This is part one of a three part installment "Key To the Past". It contains Sex and relationships between a 16 year old and a 15 year old. If any of thease bother you please leave now, you have been warned. Comments welcome at imthesupermodel@tmail.com
Key to The Past
by Xander Keiselstein
My name is Xander Semyonov I am 86 years of age, and a resident of Albany NY I live in a small cottage by the sea . . I came to America in the summer of 1920 from the now soviet union, bringing with me a Pandora's box of sorts, a box to which I posses the only key, a key into the past . . My story is one unlike any other, for my story, holds a secret to a dark and longsence forgotten past. . a secret that has remained hidden , for so many years . .a story of a forbidden love, a love that was feared by many, and cursed by time . . . A love between a boy, and a prince . . A secret that lies, till this day, buried deep in the recesses of a forest in the outskirts of Ekaterenberg . . A treasure of love, a love that will live on . .forever . . .
I could hear the crackling of the paving stones and the snapping burch under the carriage wheels as we headed up the road . .the road to much uncertainty but great anticipation, for just weeks earlier I was assigned to work for the most powerful man in all of Imperial Russia, Tsar Nicholas II, a man who I came to know as Batyushka . The dear father . . My parents died when I was a baby and from then on I have lived at the St. Mary's Home For Boys in St Petersburg. Basically an orphanage where unloving parents dumped there too much of a hassle children. I was informed by my head mistress, one week ago, that I was to be placed under the supervision of a Mikhail Semynov, Misha as I called him worked for the Imperial Family . The Tsar Nicholas Alexandrovich Romanov and Tsarina Alexandra Fyodorovna Romanov. The Emperor and Empress of all Imperial Russia for over 300 years. The Romanovs had five children , Grand duchess Olga, the oldest. Grand duchess Tatiana, Grand Duchess Marie, Grand duchess Anastasia, and the youngest Romanov and heir to the throne . Alexi Nikelovich. I was assigned to work in the palace at Tsarkoe Selo as aid to the Alexi Nicelovich as his personal playmate and servant.
As we made our way up the winding path I could just make out the gold encrusted double eagle heads that adorned the Palace . As we arrived the carriage driver stopped at the glittering gates of the palace at Tsarcoe Selo."This is as far as I was instructed son," the driver yelled from the front. As I stepped onto the newly fallen snow and out of the carriage I felt the bitterly cold wind bite at my cheeks. I could hear the carriage trotting away down the path I had just traveled, as I turned to face the guards that ever so carefully guarded those sacred palace gates. " What business have you at the palace" the Guard on the left said in a sharp and rather forceful tone. " I am Xander Semynov, assigned by his imperial highness to work here" I replied. . They stared at me for a second as if they were inspecting me or something. .then in a tone as stern as the first guard number two uttered "come with me"almost instainiousley the enormous gate opened wide and I was led into the palace courtyard . .I looked in awe at the brilliantly decorated palace walls and adorned sculptures. While still guarding against the harsh winter breeze . I was ushered up to the door and instructed to remove my coat, and hand over my suitcases and belongings for they were to be placed in my room and be taken care of. . I hesitantly handed my precious things to a chubby stout woman who introduced herself as Anna Demidova, handmaiden to the Empress. As I walked through the doors it was as if I stepped into wholenother world . A world of finery and gold, a world I pictured to be heaven. Never in my life had I laid eyes upon the beauty that adorned that fine palace. .I was led down corridors and through passageways until we finally arrived at a large decorated gold plated door with a crystal handle " this, is where you will stay" Demidova said . .as I entered the room it was a large cavernous room of sorts with a nice large bed, fine rugs and decorated chintz. Flowing curtains and frost covered the elaborate windows. And in the corner of the room was a small door. Demidova informed me she would be back in an hour or so and for me to get settled in. I smiled and nodded. As I explored my strange new surroundings, I heard a small rustling noise come from the other side of the door in the corner of the room, I thought it to be just the wind and went on with my inspection of the room, looking upon my nice new bed and my very own small desk with a real pen and paper and even a tiny oil lamp, all for my use . . As I opened up the desk drawers a bit I heard another sound from the other side of the door again. This time I decided to take it upon myself to check things out. I slowly walked up to the door and turned the knob, as I peered into an even brighter room apparently adjoining my own. Then suddenly I glanced up at the bad, that's when I saw him, heir to the throne, the littlest romanov prince,15 yr old Alexi Nikelovich. Sitting atop the bed, Smiling back at me said " ah ha I knew it was you, you must be the new boy father ordered aren't you?" I stood awestricken in his presence, unable to speak at sight of such royalty, addressing me again he said " well now are you going to speak or just stand there like a rock?" he said with a boyish giggle. . I managed to mutter a shy " my name is Xander your highness". He rolled his eyes and said" call me Alexi pleasee I'm soo bored with all this formality all the time" alright... Alexi I mutterd. He motioned me over " come, come, sit, I want to get a good look at you, for you will be my new playmate and personal servant" as I walked shyly over to the boy princes bed and took a seat beside him . " What exactly will my duties be sir" I asked. He looked at me with those ice blue eyes and replied " to provide me with someone to have fun with and see to it that all my needs are tended to" he moved in a bit closer and placed his hand on my cheek slowly moving it down my chest to my thigh. . " That does include . . All . . .my needs . Is that clear Xander" he smiled and said. And in that instant I almost couldn't believe what I was hearing, that the heir to the throne of a nation, crown prince of Russia, had a secret desire for the forbidden love, the kind of love that not speak its name, the love of two boys. I felt