Journal of the Undead

The Journal of the Undead

By: Dark Writer.

Copyright 2003

Disclaimer: All Characters and situations of this story are fictional. Any similarities to actual living people and actual situations is purely coincidental. All fictional characters and fictional situations portrayed in this work of fiction remains the property of Dark Writer.

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From Nick's point of view

I stood at the window looking out over the beach. I could still hear him in the other room crying softly for the love of his life. It had been over a week since we had arrived at the Hunter's beach house. Well house isn't the word I would use. More like mansion. It wasn't really on a beach either. It was on a cliff that over looked the beach. It was a nice place. Really remote and out of the way. I thought that Kevin's place was remote. But this place had it beat. This place was perfect for us to hide out. Ben has been a wreck all week. I tried so hard to coax my brother out of his funk. His love for Kevin was really deep. I had to actually force him to eat. He had lost a few pounds and Kevin would really chew me out if I let him loose anymore. I heard the key turn in the door and the door opened. My first instincts were to fade in to the dark wood and wait to see who it was. But his smell drifted over to me and I smiled. "Well it is about time you showed up," I said softly walking over to him. "He is in your room waiting for you."

"How is he?" Kevin asked looking at me. I was shocked to see his eyes were red from crying too. "We are connected now. I hurt when he hurts." I nodded. "And I can tell that Ben is really hurting and missing me." I showed Kevin to his room and kissed him on his cheek and left him alone. I walked slowly back to the living room and resumed looking out the window.

"Hey sexy," breathed an accented voice into my ear. I leaned back into his warm embrace. "Did you miss me?" I turned and looked up into his blue eyes and nodded. "Well I'm here now," Brian said as he bent down and captured my lips in his. I relished the feel of his body pressing up against mine. I pulled apart and grinned up down at him. "What?" Brian asked trying to look all innocent. "I missed you!"

"Come on love," I whispered to him. "Let's go to bed and make love." Brian's eyes lit up at the prospect of making love with me. So hand in hand we walked into our room. I was happy to have Brian back with me. I had missed him as much as Ben had missed Kevin. I wondered what kind of reunion was taking place in Ben's room.

From Kevin's point of view

I walked into our room and looked around. It was a nice room with very nice furniture. I looked towards the bed and my heart sped up at the sight of my angel lying in bed. Tears flowed down my face as I saw the tear streaks on his. I eased out of my clothes making sure that nothing came in between our bodies. I slid into bed and wrapped my arms around his slender form. "Hey," I whispered into his ear reaching down and taking hold of his cock and stroking it a few times. He let out a whimper and opened his eyes. At first there was confusion on his face than joy. "I missed you," I said softly as I begin to cover his face with kisses. I felt and tasted the tears that flowed down his face. "Shhhh, I'm here baby," I soothed him. "I'm never going to leave you like this again."

"I love you Kevin," Ben whispered as he snuggled closer to me. I smiled as I felt his rock hard cock brush up against me.

"You're horny again," I giggled.

"I can't help it," Ben pouted. "You make me that way."

"Well what do you say we take care of that?" I asked as I slid my cock up him. I had used no lube or anything. I relished the feeling of his tight body arch up against mine. "You like that Angel?" He whimpered in response as I nipped at his shoulder and started to drive my cock deeper into him. It was as if we were not apart for that week. Our bodies spent the next hour rediscovering ourselves. I loved being so close to my love. I loved the feel his tight body moving in sync with mine. My eyes stayed glued to his the whole time we danced the ancient art of lovemaking. His moans mingling with mine. I cared not how loud we were or who else heard. I did not care about the outside world. I cared of only one thing. And that thing was this.

I was home! Home where I belonged! Right here in the arms of my lover making love to him. It didn't matter if I was hundreds of miles away from my estate. Where Ben was where my home was. Listening to him moaning and whimpering to my lovemaking made me realize that even more. Finally I couldn't take it any longer. I plunged in one final time emptying my seed deep into him. I felt his body quake and shiver and the usual warm wet feeling as he too shot his seed in between our bodies. I loved watching my lover in the throes of orgasm. It was like a sliver of heaven being revealed to me for only but a brief time. This was where I belonged. Right here with my cock embedded in my lover shooting my seed deep into him. Finally our orgasm flowed to a gentle stop. After covering him with soft angel kisses and small bites and adding to his endless collection of hickes I eased out of him and walked to the bathroom and got a wet towel and cleaned us both off. Than I slid in beside him and wrapped my arms around him and watched him as he drifted off to sleep. I bent down and kissed him lightly on the top of the head. He mumbled my name and snuggled closer to me. I relish the feel of his naked body pressed against mine. I smiled as I felt his lips close around my nipple and begin to suck gently. Ben was happy again. Gone were the tears and the red eyes. All that mattered that he was here in my arms sleeping peacefully and most importantly he was happy. I was content to watch my lover sleep. I never grew tired of his angelic like face resting on the my chest. I usually took this time to take in his body. But tonight I just watched as he slept. I smiled each time he softly mumbled my name and snuggled closer to me. Yes I was home and if I could help it, home is where I would stay.

A few hours later I awoke to find that I was hungry. I eased out of bed and shuffled out into the living room and rang the bell. Brian had the bell put in to call our volunteers. I waited a few minutes before a door opened and a young blonde man walked in.

"You rang sir?" he asked in a timid voice.

