Kevin and Chris

Kevin and Chris Part 4: Chapters 16-19

Legal Note: Don't read this if your under 18 years of age or whatever age is legal in your area. The following story is FICTION and shouldn't be taken like it's real or anything. It's not real. I'm not saying the boys are gay or that they act the way I portray them. Anything that is licensed is so and I am not an affiliate of the places mentioned below.

Chapter 16

"Justin..." I said. Justin still just stood there, a shocked look on his face. Kevin walked over to Justin and shook him lightly. "Are you OK?" Kevin asked. Justin nodded, and just stared for a few seconds.

"So you two are...together?" He asked.

"Yes, we are, Justin. Is that OK?" Kevin asked.

"Yeah, no problem...um, just surprised. God, you two?" Justin asked, still sort of shocked. His face softened and he calmed down. Kevin gave him a few pats on the back and a smile came to his face. I was relieved that he accepted Kevin and me. The three of us walked to the family room and joined the others in family room. A.J. and Joey were watching TV.

"Don't you ever do anything but watch TV?" I asked A.J.

"Well, if you didn't have a gazillion channels, I wouldn't watch it that much." A.J. laughed out. Justin sat down on the couch and Kevin sat down next to him. I sat on the floor in front of Kevin's legs.

"What are we going to do tonight?" Joey asked, his eyes glued to the TV.

"Didn't I hear that someone was taking us out to dinner?" Kevin asked.

"That's right..." Joey said, nodding. "So where do you guys want to go?"

"You know, I'm in the mood for something Italian." A.J. said.

"You mean pizza isn't Italian enough?" I said. Everyone gave a small laugh.

"Well, you know what I mean." A.J. said.

"How about Holly can make some more spaghetti and we just stay home." Kevin suggested.

"I don't think that it's fair to make Holly feed all of us." Justin said. "Let's just go out."

"Yeah." Joey said. "Let's ask the others when they get back." We all agreed and just watched the TV until we heard a knock at the door. I stood up and walked out to the door, with Bailey following me. Before we got to the door, Bailey stopped before we reached the foyer and started barking at the door.

"What's wrong, big guy?" I asked him as I opened the door, revealing Brian and Holly. Holly was holding a big, gray fuzzy cat in her arms.

"A cat?" I asked Holly. She nodded, and stepped into the house. Brian followed, with an armload of packages, bundles, and bags. "Got the mail." He said as he handed me the stuff. I dropped it all on a table in the foyer and followed the two into the living room.

"Why'd she get a cat?" I asked Brian.

"She didn't. I did. I got it for her, you know, a present. She was looking at it for ages." Brian sighed. "Don't they look cute together?"

"Whatever, didn't she think about the dog?" I asked Brian.

"Yeah, but she figured that they'd get along." Brian answered. We walked into the living room, with Bailey following, and saw everyone looking at the new cat. I rolled my eyes and took a seat next to Kevin. He smiled when he saw the cat and pulled it into his lap. Bailey jumped onto his lap too, and Kevin pushed him over onto mine.

"Aren't we cute?" He asked the cat, making faces at it. I couldn't believe that Kevin was acting this way, I'd never seen him so goofy. He looked over at me, and I gave him a small smile. "Like the cat?" He asked me.

"Well, I'm not really a cat person." I said. Kevin gave me a small pout and continued playing with the new cat. "The cat got a name?" Kevin asked Holly.

"I think that we should name it Casey. How `bout it?" She offered.

"Well, it's your cat." Justin said. Holly blushed when she heard Justin approve. She grabbed the cat from Kevin, and held it like a baby. I picked up Bailey and then carried him out to the back yard. I looked at the tent and thought 'Where was Nick all this time?' I walked back into the house, and noticed the note on the fridge.

Went back to the hotel, be back in the morning. N.' Was all it said. I grabbed it and threw it into the trash. Walking back into the living room, I heard the other guys come in. Well, at least we didn't have to wait long for them to arrive,' I thought. We all gathered in the living room, and decided on what we were to do tonight for dinner. We decided on a vote and Brian moderated the raise of hands.

"Well, A.J. wants Italian, and so do Justin, Kevin, Chris, the other Chris, and Howie." Brian said, reading the notes that he was writing.

"Lance, J.C., me, and Holly want anything but Italian and Chinese and Joey, doesn't care." Brian continued. "Wait a sec, where's Nick?"

"Oh, yeah, Nick went back tot he hotel, said he'd be back in the morning. I guess he called a cab." I said, remembering the note. Brian nodded and continued to look at his notes. "That means that we're going to do Italian tonight." Brian sighed. We all agreed on the decision, since it was a vote and majority rules, right? We walked out to the cars, and got in, deciding to go to whichever restaurant was closest. Holly knew the directions, and went in her Durango, and the other cars followed. Kevin and I decided to take a separate car, since we had things to talk about.

"Do you think that we should tell them tonight?" I asked Kevin.

"Well, Justin took it pretty well, or he's doing a good job of hiding his feelings." Kevin said. I glanced at the clock. It was almost seven.

"Well, it's going to be a good a day as any to tell the rest of them." I said. Kevin nodded and put his left hand over my right. It was the little things that he did, that always made me smile. We arrived at the restaurant, since it was only about five minutes away, and parked the cars. We walked in and were seated at two tables that were next to each other in the back of the restaurant.

"This is going to make it a little harder, isn't it?" Kevin said.

I nodded, "since the guys know, I think that we should sit with N Sync." I suggested. Kevin and I sat down next to J.C. and Joey. When we saw Brian and Holly, we motioned to the other table, other than that, there really was no problem with the seating and the guys of N Sync, ended up sitting at the larger table with Kevin and me. A waiter came by, and handed us our water and menus. He promised to come back in a few minutes. We all looked over the menus and the waiter came by to take our order. Ordering was a little weird, being tat there were a lot of the same orders for both tables, and the waiter walked away with a confused look on his face. I glanced over at Kevin, who looked sort of dazed, and I brought my hand to his leg, running it along his hip to get his attention.

`When do you think that we should tell them.' I asked softly.

Kevin looked at me lovingly and cleared his throat. My eyes widened when I realized that he was about to tell everyone.

"Guys," Kevin said. "I have something to tell you all." He addressed the whole table. He got everyone's attention and started. "Since we're all going on tour together, and will be spending a lot of time together..." He said. I looked over at Justin, who was sitting there, expressionless. Everyone was looking at Kevin, paying a great deal of attention to what he was saying. "Well, I think that you should know that Chris and I are a couple." Kevin finished. Confused looks came over some of their faces. I was scared that they wouldn't accept Kevin and I, and realized I wasn't breathing. I had held my breath waiting for Kevin to finish, and found myself struggling for air. I let out a sigh, and waited for their responses.

"So you guys are gay...right?" J.C. said. Kevin nodded and held my hand under the table, his grip getting tighter. "Well, that's fine with me. No problems here." J.C. finished.

"Me too." Lance said. Joey took a sip of his water and nodded. "Nothing's wrong over here, right Chris?" He motioned to Chris. "Yup, nothing wrong, you two being gay is fine with me." He said. I looked over at Justin, who looked deep in thought, and said, "Justin, are you OK with this?"

"Umm...yeah, I told you I was OK with it earlier." He stuttered. I was overcome with relief when they had no problem with it. I gripped Kevin's hand tighter and smiled at him. He smiled back, and I realized that all eyes were on us. "Wow, what's taking the food so long?" I asked. The guys let out a small laugh and sat back in their chairs. I just as we all got comfortable again, the food arrived and we stared to eat. The meal went by uninterrupted, and for the most part uneventful.

"I'm glad that you guys don't think less of us." I said to the guys.

"Why would we?" Lance said. "You're still human."

"I guess that I was just scared. Not everyone is as understanding as you guys." I said, smiling.

"No problem." J.C. said, patting me on the back. "Best of luck to you two."

