As I drove up to the college dorm, I felt a fresh new beginning for me. The last year and a half was a very confusing time for me and I needed to put it all in the past. My perfect life took a serious downswing at the end of my junior year of high school and I never really recovered from it emotionally. I made it through my senior year okay, but I was searching for myself again. My name is Kim. I used to go by Kimmie in high school, but that seemed to mature to Kim through my last year.
I am 5'6" tall with shoulder-length blonde hair, green eyes and a semi-athletic body. I can't say there is anything remarkable about me; I'm just an average country girl. I had one very serious relationship and a couple of other experiences. My relationship was with a girl in my neighborhood and was truly incredible. Since then I had a couple experiences with other girls and one boy. The experience with the boy was disastrous. It wasn't sex or a relationship, it was a friendship. I actually started to enjoy it and thought I found a companion, but in the end, he was using me to get to my sister's friend. What a loser. So, I am looking to a fresh start in college.
I found my dorm and located my room. It was your basic girl's dorm on a typical college campus, nothing too exciting; four walls, a bed, a desk and the bathroom down the hall. My roommate wasn't in yet so I unloaded by myself and set up my side of the dorm room. It wasn't until almost 9:00 pm before my roommate, Lisa, arrived. I helped her with moving her stuff into the room and setting it all up. She didn't have much so it was really easy and quick. Lisa was the same height as I with jet-black long hair and brown glowing eyes. Her skin was olive-tanned and very shapely. When she spoke, she had a Spanish accent. We chatted and it looked like we were going to be good roommates. Since we had a couple days before our classes started, Lisa and I became familiar with the campus and the local surroundings. It wasn't a big campus with only a couple dorms and a few other buildings, so it was very easy to find everything. There were students all over getting to know the campus as well and a few stragglers arriving late into their dorms.
Lisa and I had just finished lunch together. We were laughing and having a good time getting to know each other. She was telling me a lot about her boyfriend and how much they were in love. I was a little envious of what she had, but I knew I was starting fresh. As we came around the corner, we saw a couple of girls that were in a deep embrace and lost in their kiss with each other. Lisa smiled and said that her and Carlos looked like that all the time together.
I laughed as I knew she was mocking the girls in this public display of affection. We started to head into the dorm when the couple broke their embrace and started to move into the same dorm. I looked up to offer a friendly smile to the couple and my heart stopped. I couldn't breath, move or speak. Lisa asked me if I was okay. I couldn't say anything.
The couple turned to face us and one girl smiled. The other girl froze just like I was. It was a moment frozen in time until she said, "Kimmie?!?"
I finally found my vocal chords, "Emily!"
As fate would have it; or someone was trying to screw with my head, my first and true first lover was standing in front of me. Just when I started to believe that I was heading down the road to a new start, Emily was back in the picture. We lost contact after she moved. We tried to keep in contact but it waned because it was so hard to keep in contact and tug at the heartstrings.
Lisa broke us out of our frozen moment by saying hi and cordial greetings. As stunned as I was, I could see that Emily was much more in shock. Our feelings and past were oblivious to Lisa and Emily's girlfriend...another girl...
Seeing that it didn't help much, Lisa grabbed my arm and dragged me into the dorm while telling Emily that we'll see her around campus. Lisa ushered me into our room and sat me down. The concern on her face told me that she had no clue. I didn't know what to say or do. I didn't know if I was ready to tell her that my first true love was with a girl, but she was genuinely concerned as to what was going on in my mind since seeing Emily. Of course, I couldn't think straight at all and I didn't even know what I was thinking let alone try to explain it.
'Well, I might as well tell her' I thought.
"Lisa, please don't run for what I am going to tell you." I started.
She nodded and sat right next to me almost in my lap.
"You see... my first and only true love...was a... girl." I looked away in tears as I told her. "You just met her." I started to bawl my eyes out.