"Yes I did," I said softly. I looked deep into his eyes conveying as much caring and honesty as I could. "Do you trust me?" I asked. I had to ask because he was a new one. I could tell that he never had any of us feed on him before. He nodded chewing on his bottom lip. "I'll try not to hurt you." I said soothingly as I drew his body close to mine. "You are beautiful," I sighed as I ran my hand along his neck. He shuddered fearfully under my touch. "Shhhhh," I soothed him. "This can be very pleasurable for you." He swallowed hard and nodded. "Tilt your neck back and offer yourself to me." I instructed him. He tilted his head back and exposed his neck to me. I could see the pulsing of his heartbeat. I allowed myself to take his looks in. He couldn't have been more than 18 years old. He was only wearing a pair of boxers and he was very good looking. It was obvious that Nick had picked out this batch of volunteers. "Do you have someone special with you?" I asked kissing his artery on his neck causing him to whimper. He nodded. "Good," I sighed as I sank my teeth into his tender flesh. He convulsed against me as the flood of his warm sweet blood flowed into me. I sucked hard for five minutes drawing out my full. Finally I eased out my fangs licking up the remaining of his blood. He was asleep from the ordeal. A young looking black hair youth stepped out. "Take care of him." I ordered the youth. He nodded and picked up the sleeping youth in his arms and carried to another part of the house. I went to the computer and called up my account and deposited three grand into his account. The usual cost was only a grand but he earned it. I shivered with delight as I felt the blood flow through my body. My vampire senses were in full force. I could hear my lover sleeping. I could even hear the sounds of lovemaking in the other room. That would be the volunteer and his lover. I could also hear the sounds of lovemaking from Brian and Nick's room. I heard a soft growl and I looked down to see Rex standing there. "Hey buddy," I smiled down at him. He sat down at my feet and placed a paw on my leg. "Did you miss me?" I asked. He grunted and laid his head in between his legs and huffed and closed his eyes.

"Sleep my friend," I said softly as I walked out onto the terrace and onto the sand of the beach. There was a full moon out tonight and I gazed up into it. I shivered at the sound of a wolf howling in the distance. A thousand thoughts rang through my head tonight. Was this going to work? Could we stay in hiding long enough to properly train Ben? And could we keep him innocent long enough to fight off and destroy the ancient one? All of these questions weighed heavily on my mind as I started to walk along the beach. I allowed myself to stay in my vampire form to allow my senses to remain on high alert. This was a very secluded beach and could only be reached by SUV or Helicopter. This allowed me the privacy to remain in my vampire form. We could probably stay this way all the time if we wanted too. But Ben needed to learn control and I must set a good example for him. Sighing I turned and headed back to the house. After making sure the doors were locked and the curtains drawn because the next shipment of suppression formula wouldn't be in until late tomorrow afternoon and the sunlight would harm us. I walked into the living room and lit the fireplace and sat in the soft confines of the sofa and started up my lap top and begin to write my song. A song that I was writing for my lover. Four hours later I saw the hint of light showing through the closed curtains. I closed the lap top and turned off the fireplace and walked up stairs and walked into our room.

I made sure that the curtains were pulled and stripped form my clothes and drifted off to sleep.

From Ben's point of view.

The next morning I woke up to Kevin in my bed. I sighed with happiness as I looked down at my lover. I saw that he was in his vampire form. I knew that the sunlight couldn't reach him today. If it did he would die. I eased out of bed and slipped into some comfortable clothes and splashed some of Kevin's cologne on me. I walked down stairs and into the huge hall and did summersaults down the hall. I heard Nick laughter as he watched me make a fool of myself. "Hey!" I said with a mock pout. I'm allowed to be happy! My lover is home!"

"Some one got laid last night!" Nick said as he walked in. "You are always really hyper when you got laid." I blushed and looked away. "Hey it's ok!" Nick said grinning. "I got some too."

"TMI!" I said in my best diva voice. "How long is Kevin going to be sleeping?" I demanded.

"Until sundown," Nick said as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. I was not happy about spending the day with out my lover. Nick knew it and offered me his shoulder. Nick and I had gotten real close lately and he let me lay my head on his shoulder. "We're out of the suppression formula," Nick sighed. "That means we have to stay inside all day long. And we have to feed."

"You mean on human blood?" I asked cringing.

"Yea but don't worry," Nick smiled at me. "We have volunteers for that. And you don't have to kill."

"I've never bitten anyone before," I shuddered. "How can I do that to someone."

"Actually it is really pleasurable for the person you're biting," Nick said grinning. "Remember when Kevin turned you?" I blushed at the memory. It was one of the most erotic experience I had ever had. Of course we were making love when he turned me. "Well it is like that for the volunteers."

"Yea but where do I bite them?" I asked.

"Either their wrist or their neck," Nick replied. "Most prefer to have their necks bitten. Some like their wrists bitten."

"Will you show me?" I asked softly.

"Of course I will little brother," Nick said smiling. "Let's go eat now." I had to say that feeding was not as bad as I thought it was. The person I fed on was really nice and really cute too. He was so patient too. After I was done I walked back up stairs to spend time with Kevin. He was still sleeping and I decided to take a nap too. I slipped out of my clothes and slid in between the sheets. I giggled softly as I snuggled up to him. I loved watching him sleep. The expression on his face was so peaceful and sexy that I was hard immediately. I pouted for a few minutes because I couldn't do anything right now. I latched on his nipple and sucked on it for a few minutes. I thrilled at his deep soft moans. But alas I couldn't get him to wake up. So I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Fifty miles from the Mansion on the beach a group of Vampires meet. At their feet is the remains of a vampire slain. He was young one and an innocent on too. In fact everyone of them are innocent. All of them victims of the ancient one. Finally the oldest one of the group steps forward. He wipes tears from his face. We get a good look at him and see that he is no more than 18 years old. His name is Brad and he is the leader of this young group of the Undead.

