I.
Just as Josh had shut his bedroom door, he slipped his tight fitting boxer-briefs to his feet and clicked off the light. As he turned on the monitor, he slid into his standard office chair and opened a web-browser; with a nervous anticipation like one is about to do something they shouldn't (but desperately want to), he directed it to a gay hook-up site he had recently stumbled across. He jumped up as the website finished loading to lock the door. After his roommates nearly walked in on a photography session with his favorite dildo last week, Josh was taking no chances.
As he clicked over the lock, he stopped to look at himself in the glow of the monitor. Things had certainly changed dramatically in the past few months! His three-year relationship with a girlfriend had just ended, leaving Josh with an incredible sense of freedom and relief. Things had been rocky for a few months before they finally ended the relationship. There was intermittent fighting, long periods of silence, the notable complete lack of sex, and most importantly a total loss of their friendship. They had been living in an apartment together, but Josh moved to Chicago with a friend shortly after graduating college.
The 23-year-old psychology student finally earned his bachelors degree and managed to get himself into a decent graduate program. Somewhat unfortunately (or perhaps fortunately!), he had managed to graduate in December, thus he had 8 months to support himself and do what he pleased before he went back to school. Moving to Chicago was a huge step for Josh, but he figured he might as well get to know the city before classes began in August. He landed a decent job paying $18.00 an hour, plenty to support oneself and an overall decent pay when all you have to do is bide time.
He moved into a two-bedroom apartment with a guy he had known from his sophomore year in college. Gary and Josh had been best friends since their first meeting, they both enjoyed the same music, the same sports, the same foods, and they were stereotypical guys when they were around each other. Gary had helped Josh immensely through the break up, without his help it would've taken Josh months more to work over her. The two had planned to use Josh's time off from college to really get to know one another, however Gary landed a great job in the inner city and was rarely home until 11:30 at night. Josh was a little bummed, but had been attempting to satisfy a growing urge he's had since months before he and his girlfriend had cut it off.
As he looked in the mirror, he was pleased beyond belief at the weight he'd lost. He had started going to the gym religiously when things with Mandy heated up, using it as his escape area. Swimming, biking, running, weight lifting, there was nothing Josh didn't do to keep his mind of Mandy and whatever was going on at the time. He had lost over fifty pounds, gained quite a bit of muscle and definition and had never felt better. As he rubbed his masculine chest, he noticed the web page had finished loading and sat back down in his favorite chair.
As he looked at the personals page, his cock grew larger with arousal, getting bigger and more rigid as he idly massaged the head with his left hand. He had come across the site last night while doing searches to see what he could find on the Internet in the way of personal advertisements . . . looking for men. For the past five years Josh had had an increasing fantasy of blowing an older guy. He had a decent number of experiences with women, but was never able to bring himself to go after another male. This was relatively difficult to do in the relationship, but Josh prided himself on fidelity and managed to hold out.
II
During one of their brief yet infrequent conversations, Gary was trying to get Josh to move on even more.
"It's been two-months dude! You have plenty of time on your hands, a decent job that doesn't start until later in the day and you haven't been sucked off in like 5 months! I'd be fucking ho's left and right, dude; and you should be too!." said Gary.
Josh knew he was completely right. . . both in the fact that Gary would be fucking ho's left and right given the time, and that Josh really should 'get out there' and have a little fun while there is still time. Josh wasn't exactly sure about hunting some girls for sex, but he was definitely sure that sex was exactly what he needed.
That conversation had sparked a little resolve in Josh: he was going to fulfill a fantasy. After stumbling onto the website the night before, Josh felt he had found exactly what he was looking for. As he set up his profile, he wanted it to reflect exactly what he was looking for. Phrases like "Novice cock-sucker seeks patient teacher" and "cum lover" threaded his succinct profile, as he tried to style him the eager young student of blowjobs that he really was. Josh was looking for a guy a bit older; maybe thirty to forty-five, fit, attractive, and ready to teach him how to suck a hard dick. He was truly hoping that he could find a total top man or two who would let him experiment on their equipment for a few hot suck sessions, and had been jerking off to the thought for the past three months.
After filling in all of his information, he came to the page to upload pictures. Josh had been preparing for this moment all last night. For some reason he didn't want to set up a profile without the proper pictures, and so he went out and purchased a cheap digital camera (that did the job) and spent the previous evening taking various lewd pictures of himself. After returning from BestBuy, he installed his camera and jumped in the shower. While trimming his pubes and shaving his balls to be as smooth as possible, Josh had contemplated all of the different poses he could use. When he returned to his room, he dropped his towel and headed directly for the camera.
