Warning: This story doesn't contain any sex. It's the story of gay teens. None of the characters are based on real people nor are they meant to resemble any living or dead people.
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Wrong Doings -- Shaun's Point of View
Each morning while I was in high school, I made it a point to get up early so and get ready ahead of everyone else. It's a habit that I've never given up. Even now, I am up on most mornings around 5:30 am. Generally I get up and read my journal entry from the night before. This morning is no different than any other expect for it's the weekend. My hands get my journal off the shelf and open it up.
"Dear Journal, my room-mate arrived today. Man, he is hot. I don't even know where to begin in explaining him to you. After the last room-mate, I don't want to expose my feelings to anyone again. All it does is cause me to feel pain. You have no idea how much I want to tell him that I'm gay. I just can't...I can't, maybe someday, when I've learned to trust him but not now. Not right now, I know that he'll just turn away from me. Well, I am going to bed now! Till tomorrow journal!"
After reading my journal, I gather up the clothes that I'm going to wear for today. The bath towel was set out the night before so it's easy to just grab it. My underwear comes off and my feet walk me out into the hallway. It doesn't dawn on me that I can't parade around naked now that I have a room-mate living with me. Wonder, if he's up. Did he see my naked body? Entering the bathroom, the door gets shut, the clothes put on the hamper, and the shower door opened. Stepping into the bathtub for my shower, I turn on the water and get it warm before I ever turn on the shower. As I'm washing, my thoughts turn to all the trouble that room-mates have caused me. Well okay, maybe only one has given me any hassles. Jason doesn't appear to be the type to give me problems but it's still way too early to tell. My hand reaches down and plays with my cock.
I don't jerk off in the shower now that I've got my own bedroom. If the need arises, it's a simple matter of just closing the door to my room. My hand manages to get my cock to half mast without even really meaning to. Once I soaped up my balls, then my cock got hard. Its full 7 inches came to life. Today, there are plans in my head so I won't be masturbating today. Instead I step out of the shower and start drying off.
In a flash I'm dressed. My clothes are on and yes, there is a bulge in my shorts but I don't care. Matt, one of my best friends, has seen me hard a dozen times. He's also one of the few friends that have ever jerked off with me. He's never touched me or allowed me to touch him but he's very comfortable being naked around other guys. I had plans to have breakfast with him at the Lincoln Buffet which has the best breakfast spread in the county. In order to keep my shape though Lincoln Buffet is a place that gets my business only once or twice a month. I swing by Matt's place and pick him up. "So did your room-mate make it in yesterday?" Matt asks. He always tries to dig information out of me. It doesn't seem to matter what we're talking about either. "Yeah, I'm thinking he made it in around 3:00 pm. He had two friends with him to help him unload." Matt's face showed his disinterest in what I said. "Come on spill, I know there is something else going on. You can't keep secrets from me. You should know that by now." How do I tell him that I'm already feeling an attraction to this guy? He tried to warn me about developing crushes on guys so fast. "Okay...Okay, my room-mate is very hot, and I don't want your sermon about me moving too fast." "So if you don't want to hear my little talk, why are you crushing on this guy? I thought Payton would have cured you of attaching to someone to quickly." My heart sank at the mention of Payton's name. I don't want to even talk about it now. My stomach is empty and it needs to be fed otherwise, this car might just turn around. It's still too early for the all the pain to be gone.
Over breakfast, we talked about Jason. I would to hear Jason's voice in the morning. A part of me wants to shout from the mountain tops that I'm gay. I want him to be with me. "Shaun, if you're going sit there and dream about this guy, then just talk to him. Flat out talk to him!" Matt just doesn't understand the fear that sits in my heart. I'm afraid of losing him as a room-mate. "I'd rather have him as a friend." Matt frowned at me. "But then you'll be here every day complaining about how you want to tell him that you love him." I wanted to deny it but he's right. He is right, I would be down here. "You know what hurts; I want to tell him about me. I want to be in love." Matt smiled at me just before he spoke. "You need to get over it! Now let's finish eating without talking about Jason anymore." We finished eating as we discussed everything else under the sun. After we ate, we sat around for a little bit and talked some more before we headed home.
When I got home, I saw that Jason was on the phone so I went to my room. I sat there and looked over my mail from last week. I heard Jason say "Come on over!" I have no clue who was coming but I hoped and prayed that it wasn't April. Seeing April with Jason would only make me feel bad. Before long the Tom came over, Jason and him sat around talked. I heard one of them mention my name. I had to know what they were saying about me. Leaving my room, I walked into the kitchen pretending to get a glass of water. Carefully, I tried to listen to what they said. "Do you really think he's gay?" Jason said. "Not sure but he's pretty hot." Tom said as he turned around and caught me listening in on their conversation. Right then Jason got up and went into the bathroom leaving Tom and me alone. This guy who doesn't know me was giving me an evil eye.