From Brad's point of view.

"Brothers," I said slowly looking around. "We morn the loss of our Brother. But we must survive. I have heard that a clan of white Vampires have come to the coast. They are living at a mansion on the beach. I've heard the mansion is protected from the slayers and the dark ones. I suggest we go there and seek sanctuary from the dark ones and the slayers."

"How do we know that it is not a trap?" Tyson asked. He was the youngest one just turned last night. We had rescued him from the clutches of the Ancient one. Now he was scared to death and wanted us to protect him. I was the only one he trusted fully. In his mortal life his father had thrown him out for being gay. When he had found out that everyone of us was gay too he was very happy. I could tell that he had a huge crush on me. But he was young and was still in the transformation process. The Ancient one had raped him and turned him. He was going to leave him on the beach when the sun arose and watch him die. We found him moments before the sun rose and stole him away. I looked into his innocent eyes and saw the fear in them. He didn't trust anyone and was not prepared to put his trust in a complete stranger.

"The leader of this White Clan is a good man. He is over 250 years old and we can trust him. It is rumored that he is the clan leader of the White Knight Clan. The Clan that is said to be the ones that will bring down the ancient one. We have no choice. We must seek them out and begged for their help. If they are truly the White Knight Clan than they will not refuse us." Tyson nodded but I could tell that he was still not convinced. "I promise you," I said softly as I walked up to him and ran my hand along the side of his face. He shivered and leaned into my touch. "I won't lead you astray little one. I will protect you and make sure that you, that all of you are safe. You have my word on that."

"Than it is decided!" Rich called out from the shadows. Rich was my blood brother and I trusted him with my life. "We move out tonight and seek out this haven on the beach!" Tyson breathed a sigh of relief and leaned against me. I bent down and pressed my lips to his forehead.

"Don't worry little one," I whispered. "I will protect you."

From Kevin's point of view back at the mansion.

Waking up and seeing my lover curled up beside me was a happy experience for me. The only problem was that he was wrapped around me like a octopus or something. And tried as I might I couldn't get free. I finally managed to slip my pillow in my place and slide out from under the sheets. I quickly down my black robe and headed down stairs. The suppression formula should be here. As I walked into the living room I saw that Brian and Nick were already there. I was relieved to see the blue bottles on the coffee table. I reached out and took one and took a drink from it. I shivered as the formula worked it's way through my body. "Sleep well Cousin?" Brian asked.

"Yes I did," I smiled at him. "Ben is still sleeping," answering Nick's unasked question. It was at this point that I heard the door bell ring.

"Brother," a voice sounded in my head. "May we enter?" A feeling of peace and good will filled my soul and I looked towards the door.

"Come and welcome," I called out in my mind. The door opened and a young man walked in with about eight other young teens. "What can I do for you?"

"We are vampires too," the leader said. "I'm Brad and this is my brother Rich. We are Vampires and have no desire to kill or hunt. We just want to live in peace. But we are being hunted by slayers and the dark ones. Will you grant us Sanctuary?"

"Sweetie?" Ben's voice sounded from the stairs. "Where are you?"

"In the living room love!" I called out. I shivered with delight as I saw my love walk into the room He had chosen to go with out his shirt. I loved to watch him walk around without his shirt on. He knew it gave me pleasure and did it as much as possible. I shivered with delight as his body came in contact with mine. I bent down and kissed him lightly on the lips. He looked at the group of young vampires and hissed at the younger one. I should've seen this coming. Ben was still skittish around strangers. It took him a while to trust people. And having a house full of strange vampires didn't do much for his mood. The younger one hissed back. "Ben!" I called out. "Be have!" I watched as Brad put his arm around the younger one and pulled him close and talked softly to him.

"What are they doing here?" he asked glaring at the one called Brad.

"We come in peace," Brad said softly. "We mean no harm." Ben hissed again and I took his hand and held it tight.

"Ben!" I snapped at him. "These are guests in our home. Treat them as such!" Ben lowered his head in shame.

"We understand his mistrust," Brad said softly. "We have heard of his story. The story of a young artist being turned to protect him and than taking a stake for his lover. He is the one that we have waited for."

"What are you talking about?" Nick asked. "We thought that only we knew of Ben."

"Word travels fast when there is a vampire of pure heart. And Ben's heart is indeed pure," Brad said grinning. "He is beautiful too." To his credit Ben blushed. "And cute too." By now Brad was teasing Ben and Ben continued to blush. "He is innocent?" Brad asked.

"Yes he is," I replied. "And I plan on keeping him that way."

"Why are you here?" Ben asked softly. He was still clinging to me. "What do you want?" I knew that Brad was being nice to Ben to try and calm him down. It was working. Ben relaxed a little beside me.

"We seek sanctuary," Brad replied. "We are being hunted by a gang of dark vampires. And by a group of slayers. They tried to get our youngest brother Tyson last night. We found him moments before the sun rose and saved him. Now he is part of our family now. We protect him. Than we heard of a group of white vampires that had moved into the area."

"How?" Brian asked frowning. "We were very quiet when we moved in."

"When you have this many White Vampires in one area it is very hard to hide it. The energy balance has shifted and the dark ones know this too," Brad said softly.