Setting it up on a small tripod he purchased, he aimed the camera directly at a large open space on the wall, and began to take multiple pictures of his naked body. From the side, from the front, the back, with his hands on the wall, with his face, without his face, etc. etc. etc. After taking no less than 30 shots, he aimed the camera and the tripod toward his bed after uploading the pictures onto his hard drive.
Again he took a flurry of pictures; kneeling, laying back, playing with his hard cock, with his hands behind his head, and more. His favorite was on his knees holding his fuck hole open for the camera. As he waited for the camera's timer to tick down, josh held his wanton pose with the utmost care. His heart leapt and his cock jerked as he thought about the possibilities of hot sex, exciting encounters, and sucking hot cock.
While he'd never had sex with a man, Josh was sure he was more of a bottom than a top. His main fantasy, well, nearly ALL his fantasies involved men in their thirties. Josh thought hard if this was somehow related to desire for his own father, but discounted the thought after he had deliberated within his head for a few weeks. There was something about the dominance of an older successful man that turned Josh on; he was still very attracted to women, but the thought of being submissive was very erotic to him. He loved the thought of being coerced or verbally forced into sex with another guy, perhaps because of his inbred feeling that what he was doing was so wrong. He would always cum the hardest fantasizing about a dominant man making him drink his cum or bend over a table . . . or both. Josh's kinky mind found satisfaction only in itself; he longed for someone to tie him up, fuck him with dildos, make him suck cock and become their fuck toy . . . but perhaps a single experience with another man was the best place to start.
This thought brought Josh back to the task at hand, and quickly uploaded all of his pictures onto the hard drive. Sorting between 150 or so pictures, Josh finally settled on five of his favorites. Setting them aside for later, he decided to take a few pictures that he would let potential hook-ups see. Pulling out his favorite dildo, he began to take a sequence of him fucking his own ass in various positions; his favorite when he presses the base of the dildo on a wall, causing it to slide up his well-lubricated ass deeper than he could push with just his hands. The finale of this set was a picture with one hand sliding the dildo up his ass and another jerking his slick cock. Seconds later, streams of hot cum came shooting out of Josh's average sized cut dick, landing all over his hairy chest, his belly and his smooth boyish face. Josh took some final shots of his cum covered body and face, and then took pictures of him scooping cum off his body and licking it up. By this time Josh was spent, having taken all the pictures he would need to place his ad, he decided to go to bed and write the ad the next night.
Josh sat at his keyboard and uploaded the five pictures he had selected. After finalizing his account, he chose the 'Gold' membership, allowing him all the features he felt he needed to find what he wanted. Josh perused the entire Chicago area that evening, and found quite a few potentials. He attempted to strike up a few conversations on the chat channels, but to no avail. After two hours of stroking and surfing, Josh finally lost his load, drenching himself in cum. He turned off the computer and hopped into bed, and ending up jerking off yet again, being covered in cum and fantasizing that it wasn't his.
III.
After waking up a bit later than usually, Josh found himself immediately thinking about the ad he placed last night. He directed his browser to the website and quickly ran to pee. When he returned, he logged in and anxiously glanced to his mailbox: 2 new messages.
As he opened the page, he was almost shaking with anticipation. The first mail was from a 42 year old local guy who wanted to suck Josh off with no reciprocation and no picture. Even though his ad said "prefer total tops" and "no picture, no reply", this guy had managed to still sent an e-mail. Josh deleted the letter after a cursory glance, eagerly opening the next message. It was from a 43 year old man from across town. He had a decent body and a nice looking cock, mentioning two or three times in his letter how he wanted to take him out for dinner. Josh looked over the letter a few times, checked out his profile, and decided he'd respond later.
Josh checked out a few more ads, but didn't see anything that really piqued his interest. Being off for the day, he got dressed and headed out to the gym to do some running. Being at the gym always made Josh a bit more self conscious about himself, and usually made him think about his overall health. Thinking about his new foray into online sex-connections, he contemplated STD's and the other risks of doing what he was doing. He decided to have only safe sex, get tested, and to insist that his partners had also been recently tested. His work physical was scheduled for the next day, so he might as well ask the doctor about STD's while there. Finishing the last lap, Josh decided to call it a day and went home.
