SLAM
The door finally closed. Josh just slumped his firm slightly tanned seventeen year old body back onto his bed and sighed. He thought his parents were never going to leave him alone. He knew that they were going to miss him now he had left home, but there's saying goodbye, and there's saying goodbye. Josh just lied there. The room was quiet. There were boxes all over the place, and were there weren't any boxes, there were carrier bags filled with tapes, videos and c.d's and loads of other bits of paraphernalia. This was it, this was his time, he had made the decision and now he was living with it. He was on his own from this moment on.
Lying there he felt an overwhelming sense of relaxation and peace within himself. He reminded himself of all the times he had wished for this day. The freedom and self- dependence he had yearned for was here, and he knew he was going to love it. But what now? He just lied there, the comfort he got from peace and stillness soon turned to emptiness. He didn't know what made him think about it, but he couldn't help but remember what it was like standing outside his best friends empty abandoned house, just staring, not wanting to move but not wanting to stay. Sure it had been over two years since gavin had disappeared, and he had made plenty of good friends since, but in the same way that Gavin had left him in the lurch back then, he now felt that he had done the same to his new best friend, Alex. He turned his head to the phone lying next to him. Was it too soon to ring friends at home, should he wait and let them miss him for a while, he Came to his senses picked up the phone and dialed. A weary and tired voice answered the phone.
"Hello?"
"Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to have a kitchen fork thrusted into your eyes...?"
Josh hissed down the phone in the style of some of the bad horror movies that were out at the time, Alex perked up, much to Josh's delight, as soon as he heard his voice.
"Mate! How you doing, what's the new place like?"
They engaged in enthusiastic conversation just like they were both in the same room, their eyes glowing as they always did, both trying to anticipate what the other is going to say next. Josh could just see Alex sitting there on his ramshackle basic room, obligatory fhm posters stuck up all over the place, wearing his usual tracksuit and t- shirt combo that he had been trying to master over the summer break. His hands running through his sun-in bleached golden blond hair, and that cheeky smile that you always know what he is thinking when he pulls it. After a good ten minutes Alex adapted a voice that Josh hadn't heard before, from him anyway.
"I'm not going to see much of you any more am I?"
Josh wasn't sure how to answer this, he didn't want to say that they would see each other all the time, because he knew that it would be a lie, but then he couldn't imagine letting go of one of the best friends he had had since Gavin. He remained quiet for a while and then suddenly blurted out
"What are you doing tomorrow?"
"Nothing much, got some work I was going to do before I go back" Alex said trying to figure out where this was going.
"Why don't you come round and stop for a couple of nights, we could go out and get pissed, who knows meet some rich women!"
Alex didn't have to think twice before accepting the offer, he was hoping that Josh would offer, but didn't want to sound like he was desperate to see Josh. They made their plans and hung up both with cheeky smiles on their face. Josh thought about Alex, he smiled and remembered the good times, which wasn't hard because rarely was there a bad time. Alex remembered the way him and Josh had sunken a whole bottle of whiskey whilst on a coach tour, rendering Alex unconcious and leaving Josh to clear the gallons of sick that Alex produced over the remaining six hours of the journey. Josh was reminded of the first time when he stopped at Alex's house and they stayed up until four o clock talking about nothing at all, just keeping each other awake while giggling like school boys. Alex then remembered the first time when he stopped at Josh's house, and he shared Josh's bed rather than sleep on the pathetic excuse of a mat on the floor. Josh remembered when in the morning he turned over to see Alex standing there in the doorway with the proudest of hard ons he had ever seen, whilst with a grin that a three year old child would give when caught looking for his Christmas presents. Josh paused, why did nothing enter his mind at that point, why did he just smile and lay down? Alex wasn't trying to hide anything, Josh could see his proud seven inch throbbing dick just standing there, waiting to be attended to, waiting to be put in his moist mouth and taken back and forth by the caressing lips, perhaps now and again flinching when Josh's teeth catch his foreskin in a moment of concentration lapse. Alex watched the landing and quietly closed his door, making sure everyone was down stairs, and not able to interrupt him. Josh couldn't believe how easy it was to imagine Alex standing in his room, with his tanned toned body just standing there with that killer smile and proud erection. He started stroking himself slowly, he would take his time on this one, enjoying every second of it that he could. Alex made himself comfy on his bed, undoing his pull string on his tracksuit and lowering his boxers to reveal an already excited dick, standing proud and tall, waiting for the treatment. He pictured the first time Josh stopped over and they shared his bed because his sister took the spare room. He felt Josh's warm soft skin pressing up against him, as his wrist started moving faster. In Josh's mind Alex was now lying on him, kissing him passionately, just like when they were drunk once and dared each other to get off with each other. Josh laughed at all the times and opportunities he missed. Could he really of been that dumb? Alex could feel the sweat pouring down his forehead has he pumped himself harder and harder, he was finding it easier to get into this wank than any he had before, his dick rock solid pulsing and just waiting for the explosion. Josh used his free hand to start caressing his butt hole thinking about that firm dick of Alex's bobbing, waiting to enter his ass, he could picture the concentration and pure pleasure on Alex's face as he slowly placed his dick inside Josh's tight hole. Josh pulled a face of strain and pleasure as his fingers mimicjed Alex's rock hard dick entering. Alex couldn't hold on for much longer, in his mind Josh was now bobbing his head up and down on his dick, the warmth of his mouth, the odd groan of pleasure being heard now and again. Alex tensed for a second and then a mass of cum just shot out of his pulsing dick. The warmth he felt on his stomach and chest gave him a sense of comfort and relief. He just lay there breathing heavily twirling the cum around as if he was drawing pictures in it, not for one second did he stop thinking about Josh. Josh couldn't believe how intense it felt when he came, for the first time he couldn't help but give out a small yelp of joy when he came, thrusting his pelvis like Alex was sitting on his dick and he wanted to reach the back of his teeth. Josh lay there with a huge smile on his face, he just relaxed in silence, just thinking of some of the images and trying to store them away for another time, but he would have something new to think about tomorrow, he would be back in Alex's company.
