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Live Worth Living
Her head still resting against my shoulder, she said, "I've seen the way you look at me. When we were close, like when you dried my hair, I could see the way you were breathing and how it would change. Sometimes during the night I would wake up, try and move back some, and you would hold me tighter, not letting me move away from you. The first night I went to bed without the t-shirt on, you couldn't stop touching me, your hands were all over my back and shoulders."
Lifting her head, turning on the bench, facing me, her left hand went to the side of my face, her fingertips lightly touching my cheek.
"Kiss me Lisa, press your lips to mine and kiss me. I love you so much."
Before I could catch myself, I was slowly leaning towards her. I could see the hope and love in her eyes. Her bottom lip quivered slightly with the anticipation of our real first kiss. My face close to hers, I could feel her breath against my lips each time she exhaled. I slowly pressed my lips to hers. It was a very light first kiss, her soft lips against mine. Never before had I ever felt such a thrill while kissing someone else, much less another woman.
When I pulled back, I could see a faint smile forming on her lips, those lips that had been against mine. Looking into her eyes, I also saw brightness in them; it was a brightness I never saw before. Cupping her face in my hands, I again leaned in; this time our kiss was firmer, our lips against one another. Feeling her lips parting slightly, I felt the tip of her tongue sliding across my lips. Parting my lips, I pushed my tongue out to meet hers, to caress her lips as she had done to mine. Hearing a car horn honking in the distance, I realized we were in a public place kissing one another.
Pulling back from one another, I took her hand in mine. "Lets go home."
With only a nod of her head, we stood, holding each other's hand, and started walking towards the car. On the way home, she laid her hand on my thigh as I kept mine on the steering wheel. Nothing was said, not that there was anything that needed to be said.
Once we were in the apartment, Anna turned and pressed her lips firmly to mine, her arms around my neck holding me close to her. As the kiss deepened with passion, our tongues entering and exiting each other's mouths, I finally had to admit to myself that this is what I always wanted, I just didn't understand what "it" was until this day.
Pulling back from one another, I felt Anna's hands at the hem of the sweater I was wearing, lifting it up, pulling it off me. Dropping it on the floor beside us, her arms once again encircled me, her warm soft hands now moving all over my back. I felt them stop and unclasp my bra. Biting my lower lip, being exposed for the first time in front of another woman, much less Anna, I was a bit shy and nervous.
With my bra now loose and dropped to the floor along with my sweater, Anna, stood before me, staring at my breasts. A big smile formed on her lips as she reached up and cupped both my breasts in her hands. Her fingers to the side, her thumbs caressing my now hard nipples brought a moan from my lips. Lowering her head, she kissed my left breast, then gently sucked in into her mouth. Moving over to the right breast, she did the same to it. I was now constantly moaning at her touch.
By now my hands were at the hem of the pullover she had on. Lifting it up over her head, I dropped the blouse to the floor beside my sweater. So many times, I had stared at her puffy, pert breasts; I knew I had to touch them, to feel the softness of each one.
Anna just stood there, her arms at her side as I reached around to unclasp her bra, taking it and dropping it to the floor. Looking at her breasts, I could now see the nipple slightly extended from the areola surrounding it. Cupping her breasts as she had done mine, I leaned into her, kissing and licking at her nipples. I went from one to the other, sucking each one into my mouth, savoring her taste and the feel of her nipple in my mouth. By this time, Anna was also moaning, her hands on the back of my head, guiding me from one breast to the other.
Pushing me away, she knelt down before me, lifted my left foot, removing my shoe and sock. She then lifted my right foot, repeating the exercise. Reaching up, she undid the belt, undid the button, and pulled down the zipper. I had to ball my hands into a tight fist to keep from pushing her away, but I wanted her to hurry at the same time. I thought I was nervous when she removed my bra; I now stood petrified at the thought of her undressing me completely. Her fingers were inside of my jeans as she slowly started pulling them down. As the jeans slid over my hips, I felt my panties come down with them. Just before my mound was uncovered, I felt her lips on my navel, kissing their way down, following along the thin strip of hair that I had left in place, acting as a pathway to my most secret private place.
Kissing my cleft with her lips, her hands continued to pull my jeans and panties down my legs, helping me step out of them. Her hands, now on my knees, slowly slid up my thighs, moving towards my ass. Once her fingers cupped each of my ass cheeks, she leaned in and kissed my cleft, her tongue licking me lightly. Putting her hands on my hips, she pushed herself up, standing once more before me.
