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Lacrosse Lover 10
By Mark (BostonBiGuy) some1yuno@hotmail.com
I didn't know what he'd say. I was both afraid and hopeful. I knew from his tone that whatever he said next would change the relationship we had, but I didn't know whether it would be for better or worse. I could feel my heart beating rapidly due to the anxiety I felt. It was several minutes before he said anything else. I waited for him to talk, afraid to speak, afraid to say the wrong thing.
"Listen. I've wanted to tell you this for quite a while and I don't really know how to say it. I'm gay, I suspect that you are too because of some of the things I saw in your room. I didn't want to pry into your stuff but I wanted to be fairly certain before I said anything."
I was stunned at what he said and suddenly felt my heart beating faster, but this time with hope instead of dread. "Rob, I."
"Wait, let me finish." He took a deep breath then moved over to sit next to me before he continued. "I've liked you since the beginning when we met, at first I liked you because you were attractive and friendly. But I quickly fell for you. I'm in love with you. It's not an easy thing for me to say. It's difficult for me to trust people with my emotions but I couldn't keep this from you any longer."
I didn't know what to say; words just didn't seem appropriate. I placed one arm on his shoulder and leaned forward to kiss him. I felt the tension in his body melt away as our lips touched. I could feel his heartbeat in the palm of my hand and knew that it was just as fast as mine was. He reached out a hand and wrapped his arm around me, pulling me to him.
My hand caressed his torso, running from his chest across his shoulder to his back and then returning to his chest. Supposedly a kiss is like fireworks going off, this was nothing like that. The fireworks didn't rival this kiss as our minds seemed to mingle together and the world around us faded away. It felt like time came to a standstill as we embraced.
I don't even know how to fully describe it. I didn't feel the sensation of his lips on mine; or his tongue touching mine. Nor did I remember the feeling of his hands on my body or my hand on his. All I remember was the emotion of it. The warmth that seemed to radiate through my body and his, a deep connection that bound us together. I knew he felt the same way as though I could read his thoughts. Although, I didn't have to, there seemed to be no separation between us.
Finally the kiss stopped and we sat apart looking at each other. I could read so many things in his eyes. Those same things were mirrored in mine.
"Let's go to the bedroom," he said.
By an unspoken consent we went to his room. For some reason it seemed right that should be the room we used. We had shared quite a bit there, the times together were in that room. My room seemed empty by comparison.
Rob kissed my neck before pulling my shirt over my head. His tongue found its way to one of my nipples as he began to tease it. His touch seemed to pour warmth into my body, a tingling energizing force that seemed to radiate through me. His hands ran down my body taking my shorts and boxers off with a quick motion.
I did the same for him, but I focused most of my attention on his navel, my tongue running through the fine hairs that formed his treasure trail. His hardon poked out right under my chin as I'd pulled his shorts down and I quickly moved to taste it. I liked around the tip tasting his precum before engulfing the head. I continued to stimulate the head between bobbing up and down on his rod. It was only a couple minutes before he pulled me off.
"It's too soon, I'm not ready to cum yet."
I nodded my understanding even though I would have preferred to keep going.
"Lay back on the bed."
I complied as he knelt in front of me and began to tongue my nuts. He licked around them gently before sucking one in and rolling it around in his mouth. His hands spread my legs apart and he removed his mouth to lick one finger before he continued sucking on me. That finger moved to my asshole and began putting pressure against my tight pucker. I relaxed my asshole as best I could to let him in.
His finger went in easily and he began to stimulate my prostate while his tongue worked over my cock. He worked on me for a few minutes before I said, "Rob, I want you to fuck me."
He stood up smiling and leaned over the bed onto me, kissing me again. I felt like I was on fire. I had dreamed of being with him for so long that now I was almost afraid I'd wake up to find this a dream. But his touch told me that it was real. He stood up again and went to a dresser to get some lube and a condom. As he opened the lube he looked in my eyes.
I don't know what gave it away, I wasn't feeling any apprehension, the only explanation I had was that we were connected in that moment. "This is your first time being fucked isn't it?"
"Yeah, I want you to be my first."
"Don't worry, I'll be gentle."
I kissed him, "I know you will." I kissed him again before lying back down so he could continue.
He applied lube to my hole before sliding one finger in. Since he'd already had one inside me he soon added a second. I closed my eyes enjoying the sensations and trusting him completely. I could feel when he added a third, but it caused little discomfort because he was so gentle. He moved up to kiss me on the lips while keeping his fingers within me.
I opened my eyes to look into his.
"Are you ready?" he asked.
"Yes, I am."
He slid the condom onto his cock and then applied some more lube to the outside of the condom. I pulled my legs back to give him easy access and placed them on his shoulders once he was into position. I could feel his hardon press against my hole and I began to push out so that could slip in. He entered me very slowly. There was a bit of discomfort as the tip slid in but it passed while he waited. He leaned over to kiss me, our tongues intertwining.
