I fought off the desire to urinate, but the pressure of the dildo on my bladder only made it worse. Finally I succumbed. I had to go, and thought that I could only go a little bit. When it started, I couldn't stop. The warm liquid was soaking me and sheets. I was now even more miserable. As it cooled off, I was wet and cold. I still tried to wake Loren up, but failed. She only woke up when the alarm went off. When she turned on the light, and looked at me, she said "Oh, I see you are awake." She well knew that I had not slept much that night.
She got up and pulled the blanked off me that revealed the wet sheets.
"You've been bad again, haven't you?" she said. Maybe the next time I'll have to put a diaper on you. "You'd like that wouldn't you? Maybe you should be diapered full time for awhile until you learn to control yourself." She continued. I couldn't answer since I was still gaged.
Loren then said, "If I let you up, will you promise to be a good girl, and obey my every wish." Loren definitely had a mean streak, and I could only nod my head "Yes". She untied my hands and legs, and I got up and removed the dildo first and then the mouth gag. I started to cry, I knew that I didn't deserve this treatment. It was the unhappiest that I had ever been. Loren swatted my ass and told me clean myself up. I had to take a shower and rinse out my night gown. Luckily I did not have a rash, and after a hot shower I did feel somewhat refreshed.
As I got out of the shower, I heard Loren on the phone to housekeeping telling them that the maid would need new bedding as her roommate had an accident overnight.
As I did Loren's makeup and hair, I didn't enjoy it as much, and thought that I would have to get away from Loren. Her mean streak was trouble.
It was certainly putting a damper on our relationship. Especially when other ladies desired my company and attention.
The rest of the week passed uneventfully. The exercise routine had its effects, and now my clothes hung off me. I was careful about my sexual encounters, and did not go off with other ladies. We did go to night clubs, often with Inge and I did meet Julie again, but resisted the temptation to have sex. The only pleasure that I had were the massages that Inge gave me. I enjoyed her attention, readily repayed her ministrations with sex. I carefully avoided telling Loren about my encounters with Inge. I did tell Inge what Loren had done to me. Inge hugged me and told me that she would always have a place for me, if I left Loren. For the time being I knew that I would have to remain with Loren.
After a week, we checked out of the Spa. I was down to my size 12, but Loren if anything looked slightly heavier. For a day we checked into a nice hotel on the beach. Loren and I went shopping and she had me try on new dresses and clothes all day. She did buy me a new wardrobe in size 12, and they all were very pretty. Late that afternoon we laid on the beach to relax. Loren had me get a bikini, and I was very self conscience about wearing it. My body was very nicely shaped and with my dick tucked, I presented a very feminine picture. Still I was nervous, and felt like every man or woman who looked at me could see straight through me. After we were on the beach and had lotioned up each other with sun tan oil, I relaxed a little. I knew that I passed, but wearing a bikini in public was something else. We had a beach umbrella, and watched people pass on the beach. Loren and I talked about lots of things, and what we would do when we returned home. She basically lined out her expectations of what she expected of me. It was not a lot different than before. It just confirmed that my life was subservient to hers. Before her cruelty to me, being nice to her was fun. Now, I just didn't have the same feeling toward her.
We were interrupted when a couple of guys came by and stopped to talk. It seemed that they were more interested in me than Loren. After we talked for a while, they asked us up to the beach bar for a drink. I waited for Loren to say "Yes", and then got up with the help of Larry. We walked to the beach bar and continued talking. It turned out that Larry and his friend Steve had a sail boat docked at the hotel, having sailed down from Jacksonville. I had always enjoyed sailing and the water, and asked lots of questions about their boat. From the conversation, Larry could tell that I was somewhat knowledgeable about sailing. I certainly knew the difference between a sloop and a ketch, and it turned out that they had a 42 foot ketch. These guys obviously had some money, as that kind of sailboat does not come cheap. It seemed natural enough when they asked us if we wanted to go for a sail the next day. When Larry asked, I literally pleaded with Loren to go. She was not that excited about the ocean and sailing, but agreed to go. I was so excited that I beamed with joy. As a guy, Larry and Steve would have never asked me to go, but as a girl I was very welcome to go sailing. This is great, I thought.