Spending an uneventful evening by himself watching TV and surfing around the web, Josh found himself at the personals website, naked and hard cock in hand by 9:00p. After coming to a few dead in conversations, Josh was a little disappointed to realize that there were so many bottoms and so few tops on the website. Undeterred, Josh persevered; looking at literally hundreds of ads as images of hard cock and dirty words made him ache with the need to shoot his load. That evening, he had received about 5 more e-mails. Two were from potentials, and three were from guys either too far away or not interested in the same thing Josh was looking for (that is, generally, anonymous hot sex). He sent them back the standard reply e-mail, but didn't hear back from either of them.
Josh did manage to have an hour conversation with a guy from California. He was giving tips on how to suck a mans cock properly, and the two ended up cuming after a hot cyber-sex session. Crawling into bed after logging off, Josh fell asleep with cum on his chest and a satisfied smile on his face.
IV.
Rising the next morning, Josh took a hot shower and made sure everything was in order for the upcoming physical. His appointment was in an hour, so Josh made a quick breakfast and checked his e-mail, including his personals page mailbox. Josh thought it was a little weird how fixated he was on the website, but just ignored it. He got dressed, made his way to his car and through the suburbs to his new physician.
Once inside the small professional building, Josh went into Dr. Mark's office and took the charts from the pretty young receptionist at the front desk. Josh flashed her his nicest smile, and she flashed him one back. As he filled out the form, he contemplated talking with the girl to see how interested she was, but lost the nerve by the returned the chart. He sat back in his seat and idly leafed through a TIME magazine in the waiting area, but quickly found his thoughts on some of things his new online friend had said last night. Halfway through a progression of thought involving him on his knees learning to deep throat, the door to the examination room opened, and a slightly older nurse called his name.
The nurse took him back to the third room and led him inside. She had him strip to his boxers, and measured him, weighed him, took his blood pressure and then asked if he had anything in particular he wished to discuss with the doctor. He managed to sheepishly admit that he wished to be STD testing, made all the worse considering he was standing in nothing but a pair of briefs. The nurse remained professional, and told Josh she would let the doctor know before he came in. She asked Josh to sit on the edge of the bed and wait for the doctors return. As soon as she left, Josh did everything to keep his mind off of cock, but to no avail. He managed to keep his line of thought pretty mild, so when the doctor finally arrived his penis was growing, but far from fully erect.
The handsome, middle-aged doctor was friendly and polite, and began making small talk while checking his breathing, ears, and eyes. The doctor had a strange feeling that he had seen this new patient of his before, but just couldn't seem to place it. As he examined Josh, he couldn't shake the feeling that he knew this kid, there was something about his face . . . Josh was spacing off for most of the physical, not thinking about anything in particular, just blankness as the doctor ordered him to do all the regular things. The doctor wanted to take a blood sample to check for STD's, and after collecting the vial, Josh was sent on his way with a handshake.
V.
As Dr. Mark drove home, his thoughts drifted back to the patient he saw earlier today, something kept nagging him to think of from where he knew him. He skipped what would've been another uncomfortable dinner with his wife and retired to his study. He read a bit and did some left over office work until about 10:00p, when he logged onto the Internet. He began looking at pornography after checking his mail, looking at a hodge-podge of straight, bisexual, gay, lesbian porn, any kind of porn that was out there, the good doctor was into.
He finally arrived at the same personals website that Josh uses and checked his e-mail; no responses for the day. He began perusing the new entries to the site, idly stroking his 6" cut cock through his pants before finally relaxing in his seat and dropping his pants open. As he scrolled down the page he saw a picture that caught his eye . . . He opened the ad and searched it very carefully, checking the age, height, weight, hair and eye color, and then studied each of the pictures intently. It didn't take the doctor long before he was SURE this is from where he knew the patient.
As Josh drove home, he found himself at last at peace from the lurid thoughts that plagued him earlier. He pulled into his drive after a long thought about how he was glad where his life was going; things were really starting to look up. Josh went inside to find Gary sitting on the couch playing a video game. Gary and Josh ordered a pizza and played video games for the entire night, joking and playing around like always. As usual, the drunker they got, the more sexual Gary became. Josh always found it amusing that he was the one battling sexual identity, but Gary was always the one to come onto Josh. Josh had never truly considered sex with Gary, he feared it would mess up too much stuff. After one last beer, Josh retired to his room and settled in for a beat. After responding to two more e-mails, Josh blew his load to an MpeG he downloaded featuring a teen age boy blowing a middle aged guy, ending up with a mouthful of cream. Lying down buzzed and satisfied, Josh quickly fell asleep.
VI.
Dr. Mark headed into his clinic two hours before his receptionist and nurses arrived instead of the standard one hour, he wanted to do some checking. Dr. Mark quickly located Josh's file, and grabbed the blood work chart the local hospital had returned and studied it closely. The chart showed Josh was in full health, no STD'd or AIDS, no blood sugar disorders or any other abnormality.