Lisa's hand began to rub my back softly not saying a word. I composed myself as best as I could and then I told her all about Emily and what happened with us. When I finished I expected her to run away from me, but she smiled, grabbed me by the shoulders and looked me in the eyes and told me that everything was okay. To help alleviate my tension about my girl relationship, she told me that she met her boyfriend when he walked in on her and his sister making love in his sister's bed. That made me feel so much better that she understood.
Then she asked, "How do you feel?"
I shrugged my shoulders. I didn't have an answer. Then she answered for me.
"Kim, you are still very much in love with her. Much more than you are willing to admit. I can see it in your eyes and I can feel it in you."
"But she has a girlfriend now." I countered.
"That doesn't matter. If you two were meant to be together, it will happen." Lisa said confidently.
With that, she made me stand, looked me straight in the eye and our lips met. It was a friendship kiss with added flavor followed by a firm hug that lasted for a long time.
After a sleepless night that had me searching my soul and finding out where I stood in life I showered, dressed and found my way to my first classes. Lisa helped me through the morning but had a different agenda for the afternoon. I finished my classes and headed back to the dorm. I got in my room and saw that Lisa was curled up sleeping. I wanted to talk to her and tell her that I was going to accept Emily and her girlfriend and wish them well. I sat down to study, but I couldn't focus. I needed to tell her. I got up and sat on her bed and shrugged her shoulder.
"Lisa..."
She moved slowly. I pulled the sheet from her just as hands grabbed me and brought me to her face and kissed me passionately. It was Emily, not Lisa.
I allowed her to kiss me and I kissed back, but I was very reserved. As she broke our lip lock we got out of Lisa's bed.
I finally allowed myself to take in the complete picture of my former lover. Emily was definitely taller and had developed more curves. Her hair was shorter and her breasts were a little larger, but not much. Her eyes were as sincere and soft as I remember them from that very first day we met.
"Kimmie!!! I missed you so much." She said as she looked me up and down. "And my, how you have changed."
"Emily..." I was having a hard time. "I ... what... uhmmm."
"Kimmie... it is still me... all that girl you knew."
"But you have a girlfriend." I blurted out before I could think of what to say.
She looked at me for a long minute.
"I'm sorry, that was rude!" I stammered back, feeling really bad.
I think I was ... jealous! I was so lost. Gosh, I was so lonely and lost.
"Go ahead and tell her Kim." The voice of Lisa from behind me as she walked in the room. "Tell her... She needs to know."
Was I that obvious? Could Lisa read that in me more than I could see?
I turned to face Emily. I looked her square in the eyes, licked my parched lips.
"Emily, ... I love you."
The tears started to flow. Not only in my eyes, but in Lisa's and Emily's. Emily never took her focus from my eyes or move one inch.
"Emily, I have missed you so much. I came to this college to find myself. Maybe subconsciously I planned to attend here because we talked about it when we were together and I was hoping that you would show up."
Gathering a deep breath and not breaking the eye contact I had with her. Lisa was right next to me caressing my back as I poured my heart out in the open.
"I think I found myself, Emily... It is in you."
The silence in the room was excruciating. Emily didn't say a word. It didn't look like she was even breathing. I wanted to run away but my feet were glued to the floor and Lisa had a good grip on me.
Finally Emily spoke. "I gotta go."
With that, she ran out of the door and left me standing there.
Lisa sat me down in the chair.
"Kim, you needed to do that. Whether you wanted to or not. We both knew it needed to be said." She said kneeling in front of me with our noses touching.
"I searched the campus when I left you to find her. I set up the whole thing. You can hate me later, but I needed to do this for my roommate... and hopefully, my friend."
I didn't say anything. Lisa left me there and went to dinner. She found me in the same spot when she returned. My mind was in a void and I had no will to do anything. I eventually moved to my bed and sat there. It was getting really late and Lisa decided that I needed to go to bed. She helped me up, undressed me and then put on a t-shirt and shorts. She laid me in my bed, kissed my forehead and covered me for the night. She undressed in front of me, slipped into bed and shut off the light.
"Good night, Kim."
