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Hum what to say? What to say? Thanks for the very limitied feedback which was like what? 5 emails? LOL Well ya win some, you lose some. So yeh. . Thanks E. . did you even send me feedback?? LOL. . Court. . thanks tons for the feedback, before and after reading. . .Aphrodite. . I wanna read your story, send me the address! Susie. . . surprises, surprises. . your just gonna have to keep reading. :) Allison, what a CUTE email!! LOL If something takes a turn I'll deffinately keep ya inmind. . or now about this I'll write ya your own personal SHORT story and send it to you personally. . lemme know. hehe Kaye glad to see yur reading it!! :)
And last but not least. . my fave person to hear from and my fave email I got. . . Justin! Boy you aint gotta beg me to post another part. . although I enjoy the begging cause that means I have POWER!!! LOL You better keep reading!! Cause not including E or Court your the only one who REALLY seems to wanna be reading this! :) hehe
Oh and before I forget. . There are some good stories ya'll gotta read if you have already. . they are. . josh-and-just, no-strings-attached, intimate-strangers, this-i-promise-you, common-people, justins-secret, two-out-of-five, justin, justin-makes-jc-ill, j-and-jc, twist-of-fate. . . um. . yeh thats about it. . now on with MY story!! :-D
DISCLAIMER: I do not know NSYNC, therefore I dont know their true sexual identity. My story is a work of fiction and should not be taken seriously. If you are under 18 or whatever the legal age is where you are from please do not read on cause its illegal and I dont wanna get in trouble from your mommies and daddies! LOL
CHAPTER 2
The next morning Justin was woke by the noises of all the guys laughing about something. The had that day off and were still traveling to the next city. So that meant most the day on the bus being bored at that too. Justin groaned inwardly and rolled over and closed his eyes trying to go back to sleep.
"Hey Justin." JC said cheerfully as he pushed back the curtain to Justin's bunk. All Justin did was groan. "Come on. Wake up!"
"I'm tired." Justin shot back.
JC was taken back by the way Justin snapped at him. "Sorry." And before Justin could say anything in his defense for snapping JC closed the curtain and was gone back to the guys.
He felt really bad for snapping at him. He honestly didn't mean it. Justin just laid there in his bunk listening to the guys goofing around. He didn't really know what they were doing, but he was sure Joey was the one doing something and the other laughing at him. He was listening in on what they were all talking about but he didn't even know what they were talking about. But he would listen to JC talk, and just the sound of his voice made Justin smile.
Everyone was sitting in the front lounge when Justin finally come out of his bunk. He went to the front of the bus to get something from the fridge. He said hi to everyone but avoided looking at JC, but then again JC was avoiding looking at Justin also. But both for different reasons. Justin quickly left the front lounge and wen into the back to watch TV by himself.
"Hey Just?" Chris called from the front.
"What?" Justin called back.
There was silence till the door burst open, "Hey we're going into Hard Rock for lunch, come on." Chris said.
"Naw, I think I'm gonna pass on that." Justin answered.
"What's wrong Just?"
"Nothing." He lied.
"What a lie!"
"Hey come on you two!!" Joey yelled from the front.
"In a minute!!" Chris yelled back. "Do you want me to get ya anything?"
"Maybe a burger or something. I'm not that hungry."
"Okay well I'll get ya something." Chris said and then left while yelling down the bus that Justin wasn't joining them for lunch.
Justin didn't know why he was feeling like this, well in away he knew why he was like this. He was confused. This was one of the times he wished they had time off just so he could go home, away from everyone else and try and figure out what to do and how. He knew he just could go up to JC and just say 'hey, I'm gay and I wanna fuck you." Sure that's what he thought often, but obviously he could never say. He got up and wen to his bunk and grabbed his blanket and wrapped it around himself and when back into the back room and laid down in the couch. He flipped through the channels for a few mins before stopping on a basketball game.
The tv didn't help his mind get off all of his thoughts though. He ended up drifting his gaze from the tv to the ceiling. He was too deep in thought to even care about the game. In all his life he could never think of anything that would give him so much stress. Not even his parents breaking up when he was younger effected him as much, but then he was younger and he didn't really understand what it all really meant. And before he always had someone to talk to when something was bothering him. JC. Now the stress had to do with him. There was no way Justin could possibly talk to him about it. He needed to talk to one of the other guys, but who?
"Hey Just?" Justin sat up quickly to see Chris standing at the door holding some take out from the restaurant. "You hungry?"
"Yeh, kinda. But you didn't have to bring it to me now." Justin sat up and took the food Chris was holding out for him.
"Yeh well I know you, and 5 seconds after I left I bet you were thinking that you wished you asked me to get ya something." Chris said sitting down, he brought his food also to keep Justin company.
"And you know you didn't have to stay here with me. I am 18 ya know. I don't need a baby-sitter." Justin said smiling for the first time that day.
"I don't mind," Chris said with his mouth full, "and anyway, Joey was snackin off my plate."
They sat around making small talk between bits and Justin was realizing he hadn't talked to Chris like this in a long time. He couldn't even remember a vivid time when they just talked about whatever for no reason at all. The last time he could think of was one of the first nights when Chris moved into Justin's moms place with Justin and JC at the very beginning when NSYNC started out.
"Hey guys, what's up with Justin lately?" JC asked Lance and Joey inside the restaurant.
"What do you mean a lot?" Lance asked.
"Well like this morning," JC said as an example.
"But he's always like that in the morning. You think of all people would know that." Joey said and laughed.
"No really guys, I'm serious. Not just this morning. I mean that's the first time he has really snapped at anyone, but haven't you noticed that he hasn't really been acting like himself." JC explained.
"Well maybe its just the stress of the tour. I mean we all get a little testy once and a while in tour. This is just Justin's turn." Lance said.
"Well I guess, but I still don't think that's it. He's never this stressed, or whatever, on tour." JC said still wishing he knew the real answer.
"Well there are first times for everything. Why don't you ask him. He seems to tell ya everything." Joey suggested before totally stuffing his face with his burger.
"That's another thing. He doesn't even talk to me anymore. I mean he talks to be, but not like before." JC said and he saw that lance was going to saying and cut him off, "and YES I even tried talking to him to get him to talk to me and that doesn't even work." That answered Lances question.
"Chris?"
"Yeh Just?" Chris looked at his friend.
"You know your friends Andre?" Justin asked.
"Yeh what about him?" Chris had no idea where this was going.
"Well, how long have you two been friends?"
"Well, I guess about 10 years or so? What are you getting at?" Chris asked.
"Ya know how he is um. . "
"Gay?" Chris finished Justin sentence.
"Yeh." Justin felt like a knob by now, "well how long did you know him before he told you?"
"Actually he didn't tell me." Chris said.
"What do yo mean? Okay how long before you found out."
"It was when I always saw him checking out guys and what not, and you know me, I make jokes about everything and one might we were hanging out with a bunch of other friends making a joke about it and another one of our friends told me. But like I said it was kinda obvious." Chris explained.
"And it doesn't bother you?"
"Well obviously not. Since we are still friends just like before."
Justin nodded and when back into deep thought. For a few minutes. Chris had turned his attention to the TV as they were watching some movie.
"Chris?" Justin finally said while thinking to himself 'this is it.' Of course it was obvious Chris would be cool with it, but it was just admitting it out loud and to someone else that was stress Justin out at this time.
"Yo. ." Chris answered back with out looking away from the TV.
"I'm gay." Justin closed his eyes.
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