After further reviewing his chart and thinking about the young patient, the doctor was absolutely positive that the young man looking to suck cock on the personals page was none other than Josh Andrews. Dr. Mark drew out a patient records form and quickly filled it out without even contemplating the repercussions. Before long, Josh Andrews medical chart (at least according to the nurses at Dr. Jim Mark's office) denoted that he had the virus that causes Genital Warts. In large letters at the bottom of the chart, the doctor wrote, "Schedule patient ASAP, TODAY if possible. Concerned about further transmission, will see him after-hours."
Shortly before seeing his final pre-Josh patient, the doctor instructed the nurse that he felt Josh would not take the information well, and should best hear it from the doctor in a very private place. He assured the nurse that if she would lock up, he would handle the situation himself. Dr. Mark found himself only half paying attention the entire day, his cock jerked about whenever he thought about Josh's ad.
Josh was woken by a telephone call a little after 1:00p. The nurses explained that the doctor wished to do some follow up check on Josh, and asked if he'd be able to come in around 5:30p. Josh agreed, and was quite nervous for about an hour. He decided to smoke a joint and relax; perhaps not the best judgment considering his appointment with the doctor in a few hours, but he was more than confident the doctor would be none the wiser. As he smoked up, he found himself getting a little hornier, and so logged onto the computer.
After a quick shower around 3:30p, he was naked, taking intermittent hits from his hitter while masturbating to a story about, none other than a 15 year old boy who gets taken advantage of by a horny doctor. Josh mused about the funny similarities, toyed with the idea of sucking Dr. Mark, and dismissed the idea as nothing more than something to get his cock going while seeing Dr. Mark. He stopped reading the story and moved onto other porn. After a while surfing, Josh glanced at the clock and noticed he had to be 20 minutes away in 20 minutes. He quickly stuffed his hard cock into his pants and jumped in the car, headed to Dr. Mark's.
VII.
There was only one nurse left when Josh arrived, she told him the doctor was finishing with a patient and would be right with him. After five minutes, the final patient emerged, and Dr. Mark summoned Josh to the rear office. Josh miscalculated with his pot use, so he was still quite high when he arrived at the doctor's office. Josh was quite nervous that the place was so deserted and was very concerned at the news the doctor may have for him; this compounded by a marijuana buzz left Josh feeling quite energized and very horny. Josh couldn't explain it, but his balls ached and his cock felt great just sitting down.
The doctor sat Josh down and began to explain to him what genital warts are, what the virus is, and that josh may have the virus. He asked Josh if he had seen any such bumps around his penis, and Josh adamantly denied seeing anything. Dr. Mark informed Josh that he would like to do a complete inspection, and asked Josh to completely disrobe as the doctor flipped on a brighter examination light. If Josh weren't so high, perhaps he would have noticed the doctor's shaking palms and his quivering voice. He was nervous, but excited. The fact that he and his wife hadn't slept in the same bed for 4 months, and that he had a 23 year old, fit young man who wanted nothing more than to suck a cock in front of him completely overrode any ethical or legal concerns. Dr. Mark was on a mission.
Josh froze; this was a fantasy and a nightmare all in one. As the doctor busied himself gathering various items, Josh snapped out of his stupor and quickly disrobed down to his socks. As the doctor gathered his final tool, the doctor had Josh hold his arms parallel to the ground. The doctor made every deliberate movement to touch Josh as much as possible. He thought he detected the faint smell of pot, but wasn't positive until he checked Josh's eyes and his throat. The doctor was thrilled that his patient was a little under the influence, the doctors someone selfish mind reasoned it could be a good excuse why Josh could not be believed should he go to the police.
Dr. Mark began to work his way down Josh's body, and pulled over a stool when he reached his navel. Dr. Mark began lightly touching, almost caressing, Josh's stomach, lower back, ass and upper legs. Finally Dr. Mark spun Josh around and began to look at his penis. He began to lift and move the penis, kneed the shaft 'accidentally' or idly while looking at his smoothly shaven balls and penis. As he examined Josh, he definitely felt his penis getting larger and larger. Two minutes into the examination, Josh was obliged to ask the doctor if he wished to stop due his growing erection; the doctor smiled and said it was nothing to worry about, it happens often.