Larry and Steve also asked us to meet for dinner. As we had a car and they had a sail boat, dinner worked out great. We met and had dinner at a great seafood restaurant. The fresh broiled fish was outstanding. Both Larry and Steve were charming and we easily carried on a pleasant conversation. Larry seemed attracted to me, and I enjoyed his attention. After dinner we accompanied them to the adjoining lounge, and had an after dinner brandy. The lounge had a band and I found myself dancing with Larry. As I could feel Loren's eyes on me, I was a little cool with Larry even though I enjoyed dancing with him. It just wasn't worth having Loren abuse me again. I enjoyed the evening but not as much as I would have if Loren hadn't been there.
The next morning bright and early Loren and I met Larry and Steve on the boat dock. Loren had taken a seasick pill and so we were ready to go. Loren and I sat in the cockpit while Steve and Larry cast off and raised the sails. While Larry sailed the boat, Steve got Loren and I a fresh cup of coffee and a sweet roll from the galley. The coffee and sweet roll just couldn't have tasted any better on the water. Larry sat down beside me, and I gave him a quick kiss on his cheek, thanking him for everything. We soon cleared the harbor and were headed south along the coast. The day was warming up, and Loren and I stripped down to our bikini's. It was great to feel the sun and wind whipping around our bodies. By now Loren and I had a great suntan, and it felt good to absorb a little more sun. After a couple of hours sail we pulled up in the lee of a small island and dropped the anchor. In a monument we were all overboard swimming in crystal clear water. The warm water and Larry's body next to me was certainly a sensual experience. Larry produced a mask and fins for both of us, and we snorkeled away to see the coral reef that we were anchored over. Loren and Steve were back on board relaxing in the sun as we swam away. We held hands as we explored the shallow reef seeing a multitude of brightly colored fish. Larry even dove down and reached into a small hole to bring out a small lobster for me to see before he released it. We swam on and soon the reef shallowed up and disappeared to the sandy beach that formed the island.
We walked ashore leaving our mask on fins on a piece of drift wood as we walked along the beach exploring the island. The soft sand between my feet and Larry's hand in mine felt great. We continued walking around the tip of the island, and discovered a small stream coming out of the tropical jungle into the ocean. We followed the steam into the jungle and found a small pool surrounded by rocks and lush vegetation. It was quite beautiful and inspired both of us. I hugged Larry and thanked him for finding this spot. He hugged me back and our lips met in a sweet embrace. We were soon in the small pool with Larry kissing me. It felt so good to be away from Loren and to be in Larry's arms. I was somewhat nervous about to handle the situation, but nature was taking its own course. I was being swept along with my desire for Larry. It didn't take Larry long to remove my bikini top and to start fondling my developing breast. By now my breast were every bit as large and sensitive as any other woman's. As he gently kissed and sucked on my breast, I was in the state of ecstasy. I knew that I had to get away before he removed my bikini bottoms. I gently pushed away and started to swim, with Larry just behind me. The water touching my sensitive breast was even more sensual. I as reached the shore line, Larry caught up to me and held me on a sandy beach. I was underneath his strong body, and could feel his manhood between my legs. He wanted me so bad and I would have given anything to feel his dick inside my body. I knew that I desperately had to get away, but Larry was so strong and filled with so much desire. I pleaded with Larry that I couldn't do this. He only kissed me harder and pulled our bodies tighter together. What am I going to do, I thought. Out of desperation I took hold of his dick, and he moaned that he wanted me. In and instant I had his dick in my mouth softly caressing it. As soon as I probed the tip of his dick with my tongue, he had a gigantic orgasm and filled my mouth with his sperm. I continued to suck on his dick and played with his balls until he couldn't stand it any longer.
He pulled me away from his dick, and held me tight against him. I still had a mouth full of sperm, and all I could do was to swallow his salty jism. I had never swallowed a man's sperm before, but somehow it made me feel closer and a part of him. I was so content in Larry's embrace and didn't want to spoil the moment. After a few minutes Larry released me with a kiss on my tender breasts. While he put his swim trunks back on, I fastened the bikini top around my beautiful breasts. We again embraced in a kiss, and I could tell that Larry still wanted me. I couldn't go back to the sailboat with Larry showing me so much affection. Loren would know in a moment what had transpired, and I would be in trouble. It would already be bad enough, and I did not want Loren to abuse me again. I had to think of something and I finally told Larry that Loren and I were in a Lesbian relationship and that she was extremely jealous of me. I realized afterwards that I had pretty much told Larry the truth. I asked him not to show me affection or to even hold my hand on the way back. In fact, I asked him to pay some attention to Loren instead of me. This part really hurt as I really enjoyed Larry's affection and attention, and did not want to share him with Loren. I gave Larry one final kiss, and told him how special this moment was to me, and we started back to the boat.
