I have been reading the E-mails people have been sending me, and thank you. I even got someone interested in characters, how cool is that. Well, I'm gonna slow down between posts, and try to make them all roughly the length of chapter 2. I have yet to decide how many chapters this will be, so please keep sending fan mail, I'm addicted!
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Well, first I guess I should throw in all the regular crud. If your under eighteen (21 in some places) this site aint fer yer little eyes. Also for all those peeps who find this stuff distasteful or "wrong", than why are you here? Leave before you read something you don't want to. Finally, for all those who do read on and see things you don't want to, I am not responsible for that, you have been warned.
This is a work of complete fiction, nothing in it has happened. Anything that is in anyway like a real situation or person is completely coincidental. I can't stress this enough, this aint real.
"Is he ok?" I managed to say.
"He's in the ICU, but the doctors think he'll be ok." As mile spread from ear to ear.
"Can we see him? I need to call his parents still. Is he awake? When will he be back to work?" I was giddy with relief.
"I'm not sure, just call his parents. I'll call you on your cell later. Close up the store at 9 like usual but stay closed to the public." Ron said.
"K, I'll call everyone. You call me as soon as he's awake." I replied.
"All right, talk to you later." With that he hung up.
I looked at Johnny, "He's gonna be ok."
"Good" he said back.
"JENA!!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. Her little form came running to the front of the store. Her curly blond locks were a mess. I told her not to twist her hair when worried.
"What, was that Ron, is Tom ok?"
"I hate to inform you, that we're stuck with Tom for a while longer." She slapped me REALLY hard, and then hugged me. I rubbed my face in the hug, and said "Ouch! That hurt."
"I know, don't ever do that to me again!" she said with a huge smile.
Johnny just sat there smiling.
We closed the store, and said good bye to Jena as she left for her dorm room at the college two blocks away. Johnny smiled at me and we started walking to the cafe that's down the street. We walked in silence until Johnny said something.
"I'm glad your boss will be better." He said, still looking forward.
"Yeah." I replied. This was a very awkward situation for me. I still hadn't said anything to him about him being in the closet.
"Listen, I really like you." He said grabbing my arm to stop me. "You are one of the cutest, smartest, kindest people I've ever met. In the past few hours, I've seen more of who you are as a person than I have of some of my best friends. I want to try and have a relationship if you want to."
He looked scared about how I'd respond. I looked him straight in the eyes and then looked around and dragged him into a small walkway of the main sidewalk. When I got him there I kissed him deeply. I let my tongue explore his mouth, and he reciprocated. When we broke the kiss, I looked at him and said, "I'm not ready to come out yet."
"Neither am I. You're the first person I've ever told. Right now all I want is you." I smiled at him saying that. We left the side path and got to the coffee shop. We went and placed the orders. I got a Caramel Macchiato, and he got a Cappuccino. When I went to pay, he grabbed my hand and paid himself, and winked at me.
We left the counter and went to the corner of the shop where no one could hear us. "That was so sweet. Thank you." I was smiling so hard I thought my face would bust.
"Well, I just wanted to treat my guy." He said taking a sip of his drink, then setting it down. I busted out laughing. He had managed to get foam all over his short mustache. and on the tip of his nose. "What?"
"Are you gonna wipe that off, or am I gonna have to lick it off?" I said, calming a bit.
"Sorry." Even with the good tan he has, he still turned bright red.
We talked for an hour or so, and then started to my place. When we got to the front door I pulled him to the side, where no one could see us, and started kissing him. As we were kissing, I rubbed his back and ran my fingers though his hair. He rubbed my back with one hand and cupped my ass with the other. I felt something poking me in the groin, and imagined he felt something similar. We broke the kiss and I looked at him, he looked back at me and said "I'll call you tomorrow."
"Definitely." With that he made his way to the dorm with a good lump in his khakis. "I did that." I whispered to my self. Then I went upstairs and my phone rang. "Hello?"
