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This story is a spin-off/sequel from my first story "how bad do i have to be" by liveintheshadowsdieinthelight.

CHAPTER 1

"Right Justin" I said to myself "We have paint to get and some brushes and an overall. We need to get this flat ship shape by next week or I'll go mad"

With that, I collected my wallet and keys and a rucksack and set off, on my motorbike, for the shops. I found a large DIY store and picked the paints I wanted. I got white emulsion for most of the walls and ceilings and a pot of red for highlights in the bedroom and blue for highlights in the lounge. Some white gloss for the woodwork also went in the basket. Finally, I added the accessories like brushes and overalls. I paid by card and packed it all in my rucksack. The staff were not happy.

"What if one of the paint tins opens up? You'll have paint everywhere"

"It's a chance I'll have to take" I said "But thanks for the thought"

I smiled sweetly and I left quickly. Sometimes common sense has to take priority over health and safety.

On my way back home, I thought I spotted my best friend - Kevin. I turned round and drove back to where I spotted him. I stopped and sure enough, he was leaning against a wall, just inside the park gates, looking like he did not have a care in the world. I parked the bike and walked over.

"Hi Kevin" I said

He reacted strangely, as if he had been caught doing something he should not be doing. He looked at me and his face lit up

"Justin" He said taking me in his arms and hugging me. "How are you? I haven't seen you for ages, months even"

"I'm just back from a job on a cruise liner" I said "How are you?"

"I'm fine" he said "You got some time for a beer?"

"I always have time for you" I said "I have a load of paint in the rucksack though so can't go far"

"Let's go to my Dads house it's just round the corner." He said

"OK" I said "I'll meet you there"

I went back to my bike and drove round to his Dad's, which was only a street away. Kevin arrived a minute after I had parked the bike and he let us in. I walked past him and took the rucksack off, leaving it by the door.

"My god Justin you haven't changed at all" He said "You want a drink or shall we go straight upstairs?"

"Upstairs" I said "It's been a long while"

He took me in his arms and we kissed. He backed me up against a wall without breaking the kiss and started feeling my body from my chest to my rapidly hardening cock.

"Nice" He said "You're as skinny as I remember and you've been working out"

"Yes a bit and lots of running" I said "Let's go upstairs"

We headed upstairs with Kevin in the lead. I looked at his cute bottom on the way up and memories flooded back. I closed the bedroom door and I started stripping. Kevin took a condom and a tube of lube from his trouser pocket and put it on the bedside cabinet.

"Where did that come from" I asked

"Oh I always carry a condom" He said "Just in case"

He then stripped, too. In less than a minute there were clothes all over the bedroom and two naked bodies were sprawled on the bed. My hand went over his chest. It was honed by hours in the gym. No six-pack but I expected it to appear once he was a little less relaxed. He was smooth and hairless except for the usual pubes and pits. A faint treasure trail led up to his tummy button. He smelled as if he had been sweating and slight whiff of something else, toilet maybe. My hand found his cock and started stroking him. He turned his back to me and pushed back until we were spooning. I put an arm under his head and started playing with his nipple.

"This takes me back. I love to feel your cock against my back before you fuck me" He said "Fuck me hard I'm so horny for you"

"I've missed you too. I haven't cum for a week. I never went that long before I went away" I said

"I want you to fuck me" He said "I haven't been fucked much since you left. I missed you so much"

"OK" I said, rolling onto my back. I put the condom on, and lubed up "You ready?"

"Yeah, fuck me Justin, please" He said

I pushed my cock hard into his warm hole. Kevin yelped, and his hand went to my hip and pushed back a bit

"Owwww. Fuck that hurt. It's so long since we did this I'm not used to you any more" He said.

I stayed still for a minute or more, and then gently rocked back and forward, letting the lube do its job. Slowly, with his hand on my hip guiding the tempo I rocked back and forth until I felt his bum against my pubes.

"Are you OK?" I said

"Yeah I think so" He said "Please be gentle at first. It's been a long time"

"You know the rules. No point in pussy footing around, just go for it. That's what you always claimed" I said

"Things have changed. You've been away for ages. Just this once, be gentle" He said

"OK" I said

I started pushing in and out slowly and deliberately. I was wanking him and feeling his balls at the same time. Then I ran my hand over his flat tummy and felt his ribs. He started wanking himself so I moved my hand to his arm and felt his muscles and sinews gliding over each other as he moved his arm. I started fucking him harder side by side on the bed.