As we came back around the tip of the island, I could see Loren and Steve locked in an embrace. I hoped that Steve had diverted Loren's attention from me. She and Steve seemed to be enjoying each other. Larry and I tried not to notice, and even swam around the coral reef some before coming back aboard the boat. After we dried off, Larry and Steve prepared a delicious lunch for us. We had a cold lobster salad with a chilled white wine. It was superb and really hit the spot following my swim. Loren was curious about our exploration of the island, and I could tell that she was trying to pick up on the relationship between Larry and I. Larry did and excellent job of covering our intimate relationship, and instead talked about the beautiful scenery. All to soon it was time to raise the anchor and head home. On the way home Larry let me sail the boat, and I had a grand time. He gave me tips on how to keep the sails full of air, and I learned a lot about sailing. I hated to arrive back at the docks, but soon we were securing the boat. Both Loren and I kissed and hugged Larry and Steve and said good-bye. We both were leaving in the morning. They were headed further along the coast, and we were scheduled to fly back home. They wanted to eat dinner with us, but Loren begged off saying "No, that she was just exhausted". One more kiss, and we were gone.
Back at the hotel, we both took warm baths. I put on a light weight silk top and lay down in bed after I rolled my hair. I guess the day caught up with me, and in a flash I was warm relaxed, and asleep. It was after dark when I felt Loren beside me in bed caressing my body. She wanted me, and as she ran her fingers over my body, I came awake. Loren hugged me, and we embrace in a tender kiss. She was nude and our bodies came together as she rolled on top of me. I was very comfortable with Loren dictating the action, and wondered what she had in store for me. She remove my silk top, and lovingly sucked on my tender breast. She had awakened my desire, and I pulled her lips to mine. While we explored each others mouths, she ran her hands over my body. Those hands found my pubic mound, and she played with my nonexistent pussy. It still felt good and I moaned as put pressure on my pussy with the heal of her hand. Loren moaned that I had turned into quite a young lady, and that I should have always been a woman. I moaned back that I loved being a woman and would never want to be a man again. "Oh, you bitch" she said as I raised my head up and sucked her breast. She was now pumping her body and pussy against my mound. My dick had ever so slightly responded, and even though it was tucked between my legs, gave Loren something to work against. Our bodies were locked together in passion, and I locked my hands around Loren's waist to pull her tighter onto me. In my mind she had penetrated me and I wanted her. Maybe I even thought about Larry from our afternoon escapade. At any rate, I was hot and consumed with passion. I needed a release, and Loren kept grinding on me. Almost before I could realize what was happening, waves of pleasure coursed over me and I had a large, but dry orgasm. It was great and I moaned with pleasure as Loren continued to bump and grind on me. When I couldn't stand it any more, I pulled Loren down to me. We held each other in a tender embrace, and I told Loren that I loved her. I didn't realize that I could have an orgasm, and I hoped that with the right stimulation that I could do it again.
Loren had not come yet and was now in need. I was trying to think how I could please her when she open the drawer by the bedstead and pulled out her double ended dildo. I must have had a mystified look on my face, because she said, "Oh, Jacqueline I need a dick tonight, and I know that yours won't do the job. You can wear this one. I know you can. Here I'll help you strap it on."
With that she bade me stand up. Then she pulled my dick up as far up between my ass as she could. That left room for the small end of the dildo to fit between my legs, up against my dick. Loren used some facial cream to lubricate both ends of the dildo, and pulled the small end tight up between my legs. Then she snapped the straps around my waist and between my legs, and stepped back to look at her handiwork. I looked too and couldn't believe it. Again, I had a dick. As I walked back to the bed to mount Loren the small end rubbed between my legs and my own dick giving me a strange sensation.
