Copyright- My name is Demitiri and I am a 19 year old Russian male and this is another time for me writing these types of stories. Please enjoy because I'd like to continue writing stories. Thoughts, comments, suggestions, or would you just want to talk? Please be gentle. Email- demitiriK@yahoo.com. I don't bite =]
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Who the hell keeps calling my phone from a blocked number??!
"Hello who is this?"
"Shut the fuck up and go home."
"Suck a dick and die."
Then I hung up. I didn't want to speak to him or even hear anything about him. He makes me so sick to the point where I could just vomit and lay in it. I really never thought he would creep around my back but I was wrong. Talking about that boy was just a friend, get the fuck out of here with that.
"Yo Chris!"
"Wassup James?"
"You got mail."
"How I got mail? Nobody knows I'm here! What the fuck?"
"Well somebody knows you're here because they sent you a letter."
"Who its from?"
"Someone named Jorge Ramos."
Oh fuck my life all the way."
"You know him?"
"I thought I did, but yeah let me get that letter."
"Enjoy!"
I watched James nonchalantly walk away as if he didn't know something was up. He probably didn't know who Jorge is but he certainly knew something was wrong when I made a face after he told me who the letter was from. I wanted to rip this letter wide open and see what it said but I was kind of scared. What if he officially wanted to call it quits? Yeah I talk a lot of shit about how he hurt me, how I'm so sick of him, how I hate him but he's not supposed to end it. If our relationship was to ever end I'm supposed to be the one who ends it. But here goes nothing...
"Chrissy I don't know what the fuck is going on with you but you need to get your damn head together. I told you from the jump that the boy you saw me with is just a friend and it's not my fault he's a flirty friend. Despite all the boys you be hanging around with and flirting with I never once got at you about it. I just let it slide as if it didn't bother me when that shit really pissed me off. You fucking left me for Steven and did I ever flip out on you? No never. But you know what? Day by day you keep on pushing me away and I'm just gonna leave you where you stand! Do you want me to do that? Do you really want me out of your life? You sick of my shit and you don't want anything to do with me? Well guess fucking what, I'm sick of your shit! Since you think I'm up to no good leave me alone then. Go ahead do you & enjoy life cause this shit is real short trust me on that one. Don't come crying to me with those bullshit ass lies and excuses because at this point I'm done. I'm done trying to build a strong relationship with you, I''m done trying to be the guy of your dreams, I'm done trying anything with you. As of right now I'm single! And you? Well you still got Steven. If you finally learn how to fucking act then MAYBE I'll take you back but as of right now you can just go kick rocks Chrissy. I loved you more than anything on this planet and you just took that shit like it was nothing. Do you know how many people would attempt to get with me if I told them I was single? LOTS! But even when you were with Steven I told people you still had my heart. I've stayed in my house crying cause of the shit you do. We not gonna be in high school forever so I hope by the time we graduate your fucking head is straightened out because I know mine already is. After graduation I was gonna stay in the country to spend the rest of my life with you but know that idea is just sitting in the toilet and I'm going to flush it real fucking soon. You've officially convinced me to go right to the army when school's done. Thanks Chrissy. Thanks for giving me the worst times of my life. I can't believe I wasted my life on you."
Wow. What did I do? I always have a small voice in my head telling me to stop treating Jorge so bad because he will just give up with me one day but I didn't think it would actually happen. I mean I was his world, his life, his love, his everything and damn now I'm nothing to him. Whats worst is that his letter is true. Everything he said was true and I couldn't even bother to argue with it. I felt like total crap for putting him through so much stress and heartache but I don't know why I did it. They say every action has a reason behind it but I honestly couldn't think of a reason to explain my crap. Its obvious we need to talk but first I gotta get rid of Steven. Me and him are back together for what? Who the hell knows and who the hell cares? Jorge is a great guy but I do push him away. Everything really is my fault here. Time for me to make a few phone calls.
"Hello?"
"Steven when are you coming back?"
"I just came home like five minutes ago where are you boo?"
"Ran out to the store, I'm on my way back now."
"Ok."
Then he just hung up. Didn't say he missed me or thought about me or anything like that. Why the fuck was I with this guy? He doesn't give two shits what I do and he never will! That very short phone call just showed me how stupid I am. Fucking with the worst, Steven, when I could have the best which is Jorge. Come on Chris get your shit right you're better than this! So I just vanish out of the house and start thinking,I don't know how I got to this neighborhood so I'm pretty much gonna walk straight until I see something familiar. Stepping out into the streets I look up to still see a dark sky, there's a smooth breeze which rustles my hair every so slighty, and I'm pretty much the only person walking. Looking at my phone I notice its only 8 at night. Why is this day going by so fast?
"Chris where you at?"
"On my way to your house."
"Well what's taking so long?"
"I'm walking."
"The store is like two blocks it shouldn't take you that fucking long you little liar."
"I went to a different store idiot!"
"Get your ass here now! I don't like waiting! Understand me?"
"Yea I under-fucking-stand you."
"Watch your mouth Chris, I won't hesitate to beat your ass again."
"You should hesitate. Remember what happened in that lunch room?"
"Fuck you!"
Yeah he remembered when he beat his pale ass in front of everyone. Had him on the table bleeding like a dying puppy. But stuff changes so maybe this time he'll kick my ass into next year. I hope he does so I can just get away from everyone. I'm still walking this empty streets with no clue on where to go. I was on the corner of Montclair & Angel Street. What the heck? I've never heard of this place a day in my life and I didn't want to walk anymore. So who would come get me? Steven? Yeah I seriously doubt that. Jorge? I doubt that too. So who I got left? Eric? Eh I'll give it a shot.
"Hello?"
"Eric?"
"What do you want Chris?"
"Can you come pick me up?
"From where?"
"Montclair & Angel Street."
"Fuck you doing on the whole other side of town?"
"I was mad and walked from school all the way here."
"Chris thats like two hours worth of walking."
"Well I had a lot on my mind so the time went by quick. So are you gonna pick me up or am I about to call a cab?"
"I'll come get you."
"How long is it gonna take you to get here Eric?"
"Well I'm on the highway right now and all I gotta do is take Exit 12 and I'll be there in a couple of minutes."
"Ok thank you."
"Yea whatever."
Wow! I can't believe he's actually coming to get me, but oh man that car ride with him is going to be super awkward. Eric & I fell off big time, and neither of us tried to fix anything. We would see each other in the hallways at school and not even bother too look at the other, we even bumped into each other then just kept it moving. He's been life my other half for years and look at how we act with each other now. Its pitiful how I let petty stuff get to me and then blow it way out of proportion. Well... Here he is. And I'm so not ready for this talk we're about to have.