I have a feeling that I'm about to balled out over something. He got up and headed into the kitchen by me. "Were you listening to our conversation?" He said to me quietly so Jason wouldn't over hear. "I was just getting a glass of water." Why am I lying to this guy? I don't owe anything to this guy. "Look, I saw you listening to us and I don't think that Jason would be too happy with you." I don't need this guy causing my room-mate to flee.
Jason comes out of the bathroom and picks up the phone. "April answer the phone!" "Hey beautiful!" Now, I know that April had answered the phone. "Do you want to join us for Pizza, my treat? Are you interested?" There was silence. I didn't want to go out for pizza with April or with Tom. It's going to bother me being around Jason and April. In about an hour April showed up at the apartment building. "Come on Shaun we need to head out!" Jason was ready to head out. "So is anyone else starving?" Jason was ready to pig out and I was ready to hide.
We all packed into Tom's car. There must be some evil plan out to get me. I ended up sitting next to April. Her eyes gazed down into my crotch. Her mind must have been wondering how large my cock must be. Honestly, having her thinking about me that way was making me sick. At one point, she even reached down with her left hand and rested it on my right thigh. I wanted to get this ride over. My face was red and she seemed to relish on it. She smiled broadly at me as we pulled up to the restaurant.
We got out of the car and as I stepped out. I felt April grab my crotch to check out my limp cock. Talk about unexpected and totally unwelcomed, all I could was walk away. To take my mind off of her, I made sure to get an eyeful of Jason's ass. April caught up with me and said "I bet the girls like you! I know that I do. We should hook up?" "I'm sure that you are sweet, but I'm not looking for any hookups." You know, I wasn't lying to her. For one thing, there is no attraction to women running through my brain and my blood. The rest of the night went fine. April quit hitting on me and I was free to talk with Tom and Jason. At one point, Tom and Jason stepped away to talk. Is Tom telling him about my listening in on their conversation? We continued to talk and enjoy the pizza. Our ride back to the apartment was very quiet.
Not only was the ride home quiet, but our short walk into the apartment was quiet too. When we entered the apartment, Jason asked me to sit down. I sat down on the couch and waited for whatever he had to say. "Tom told me that you were listening in on our conversation earlier." I could tell that he was upset. My moth wanted to open and let words out, but he wouldn't let me. "I'm not why you felt it was okay to listen to us, but IT will not happen again. It's not going to happen again, do you hear me?" I knew he wouldn't be happy with me if he found out. At least, he's speaking with his hands and not his fists. Jason quickly gave up his anger and sat down. "I think that I'm going to go into my room and get ready for bed." I too retired to my room.
In my room, the phone jumped into my hand. Matt was the only person that would understand what was going on. "Hello!" "It's me, Matt! I wasn't going to call you but I needed someone to talk with. Jason's friend, April, grabbed my cock." He sighed and then laughed. "Are you serious? She actually grabbed you." "Yeah I am serious" Does he think that I would make this up. I mean really. "Did you tell Jason?" Tell Jason that his friend hit on me? No wouldn't even dawn on me to tell him. "No Matt, I haven't said anything to him. I suppose at some point I will say something to him. "So have you told him that you like him?" "Nope, I haven't said anything to him." "WHAT?" Now Matt is upset with me, I can't win. "I just can't tell him! Well, I need to get going. I need to write in my journal and call it a night." "Okay, I'll talk to you later!"
My hands hung up the phone and grabbed the journal. I won't write much tonight. My entry talks about Jason and my spying, April's grabbing of my cock and Jason's talk with me. My mind is so tired. My mind just can't focus on what I'm feeling right now. Tomorrow, Miss. White and I will have a long visit since I didn't get their today. I think we'll have a long talk about Jason. Not that I don't trust Matt, but somehow advice sounds better coming from her wisdom. Night!
Chapter 2 -- Wrong Doing -- Jason's View
I'm not a morning person unless I have to be. Maybe I heard, Shaun moving in the background. I'm not sure what woke me up. Here I am though awake at 5:00 am. I'm not about to get out of bed though. I'll hang out in bed for awhile before I get up and water Lucy. Hmmm...I just can't sit here. I went out long enough to get some of the water set aside for Lucy's dish and then went back to my room. I carefully opened the tank so not to disturb her. Carefully the water was poured into the water dish and I returned to bed.