Leaning in, I kissed her lips, the scent of my sex on them. Lowering myself to my knees, I unfastened the button holding her jeans to her hips. Pulling down the zipper, her pink panties came into view before me. Putting my fingers on the inside of her jeans, I began pulling them down. Like her, I made sure that her panties came along, exposing her to me. After helping her remove them, remaining on my knees, I was looking at the first woman's sex besides mine that I had ever seen. She was shaved bare. With her hair completely removed, I could see her cleft, her outer lips forming a beautiful picture before me. With her legs slightly spread, I could see I darker patch, barely protruding between her lips. I took this to be her inner lips.
As I was staring at her, I felt her hands on my arms, pulling me upwards. I honestly was unsure if I could have kissed or even licked her cleft as she had done to me.
Now I was standing before her, her fingers on each side of my chin. "I can only imagine how frightened you must be. I have kissed and made out with a few other girls before, but I never made love to another woman. We can go as slow as need be until you feel more comfortable. You don't need to do anything you're uncomfortable doing." Taking both my hands in hers, she purred, "Let's go lay down and cuddle close to one another. We have all the time in the world to make love to one another."
She started pulling me towards the bedroom. Following slightly behind her, I started watching her cute ass swaying with each step she took. Looking over her shoulder, seeing me looking at her ass, she smiled at me before turning.
At the bed, she went around to the other side, helping me pull down the covers. Lying down, we moved against one another, our arms now around each other, as I leaned in once more and kissed her lips. Sliding my tongue across them, I would have sworn that I was able to taste myself. That alone excited me so much. After kissing her lips several more times, I pushed her onto her back, sliding down and cupping her left breast once more. Feeling the softness of her breast in my hand, I lowered my mouth once more to taste her. As my tongue slid across her nipple, I heard Anna's moan and felt her chest vibrating as it passed between her lips.
Sucking her little puffy nipples between my lips, I began licking and lightly biting on them. I could hear more moans coming from her lips as my mind began to think that soon these tender nipples would be giving milk to nourish our child one day. The thought of what lay between her legs began to intrigue me. Not being much for masturbating myself, I still knew what felt good and what I enjoyed when I did masturbate.
Sliding lower, I kissed my way down over her stomach. I paid special attention to the area just below her belly button where I knew our child was growing. When I finally reached her mound, I could smell her arousal. Kissing around the top of her mound, I let my tongue push into the top of her cleft, causing Anna to raise her hips to me. Again I felt her hands on my shoulders trying to pull me back up towards her but, refusing to go, I parted her legs and, licking again, I was able to taste the juices that now covered her pussy. It was slightly salty from the sweat that accumulated walking around the park earlier but I was also able to taste the true essence of Anna.
Her juices were a bitter sweet to my taste buds. Pushing her left leg out from me, I opened her up, crawling between her legs. With her knees raised and spread, I was able to peer down at her open sex. I felt I was, for the first time, looking at the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Using my fingers, I was able to open her even more, looking inside of her. Her juices had coated the inside of her inner lips; the rich pink color of her open vagina beckoned my tongue to taste her once more.
From the lower part of her pussy, I slid my tongue upwards, collecting her juices along the way. When my tongue passed over her hard clit, I felt her jump and moan louder once more.
Looking up at Anna, I saw her looking down at me. I could see passion in her eyes, the look of a voiceless plea to not stop what I was doing. Once more I lowered my head, this time taking her clit between my lips, circling it with my tongue, sucking on it, and licking it over and over. Her hands now on my head, fingers tightening in my hair, I heard her calling my name over and over?"Lisa? oh my God, Lisa? oh Lisa?"
It wasn't long before I felt her legs stiffen, her stomach tightening under the palm of my hand. Suddenly my head was caught between her legs, squeezing me, holding me against her clit. As she started to relax, I slipped a finger in her pussy, slowly pushing it in until my knuckle was pressed against her wet lips. Again she began calling my name, louder, along with a strange gurgling sound.
Slowly pulling and pushing my finger in and out of her, I fucked her, just like I had liked fucking my pussy with my finger. Sucking on her clit, once again she started to spasm, twisting and turning, almost making it difficult to hold onto her. My tongue was dancing all over her clit as it throbbed between my lips. I felt a splash of liquid hit my chin, but I never slowed down.
After a short time, I felt her hands on my head, pushing me away, "Please, I can't take any more, I'm too sensitive? Please."