"Good night, my friend." I said in a whisper loud enough for her to hear.
I could feel her smile as I faded to sleep.
Bang, bang, bang... Someone was knocking at the door and awoke Lisa and I up. I looked over at the clock and it read 2:35 am.
'Who the hell was knocking at this hour.' I thought and I'm sure Lisa was thinking the same thing, but she wasn't getting up.
I got up and looked over to her as I moved towards the door. She had a huge smile on her face. It was eerie how big she was smiling for just being awaken out of a sound sleep.
I opened the door just as the person was knocking again. The door swung open and the person jumped inside and closed the door before I could register who it was. I was so exhausted that it took a few seconds for me to realize that Emily had just jumped into my room and taken me back to my bed.
"Emi?!?" I said as I cleared the cobwebs from my head.
No words, no looks, no sounds... Emily brought her hands around me and her face melted into mine melted at the lips. The fire of our faces lit up the passion that was being passed from Emily's mouth to mine. The fire of that first kiss some years ago was all coming back to this moment, this second, and to me.
An eternity of five minutes passed by and our lips pulled apart. I noticed that the light was on and I could look at Emily. Lisa had fallen back to sleep or she was doing a good imitation of it.
"What... what are you doing here?" I asked.
"Kimmie, er, oh... Kim, will you be my girlfriend again?"
Really confused I asked, "What about... what's her name?"
"Mikki?.. I just broke up with her." She said in the happiest tone I have heard from someone breaking up with another.
My dazed look told her to continue.
"After Lisa told me to come back to meet you earlier, I hoped that it was to hear what I did. I have loved you from that first day we met and never, ever, lost that. When we lost touch, I thought it was over, but I never lost that love. When I met you outside, I told Mikki that it was you. She knew all about us and that it was possible that this might happen. So, I drove home and told her."
"But... but..."
"She is a little upset, but she will get over it." She said gleefully.
I was in a whirlwind and didn't know what to think... Okay, I did, but I wasn't sure if I could let it all out. The excitement was bursting out of me and I was so tired. Here was the love of my life back in my life, could it be?
"Do you think I could stay with you tonight?" Emily asked as she went through my clothes to change into something.
"Um, sure." I said looking over at Lisa who was sound asleep.
A quick change into a t-shirt and panties and we were crawling in my small bed. But that didn't matter. I was with Emily. We were in each other's arms again and suddenly the whole world felt right.
The morning came quickly and kinda awkwardly with Emily and I waking up to Lisa across the room. Lisa's alarm went off and all of us were getting up. I was trying to figure out what to say to Lisa but she did it first.
Getting out of bed naked she grinned and said, "I'm glad you two are together."
Lisa was standing butt naked right in front of us like it was nothing. This was the first time I got to see her body and I was surprised how erotic it looked.
"Listen," she continued. "You two need some time together to... ummm.. get acquainted again and I have several things to do this afternoon. So, I'll be back around 9:00pm tonight. That should give you two all afternoon to ...exercise."
Then with a devilish grin she added, "I'd love to join you but I think you need to explore first."
With that Lisa went out the door to the showers.
I didn't know what to make of Lisa. She was turning into that support friend I needed so bad when I lost Emily. On the other hand, she was flirtatious, sexy and did have an erotic body. Oh well... pushing it aside, I took Emily in my arms and we kissed passionately for twenty minutes. Lisa came back and shooed us to class. As I quickly dressed and headed to class I looked back at Lisa and she had stars in her eyes and winked at me as I left.
I got back to my room right after my afternoon class to prepare for Emily coming back. I went into the shower to get washed up and there were three girls playing with each other. They took no heed to me in the shower and continued to play. I was a little confused by this since I didn't think that girl/girl relationships were that prevalent. I did hear several times that college girls did experiment a lot with each other. I guess that is what I was watching. I didn't know how I wanted Emily and I to appear around campus. I would have to talk to Lisa about that. I finished up and went back to my room and put on a naughty nightie that I bought a while back. It wasn't long before Emily knocked at the door and I answered. She looked me up and down and almost choked.