"Than you have led them to us!" Ben hissed again glaring hard at Brad. I sighed and gave him a scolding look. "Well they have!" Ben repeated again still glaring at Brad. "I don't trust them! Make them go away!" Brad smiled a small amused smile. "What?" Ben sassed him. This time Brad did laugh full out. "Stop laughing at me!" he shouted as he stomped out of the room. I motioned for Nick to follow him. Nick sighed and followed my lover out of the room.

"Let's go into the living room to talk," I said softly. Once we were in the living room I sat down and looked at them. The really young one I could tell was hungry. "How long has it been since you have eaten?"

"Tyson is new. He hasn't fed yet. He wasn't meant to live as a vampire. He was meant to die as one though. They were so cruel to him. The Ancient one had turned and raped him and than tied him spread eagle on the beach to watch as the sun killed him. But we got to him first and freed him," Brad replied. I reached out and rang the bell. A few seconds a young volunteer walked in. Tyson's eyes lit up and he licked his lips in anticipation.

"We have volunteers," I said calmly. "This one is Robbie. He is single too." I knew there was an attraction between Tyson and Robbie. And me being a match maker at heart I couldn't resist. "Tyson?" I called out sternly. "Be gentle with him."

"I'll go with him and make sure that he doesn't unintentionally harm Robbie," Rich said softly. "Come little one." Tyson took Robbie's outstretched hand and they followed Rich out.

"They do make a cute couple," I said softly. "Now onto business. Does the dark ones know of us and are we safe from them?"

"We were very careful to keep the news just between us,' Brad said softly. "Do we have permission to stay with you?"

"Yes but in the guest house,' I replied. "Ben is still very new and is still very skittish."

"You love him don't you?" Brad asked. I nodded. "He is a cutie!"

"Yea he is," I agreed. "And he is all mine!" We both laughed a little after that.

It took us a while to get the strays settled in the guest house. Once they were settled I found Ben still brooding in front of a painting that he was doing. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around him. "Hey," I whispered to him. "What are you doing sitting here all alone in the dark?" He shrugged his shoulders. I felt something wet drop on my arm. I looked down in concern and saw the tears flowing down his face. "Please tell me what is wrong angel?" I pleaded.

"I miss my old life," he sniffled. "I miss Trey, I miss Sara, I miss the old gallery. I miss everything about my past."

"Do you regret falling in love with me?" I asked fearfully.

"No," Ben asked looking worried. "I love being in love with you. I just miss being mortal is all." I sighed and stretched out my hand. "What?" he asked looking confused.

"Take my hand love," I whispered to him. He slid his hand into mine and I shivered at the contact we shared. "Now let's go outside."

"Is it safe?" Ben asked looking into my eyes.

"Of course it is safe," I replied. "I want to go for a walk with my lover and maybe if we can make love to him on the beach."

"Ohhh I like the sound of that!" Ben giggled.

From Ben's point of view.

"It is beautiful," I sighed as I leaned against Kevin's chest. The full moon has just risen and had cast it's bluish light all around us. I could still smell the faint smell of our lovemaking. It was great. The cool breeze off of the water cooled us off. Kevin was so gentle and loving and wild all at the same time. I blushed with desire as I remembered his climax.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Kevin asked softly as his lips graced the back of my neck. I shivered with delight as I heard his bedroom voice wash over me. I loved hearing his voice right after we made love. It was always had this sleepy tone to it and a little deeper than normal. I was hard all over again. I heard his soft chuckle and moaned softly when his hand closed around it and stroked it a couple of times. I pressed my bare back against his bare chest. I relished the feel of his now limp cock resting on my right but cheek. I loved this part of him. The part after we finished making love. The soft spoken sexy part of him that tells me that all is right with the world for just a little while.

"Can we stay like this forever?" I asked looking up into his pure emerald color eyes. Humor sparkled in them and he smiled. "What?" I asked feigning innocence.

"You are so beautiful," Kevin sighed resting his chin on the top of my head. "And no I'm sorry we can't stay like this forever. Although I would love too stay here right now in this moment and make love to you all night long."

"You can you know," I replied. "My body is yours Kevin. If you wanted to make love to me for the next 24 hours straight you could."

"Thank you love," Kevin chuckled. "But we both need our rest. And we need to eat."

"You mean feed?" I asked frowning. I still wasn't all the comfortable with drinking human blood yet. I saw a look of sympathy cross over Kevin's face. "I can't help it Kevin. I hate biting people."

"Even if they enjoy it?" Kevin asked. I shrugged my shoulders.

"I don't know," I replied. "I always thought that having that close of human contact was for lovers."

"What if you and I shared one?" Kevin asked as his eyes sparkled with desire.

"Can we do that?" I asked. Already I could feel my cock rising.

"Oh yes," Kevin smiled. "We can definitely do that." I notice that his cock was rising too. "We could make it a night to remember."

"But what is it like for the volunteer?" I asked. "I don't want to hurt him."

"You won't," a voice sounded from behind us. I turned and saw one of the volunteers standing behind us. He was as naked as we were and his cock was at full staff too. "You have to understand Ben. We do this because we love it. We get off on it in a major way. This is like a huge sexual high for us." I blushed at his beauty. The only person I had seen sexually aroused is my lovers. This wasn't a lover. This was a volunteer. Someone that we fed off of.

"When we get this intimate with our volunteer and share with our lovers incorporate sex in with the act," Kevin replied. "It puts them more at ease when two vampires are feeding on them. It also builds a loving relationship as well between us the volunteers. And sometimes with time they choose to be turned."

"But what about us?" I asked confused. "Isn't that cheating?"

