Jail Bait

Jail Bait 7

I wanted to apologize for the delay again. The delay this time was because I wasn't really sure if I wanted to continue with the way that the story has been going. But I read it again and it only seems natural for it to go on in this direction. I hope that you continue to enjoy the story line. I love to hear from readers, Let me know at jaydensluv2016@gmail.com. Thanks for reading...Jay

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Chapter 7

I woke up the next morning to the sound of the doors unlocking and an empty bed. I looked over and saw Derik sitting in the chair staring at me wearing nothing but his boxers. He smiled at me and came and knelt down next to the bed. "How did you sleep?"

"I haven't slept that good in three weeks." I said stretching. He leaned down and kissed me.

"You wanna go shower before breakfast? We can go now together." He said.

"Sure let me get up." I started to sit up and moved a little too fast. I felt that ripping sensation through my stomach and just stopped myself for a second and continued. I was glad he didn't see because he had turned to throw on some clothes. He had on his pants and a t-shirt and was just getting ready to slide on his slippers.

"Here, let me help you up. You don't have to do these things alone you know. Just ask." He said smiling at me. He leaned over and helped me to my feet. I reached over and grabbed my boxers and pants that I had on yesterday and he helped me slip into them and then put on my t-shirt. While I was putting on my shirt, Derik straightened up the cell and made up my bunk. We grabbed our supplies and headed down to the shower. I noticed that Derik pulled our cell door closed so that there was just a crack. We walked past the officers' station on our way down and Officer Phillips was in the booth talking to Daniels. The both looked up at us and waved.

Phillips walked over and poked his head out of the door and said, "You guys headed down to shower?"

"Yes sir." I replied smiling at him. He grinned and said, "Jenkins and Parker are down there now waiting for the rush. If you need anything holler."

"We both nodded and walked off and down the stairs. We got to the shower room and Jenkins was standing just outside the entrance. He acknowledged us by nodding and we just entered. There weren't any other inmates in the shower room. I made quick work of undressing and went to wash up. I turned the water as hot as I could stand it and just stood there letting the water wash down the front of me. I grabbed the soap and washed up a few times. Derik was in the shower stall next to mine. I was glad that I couldn't see him because he always got me hard looking at him and this was not the time or the place for that.

I began washing my hair and heard my curtain open. I turned so that I could look over at Derik and he just smiled at me that sexy grin of his that I loved so much.

"That smile gets me hard every time so you better chill wit' that."

He started cracking up and I went back to washing my hair trying to ensure that my dick didn't get hard. I closed my eyes and started to rinse. When I was done washing my hair I washed up again and the turned off the shower wrapped my towel around my waist and grabbed my belongings so that we could leave. I dried off quickly and began dressing. We left to go back to our cell and heading up the stairs I noticed that our cell door was open completely. I heard Derik whisper, "Shit." and I turned to look at him and he looked really pissed.

We walked past the officers' station and Phillips knocked on the window signaling us to stop. I looked at Derik and he was a little worried I guess. I couldn't really place it. Phillips got off of the phone and came around to the door and said, "Warden wants to see you guys, he's in your cell."

This worried me a little bit; I've only met the man twice in the time that I've been here. We walked slowly to our cell and when we walked up to the cell Officer Franklin came walking out of the cell and I noticed that the Warden was sitting on the chair in the cell dressed in a white button down shirt and a pair of jeans. He stood as we walked into the cell and said, "Sorry to just pop up like this on you guys, but I got a call from Night Commander Lewis last night and I wanted to come up to check on you to make sure you're doing OK."

I was a bit relieved at hearing that. "I'm doing better. The pain has subsided quite a bit from last night, so I'm doing OK."

"I'm glad to hear that." He said motioning for us to have a seat. We looked at each other and we both went over to sit down on my bunk. We were still holding our shower supplies and dirty clothes. I walked over to sit and Derik dropped his things and helped me to sit down comfortably. He took my clothes and toiletries from me and dropped the clothes onto the dirty clothes bag at the foot of the bed and put the toiletries on my cubicle. He did the same for his belongs.

"So...I was very disturbed to hear what happened last night. You guys know that I run a tight ship around here but I try to give you all as much leniency as I can. I also don't tolerate abuse of any kind from my staff. What happened to you two last night should not have happened. All of my staff have been trained to handle inmates with respect and last night that was not done. I wanted to apologize to the two of you directly about that and let you know that it will be dealt with appropriately." He said as he looked on at us.

I really didn't know what to say. I felt like there was something that he wasn't saying but I replied, "Thanks Warden for the apology. Other than last night, I've never been treated with anything but the utmost respect. It kind of threw me off for a minute to be honest, but I get the impression that this wasn't the first problem with Officer Eyisi...which is none of my business, it's just that it seemed to be the norm for him to behave like that." I said and then looked over at Derik. He just nodded but didn't say anything.

"I just wanted to let the two of you know that we are handling the situation and I will try to make sure that it doesn't happen again." He said and went to stand up but seemed like he thought better of it. "Dominic, you were missed around here I must say. Just in the short time that you have been here and working with the education program we have noticed a huge difference in the inmates and participation. The other inmates speak very highly of you and so does Mr. James. He has kept the classes going where you left off at and when you are ready...he will be glad to get you back into the program."

"I enjoyed it too, I look forward to it."

"If either of you needs anything, please just let one of the officers know." He said and stood up this time. He got to the door and opened it up and then turned back to us and said, "You two keep your cell very neat. I'm sorry if anything got destroyed or out of order last night. If anything needs replaced you let Officer Phillips know and we'll get it replaced."

He turned to walk out of the cell and I think we both took a collective sigh. I think that we were both thinking the same thing. I turned to Derik and said, "I'm trying to figure out what he didn't say. Something seems a bit off about that whole visit."

"He's trying not to get sued that's what his fuckin' problem is. He don't give a fuck about us. He sits up in that fuckin' office and directs these mufuckas' like they fuckin' puppets and they do exactly what the fuck he say. I bet you anything that he is scared like shit that you gonna sue. Fuck, if I was you I'd be all over that shit. I would sue this place for every fuckin' dime that I could get. They're responsible for what happened to you and it shouldn't have taken them 7 fuckin' hours to find you. You do realize that don't you. It took these mufuckas' seven hours to find you. They got cameras all over this fuckin' place and they see every fuckin' corner. Why did it take them that fuckin' long to find you? I need an answer to that question. Shit...I get mad as fuck just thinking about it."

"I see that...Mr. Kirk said that he was going to start an investigation process. He said that the prison was liable for what happened to me...Um I'm kind of hungry do you think that we could go down to breakfast?" Just then my stomach growled.

"Let's go get you something to eat and then we can come back here and you can relax. I gotta wash clothes today so that's gonna take up most of my morning."

He stood and then helped me up. We went to the mess hall to get breakfast. They had my rubbery eggs grits and toast ready for me when I got there. I was surprised because it was hot instead of lukewarm or cold. Derik led me over to the table that I usually sit at and he sat across from me. I looked around the room and noticed a lot of looks and stares. People whispering and making comments while looking over in my direction. I felt really uncomfortable.

"Just ignore it Nick, they don't know what happened, only that you had to be rushed out of here for emergency surgery. They guessed that it had something to do with Quise and Rob because of where they are but they don't know for sure."

