John was my fix.
I have to be straight from the onset and say I simply love to take oral. And give too. I enjoy that more than anything but if it leads to other things
then that is a bonus. But it simply has to be with John. I am besotted by him. I have suffered and ached so much since he just stopped coming on a prearranged date and I could not discover why. He was my fix. He was on the way, driving the five miles from where he lived with his mother to where I lived. When he was a bit late I eagerly phoned him and he said he was on the way and wouldn't be long. That was the last I heard from him until recently. That was two whole years ago and he never told me why he didn't turn up when he said he would and that he was looking forward to it. The only thing I can think of is that he got fed up of our brief sessions which had to be squeezed into two hours whilst my wife was away doing her WI bit. Don't get me wrong, I do love my wife but the sex went out of the window long ago when she had to have her womb removed, which consequently put her off of any contact. Although she was willing to do things for me that eased my frustration it was never the same. Around about that time I got to talking tom guys on the internet, mainly on the Utopia pages and realized I had a deep leaning which I had never really discovered until I met John on the net. One thing led to another and when we arranged our first meeting in a supermarket car park I doubted of he would turn up, because already I had one or two guys that didn't, who were all talk and no action. But he was there, I recognized his car registration that he had given to me and immediately we gelled, >From that moment forward I was taken by him and for the first time in my life I realized my true leaning. We both knew what we were about because we had talked about it so many times online and just putting my hand down between his legs and feeling him was something that came naturally and when he didn't resist I just carried on enjoying the feel of him, both of us focusing onto each other's eyes in a way which seemed so wonderful and good. Then when he unzipped for me it didn't take long for me to hook him out. He opened his thighs and pouched down his briefs to give me better access and it was so wonderful, the feel and the smell of him. I realized straight way that I had met my guy. I massaged him for a time I was getting the feel of him. It was so nice and very erect. I saw the black vein running along the center which was rather becoming and I did the things I would do to myself, cupping and squeezing him there, touching his glans as I teased back his foreskin. Next moment I was sucking him. He muttered and moaned something about how good it was and I felt him take a hold of his shaft and massage it into my busy mouth. It was the start of something that became a real necessity every tome we met. It was like a drug, I just could not do without my regular cock suck. It
was simply lovely and divine and, even after we'd parted, I could still smell him in the palm of my hand. I did not wash my hands - I wanted still to smell him in bed, imagine I was still sucking him as I gently massaged myself into a beautiful climax. I told him later as we got to know each other more and he said to massage him with a hanky I could save for later and pout under my pillow. It was those little things that meant so much, John was so considerate and I remember that first time we mutually sucked, It was heaven on earth and he loved it as much as I did. Our first time in the car however ended abruptly. John was very careful not to let anyone see us and when a woman came around pinning leaflets to the windscreens he urged me to stop quickly as he out his still thr9bbing well sucked cock away.. We talked about where we could simply have some privacy. He said his place was out because he lived with mum and didn't want her to find out about that side of him. And I was married so that was awkward too. What should we do? I suggested we find a country lane and pull in a lay by or something but still he was concerned someone would see us. I said I would work something out and he let me have a final feel before he drove off and we made our promise to keep in contact. I want that Peter I really do, so work something out soon huh?" Walking home from the place he dropped me I put my hand to my face to smell him in my palm. I rolled my tongue around in my mouth and tasted his scent still lingering there. It was delightful and I had e very lusty night that night wanking myself off it seemed ever hour. My God I just had to be with John and soon. Such was his charisma. I had never known such a strong urge to suck cock. It was so lovely to feel and to taste his contours in my mouth and suck him to my heart's content. He never climaxed because of the interruption but I wanted that. I would take him into my mouth I knew that, I would suck him all up and more, suck and ball him silly and if that meant he wanted to fuck me then so be it. I was curious to discover just how that would feel to have a large stiff erection pushed up inside me, I would gladly let John do that if he wanted.