"You make it sound like we're getting married." Kevin said. J.C. shrugged and went back to talking with the other guys. After a few more minutes, we finished our meal and Joey picked up the check, splitting it with the other guys of `N Sync. We all packed back into the cars, agreeing to meet up tomorrow morning at the house. The rest of us drove home.

"Well?" Kevin asked.

"Well, what?" I said.

"You think that the guys really are OK with us, or covering up?"

"I don't care, they aren't going out with me, you are. That's what matters." Kevin smiled and sat back in the seat, sighing with contentment. My cell phone rang, and I grabbed it from the cup-holder between the seats.

"Hello?" I said into the phone. Kevin gave me a questioning look, and I smiled at him, reassuring that everything was fine.

"You've been enrolled in the obscene caller of the month club..." I heard on the other end, along with some loud snickering.

"Very funny, Julia. What's up, Holly, got a problem?"

"Well, I need to stop off to get some stuff, so we'll get home a little later. You and Kevin just do your thing at home, alright? Put Kevin on." Holly said, not giving me time to respond to anything she had said. I handed the phone to Kevin, and he took it, surprised. I heard him say, "uh-huh," and "yeah," a few times. Then there was a "good- bye" and he hung up the phone.

"What did she say?" I asked Kevin.

"Something about doing our thing,' and don't get anything wet.' Nothing really important." He joked.

"That's nice, they want us to go home and have sex. We can't let them down, can we?" I played along.

"Don't make promises that you can't keep." Kevin said in a seductive tone. We arrived at home and walked inside. Bailey ran out to the foyer to greet us, but there was no sign of Laundry. Kevin picked up Bailey and we walked to the kitchen, where he put Bailey down and pulled me into a hug.

"Well, we got the house to ourselves, but the cat and dog are home. What do you want to do?" I asked Kevin.

"This..." He said as he pulled me towards him, our lips meeting and our heads automatically moving to the side to accommodate the position of our lips. I felt Kevin's tongue enter my mouth and caress my own. I pulled my hands from Kevin's back and brought them to his head, playing with his mussed hair and pushing him in for more. Kevin leaned down, pushing me onto the island in the middle of the counter. I lay down as Kevin continued kissing me and caressing my chest. "And this..." He pulled off of my lips and brought his hands to my waist, pulling my shirt over my head. "This too..." He said as he pulled his lips from mine and began suckling on my collarbone. I panted loudly as Kevin nibbled and sucked the sensitive skin, and I rubbed his strong shoulders, encouraging him. Kevin began to unbutton my khakis, and then pulled them down to my knees. Kevin moved his lips lower and lower on my chest, kissing and licking all the way down. He ended up at the waistband of my Abercrombie boxers, and slowly pulled those down around my ankles with my pants. Kevin's hands moved from around my back to my cock, and he began to stroke my hard cock. Kevin moved back to my lips and kissed me deeply as he continued his stroking. My hands moved from Kevin's shoulders to his neck and slowly wrapped my arms around it. I was in complete heaven, but I realized that the others would be home any time now. Kevin was still stroking me, and I stopped my moaning. "Kevin..." I panted. "Kev, please, stop..." Kevin immediately took his hands off of me and gave me a questioning look. I held him tighter and said, "It's OK, nothing's wrong, I just don't want to start and then have the guys come home to stop us. We can do this later tonight, right?" A small smile came to Kevin's face and he gave me a soft kiss on the forehead. He stepped back a little and I stood up from the countertop. I pulled up my pants and the both of us walked into the family room. Kevin sat down on the couch and turned on the TV. I sat down next to Kevin and leaned over onto him. Bailey hopped onto the couch between us and he received a few pats on the head from Kevin. Bailey lay down and contently watched the TV with us. Kevin wrapped an arm around me and we sat there watching nothing in particular for a few minutes.

Not much time went by before we heard the garage open and the guys step inside with groceries and stuff in their arms. Holly followed holding a bag of cat food. I walked over and grabbed it from her, setting it next to the bag of dog food in the cabinet.

"Have fun?" A.J. asked, laughing.

"Oh yeah, my hand's really tired now." I said.

A.J. playfully punched my shoulder, "Whatever, you two were probably freaking like bunnies in here."

"Ass." I said as I walked back over to Kevin. The others joined us in the family room, and sat down in front of the TV.

"It's still kind of early, what do you guys want to do?"

"Well, it really isn't early, it's almost eleven-thirty." Holly said. "What do you guys have to do tomorrow?"

"Nothing really, just talk to management about the tour and working out some of the kinks." Howie said. He continued telling everyone the management kinks and the tour details. I felt Kevin held me closer and I let him take my hand into his. Kevin and I still didn't know what to do about this situation. We were taking things one obstacle at a time, and we just jumped over the coming out to `N Sync hurdle. The tour hurdle was next and I wasn't sure if I was going to make it over that one. "You're tired." I heard Kevin say. I looked up at him and he gave me a small smile. "Let's get you to bed." He said. I stood up and realized that we had been talking for a while now and it was a quarter past midnight. I slowly walked up to the bedroom and changed. Kevin came up after I was finished brushing my teeth and washing my face. "Shower?" Kevin asked. "With you? Anytime." I replied. Kevin pulled me over to him and gave me a deep kiss as he pulled my white tee-shirt off. Kevin pulled off his sweater and his pants and I pulled my pajama bottoms off. We broke the kiss and Kevin turned the water in the bathtub on. "I thought you said shower." I said to Kevin as I pulled his boxers off. "Well, I changed my mind." Kevin replied and picked me up. He pulled my boxers down and carried me over to the bathtub. He slowly put me down in the warm water and I pulled him in with me. Kevin crawled on top of me and we began to kiss again, this time, my hands ran over his back and sides. Kevin brought his hands to my chest and rubbed my nipples. Kevin released my lips and began to nibble and suck on my neck. My hands ran to his shoulders and rubbed them as Kevin continued with my sensitive neck. I could feel Kevin's hard cock rubbing against my thigh, and my hands began to run over his sculpted chest to his throbbing meat. I could hear Kevin begin to moan as I caressed and rubbed his cock under the water. Kevin moved his lips to my collarbone and I felt his goatee rubbing against the skin of my chest. I hissed as Kevin sucked on my collarbone. I had to stop jerking on his cock because of all the pleasure that Kevin was bringing to my body. I relaxed in the warm water as Kevin moved back up to my lips and his tongue ran over mine. I wrapped my legs around Kevin's body and pulled him closer to deepen the kiss and inadvertently brining his cock to my hole. No words were said, but both of us knew what the other wanted. I braced myself as Kevin began to push his cock into my ass. I tensed and grabbed Kevin's body tighter as he pushed more and more of his cock into my hole. Kevin could sense my pain and he slowed down, stopping when half of his thick cock was inside of me. I felt the pain lessen and Kevin started to suckle on my collarbone again. I threw my head back in pleasure and Kevin started to enter more of himself into me. I felt Kevin's arms loosen around me and I knew that he was all the way inside.

