Hey guys, I'm back with a new part of JC Dreams.
DISCLAIMER THINGY: If you are underaged, offended by m/m concepts, then I will now ask you to leave. I ain't gonna get busted if your mama walks in and catches you choking the chicken to this if ya know what I mean. I don't know or claim any personal knowledge of Nsync and their personal lives, I don't agree with the arguements as to their sexuality, please don't put them to me... this is purely a fan-fiction. Also all songs belong to respective artists. All ownership will be listed at the bottom of the story.
Author's Words: I want to thank all those who have written in and given me advice and so on. It's all greatly appreciated. I wish to also note those who have complained about the sex scenes I have written. They aren't long or in-depth I know. Please remember that JC and Tony have only just started having sex and are taking their time with this. Please bear this in mind when you write in and bitch to me about it because I will tell you the exact same thing in the reply that I have just told you now.
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This series is dedicated to Brendon Alexander James. 10-Jan-1980 to 20-08-2000. Eternal rest granted I pray. I miss you Boo.
JC Dream 16 by Sun Child
JC and Tony lay down on the bed, quietly just holding each other. Eventually JC spoke,
"What makes you say Jason is gay?"
"I dunno, there's just something about him. You don't have to believe me, just call it gaydar or whatever you want." Tony told him. JC nodded, gaydar being a new concept to him, sure he'd heard of it in the gay chat rooms but never really understood it. It was meant to be like the thing that let gay guys know that other guys were gay. JC never really needed it so he hadn't bothered finding out more about it. JC lay his head down on Tony's chest and put his arm across Tony who reached over and held JC.
"Josh, what's bugging you?"
"I don't know. I guess this entire Jason being gay thing is."
"Why?"
"I used to have the biggest crush on him, but like I never let anyone know it. I don't know... I was just wondering, maybe if I had known... who knows." JC admitted.
"If you had known, chances are, I wouldn't be pursuing a music career and I wouldn't be lying here with you, holding you and enjoying your company." Tony told JC, a little worried by JC's admission.
"I guess. So good things really do come out of ignorance and being naive." JC smiled. Tony smiled, half-heartedly, but he smiled all the same. JC didn't seem to pick it up and they lay there, talking idly, nothing too serious.
Soon the spare time was up and they had to head to Lance's room. Knocking, they waited until Lance opened the door and walked on in. Sitting down, JC on the end of Lance's bed, Tony in between his legs, leaning back. A thought occured to Tony.
"Has anyone told Jason about Josh and I?" The others looked at each other.
"Not unless Chris or Joey have." Shrugged Lance.
"Do you think it'll be a problem?" Asked Justin.
"Doubt it, he's camp as." Tony laughed. Lance and Justin both nodded, Justin turning to Lance.
"Joey owes us a twenty each now."
"You guys were betting on Jason's sexuality?" Asked Tony, a little surprised. Justin and Lance shrugged.
"Passed time." Tony just nodded. There was a knock at the door and Justin answered it, letting Joey, Chris and Jason in. Joey and Chris walked in and weren't surprised by the sight of JC and Tony, Jason on the other hand. Well, Tony had never seen someone's jaw hit the ground so fast. Deciding to have fun, Tony camped it up.
"Jason dah-link. Pick up ya mouth suga, or you gonna catch some flies for we nice girls over here." The others all cracked up at Jason's expense, who was turning beet red. Eventually Jason managed to control himself.
"Sorry, I didn't ... that... I was..."
"You weren't expecting it and it came as a shock to you?" Supplied Tony. Jason just nodded stupidly. Tony smiled warmly.
"well you know now... so deal with it sister." With that he looked at Lance.
"Schedules... isn't that why we are here."
"Uh yeah. That and so you can tear Jason apart by the sounds of it."
"Oh I haven't even started yet." Tony smiled. Jason got a worried look on his face.
"Just don't cross me and you'll be fine." Tony smiled at Jason. Jason nodded, not real sure. Lance then proceeded to give details as to what their tour schedule was and what their photo shoots were. Tony's was more or less the same as the guys apart from a few radio promos he had. With that, the group dissolved into mindless chatter, Tony was the only one who didn't fully join in. This didn't go unnoticed by Justin who made a mental note to talk to Tony later. After half an hour, Tony stood and looked at the group.