I really couldn't believe that I was going to fuck like a man again, and I wasn't sure that I wanted to. Loren was pulling me to her, and I didn't have much choice. As I pressed the dildo into Loren, I could feel the small end pushing into me. The small end was looking for a soft spot to penetrate into me, and it was uncomfortable trying to penetrate Loren. As I started to thrust the dildo in and out of Loren's pussy, the small end was working on me. I moved a little to find a comfortable spot for the dildo, and continued to work on Loren. As I fucked her, the dildo was also fucking me. It was sliding beside my own dick and creating pleasure for me too. I kept working on Loren and I could feel her body responding. As she reached a fever pitch of passion, she came and pulled me further into her. This extra pressure caused me to come as the small end of the dildo was doing its job on me. We both collapsed into a gigantic orgasm. It was quite a night. I had to roll off to catch my breath. As I was laying there, Loren crawled on top of me re-mounting the dildo. Now every pulse of her body drove the other end of the dildo into a soft and tender spot beneath my balls. I could feel it penetrating me. At first it felt good, but as she continued to bump and grind it hurt me. I asked her to stop but she was to far into her rhythm to even hear me. All that I could do was to endure the dildo. Finally she came again, and as her body came forward it relieved the pressure of me. I held her tight, and we kissed passionately. When she rolled off of me, I quickly removed the dildo. I did not want a repeat of that fucking!!
When I checked myself in the bathroom, I was red and raw from the dildo. Dicks are nothing but trouble, I thought. A little cold cream soothed the pain, but it would be a few days before I healed up. Neither one of us wanted to get dressed for dinner, and so Loren called room service. While waiting for dinner, we started packing our suitcases. Alas the vacation was ending. The bellhop knocked on the door with our dinners, and Loren put on a robe to answer the door. I just got into bed and pulled the covers up. I had my silk top on, but it felt strange when the bellboy was eyeing me up. I could only imagine what was going through his mind. Loren had thoughtfully order a bottle of wine with dinner, and we didn't stay awake long after supper was finished.
The hotel wake up call in the morning woke us with a fright. We should have finished packing last night, but didn't because of the wine and sex. It was now a mad dash to pack, shower, dress, put on make up, and check out. Loren was hogging the mirror, and I had to put my make up on from behind Loren. Still I was presentable, and we called the bellboy to take our bags. Overall, it was a wonderful stay and I hated to get into the limousine and go to the airport. The check in and boarding were routine, and soon we were taxing out to the runway. I reflected for a moment how nervous that I was on the flight down. It now seemed foolish that I worried about passing as a woman. Now it was second nature. I had grown and experienced a lot in two weeks. I was confident as a woman, and the last hurdle to clear was going back to work.
I felt a slight twinge of nervousness as we got off the plane back home. It was so familiar, but I was so different. It really felt strange to enter the front door of our house. It smelled and looked so familiar, and now two women lived there. I busied myself bringing in the luggage and tried to come to terms with what would be a new living arrangement. As I started to unpack, Loren brought in several boxes from the garage. Together she and I gathered up all my old male clothes and packed them into the boxes. I wanted to keep some of my jeans. But after trying them on and seeing how big they were, I put those in the box too. There was virtually nothing from my old life that we kept. Then I started hanging my new clothes in my now empty closet. On the brighter side, I would have plenty of room to add more clothes. Loren and I had a stack of dirty clothes, and so I headed for the laundry room to wash. As I separated clothes, I wondered how this new arrangement would turn out. We didn't have any close neighbors, but still they had known us as man and woman.
Later that evening Judy and Linda called and wanted to know all about our trip. I must have spent hours on the phone gabbing about everything. Because Loren was there I didn't tell them much about the men that I had meet, but I could do that later at work. Thank goodness we had arrived home on Saturday. We both needed Sunday off to recover and get our lives back to normal. Loren and I spent some time talking about my clothes for work on Monday, and where I could use the rest room. I felt that I would not be welcome in the ladies room, and I sure was not going into the men's room. I would try to cut down on coffee and other fluids to help, but I would need to go sooner or later. The building had a unisex handicap rest room, and that seemed like the best bet for me. Loren also reminded me of the duties around the house that she expected me to do. It appeared that I would not have much free time for anything. I would be a busy little beaver it seemed. Thinking of going to work in a skirt and blouse sure made me nervous, and I really didn't want to face it. I knew that my choices had been made, and now that I had to go ahead with anything that Loren said to do. I finished off the evening with a relaxing bath, and shaved my legs and arms in order to be ready for Monday. I piled into bed and was soon asleep without even rolling Loren's hair.