At this point, Dr. Mark was gripping Josh's fully erect penis in his hand, slowly jerking his rod as he moved the penis around. Josh, completely lost in the sensation of it, didn't think anything was wrong with what was happening, after all, the doctor knows best! The doctor gave Josh a faux-concerned glance after examining the base of his penis, then asked Josh to turn around, bend at the waist and place his hands on the table. The doctor informed Josh that the virus sometimes exposes itself around, and directly inside the anus. As the doctor put on gloves, Josh quivered with anticipation. The only fingers up his ass had been his own and his ex-girlfriends. He also wondered if the doctor could tell Josh was a frequent user of a 6" glass dildo. . . He was about to find out.
The doctor lubed up his right index finger and placed his left hand on Josh's upper back; positioning him with his chest on the examination table. He began to circle Josh's hole and dip his finger in and out. Josh again was completely oblivious to the violations taking place. He felt the doctor's finger slowly rotate in and out of his rectum, causing him to squirm when the doctor's probing digit pressed into his wet boy hole. The doctor slowly worked his index finger completely up Josh's ass. He told Josh he needed to get a better feel, and would soon be inserting a second finger.
Josh accommodated the two probing fingers so well that the doctor correctly assumed that this ass had been stretched out a bit. He soon began inserting two fingers completely into Josh's ass, sliding them in and out at a steady pace. After another thirty seconds of probing, out of Josh's lips escaped a brief moan, causing Dr. Mark's cock to leap. Dr. Mark stopped his manipulations and told Josh to turn around. Josh slowly rotated himself around, exposing his very hard cock to the doctor.
The doctor informed Josh that he was going to have to draw another vial of blood, then collect a semen sample from Josh; explaining that he had seen some bumps but he was not sure if Josh was truly infected. Occasionally, the doctor explained, the virus is strongest in the seamen, and a better diagnosis could be made depending on the outcome of a seaman analysis. The doctor could tell that by the slack jawed facial expression, Josh was lost in a land of indecision.
The doctor felt that this was his time to strike: he placed a large dollop of lubrication on his right hand, and quickly jerked Josh's cock several times to cover it with lube. As Dr. Mark's hand reached for his cock, Josh felt his world go in slow-motion. The first shocks of his touch nearly made him fall to the floor. After finding his dick aching after Dr. Mark's hand had left, Josh instinctively grabbed a hold of his cock. Josh was barely in the same world when Dr. Mark began to ask him a flurry of questions; every time Josh would stop jerking he would order him to continue.
The doctor gave Josh the most serious look he possibly could, and told Josh that he was very concerned about some things he sees on Josh. He asked if Josh would mind being photographed for a medical consultation about his case with a doctor in another city. Josh barely heard the question, and was in a complete stoned stupor as he jerked his cock rapidly. The doctor quickly pulled out a digital camera, photographing all parts of Josh, yet maintaining a completely professional air about him.
The doctor, knowing his patient was inebriated and clearly enjoying himself, began to get a bit more brazen. He would begin saying things like, "I see pre-ejaculatory fluid on the head of your penis Josh, are you fully aroused?" or "Do you need more lubrication to help you ejaculate, Josh?" The doctor would repeat his questions until Josh would respond. By the final questions, Josh was responding immediately.
After about five minutes of pictures and questions, Josh began to moan louder and louder. Dr. Mark grabbed a specimen cup and took up position at Josh's left side. Without thinking, Dr. Mark said, "Are you going to cum for me, Josh?" Near explosion, Josh managed to push out the word "Yes!" Dr. Mark quickly handed Josh the cup and continued taking pictures of Josh furiously jerking off. Josh filled the specimen cup quite a ways to the top, then exhaustedly leaned back on the bed behind him.
As Josh came to after his orgasm, he started to realize what had just transpired.
"This is quite a bit of ejaculatory fluid Josh. Judging by the marks on the shaft of your penis and your shaved scrotum, I'd say you masturbate quite a bit, is that correct?" The doctor asked.
"Y. . . yes, I suppose so." Stammered Josh.
The doctor questioned Josh about pain and pleasure during masturbation, what feels especially good during masturbation and what does not; the doctor was taking official looking notes the entire time. The doctor explained that he was just ruling out any of the possibilities of viruses. Josh finished answering the doctor's questions feeling a bit woozy again. The doctor said that he had concluded the examination to his satisfaction, but would like Josh to come back tomorrow at the same time to go over the blood work and seamen samples. The doctor gave Josh two small pills and a glass of water; only after Josh had washed them down did he learn they were sleeping pills (they were actually mild sedatives, the doctor didn't want Josh to think about his experience too much yet). Josh drove home, and became drowsy shortly after he walked in the door. He fell asleep by 8:00p, and did not rise until 11:00a the next day.
End Part I
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