"That's not very comforting, really...everyone around here knows what they do...that's not a big secret." I said as I began eating. I was halfway through my food when Jacob walked up. He had this huge grin on his face and came and sat down next to me.

Once he sat down he side hugged me and said, "Doooom, it's good to have you back man. How you doin'?"

"I'm alright gettin' better every day." I said grinning at him. I looked up at Derik and he had a concerned look on his face kind of like he was worried about something. I just smiled at him and continued eating.

"Dom man, you have been missed around here nigga, shit you done spoiled me and I ain't let no other nigga touch my head since you've been gone."

"I see that. You could use a serious cut man you startin' to look like a fuckin shaggy dog."

"That's funny as shit man, I mean I know you just gettin' back and all but when can you hook a brotha' up?

"I'm not sure really...since we're in different blocks now I don't know how that's gonna work. I can check with Phillips and see what he says. I gotta hook my cellie up first though, no offense but he comes first. So if I can get him to take his hair out and wash it, I can do it tonight so I should be freed up for you tomorrow or Monday. We just kind of have to play it by ear."

"I can get wit' that. This bamma here startin' to grow fuckin' dreads and shit." Jacob said pointing at Derik.

Derik looked at me and then Jacob kind of back and forward. I don't think he ever understood Jacob's and my relationship. He's like the neighborhood clown and we kind of feed off of each other. He's always so happy go lucky and finds a good spin on any situation. I really liked that about him.

Derik put his fork down and said, "Nick, you need to rest...You've been through a lot and you need to take it easy." He said almost fatherly.

"Babe, I can handle doing your hair. I can take breaks and I sit while I do it anyway so it won't be that bad. But seriously you lookin' kind of rough and you been scratchin' yo' fuckin' head since yesterday and aint no tellin' how long before that." He was staring at me with this half smile half look of shock on his face. "What? Do I have something on my face?" I said using my hand to wipe my mouth off. I looked between Derik and Jacob and they both started laughing. "What? What the fuck are you too dicks laughing at?"

Derik leaned across the table at me and whispered, "You just outed us."

"How? What did I say?" I started replaying our conversation in my head, fuck I called him babe.

I stared between the two and then looked around us. There was no one close. All I could do was grin and say "Der, I'm sorry."

He was staring at me grinning, "It's OK, he already knows. I just wanted to watch you squirm a little bit."

"You fucker." I grinned at him.

"Eat, we got a lot to do and you need to get up to medical so you can get your pain medicine. I see you the way you're leaning there. They told you not to wait until the pain got too bad and you shouldn't and I'm not gonna let you."

"Yes daddy." I said with a chuckle and finished eating my now cold eggs. We finished eating and dropped off our trays. Derik walked me over to medical and waited for me to get done. Once I was done there and relatively pain free, we went back to the block.

"When do you want to get started on your hair?" I asked him. He looked at me with this silly grin on his face and just shook his head. We were walking down the walk towards our cell.

"You were serious about that weren't you?"

"Hell yeah, you really are starting to look like an ape or something. You need your hair done bad." I said to him seriously.

"How about I go wash these couple loads of clothes and when I come back you can help me take out my hair. I'll wash it tonight and you can do it sometime either today or tomorrow. Yeah?"

"OK, sounds good but can I come with you to wash clothes. I've been cooped up in a hospital room for 3 weeks and being cooped up here in this damn cell isn't gonna fly."

"We can do that." He said as he walked over to the far left corner and picked up the bag that held our dirty clothes. We used to use two laundry bags. We started using only one about a month after we started sleeping together. I was nervous that everyone would begin to question why we were washing each other's clothes. The subject never came up.

We walked down stairs to the laundry room I was hoping that it was empty because Saturday's are a very busy day for laundry. There was a laundry room on every block that had four washers and four dryers. We prisoners are responsible for washing our own personal items. We get clean sheets, blankets, towels and such delivered to the cell every Tuesday and Saturday where they were swapped out for dirty items. We got to the laundry room and there was just one other inmate using the facilities. His name was Jonathan a thick white guy with a bit of a gut. I've never had any problems out of him he was one of those types that stayed to himself and really didn't speak to anyone unless he was spoken to. He was only occupying one of the washers currently.

"Good Morning Jonathan, I see you're trying to get ahead of the crowd." I said to him. He only smiled lightly and nodded. The room was relatively small and there was very little walking room. The washer/dryer combos were those stackable ones. You walk in the room and all four sets are lined up on the left side of the room. There was a little bit of walking room and there was one built in metal table that ran the back end of the room. We didn't usually put our clothes on those things, these guys are pretty nasty sometimes and you'd be liable to put your clothes on piss, shit or cum. You never knew what you might run across in here.

Derik opened up two of the washers and split the clothes up between the two and set them to wash. They dispensed the laundry detergent automatically. It was built in somehow. I have seen them while I was out in the world. I never trusted them because I wasn't sure if they were putting in enough detergent. I was partial to Tide myself but this stuff really didn't have a scent to it. It got the clothes clean but they only smelled like they had been washed no real smell other than just a clean scent.

I didn't leave my clothes unattended ever in here. Things disappear if you do. I was leaning up against the wall waiting for Derik to start the second machine when CO Phillips came walking by.

"Nick, how's your morning going so far? You OK?" He asked leaning against the door seal and smiling at me.

I looked at him a bit amused. He was a good guy. "I'm good Phillips. Just trying to stay out of trouble."

"That's good. It would make my job that much easier. Derik...you taking care of our boy here?"

"You know it."

"Nick I need to speak with you for a few minutes if that's OK."

I just hunched my shoulders and walked towards him and followed him.

"Just walk with me for a minute I don't really want to have this conversation around prying ears...You know how it is around here."

He had peaked my interest. We walked out into the common area and then out into the main hallway. He just walked quietly and I followed beside him. We got to a long unoccupied hallway that led to the loading dock. I have only been down this way once in my time here and it was by mistake. We were halfway down the hallway when he abruptly stopped and leaned up against the wall. He looked up and down the hall and then placed his hands in his pockets.

"Sorry to be so...cryptic and to drag you all the way down here but I've got a few things that I needed to let you know that I'm not supposed to let you know." He looked at me expectantly.

"I think I understand that this is an unofficial conversation that never happened right."

"Yeah...right. Warden came to speak with you this morning, I don't need to know what he spoke to you about. I will tell you this though, be careful...don't give him any information and don't let him know what's goin' on wit' you. Like I told you before we left the hospital, there have been a butt load of changes around here and they all stem from what happened to you. Warden's ass is in a sling and he's in deep shit."

My stomach was in knots right now. I didn't know what to think but he continued.

"Like you know...we have camera's all over this place but there are a lot of blind spots. This being one of them..." He said nodding to the wall behind me. "right here in this spot, no camera can spot it. It's like the hall where you were jumped...that's why it took so long for us to find you that night; it was like you disappeared. They got you on camera leaving the computer room...you walked down the hall and then disappeared. No sign of you on the next camera they searched and searched the camera's and nothing. They don't even have a trace of Quise after he left the computer lab that day until we spotted he and Robert coming down the hall to your old block."

I had leaned up against the opposite wall from him with my hands crossed in front of me and my mouth open. "This sounds like they knew about the blind spots in the system...how would they know about that?"

