Story Description: Meeting new people, having new experiences, sorting the good from the bad and learning to steer a path in life. 'Joshie' is the story of a young guy in Australia.
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Joshie in Limbo.
Andrew! Andrew! Yes! Keep going! Joshie brought images of Andrew in the changing room into his mind while he played with himself. It was three weeks since Andrew had left and whenever Joshie felt horny he played this game of remembering what they'd done. It made jerking off so much better, and lying in bed at night was the best of all because there was no rush. Joshie had no doubts now that he wanted to meet up with another guy, and he found that at school he was spending more time looking and wondering who might be really good. He was even more pleased that he was on the swim team, and at least three nights a week he went to training. Training was great! Being shorter than everyone else didn't matter there, because his wiry muscles and good technique meant he was better than most of the guys his age, and this gave him a good standing with them. About a dozen from the team trained together in the schools heated pool, and on Monday afternoons one of the Phys Ed teachers coached and advised them on their training routines. They all wore the team's standard red speedos and Joshie enjoyed looking at them. Very carefully, he'd watch as they climbed out of the water and check them in the moment before they adjusted their bathers to allow the air in. The showers was another good time as well, except sometimes he'd have to grab his towel and leave for a few minutes if he felt a boner coming on. Usually he managed it so that he was one of the last in, because then he'd have to wait. Four shower heads meant lots of bodies hanging around to get their turn. Joshie thought they all looked good but there were two he liked the best. A guy named Arthur, who was in his class was great. He was a solid friendly guy with black hair and dark skin, but the one who intrigued him most of all was a final year student named Peter who was slim and fair like Joshie, but with the biggest cock in the group. It was cut, like nearly everyone else, long and fat, with a big head on it and Joshie took every chance he could to get a glimpse. What would it look like if it was hard? Sometimes lying in bed Joshie would have Andrew and Peter there with him and in his mind he'd be holding both of them.
"Joshie! I've got some good news for you!"
Joshie looked at his dad and finished the mouthful of steak he was chewing. His dad was a great buddy but he was so busy he didn't see too much of him and mealtimes were often their only contact.
"Your uncle Jack has upgraded his whole computer system and he's giving us the old one! Sis doesn't want it, so you can set it up in your room if you like!"
That was a joke and everyone laughed because Joshie was always complaining that the only computer in the house was his dad's laptop.
"Wow! What sort is it?"
"I've no idea! It'll probably be fairly good though! You know how much he likes to have the best!"
"Can I have the internet? It helps for school stuff!"
This got another laugh.
"Yes you can, but your Sis has to be able to use it as well!"
That was no problem at all and the biggest question was when the computer would arrive.
"Uncle Jack will be here on Saturday and he'll help you set it up!"
The computer turned out to be only a year old and it was like a dream come true when it was all going and his uncle had it connected to the net. He'd shown Joshie how to set up different users so his Sis's stuff wouldn't get mixed up with his own and now it was Sunday evening. With everyone out he had the house to himself and he knew what he was going to do. He started a search engine and typed in the word 'gay'. Oh my God! There were thousands of sites to go to. The first two he tried wouldn't let him in though. They asked for a password of some kind so he went back and searched again to see if any were free. Yes! There were plenty, but then they said he should be over 18. He took no notice of this and soon he found pictures of guys doing everything. Absolutely everything! Joshie's clothes landed in a heap on the floor and he was hard in moments at the sight of a guy with an unbelievable cock. Four times Joshie came, as he kept finding pictures that turned him on and he stayed on the net for over three hours till he heard someone arriving home.
Every opportunity he could find, Joshie went on the net. He worked it out very carefully so that his folks didn't realise how much he was using it. After school was a great time because no one was home until 6 p.m. and if he didn't have swimming he'd race home for nearly a two-hour session. He even started getting up at 7:30 in the morning to make the best use of his morning boner. Andrew gradually faded from his mind, but seeing Arthur and Peter so often made him think of different ways he could be with them. It wouldn't happen, he knew, because Peter was kind of private and Arthur was known for the girls he'd been with.
On the net one night Joshie was visiting a site which had a chat room, and when he clicked to see what it was about he discovered cybersex. It wasn't like Andrew, but they were real people and some of them knew how to say stuff that really got him going. He soon found a couple of chat rooms that he liked best and didn't bother using others. In the next couple of months Joshie got to know stacks of guys in the chat-rooms and a few of them became constant cyber partners. One guy, called GaryX, was particularly good at turning Joshie on and making him laugh at the same time, and the other intriguing thing about him was that he lived in Sydney, Joshie's city, and not somewhere else in the world.
"Hi GST! How's it hanging?"
"Hi GaryX! It's not! As soon as I saw your name it went in a different direction!"
"Hehe! That's nice to hear from the sexiest guy on the net! What are we going to do tonight?"
"Whatever you like GaryX! I'm game to try it!"
"You're a beauty GST! I love the way you go for everything! Are you going to sit on my pole?"
"Oooh! I can't wait! Is it ready?"
"It's red and throbbing and we'd better hurry or this is one big gun that's gonna shoot!"
This kind of talk got Joshie excited and if he didn't hold back he would have come in a very short time. Tonight GaryX got onto his favourite topic of tops and bottoms and wanted to know if GST had tried using a dildo yet. Joshie call himself 'GayStudTeen' in the chat room because it always got him plenty of guys wanting to cyber, but they nearly all shortened it in some way.
"I can't! I'm not old enough to get into an adult shop get!"
"I'll get one for you if you like!"