"Are you OK?" Kevin panted out, looking deep into my eyes. I brought my hand to Kevin's cheek and pulled him down for a soft kiss. "I couldn't be better." I smiled at him. Kevin pulled his cock out part way and then forced it back in. I winced in pain and held onto Kevin's muscular body for a little support as he continued to slowly thrust more smoothly. Slowly relaxing, I began to moan as Kevin's long cock ran in and out of my hole. Kevin started to thrust more quickly as I loosened up. "This feels incredible." He whispered into my ear. The water in the tub splashed out as Kevin thrust harder and faster. I was panting and moaning uncontrollably as Kevin continued to ram my ass. I was in absolute euphoria as his long cock was working its magic inside of me. I was so close to cumming, but I didn't want this to ever end. I knew that it was impossible to keep me from the edge. Kevin had brought me so close twice already today. I pulled Kevin into another kiss and he continued to pump inside of me. Kevin's tongue darted in and out of my mouth in time with his fucking. Suddenly, I gripped onto Kevin tightly, almost making his stop his thrusting as I shot my load into the water. I was practically screaming for Kevin to go faster and he was very obliging. The encouragement caused Kevin to pump my ass with more force than he's ever used before. I gripped onto him as I felt my cock getting hard again. "God...Chris, this is so good, you're ass is so tight." Kevin moaned. He started to rub my hard cock with his hand and his other hand wrapped around to pull me into a kiss. Kevin really liked kissing while we made love. He brought me over the edge again as he jerked roughly on my cock. I had came twice already, and Kevin wasn't giving up on my hole, he was still thrusting hard and fast. After a few moments, Kevin thrust deep and hard into me and held me on his exploding cock. "Yes! Chris...you are so good to me..." Kevin sighed. I ran my hands over his hair and face as he came deep within my loins. Tears came to my eyes when I felt Kevin's cum in me. I was with the man I loved and he loved to be with me, in every way. I loosened my grip around Kevin and he relaxed a little. I felt the muscles in his body convulse with pleasure as he continued to cum. I could feel the excess cum leak out of my hole and drift off into what water remained in the tub. Kevin slowly pulled out of me, leaving me with the biggest empty feeling inside. He then carefully got off of me, stepped out of the tub and offered his hand. I held on to it, and he pulled me up out of the tub to dry off. Kevin pulled me over to the bed before we could get dressed and pushed me onto the bed, shoving his tongue into my mouth and running his hands through my hair. My hands ran to Kevin's semi-hard cock, which soon grew to full hardness in my hand. Kevin rolled us over so that I was on top and I slowly lowered myself back onto his hard cock. Kevin pulled me down to his lips and started thrusting his hips upward, brining us into another episode of passionate lovemaking.

Chapter 17

I woke up with a heavy down comforter on my body, and my Mickey clutched tightly in my arms. I was incredibly tired, with all that happened last night and the hour that I was up, it was only about eight. It was only a few days before Kevin was going to be leaving on tour. I had an odd feeling of loneliness and realized that Kevin wasn't in the bed next to me. I panicked and threw the blanket off of the bed. Did Kevin already leave? When would I see him again? I saw all the sheets on the floor from our escapade last night. I glanced into the bathroom. He wasn't in there. I looked around the room and saw a note that was taped to the back of the door. I ran over after I threw on a pair of boxers and ripped it from the door.

`Went to the gym, be back before lunch with the guys. If you see this, go back to bed, it's too early. Love you lots, Kev. XO. P.S. I borrowed your car.'

Relieved, I walked back to the bed and lay back down, pulling the sheets back onto my body. I just lay there, thinking of the weeks to come. The phone rung and it startled me; I picked it up before the very first ring ended.

"Hello?" I said into the receiver.

"Christopher, this is the Firm, and I would like to inform you that you will be joining the boys on tour." The lady said on the other side. Needless to say, I was practically screaming my head off.

"You will be leaving a week after the tour starts, because of the `N Sync photo shoot and their video shoot also. The plane tickets and information are being sent immediately."

"Thank you so much."

"Don't thank me, thank Brian, and Kevin." She said with a slight laugh.

"I'll be sure to. Good-bye." I smiled and set the phone down. I threw on the black sweater that Kevin was wearing last night. It was a little big, but it didn't really matter. I quickly ran down the stairs, a smile plastered on my face. I saw Brian and Holly sitting on the couch and ran over to them, I pulled Brian into a hug and gave Holly a quick kiss on the cheek.

"Thank you SO much!" I told Brian, slowly calming down.

"So it was management on the phone, right?" Brian said with the biggest smile on his face.

"I get to go on tour with you guys!" I screamed. Holly's face lit up and she started to yell with me. "You lucky bastard!" She screamed.

"I get to go with Kevin after all!" I shouted. Brian was smiling contently and I knew that he was glad that I was happy. "Thank you so much Brian." I said again.

"No problem, Chris. You're like a brother now, and you did let us stay with you, even though Nick is sleeping outside still." He laughed out. A.J. came downstairs in his boxers and a tank top.

"What's with all the screaming?" He said. I ran over to him and gave him a quick hug. "I'm going on tour with you guys!" I told him and ran upstairs. I got showered and put on a pair of jeans and the sweater I was already wearing. I sprayed on some cologne and fixed my hair. I finished and ran downstairs to sit down with the guys. We waited for Kevin and Howie to get back from the gym and talked a little about the details. Nick had long before come out of his tent and was showering. I heard the garage door open and immediately got off of the couch to greet Kevin. He opened the door and I threw my arms around his neck, giving him a deep kiss. Shocked, he dropped his workout bag on the floor, and wrapped his arms around me. Kevin returned the kiss, and ran his hands to my head and pushed in for a deeper kiss. Howie walked around us and gave the others a questioning look.

"He's going on the tour with us." Brian explained. Howie nodded and a smile came to his face. "We're on big happy family now." He said.

"I got to go catch a shower. Come upstairs so we can talk." Kevin said. I followed Kevin upstairs and sat down on the bed.

"You're wearing my sweater." He said.

"Is that OK?" I asked him.

"Of course it is, you look kind of sexy in my clothes." He chuckled. Kevin peeled his shirt off of his sweaty body, revealing his sculpted chest and abs.

"Why'd you go to the gym?" I asked him. "Wasn't last night enough of a workout?"

Kevin gave a small chuckled and replied, "I had to go so I could think. Last night was incredible, no doubt about that."

"Glad that we think alike." I said as Kevin finished stripping and stepped into the shower. I sat down on the counter in the bathroom and watched Kevin shower. "So was the gym any fun?" I asked him.

"I lifted a few weights, and ran a little, nothing big. I just had to think about some things, us, you know?" He said as he shampooed his hair. "Not now that you're coming on tour with me, there's really nothing to think about." I smiled at his words and watched as he began to soap up his muscled body.

"Well you know that I'm not leaving until next week, right babe?" I asked him. Kevin nodded slowly as he ran his body under the spray of water. "Better late than never." He said. "I have some things to do with `N Sync this week, but right after that, I'm leaving." I told him. Kevin ran his hand down to his cock and slowly started to jerk on it.

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

"What does it look like?" He joked. He started to jerk a little faster and I could tell that he wasn't planning on stopping. I shook my head and started to walk out of the bathroom.

"Hey, where are you going?" He asked me.

"I thought that I'd leave you alone." I said laughing.

"How about if I stop now, you can help me out like you did last night?" Kevin asked.

"I don't think that last night will ever have a repeat performance." I teased.

"Well, it won't hurt to try, will it?" Kevin asked with a pout.

"Not at all. Just get out of the shower before you get all wrinkly." I told him. Kevin turned the water off and stepped out of the shower. He dried off and wrapped the towel around his waist. I walked out of the bathroom, and sat down on the bed to watch Kevin get dressed. He opened up his suitcase and I glanced inside. He grabbed a pair of boxers and put them on.

Kevin said. I nodded and put them in one of my dresser drawers. Kevin threw on a white v-neck tee-shirt and some khakis. He sat down next to me on the bed and pushed me down so that we were side to side on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

"I'm going to miss you." I said.

"Yeah, me too. Don't think about it right now. Let's just take things one at a time. Right now, we have to eat and then practice that song. I have rehearsal today for the fundraiser too."

"What time?" I asked him.

"Around three."

"Well, that gives us a few hours." I said. We both headed downstairs and met the guys, who decided to make sandwiches for lunch. Holly was writing down the `orders' and Kevin and I sat down on the sofa. Holly made the sandwiches and handed them out to everyone. We quickly ate and Holly pulled Kevin and I into the music room. The others went out and left us at home to practice our trio. We practiced for about two hours, because Kevin had to go to the rehearsal. After the music practice, Kevin and I sat down on the piano bench with two bottles of water.

"Good practice, guys." Holly said, taking a sip of her water.

"Well, if you stopped yelling at us, it would have been." I joked.

"Seriously, I think that we're almost ready for the fundraiser." Holly said.