He rolled over onto his back. The condom almost came off, so I knelt and put it back in place. Kevin lifted his legs and I leaned over him putting my weight on his thighs. He guided my cock into his hole and I pushed it in. This time it went in easier. I started fucking him hard and fast. Short fast strokes, then longer ones. I came out a couple of times and he guided me back in. He was hungry for it.

"Justin I've missed you. Fuck me" He said "Harder"

I took his cock and held it in my hand while I bunny fucked him, and came before I realised I wanted to. I collapsed back on to the bed, while Kevin finished himself off and came all over his chest. He leaned over to me and kissed me

"I missed you" he said and we lay in silence for a while remembering the good times.

#

Kevin and I had known each other since we were toddlers. We lived a street apart and went to the same school. Kevin was charismatic even as a child. I looked up to him in awe and loved being part of his gang of friends. There were six of us Kevin, Ian, Josh, Paul, Chris and me. Paul and Chris were twins, Josh was a few months older, but adopted. When we were twelve, we were playing in a derelict house and found a mattress, some clothes and some rotten food. Someone had been living there, but had abandoned it for some reason. We also found a stash of dozens of porn magazines and a few DVDs.

We spent a couple of hours going through the porn. We all got horned up and started rubbing our cocks through our clothes. I was the first to put my hand down my trousers, but Kevin was the first to unzip and drop his pants. Eventually we all ended up jerking off openly. Kevin as the leader took his first choice of the magazines and all the DVDs. The rest of us shared the remaining magazines amongst us. Enough to feed our fantasies for years to come. After that we would regularly get together in one or other of our bedrooms and jerk off while looking at the pictures and reading the stories. They especially loved me to read the stories aloud. The game was to wank as long as possible without coming. I would make the stories as sexy as possible to get them to come. Sometimes I would improvise, making the stories up as I went along to get them worked up. The first one to cum would wank me off while I finished the story. I discovered what fantasies would appealed to each of my friends and especially loved trying to get Kevin to cum first so he would wank me off.

A year or more later, Kevin and I were in his room looking at a magazine and jerking off. He turned to get another magazine, when a DVD fell onto the floor.

"What's on that?" I said "Let's have a look. I bet it's sexier than looking at magazines"

"OK" He said "I haven't looked at the DVDs yet. There are no titles, just plain copies. I don't know what's on them"

I thought he was lying, but played along hoping there was something good in store. We zipped up again and went downstairs. We checked we were alone, and the doors locked and started playing the DVD, ready to stop it and run upstairs if anyone came home early.

"It looks like a gay video" I said "We shouldn't be watching it, should we?"

"Let's carry on for a minute" Said Kevin "I want to see what they do"

"OK but if it gets gross I'm going home" I said

We watched open-mouthed as the gay porno stars did their stuff on the screen in front of us. It was so real I could almost feel the soft skin and the hard core of their cocks. I was astonished at what they did, and the fact they seemed so unconcerned, even happy doing it. The best bit was sometimes you could see the affection, even love, in their eyes when they had finished. Not every scene was like that of course, but some... I was even more astonished at how big their cocks were. Did everyone have cocks as big as that? I certainly did not, nor Kevin. One or two had stunning bodies, ripped abs, treasure trails and one blond guy was really pretty. He was prettier even than most of the girls at school. I was as horny as I have ever been. I started rubbing my cock through my pants. Kevin was also rubbing his cock and I realised he was watching me more than the video. I also realised I liked it. REALLY, liked it. I loved the guys having sex and I loved Kevin watching me. I unzipped and put my hand inside my pants to get better access. Still not satisfied I pulled my pants down and started wanking openly. I even leaned forward and pushed a finger up my bum, then leaned back and wantonly wanked in front of Kevin, whilst fucking myself with my finger. Kevin stared me, only glancing at the men on screen every now and then. I was glued to the screen watching the guys fuck each other. I was trying to do what they were doing and Kevin was getting off at the sight of me getting off on my first gay porno.

"It looks as if you like it" He said, pointing my rock hard cock "You want to go back upstairs and see if it feels as good as it looks?"