When the alarm went off, I was out of bed quickly and started my morning routine. I started the coffee, and then washed my face, brushed my teeth, and applied a moisturizer. While the moisturizer was soaking in to my skin, I removed the rollers from my hair. Then a dab of lipstick and I started breakfast for Loren and I. Loren had gotten up, washed her face too, and was ready for breakfast. After breakfast, I cleaned up the dishes, and then started to work on Loren. I removed her rollers after she reminded me that she had to roll her own hair. Then I did Loren's make up. While she was dressing, I did my own make up. Then I brushed out Loren's hair, and helped her fasten her necklace. I then dressed and brushed out my own hair. A little dab of perfume and spraynet, and we were both ready. I checked myself in a mirror and was ready to go. I guess that I was too busy to be nervous. The mirror showed a slim young woman ready to go to work. It was on the ride to work that I became nervous. I didn't know if I could get out of the car. My knees where shaking when Loren pulled up to let me off. Just inside the door, I could see Judy and Linda waiting on me. That made it easier. I greeted them with peck on the cheek, and thanked them for meeting me.
Linda and Judy escorted me to my office. It still wasn't easy, and I could feel the eyes of my co-workers on me. My office cubicle had a new name tag in the name of Jacqueline. A new potted plant with pink flowers also greeted me with a note attached that read, "Welcome back to work, Jacqueline". I almost cried at the thoughtfulness, and thanked Linda and Judy. I put my purse down, and thought that I would get back to work, but Judy told me not to sit down yet. She and Linda took my hand, and drug me to each of my co-workers office and introduced me as Jacqueline to all. I was so embarrassed, but later saw the wisdom of their actions. The last stop was at my boss's office. Brenda was an older lady, and tough as nails. She didn't put up with anything but work in the office.
After re-introducing me to Brenda, she asked Linda and Judy to leave us alone. I held my breath, and wondered what she would say. Brenda said, "I have to admit that you've made up to be a pretty young lady. I don't know why you have done this. If you want to be a lady, that's your business. All I want is for you to work and do a good job. I do not want distractions from the work group. If you do not want trouble from me, don't create any trouble that I have to solve. I will expect you to behave in a lady like manner, and to do your work on time. Do you have any questions, and do I make myself clear?" I could only tell her that she was perfectly clear and that I had no desire to cause any problems and would do my best to a good job. Brenda waved me out. I thought that she had been remarkably open minded, and that I had a chance to succeed at the office as a woman.
I returned to my desk, and started to work. Linda and Judy came by a little later and asked me how it went with Brenda. I told them and they also thought that things could work out OK for me. I was back at checking and comparing invoices when the phone rang. I hesitated before answering "Jacqueline, Can I help you?" It was only Judy asking me if I wanted to go to the powder room with her. I thought for a moment, and declined. I didn't want to create any problems, for sure not on the first day. Later I went downstairs and did use the handicap rest room without problems. At lunch Linda and Judy came by and insisted that I go with them. We ate a lite lunch and did some window shopping. While in one of the stores, we met another co-worker, Sue. Sue wasn't sure how to take me, but after some typical girl talk about clothes and male movie stars, Sue seemed to relax. I told them about some of my experiences in Florida. I didn't know how much to tell them about Larry, but Linda sensed there was a juicy story and soon drug it out of me. After even shocking Linda, she said, "Girl, you better be careful. Your still new at this." I think that Sue was even more shocked about my intimacy with Larry, but she didn't say much. Still it was a normal thing to talk about relationships with men. I day dreamed back for a moment, and thought about Ken. I wondered if I would see him again, and what he would think of the new me. The four of us continued chatting while heading back to work, window shopping as we went. I found that I enjoyed the social interaction with my new women friends. It was a different relationship that the one that I had with them as Jack.