"I hope so." Kevin said. "I have to go to rehearsal now you two. Chris, you want to come? Brian will probably ask you to go, Holly."

"Want to take my car?" I asked Kevin. He nodded and went to get his workout bag before we left. Together, we walked out to my beamer and got in.

"Kevin, would you mind if I asked you to drive?" I asked him.

"No, why? Do you want me to?" He asked.

"Actually, yes. I do." I told him. "I feel really tired." Kevin and I switched seats and I reclined the passenger's seat so I could lie down in the car. Kevin felt my forehead with his palm and decided that I was OK. Then he drove us off to the ballroom.

"You should have gone back to sleep." Kevin said. "You were up late last night."

"Well, I was going to, but I saw the note and I got the call from management." I told him, sighing.

"Maybe you can get a little rest at the hall." Kevin said.

"Yeah, maybe." I said. We arrived at the concert hall and Kevin pulled his bag from the trunk. We walked together to the large room that was already being set up with a stage at one end and tables throughout the room. Kevin dropped his bag near the wall to the side of the stage and took off his tee-shirt, leaving him in a white tank top. I sat on the edge of the stage and Kevin sat down next to me after he grabbed some water for us.

"Feel better?" Kevin asked me.

"Not really." I said. "When are the others getting here?"

"Anytime now, you know me, always early." Kevin joked. I saw a thin woman walk into the hall and drop a bag by Kevin's.

"Hey there, Kev!" She said happily.

"Hey Fatima." Kevin said and pulled her into a little hug.

"Who's this guy?" She asked as she offered her hand. I took it into mine and she pulled me into a hug too.

"I'm Chris." I told her.

"Hey Chris. How you doing?"

"Fine, so you're Fatima, I've heard about you." I told her.

She blushed and playfully punched me in the shoulder. "I bet. So what are you doing here with Kev?"

"He's my boyfriend." Kevin whispered in her ear. She nodded and walked over to the other guys, who just arrived with Holly.

"Does she mind?" I asked Kevin.

"No, I'm sure she's fine. Remember, it doesn't matter, I love you and that's what matters, right?" Kevin asked.

"That's all that matters." I said. Kevin gave me a soft kiss on the forehead and we walked over to where the other guys were.

"Hey y'all. Get up here, we got some dancing to do!" Fatima yelled from the stage.

"Well, I guess you guys gotta go dance now, huh?" I asked the guys.

"Hell yeah." A.J. said. "You don't want to get Fatima mad at you, she'll whoop your ass." I smiled at his little remark and they started to go onto the stage, Kevin gave me another little kiss before going on stage and me and Holly sat down on one of the tables. The music for `All I Have to Give' came on and the guys started their routine with Fatima yelling at their little mistakes. I sat there watching the guys dancing and fiddling with the ring on my finger.

"So you and Nick made up yet?" I asked Holly, my eyes still glued on Kevin.

"We talked a little in the car. He said he was sorry. I don't know what I should do." Holly said as she looked around the room, there were no people setting up today, but there were still things to do, tables needed to be set, flowers needed to be put around and some other little things.

"You should forgive him, he was drunk and plus you're going to see him a lot in the future." I said.

"I guess I should, but not today, I don't want to." She told me.

"That time of month, eh?" I chuckled.

"That's not `till next week, you know that." She laughed and punched me in the shoulder. "So you two have fun last night? I think that some people in the house were still awake."

"We weren't that loud were we?" I asked, surprised.

"You two were beyond loud." She laughed. "Stop looking at him so much, you're making him mess up." Kevin was getting a few more yells from Fatima than usual, but I didn't care. My eyes locked onto him, watching every move he made. Every muscle flexing, every drop of sweat that fell from his body, I soaked in every thing he did. Holly shook my shoulder and I swung my head around. I must have been doing it for the entire rehearsal.

"Stop playing with that ring." Holly said.

"Why?" I asked. She grabbed my hand and looked at it more closely.

"Chris and Kevin eternally, eh? Did I ever tell you that that sounds kind of tacky?" Holly said.

"It sounds better in Chinese." I said. "It doesn't matter."

Holly rolled her eyes, "Rehearsal's over in about five minutes, do you want to get some snacks for them?" Holly asked me.

"Where do you want to go?"

"Well let's just go to McDonalds." Holly said. "There's one like across the street."

"OK, let's go. You can drive." I said and tossed her the keys. We got us and I waved good bye to Kevin. He nodded and continued his dancing. Holly and I went to the car and went to McDonalds.

"About this tour, do your parent's know?" Holly asked sternly.

"Well, I'll tell them if we go riding again, or I'll tell them at the fundraiser." I replied. "I think that they'll take it well, don't you?"

"I don't know, mommy's little boy running off with his boyfriend?" Holly said sarcastically. "I'm sure that she'll be OK with it." I thought what she said over. My parents were usually supportive, but this was sort of different, usually they were there to pull me out of any mess I was in, but they couldn't be there on the road while I was with Kevin.

"So about this house in L.A., when do you think that we're going to get it?" Holly said, obviously changing the subject.

"Just talk to the real estate guy, I'm sure we'll get one soon, and then you'll have a really big job to do this summer while I'm with Kev."

"Well I want a house, but I don't want to be living in it alone, without you."

"Maybe you won't have to, this whole Brian thing us getting out of hand, you're worse than me and Kevin, at least we can keep our hands off of each other." I said.

"That's because you have to." Holly said.

"That was low." I said solemnly. "You know we would if we could."

"Then you shouldn't say things about me and Brian." Holly said as she pulled into a parking space. We walked into the McDonalds and walked up to the counter.

"Two Quarter-pounder with cheese meals, Three Big-mac meals, a Chicken Sandwich meal, and a Quarter-Pounder without cheese meal. That's with four iced teas, two with lemon, a Coke, and a Seven-up. This is all supersized, and to-go." Holly said. I was amazed at how she could remember all the orders. I paid for the food and we waiter for it to arrive.

"Do you think that the whole you and Brian thing is going to work?" I asked Holly.

"Why wouldn't it?" She asked. "Is it any different from you and Kevin?"

"Yeah, it is, because I'm not flirting with Justin." I said. Holly glared at me, and shook her head.

"You know what, just because you and Kevin are like a match made in heaven, it doesn't mean that other people can't love each other, Chris. Brian, you know he's so nice, so cute, and so sweet. But how could I help flirting with Justin? He's all that too."

"Do what I do." I said softly.

"And what's that, Einstein?" She said harshly.

"Think of your boyfriend's feeling before yours." I said. Holly turned her head away and folded her hands. The food arrived and I grabbed most of it.

"Holly, I need some help here." I said. Holly turned to me, her face was emotionless. She grabbed the food that I couldn't pick up, and walked silently out to the car. We got to the concert hall with all the food, and still we hadn't said anything to each other. I put the food on the table and everyone grabbed their food. Kevin and I sat down in a corner and started eating.

"You have fun at rehearsal?" I asked Kevin.

"Well, you know it's a lot harder when my boyfriend's watching every move I make." Kevin laughed.

"You noticed, huh?"

"Every moment." Kevin said. He leaned in for a kiss, but I pushed him away.

"I'm eating!" I said. "Later."

Kevin nodded. "You doing OK with Holly, she looked mad."

"We had a little fight. Nothing we can't get through." I said. I looked over at her, she was sitting next to Brian and A.J. she looked happy with Brian, but she wasn't all there, she was reserved, and she seemed out of it.

"Did you notice anything about Justin and Holly?" I asked Kevin.

He wiped his mouth with a napkin, "You mean how she flirts her ass off when he's around?"

"Yeah, do you think that Brian know?"

"I think that he's pretending not to notice. You know he's kind of 'blinded by love,' he's just hoping that she's not really doing anything." Kevin said. He took another bite of his Big-mac.