"Yes" I said. I was blushing as I looked down at my boner. I had been rubbing myself for the last fifteen minutes and trying not to cum. "Bring the DVD though. We can't leave that in or your dad will kill us"

We rushed upstairs and spent the next hour doing everything on the video. By the time his parents came home, we had tried kissing, sucking, sixty-nining, wanking, and rimming in every position we could manage. We failed at anal because we did not know about lubrication, but not for want of trying. We also learned that Kevin liked to be submissive and I was more active. We learned later that this only applied to gay sex. Kevin seemed to be bi-sexual. If his partner offered sex he would take it no matter whether the partner wore a skirt or trousers, he did not care. While he was dominant in a straight situation, he was submissive in a gay one.

Over the next weeks, Kevin and I became fuck-buddies. Whenever we were together, just the two of us, we would get our cocks out and play together. We soon learned about lubrication and I started fucking Kevin. That was the best game of all. The other guys quickly began to suspect that we had something going on together. I think they guessed about the gay sex. One day they found Kevin and me fucking in the derelict house. We had gone in alone to play and they followed us in after ten minutes giving us a chance to get down and dirty. They found Kevin on his back with my cock up his arse, fucking like bunnies. Kevin was furious. Although we were naked Kevin did not back down. He took them all on, four against one, with me in the background helping when I could. He beat them all. He made them all submit to him while he straddled there chests and made them suck his cock, and then suck mine. He made them all lie down in a row and pissed on them and told me do the same. He laid down the law. No one would ever speak about him or me being gay. They would accept me as part of the group. If they did not like it, they would have to fight him again, and he would beat them to a pulp and fuck their arses. They agreed and went home to explain about their cuts and bruises and why they smelled of piss.

True to their word, I was still accepted as part of the gang. No one ever spoke about the incident and no one ever accused Kevin or me of being gay. If they ever discussed it, it was between themselves. A few weeks later Kevin met Christine and she was added to the gang. The other guys had girlfriends too over the next few years, but they were never allowed in like Christine. Kevin and I still played together when we could even though Christine had become his girlfriend for real.

Months after the guys found out about Kevin and I, his parents found out, too. We had gone home after school and not expected them to come back so soon. We were caught in similar circumstances to before but this time we had to face his Mum and Dad. When we cleaned up, we went downstairs and entered the living room with trepidation.

"And what, young man, was that all about?" Said his mum. "How long has this been going on?"

We explained that we found each other attractive and we were careful. Amazingly, they did not become angry, but accepted it as part of life. It brought me closer to them if anything. They treated me like a second son.

"What about Christine?" Said his dad.

"I love her too. I wouldn't do anything to hurt her" Said Kevin.

"You will hurt her if you carry on like this" Said his dad "Does she know? Are you gonna tell her?"

"I haven't but I guess I should" Kevin said

He did and while not pleased she took it in her stride. She wanted Kevin, and if the only way to have him, was to share him with me, then so be it. We even had a threesome a couple of times, but it did not work out well. We both wanted Kevin. Neither Christine nor I was really interested in the other.

Surprisingly it did not spark off any animosity in Christine. We still loved each other in our way and treated each other like siblings.

After the incident in the derelict house I realised I was gay. I did not care about girls, but boys were exciting especially Kevin. The juxtaposition of his charismatic and dominant personality and his submissive sexuality drove me crazy with lust. I was quite sporty and loved running in particular. I spent loads of time in the changing rooms and showers. There were a couple of guys I loved to watch. One was Ian's younger brother Jason. He was really cute and there was something about him. I guessed he was gay, but I never dared make a pass at him in case I spoilt the balance of power between Kevin and Ian. Later when we left school and I started working in a betting shop I met Justin in a local park. We immediately hit it off and after a few exploratory innuendoes went off into the bushes for a quick wank. We did not exchange phone numbers or anything, but we met occasionally and even played around a couple more times.

Finally, I decided working in a betting shop was a dead end job. I had to change my life. I decided I would take a year off working my way round the world on a cruise liner. Hopefully make some money, and come back a different man.

#

I woke up from my post-coital nap to find the bedroom door open. It was closed when we started fucking on the bed. I looked at my watch. We had been asleep for at least two hours.

"Shit." I thought "We've been caught again"

I removed the used condom from my cock, tied a knot in it and put it in the wastebasket by the bed. I found a note, attached to my big toe with an elastic band.

Justin,

You're a little shit, that's my boyfriend you just fucked.

Love

Christine

xxx

Kevin had a photo lodged in his bum. I had a quick look to confirm it was of us asleep on the bed.

