This is a story that contains sexual situations between young gayhigh school boys. I these kinds of stories are not legal in your areaor you are not 18 years of age, PLEASE leave now. if you continuereading on I hope you find this story touches your heart.
Life is Not Always Kind, Chapter 4
As both boys headed for their respective lockers, they were both very excited thinking of what was ahead of them this evening. They were both verynervous, excited and they each had the twangs roaming around in their stomachs. Tanner had been thinking about this evening since he awoke thismorning. he has been walking around all day with semi erect penis, le try to keep in check, he had been trying to move it from side to side withoutanyone seeing, then trying to keep in hidden while he was going from class to class and lastly trying to be in position to keep it hidden from Lanceso he would not see how excited he was, He had fallen big time for Lance and he did not want to jeopardize of even worse scare him off. Tanner had know from the first time he saw Lance, His cute smile, his soft voice, his sly and tender ways of looking at you would just seem to make Tanner melt, but mostly he was afraid he would do or say something that would cause Lance to become uneasy. Tanner thought about the first time he saw Lancesitting outside the principle's office, then he felt a twitch down his crouch area. He was so scared that things would not work out between them.
Lance was on his way to his locker, and had thoughts of what would be going on later that evening. Lance was almost beside himself with anticipation, What was absolutely crazy for Tanner, he wanted so much for that evening to be perfect, he was scared that he might do or say something that woulddestroy and chance of them becoming closer. He had visions of everything going wrong. He was afraid that when Tanner and he got ready to go to bedthat Tanner would laugh at him because he was smaller in the crouch area and he was embarrassed. He had never been with anyone before and was afraidhe would do or say something that would screw up something. He as well was carrying around a semi erect penis and it was something he was trying tocope with. Lance was a very naïve and not very experienced in the art of sexual contact between people. He had on occasions borrowed some of his other friend, Wylie's , girl movies, he watched them alone in his room. when he and Wylie would watch them at Wylie's house in his room, when his motherwas out, he would be more interested in watching the reactions that Wylie who was staring at the TV and never once look away, Lance would see the bulge in Wylie's pants, Wylie grabbing and rubbing it, then said that he would be right back and leave the room, Lance noticed he would be gone for about 10 minutes and just before Wylie would return to the room he would hear the toilet flush. Lance would do his best to keep his hands away fromhis crouch area but it seemed that without any adjustments being made, he was going through hell. Almost every time he would return from Wylie's hewould have to change, because the front of his pants had a wet spot, when he took of him pants the spot on his mini briefs seemed to be huge, He alsonoticed that his penis would be very sensitive to his touch. As he reach his locker he put his books away and headed for the door and there he would wait for Tanner.
Tanner came walking up just a few minutes later.
They both headed out the door and were on their way to Tanners house. Tanner so nervous was almost at a loss for words. Lance was doing everythinghe could do to avoid thinking about later that night. his bulge in his pants seemed to be shrinking and he was thrilled about it. Neither of the boys new what to talk about. Lance finally asked what they would be eating. Tanner said his Dad was bringing Chinese food home. On the way to Tanner's houseit seemed that it was thousands of miles away, they were both so eager for this evening to start, at the same time they were both scared to death. When they arrived at Tanner's house, Tanner unlocked the door and they both went in. Tanner said that he was going up to his room to put his things away, why don't you come to my room and check it out.
Lance was getting scared. He wanted some much to go but was afraid at the same time, he headed to Tanner's room and when he reached it he was verysurprised to see that it was very much like his. there were posters on the walls of young guys surfing, riding dirt bikes and some just posing. Lance said" Wow your room is really great, I really like it.
Tanner turned after putting his things away looked at Lance and said " I am very glad you like it." Tanner walked over and put his arm over Lance's shoulder, Lance was so nervous that he felt his knee's got a little weak and shivers run up his spine. Tanner took Lance by the shoulders and turned to face his, He said " I would very much like you to consider this our room, what I have I would gladly share with you. Tanner looked into Lance's eyesand he was surprised to see tears there.
Lance a a very happy look on his face while his tears ran down his cheeks, He opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. Tanner lookedat Lance and pulled him into a hug. Tanner just sort of rocked him back and forth and said " please don't cry. "
Tanner heard his Dad come in and told Lance that he would be right back.
Lance stood there in the middle of Tanner's room and felt like a total fool. His thoughts were that Tanner must think he is a wimp, or a cry baby. He had tried to be strong but his sensitivity is a big part of his life and it just took over today. He tried to put himself together and gain his composure before Tanner came back.
When tanner came back into the room, Lance smiled and said that he was sorry for being such a cry baby.
Tanner Smiled and said " you have nothing to be sorry about, you are always going to be my friend, and I hope that we can grow into being boyfriends,and that would be up to you. My life will be in your hands.