"You're pretty fuckin' smart. They had help...They are trying to figure out who helped them or gave them the information from the report. See there was a security expert that came in to review the security set up, camera's, access the whole works. In that report it details all of the facilities blind spots and vulnerabilities. I won't give you details for obvious reasons but at certain times of the day, any one of these prisoners could walk out of here with no one knowing."

"When was the report done? How long have they known about the vulnerabilities?"

"That's the million dollar question. The review was done back in November of last year and the report was turned over to the Warden in January with a review and plan to eliminate the issues. None of the suggestions have been implemented...it would be hella expensive to complete the work and the Warden was worried about the budget. Bottom line is that if he would've made the changes this might not have happened to you."

"Fuck me..." I said. I wanted to start pacing the hall but was afraid to move. "Why are you telling me all of this, can't you lose your job if they found out about you giving me all this information?"

"I'm telling you because I think it's fucked up that the Warden let Quise, Robert and even Jacob and a few others just do what they did to the other inmates. You were not the first one that this happened to. It's never gone to that extent before but beatings and rapes happen here more often than you are aware. Most guys just don't talk about it or report it. In your case...we had no choice but I can guarantee you that if your injuries had not have been that extensive, it would have gotten swept under the rug. That's what they do here, sweep everything under the rug and pretend like it didn't happen."

"Fuck me...wait you said that Jacob was involved in all of this stuff too? He doesn't seem like that type, he's been a good friend to me."

"That was before you came and I really can't be certain about it...you know guilt by association. He kind of stopped hanging around with Quise when you came. You know you have that effect on people and I see the way the two of you get along. Y'all act like brothers."

"Yeah, that's how I feel about him. He's a good guy...is there any way that I can get a copy of that report?"

"That's the easy part. It's part of public record...a copy was delivered to the PA Department of Corrections, the Governor and here to the prison. That's standard practice...Let me finish before we have to get back to the block `cause there's a few other things I need to tell you. We were notified on Thursday that you have a court date scheduled for next week, Wednesday if I'm not mistaken. We are gonna be transferring you down to Pittsburgh County Jail on Monday. I would suggest that you contact your lawyer as soon as possible to get him working on a case for you against the prison. I know that this is a lot of information and I'm sorry that I can't write it down for you, but you seem pretty bright and I'm sure you can remember everything we spoke about."

"Yeah...I think I got it all. Why are they transferring me to Pittsburgh County so soon? My court date isn't until Wednesday. I figured you guys would be transferring me the morning of."

"That's standard procedure when an inmate comes up on appeal. You have to be close to the court of record that the trial is going to be held at because they assign you a court date but those dates change. Your trial will be in Pittsburgh so that's where you need to be. I'm actually surprised that you came back here from the hospital. You should have gone from the hospital to the jail and we would have picked you up from the jail. This went a little different."

"What's the likely hood of me coming back here? Does this mean that I could be away from here for weeks, months...what?" I was actually starting to get a little panicky. I figured that I at least had a few days to be with Derik. I was gonna be leaving him sooner than I expected.

"To be honest Nick, you may not come back here. If after the trial comes up and whatever decision is made, you could be sent anywhere. Remember, you were at the processing facility in Philly for what 2-3 months before you came here. The process starts all over again."

I leaned back up against the wall and put my head back. It was spinning. How was I gonna tell Derik this?

"Look Nick, I know this is a lot of information and your counselor should have been the one to explain this to you. I just didn't want it to be a surprise on Monday when he calls you in."

"Thank you for at least giving me the heads up. This is a lot of information and I'm not quite sure what to do with all of it. I do know that there is going to be a shit storm that hits this prison in the near future."

"Tell me about it...and I'm right in the middle of it."

"I'm sorry about putting you in this position...I don't want anyone to lose their jobs over this."

"Trust me...several people are going to lose their jobs over this. Let's walk back, I don't want Derik to think that I've tried to kidnap you or something." He said smiling at me. "Is everything OK between you two? I mean I don't want any of the details but I just want to make sure you guys are OK."

"We'll be fine. It's an adjustment period but I'm just glad to be back together with him. It's just fucked up that it's for such a short period of time. It felt like a piece of me was missing while I was away."

"Yeah, that's how I feel when my wife and I are apart for any long period of time."

"I just don't know what I'm gonna do if I get out of here. I mean, I can't go back to my old job because it's with a bank and I've been convicted of a felony...I can't continue my nursing degree because of the same thing. They've ripped everything away from me that I'd made for myself and now I got nothing but Derik. I don't know what I'm gonna do without him. I've never really needed anyone before you know. I've been self-sufficient pretty much my whole life. Now I rely on him to make it through the day."

"Nick, I know it's hard to be in a situation like this here..." pointing to the surroundings. "But you have to understand that people like you don't belong in places like this. Derik has been here for quite a few years so he has adjusted to being here. He keeps his head down and stays out of trouble. He's going to be OK. He won't be here forever...the hardest part for him will be the adjustment when he gets out. He doesn't really have a support system outside of these walls. You are going to have to be it. Nick I know that you won't be in here but for a few more days. You're the type of person that you can go back to being out there in the real world and pick up where you left off. Derik's gonna need some of that. You understand that don't you? That he's going to need you when he gets out of here." We were just making it back to the block when he finished his sentence. He walked me back towards the laundry room and said quietly, "You take care of him and he'll take care of you. You have no idea just how much he loves you. What happened to you almost broke him. You take care of him and he'll take care of you."

"Thanks Phillips for everything. I really appreciate it." I grabbed his arm and held it for a second looking at him in the eye for a second. He only looked at me eyebrow raised. "I know that this is a lot to ask, but I've been thinking about how all of this is going to go with Derik and with me leaving on Monday...Is there any way that you can have Jacob transferred over here to share the cell with Derik? They're good friends and look out for each other. They're going to need one another with me being gone."

He just looked at me for a second with concern in his face. "I'll see what I can do." He said as he went back to his duties. I walked into the laundry room and Derik was in there with two other inmates. Derik was leaning on the wall in front of the washer/dryers. He didn't notice me walking back in. I just walked slowly towards him. I noticed this smile playing on his face and then he slowly turned his face toward me. The look of this man got to me every time. I only smiled back at him and leaned up against the wall next to him.

"Clothes are in the dryers." He said leaning over whispering in my ear. It was kind of seductive. He made it sound so sexy almost vulgar. If I had a pussy it would have been leaking. Instead my dick started getting hard and I had to put my leg up on the wall to hide my tumescence. He just bumped me and started chuckling. I tried my best to ignore him but his presence was making me want to say and do naughty things. I just started humming a song...I did this often because songs always just popped in my head. It was a while before I noticed what song it was. It's this song called Harmony by Syleena Johnson. It was a song that I loved because of the beat to the song. I never really paid the song much attention until a few months ago. Now whenever I think of Derik this song is what pops into my head.

When we are together it's just so wonderful and he makes me feel like I am the most important person on the planet and I know with all my heart that he loves me and only me. I just stood next to him smiling silently. I actually couldn't wait until we got back to the cell so that I could kiss him. Minutes later the dryers stopped and Derik unloaded the clothes into the laundry bag. I started walking out the door and towards the stairs. I could feel him behind me as I walked up the stairs. We didn't speak until I walked into the cell and turned around to find him staring at me with that sexy grin on his face. I looked down and noticed his pants bulging. "Want some help with that?"