"He's gonna be pissed at that" I thought

#

I got up trying not to wake Kevin and dressed as quickly as I could. Then went downstairs wondering who would be waiting for me.

It was Stella and Jim, Kevin's mum and dad, and Christine, Kevin's girlfriend. They were watching TV and drinking tea. But most of all they were waiting for Kevin and me to come down.

"Hello" I said as Christine came over and hugged me.

"You've been playing with that little shit again" She said. "It'll drop off you know". She took my hand and pulled me to sit by her on the sofa.

"How are you Justin?" Said Stella "We haven't seen you for a while. Do you want a cup of tea?"

"Yes, I'd love one, and I'm fine. Doing quite well in fact" I said "How are you Jim? How's the train set coming along?"

"Do you want to see it?" He said and his face lit up "It's in the front bedroom now. Kevin's old room" A smirk appeared on his face, reminding me that Kevin and I had just fucked on his parent's bed. "Come on I'll show you".

"Won't be a minute" I mouthed to Christine.

I followed Jim upstairs. When we were half way up Kevin appeared at the top of the stairs.

"Hi Dad" He said "Sorry. Don't worry I'll change the bed"

"It's about time you grew up, and stopped all this nonsense. Christine's downstairs. I hope you'll apologise to her" Jim said. "And too right you bloody will change the bed"

"Sorry" said Kevin again as his dad passed head bowed. He smiled at me and he tweaked my nipple as I passed.

Kevin went downstairs and I followed Jim into Kevin's bedroom where we had so much fun as kids.

"It's coming on" Said Jim "My latest project is to set up some lights for the platforms and the houses"

"It's fantastic" I said "You've added loads since I last saw it. That looks like Goathland station where they filmed the station for those wizard films. The station buildings and the bridge"

"Yes" said Jim "Not exactly the same but pretty much. I also connected it all to a PC and the internet. There's even a camera set up!"

"You and your technology" I said.

I stayed with Jim for 20 minutes, admiring the detail of the miniature train set, and watching him move the trains about. Finally, we decided to go back downstairs and join the others.

"Justin" Said Kevin "Has Dad bored you to death yet? He used MY room as well. I cannot believe it. As soon as I leave he jumps in and steals my old room for his trains".

"You should be more polite to your parents" Said Jim "You're not too old to put over my knee you know. You may be a big lad now but I can still put you in your place"

A look almost of fear, certainly respect, flashed across Kevin's face as he sat down again. I looked at both men, and saw how similar they were. Not only in the way they dressed, but in their build too. Jim was bigger due to his age, but still very fit and in a showdown, my money would be on Jim.

"Are you still working in the betting shop?" said Christine

"No. I worked on a cruise ship for a while and now I work for a retail chain. I'm the trainee manager for their warehouse" I said. "I love it. What do you do?"

"I work in beauty parlour" Said Christine "Nothing posh, but we get to meet loads of people, and cheer them up"

"Has Kevin apologised yet?" said Jim.

"Yes, but I'm not sure he meant it. I think he said it because you told him to" Said Christine.

"That's not fair. I met an old friend for the first time in ages and one thing led to another. It's not as if I see Justin every day" Said Kevin "You know I love you to bits. I love Justin too, but not quite so much. He can't have my babies"

Christine stood up slapped him and came to me and kissed me passionately. We even did tongues and I started getting hard. She must have felt it because she pushed slightly against me.

"I haven't seen you in a long time either" she said "Let's go upstairs and fuck while Kevin goes and get's a takeaway for dinner. Do you have a condom?"

Everyone laughed and Christine went back to Kevin and they kissed and cuddled for a while.

"Did you hear about Josh, Paul, Chris and Ian?" Said Stella "They got involved in some gang fight and were murdered. It was all on the TV. We thought Kevin might have been involved too, but he said he had nothing to do with it"

"They started mugging people" Said Kevin "I can't abide that. Being naughty is one thing, we all get into trouble sometimes, but mugging your own people is wrong. You do that and you'll come up against some serious gangs or the police, one of the two. Neither is gonna end well"

"I heard they were mugging gays, and the police covered up some kind of revenge attack. Like Stonewall or something" Said Jim "There was some shooting and Josh, Paul and Chris were murdered. Ian escaped but was murdered a few weeks later. They never caught anyone for any of the murders".