"Wow, has my lover grown!"
The door close, our lips blended and our arms were undressing in lightning fashion. I was scared like the first real time with her but I wanted it more than the world. Our naked bodies found the bed and she was on top of me tongue dancing to a beautiful melody. Her fuller breasts were pressed against mine and our legs intertwined with each other's thigh humping our pussies. My hands were on her ass and grabbing it for all it was worth. The kissing worked around to each of our faces and onto our necks. We were both like starved rabbits and we were making up for years of missing love. It was instinct how we knew where to go with each other and find the 'spot' that would melt us even further. And without missing a beat, Emily's lips had found my erect nipples. Her kisses were soft and her tongue was lashing. I was beyond heaven! She made love to each breast and worked her way down to my soaking pussy. I was on an orgasmic high and just rode the intense feeling as her tongue found the mark and I exploded in pure ecstasy. My legs were high in the air and her face was pressing in my thighs as I poured out love juice.
"Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..."
The floodgates had opened and I was cumming in a fury.
"OMG!... Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggg..."
It didn't take much for the second wave of cum to explode out of me as Emily slid a couple fingers in. And she was not letting up. I was cumming in gallons and Emily kept the intensity up as she sucked my clit through a third all-powerful wave.
"Eeeeeemmmmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii" I screamed knowing that the entire floor probably heard.
Finally, she let me rest. I laid on the bed like a puppet whose strings had been cut. Emily laid beside me and she nibbled on my breast until I had some strength.
"You are truly incredible!" I said to her.
"No, I'm not." She said with a gleam in her smile. "It takes you to be incredible."
It was Emily's turn.
In the same manner as she did to me, I was on top of her as we tongue danced for a while. I found my way to her fuller breasts and sucked on them feverously. They were still the same that I remembered with added cushion. I nibbled on her nipples with my teeth to her little coo.
"Oh Kimmie!!"
Finding more strength I proceeded down to her slightly hairy pussy.
'We need to work on that.' I thought.
Her legs opened wide and into the air as I let my tongue flick her vaginal lips.
"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwaa" She gasped
I spread her ruby lips open and let my tongue work to the base and then up to her clit. Her moans were intense and her eyes were lost in the back of her head as I looked up. I wanted to suck in her huge clit at the right moment. Just as Emily went for her gasp of air, I sucked it in and she screamed.
"OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh."
I sucked and even slightly nibbled on it to her intense and rocking orgasm. Her flow of cum was incredible as it poured out much more than I remember. Well, I need a finger full and I let my fingers find some deep in her pussy.
"OMG...Kimmie!!!!!"
I was grinning with her pussy lips coating my tongue. Another wave hit her and she collapse to the passion. I was in 'la-la' land. I climbed up to her face and kissed her face with my cum soaked mouth. We nestled into each other and started to fall asleep.
'I haven't been this happy in a long, long time.' My thought hit before I closed my eyes.
I woke up at 9:10pm. Emily was just waking too. Lisa wasn't back yet, so I started to hop out of bed and get my clothes. Emily just sat of the bed looking erotically at me. I bent over to pick up my nightie on the floor.
"Well, hello to you too. My that is such a sexy pose." Lisa said walking in the door looking at my ass staring at her.
I shot up and stuttered. Here the two of us were naked as can be and my roommate walks in. Emily didn't seem to mind in the slightest. (Sort of like she was back then) I, of course, was a little more reserved.
As Lisa made her way in the room she looked over to Emily on the bed.
"Wow!!! Which one of you cums that much?" she exclaimed looking at the huge wet spot on the bed.
I didn't notice it until she pointed it out and it was a huge puddle. It was Emily's turn to blush. She knew how to cum.
"Girl... we need to change your sheets before you go to bed tonight." Lisa said and then turned to face me. "You girls need to wash up. Go hit the showers, I will join you in a minute."
I just nodded and grabbed Emily's hand and off to the shower naked and not caring...