"I can wait...you just make me horny as hell. You're gonna get us in trouble. Every person in that room knew what you were thinking, it was written all over your face. Then you started humming that song I wanted you to start singing it...I like to hear you sing."

I walked towards him and then past him. I closed the cell door partially so that you really couldn't see into the cell. I turned around and faced him and he had his eyebrows raised. I just wanted a kiss that's all. I walked back over to him grabbed the bag of clothes and tossed it onto my bunk. I traced his tattoo's up his left arm he had a beautiful sleeve pattern that ran from the wrist up to his shoulder. He had told me previously that he was going to continue it up to the left side of his chest and back.

I continued to trace the tattoo until I reached his shirt sleeve and then I reached up and grabbed him by the neck and pulled him down to me. I kissed him lightly at first and then stuck my tongue in his mouth and he took control and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me roughly to him. It felt really good to be man handled by him again. He grabbed my ass and held on pulling the two of us together harder. I could feel his dick pressing into my stomach.

We continued to kiss until I heard someone say "Sheets and Blankets". They must be here delivering supplies. He kissed me again lightly and then pulled away and walked over to the bed picked up the bag of clothes and placed them in the chair and then pulled off the sheets and blankets from both bunks and the pillow cases and dropped them on the floor in front of the door. He pushed the TV to the far back side of the desk and began folding up the clothes. I sat down on my bare bunk and helped. There was a tap on the door and then it opened up. CO Perkins and Joshua one of the inmates were at the door. Derik walked over to Joshua and got the two sets of blankets and sheets and then picked up the ones off of the floor and dropped them into the crate.

"Nick, I heard you were back...it's so good to see you. Fuck man you look a hell of a lot better than the last time I saw you. Are you doing OK?"

I was actually getting really tired of people asking me if I was OK. I couldn't get annoyed with him though and just nodded and said, "Yeah, I'm doing much better."

Perkins slid the door closed and they continued on. We continued folding clothes and then my stomach growled. I think it actually roared. Derik must have heard because he just walked over to the cubicle and grabbed me one of the apple cinnamon oatmeal packs that I like added the hot water and let it sit so it could be edible. I watched all of this with amazement. Phillips was right, you take care of him and he'll take care of you. I really loved this man.

"We need some more supplies, we're kind of running low. We better get to the commissary before 1 otherwise we'll be short until Monday." He said handing me the oatmeal.

The commissary closed on Saturdays at 1 o'clock it was closed on Sundays and open from 9 to 4 Monday thru Friday. It had been a long time it felt like since I went there.

"Have you had all you needed while I was gone? Your account didn't run out did it?"

"Nah, there's more than enough and Roland sent me some money a few weeks ago and this mystery person keeps putting money on my account also. I told you about that a couple months ago." He said with a smirk.

"Oh yeah...your secret admirer. You should be set then." I looked down at the pile of clothes I had on the bed next to me. They were all Derik's I only had the one scrub set that I wore yesterday and a pair of boxers and a pair of socks. I started to get up and Derik was standing in front of me. He looked down on me with that sexy grin on his face and leaned down and kissed me just lightly on the forehead and then the lips.

"Thank you...for all you do. I know it's you. I've always known...you're not that stealthy and you are the only person I know that one, has that kind of money and two, cares enough about me to give it to me."

"I love you Derik, I just wanted to make sure you had everything you needed without having to ask anyone for it. I know how that can be...having to rely on someone for something...it' no fun."

"Well you're right about that." He kissed me again and then pulled away. He picked up the folded clothes and put them away. I started making up his bunk first and he just walked over and lightly pushed me out of the way. I could only smile. He made quick work of making up the beds and then said, "How about we go to the commissary first and then we can come back here and take my hair out."

"Yeah, that sounds good to me." I wasn't actually sure what time it was, I guessed that it was somewhere around 10. We walked out the cell and just above the CO's station was a clock it was 10:46. We made our way off the block and down to the commissary. We both placed our orders. I needed some more underwear and socks and a new pair of shoes my old pair was MIA. We got what we requested and headed back to the block.

After everything was put away Derik grabbed the bush comb signaling to me he was ready to get his hair taken out. I sat down and spread my legs and he turned on the TV and found something to watch on the Discovery channel and then sat down on the floor. He started on one side and I the other just like usual. It felt good to have him between my legs though neither of us was naked. I started grabbing his hair lightly like he likes, knowing that it would get him aroused. He sat there moaning and then he dropped his hands and kind of leaned into me. He loved for me to play in his hair. Sometimes if I did it right, I could make him cum. I continued with his hair trying not to make him cum. I know it was selfish but I wanted him to cum in my mouth. I don't like to waist it and I like it fresh from the source instead of cold. I did just enough with his hair to keep him moaning and hard.

The entire time that I was working on his head, I was trying to figure out the best way to tell him about me leaving on Monday. I was trying to hold it together and not cry.

I had finished taking out the braids and was combing his hair up into a pony tail. His hair was smelly and flaky. He really did need to wash it bad. He hated for his hair to get like this and I began to feel bad but I let that feeling go. I placed his hair in one single braid down the middle of his head just until he was ready to wash it. He stood up and his dick was hanging down the left side of his pants.

"So, are you gonna tell me what you and Phillips talked about or are you gonna make me guess?"

The tears started pouring then. I couldn't stop them. "Oh fuck D...They're transferring me to Pittsburgh county sometime on Monday."

He came and knelt down in front of me. My eyes were blurry so I couldn't really see him that well but he just gripped me into a hug and held on tight and let me cry.

"I figured that was gonna happen." He said as he pulled away from me and looked me in the eye. "They're transferring you to the county so you can be close to court. You'll be there until your hearings are up if they don't let you out to await the new trial." He looked at me with a genuine smile on his face. "Smile babe, this is a good thing...I have a good feeling about this...I'm almost certain that you're gonna be released on Wednesday. You shouldn't have been here in the first place."

"I don't wanna leave you Der." I was seriously crying now. He wiped my tears away and kissed me on the forehead and then the nose. He placed his forehead against mine and just held us there. It felt like an eternity but had to have been only a few minutes. I felt like a piece of me was being ripped away. I started thinking about what Phillips said, about us taking care of each other. I knew that me acting like I was acting was going to make this harder on Derik than it had to be. So I sucked it up. I made myself stop crying and wiped the tears away. I grabbed him by the side of his face on either side and kissed him deeply. "I love you Derik." Was all I said and then pushed him away.

I started to stand while he was still kneeling in front of me and he just stared up at me. "Where you going?" He asked.

"I need to take a walk...get out of here for a while. I'm gonna hit the yard before lunch time. I need some fresh air. Wanna come?"

"Yeah, but don't you think you should be resting? You've been through a lot."

"I've been lying in a hospital room for three weeks and I miss the outdoors. You comin'?" I asked and left out the door. I really needed to gain some perspective. I needed to think. I like to know what I'm gonna do. I needed to have a plan. My future plans involved Derik. I knew that with all my heart, but I needed to make sure that I knew what I was gonna do if by chance I did get out of prison while I waited for the new trial.