"Lots of stuff has been happening while I've been away apparently. Sorry to hear about the four of them, but it sounds like they had it coming" I said

"Yes" said Kevin "If I knew they were mugging gays I'd have had something to say to them. They knew very well that they weren't supposed to do anything like that. You remember that incident years ago when we pissed on them don't you Justin?"

"Yes" I said laughing "It seemed like justice at the time. I'm not sure now. Maybe they held a grudge or something?"

"I don't even want to know about all that." Said Stella "Let's leave the past behind and look to the future. When are you and Christine gonna give us a grandchild?"

"When he stops playing around with Justin" Said Christine "Actually I'm late, so you may get your wish sooner than you think"

"What" said Kevin "You're pregnant?"

Kevin looked aghast, then worried then pleased and hugged Christine. He put his hand on her tummy and then dropped it just slightly his little finger pressing in as he kissed her.

"I don't know I think I might be" Said Christine "You won't be able to feel anything for months yet, and stop it, you just had sex with Justin don't start on me till I forgive you".

"Congratulations to you both" I said

"Oooh. A grandson" Said Stella "Or a granddaughter. You lovely girl. Are you going to get married too?"

"One thing at a time" Said Jim "congratulations to you both if you are pregnant, and you can get married if you want to. Kevin will be your husband if I have to carry the shotgun".

There was loads of discussion about a wedding and children. I was starting to feel the odd one out. Even though Stella and Jim treated me like a son, and Christine treated me like a brother, I was not really one of the family any more. Not like Christine was now.

"Well I'm back now" I said "Don't worry Christine. I won't bother your boyfriend again. That was just for old times sake, and for all the good times we had when we were young. I'm a reformed character now. I'm gonna settle down and get a boyfriend and a mortgage. Either that or colour my hair and nails and paint the town pink. I'll be in touch as soon as I get my flat in order"

"You'll stay for dinner?" asked Stella

"Maybe some other time. I've only just got back a couple of months ago and I still have to sort out the flat" I said "I'll have a house-warming party as soon as I'm sorted and everyone can come"

With that, I left the house, rucksack on my back and returned to my little flat in town.

CHAPTER 2

When I got home, I made tea, and sat on the sofa looking at the place. I had already cleaned the place thoroughly and pulled out the old carpets and curtains etc. I had prepped the walls, and ceiling all I had to do was start painting. I could not decide whether to strip my clothes off and paint in the nude or put on the overalls. I decided on doing it nude, and started opening cans and throwing sheets over the furniture. The doorbell rang.

"Oops" I said "Should have worn my overalls"

I went to the bathroom, grabbed a bath-towel and wrapped it round my waist.

"Coming" I shouted, as I ran to the door

I was just in time to catch the postman leaving.

"Got a package for you" He said

"I've got one for you too" I thought, looking at the young man.

"Please sign here" He said

I signed. "You got time for coffee or something?" I asked smiling.

"No. Gotta get on, lots to do" he said and left

"Straight" I thought and went inside with what I hoped would be a modem to connect me to the internet.

I dropped the towel on the kitchen worktop and took the overalls from my rucksack. It took a few moments to get it on but it felt good and my cock lengthened down the leg. I massaged it for a few seconds

"Gotta get back to work" I said

I started painting again. By the Saturday evening, I had finished the gloss. On the Sunday, I applied all the white emulsion. I was completely done in and my right arm ached with all the stretching and rollering. There were only the highlights in the bedroom and lounge to finish off. The bedroom was easy. There was a sloping roof to one side with a dormer window. I wanted to paint that bright red to highlight it and break up the otherwise white room. Later I would put some red pictures up on the white wall opposite to get the right effect. The lounge was more difficult. I was not sure that blue was right. I started thinking that maybe a tan colour on one wall would be better. I would have to think about it some more.

After work on Monday I completed the bedroom and for the first time I felt the flat was mine. On Tuesday, I decide to have the evening off and I had an early night. Wednesday I had a half day off work. I bought a can of light brown emulsion paint on the way home and started painting the lounge highlights wearing only my overalls.

I had got about half way through and sat back to admire my work when the doorbell went.

"Coming" I shouted

I walked slowly to the door lowering the zip to my waist and rubbing my cock to make it plump up as I went to the door.

#

I answered the door to be greeted by a handsome man in his late twenties or early thirties with a courier uniform on.

"Can you sign for all this please?" He said pointing at four boxes by his feet.