"You're hard love," Kevin breathed huskily. "You want to do this?" I swallowed hard and nodded. I know it sounds weird but for some reason making love with Kevin while feeding on another man was very arousing. "We do it at the same time." He turned to the young man. "Are you ready?" The young man nodded. Kevin slid in behind him and slid his cock up him. The young man whimpered with desire. "Come on love," he said to me. "Slide in beside me." I walked up to the young man and pressed my body against his. He was in really good shape and his cock pressed up against my abs.

"Fuck me," the young volunteered begged me. I slid my cock up along side of Kevin's. I moaned softly as Kevin slid his out and in again. I had to admit that being in this hot stud along with Kevin was a great feeling. I started to move too. Soon Kevin's lips were on mine and we allowed ourselves to switch to full vampire mode. Kevin's thrusts were more frantic and I could tell that I was fast approaching orgasm too. Kevin shouted at me to bite him. I growled as I bit into the volunteer. I sucked hard and relished the flow of his young sweet blood gushing into my mouth. I heard Kevin's teeth pierce his young flesh too. By now we were both shooting hard into the youth and I felt his body quake as his orgasm over took him too. Finally we broke apart after having our fill. Kevin eased out of him at the same time I did. The volunteered was lowered to the soft sand by Kevin.

"That was hot!" I gasped out. "Is it always like this?"

"It can be," Kevin said as he pressed his lips to mine. "Did you feed enough?"

"Yea I think," I replied. I looked down at the sleeping volunteer. "We should clean him up."

"His lover will do that for him," Kevin said softly. And almost as if on cue another young volunteer stepped out and picked him up and carried him away.

"You mean they are ok with us fucking them?" I asked shocked.

"Only a few," Kevin replied. "The question is this. Are you ok with this?"

"It was fun," I admitted. "But I would rather just make love to you."

"Don't want to share me?" Kevin asked smirking.

"Hell no!" I giggled. "You are mine and only mine!"

"Than we won't do that anymore if you really don't want too," Kevin grinned.

"Now let's go back up to the house."

"Sounds good to me," I replied. "Um shouldn't we put on our clothes first?"

"Yea I guess so," Kevin said with a small pout. After dressing we headed back up to the house. Once there I could already make out voices. They sounded both frantic and angry.

"He is gone!" shouted Brad. "He just ran away!"

"Who ran away?" Kevin asked looking worried.

"Tyson!" Brad said with worry. "He was just turned yesterday and he is still new to all of this and he took off."

"Why didn't you have a guard on him?" Kevin demanded.

"Why?" Brad asked looking confused.

"Because you idiot!" Kevin shouted. "He is young and scared and he needed watching. Nick!" Kevin called out. Nick looked up at Kevin. "You go and find him and bring him back."

"Let me go!" I blurted out.

"I don't think that is a good idea," Kevin said softly.

"Please Kevin," I pleaded. "He is young and scared. I think I can talk him down. Nick can go with me. I'll probably need help restraining him if he tries to run."

"Ok but be careful!" Kevin urged me. "Remember, he is wild and is still going through the transformation process. Treat him with kid gloves." I quickly gave Kevin a kiss on the cheek and headed out the front door with Nick. We used our Vampire speed and raced through the small coastal town. Nick seemed to have a good idea where this kid had gone. We stopped at a local pizza joint where a bunch of young kids were hanging. Nick breathed a sigh of relief when he saw him. He also shook his head sadly when he saw the kid take a bite of pizza.

"He is going to be one sick little vampire tomorrow," Nick whispered to me.

"Why?" I asked.

"He isn't on the suppression formula like you and I are. Regular food will make him sick," Nick explained. We quietly walked up to the table and sat down. "Hey," Nick said softly. His eyes jerked up at us and we saw the fear in them. "Hey," Nick said again. "We are not going to hurt you. We just want to talk."

"I'm not going back!" Tyson hurled at him. He went to take another bite when Nick stopped him.

"You can't eat that," Nick warned him.

"Why not?" Tyson asked confused.

"Because you are a vampire now and eating regular food will make you sick," Nick explained. Tyson stopped eating and laid the pizza down.

"Well this sucks!" he grumbled. I slid a bottle of suppression formula over to him. "What is this?"

"We call it suppression formula," I replied. I laughed at the yuck face Tyson gave the bottle. "Don't worry," I said stiffling my giggles. "It taste just like water. It suppresses the urges and allows you to act normal. And it allows you to eat normal food. But it takes a few hours to work."

"I hate this!" Tyson grumbled glaring at the window. I looked into his eyes and saw the anger and sadness. "I want to be normal. I don't want this vampire shit!" He was getting mad again. I had to think of a way to calm him down. My heart jerked when I saw the tears flowing down his face. "Why?" he asked looking at me. I slid out of the booth and than slid in beside him. A few hours ago I was hissing at him and demanding that they leave. Now all I wanted to do is comfort this vampire. He leaned against me with his head on my shoulder crying softly. "I wanna go home!"

"I know you do sweetie," I cooed as I kissed him on the forehead. "Where is home for you?"

"LA," he sniffled. "But Dad found out I was gay and he kicked me out."

"I'm so sorry about that," Nick said softly. "But how did you get turned?"

"I was hooking myself," he said with shame on his face.

"Heyyy," I said soothing him. "Don't ever be ashamed about doing what you have to do to survive. "We are not going to judge you on the basis of what you were forced to do."

"You guys are really cool," he said with a small smile.

"We try," Nick said with his patented smile. It was at that point that Tyson's eyes got really big. I decided to tease him a little.