"It's Ron, the doctors say he can have visitors tomorrow, I'm headin home. See ya." Came Ron's voice.
"Cool. See ya later." And I hung up, fell onto me bed, and fell asleep thinking of those three kiss' we had today. My first boyfriend. And my hurt friend. I soon fell asleep.
"And she slapped you!?!?!?!?" he doubled over on the hospital bed laughing. Than winced in pain from the way his shoulder hurt when he moved.
"Careful, I donut want you in here too long, Sue put Ron in charge until you get back. You'll be lucky if there's a back to go to." I chuckled at Tom as he laid there. Then I got somber again. "I'm sorry I wasn't there."
He looked at me as tears began to well up. "It's ok. Do you want to talk about what was wrong?"
"You're incredible! You get shot, and still want to listen to my problems." I laughed. "No wonder I think of you as my best friend."
"Well, it's mutual." He smiled.
I looked at him, and was really nervous. "I'll tell you, but you can't tell anyone."
He looked like a kid about to get candy. "Now I really want to know"
I looked at him and said, "I'm gay."
"WHAT!!!" he bolted up in the bed. "AGH!!!" He yelped clutching his shoulder.
"Hey, calm down. You'll pop a stitch." I laughed.
"You're gay?" he looked back at me.
"Yup" I said, a little scared now.
"Get the hell out of my room fag!" He looked at me with a dead serious expression. My face went pale. He then started laughing louder than anyone I've ever heard.
"Not Funny!" I said looking at him.
"What? You think I didn't know. I'm gay, I saw you looking at guy's asses. But don't worry, I won't tell anyone." He said smiling. "We just get to play the Ogling game together now."
"I have a boy friend" I said smiling.
"WHAT!!!" He bolted up in bed. "AGH!!!" he yelped clutching his shoulder.
"I told you to stop that!" I said laughing.
"Who? When?" I looked at him.
"I can't say. He's in the closet too." I said. He eyed me.
"I won't say a thing. Who is he?" I looked at his eyes, he was dying to know. I LOVED THIS!
"Fine, but I will shoot you again if you say a thing." I said pointing to his other shoulder.
"Ok, ok. Now spill." He sat up a Little in the bed.
"Ok, it's..."
"Hey Ms. Hilfiger" Said Ben as he came in. I turned bright red and quickly shut up.
"Ben, I may be out of the office for a while, but I will still write your ass up." Tom said, with noticeable disappointment on his face.
"Hey Ben, will you go grab us all soda's from the machine, here's some money." I passed him some ones.
"Why can't you?" he said looking at me.
"I twisted my ankle. Any way's, do this and I'll forget the 5 bucks you owe me." I said looking at him, and I smiled a sweet innocent smile.
"Fine!" he turned and left.
I turned back to Tom as he left. "He is so gay and wants me." I said to him, he was just waiting. "What, something in my teeth?"
"TELL ME!" He demanded quietly.
"Fine, Johnny" I said picking my teeth.
"NO FUCKING WAY!" he said a little too loud, and covered his mouth.
"Gentlemen, I'm gonna have to ask you to keep it down in heya" said the very butch nurse who came to the door.
"Sorry." We said in unison and busted out laughing.
The visit was short and sweet. I left and ended up driving Ben home. I went home and got ready for school tomorrow. I love the first day of school, so fresh. Senior year, my first Boy Friend, and I came out to my best friend. Life was turning out pretty good.
The phone rang. "Hello, this is Blake."
"I love your voice so much, because I know it came from your gorgeous lips." I love the way he says hello.
"Hey sweetie, what's up?" I said.
"Take a wild guess." He said laughing.
"I'm shocked and appalled!" I said with mock disgust.
"You forgot incredibly sexy." He said.
"Did you call for a reason, or just to make me blush?"
"Well, tomorrow is your 18'th birthday and first day of senior year, so I wanted to drive you to school. Plus I got you a surprise." He said with a hint of sneakiness.