"No problem. I think that's my new computer" I said, making sure he could see my painted nails. I had painted them in silver last night. "Can you bring then inside please? You can put them in the bedroom?"

He looked me up and down again, his eyes stopping for a moment at my obvious excitement. He picked up the biggest box, and squeezed past me. I did not make it easy for him and brushed his junk with the back of my hand. Mmmmmm nice.

"It's over on the right, beyond the kitchen" I said "I'll bring the smaller boxes"

I picked up the boxes with some difficulty and shut the front door with my foot. I followed the courier to the bedroom, closing the bedroom door, too.

"Where do you want it?" He asked

"Anywhere, but over there in the corner will be good" I said. I dropped my boxes behind the door. "Can I get you a coffee or would you like something else?" I asked. I rubbed my hand down my now obvious hardon to make sure the innuendo hit its target.

"Coffee would be nice. I'm due a break and it'll be nice to have a drink, and relax for a while" He said. "Can I have it with cream?" He mirrored me by groping himself. Confirmation that we were on the same wavelength and both happy to proceed.

"Which do you want first?" I asked walking across the room, and sat on the bed, my head inches from his crotch.

"Cream I think" He said, winking at me.

I reached forward with my right hand and traced the slight bulge in his trousers. Sure enough I could feel his cock getting hard in his pants. He sighed. I looked up at him, undid his belt and opened his pants, which dropped to his feet, revealing a pair of very hairy legs, and a groin sporting a pair of superman underpants.

"Glad that's not going up my bum" I thought seeing the size of his cock. I started caressing it. My left hand went underneath and started to massage his balls and his bum.

I stood and started undoing his jacket slowly. He leaned forward and kissed me for what seemed like hours. He was good. His jacket fell off and I started on his shirt. He seemed to be really hairy all over. I had not met anyone so hairy before, and I liked it. He stepped forward and his hands pulled my overalls off my shoulders. In a second, they had dropped to the floor. Then he knelt and buried my cock in his mouth. It went straight down in one. I was astonished. I could deep throat but not all at once, straight off, without a thought.

"OMG that is amazing" I thought

He looked up, put his hand just above my belly button and pushed. I had no choice but to collapse on the bed. In one move, he had my legs in the air and was rimming me.

"OMG, fuck, that feels good" I thought "better slow down or he'll think he can fuck me"

I lifted my head and pushed up with my arms. My bum went down and my legs followed. He looked at me disappointed. I leaned forward and kissed him feeling his cock with my hand. He rose and I pulled his superman pants down. I swallowed his cock. It was quite a bit bigger than mine was and fatter. I managed to get most of in and then swallowed to get the rest in. He started gently rocking back and forward loving the sensation. I came up for air and swallowed again. This time my left hand found his hole and I stuck a finger in knuckle deep. He sighed again. Again, I came up for air, and this time pushed hard to get one finger right in. He flinched and gasped, but let me carry on. I should be more careful. I kept sucking him and put a second finger up him. He pushed back and his hands went to grab handfuls of hair. I finger fucked him for a full minute and could feel his hole relaxing.

"Let me get some lube and a condom" I said

He looked at me and he took a step back. I reached under the bed and brought out my wash bag. I put the lube and a condom on the bed and put the wash bag back.

"Who gets the condom, me or you?" I said

"I'll fuck you" he said reaching down

"Next time" I said taking the condom, and offering him the lube.

He looked disappointed again, but I was not going to let him split me open with that monster. It was I doing the fucking or nothing. I deep throated him again, this time with some difficulty. His cock was wide as well as longer than I was used to. I squeezed a blob of lube onto my fingers and pushed three up his bum. He started fucking my face. I let him pump away for a while then stood up and walked behind him. He could feel my cock against his thigh. I stroked his back, down his arms then up his chest and started playing with his nipples. They went hard in my hands. I started pulling them roughly and he sighed. I let one hand drop to his cock the other went behind him and I spanked his bottom as hard as I could.

"Fuck" he said "Yeah do that again"

I spanked him four or five time, still holding his cock in my other hand. He pushed back against my groin and then forward using my hand to wank himself.

"On the bed" I said "On your knees"

He complied and I opened the condom and put it on. I slapped his arse with my cock a couple of times then slapped his arse hard with my hand. I left a red handprint. I lubed the condom, aimed at his hole and pushed forward hard.