Pulling away from her, I pulled my finger out of her pussy, looking how wet it was and the wet spot now on the bed between her legs. Tasting her juices on my finger, I slowly moved up beside Anna and took her in my arms, holding her as tight as I dared. As I was holding her, I heard the words, "I love you." Stunned, I recognized the voice as being mine.
I have no idea where she found the strength, but suddenly I was on my back and Anna was laying on top of me, tears falling from her cheeks as she kissed my face, only stopping long enough to say, "I love you so much." She then continued kissing all over my face.
I finally had to reach up and hold her face, while I said, "I love you too." I pulled her down to my lips, kissing her, pushing my tongue into her mouth, letting her taste her own juices on my tongue. After the first kiss I don't think she could get enough of my kisses, because she refused to stop, even when we both began to gasp for breath though the sides of our mouths.
Finally, laying her head on my shoulder, both of us breathing deep, we tried to catch our breath. When our breathing did slow, I heard her ask, "I thought we were going to take it slow, just hold one another and cuddle."
"I thought we would do that next week when you're in school and need more time for study and rest." We both started giggling at what I said.
Rising above me, her voice thick, she said, "I want to do the same to you, and I want you to have an orgasm just as hard as you made me cum."
Putting my hands on her shoulders, I stopped her from moving, "How about we rest a minute, then together we fix something to eat, take a shower together, then I promise I'll be here for you the rest of the night."
"You promise?"
"Yes, I promise, besides, I'm not sure if I'm done with you yet myself."
Lightly slapping my arm, "Oh my God, I don't think I can handle that again tonight. I'd probably die in your arms."
Pulling her down, we snuggled into each other, her head once more resting in the crook of my shoulder close to me. I soon felt her breathing slow and knew that she was now asleep. Listening to her light little snores, I began thinking of what I had just done. Making her cum as hard as she did, not once but twice, and it was all because of me. I knew that when I was with a man, I never felt like it did with Anna. I felt like this is where I belonged, being with Anna, and I was going to do whatever it takes to make sure it stayed that way.
Feeling like she was now in a deep sleep, I slipped out from under her, making sure I moved slow enough not to wake her. I went to the bathroom, peed and washed my hands. I was about to rinse off my face, but decided against it, keeping her aroma and dried juices on my face.
Going back to the bedroom, I picked up a t-shirt to slip on. Cooking naked, I felt, was only asking for trouble. Closing the door as I left the bedroom, I knew it might be early for dinner, but my thoughts were on spending the rest of the evening wrapped up in each other's arms.
About forty minutes later I walked back into the bedroom. Anna was still sound asleep. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I leaned down and gave her a kiss, then lightly shook her shoulder, asking if she was hungry. Looking up at me with sleepy eyes, she asked how long I had been up.
"I've been up now almost an hour. I fixed our dinner and it's ready to be put on the table. Go and wash up and come and join me."
As Anna came walking into the kitchen in all her naked glory, I felt the twinge between my legs starting all over again. Walking over to me, she lifted the t-shirt I had on up and over my head, dropping it near the doorway.
"No fair, if I'm naked, so are you." Wrapping her arms around me, pressing her body to mine, she kissed me.
When the kiss ended and I pulled back, I said, my voice surprisingly husky, "I definitely want more of that, but let's eat. I think someone has worked me up enough that I could eat a horse."
Laughing, we took our seats at the table and began to eat. I told Anna that what I had done earlier led me to realize what I had been missing all my life. I told her how much it thrilled me that I was able to make her cum as I did, and that I wanted to do it again and again. I also explained to her that when she started to get bigger we would have to slow down, if not stop, our love making, but in no way would we stop kissing and cuddling. I explained that it was my fear that nothing happen to the baby because of what we did. In the end she agreed, but wasn't one hundred percent behind the idea.
I also told Anna that I was going to find us an obstetric and gynecologist to look after her and be a doctor for the both of us. I wanted to find a female doctor if I could. She agreed with me. I told her that I was going to get her on an insurance plan, but if that weren't possible then I would pay for the whole thing myself, rather than go to her parents. She said that she would rather make her parents pay her medical expenses rather than for me to pay for it, since she was still in school and covered by their insurance plan.
I told her that I would ask my lawyer friend on Monday and see what he had to say about it. I also told her that she needed to get all her material ready to submit for college. Again she balked at the idea of going. I told her that I felt that her getting her degree would ensure a better future for our baby. Going to college and getting her degree would be a big part of that. I asked her how she felt about becoming a psychotherapist. I went on to say that with a degree as a psychotherapist, I wanted to possibly start some kind of clinic to help those out there who were like us, lost and feeling little or no hope. I told her that I wasn't smart enough to get the degree, but she could and I could run the clinic.