"Are we like that?" I asked him, confused at Kevin's reasoning. He shook his head. "The only thing that I'm blinded by is you." He leaned in for a kiss and I gladly gave him one. He pulled away, "You're right, no kissing with food." Kevin said with a funny look of disgust on his face. "Unless it's cheesecake, right?" We both laughed at his little joke. "Right."

The other guys looked over at us and gave us a look that said 'you guys are crazy.' I took a sip of my iced tea and crunched up my burger wrapper. I grabbed Kevin's and balled it up too. I looked over at Kevin and gave him a small smile. I picked up the wrapper and threw it at A.J. It hit him in the back of the head and I immediately pilled Kevin into a kiss, wrapping my arms around him to make it look like I didn't do it. Kevin was surprised, to say the least but played along. A.J. just shrugged it off and continued eating. I pulled away and threw the other wad of paper at him, this time it hit him and bounced off to hit Howie. They both turned around and the only thing that they saw was Kevin, with my in his arms and his tongue in my mouth. I pulled off of Kevin and laughed a little under my breath. Kevin took his french-fry carton and chucked it over at the table. This time, A.J. turned around, anticipating it, but it hit him in the face. Kevin and I turned bright red and cracked up, our laughing was uncontrollable. A.J. walked over with a cup of iced tea in his hand, ready to pour it on the both of us. Kevin realized this and dodged A.J.'s attempt by pushing A.J. arm back, causing A.J. to pour the tea on himself. This only caused more laughter from me and Kevin, but that was distracting and Brian came from behind and doused us with his cup of Coke. I ran my fingers through my hair to get some of the soda out and reached for my iced tea. I grabbed Brian's shirt and pulled him towards me, pouring the tea all over his tee-shirt. Brian shuddered from the cold and soon we were all in on an all out food fight, grabbing and tossing everything possible at each other. I got A.J. and Howie a few times, and got hit a few times from them too. After all the chaos, we all were laughing and soaked with soda, fries, and everything else. We looked around and noticed the mess we had made. Fatima shook her head and started pointing fingers, and A.J. yelled, "Run for it!" We all grabbed our things at almost impossible speed and were off in the cars in no time. I looked out the window and saw Fatima still at the concert hall. Kevin and I laughed and talked all the way home.

"I take that you're feeling better now, huh?" Kevin said.

"Yeah, I guess the food helped, and maybe the kiss helped too."

"Well, I guess we'll have to try that theory out next time you're not feeling well."

"I think I feel a pain." I joked.

"Where?" Kevin asked. I pointed to my lip.

"Right there." I said, Kevin smiled and leaned in for a kiss. Good thing we were already in the garage, because someone would have seen us. We kissed until the others opened the garage and started coming in. Kevin and I pulled apart, "It worked, I feel so much better." I said. Kevin gave a little laugh and we got out of the car and walked into the house.

Chapter 18

After Kevin and I were finished showering and changed, we walked downstairs to meet the others, to figure out what to do tonight.

"The performance is tomorrow, I think we should get some rest." Brian suggested.

"Does that mean movie again?" Nick whined.

"Whatever you guys want to do." Holly said.

"I think that we should go clubbing again, but lets call 'N Sync, maybe they want to come too." Howie offered.

"Clubbing, maybe." Kevin said. "But let's not stay out to late, guys." I was kind of hesitant towards the idea, but Kevin said that he'd stay with me the entire time.

"I'll go call 'N Sync." I said. I walked out of the room and went to the kitchen. I called Lance's cell phone, and someone picked up after a few rings.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey, who's this?" I heard.

"This is Chris, is this Lance?"

"No, Lance isn't here, this is Justin."

"Oh, hey Just, I was wondering if you guys wanted to go clubbing with us today?"

"You into that stuff Chris?" Justin asked.

"No, but I know that Kevin loves to do clubbing and you know, I go for him."

"How many times you been with him?"

"Just once, bad stuff happened, I don't want to get into that."

"So why are you going this time, didn't you learn anything."

"I guess not, because I'm going again. Kev really likes going, and I know that if I stay home, he won't go. He wants to, I can tell, but he said that if I go, he'd take care of me."

"That's sweet. Um, yeah, we'll be there. The five of us are going to swing by in about half an hour, OK?" Justin said. I saw Kevin come into the kitchen and walk towards me.

"Yeah, I'll see you then."

"Wait a sec, you know we have a photo shoot in a couple of days right?"

"Yeah, I have to go do some things at that shoot and at the video shoot."

"What about Kevin?"

"He's right here, do you want to talk to him?" I asked, I looked over at Kevin, who was getting a soda out of the fridge. He walked over to me when he heard his name, "who is it?" Kevin asked.

"It's Justin." I said.

"I don't want to talk to him it's just that he's going on tour in a few days, right?" Justin asked.

"Yeah, that's why he's not coming tot he shoots, I think he'd go with me if he could." I looked over at Kevin, he nodded and took a sip of is soda.

"Hey, I'll explain some more tonight, OK? See you then." I said.

"Yeah, see you then. Bye." Justin said before he hung up the phone.

"So you're coming clubbing tonight?" Kevin asked me.

"Yeah, I'll go. Let me get changed." I walked out and Kevin followed me upstairs.

"You know you don't have to go, right?" Kevin asked me.

"I know." I said, and I pulled on a pair of baggy jeans.

"And I don't want you to go if you don't want to." Kevin said.

"I want to, I think that I should get to know 'N Sync a little better."

"But you're exhausted. You can't go clubbing after you've had four hours of sleep and an entire day."

"I think that I can manage."

"I just want to watch out for you."

"And I appreciate it." I said. I grabbed a v-neck tee shirt and put it on before giving Kevin a little kiss. I reached into the closet and grabbed a jacket and we were walked downstairs.

"Remember guys, we're coming back before one." Kevin said so that everyone could hear.

"Yes sir!" A.J. saluted.

"That's more like it." Kevin joked.

"When's 'N Sync getting here?" Howie asked. "I want to go as soon as we can."

"Any minute now." I said. I looked over at Holly, who was deep in thought. I wonder if she told Brian yet. Together, me and Kevin walked over to the couch and sat down.

"When 'N Sync gets here, are we taking two cars or just one?" Holly asked.

"I think we should take one, so we don't have to worry about getting into any DUI problems or parking for that matter." Howie suggested.

"You mean one car for 'N Sync and one for us, right?" Brian said.

"Yes, you dumbass." Nick said as he rolled his eyes.

"Well it's not like I want Justin sitting on my lap or anything." Brian joked. Holly's eyes bugged out when she heard Brian say Justin's name. After making car arrangements, and 'N Sync arrived, we were on our way to the club, it was a different one from last time, which was a relief. A.J. drove the Durango that contained the Backstreet Boys and J.C. was driving the expedition that 'N Sync was riding. We got to the club and went inside, no hitches or problems at all. Some of the guys went straight to the dance floor when we got in, but Brian decided to scope out a booth, and I joined him. I sat down and Kevin sat down next to me.

"You can go dance if you want." I told Kevin.

"I don't. I want to be with you." Kevin said. "We're leaving after tomorrow."

"Thanks." I said and scooted over closer to him. Kevin smiled and held my hand. Some of the other guys came to the booth and sat down after they got drinks.

"This club is great." Joey said happily. "So many people, and the music is great too."

"Having fun, Chris?" Justin asked me.

"Oh yeah, this booth is the greatest." I said sarcastically. "Let's go dance." I said as I pulled Kevin to the dance floor. He was surprised, but happily went out with me. Kevin and I danced for a while, not with each other, just next to each other. A little while later, I walked back over to the booth, careful to avoid everyone, and sat down next to Brian.

"Chris, do you know what I can get Holly before we go, I mean like a gift." Brian asked.

"Well, I guess you could get her some jewelry, every girl likes that." I suggested, looking for Kevin. "You could get her something for the cat."

"Well how about a collar for the cat or something?" Brian asked.

"Yeah, whatever you want to get." I said, scanning the dance floor for Kevin.

"Looking for me?" Kevin said as he sat down beside me.