"Oh oh Nicky," I giggled. "It seems that our friendly little Vampire brother has discovered who you are."

"You're him, I mean you're the one," Tyson stammered. "Wow! This is awesome You're Nick Carter!" By now the poor kid was practically hyperventilating. I tried hard not to laugh but failed. Nick glared at me. "That means the tall one with the dark hair and green eyes is Kevin!" He said that last part with a dreamy look on his face. If it wasn't so cute I would've been jealous.

"Yes," I said softly. "You've just stumbled onto the biggest secret in the pop music world. The biggest and best boy band in the known world are vampires."

"All of you guys?" Tyson asked with his eyes still huge.

"Well not Howie," Nick replied. "He choose not to be turned."

"Now why don't you continue with your story," I asked him. He took a deep breath and looked out the window.

"My first customer was so cute and so hot," he said sadly. "I gave him my virginity." I was shocked to find out that his first sexual experience was hooking himself to pay for his food and lodging. "At first it was great. Than he got rough and I said no but he--, he--," he couldn't go on. The tears of shame started to flow again. I wrapped my arms around him only to have him move away. "Don't touch me!" he hissed. "I'm dirty! I'm a dirty little fag!"

"Is that what your dad told you?" I asked softly. He sniffled and nodded. "Well your dad is a fucking dick head!" He giggled a little when I said that. "Well he is!" I repeated.

"Well anyway it turned out this guy that I was hooking myself too was a vamp. And well during sex he bit me. It was horrible!" Tyson whimpered out as he relived the experience in his mind. "I thought I was dead. When I woke up I was still naked but tied spread eagle on the beach. He was laughing at me and told me I was a vampire too only that I would die in the sun. I begged him to let me go but he just kept laughing. He raped me again before leaving me to die. If it wasn't for Brad and Rich I would've died." By now the tears were flowing again. I was so moved that I wiped his tears from his eyes.

"It is over now," I said in a soothing voice. "You are among friends now. We are never going to hurt you like that again." He looked at me with such hope in his eyes that I melted right than and there. I realized that this was what Nick had gone through too when I had been changed. I was his brother now. His older brother and I was responsible for taking care of him. I kissed him on the cheek. He smiled a cute smile at me and blushed. "Come on let's get you home."

"I don't have a home," he whimpered softly.

"Yes you do," Nick said softly taking his chin his hand and turning his face toward him. "We will take care of you now. We are family now. So you do have a home. A home where no one is going to judge you on the basis of what you are."

"Yea so hurry up and let's go," I said as I allowed a naughty grin cross over my face.

"Ummm what are you thinking?" Nick asked suddenly worried. "He is always planning something fun," he whispered to Tyson. Tyson giggled and glanced over at me and laughed full out when he saw me rubbing my hands together. I had to admit he had a great laugh and even greater smile. "Ok out with it my brother. What is going on in your vampire brain of yours."

"It is the 4th of July!" I said gleefully. "We have work to do!"

"Oh dear," Nick said.

"I love the 4th!" Tyson spoke up. "What do you have planned?"

"Come on you two," Nick said standing up. "Let's go home and let the guys know you are all right. And it looks like we are planning a 4th of July bash too."

From Kevin's point of view.

I looked at the clock on the wall. It was well past 1: in the morning and still now word from Nick or Ben. I hoped they were all right. I glanced over at Brad and saw that he was sleeping. Some leader! I thought to myself. His youngest child was out in the night and here he was sleeping. He had a lot to learn about being a leader. I heard the door open and the sound of laughter. I immediately picked out Ben's and Nick's. The other I was sure was Tyson's. I stood up and walked into the gathering area.

"You are not going to get me involved in your water gun war!" Nick giggled.

"Hey you three," I said sternly. All three faces jerked in my direction. Some where they had managed to get waterguns and were busy spraying each other. Ben and Tyson were pretty much soaked. "What are you three doing?" I had to admit that they looked cute. Kinda like three little boys getting caught doing something they weren't supposed to be doing. I held out my hand and they reluctantly handed the water guns over to me. "I'm glad you found him."

"Yea we found our new brother!" Ben said with a happy grin on his face. "Tyson, this is Kevin! My boyfriend!"

"We met earlier," I said smiling. "But I think you had other things on your mind." I stuck out my hand and found a sixteen year old wrapping his arms around my neck in a hug. I looked shocked at Ben and Nick who were just grinning. "Well ummm thank you I think," I stammered.

"Welcome back home," Brad said from behind us. Tyson detached himself from me and shuffled over to Brad. "We were worried about you."

"I'm ok now," Tyson said a little shyly. "Ben and Nick were really good to me."

"Yea we found him and saved him from getting a huge stomach ache," Ben said.

"You were eating junk food again?" Brad said glaring at Tyson. "I told you that you can't eat that stuff anymore!" Tyson cringed at the harsh words. I saw Ben bristle at Brad's tone.

"Hey!" Ben shouted at Brad. "He is a sixteen Year old kid. He is supposed to eat junk food and listen to music and hang out with friends and stuff. It is not his fault for wanting to be normal!"

"But he is a vampire!" Brad shouted back at Ben.

"Well don't worry about it anymore!" Ben hurled back. He turned to me and handed me an empty bottle of suppression formula. "I gave him my bottle. I didn't want him to get sick."

"You did the right thing," I said taking the empty bottle. "We explain this later." I said to Brad who by now had questions to ask. "Right now we need to get Tyson in bed.

"Can he stay here tonight?" Ben asked. "He can stay in the guest room."