Wasn't in bed very long before I heard Shaun waking up. My ears heard him messing around in his room. My door was still was cracked open just a bit. Lucky for me too, because I got an eyeful, a naked Shaun walked past my room. Man...he is hot. His pubes are left untouched. His cock looks like its 6 inches long hangs down over two nice sized balls. His ass is perfectly tight and it's smooth. The muscles on his body just make me want to feel each and every inch of him. Images of him run through my mind. It wasn't too long before my cock responded to the image that past by my door. I was rock hard and my precum was starting to flow. Somewhere deep inside of me, I was churning. My right hand grabbed my cock and started to stroke it. There was no time for rubbing my balls or my nipples. My need is simple; I need to squirt. The amount of precum was some of the greatest amounts I've had in my life so far. One finger found its place in my mouth. It was moving in and out of my mouth. In a minute or two, it found a place up my ass. Between my finger and my right hand, my balls were starting boil. Very quickly, I would have cum leaking down my fist. The fluids started to rise up my shaft. It then exploded out of my piss slit. I was trying to keep quiet amongst my moans of pleasure. Every inch of me wanted this moment to be performed by Shaun. After wiping off the cum with a rag, I jumped from my bed.
My feet walked over to the dresser. Opening two drawers, I pulled my socks and a pair of underwear out. Walking over to the closet and entering it, I pulled out a shirt and a pair of jeans. On the way out of my room I checked on Lucy just to make sure she was okay. The mixture of sleep and semen demanded a shower before I got dressed. Well, it's not like I would have taken one any way. After my shower I think that I'll give Tom a call.
It felt so good getting lathered up. For as much as I love to jerk off, I hate the feeling of dried cum on my body. Just being able to get that funk of my body is enough to make my day. There is something a nice warm shower that invigorates me. My body feels alive and ready to take on the world. Stepping out of the shower, I put on my deodorant, splashed on some cologne, shaved and combed my hair. As soon as I was dressed, I went to my room and called Tom.
I entered his number as quickly as I could. I knew that wherever Shaun had gone that he wouldn't be gone long. Luckily, Tom answered in just a few short minutes. "Hey Stud, what's up?" Tom said. "Not much! Come over?" As I finished that sentence, I was aware that Shaun had come home. It only took him a little while to get here. Soon we were sitting on couch. "So why did you want me to come over?" Tom asked me. "To be honest, I wanted to talk to you about Shaun." I told him wanting to hopefully get his impressions of the guy. Shaun left his room and headed into the kitchen. "Well to be honest, I think your room-mate is gay." Tom answered and shocked me. He has always had this amazing gaydar for a guy who isn't gay. "Do you really think he's gay?" I asked. Honestly, I felt stunned. It could explain some of Shaun's weird behavior. Still, it's best to never assume anything about anyone. I've learned that the hard way on a couple of occasions. "Not sure but he's pretty hot!" "Tom, I need to use the john."
I left the guys to go take a piss. When I came back out, Tom was talking with Shaun and my stomach was starting to rumble. Quickly, I picked up the phone and called April. "Hey beautiful!" I said when I heard April's phone pick up. "What do you want handsome?" April said in response. "Do you want to join us for Pizza, my treat? Are you interested?" I asked her while at the same time announcing my plans to everyone else in the room. Shaun did not look excited at all. One of these days, I'll find out why. We waited for an hour April. I looked at Shaun and said "Come on Shaun we need to head out!" "So is anyone else starving?" I asked as I got ready to leave the apartment. Everyone followed me but Shaun still looked uncomfortable. I have to remember to ask him why he is so uncomfortable.
Things were quiet on the ride up to the restaurant. Occasionally I looked back at Shaun only to find him with the same uncomfortable look on his face. We sat and our waitress took our order, a large ham and pineapple pizza. It's a tradition amongst my friends. Even Shaun Mr. Uncomfortable even ate some of the pizza. When it came time to pay the bill, everyone gladly chipped in some money and I paid for the tip. After eating, Tom took me aside to tell something "Shaun was listening in our conversation at the apartment". I was mad. I glanced at Shaun and then walked out to the car. We had to talk but I figured that it was best done at home instead of in front of our friends. Needless to say the way home was very quiet.
Once our feet entered the apartment, I turned to Shaun and said "Shaun, I think you should sit down. Tom told me that you were listening in on our conversation earlier." I was visibly upset and Shaun's face showed that he knew exactly what I was thinking. "I'm not why you felt it was okay to listen to us, but IT will not happen again. It's not going to happen again, do you hear me?" I wanted him to know exactly what I thought about this little stunt. Right now, I didn't even want to hear from him. After saying what I needed to say, I sat down right next to him. I stayed there for just a second in case he wanted to say something to me. He didn't say a peep. Since it had been a long day, I decided to just turn in and leave everything for another day. "I think that I'm going to go into my room and get ready for bed." We each got up and headed into our separate rooms.