"Yeah, where were you?" I asked him after I gave him a little kiss on the cheek.

"I was looking for you." He said. We sat there for a little, waiting for the others to come back, which they did, but they left for the dance floor after sipping their drinks and saying hello. Someone that I didn't know walked up to the table and offered her hand to Kevin.

"Hey there, I'm Christina." The short, blonde girl said.

"I'm Kevin." He said when he took her hand and shook it.

"I know. Who's this?" She said as she offered her hand to me.

"I'm Chris, just a friend." I shook her hand. "So you're Christina, do you have a last name?"

"Yeah, actually I do. Weird huh? It's Aguilera." She said.

"Chris, this is Christina Aguilera, she's coming on tour with us." Kevin said. I nodded, "I like your song."

"Thanks." She said and sat down by me.

"How'd you get in?" I asked her.

"I'm here with some friends. But I usually don't have any trouble getting anywhere nowadays." She said.

"Yeah, me too, whenever I'm with this guy I can go anywhere." I said while I punched Kevin in the shoulder.

"Perks of being a celebrity, I guess." Christina said. She was really nice, easy to get along with, and it was nice having someone around my age that wasn't an ass like Nick.

"So I'll see you on tour, right?" She asked Kevin. He nodded. "And I'll see you around sometime again, I hope." She said to me.

"Oh, I'll be on tour too." I told her. She raised and eyebrow, "What do you mean?"

"I'm going on tour with the guys, I pick the clothes that they wear." I said.

"This guy is responsible for everything we wear, hard job isn't it?" Kevin said.

"Well, you have quite a job." Christina said.

"Yeah, especially with 'N Sync on my bill too." Christina gave me one of those 'God, you're crazy' looks and just shook her head.

"Wish I had your work ethic." She said. "I'm so lazy it's not funny." We laughed at her joke and we just talked about everything and nothing for a long time. Kevin glanced at his watch and decided that we should leave. We told Christina to go to the fundraiser tomorrow so that we could talk some more.

"It's black tie, so dress up." I told her. Kevin gave her the details and I went looked for the other guys. We met up at the booth and Christina introduced herself to everyone, I could tell that she was going to be a blast on tour.

"So we'll get going now." J.C. said. "You guys break a leg at the performance tomorrow."

"You're not coming?" A.J. asked, sounding sarcastically disappointed.

"Sorry there A.J., we've got stuff to do." J.C. said.

"I'll try to stop by." Lance offered.

"Yeah, me too." Justin said.

"Hope to see you there." I told them. "Well, let's get going." We walked out to the car and this time I drove, since I didn't have anything to drink at the club. Good thing too, god there was a lot of traffic tonight. We got home in one piece, and filed into the house.

"You think I can come back into the house tonight, guys?" Nick asked.

"I think we should let him." Howie said.

"Then you get the couch so you can watch him and I get the guestroom." A.J. said.

"Sound good to you, Holly?" Brian asked.

"Yeah, I don't mind." Holly said weakly.

"OK, I got the couch." Nick said as he hopped onto the couch.

Kevin and I left the others alone to figure out the new sleeping arrangements. I lazily walked up the stairs with Kevin and we arrived in the bedroom. Tired, we washed up and changed. I was sitting on the bed while Kevin was in the bathroom and decided to lie down, I was tired, and the bed was getting really comfortable. I almost instantly fell asleep, leaving Kevin in the bathroom. He walked out a few minutes later to find me asleep on the bed. A small smile came to his face and I felt a faint kiss on the forehead.

"Kevin?" I said softly.

"No, go to sleep Chris, just go to sleep." Kevin said soothingly. I fell asleep and Kevin cuddled next to me, covering us up with the thick, white down comforter.

"I love you." He whispered into my ear, and he fell asleep with me wrapped up in his arms.

Chapter 19

I woke up the next morning really late, it was about two o' clock when my eyes blinked open, I found myself still wrapped in Kevin's arms and I could feel his breath on my neck. I slowly got out of the bed and sat on the edge. I stretched my arms a little and turned to see Kevin looking back at me.

"You're awake." I said sleepily.

"Yeah, without you here it feels kind of weird." Kevin yawned.

"We should get ready, or at least eat." I suggested.

"First I have to get a shower." Kevin said.

"Yeah you do." I said, laughing a little. "And so do I." I stood up and lazily walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth. Kevin came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my chest, his head on my shoulder and his lips on my neck. I gently pushed him off of me and finished brushing me teeth. I handed Kevin his toothbrush and he brushed his teeth, I watched him as I sat on the corner.

"You feel tired still?" Kevin asked me after he finished. He stepped towards me and stood between my dangling feet, slowly pulling me into a kiss.

"Mmm. Minty fresh." Kevin joked.

"Twelve hours with you right next to me? How could it have been bad?" I said. I pulled Kevin into another kiss and wrapped my arms around his neck. Thoughts of this being the last day for us together brought tears to my eyes, but I didn't want to make Kevin as sad as I was so I blinked them away, hiding my feelings from my boyfriend. He would be leaving tomorrow morning. Kevin felt my hands quivering and he pulled away. He looked at me, I could tell that he knew what I was thinking. I blinked my eyes to keep the tears at bay, but it was no use, seeing Kevin right in front of me and knowing that I wouldn't be able to see him for a week was tearing me up inside. I let the tears start to stream down my face and Kevin brought his hands up to wipe them away.

"I'm going to miss you so much." I whispered.

"Shhhh, don't say that. You'll see me again. Stay strong." He said. I knew that Kevin was sad too, but he was keeping his tears back. If he cried, I knew that my tears would be uncontrollable. He gave me a soft kiss on the cheek and whispered, "We have a show tonight, stop crying."

I gave a few sniffles and my crying stopped. Kevin pulled me into a tight hug and we moved to the shower. We washed up and I threw some boxers on and a new pair of pajama pants. Kevin put on some warm-ups and a tee-shirt. I grabbed a white tee-shirt and we walked down to the kitchen for something to eat. We arrived to an empty kitchen, and an empty family room.

"Weird having nobody here when we wake up, huh?" I asked Kevin. He pulled a note off of the fridge and read it. He handed it to me after he did and fished in the fridge for a snack.

'Kevin and Chris, it was quiet last night! Wow, what a difference it was. We didn't want to wake you two, and decided to go out. You two fend for yourselves. See you later so we can ride to the show together. Later, B.'

"Fend for ourselves? What do you want to eat?" I asked Kevin.

"I don't know. Let's just order another pizza." Kevin suggested.

"Don't you get sick of pizza?" I asked him. "We've had it like three times already."

"Two, it's not that bad." Kevin said. He picked up the phone and ordered a pizza from the phone number by the phone. "Pizza is filling. That's all we need." He pulled me into another hug and gave me a little kiss on the forehead and then I looked right into his eyes, we were forehead to forehead and I was looking into his engaging green eyes. Just looking at them and their solemn appearance almost brought me to tears.

"I'm going to miss you so much." I sighed. The tears started to come again, and Kevin shook his head. "No tears, we'll get through this." I nodded and pulled Kevin into another kiss. We kissed for a few minutes and I sat down on the counter. Kevin and I waited quietly for the pizza to arrive and when it did, we went to the door together. It rang again and we got to the door.

"Who is it?" I asked, just to check.

"Pizza." Kevin and I heard. The voice sounded familiar, and it sounded like someone with a mouth full of food. Kevin opened the door, and to my amazement, there was Joey, Lance, and Justin, chowing down on our pizza.

"This is good stuff." Justin said with a mouth full of food.

"Yeah, thanks." I said. "You guys want to come in with the rest of our pizza?"

"Sure, but this guy wants his money." Joey said, pointing at the delivery boy that was behind them. I gave the guy the money and Kevin grabbed the pizza box from the Lance's hands.

"Just get in here." Kevin said. He yanked the guys in and we walked into the kitchen to continue the conversation and the meal. "Where are the others?"