He gradually increased the pressure against my asshole, sliding just a bit further into me. It was such a slow progression that it didn't hurt and I was given plenty of time to adjust. He could have gone faster, but I didn't want him to, I wanted t his to last. I never wanted this night to end.
When he was finally in all the way I could feel his pubes brush up against me. All throughout his entry he had been kissing me on my lips or neck. Whenever he was kissing me on the neck I was playing with his earlobe using my tongue. We stayed like that for a long time, just staying still and kissing each other. Eventually just looking into each other's eyes.
Eventually he began to withdraw from me, it felt as though he were going almost as slowly as he had when entering me although I knew that it was much faster. Soon he was almost all the way out and pushing back in at the same slow pace.
I enjoyed the slight stimulation against me. There was only the lightest of touches along my prostate as he slid by. He wanted this to last as much as I did. His hands caressed my body lightly brushing over my chest and stomach. I could feel his palms graze across the hairs on my leg just barely touching them, but enough to send shivers of pleasure through my body.
His mouth alternated between kissing and nibbling on my neck and kissing me on the lips. The kisses were incredible, such a slow and gentle contact between our mouths. His tongue would slide into my mouth at times touching my own. As his tongue withdrew he would nibble on my lower lip which excited me even more.
We went at a leisurely pace for a long time. I don't know how long it took but it seemed to both last forever and not long enough. He would kiss my chest as he slid in and out of me and I took that opportunity to lick his neck. Tasting the slightly salty sweat and inhaling his scent.
Gradually our motions quickened as the need for release built up within both of us. He started to apply more pressure to my prostate with each stroke and I tongued his ear while tightening the muscles of my ass around him. As my pleasure increased I had to fight to keep my eyes open.
They wanted to roll back and let my eyelids drooped close. But I wanted to look at him, I wanted to see him while all of this was going on. I wanted to look into his eyes and reassure myself that this was real. When I looked into his eyes I knew that everything would be ok somehow no matter what happened.
We had barely spoken since that first kiss but now I had to speak. I whispered into his ear, "I love you."
He responded by kissing me again. Telling me without words how he felt. When his lips left mine he finally said, "I love you too."
We continued without words, slowly increasing the pace. Finally we began to breathe harder as we approached climax. Even though he was going faster Rob was still being just as gentle as before. But I could sense the urgent need for release in him that I too felt. I knew that it wouldn't be much longer.
He began to stimulate my prostate more, apply more pressure to it with each stroke and occasionally hitting it directly with the head of his dick. My dick jumped in turn dripping out more precum onto my body. As he began to get closer he wrapped his hand around my dick and began to stroke it - matching the pace of his hand with that of his hips as he thrust in and out.
When he was almost there he leaned in to kiss me on the lips. This time hard and full of passion. His kiss was enough to drive me over the edge and I began to shoot semen all over his stomach and hand, some falling back onto me. The contractions in my ass set him off as well and I could feel his cock jumping inside me. He moaned into my mouth as he kissed me and I did the same.
Finally our muscles relaxed and his body fell down on mine freeing his now softening dick from inside me as he lay on top of me kissing me. We lay there quietly for a while before deciding to go take a shower to clean up. We showered together, just rinsing off and kissing and touching each other. We decided to sleep in my bed since we had gotten his messy with lube, sweat and cum.
We lay there talking for most of the night. I told him all about my life, those parts I had left out when talking to him. I told him about those friends that I'd had the occasional drunken encounter with in high school and about Chris and I. He was surprised to hear that about Chris, he had never suspected it, not while they were roommates or during their years of friendship.
In return he told me about his past, the guys that he had loved. About Todd his first love, he and Todd were together for a year and a half when his father had found them in bed together. That was what had caused the rift between him and his father. When his father had found out that put an end to Rob and Todd's relationship, a few months later Todd's parents moved away taking Todd with him because of what had happened. Rob never saw Todd again.
Rob also told me about his second love Jerod. How Jerod turned out to be straight and how their friendship had ended. He told me about his history with Matt and how their friendship had helped him through a lot. He told me about how he'd felt about me since that first time we met.
Eventually we both fell asleep from pure exhaustion just lying together in my bed. The sunlight coming through the window woke me before he did. I just lay there in his arms and watching him. Eventually he woke too and kissed me.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
I sat there staring into his eyes for a few minutes before I spoke again. "Where do we go from here?"
That one question summed up so many different thoughts. I knew that we were just beginning and there was a lot that we had to figure out. There we things that had to be done for us to be a couple. There were people to tell like Matt and Chris, to let them know, albeit for different reasons. There was the issue of his family and mine. There were changes to be made in our living arrangements. Then there was the fact that he was several years older and would finish school well before I did. When I thought about it all I didn't have any idea where to begin.
"I don't know. The best I can say is that we just take things as they come and deal with them the best we can. Together."
I sighed and lay my head back down on his chest. He kissed the top of my head softly. We stayed there lying like that for a long time, neither of us wanting to move.
That's it for Chapter 10 and almost the end of this story. An epilogue follows this chapter.