As I walked to the yard, I completely forgot about Derik walking next to me. I knew he was there, but he wasn't involved in my private musing. He always allowed me my time. I knew that if I was released, I had a place to go. I owned my condo and my accounting firm handled paying my bills. I had family but none that I really kept in contact with even before I got in here. They kind of ignored me and I did the same to them. I used to be close to some of my family members but when I realized I was more of an ATM than anything else I just let them go one by one. I needed to do something but I didn't know what. I was used to working and have worked since I was 14 years old. I can't go back to the bank at least until the felony gets overturned. I can't complete my nursing degree for the same reason. I was walking on the back end of the yard by this time barely even paying attention to my surroundings.

I stopped and leaned up against the fence in the back of the yard near the basketball court. I was facing looking out at the land that surrounded the prison. I knew then that I had no idea what I was going to do. My whole future had been wrapped up in Derik and without him beside me I was lost. I have never felt this way before. I've always known what I was going to do with myself, my life...me. It was really hot out and I was sweating profusely. I was also in more pain than I was willing to admit and feeling really dizzy. I've been feeling that way for about a week now and it's only getting worse.

I turned and looked at Derik and he was staring out at a group of guys playing ball. I just stared at him for the longest time. I don't know if I was trying to memorize his every feature or what. I reached out to touch his arm but thought better of it. I needed to be strong and I wouldn't be able to rely on him for my strength once I got out of here. I was starting to feel like such a bitch. I was weak because I let those fuckers do what they did to me. I felt weak because I needed him more than I have ever needed anything in my life. I felt like I was drowning and the longer I looked at him the harder it got to look away.

He spoke before I got the chance to say anything to him. It was unlike him to speak before me when I was in one of my no speaking moods. "Nick, you've been through a lot over the last year or so. I just wanted you to know that I'll always be here for you."

I was looking at him and he never turned to look at me. It was like he was just talking to himself...a private thought. I don't know why but it pissed me off. I was actually really angry and before I said something that I couldn't take back I walked off to go back inside. I never spoke in anger...never. I always held my tongue until I could be civil. Now I needed to figure out why he made me mad. All of these questions started running through my head and the mane one was, "Who does he think he is?" I couldn't figure it out. What did he say? He didn't say anything that I already didn't know. I knew that he loves me, that he wanted me, that he needed me as much as I needed him and most of all, that he would always be there for me.

Fuck...what is wrong with me. I heard someone say my name a couple times but I couldn't really hear it. It sounded like it was more in my head. I went straight back to the cell, grabbed my shower stuff and went to wash up. Sensory deprivation is what the shower would give me. I got to the shower room and it was empty. I walked to the first stall on the right and turned the water on as hot as I could stand it. I adjusted the shower head so that I could lean on the wall with the water pouring over my head. Now my mind was blank and all I felt was guilt. I couldn't figure out why I had gotten so angry at Derik. I didn't want to alienate him. I needed to talk to him and let him know what's going on. I had been trying to figure this out on my own and it took until know to realize that I didn't have to. What Phillips said came to mind, "You take care of him and he'll take care of you."

I could always bounce things off of Derik. He was always there for me just like he said. Then I felt more like an ass than I did before. I washed up a couple times and then washed my hair. I turned the water off and that's when I noticed that there was someone in the shower next to mine. I couldn't see this person but he was definitely there. I immediately got scared. My heart jumped into my throat and my stomach dropped to my balls. I quickly grabbed my towel and left the shower room. When I got to the benches I noticed that it was actually Derik's clothes next to mine. I got the biggest grin on my face and turned back around. I walked up to his shower stall and peaked in. He had his back to me and was rinsing soap out of his hair.

I hung up my towel and opened up his curtain slowly and stepped in. I just walked up to him and wrapped my arms around his waist. He didn't even flinch. I've never been able to do this before, take a shower with him, so I took full advantage of it. I reached up and began massaging the rest of the soap out of his hair. He reached over and got the shampoo and handed it to me. I added more soap to his hair and lathered it in. He just stood there and let me. I was hard as a rock and my dick kept poking him in the crack between his legs. I'm not a top by any means but right then I would have fucked the shit outa him.

I was rubbing his scalp and he was moaning lowly. I knew that this was getting to him and I knew that if I kept it up he would cum right then. I don't waist his cum it goes in my mouth or ass. I had him to turn around and face me and he leaned his head back so that I could rinse it out. I was so close up on him that his dick was rubbing against my stomach. It was so hard and hot. I finished rinsing out his hair and before he could look down at me I was on my knees with his dick in my mouth. It didn't take long because he was soon unloading a bucket of cum into my mouth. He finished cumming and bent over and kissed me deeply sticking his tongue into my mouth and sucking on my tongue. As he stood he pulled me up with him.

"Fuck I needed that?" he said.

"I'm sorry about earlier. I just needed to take a minute. Everything is happening so fast it seems like you are getting away from me minute by minute and it's just very...um...overwhelming."

"It's OK...I'm here for you. I need you to know that...When you leave here, It's gonna be you that I think about, dream about and want. I don't care if I'm in here for the next twenty years, you are all that I want."

"I know...I feel the same about you. I guess I just let my mind wonder too far. Let's get out of here and get your hair started before it tangles up."

We left the shower room and went to get dressed. We made it back to the cell and I turned on the TV and flipped channels while Derik closed the door, put our stuff away and gathered the oil and comb and then came and stood right next to me. He had taken off his bottoms and only had on his boxers and a t-shirt. He was standing so close that I could smell him and the scent of the shampoo coming off of his hair. He was leaning down at me and I sensed that he was smiling. I stopped flipping the channels and looked at him. He was in fact smiling. He leaned down and kissed me lightly on the lips and then kissed the tip of my nose and then my forehead. He handed me the oil and comb and went to sit down on the floor.

I walked over to him and stood just to his right side. My dick, of course, was hard and poking up and out. I actually wanted him just to scoot up so that I could sit down with him between my legs, he had other ideas. He reached up and massaged my bulge eliciting a moan from me. He unbuckled my belt and button then unzipped my pants. He reached into my pants and into my boxers and pulled my dick through the hole. I grabbed his hand to stop him and he looked up at me with this pleading look in his face. I loosened my grip and he began massaging my dick. He got up on his knees and turned me so that I could sit on my bunk.

I sat down and he leaned over and kissed me lightly at first and then more forcefully while massaging my dick. He pulled away from the kiss leaving me breathless and then went down and sucked my dick into his mouth all the way down to the base. It felt amazing. He sucked my dick like it was the best thing in the world. He was bobbing up and down on my dick alternating between licking my balls and sucking my shaft and then the head again. He has gotten really good at this. He has no inhibitions when it comes to his sexuality any more.

I had leaned back onto the wall and was resting on my elbows and my head was on the wall. I leaned my head back enjoying the feeling of this man between my legs. He rubbed my body and played with my nipples. I was quickly approaching orgasm and moaned loudly saying, "I'm gonna cum."

He continued sucking my dick and I exploded in his mouth. He kept sucking making sure that he got all of it. I came down off of my high and looked down at this man of mine. I loved him so much and I had to tell him, "I love you Derik". He climbed up on the bunk and kissed me. I rolled over so that I was laying partially on him and wrapped my arms around his frame and sucked his tongue into my mouth. My hands moved up to his head and grabbed his hair and pulled him forcefully into me. I felt the first twinge of pain and realized that this was an uncomfortable position. I pulled away from him lightly and stared him in the face. He smiled at me and said, "You taste good."