"They're sleeping." Justin said. "We just came over to say good luck at the show. You guys mind if we come with you?"

"No, we don't mind." Kevin said. "You guys bring some clothes to change into?"

"They're in the car." Joey said, with another mouthful of food.

"Good, they won't let you in if you're not dressed up." I said. "Christina's going to be there too."

"Cool." Justin said. "It'll be nice seeing her again."

"Does our Justin have a little crush?" Joey joked.

"She's just a friend from the club." Justin explained.

"So when are you guys going to leave?" Lance asked.

"Around six." Kevin said. "Maybe earlier."

"We still have to get changed and practice a little." I said.

"We get food there, right?" Joey asked.

"Is that the only thing on your mind?" Lance laughed.

"You get dinner." I said. "You guys will be able to meet my mom. She set the whole thing up."

"Where are the other guys?" Justin asked.

"They're out." Kevin said. "They'll be back before we leave."

"So Holly's going out and Nick's with her, I guess they made up." Justin said.

"I guess." I told him. "I hope that they make up."

"You go on tour tomorrow, right Kevin?" Joey asked.

"Yeah, we leave really early tomorrow for a show in Fort Lauderdale." Kevin said.

"So you're going to be stuck with us." Justin laughed.

"For a week. Until the video shoot's over." I explained.

"Then you're going with us to meet up with the boys." Lance said.

"All in all, lots of fun." I said sarcastically. We talked a little while longer about the tour and other arrangements. Soon, Holly and the others arrived back home. Holly had to get a new dress and the others wanted to go out to lunch and pick up their tuxedos.

"You're going to dance in those?" I asked them.

"We do it all the time." A.J. said. "We're only doing two dance songs tonight anyway."

"Well, I see that our 'N Sync friends are here." Howie said. "You guys coming?"

"We're going along for the ride." Justin said. "You guys get ready, we'll entertain ourselves for a little, we have an hour or so to go."

"You get my tux?" Kevin asked A.J. "It's in the bag." He said, pointing to a suit bag hanging on the doorknob. Kevin grabbed it and the two of us ran upstairs to change.

"So this is going to be a long night." I sighed.

"But at least I'm going to spend it with you." Kevin said. He pulled me over and began to pull my tee-shirt off.

"We won't be able to do this tonight, will we?" I gasped as Kevin began to suck on my neck.

"No, we won't." Kevin said seductively. My hands arrived at his shoulders and I grabbed at the fabric of the shirt he was wearing. "Kevin, we need to get ready." I managed to say. I knew that if we got any farther, we'd be going at it for hours, and we didn't have time for an all night session of sex. Kevin stopped abruptly and pushed me down on the bed. He hopped on top of me and pulled his shirt up.

"You don't have to do anything. Just leave it to me." Kevin whispered. He pulled off his warm-ups and boxers, setting his throbbing cock free. Kevin wrapped his fist around his meat and started to jerk on himself. Kevin used his free hand to pull my pants off and groped at me through me boxers. I wrapped my arms around his neck and gave Kevin a soft kiss. "OK, maybe just a quick one. You don't have to do that." I said as I pulled Kevin's hand off of his dick. I slid down Kevin's tight body and turned him over. I kissed my way from Kevin's chest to his cock. I darted my tongue out and licked the head of Kevin's dick. I brought my tongue down the underside of Kevin's long dick, releasing a loud moan from his lips. Kevin's hands held my head and ran through my hair. I took the head into my mouth and began to run my tongue over the sensitive head of his cock. Kevin's hands ran a little faster through my hair as I began to take more and more of Kevin's hard cock into my throat. Kevin gently pushed my head down further and slowly bucked his hips upwards. Kevin moaned louder as I increased my actions, and his bucking became more violent. I pulled off a little to avoid gagging and licked intently on the rosy head. He slowly led me down again and continued his thrusting. "Almost there..." Kevin panted out. I sucked Kevin with all the strength left in my body and ran my hands over his smooth, tight chest. Kevin's chest was heaving and his heart was beating at superhuman speed. "God Chris, I'm going to..." He thrust deep into my throat, leaving only about an inch of his cock out of my mouth and began to cum. He sighed and hissed as his orgasm shook his body. I could feel his chest quivering and convulsing as he came in my throat. I pulled off to taste his cum, but he kept my head in place with his hands. Kevin finished shooting his hot load down into me and slowly lifted my head off of himself. He pulled me towards his lips and we locked in a deep kiss, my hands still running over his chest, Kevin's arms wrapping around my back. I lay on top of Kevin just kissing him for what seemed like hours. Kevin pulled his lips from mine and I slowly rolled off of him. Kevin sat up and looked over at me, he crawled over to where I was on the bed and pulled me into a warm hug. "We have to get ready." Kevin whispered. I nodded and he led me into the shower.

After a short, uneventful shower, we walked out to the bedroom to get dressed. Kevin pulled on his trousers and pulled a white shirt from the bag. I grabbed a pair of black trousers and a white shirt. Kevin was buttoning his white shirt up as I picked up my silver cufflinks. Kevin finished and I helped him put his cufflinks on. He leaned down and we met in a tender kiss.

"You know, I can never get enough of this kissing." I said. Kevin smiled, "Then let's get down to some serious business." Kevin pulled me tight against his body and pulled my head to his. Kevin's mouth opened and his tongue dove into my mouth, caressing and wrapping around mine. His hands running the length of my back and his lips tight against mine. He continued kissing me, since I didn't put up any resistance, we just kept on kissing, our heads and hands automatically moving when needed, our hearts beating in time. Kevin slowly pulled off, and I leaned my head in for more, until I felt his finger stop my lips.

"We are getting really close to missing this show." Kevin said. I put on my jacket and Kevin put his on. He took his black dress shoes and I put on my black Converse All Stars. Kevin was about to mention the odd pairing of shoes, but I stopped him before he started. "Just let me wear them." I said. He rolled his eyes and just kept on getting ready. We fixed our hair a little and put on some cologne. We slowly walked downstairs, greeted by Justin, Joey, Lance, and the other Backstreet Boys in full formal dress. Kevin fixed my bow tie a little and we waited for Holly.

"Management called and said not to do any dancing tonight." Howie said. "They think that we'll look stupid dancing in these tuxes."

"They're right, that'll look really dumb." I said. Just as I finished my sentence, Holly came into the room in a stunning ice blue satin dress, her hair was up and she was carrying a white purse. "Wow." was the response from everyone.

"That's what I get for living in a house full of men. Get the dog, and let's go." Holly playfully sighed.

"You're taking the dog?" Lance asked, confused. "I thought that this was black tie."

"It is." I said. "But my mom would kill us if we didn't bring him. She loves him more than we do." Bailey hopped into Kevin's arms and we walked outside. I carried my cello out and popped it into the trunk.

We all got into the cars, we took the beamer and Justin's Mercedes. It seemed silly with all of us in formal dress riding in the Durango. After giving the 'N Sync guys the directions, we were on our way.

We got to the concert hall and pulled into the valet parking area. We got out of the car and started down the red carpet. There was no Joan or Melissa at the fundraiser, at least they wouldn't be pulling our outfits apart. They might have been invited to the fundraiser, though. We walked into the concert hall and were seated on the side, closest to the stage. My mother came over as soon as she saw us, and took Bailey out of Kevin's arms.

"Hi mom." I said as she came over to give me a hug. "You look great, and so does everything else." The other guys shook her hand or gave her a hug. "This is Justin, Lance, and Joey. They're part of 'N Sync, and they'll be touring with Kevin and the others."

"How great, I'm glad you guys took the time to come here and support the heart disease and cancer issues." My mom said.

"You look great." Holly said, admiringly. My mother was wearing a burgundy gown that had a sheer scarf that matched. "When does the show start?" Holly asked.

"After the first course is served. You guys aren't on until later, though." She explained.

"Thanks Mrs. Thompson for letting my charity be a part of this fundraiser." Brian said. "No problem. It makes both of our charities better." Brian was smiling widely and I knew that he was glad to be part of this good cause.