"Fucking hell! You are eager. No need to be like that" He said

"Yes there is" I said "I haven't had sex for nearly a week and I'm gonna fuck your brains out"

I started pumping away at his arse as fast and hard as I could. I really wanted to come quickly. I grabbed a nipple in one hand and his cock in the other. I pumped his cock in time to my thrusts. In less than a minute, I could feel the endgame starting.

"I'm gonna cum" He said

"Yeah" I said "so am I"

Within seconds, we both came and I collapsed on his back.

"Fuck" I said "that was good.

"I loved it too, but next time" He said "We take it slower and I'll show you how it's done when you're not sex-starved and desperate to cum".

He rolled over and held my head while he kissed me. He drew back, smiled at me and tapped my nose with a finger.

"Next time tell me, and I'll wank you off first then we can take our time and we can both enjoy it properly"

"OK" I said "Do you want a next time?"

"Yes definitely" he said "I like you, and I did enjoy it. I would have enjoyed it more if you weren't in such a goddamned hurry. What about you?"

"Yeah" I said "I love your hairy body" I rubbed my hand over his chest "Your cock is too big to go up my bum though"

"We'll see" He said

We both started getting dressed.

"Here have my card. Phone me one evening when you have a couple of hours free, better yet when I can stay all night. It'll be a night to remember, the dog's bollocks, and I won't force you, but before morning you'll be begging me to fuck you"

Once the courier had gone, I propped his card up on the kitchen worktop. What I thought initially was a one off might well turn out to be something more. I was intrigued and more than a bit turned on by my hairy guest. I had treated him badly and I wanted to apologise. What better way than to invite him over one evening and spend a long night drinking and fucking. If everything went right we could be fuck-buddies, and paint the town pink together.

#

I finished the lounge before dinner and ordered a Pizza. It arrived within the hour delivered by a good-looking youth. I did not try my usual seduction routine because he looked pale and had black rings round his eyes, as if he was ill. I made a note to order pizza from the same place again though, he looked nice. I gave him a decent tip and he left.

I spent the rest of the evening setting up my new computer and connecting it to the internet. You have to get your priorities right. Getting the flat ship shape is one thing, but making sure you have access to the internet is quite another.

First thing I did was connect to Jim's camera. Sure enough, he was playing with his trains. I thought about starting a chat session, but called him on the phone instead.

"Hi Jim, I can see you" I said

"Oh hello Justin" He said "are you using the camera?"

"Yes great isn't it? It even lets me move it" I said

"Yes it can pan round the room. Hehe you seem to have got the hang of it" He said

"Have you heard anything else about Christine?" I said

"Yes" Said Jim "She is pregnant but it's very early. We shouldn't get our hopes up for a while yet"

"Brilliant" I said "What do they want? Boy or girl?"

"Christine wants a boy" said Jim "I don't know about Kevin. I want a boy too, and Stella wants a little princess"

"How are they, Kevin and Christine?" I asked "I really must apologise properly. We aren't teenagers any more and I shouldn't have been led on by Kevin. Not that he deserves all the blame I could have stopped it too"

"Yes" said Jim bluntly "They are OK, but I'm glad you think that. I was gonna talk with you if you hadn't said anything. What we tolerated when you were young was one thing, but Kevin has responsibilities now. He lives with Christine and for her sake you and Kevin shouldn't fuck about with each other like you did"

"I know, I'm sorry" I said "It won't happen again, even if Kevin asks. It worked when we were young because we were all so close. I was close to the other four too, but somehow that was a different closeness. I don't know how to describe it. They were never brothers, more like drinking partners, or partners in crime"

"Good" said Jim, changing the subject "How are you doing with the flat? Is it coming along?"

"Yep" I said "I've finished painting. I have to put carpet down or something and get my stuff out of storage. A month or so and I'll be ready to have a housewarming. You'll all be invited".

"Good. Maybe Stella and I can make love on your bed to make amends?" Said Jim

"Great idea" I said "I'll leave condoms by the bed and set up a camera so we can all watch from the lounge"

"That's the ticket" said Jim. I could see he was smiling through the camera and he adjusted himself unconsciously.

"See you later" I said

"See you later Justin" He replied and hung up.

This is a fantasy, entirely fictional. No animals or other entities living, dead or undead were harmed in its making. The only things that suffered are good taste and the English language.

This story is a spin-off/sequel from my first story "how bad do i have to be" by liveintheshadowsdieinthelight.

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