Lance told Tanner that I am not sure of myself, I am scared that I will disappoint you. Every fiber of my being wants you and To tell you the truth I amscared to death.
Tanner took Lance by the arm and pulled him over to the bed, asked him to sit down and said " Lance lets talk about what ever comes to mind. You can ask me anything that you want and I will answer you 100% honestly. I want you to be as comfortable with me as you would be with you closest person in yourlife. Tanner leaned in to kiss Lance on the cheek, it took Lance by surprise and he jumped. Tanner said he was sorry and that he should not have gotten carried away. He told Lance hat that would never happen again.
Lance was feeling so mixed up, on the way to school all he could think of was being here with Tanner. Now he felt uneasy, scared and afraid to be here. Lance tried to pull himself together. He took a couple deep breathes and turned to face Tanner, then he leaned forward and with his eyes closed prepared to kiss Tanner.
Tanner took him by the shoulders and asked Lance do you really want to kiss me.
Lance was now so confused he said " I don't know, I do but yet I don't. I love that I am sure of. I just don't know what to do. He stood up started to undohis pants. Tanner stopped him. Lance said please let me do this or I won't know what to do. Tanner let him go. Lance pulled down his pants and mini briefsand said there this is me, do you still want something like this along with a boy friend that is a wimp.
Tanner stood up and pulled his pants down along with his underwear and said this me do you want someone like this knowing that I love you with all my heart and would never hurt you.
Tanner' Dad called out to the boys that it was time to eat. They both pulled up their pants and started towards the kitchen. Lance said good evening to Tanner's Dad and told him that he was grateful for the meal and allowing him to stay over whit Tanner. Tanner said thanks Dad your the best. They all sat down and started to eat, carrying on conversations during the entire meal. When they were finished with dinner Lance said that he would do the dishes. Tanner said nothat is my job. Tanner's Dad said you two get out of here it was my treat so I will do the dishes. Both boys thanked him and started back down the hall to Tanner's room. they went in and Tanner closed the door behind him. It was nearly 8:00PM.Tanner asked lance if he wanted to get on the computer. Lance that he did not care.
Lance asked what time do you go to bed.
Tanner replied that he goes to bed when ever he gets tired. Then aid that when he goes to bed that he generally sleeps naked.
Lance's eyes got very big and he just stood there staring at Tanner. Then with all the strength he could muster he said " do you want me to sleep naked aswell" with a very nervous and crackling voice.
Tanner swung the chair around smiled and said that is entirely up to you. This is your night we will do what ever you want or we won't do whatever youdon't want to.
Lance said that he was really very tired and that if Tanner did not mind that he would like to go to bed. Tanner said sure. He turned of the computer and stood up pushed the chair in and walked over to the bed.
Tanner asked Lance if he would be more comfortable if he slept on the floor or perhaps in another room.
Lance turned and looked at Tanner and had such a hurt look on his face that it hurt Tanner for saying what he had.
Tanner apologized and said that he should not have said that.
Lance smiled and said after what has happened today and the way I have been since we got here I don't blame you in the least. Again Lance smiled andsaid well if I have to sleep with someone there is no one else I would rather sleep with than you. Lance took off all his cloths and climbed into bed.
Tanner stood there for a moment smiling at Lance and said that's why I love you. Tanner got undressed and got into bed. he slid over next to Lance andasked are you OK with this.
Lance replied yeah I am.
Tanner snuggled up next to Lance and he could feel him shaking, he asked if Lance was cold.
Lance replied I am cold and very nervous as well
Tanner held Lance close to him and he could feel Lance start to calm down and then said are you better now? Lance are you better now?
Lance had fallen asleep snuggled close to Tanner. He was very softly, what Tanner thought was like a dove cooing.
Tanner laid there and held Lance as he slept. several minutes later Lance rolled over and draped his arm over Tanner. Tanner was a little disappointed but in reality he felt like a million bucks. He did not have sex with Lance but he learned some very valuable things about Lance. Those are things thathe will never forget and will always be able to understand the most important boy in his if. He could feel Lance's semi erect penis against his leg andnever thought of reaching for it. He was happy that Lance felt safe enough that he would be that comfortable. Tanner lightly kissed Lance on the cheek.Lance let out a very soft sigh. Tanner finally fell asleep with Lance in his arms.
Well I guess that is it for this chapter. I know that there were some that were waiting for the sex.sorry to disappoint . I hope that you like it. Again please let me know what you think. Good or bad, please email me at cpaulr@ymail.com. I will try to get back to you as soon as I can. Alsolets all get together and donate $3 to Nifty, that will assure that Nifty and all the stories thatyou enjoy reading here will go on and keep being free. Thanks