"You taste better. I love the way you taste."

"We'll have to agree to disagree on that. How are you feeling? I felt you twitch a moment ago. Do you need any pain medicine?"

"I'm OK, I don't want anything right now. I want to start and finish you hair and then I will go up to medical."

"OK, if you think that's best. But you're gonna have to get off of me if we are going to get that accomplished." He said smiling at me.

I rolled off of him and into a sitting position on the end of the bunk. He sat up as well and just grabbed my hand. I reached up and played in his curly hair. He just looked over and smiled at me. I was going to miss this. Just being next to him. Before I started crying, I said, "Let's get started before your hair tangles."

He just scooted down and onto the floor. He handed me the oil and the comb and I began combing out and separating his hair. I had decided to braid his hair into three separate sets of braids straight down his head with the one on the right curving around his forehead from the front to the right. While I did his hair I let him know about the conversation that I had with Phillips. He didn't really respond he only listened.

It was past the lunch hour from what I could guess and I was actually pretty hungry but I wanted to finish his hair so that I could lie down and take a nap.

"Do you want to go grab something to eat or just eat something here?" I asked him.

"How much longer do you have on my head?"

"Maybe about a half hour."

"Let's just finish that and we can eat something in here. We're gonna be in for afternoon count in a little while any way." He replied.

I went back to his hair and it came to me that this was the last time that I was going to be able to do his hair for a while. I didn't get as emotional about it as I thought I would. For some reason, I was really at peace with not being with Derik. I don't know what switched in my brain but I was gonna really try to enjoy the next 2 days with him as best I could. I was braiding his hair and smiling.

I finished his hair and went back through and applied oil to his scalp. The style turned out really good on him. I leaned back to stretch a little bit and was so sore from sitting in this position for so long that my breath caught. Derik had gotten onto his knees in the process of getting up while I was doing this and he was staring me in my face.

"You haven't had any pain medicine today. Before they lock us in you need to head to medical."

"Yes daddy." I said grinning at him. I loved it when he took care of me like this. It annoyed me sometimes but truth be told, I wouldn't have it any other way.

He stood up and went over to put on his pants and shirt. I stood up and zipped my pants and then stretched. I was really tired, it felt like I hadn't slept at all last night. Derik was dressed and walked me out the door. We walked side by side and when we reached the Officer's station at the top of the stairs, Officer Walker was coming out of the door and there were two other officer's still inside the booth.

"Hey Derik and Nick, where are you guys headed, you know it's almost time for count. Don't want you two to get into any trouble."

"Headed to medical, I need to get some meds." I replied to him.

"I'll walk with you." He said and just followed us down the stairs. He didn't say anything else. Derik and I didn't speak the entire time either. When we got to the medical wing, I checked in with the aid, I believe his name was Marshal, his name tag was pretty worn out, and let him know what I was there for while he led me into the examining area. There was this really handsome nurse named Gieavanni that only worked Saturday and Sunday. I swear this man was sex on a stick. He was about 5'9" and looked very muscular. His complexion was just a little darker than Derik with a slight tanned tinge to it. He kept his hair cut in a temple taper bald on the sides with the back tapered and the front rounded off. It fit his face perfectly. His smile was perfect like his parents paid bank to fix it. No one had a smile this perfect. He had this deep sexy baritone voice that sent a chill down my spine every time that I heard it. He had a personality to match his looks. He also wore this cologne that was absolutely intoxicating. I had asked him what it was before but I was so distracted by him that I forgot the name. All I could remember was Black Gold or something like it. Don't get me wrong, if it came down to it, he didn't hold a candle to Derik, but he was still sexy as fuck.

When he spoke, "Nick, Sharice told me you were back. It's good to see you." I almost got weak at the knees. He was one of those fantasy men that you knew you could never have but would empty your entire bank account for him if he asked.

I didn't speak to him I only nodded. Derik must have noticed my reaction to him because I could see the difference in his posture. He expanded his chest and kind of towered over him. Letting him know it a subtle way that I belonged to him. I would have let him fuck me right then and there just to show that I was his and his alone. That doesn't make me blind though.

I knew I was gonna have to speak to him while I was here, but I really couldn't find my voice at the moment.

"Marshal tells me you're here for pain meds, is that right?" he said. I just nodded. Derik looked down at me with this look on his face. He just looked amused, kind of like he wanted to laugh but was trying to hold it in. "So what's your pain level on a scale of 0-10, zero being no pain and 10 being the worst pain you have ever felt?" Gieavanni asked while he stood in front of me. I really don't know what was wrong with me. I heard the questions but couldn't speak. I looked from Gieavanni to Derik and back again.

Derik knelt and grabbed my hand. He whispered in my ear, "He is sexy as fuck but you really do need to focus." Derik's touch and his voice calmed me down in an instant.

I looked up at Gieavanni and said, "Sorry G, just a little distracted, it's at a 6-7 right now. It's been a while since I had something and I've been pretty active this morning." The pain was actually at a 10 but I didn't want Derik to say anything.

"I bet you have." He said looking at Derik with a smile on his face. "Nick, you know you shouldn't wait until the pain is this bad to get meds. Are we gonna have to put you on a medication schedule to make sure you are compliant? You should know this, we don't wanna have to play catch up. Let me go check your orders to see how much I can give you." He said and then turned to walk away.

Derik looked at me with this shit eating grin on his face. If I could have blushed every shade of red I would have.

I just looked at Derik and then smiled. He started laughing at me.

"Shut up." I said.

"I thought you were gonna drop you pants and let him fuck you right here with me watching." He said smiling again.

"You...I would only do that with you." I said seriously.

"Shit, I'm sorry Nick. I wasn't thinking. I didn't mean anything by that I swear." He had gripped my hand harder and was looking me directly in the eyes now. I didn't know where his concern was coming from and then it clicked.

"Oh...Der, It's OK. That's not what I was thinking...it's the truth though. You are the only person that I want to do that with."

"Do what with?" Gieavanni said walking back in with medicine and a cup of water.

I looked him and just said, "nothing."

"Oh, OK. So...Dr. Jacobs left orders for you for urgent pain relief as well as maintenance. What I can give you now is 20mg of morphine either by injection or quick dissolve under the tongue. Which do you prefer? With the injection, you are gonna have to stick around here for about 20-30 minutes so I can monitor you or with the pills you can go straight back to your cell."

"I'll take the pills, I am not a fan of needles anymore."

"Kay...cool. I'll be coming to see you in about an hour to give you the second dose." He said as he handed me the pills to place under my tongue. Derik had still been holding my hand and had to release it when I took the pills and water.

I was amazed at how comfortable he was showing me affection in front of others. It was almost like he was saying "I don't give a fuck what you think." For someone who wasn't gay until a few months ago and even with everything that we have been through, I am still not 100% convinced that he is. I still wouldn't trade him or my experiences with him for anything in the world.

I stood and Derik did as well and we headed for the exit door to the right. Officer Walker was standing by the door waiting for us. I wasn't entirely sure why he allowed Derik to come with me. He wasn't supposed to. But I was glad he did.

"Everything alright Nick?" Walker asked.

"As well as can be expected."

We made it back to the block and went back to our cells. I just went right in and took off my shoes and slipped off my shirt leaving on only my t-shirt. I then dropped my pants leaving on my boxers. I turned and saw that Derik was staring at me.