"I have to go and see that everything runs smoothly, so I'll leave you alone." We said our good-byes and some of the guys went over to the bar. Kevin and I stayed at the table to wait for Christina to arrive.

"Get me an iced tea." I told Holly. "And get Kevin one too." She nodded and walked to the bar.

"Kevin, are you okay, you seem quiet." I said as I put my glasses down on the table. I took his hand into mine and looked deep into his eyes.

"I'm going to miss you, I just wanted our last night to be a little more special than a show and dinner." Kevin said. Brian sensed our emotional position and left to wait for Christina at the door.

"I wanted tonight to be special too, but we couldn't really get out of this." I told him. He nodded and gripped my hand tighter. A smile came to his face and he whispered, "Maybe we can stay up late tonight."

"I'd like that." I said seductively. "Maybe we could leave early." Kevin smiled and he started to play with the ring on my finger.

"Hey there guys." I heard someone say. Kevin and I looked up and saw Christina, dressed to impress in a simple black dress with her blonde hair in a bun, kept in place with silver chopsticks and a silver purse that was shaped like a Chinese take-out box. Brian sat down and waited for the drinks to come back. Holly and the others arrived back at the table to greet Christina.

"Hey Christina, you look good." I said. She blushed a little and put her purse on the table, and then sat down. She fixed a silver bracelet that she was wearing and looked over at Kevin and me.

"You two are always together." She said, squinting her eyes slightly. "Is there something I should know about?" Just then our drinks arrived and the waiter passed them out.

"Can I have a Shirley Temple?" Christina asked the waiter. He nodded and went to the bar to get her drink. "So, um...you guys are performing tonight?"

"Yeah, later tonight." Howie said, sipping his drink. A.J. let his eyes wander around the room and he fixed his sunglasses. "When do you think that we'll be eating, I'm starving."

"I think that the food will be out at seven." I said, it was almost seven, and I noticed my mother going into the kitchen to check on things. We all settled in our seats and waited for the first course to arrive. When it did, my mom came up on stage.

"Thank you all for coming to support the Brian Littrell Endowment for Pediatric Cardiology and the Thompson Cancer Fund. I appreciate all the donations that were made and I'm sure that you'll all enjoy the entertainment tonight. We have my son, Christopher and almost my daughter Holly. They'll be joined by a friend of theirs, and a friend of the family, Mr. Kevin Richardson." The crowd clapped happily and my mom continued. "We'll have other classical performances and then have a performance by Brian Littrell. His endowment help children with heart conditions that come from underprivileged families." Again, the crowd clapped and my mom had to stop her speech. "And giving us a special performance tonight, will be the Backstreet Boys." The crowd continued their clapping and my mother walked off stage.

We ate a little of our meal and waited for the call backstage. About forty-five minutes into the meal, we were called backstage, so Kevin, Holly, and I walked from the table and got ready in a little room by the side of the stage.

"Well, here we go, guys. It's now or never." Holly said as she tuned her violin. Kevin and I were sitting on the piano bench, and I was tuning the cello to the upright in the room. Kevin started warming up and we worked a little on the hard parts of the song.

"Kevin, good luck." I said as I pulled him into a kiss. He wrapped his arms around me and gave a warm hug as we kissed.

"We won't need luck, we've got this down flat." Kevin said. We got the call from the stagehand and Holly led the way on stage. We were greeted by a wave of applause as we sat down. We made a final tuning check and the crowd sat silently. Holly started her solo introduction and Kevin entered to accompany her. Soon, it was my turn and we were going into the 'chorus' with al three of us. Then it was my solo and I played the haunting melody with Kevin in the background. Tears came to my eyes as I played and I knew that the emotions I was feeling were because of Kevin. The song went flawlessly, ending with Kevin's solo. He ended and the crowd came to their feet. We all bowed and walked off stage back to the little room.

"You were great!" Kevin said excitedly. He pulled me into another deep kiss and I ran my hands across his defined face and his little goatee. Holly coughed loudly as the other guys entered the room. He wiped the tears from my eyes and smiled. "You are always crying." Kevin whispered. I gave Kevin a little smile and he pulled me into another deep hug.

"You two better get out there, don't want to leave Christina alone for too long." Brian said towards Holly and me. I gave Kevin one last little kiss on the cheek and we walked out to keep Christina company.

"You were great, guys." She said as we sat down.

"Thanks." Holly said. "Here the guys come." The music for 'All I Have to Give' came on and the guys performed the song without the dance routine. The music was pre- recorded and the guys had no problem coping without their band. The song ended and Kevin looked at me. "This next song is for a special person in my life." Kevin said. "I hope that you'll be OK while I'm away, I'll miss you." The guys performed 'Just to Be Close' acapella. Kevin glanced at me a few times during the song and I blinked back the tears that came up. Kevin hated it when I cried. I clapped when the guys ended the song and they finished their set with 'The One' and 'I Want it That Way.' The guys went offstage, with the exception of Brian, since he was going to perform a solo. Brian said some things about his Endowment and sat back down with his guitar. He sang 'That's What She Said.' After Brian's performance, the main course was served. Kevin and I decided that this was a good time for us to leave, if we were going to. We went over to my mother and tapped her on the shoulder. My dad was sitting next to her and we said hello.

"Mom, me and Kevin are going to be leaving early, because we have some things to take care of before he leaves tomorrow morning." I said. Kevin shook her hand, but she pulled him into a hug, "Go on ahead you two." She said. We thanked her and walked outside to the valet parking area. The car arrived and we got in, Kevin taking the wheel and we were on our way home.

We arrived at home and I checked our messages, there were none. Kevin pulled me upstairs and we got changed from our tuxedos to our outfits for the night, boxers and a tee-shirt for me, but just boxers for Kevin.

"You looked really hot tonight in your tux." I told Kevin.

"Well, you didn't exactly look hideous either."

"You look pretty hot now, you know." I laughed out.

He smiled pulled me into the bed. I glanced at the clock, it was a little past midnight. Kevin threw the covers over us and I turned to face him. The room was dark, but there was enough light for me to see the tears falling gracing down his cheeks. "You're crying." I whispered. "Yeah, I just don't want to leave you."

"I don't want you to leave." I told him. Kevin pulled me tight and out lips met. Kevin ran his hands over my back as we kissed, and I caressed his muscular chest.

"Kevin, do you mind if we don't tonight?" I asked. "Can you just hold me?"

"Of course. I don't want to pressure you if you don't want to." Kevin said softly. He held me tight and a few moments, and a few kisses later, we were both asleep.

The next morning, I woke up to Kevin shaking my shoulder.

"Good morning." He said. "We have to go in an hour, you don't have to the airport with us, though."

"Of course I'm going." I yawned. "I wouldn't let you leave without saying goodbye first."

He smiled and I took a shower. Kevin had showered already and started packing as I showered and got ready. We were ready and we walked downstairs silently to meet the guys. It was Sunday, and we decided to take separate cars, Holly and I had to run some errands after dropping the guys off at the airport. The guys arrived and checked in, and we walked over to the gate that was leaving for Fort Lauderdale. Kevin sat in the chair next to the one I was sitting in and we waited for the boarding call. "I'll see you next week." I told Kevin. "I'll be counting the minutes." He said as the call sounded over the speakers. We stood up and I gave Kevin a hug my face buried in his shoulder and my tears soaking his shirt. He gently rubbed my back as I cried my sorrows out onto him. Brian motioned Kevin to get going and we had to pull apart.

"I'll see you soon." I sniffled out. Kevin gave me another quick hug, "I'll see you then." Kevin whispered. He walked slowly to the entrance tunnel and I sat down on the chair I had been at earlier. A few moments later, the plane flew off into the sky and away from my heart.

To Be Continued...

Author's Note: Well this one is really long, but I hope you like it. Email comments to bsb-story@usa.net. Hope to hear from all my readers (yeah, the whole three people)