Josh has slept well that night, his previous day's activities had put him in a good frame of mind and he was ready for his guest. He was having quite a vivid dream, he could heard the door to his bedsit slam closed and then suddenly Alex was in bed with him, he could feel his warmth and imagined the clean fresh smell that he loved about Alex, he felt secure, he felt safe.
"Alright, bitch???"
A voice made him jump out of his sleep, he awoke with a start to see that indeed Alex was leaning over him in his bed smiling. Josh continued to wake up as he realized that he wasn't actually dreaming.
"How the hell did you get in here?"
"The front door was open so I thought I would suprise you!" Alex said as he started putting all his bags and things in the corner of the room. Josh looked at his watch to see that it was twelve o clock, he had slept all the way through his alarm, although he didn't mind the way he was awoken, he liked the fact that when he woke up the first thing he saw was Alex's fresh, handsome face.
"You don't have to get up if your still tired, I am pretty much nackered myself, we could have a bit of a doze if you want, give us more energy for tonight!"
Alex jumped beside Josh and made himself comfortable. Josh settled down again and smiled. Alex rested his head on Josh's chest and they just lay there talking about Alex's journey and things that really didn't matter but they just wanted to talk to each other and be in each other's company. In the end they both nodded off, Alex first and just as Josh was dozing off he felt Alex's arm reach over his chest and hold him. Josh couldn't stop smiling, this is where he liked being, this is where he wanted to be, and he wanted this moment to last forever!
The town was hot tonight. There were people everywhere buzzing to get the weekend into full swing. Josh knew that they were going to have to get an early start if they were going to get into somewhere decent to spend the night, so they started getting ready at seven o clock. As there was only one shower between the two of them, and that was situated in the corner of his bedsit, he knew that they would have to take turns in getting ready. Alex was really starting to buzz, looking forward to the night ahead, he grabbed his bags and pulled out some fresh smart clothes which he had packed for the sole purpose of tonight. He started getting undressed.
"You want me to pop out while you get ready?" Josh asked innocently.
"Don't be an ass, I won't be long, just chill why I have a shower." Josh just smiled and sat on the sofa which was placed facing away from the shower and started reading a magazine he had bought in town.
"You got a spare towel I can nick, I forgot to pack one" Alex asked, josh just pointed to a pile of bags where he had dumped everything so there was some space in his room. He looked up to the pile to see if Alex had got one only to be greeted by Alex's firm ass, and shrouded dick, just hanging freely. Josh jerked back to reading his mag, hoping that Alex hadn't noticed that he had been caught, which Alex hadn't noticed, he was just rummaging round carrying on as usual. Josh felt a stirring in his pants, but tried to concentrate on his mag. The shower was switched on and he heard Alex scramble into it. Josh was safe. Alex kept speaking to josh from the shower, josh tried to just keep his eyes forward, but it was hard, his imagination was running riot, the image of Alex bending over, just made him want to run over and slip his dick into that firm ass and just pump away there and then, no hesitation, just pure power fucking. He could see Alex's strained face as he slowly worked his ass faster and faster, then when he would be finished Alex would break into his virgin ass and start caressing his prostate, screwing his face up with every blow, and then they would both let out huge cries of joy when he came inside Josh's ass. Josh imagined what it would be like to feel the warm liquid flowing into him, making him feel like Alex and he had become one. The temptation was becoming too much. Josh then caught a glimmer of light in the corner of his eye. It was a mirror, Josh's heart began to pound as the mirror just happened to be reflecting a perfect image of Alex in the shower, he could stare all he wanted and Alex wouldn't have a clue, he chuckled to himself and continued to pretend reading his magazine whilst all the time gazing at Alex's gorgeous body, covered in soap bubbles and being rubbed and cleaned to a glisten. Then Josh noticed something, Alex was now washing his dick, using both hands to flick it left then right, but he was staring at the back of josh, he even noticed that Alex seemed to get a semi as he constantly fondled himself as he washed. Josh couldn't believe that he saw Alex playing with that nice fat cock, getting excited about it, watching josh. Josh wanted to turn around, he wanted to walk up to that shower and get in it with him, so they could soap each other, rub each other, feel their skin pressing against each other, warm, soft, sensual. The shower switched off and josh actually started to read the mag for the first time. Alex now had the towel wrapped around him tightly as he slumped in the sofa next to Josh.