After explaining it all to Anna, she started becoming excited about the idea. She said that she had no idea how or where we would get the money, but thought that somehow we would figure that out later.
In the back of my mind, I thought, 'oh god girl, if you only knew'. I knew then that one day soon, I would tell her, crossing my fingers she wouldn't change.
As we were clearing the table and putting everything away, I also told her that I would stop by the Post Office and pick up the forms for her to get her passport, that for her graduation, I wanted to take her someplace special, and maybe a passport would be needed.
Dragging me out of the kitchen towards the bedroom, she started fussing that I was spending too much money on her and it had to stop. Grabbing my t-shirt along the way, I followed her to the bedroom. Once in the bedroom she had sat me down on the bed, I made her sit beside me.
"Anna, We need to talk and I need you to make love to me. Right now both things are important to me."
Before I could utter another word, she was kissing me, pushing me back on the bed.
"Love now? talk later," she said between kisses.
Laying down on top of me, our breasts against each other's, her mound pressing down on mine, she continued kissing me, each kiss more passionate than the last one. I soon felt her juices wetting my pussy as she ground her clit against mine. Placing my hands on her ass cheeks I pulled on them, grinding my clit against hers. Taking my breasts in her hands, she began pinching and pulling on my hard nipples.
Without warning, my orgasm overtook me. "Aaannnnnnaaaa," I screamed as I was in the throes of a powerful orgasm, taking her with me, her orgasm crashing over her.
After it passed, I lay back, trying to catch my breath. Anna slid down and began licking and sucking on my nipples, almost making them too painful to the touch. Just as I was getting near that point, she moved down, kissing my body as she slid lower down. When she got to my mound, I knew that she now tasted her juices and mine mixed together.
Pushing my knees up and out, she literally opened me up. As I looked down at her, I could see her looking at my pussy, smiling and lightly touching it with her fingers. When she saw me looking at her, she blew me a kiss, then lowered her head and licked up my slit.
Dropping my head, I moaned at the touch. No man I ever dated went down on my pussy with his tongue. Pulling my lips open, she smiled once more and lowered her head; this time I felt her tongue touch my little rosebud. My hips came off the bed when she did that. As I lowered my hips, once more her tongue pressed against my ass, making me moan and push back towards her. After feeling her tongue against my ass, she slowly moved it up and pushed it into my pussy, with her nose rubbing against my clit.
Having had one orgasm already, I felt another slowly closing in on me. Just as it was about to overtake me, she pulled back and stopped licking me. Moaning that I was so close, I felt her lick up one side of my slit, then down the other. I felt her finger, wet with my juices, slowly being slid into me. She had stopped licking my clit as she slowly pumped her finger in and out of me. She stopped moving her finger, and then went back to sucking and licking my clit. She would alternate between fucking me with her finger and licking my clit. The second time she stopped, I felt a second finger sliding into me. I felt the fullness of both fingers now slowly fucking me, taking me higher and higher.
When I felt like I was near a powerful orgasm, I felt her add a third finger as it started to stretch me open, adding to the fullness I already felt. Her three fingers now started moving faster and faster, going into me as deep as they would go. Again near the crest of a powerful orgasm, she started fucking me hard and fast, while sucking my clit into her mouth. As she lightly bit down on my clit, I went over the edge, my legs jerking straight out, my hips lifting off the bed. The grunting noises I heard were coming from my throat. When I started to feel my clit becoming very sensitive, Anna pulled back from licking it.
I thought that she would soon stop and let me catch my breath, but instead, she kept fucking me hard. If anything it felt like she was fucking me harder than I've ever been fucked in my life. I felt her hand on my breast, squeezing one, then the other. She would pinch and pull on my nipple each time she would squeeze it.
Just as I thought I couldn't take it anymore, Anna sucked my clit into her mouth, sucking hard on it and taking me to a place I've never been to. I held the sheets of the bed tightly in my fists, my eyes squeezed shut; I saw flashes of light exploding against my closed eyelids. Then nothing.
The next thing I knew, Anna was sitting on the side of the bed, washing my face and chest with a cool washcloth. When my eyes fluttered open, I could see her sitting there, smiling down at me. When I tried to lift my arm, it quickly fell back to the bed, having no strength to lift it. All I could do was to start crying.