"What? What are you staring at?"

"You...are you gonna go out for count dressed like that? It's almost time." He said.

"Fuck it, yeah. I am so fucking tired." I said as I sat down on the bunk.

"Nick, you really gotta take care of yourself." He said as he walked over to me and knelt down in front of me.

"I know Der...It's just that...Oh fuck it." I said and lay back on the bunk.

"What Nick? You're starting to worry me." He said and just then the announcement was made for us to come out for count. I rolled over onto my side and just stared up at him. "Come on Nick, let's get this over with and then we can talk."

I sat up and then stood. He followed close behind me and we stood outside our cell door waiting to be called. It seemed like it took forever. I was leaning against the wall trying not to fall asleep. I felt like I had been doped up. We were called and entered our cell with Derik closing the door behind us as usual. I went in and pulled down my covers and climbed into my bed moving as close to the wall as I could get. Derik undressed down to his boxers and climbed into bed with me.

After getting comfortable he said, "You wanna tell me what's goin' on?"

"Not really Derik...it's pretty silly when I think about it. I guess I'm going to miss you and I've been letting my mind go too far again. I just wish there was a way that we could keep in contact and be able to visit one another. If I do get released, I won't be able to come back here to visit you until all of my charges have been cleared. I don't even think they are going to let us keep in contact other than through mail and I need to at least hear that sexy voice of yours." I said as I snuggled closer into him.

"I've been thinking about that. We'll figure something out. Go to sleep. I know you're exhausted. Try to rest." He said as he kissed my forehead. My head was resting on his chest and I had my left arm wrapped around his torso. I really don't remember anything else. I kept having these complex dreams. I couldn't get a grip on one before it flipped to something completely different. It was just a bunch of colors with fast moving people and it was so fake. Everything seemed like it wasn't real. I kept hearing Derik's voice after a while. He would call my name and then it would trail off. Then the dreams would start again. It was so frustrating. Then there were more voices calling my name and then they would trail off and I would go into another series of nonsense dreams flashing colors and talking animals.

It all seemed so fake...not real...I knew I was dreaming and was trying to force myself to wake up. There began to be some clarity to what I was dreaming and I wasn't entirely sure I was dreaming. I heard someone say, "He's been through a lot, just let him rest. His vitals are stable, BP's a bit low so I want you to keep monitoring it." I think that was Dr. Jacobs. Then I heard the unmistakable voice of Derik, "Do I need to do anything for him? I was scared shitless for a minute when I couldn't get him to wake up."

"No, you don't need to do anything. Just let him rest. When he's ready he'll come around."

I had to force myself to say it but I said it, "I'm OK." I heard the slur in my voice as I slowly opened my eyes. It was blurry for a second and I had a hard time focusing but I got it done. I felt someone sit on the bunk and place a hand on my forehead and down my face. I knew that touch anywhere. I opened my eyes and focused on that frame. I knew every inch of that frame.

"You OK Nick? You had me a little worried."

I cleared my throat, it was a little dry. "Yeah, I'm OK. Guess I was really tired."

Dr. Jacobs said, "I would place that comment in the no shit category. You've been a sleep for over 8 hours. It's after 10. Now that you are up, I want for Gieavanni to do a set of vitals on you. I want to see if your pressure came up any since you are up."

"Sitting or laying?" I asked.

"I want both." He said and motioned for Gieavanni to come over to do the set of vitals. Derik was still sitting there and he had to be asked to move out of the way. After both sets of vitals were completed, I was still sitting on the bunk with Derik kneeling next to me. Dr. Jacobs told me that I seemed stable and that he didn't think that I needed to go to medical. He said that he would send Gieavanni to check on me tonight and he left. Followed by Gieavanni.

Now that we were alone, Derik seemed a bit agitated. He was pacing the floor mumbling to himself. I was getting a little dizzy just watching him. So I said, "You wanna tell me what's bothering you?"

He looked at me like I wasn't there then all of a sudden he stopped pacing and turned from the door and stared at me. "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten anything since this morning."

"Now that you mention it, I'm starved. I don't want anything heavy though." I said as I stood to walk over to the cubicles. I actually felt pretty good. I thought I would be a bit dizzy or something but I wasn't. Derik was just staring at me. He didn't say anything. He looked so serious. I got a pack of tuna and crackers with something to drink and went to sit in the chair and put it together. I sat and ate my food, it was probably the best meal that I had eaten in weeks or maybe I was just that hungry.

I stood up and put my garbage away and then went to brush my teeth. Derik was still just standing in the middle of the floor just staring at me. He was beginning to worry me but I knew that he would tell me what was up in his own time. After I was done brushing and had put my stuff away I went over and stood in front of him. He was still looking at me with that serious look on his face. I just wrapped my arms around his waist and lay my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me on the top of my head and then my forehead. He stayed like that with his mouth on my forehead and just held me. I didn't say anything. I didn't need to. Neither did he. We heard the announcement for evening count and we both turned to leave the cell.

He opened the door and we both stepped out. It didn't take long before we were called and then entered our cell closing the door and it being locked behind us. I went and sat on my bunk and Derik began pacing the floor again. I was really concerned but tended to give him his space like he did for me. He stopped abruptly and grabbed the chair and came and sat directly in front of me.

"I've been doing some research over the last couple months and while you were sleep today I made a phone call to confirm what I've read."

"You're talking in riddles babe. Spit it out."

He took a deep breath and he started to get a bit misty eyed. His eyes began to water and I thought he was going to cry. "No, this isn't right. I gotta do it right." He said, I think, to himself. He stood up and moved the chair over to its usual spot under the table. He turned around and had that sexy grin of his on his face. I looked up at him expectantly and he walked over and knelt down directly in front of me.

"Nick, I know you've been through a lot over the last few weeks...shit...over the last year or so. But I want you to know that I wouldn't trade our time together for anything in the world." He said all of this so smoothly and sexily that I didn't know whether to be concerned or drop and suck his dick.

"Nick, I can say this with all honesty that you have made me the happiest that I have ever been in my life and I can only hope that I've done the same for you. There is something that I need to say and I am sorry for rambling but I guess I'm just trying to get up the courage to say it."

I just looked at him and he had that smile on his face but hidden behind that was this look of trepidation that I don't think I have ever seen on him before. I reached up and placed my hand on his face and he leaned into it. The anxiety in him seemed to melt away. He placed his hand on top of mine and then closed his eyes and turned to kiss my hand. He then brought it down into my lap and connected our hands together.

"Nick, I know this isn't the best place or even best situation to ask this question, but...Will you marry me?"

I thought I was about to have a massive coronary. My heart stopped for just a split second and I felt like I was frozen for a moment. I looked at him in the eyes and I saw the nervousness in his expression. I really didn't know what to say. My mind was going super-fast. I opened my mouth and then closed it. I didn't know how I was supposed to respond to him. Fuck, could we even get married? How is this going to work? Does he really mean it? All of these questions ran through my mind in a split second. Then the answer came to me. I just wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his neck.

"Can I take that as a yes." He said. I could hear the smile in his voice.

I wanted to scream yes but couldn't really find my voice right now so I just nodded.

"Really?...You will?" He whispered in my ear as he gripped me harder.

"Yes...Fuck yes." I said into him. He started kissing me on the side of my head and around to my mouth. His kiss was rough and hard but had so much passion in it.