Back at work, the afternoon went quickly. One of my male co-workers, Jim, stopped by. He really didn't know what to say, and couldn't understand what possessed me to become a woman. I tried to have a conversation with him, but all he could do was look at me and shake his head. At the end, he just said that while he didn't understand, he would be my friend in any way that he could. I thanked him, and without thinking held his hand in mine. He immediately pulled his hand away, and disappeared down the hallway. Loren called and said that she would be running a few minutes late to pick me up. That was OK with me as I had a pile of paper that would take days to go through. The office pretty much cleared out, and I just kept working. Soon I was the only one on the floor, and it felt a little scary to be there alone. Jack would not have even thought about it, but Jacqueline was just a little scared. After a few minutes, I had to use the rest room. Since no one was around, I went into the ladies room. On the way out I freshened up my lipstick and opened the door. As I came out I literally bumped into the night guard, Tom. He knew me as Jack, and held on to me for a moment. As I moved away, he said, "You sure smell and look like a lady, Jack. How would you like to suck my dick?" With that he pushed me back into the ladies room. I was revolted, and tried to push him away. He pushed me to the couch, and started to unzip his pants. I again tried to get up, but he was so much bigger than I was, and pushed me back down. By now his dick was out and it was big and hard. He was forcing it to my face. I reached up and slapped him, but he punched me back in my stomach. As I gasped for air, he stuck his dick in my mouth, and order me to suck him off. I felt miserable as he slid his dick in and out. He was so horny that in moment he came. He filled my mouth with his sperm, and I wanted to puke. After he was finished with me, I could see my red lipstick on his enlarged dick. He allowed me to go to the sink, and I spit up as much of his sperm that I could and rinsed my mouth out. He had zipped his pants back up, and told me that I gave him a good head job. He said that maybe I would give him another one sometime. I called him a filthy pig, and told him that I was calling the police. He laughed at me and said go ahead. It was his word against mine, and who would believe me. I started to cry, because I realized that he was right. He was going to get away with raping me. I was so frustrated and wanted to get even. As he walked out laughing at me, he said "Welcome to the world little girl. You make a fine woman. Let's do it again, real soon."
I sat back down on the couch and shook out of terror and rage for a few minutes. Finally there was nothing to do, but fix my makeup and leave. I sat back down at my desk, cried some more, and in about five minutes Loren called to say that she was on her way to pick me up. I told her that I would be out front. I carefully left the building not wanting to meet up with Tom again.
Loren sense that something was wrong the moment that I got in the car. When she asked what was wrong, all I could do was sob. She had to pull the car over to calm me down, and finally I was able to tell her my story. She was able to comfort me, but nothing she could do would remove that used feeling that I had. I just felt dirty and empty. I cried some more on the way home. When I got home, I curled up on the bed and continued to cry. Loren filled the bath tub for me and I felt a little better in the tub. I washed my body over and over again in an effort to remove Tom's memory from my memory. Finally I had to come to terms with what had happened and I realized that for now that he would get away with his deed. I knew that I would be looking for a chance to get even, but would have to wait my turn. I still felt miserable, and Loren cooked for us tonight although I hardly ate. I also realized that I would that I would have to be more careful about the future situations that I put myself in. I was really even more vulnerable than a real woman.
It took me awhile to fall asleep as I laid awake thinking about how to get even with Tom. After a restless night, the alarm woke me up. I felt a little better about myself in the morning, and started my daily chores. Loren was sympathetic toward me, telling me that a woman's worst fear is rape. I fixed us both breakfast, helped Loren with her make up, and soon we were off to the office. The day went much easier for me, and I felt at ease working and coping as a woman. I kept my little secret from Linda and Judy, as I was ashamed to have been trapped by Tom. The thought of him made me very mad. I was worried that somehow he would tell others about what he did to me, and that I would still be powerless to do anything. I worked hard at my job to keep Tom off my mind. The day ended and I could tell that Loren made an effort to pick me up on time.
Since I seemed better, Loren suggested that we go to a neighborhood lounge where they had a "happy hour", and woman got free drinks. We sat down at table with free drinks, and I headed to a small, free buffet that had been set up. I was going through the line when I felt an hand on my shoulder. I turned to find Ken's smiling face. All I could do was set my plate down and hug Ken. I was so happy to see him, and he planted a kiss on my cheek. I immediately asked Ken to join Loren and I, and I was happy when he accepted. I was so happy that I barely noticed Loren's neutral reception of Ken. We ate, chatted, and laughed for several hours. The time passed and I hardly noticed. Ken asked both Loren and I to dance several times, and all of us had a good time. All I could do was look into his eyes and be happy. Maybe it was what had happened to me, but I felt protected when Ken was with me. Loren finally ended the evening by reminding me that tomorrow was a work day. It was already midnight. I couldn't believe that the time had passed so quickly. I kissed Ken good night, and told him that I hoped that I could see him again.
On the way home Loren hardly spoke to me. I could tell that she was miffed. Finally, she spoke and said, "Have you forgotten that you are my wife? A wife does not chase after men, especially not right in front of me. You bitch, how could you?"