"As long as it is ok with Brad," I said looking at Brad.

"Is it what you want?" Brad asked Tyson. Tyson nodded. "Good than it is settled. We'll see you in the morning?" Again Tyson nodded. I could tell he was really tired.

"Oh Kevin?" Ben asked me with a hopeful look on his face.

"Yes love?" I asked grinning at him.

"We want to have a 4th of July bash here tomorrow," Ben said.

"That sounds like a great idea," I said grinning. "We can invite the volunteers and Brad and the rest of the new ones." The smile on Ben's face was worth it. I made up my mind that I was going to make him smile more often. "Now on that note why don't you show Tyson his room and get him settled and then come to bed yourself."

The sight of Ben's lighting up like a kid on Christmas morning was worth it. "First thing tomorrow morning we'll have a meeting and delegate the duties and than we can get this party started. It will be great!" Ben gave me a hug and a kiss to end all kisses. Finally I broke away panting for air. "Note to self. Make sure we have more 4th of July parties." Ben giggled and took Tyson's hand and pulled him along.

"Come on Tyson," Ben said eagerly. "Let's get you to bed. You must be tired." Tyson looked back at me with a help me _expression on his face. I just shook my head and shrugged my shoulders. This was going to be an interesting next few days. After turning off the lights and making sure that everyone was quiet and in bed I too headed up stairs. When I got to the top of the stairs I heard laughing. I peeked into the room and saw Ben andTyson sitting in bed together with our hard back book we put out for the fans. I crept in and looked over their shoulders. I smiled when I saw what picture they were drooling over. It was the one where I was shirtless.

"Wow!" breathed Tyson. "He is so hot! What is he like in bed?"

"Ahem!" I coughed. I busted up laughing when I saw the looks on their faces. They looked like two kids that had gotten caught with their hands in the cookie jar.

"Hey," Ben said grinning innocently up at me.

"What are you two doing?" I asked kissing Ben on the top of the head.

"Looking at hot guys!" Ben giggled.

"I see," I smiled. "And who is the hottest one so far?"

"Nick!" Ben snickered.

"Hey!" I said with a pout. Ben and Tyson both busted up laughing at me. I continued to pout until Ben took pity on me and kissed me full on the lips.

"Go to bed Kevin," Ben giggled. "I'll be in a while."

"Ok," I smiled back. "Love you."

"Love you too," Ben replied with that dreamy look in his eyes. I left them alone and shook my head when I heard the giggles again. I was happy that Ben had found someone to be friends with. After stripping down I slid in between the sheets and hugged Ben's pillow close to me and drifted off to sleep.

From Ben's point of view.

"Well?" Tyson asked.

"Well what?" I asked back. I knew that question that he was asking. I just wanted him to suffer.

"What is Kevin like in bed?" he pleaded.

"Totally awesome!" I breathed looking at Kevin's picture again. "Out of this world. Gentle loving sexy great and really really hot! When Kevin makes love to you it is like you are the only guy on the face of this earth."

"You are so lucky," Tyson said looking at the picture again. "I wish I had a boyfriend like Kevin."

"You're still young," I said putting my hand on his shoulder. "The right hottie will come along and sweep our Tyson off of his feet." Tyson blushed and continued to look at the book.

"I used to have this book," he said in a sad tone of voice.

"Use to?" I asked. I had a feeling that I was going to get a sneak peak into his world.

"Well when Dad found out I was gay he destroyed all of my stuff. All of my Cds and videos and books," Tyson said with a wet eyes. "Anything that had anything to do with NSYNC or the Backstreet Boys or 98 degrees."

"Everything?" I asked shocked.

"Yea I worked at this really cool music slash coffee shop and I got a lot of stuff on discount," Tyson replied. "Now I don't have anything."

"Well that will change," I said with a stern look on my face. His head jerked up in surprise. "Well we can't have a teenage vampire in the house with out his music and stuff now can we?"

"You don't have to do that," he mumbled.

"Yes I do," I replied as I pulled him closer to me. "Now all you have to do is be a good little vampire and go to sleep. Tomorrow is a big day." I heard him mumble a good night and I continued to hold him until I was sure he was sound asleep. I laid him back down on the bed and covered him up. I had to admit that he was a cutie. I was still troubled about seeing the tear marks on his very cute face. I wiped them off and kissed him on the cheek and quietly left the room. After all I had to head back to my lover's room. Once I got to Kevin's room I was pretty much naked. I quietly slid in between the sheets and snuggled up to him.

"About time you joined me," his deep bedroom voice drifted over me. "I was getting so lonely with out you."

"Well I'm here now," I replied as I kissed his bare shoulder.

"How is he?" Kevin asked as he turned over and looked down at me with those incredible green eyes of his.

"He is still scared to death," I replied as I traced his right nipple causing it to stick out. "He has had a lot of shit happen to him in the last couple of days. Which reminds me, I'm going to need the heavy guns."

"Heavy guns?" Kevin asked raising his eyebrows.

"Yea your gold card," I giggled latching onto his nipple. I thrilled at the deep moan he let out. "Tyson needs some music and stuff."

"Have to keep our teenage vampire happy?" Kevin asked. I could feel his cock growing hard.

"And not to mention keeping our daddy Vampire happy too," I giggled as I dove under the covers and attacked his cock like a calf starving for his mother's milk. Soon Kevin's deep moans and whimpers filled the room. I was right where I needed to be. Right between Kevin's legs making him happy. And that was all that mattered to me.