I phoned him the next day. I said that my wife goes to her WI club once a week and that would be a good opportunity if he didn't mind coming around to my place. "That will be lovely Pete. How long will we have?" I told him about two hours "I think we could do some real wonderful things in two hours eh Pete?" Just the thought and as we spoke we both admitted getting a swell. "I wish you could be here right now Pete, I have a real lovely one for you. " I went along with that. Told him how I wanted to suck him like crazy. I heard a begin to breath heavily and realized he had cum. "See what effect you have eon me Pete?" But I was busy too and delivered a real hot handful which was so lovely. "Let us make it 7pm Friday evening then John" I said "Perfect" he replied eagerly. "Can I just ask you something Pete?" "Sure." "Do you fuck, I mean would you let me fuck you, I would like that?" I shook with excitement. This was going to be wonderful. "Of course, I will be ready for you John" "Great I will look forward" he said and the next two days when so slow. Me imagining i just how it would be, how it would feel with that gorgeous seven inch thick cock wedged up key ass, But I wanted it, I really did. Just to feel that which I had sucked and enjoyed so much entering my body was a beautiful tho9ught. I came twice in the loo thi8nking about it and then again when having a shower. "You are a long time in there?" My wife questioned but told her I was fine and was just enjoying the new shower unit I had fixed in the day before. Me thinking how good it would be to share a shower with John again It all went well, our little arrangement and we certainly discovered lots of ways of enjoying each other to the full. The first time he fucked me was over the edge of the bath and I wanted to be all ass for him, putting my head down into the bath and letting him have the best penetration of me open legged. It felt so hard and I thought he'd never make it at first. "You are so tight Pete, I love a good tight fuck, Have you any Vaseline to help the way?" I said it was in the medicine cupboard and it was nice feeling him grease me up, pushing his fingers into me and twirling it around the way he did. It felt good though. When eventually it entered me I just have yelled. He stopped and asked if it was okay. I said yes and not to stop., Then he let go, straight up into me and no messing. It hurt like hell at first but then, after the initial shafting it felt numb and responsive and I helped him by moving my hips to his motion and we had a real nice gratifying fuck. I looked around and saw him going down in his knees, the next thing he was sucking me out where he had just fucked,. So this is how it was going to be, after that and still aching from his fuck I took his still seeping cock and sucked it dry, squeezing his balls as well. It was divine the that taste gorgeous.. That took care of our first two hour session which went perfectly and we looked forward to the next one. But now back to the present I had missed John for two years. But now we had found each other again. He confessed he had been with another guy who had a beard he didn't like and all he wanted to do was mutually wank. But he was so glad I was able to contact him again over the net because he had lost my number and felt awkward about running up out of the blue. But it didn't matter too much because all I wanted it to have him again the way we were, to suck him and feel his wonderful fulfilling deep fuck inside me. "It look just as good as ever" I complimented when he dropped his jeans for me. "There it is then, all for you "he said and I remember he always said that and U was happy to help myself which he liked too. I kneeled rolling it in my palms, smelling the odor of sweet cock again. Then, stroking his length as it started to pulse up and down. That was so good, Then the first lick, running my tongue along its length and underneath those beautifully defined balls and squeezing them in the process. "Not too hard Pete. Remember how you hurt me once?!" I located my head under and beneath his thighs as he opened for me, that gorgeous bunch hanging down like grapes just asking to be sucked, licked and balled. It was very gratifying and then I yearned for the taste of cock again. Easing back that foreskin to reveal the beautiful red orifice and that lovely p-hole just waiting to be sucked and spoiled. The taste was earthy and pungent, his pre-cum tasted like the sea, dripping down my chin as I gave him the most beautiful slow sucking I could render enjoying ever minute, the utter feel of his knob between my lips and lots of deep massage into the bargain until I felt his fingers find me again. He wanted me across the edge of the settee and fucked the ass off me like there was no tomorrow. We had a lot to make uo for and his spanking was divine as always. I wanted to be all quality ass for him for ever and ever and no mistake. He fucked me and fucked me and then the two hours were up. But I was left completely gratified as he threw on hogs gear and made for the door. See you next Friday Pete. "Haven't you forgotten something? I asked. He smiled knowing immediately what it was. "Come on then, use your handkerchief this time I am all out for them!" He unzipped and there it was again, my heavenly shaft of delight. I gave him a quick wank and he was soon there for me, I had the taste and the smell of him all in one and placed the hanky in its special place under the pillow on my bed..