a cool rush come tingling up my spine as he took his hand off my shaking thigh. . and I simply replied to my newfound master. ." As you wish" . . .it was then that I could hear demidova stepping down the hall, and heard the lock turn as she entered and saw me sitting next to the the boyprince. "I see you have met your new master"she said. I nodded slightly as she approached alexi and informed him of the nights dinner. . . Shortly after she left Alexi and I began to talk a bit and the shy boy in the bed began to open up. . . He told me of their history of the family and about his sisters and their dog Jimmie. He also told me about his secret box of things that he keeps hidden in his room with sundry treasures he stows away for his personal enjoyment and memories sake. .he told me to go over to his dresser and fetch it for him . .I came to the dresser and he instructed me to pull the lever in the bottom drawer and reach way in the back and there I would find the small wooden box . .I walked back over and plopped the box on the bed between us . .he used a special key which he wore around his wrist to open the tiny little cedar box with. . Inside were some photographs, some twigs a few coins a small postcard and a picture of him and the empress, his mother. . . And then at the very bottom a small golden ring with the double headed romanov eagle crest on it . . All though the inspection of the box I kept catching his eye looking at me . .smiling in that sweet little smile he has . blushing those cute little cheeks . . . He closed the box and locked it back . Placed it on his night table and laid on his side propped up by his little arm . Still looking me up and down . . I think I shall like you a lot alexi said . He reached in to touch my hand . . My new best friend . He whispered softly in my ear . . . In that instant . .I don't know what came over me . .but the tension was soo immense . . One moment I was gazing into his crystal blue eyes . .the next . .he pressed his soft lips to mine . .and almost as suddenly as it started . .I felt tears coming down the young princes face as I pulled away to see him crying . .what's the matter!? Did I do something wrong!?I said in fear I had gone too far . No . .its not anything you did . .not anything at all . .its just . .I have dreamed of that moment ever since I can remember . . I really like you. .the young prince stuttered . .I . . I would like to be more than just your friend . .if . . If u permit me to . .the young prince said hesitantly . . .I almost couldn't believe what I was hearing . .the future ruler of a nation . .one of the powerful people in all Russia was asking MY permission . .!? Of course my lord, I replied, I would like that very much . . He responded by leaning in for another kiss . This time . The kiss was deeper . .and more heartfelt . .I could feel his warm hand on my cheek . .I caressed my fingers through his silky brown hair . .u wanna be my boy . .he whispered . .still pressing his face to mine . . .I'm all yours I said with a slight giggle . .as we kissed again . . . After he pulled away . .I suggested that I better be getting back to my own room . In fear that demidova would come barging back in unannounced. .I gave him a quick peck on the cheek . And whispered a sweet . .goodnight my handsome prince . .as I pulled the covers over his torso . . He laid his head down and closed his little eyes . .I slowly crept back to my room . . Careful not to let anyone hear me . .I sunk back into my big luxurious crisp white sheets and gazed around at the room that was now mine . .from sleeping on a cold damp cot in a freezing boarding home . .to lying in a nice new bed inside the palace of the ruler of our country . . It was al like a fairy tale . .and now it seems I may have found my handsome prince . . .
I awoke the next morning to a . .unfamiliar feeling on my leg .. I looked around thinking it might be a dream when suddenly I saw those baby blue eyes looking back at me from the pillow next to me . . He put a finger up to his mouth to motion to be quiet . . At this point I was fully aware that I had a strong connection to this boy . .. He leaned in and gave me a quick smooch on the lips . . I've always wanted a boy like you . .he blushed and said . . My sisters always had a slew of handsome suitors come knocking . .but I . .I seem to have everything I could ever want . .a royal title, all my riches, a fine palace . And the heir to a country .. . But all that sparkle can't buy me love . .love . .love is the one thing I'm afraid, I cannot buy .. . He pushed himself against me . .and we hugged for what seemed like forever . . We just laid there as the early morning sun came pouring into the elaborately gilded palace windows. . . This was all so new to me . . I mean . .I had thought about having relationships with boys before . . .but never like this . . And with the prince of my own country for that matter . . But somehow . .in his arms . . Ifelt complete. . I felt that undying longing I had always had inside . Slowly go away . . . Could this be what I had always been looking for? Could this be the security and acceptance I had been searching all my life for? . . Suddenly . . Our precious moment was broken by a sharp tapping coming up the hall . . Those weren't the slow thuds of demidova coming for a call. . No alexi knew that sound . . The shrill click and clack of a proper British woman's heels coming down the hall.. That was the sound of the grand mother . .the Tsaritsa ..Her Imperial highness coming to check up on her ailing son . . Alexis eyes got big . And he flew from my bed in attempts to return to his room before she could gain entry . . He just barley made it across the threshold of the door when I herd the great mother speak in a startled but loving tone . ."Aleki, she said with surprise . .what ever are you doing out of your quarters at this early hour? . "Nothing mummy " he replied " I was just checking the window . .I . .I thought I herd horses in the street . .you know how I like to watch the horses go by . ." . Yes . .the horses . . She said with a sly smile . . Well never mind that we must get u dressed and ready for the day. . I could hear the empress echo in the next room the proper English bred woman with her perfect posture and her idolic worship . . I lay in my bed . .dreaming of that beautiful boy . .my handsome prince . . .
Stay tuned for pt2 coming very soon . . Email me with questions? Comments? And suggestions. . Imthesupermodel@tmail.com