I had no idea what I had just agreed to. I wasn't even sure if it was possible. I've never considered getting married before. What I did know is that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him and I was going to find a way that we could do it outside of these walls, married or not.

He was still holding me just caressing me and kissing me every so often. Just then there was a knock on the cell door and a click. We separated with him still kneeling in front of me. CO Perkins walked in and Gieavanni was behind him.

"Just coming to check on you Nick. I guess I kind of dropped the ball on you earlier but when I came to check on you, you were sleep and I didn't want to bother you."

"I'm OK." I said and just then Derik reached up and cupped my face wiping away what I think was a stray tear.

"I just need to get some vitals on you." Gieavanni said as he began walking towards me. Derik stood up and allowed him access. He completed that task and pulled out some medication from his kit.

"I'm gonna stop you there, I don't want anything. Whatever you gave me earlier was a bit much, It had to be different from what I've been taking cause I've never felt like that before." I said.

"I don't believe so Nick, it's the same that you've been taking. Take a look at it." G said and handed to me.

I looked at the packet and it read Dilauded 10mg. Which is definitely not what I should be taking so I handed it back to him, "Read that." I said.

Derik looked at me as did G. Derik said, "What's wrong?"

"I should be getting Morphine, not Dilauded. It's the wrong medication."

G looked at the medication and the look that crossed his face...he could have shit bricks right then and there.

"Nick, I am so sorry. I don't know how I got this mixed up."

"Yeah, OK. I'm alright, I just don't want anything else. I'll just deal with the pain if it gets too bad, I'll call for something."

Derik was starting to turn all shades of red. His ears were bright red and he was grinding his teeth together. I just looked at him and shook my head no. He took as step back and stood up against the wall. All of this happened in a matter of seconds.

"Nick, you should take something. I'll go and get the correct meds, I just don't know how I got this mixed up."

"Like I said, I'm OK, I will send for you if I need anything, I don't want to take anything right now."

"Alright, just send for me if you need anything and I'm really sorry."

"Thanks." Was all I said. He turned to leave with Officer Perkins walking out behind him.

"Are you sure you're alright? You don't need anything?" Derik said.

"Nah, I'm good." I replied and reached out for him. Derik walked over to me smiling as he did so. He grasped my hand and knelt down in front of me. I was remembering our conversation prior to us being interrupted and was starting to get horny again. I really wanted to feel him inside of me. I've never wanted anything more in my life. I wanted make love to my man. I pulled him into a kiss. No words were spoken. I began undressing him lifting off his shirt first. After I took off his shirt he stopped and looked me in the eyes. That look of need in his eyes would make me do anything. I just wanted to please him, to show him just how much I love him and need him and want him.

He leaned in and kissed me again and I began massaging his chest and grazed his left nipple. He sucked in a breath and I felt his muscles contract under my touch. I did it again this time with the right nipple with the same reaction. I felt his muscles under my hand contracting under my touch and knew I was driving him wild. His breaths were raged and shallow. I wrapped my arms around his waist and traced his back down to his butt and squeezed. I leaned away from him and reached down to unbutton his pants and reached into his boxers to massage that monster that he calls his dick. I let his dick go and began to shimmy his pants and boxers down. He stood up to take them all the way off and his dick was bouncing in my face. I gripped that beautiful dick and kissed the tip. His essence was permeated in his groin.

I took in a deep breath and enjoyed that manly scent. I softly began sucking on just the tip of his dick enjoying the softness of his tip and the flavor of his pre-cum. As I sucked the tip of his dick I used my thumbs to massage the base of his dick just where his sack meets the dick. I could feel his dick pulsing with every inflection. I only concentrated on these two areas, his tip and massaging the base. I didn't want him to come quick, but I knew that doing this would bring him over the edge quickly. I had all night and I wanted him to cum as many times as I could make him.

I was massaging his tip with my tongue just as if I was kissing him softly in the mouth. The flavor of his cum was becoming more strong. It was changing from that sweet alkaline flavor to that woodsy, manly outdoorsy flavor of him. I knew he was going to cum soon so I increased my pace sucking just a little harder and stimulating his base with every pass of my tongue.

"Fuck...Fuck...Fuuuuccckkk. I heard him say as his orgasm began and he pushed his dick farther into my mouth unloading a bucket of cum into the back of my throat. I couldn't swallow fast enough. I felt a dribble slide down my mouth and I swallowed as fast as I could. His legs were shaking and his body was jerking. His orgasm subsided and he took his dick from my mouth. He leaned down and kissed me then said, "Fuck, I love you nigga." Then licked the cum from my chin and beard and stuck his tongue in my mouth. I sucked his tongue and he kissed me deeply.

I pulled away from him and looked him in the eyes. "I love you too. I wish you could make love to me right now."

"Nick, fuck man, I've been dreaming about fucking you for weeks."

"Wanna try?" I asked, knowing that I shouldn't, but I wanted to feel him so badly.

"I don't wanna hurt you. I wanna wait until I know you're OK."

I was a little disappointed but knew that he was right. He kissed me lightly and then slipped my arms out of my shirt and over my head. My dick was still sticking up out of my boxers and he began massaging it. "Lay back." He said.

I repositioned myself so that I could lay back on the bunk. Derik pulled my boxers off while I was scooting back. I lay flat on my back while he still had a grip on my dick using his thumb to rub the tip of my dick. He climbed on the bunk between my legs in what I can only guess was one of the most awkward positions. He ducked down and took my dick into his mouth straight down to the base and held it in the back of his throat. I bucked up into him and he pushed me back down into the bed. He sucked my dick repeatedly coming completely off of my dick and then going back down to the base. If I was fucking his mouth I would have been long stroking him. He was taking me on a rocket ride because he would take my dick completely into the back of his throat and massage it with his throat muscles and then sliding up on my dick he would massage the head with his tongue. He repeated this process several times until I was on the brink of orgasm then he would stop. He edged me so long that I was begging him to let me cum.

He looked up at me then came up and kissed me long and hard. He began grinding out dicks together. He was completely hard again and the pre-cum from his leaking and his spit from sucking my dick created just enough lubrication. I grabbed his ass and pulled him into me and ground my pelvis into his. He was still kissing me deeply and would suck my bottom lip into his mouth and graze it lightly with his teeth. I arched my back as my orgasm began to spill over. I just made sounds and he kissed me all over my lips, face and neck. He kept on grinding into me and I felt his dick go completely rigid and swell and then his cum shoot between us. His dick was quaking and I felt every jerk. He was breathing into my neck and as his orgasm subsided he kissed me lightly up until he reached my mouth and tongued me down good.

"Fuck you feel so fucking good." He said.

"I miss this feeling of your weight on me. You always make me feel so good."

"Well, I aim to please." He grinned into me. He climbed up off of me and grabbed a towel he used it first to wipe me off and then himself. I got under the cover and scooted close to the wall and he got in the bed next to me. He lay flat on his back and we got into our usual position with me laying on his chest. I was nowhere near tired and was still really excited about our earlier conversation. We had all day tomorrow to talk and I wanted him to rest. His heart rate began to slow down and I knew that he was about to go to sleep.

"I love you D."

"I love you too baby." He said and kissed me on the top of my head. I snuggled into him and just listened to his heart beat.