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Copyrighted 2008.....Ahh you can not steal this work it is purely fiction and is illegal to steal or use any excerpts from this story without the authors permission.....ENJOY!
Gay Male, High School.....If any of this offends you then walk away....
Friends, all I have thought of over the last couple years I have always had friends but not really any close friends. Everyone in our group has or have had a boyfriend or girlfriend to cling onto but, I have just watched there relationships grow or break while I have had no one. At home it is the same, my twin brother has had girlfriend after girlfriend but havenot kept one for over 8 months, it is kind of sad. So anyway I have always had a dream crush and well he is shy but I have always liked the shy ones because then they start to break out of there shells after you talk to them long enough.
My Little Introduction_____
Well my name is Jeremy Tyler Storms and I share a room with my twin brother Logan. Well I have had a secret that none of my friends would have even guessed.....I'm gay but I am not really ashamed of it. I think my parents might know but I am not so sure. Well I am middle-class and average looking (I hate when some of these stories always have unrealistic descriptions). My eyes sparkle in the sun a shade of green-brown and I am 5'6, well shorter than almost everyone. I am alittle over weight but just by a couple of pounds, so if you think I look like a large blob, well you are wrong.
I am a Junior in highschool and I am a average student nothing asian smart or anything.I have always known that I was diffrent but it has not really bothered me. People like me but always comment on how I dress. I usually were skinny jeans, converse shoes, and usually a over shir buttoned up until the last three buttons and under that a white wife-beater. End of Intro__
Ok so I have had pondered why I have not acted on any of my feelings for anyone, my highschool is very accepting because there are gay clubs and a peer coahing for some advice. There was one person I wanted but I just knew he was straight. Well his name as Vinny Klos and he was that guy that usually sat in the corner, um the loner but he was in my dreams all the time. He had black shaggy hair,skinny, well the skater look always sent me into daydream mode...but I knew that he was straight, I saw him with his girlfriend a few day ago...I will be lonely forever but whatever. So I was in english and he was also in the same class with me so when our teacher signed a group project, I immediatley grabbed my best friend Brad and we walked over to Vinny and of course rounded him up and told him he was in our group. We have always done a random person and it was always a tradtion to grab the one in the corner at the start of the new school year and work toward the teachers pet. We always had fun doing this.
I spoke in a soft tone, "Hey dude you have to be in our group." Well Vinny muttered "Whatever....so yea...um....whats up?"
Brad stopped me and whispered, "Well I finally banged my girlfriend and it was the best time of my life." Brad had always said things like this, it was slightly annoying.
I muttered, "Sure dude you said that everday for the last 2 years...ouch."
Brad had elbowed me in the stomach and excitedly said, "It is freakin true."
Vinny spoke and said, "Sure, yea bet to your mother," then laughed. Brad with a lose of words just stood up, took the hall pass and left for the bathroom.
"Dude that was uncool, his mother died just a couple months ago..." I said with anger in my voice. Vinny replied, "Well sorry...."
I asked our teacher if I could leave the class also and wrote a pass up and she signed it. I went out for search for Brad and found him in the bathroom sulking in one of the stalls. He must have heard me sneak in and in between cries he said, "Dude I hate this so much, why...why...this is so not fair.." I went into the same stall and comforted him for a couple minutes.
I said, "Brad it is okay, I know it is not fair but there is always a purpose for death, she is in a better place now." I have always said this and it always cheered him up alittle just to get through the day. We have been friends for like 8 years and he has told me everything, but after his mother died he has been acting strangle lately and has looked pale and always have worn long sleeves to hide his arms. I did not want to bring it up but I just have to.
I said quietly, "Dude are you cutting yourself?" For a couple minutes I did not get a answer until he released himself from my grip and pulled up his sleeves and spoke very softly, "Yes, it is about my mothers death but something else..." after he said that he had already bolted out the bathroom.
I walked back to class and was in deep thought for awhile until Vinney asked, "Were did Brad go?" I had not realized that Brad was not here and started to get worried. At lunch we had always hang out be he was not there. I got home later that evening and checked my voicemail on my cell and had like 10 messages because I had had my phone off all day. They were all form Brad, and he said, "Call me back, I need help, you are the only one that can help me..." I was really worried now and called him, he did not pick up so I called his house his dad answered but said he was gone with a couple friends on a camping trip. I told her to call me when he does get back. I was worried because Brad would have told me if he was going to go anywhere but I am so worried. Well after a couple days, his dad called and told me that he was back and he wanted me over to tell me something. Since we lived just a couple houses down, so I ran to his house and ran into his room and asked what was wrong and he just stared at me. I could sense something was going to happen, I could see it in his eyes.
I walked over to him and he just stood up and got really close and then he just place his lips on mine and it was such a soft kiss that I had no idea how to react. He pushed back and tried to run out of his room but I got to him first and asked "Is this the something else?" Brad said, "Yea, I'm really sorry I did that it is just that I have liked the first time I laid my eyes on you." All I had said was, "Wow".
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