"First off, my birthday was a month ago..." I started.
"But we weren't dating then." He interrupted.
"And secondly," I continued. "You'll be late for class at the university."
"So, you're more important. Plus I got a friend to take notes for me." He said. I knew something was up. Besides that I mean. Then I heard a click.
"What was that?" I asked.
"Nothing, so yes or no." he asked.
"Fine, Yes. Pick me up at 7:00, we'll grab breakfast." I caved in.
"Great. See you then." Then he hung up on me. I looked at my cat.
"Is it my breath Sinners?" he yawned, I looked at the clock. It was 11:00 "I know, time to sleep. I need to be up in seven hours." I stripped to my boxers and threw on a loose T-shirt, and fell asleep thinking of my boy friends smile.
"BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP SMASH" and that is the sound an alarm clock makes when it hits a wall. I got up and looked at the crack where the alarm hit, `my mom's gonna kill me.' Is all I thought. I got up and checked my watch, seeing as how I had no clock now, and made my way for the bathroom. I took a quick shower, and got dressed. I decided on black jeans, I white T, and a unbuttoned black over shirt. These went really good with my black back pack.
At 6:45 I was watching cartoons in the kitchen, and heard the door bell. I looked at the clock on the microwave, and laughed at how he was early. I opened the door, and my jaw literally hit the floor at what I saw. Standing before me was my man with 3 dozen long stem red roses. He lowered them so I could see his face, and I leaned in and kissed him deep. I took them, and we went into the kitchen.
I sat them on the counter, and turned to see him just leaning against the doorway to the kitchen smiling.
"Hi." I said leaning back and spreading my arms wide.
"Hi." He said crossing his arms and leaning his head against the door frame.
"Hi." I said back. I then hopped up on the counter, and took a single rose from the bundle.
"Your parents home?" he said making his way to me.
"No, they leave way early for work." I said smelling my rose.
"Want to eat here?" he said putting his hand around my waist.
"Sure." I said leaning in for a kiss, but I quickly pulled away and slid off the counter in front of him. I slipped out of his embrace and moved towards the fridge and opened the door. "K, we got some eggs, juice, and low fat milk. We also have cheese and some bacon. Want omelets and bacon?" as I stood to look at him he grabbed me and started kissing me. The kiss seemed to go on forever, but eventually did break.
"I'm full, how `bout you?" I smiled and looked deeply into his eye's.
"Yeah. Wanna go make out in the living room?" I asked.
"God yes!" he responded following me.
Before we even entered the room, we were madly kissing each other. We made it to the couch and fell there. We just seemed to melt into each other. After a few minutes I could feel myself growing in my slacks. I also felt the lump in his khaki cargo's. I broke the kiss and looked at him.
"Should we?" I asked.
"I don't know, we've only known each other for a while." He said rubbing a finger over my cheek.
"Tonight?" I asked, looking at him with a wry grin. He seemed a little shocked. He looked at me. "Hey, I think I'm falling for you, I say we go all the way tonight. If not, I get to lay one of the most attractive men I've ever seen."
"Ditto." He said leaning forward and we made out for another twenty minutes, then we finally got up and left for my school.
Well, there you have it. Will they do it tonight, or will something COMPLETELY unexpected happen? I don't even know. I'll try to get chapter Four out within a week, so stay tuned. As always, SEND ME COMMENTS, or no story for you! Blake169@Aol.com
I would like to express my deepest sympathy for those who survived the destruction of the World Trade Center, as well as the attempt at the pentagon. I would also like to give my hopes for recovery to those who lost friends and loved ones in this senseless tragedy. Mankind will not survive as a whole until we as a species realize that all people, even those you do not agree with, are entitled to live in peace. I was absolutely shocked when I saw the towers fall, and still con not fathom the extent some people feel they need to go to be heard. On that note, I just hope we as Americans, and as a world, can quickly heal.