"Well, I'm going for a walk. I'll see you all later." With that he headed towards the door. JC rose to go with him. Tony smiled.
"Babe, you stay here. You don't need to ditch on your friends to be with me." JC nodded, unsure but sat back down. Heading out the door Tony sighed lightly and walked down to his and JC's room. Collecting his cap and wallet, Tony headed back to Lance's room to give JC the key. Before knocking Tony listened a little at the door.
"So does anyone else have any admissions for the night?" He heard Chris ask. There was a silence then Jason spoke.
"Yeah, I do. I guess I should have told you all before, I'm gay." The others just smiled and told him it was cool. Tony smiled, knowing he was right. He knocked lightly on the door and when Justin opened the door he held out the key.
"Can you give this to Josh... he'll need it to get in." Tony told him. Justin walked out the door, pulling it closed behind him.
"I can do that, but before you go... spill. What's the deal with you being out of it?"
"Nothing Juz. I'm just a little tired and not used to touring." Tony lied.
"Uh huh, and I'm Chrisina Aguilera... tell me Tony."
"Nothing is wrong Juz. I'm just tired."
"What's JC said to you Tone?"
"Well, before when we left to go to the room, I told him Jason was gay. He then told me he kinda had a crush on Jason and, well, I dunno. Just the fact he knows Jason is gay now and seeing as though they are both going to be on tour together. I'm being paranoid I know, Josh loves me and wouldn't do that to me... would he?"
"I doubt it Tone, but if he does, he'll have several kicking his ass. I think you'll only need to worry if Bobbie appears somewhere."
"Bobbie?"
"His ex-girlfriend. They were madly and deeply in love, or so I gather. Every time they catch up, the rest of us fall off the face of the earth and there's only her. I think he still loves her, but I doubt she would win out over you." Justin told Tony. Tony just nodded.
"Well, I'll deal with the Bobby thing when it happens. Until then, I have a Jason to contend with. Anyhow, I'm going for a walk. I'll see you later." Tony turned and started to walk away. Justin spoke up.
"Tony, you know my door and shoulder are always here for you if you need them." Tony nodded.
"Thanks Juz." With that Tony turned again. Justin sighed and walked back into the room.
Tony walked out onto the sidewalk and sighed. JC and Jason, he guessed it had a nice ring to it. As much as he knew JC loved him, he had the lingering doubt. Walking up to a newstand he grabbed a packet of smokes. Paying the guy, he opened the packet of smokes, took one out and lit it.
"Those aren't good if you're going to be a muso." Said a voice from behind. Turning Tony saw Britney standing there.
"Hey Brit, what are you doing here?"
"I have some spare time from touring so I thought I would catch up with you and the guys." Brintey told him giving him a hug.
"Now tell me, what's wrong that you need a cancer stick?"
"Just a silly worry."
"If you're turning to nicotine, it must be something major."
"Well, Jason's come out and Josh has or at least had, a crush on him and I'm worried about what could happen on this tour."
"Well, Tony, go talk to him... you owe him that much." Tony nodded and finished his smoke. Flicking his head in the direction of the hotel
"You want me to walk you?"
"Perfect gentleman aren't you."
"I try." Laughed Tony.
Walking back to the hotel, Britney and Tony talked idly. They seperated ways at Lance's door, Tony continued on upto the room he was sharing with JC, while Britney knocked on the door to Lance and Justin's room. Knocking upon the door, Tony was a little surprised to find there was no answer. Walking back down to Justin and Lance's room, he knocked and was let in by Lance.
"I thought you would be back in your room with JC." Lance said.
"Well, I knocked but there was no answer inside so I didn't bother. I thought he must have been down here with you all still." Lance shook his head, looking around the room, Tony noted that Jason was also missing. Lance reached over and picked up a key.
"Well, here's the spare. I always get them... this lot are forever leaving them in their rooms so it pays to be prepared." Tony nodded and walked back to the room and unlocked it. Walking in, Tony was greeted by the sight of Jason lying on top of JC who was pushing him off.
"What the fuck is going on here?" Demanded Tony. Jason spun at Tony's voice and glared at Tony.