"Your turn!" Alex said with that killer cheeky grin.
"Here you might as well use this towel, save your washing" almost as quickly as he said it he had whipped the towel off, and again exposed his body, this time in full view of Josh.
"Oh my god, put it away!" Josh exclaimed, not knowing why he really said it, perhaps it was he pre programming coming through, the way in which he had been brought up to react, even though all he really wanted to was take that huge thing in his mouth and suck it like you would a thick shake. Alex just laughed and began to get himself ready. Josh got into the shower and started soaping himself down. He could still smell the soft and clean smell of Alex lingering in the shower, he knew that smell, sometimes when he missed Alex he would just grab a pillow that Alex at been using and smother his face so he could feel like Alex was right there with him, and the comfort that brought was something he had never felt before, not even for gavin.
The boys started their way into town, groomed for the night, ready to take on whatever laid before them. Although Josh wanted Alex so badly, he also wanted to pull that night. It had never crossed his mind how he could like a boy so much, yet still want relationships with women. He never thought it a bit strange that he would jack off to the image, the sight of another man, but he could also get pretty intimate with a girl if he wanted to, and he wanted to, but he also wanted Alex. It had been the same for a couple of years now, he never quite fancied anybody male to do anything, it was just the idea that turned him on. He had strangely never questioned his sexuality aswell, it just happened to be part of his life that he liked boys aswell as girls. He knew that people had been questioning him since he started high school. How could anyone with so much energy and friendliness not be gay, but they usually kept the questions quiet because the knew that they didn't want to loose him as a friend no matter who he was. He was too important to too many people to upset him, they would rather just carry on as everything was normal rather then piss josh off and risk loosing him as a friend, but josh knew what they were thinking, he could see it in their eyes, but in josh's mind it wasn't a problem. In josh's mind he was straight. A straight guy who enjoyed the sight of other men, it would be another year before this became even remotely apparent to him, but for now he was happy the way it was.
The night was theirs. People all around them were in large groups, but that didn't matter to Alex and Josh they were having the time of their life, and nobody was going to spoil it for them. After the first few shots of jack daniels the music began to take over. They let themselves be controlled by this deep force within to go with the music, follow the rhythm, follow the beat. The music died down for a second and Alex just stared at Josh, wiping the colossal amount of sweat off his eyebrow, laughing and trying to get some of his breath back. They could have been the only two people in the whole room for all they cared. Josh looked at his watch, ten thirty, and he knew exactly what that meant. Suddenly a cheesy disco beat blasted from the speakers, everyone around got up and went mad as the disco beat kept pumping, Josh was in his element. Sure he was a good club dancer, and he loved club tunes, but when the old classics started playing, this was his territory, he knew them all word for word. Nutbush, Disco inferno and the tune that was making everyone pound the floor now, its raining men! Josh gave it his all, a group forming round him and Alex as they sang till their voices became croaky. Josh looked in Alex's direction for a second to see Alex doing an oral examination of another girls mouth, cheered and clapped to congratulate his friend on his fine catch. But what was this, she had a friend, Josh looked at her as he gave it hell, she looked back and he decided to go and try and talk to her. He would start by talking about Alex, that is always a good place to start, just to register that your interested, although she didn't looks like she was that easy, he might have to work hard on this one, he would probably be lucky if he got off with her he thought!
It had been a long time since Josh had been given a blow job, and it seemed that this wasn't the first time for her though. He just smiled to god as he pushed her head back and forward.