"Wow! Would you? Let's talk about it tomorrow night! See you!"
Joshie bombed out of the chat room and sat in front of the screen thinking. He was nervous about meeting someone from the net, but he also was so tempted by the idea of having a dildo. Should he do this? Could he do this? The more he thought about it, the more he talked himself into it. GaryX seemed like a nice enough guy. And he said he was twenty. Joshie made up his mind and the next night when he talked it over with GaryX he knew it was going to work. GaryX agreed with everything Joshie suggested and made him feel very sensible and clever. They agreed to go ahead on the next weekend.
Joshie got off the bus and started walking through the park. It was 7:30 p.m., and quite dark, and his mum and dad thought he was visiting a friend. His nerves started to build as he followed the walking track, but he kept telling himself this was easy. All he had to do was find the collection bin they'd talked about, and the package would be next to it, on the side away from the street. Yes! There it was! In a small drive-off area. Joshie slowed down and looked around. There was a long row of cars parked on the street about thirty metres away, and large trees lined the edge of the park. There was no one anywhere in sight and as Joshie moved closer his eyes searched for the package. There was nothing there. Joshie moved right round the bin checking all sides. He looked both ways, wondering if maybe he was in the wrong place, but it was obvious there weren't any other collection bins. What could have happened? It was the right time, and the right place. With a kind of disappointed feeling Joshie went to have another look near the bin, knowing very well he wasn't going to find anything, when he heard a clicking sound. His eyes darted in the direction of one of the cars where an inside light was showing, then there was another click as the door closed and the light went off. Not too worried, Joshie turned to move away, when he heard a voice.
"GST is that you?"
Joshie stopped uncertainly while his mind raced.
"GST! It's Gary! I've got your package!"
Joshie stood still and the dark figure came closer.
"Is it you GST?"
Joshie knew it had to be Gary X.
"Yes! What's happened?"
"I had to wait for you! When I got here there were some guys hanging around! I think they were having a smoke and I thought it would look funny putting something on the ground!"
Joshie didn't know what to say. This wasn't happening the way he'd expected.
"Come over to the car! I've got the package there!"
Joshie followed rather nervously, then had to make another decision when Gary climbed in, reached over and opened the passenger side. Joshie got in but left the door open.
"Hey! GST! I've been dieing to meet you after all our talks! Here's the dildo for you!"
Joshie took the dildo and said thanks. Gary had turned the inside light off, but Joshie had been surprised to see that he was older than he said.
"I'm a bit nervous about what to say so I thought I'd start the way we always do! How's it hanging GST?"
This felt like familiar territory and Joshie relaxed a bit.
"I'm nervous too Gary, so it's hanging quiet!"
"Hey! Not to worry!"
Joshie jumped because Gary had put his hand on his thigh.
"You're even sexier than I imagined! What do want to do tonight?"
Joshie was flustered, but this was the same pattern they used in their chats and before he could say anything he felt Gary's hand slide up to feel his groin.
"Come on GST! What do you usually say now?"
"Um!... Aah!... Whatever you want!"
"I want to check you out! Does this feel good?"
Gary's hand started massaging him and Joshie felt himself start to respond.
"Man! You are quick aren't you? Let's take it out!"
Joshie went quiet and let Gary undo his jeans and reach inside his jocks. The feel of another hand on him was electrifying and he went to full stiffness.
"Let's finish you off! It can be my payment for getting the dildo!"
Joshie realised that he didn't want to be here. His cock was happy with what was happening though, and Joshie pretended he was too. He started pushing into Gary's hand and telling him to go faster. It would be finished quicker that way. He groaned as his juice pumped out. Gary's hand held him firmly and made small movements while Joshie finished.
"How about coming back to my flat?"
Joshie kind of snapped back to reality.
"Not tonight! I have to get going!"
"What about next weekend?"
"Okay! I'll talk to you on the net and see if we can work it out!"
Joshie tucked himself away, zipped up his jeans, and grabbed the package.
"Thanks for getting me this! I'll talk to you tomorrow night!"
Joshie got out of the car quickly, closed the door and started walking in a different direction to where he really wanted to go. When he was about 100 metres away, the car headlights went on and it started moving. It headed the other way, but when it did a U-turn Joshie hid behind the trunk of one of the large trees, then watched carefully as it drove slowly past. He could tell that Gary was looking for him and as soon as the car was a reasonable distance away Joshie dashed across the lawns towards the other side of the park. He caught his bus after a long wait and felt really relieved when he got off near home. Now he had to get inside without any questions, so he unwrapped the dildo, dumped the packaging over someone's fence, then stuffed it under his jumper and partly down the front of his jeans. Yes! That worked well! No one would see it like that. Imagine if his Sis caught him with it. He'd be stirred forever.
No one was home! Joshie went to his room, locked the door and flopped on his bed thinking. No way was he going to make an arrangement like that again. GaryX had really tricked him. Well! He was never going to talk to him again. He'd change his chat room name from now on. Joshie wondered how many of the other guys he chatted with were really different to what they said. Joshie turned on his back, pulled out the dildo, wobbled it around a few times and felt the head on it. Hmm! There were some creams in the bathroom cabinet that would be very handy.
Joshie got stuck in limbo. The two guys he thought of most weren't available, meeting someone from the net didn't seem like a good option, and his best outlet from now on would have to be cyber.
He never would have dreamed that his next experiences would come through his Sis.
To Be Continued.
This was part 2 of Joshie's story and the section to follow is called 'Joshie and the Stag-party'. If you'd like to comment I can be contacted at iarwain7@ains.net.au