Three hours later I was still tossing and turning. Kevin had drifted off to sleep after the mind blowing blow job I had given him. I growled softly at him as I looked at him sleeping like a baby. Sighing I threw off the blankets and slid on my boxers and headed down stairs. When I passed the guest room I heard some whimpering from the room. I opened the door and peaked in. Tyson was still laying down in bed but I could hear the whimpers and sobs from his bed. I softly walked over to his bed and slid in between the sheets and gathered the teen up in my arms and held him. Once I was there the crying seem to stop. After a few minutes he finally fell back asleep. After making sure he was in a deep sleep I slid out of the bed and walked back to my room and slid back in bed with Kevin. This time I did fall asleep.

The Next day I woke up and looked around to see if I could see Kevin. Kevin had gotten up early again. Growling softly I slid out of bed and slid on a pair of shorts and a sleeveless shirt and headed in search of my lover. I didn't have to look very far. I could hear his deep soft voice talking in Tyson's room. I walked up to it and knocked on it.

"Come in," Tyson called out. I opened the door and walked in. Tyson was still in bed and Kevin was glaring at Brad. Tyson's eyes were red with crying and Brad was trying hard to look somewhere else.

"Is everything all right?" I asked walking over to Kevin's side.

"Brad wants Tyson to move into the guest house with the rest of the vamps," Kevin said with his lips closing tight. I could tell that Kevin wasn't very happy about it.

"What does Tyson want?" I asked looking at Tyson.

"He should be with us," Brad said sternly.

"I asked Tyson," I said glancing back at Brad. "It is Tyson's decision after all." Turning to Tyson. "Tyson?" I asked softly. "Where do you want to stay?"

"I want to stay here with you and Kevin," Tyson said softly looking down. "I mean if you will ummm you know let me."

"Do you feel comfortable with us?" I asked softly.

"Yea," he looked up and smiled a small smile. "I feel like I am home."

"Are you sure?" Brad asked. I noticed with relief that his voice was softer again. His hard expression on his face was gone too. Tyson nodded looking down. "Are you guys sure he won't be a burden on you all?"

"Of course he won't be a burden on us," Kevin said ruffling Tyson's head. "He'll fit right in."

"Yea we love having him around," I popped up. Tyson jerked his head up and grinned up at me. It was good to see him smile again.

"Ok," Brad said softly. He bent down and kissed Tyson lightly on the forehead. "But you call if you need anything ok?" Tyson nodded and Brad walked out.

"Ok little brother," I said hopping in bed and wrapping my arms around him. "You ready to go shopping with me and Nick?"

"I don't want to impose," Tyson said softly.

"You're not," Kevin said as he took out his wallet and handed me his gold card. "In fact I dare you three to max out my gold card."

"You think we can't do it?" I asked as I took it from him and kissed him full on the lips."

"Oh I know you can't," Kevin giggled as he planted a quick kiss on my nose. "But if I know you, you will have fun trying."

From Kevin's point of view.

Smiling I watched as Tyson and Ben and Nick climbed into Nick's car and sped off to do their shopping. You see were having a 4th of July bash. And they were going to buy stuff for it. Oh and they were buying new clothes for Tyson and some other important stuff too. I wondered what that stuff was. If I knew Ben it would be everything that a growing teenager needed. Computer and stereo and other trinkets. I made sure of letting Nick know that they were not to come back until Tyson had everything he needed to be comfortable. Money was no problem. Besides if it brought a smile to my lover's eyes than it was worth it. I heard the door open and I turned to see the head Volunteer walk in. He was about 21 years old and very good looking. "You rang sir?" he asked timidly.

"Yes I did and please call me Kevin," I smiled at him. "We are having a 4th of July bash here tonight. I want to let you know that the volunteers are invited to attend. We'll have food and games and drink and of course fire works. If you all want to come be here at about 6:30 this evening."

"Thank you for the invite sir, I mean Kevin," he stammered. He quickly left and I was left to my own devices. I decided to do something that I hadn't done in ages. I sat down at the baby grand and begin to run my fingers across the keys. Soon I was immersed in the music I was making. So immersed that I didn't hear the door bell.

"Kevin?" Brian's voice sounded over my shoulder.

"Yes Brian?" I asked softly.

"Justin is here to see you," Brian replied.

"What is he doing here?" I sighed. "Never mind send him in please." Brian nodded and walked back out into the greeting room. I took several deep breaths and prepared myself to look into the eyes of the man who had broken my heart. I heard his footsteps on the marble and looked up. His confident arrogant stride took me in as it always did. His innocent gaze that captivated me again drew me in. But only for a very brief moment. "What do you want Justin?"

"You said I could come and see you," he replied with his patented hurt expression on his face. "Aren't you glad to see me?"

"Not really," I snorted. "Justin, let's be honest with each other. You really don't love me. You love the idea of being in love with me. You really don't love me. You like having an older man that you can rely on and to take care of you. To you I am that older man." Justin glared at me for a few moments' "Does that just about cover everything?"

"No," Justin said in a harsh tone of voice. "I do love you Kevin. And I am here to prove it to you."

"Do you really know just what and who I am?" I sighed.

"Yes I do," Justin replied with an evil glint to his eyes. "More than you realize."

"Oh really?" I hissed at him. "Why don't you fill me on just who and what you think I am?"

"You my friend and soon to be lover again, are Kevin Scott Richardson, born in the mid 18 century and bitten by Vlad Dracu and is now a member of an elite group more commonly known as Vampires," Justin said smugly. "You see lover I had you investigated."

TBC