"Do you feel like getting a pizza in a bit" Alex quipped as he stood next to Josh with his catch of the night tending to his rock solid dick. Josh smiled. He looked down at Alex's catch, every now and again he got a glimpse of that great big proud cock of Alex's. Josh's girl moaned as josh got harder than he had ever been before, he just stood there with his eyes closed, thinking not of the girl down their but of Alex. He started to thrust a bit into the girls mouth, sometimes causing her to choke a bit but that didn't stop her. Alex pretended that he was cradling Josh's head in his hands, he could feel Josh's strong large hands grabbing onto his ass, his fingers slowly making their way found to his bum hole teasing it, playing with it just before he started to finger fuck him as he was sucking him off. Alex started to sigh, He could feel josh tending to him with his warm smooth mouth, whilst he ran his fingers through josh's soft black hair. He wanted to look down to see josh there but it would ruin it to see some girl on her knees, so he turned his head and opened his eyes to get a glimpse of josh. Wham! Their eyes came into contact like a magnet attracting a nail. They weren't just looking at each other they were looking into each others eyes, into each others mind. Alex tried to turn away but he couldn't, he saw in Josh's eyes a power that he had never seen before, they glistened in the moonlight. Josh wanted to say something funny to brake the moment, but all he managed was a stutter. Suddenly Josh did manage to brake loose of the enchanting stare as he grasped the girls head and shot his load straight into the back of her throat, seconds later Alex followed, both the girls pulling out and catching their breath, neither of them had seen the exchange between josh and Alex, if they had even they would have questioned the intensity in which they were staring at each other. The boys turned their attention back to the girls, but neither of them could stop thinking about what had just happened. There was probably more said in that look in each others eyes that they ever would dare have spoken about. After about an hour or so the girls said they had to get home, so they said their good-byes and went along their ways. There was pure silence on the way home. It wasn't an uncomfortable silence, it was the type when both of you know there is nothing that needs to be said, they just enjoyed the walk home. Josh started to think about the look. What would happen now, he started to get images of as soon as they walk through his front door kissing each other passionately, slowly undressing and landing on his bed. He heard the fast breathing and fumbling around as they tried to get more and more of each other, and no matter what they did they didn't have enough. He saw how Alex started kissing all over his body, starting to nibbling at his nipples, how he could feel Alex's huge cock pressed hard against his. But what then, would he and Alex still be able to be friends, what if it got weird, what if Alex was not looking at him, but just trying to figure out what he was looking at. Shit, what if he was wrong about everything, was the fact that Alex wasn't talking to him, not because he was enjoying the moment but because he was afraid, afraid of what Josh might be. Perhaps he was shitting himself that Alex thought he had to spend the night in the room of someone who watches him get a blow job. Josh started to panic, he tried to think of something to say, anything to try and gauge what mood Alex was in, but he couldn't think of anything! Alex noticed his panic. Had he upset Josh, had he freaked him out by staring at him. What if he was thinking there was something wrong with him? What could he say to get himself out of the situation. Why would anyone look at their mate when they are getting a blow job? Why was he staring, he asked himself. They reached the front door and went inside.
"I'm just going for a piss!" Alex said as he got through the front door. Josh lay on his bed thinking about what had happened.
Alex was staring at himself in the mirror for a while. He looked drunk, he knew this cause he looked like shit! He thought about everything, the wank over josh yesterday, the way that josh pretended to be reading his magazine when he was in the shower, he tried to put it all together. He took his smoke ridden clothes off and stared at his body in the mirror. He caressed his golden body, admiring himself and wondering if this is what Josh really wanted. He started rubbing his dick and began tugging at it. He watched how the foreskin moved back and forth easily revealing his bright purple bell end to the open air, and how it felt the cold when he did pull back far enough. He thought what it would be like to see Josh's ass stretch when he inserted this huge thing, and how Josh would yelp at first when he would have to move slowly in and out, but how after a while he could get some speed up. He had already come once tonight because of Josh, he suddenly thought to himself, well why not again? He had a quick wash and sprayed some aftershave. Fuck it, he thought, I might as well try. He started tugging harder at himself to make sure he had a full on erection, then he turned off the toilet light, took a deep breath, and went into josh's room. He just stood their in the darkness, the moonlight highlighting his chest and throbbing cock. Josh was just lying their on his front. He went over to look at josh, his eyes were closed, he was just about to jump on the bed when he held himself back. After a pause he thought to himself that perhaps it would be better if he didn't wake Josh up, it had been a long night, perhaps it would just be better if he went to bed. His throbbing cock had now settled down, and he climbed under his covers and tried to get comfy. Josh opened one eye, Alex had gone to bed, he was safe from any questions that might have arised, it was a good job he thought of a way out, it might have been a bit awkward if Alex had known he was awake, but still he wished that they could have fallen asleep in the same bed and shared each other like they had done earlier in the day, but perhaps it was for the best, perhaps?
To Be Continued