"Nothing that concerns you. Why don't you just fuck off and go away. Go crawl back into your city street shit heap that you came from." Jason snarled. Tony strode to where JC and Tony were lying, Jason tried to stand up to Tony but all he got was thrown against the far wall. Turning, Tony looked at JC.
"Are you okay?" JC just nodded and looked away. Turning again to face Jason, Tony walked over to him and grabbed him by the front of the shirt and pinned him against the wall.
"Don't you ever touch my boyfriend again."
"Your boyfriend? Then why is it he couldn't stop watching me all night?" Jason snorted.
"Because he's human. Everyone will look at others whether they are dating, married or single. You should know that when you work so closely with the public." Snarled Tony.
"I suggest you stay away from me and Josh for the rest of the tour. I would hate to have to break your nose in self defense." Tony dropped Jason to the ground.
"Now get your clothes and get out." Tony told him dangerously. Jason walked over to his clothes definatly and collected them off the ground. He then stalked out of the room throwing a withering glare at JC and Tony. After he had left, Tony walked over to where JC was sitting.
"Are you okay babe?" JC refused to meet Tony's eyes.
"Josh?" Tony tried again on the be given silent treatment.
"Do you want me to sleep in another room tonight?" JC just shrugged, not facing Tony, just staring vacantly into space. Tony reached into his pocket and pulled out the packet of smokes.
"Do you want to come out onto the balcony and have a smoke with me?" Tony offered JC the pack who took a smoke and walked outside without even waiting for Tony. Sighing, Tony took one of his own and a lighter. Sitting out on the balcony, Tony watched JC for any sign of life. His eyes were glazed and distant.
"Josh, do you want to talk to me?" JC turned and looked Tony dead in the eyes.
"You weren't there when I needed you." Tony did a double take.
"I didn't know anything was wrong."
"You said you'd always be there for me."
"Josh, had he done something before I got back?" JC averted his eyes.
"It doesn't matter now anyways." JC said quietly. With that he took another draw on the smoke. Tony finished his smoke and flicked the butt. He then got up.
"I'm taking both keys with me." He walked back inside and grabbed the keys the continued out the door. He walked down to Justin and Lance's room. Justin opened the door and let him in. As soon as Tony was inside, Jason stood to make an exit to the bathroom. Tony took a couple of steps and grabbed him by the shirt and threw him into another wall.
"What the fuck did you do to him." Hissed Tony.
"Only what you wouldn't." Jason threw back.
"Did he say yes?"
"His body did."
"Did his mouth?" Jason didn't respond. Tony was about to throw Jason into the wall again when Joey, Chris and Justin all reached him and pulled him off. Jason used the chance to escape to the bathroom. As the door closed Tony shrugged the others off him.
"Tone, what's wrong?" Justin asked. Tony sat down heavily on the bed.
"Because of that asshole, I'm losing my boyfriend. I think, no I'm just about sure he... he ... well forced Josh to... well, you know." Tony disclosed, tears starting to roll down his cheeks. Justin walked over to him and wrapped him arms around Tony. Tony put his head on Justin's shoulder and let all the hurt and fear fall from him. During the emotional exchange, Jason opened the bathroom door and made his way to the bedroom door only to be met there by Britney who pointed back to the other room. He tried to push pass her and she slapped him so hard that Joey came to see what was going on. Seeing Jason, Joey grabbed him by the shirt (here's hoping it wasn't an expensive shirt) and threw him back into the main room with the others. Tony couldn't even look at Jason.
"I'm going to see Josh." Tony said standing. He walked towards the door and Britney went with him.
"I'll come, you can use the support." Tony looked at the tiny petite girl next to him who was full of heart and smiled.
"Thanks Brit." With that they both walked out of the room and made their way down to Tony and JC's room. Opening the door, they found JC on the balcony still, holding another cigarette. Britney slapped his shoulder.
"Good going, now he's addicted." She smiled. Walking out there they both sat next to JC.
"Josh, do you want to talk now?" Asked Tony.
"JC, I'm here as well." Britney said softly.
"Please, just let me deal with my demons my own way." JC told them, gazing vacantly into space, a lone tear rolling down over his cheek.
--- Well there it is. Weren't expecting that were you. Hope you enjoyed it... I'm not sure how good it is.
Take care and enjoy, SC.