Rolling away from her, my shoulders began jerking as my sobbing began to overtake me. Having found so much, only to feel like I was about to lose it all after what I was about to tell her. It was almost like living my past all over again, except this time, I really didn't feel like I was strong enough to live through it again.
Pulling me back onto my back, with concern in her voice, "What's wrong babes, are you okay?"
Looking back up at her, taking the washcloth from her hands and wiping my face, "Tell you what, why don't you go and get us something to drink, I'll go and pee and wash up, then we'll sit down and talk."
"No, talk to me now, you're scaring me. I love you so much." She nearly cried saying that to me.
"It's okay baby, I love you so much. Let me go and pee while you get us a drink, okay?"
Slowly standing, her eyes not leaving me, she made her way to the door, with me a few steps behind her.
When I returned from the bathroom, Anna was already sitting on the side of the bed with two cokes on the nightstand.
As I was sitting down I reached for the glass, taking a long drink. After sitting it back on the nightstand, Anna took my hand in hers.
"Lisa, please tell me what's wrong, you're really starting to scare me."
"I'm sorry, I promise I will tell you." Taking in a deep breath, trying to collect my thoughts, a tear began to slide down my cheek.
"Lisa, please?" Sounding almost desperate now.
"You remember me telling you something about why I went to the bridge that day. Well, I never told you the whole story and why. You see on my eighteenth birthday, I came into a wad of money. It was quite a few dollars. Anyway, with what I had, I bought my mother a new car and a house in a better neighborhood. I then turned around and set up on a trust fund for her, hoping that it would last her the rest of her life."
Reaching out and taking another drink, "Well anyway, I told my friends what happened. All of a sudden, I felt the only reason they wanted me around was so that I could buy them this or that, pay for whatever they wanted. Nobody asked me what I wanted. My mother also got pissed at me, asking why didn't I just give her half the money instead of a little at a time. She told me if I was going to be that way, I should just leave and not be bothered about coming back."
Again, taking another drink of my coke, "For the past two years, I traveled all over the place, sometimes spending a month or two in one place. Finally it was time to come home. I suppose my depression really hit rock bottom, only being masked by traveling. I didn't want to be used, only needed for what I had or could give someone that wasn't coming from within me. Can you understand what I'm saying?" Looking at her to see if she really did see what I was saying.
"Yes, I believe I know what you're saying, having felt some of the same things you have." Looking at me, I believed I could see the sincerity in her eyes as she said it.
"Can I ask you a question," making me look up at her. "Why do you drive and older car, and rent an apartment?"
"Because, if people think you have money, they want what you have. When we first got together, I told you that I had a trust fund, which I really do have. You never once asked me how much it was, and each time I tried to get something for you, you complained that I should not be spending my money on you, knowing good and well that I could afford it. The longer we were together, unknown to me, I was falling deeper and deeper in love with you."
Sitting on the edge of the bed, my head lowered, I felt that nothing was going to be the same. Too me all was lost, I just knew it. I felt Anna's hand, pulling on my arm to face her.
"Lisa, I don't care about your money. I'll graduate, and then I'll find a job. If anything, put the money in the baby's name. You and I will get a job; we'll live here for a while, and then maybe move to a two-bedroom apartment. I'm not going to lose you over a few lousy dollars."
Finally looking up at her, her words did make me smile. They gave me hope.
"But what about opening a clinic, you and I? You need the degree to help those in need. I'm just not smart enough to get the degree."
"Like I said, I'm not losing you over a few dollars. We can make this work, trust me."
Grabbing her hand, I also grabbed my coke, motioning for her to take hers also and follow me. Once in the living room, I turned on the computer, and had her sit in my lap, waiting for it to boot up. Once it was up, I logged on the site that kept records of my finances. I turned the mouse over to her so that she could scroll down the pages at her own speed. When she got to the bottom of the charts, all I heard was, "Oh shit."
Looking at it myself, I slowly said, "Oh my God?"
"What?" She asked me.
"There is more there now even after what I spent, buying my mother her new home and car, plus all my expenses traveling, and that is after I had to pay all the commissions." There was at least four million more than what I originally had.
Getting off my lap, and pulling me over to the sofa, she sat beside me, taking my face in her hands.
"I'm not going to pretend that I'm not a little excited. When you said that you had some money, I was thinking of a few thousand, not nearly thirty million." Sliding even closer, if that were possible, she said, "All that I ask is that trust funds be set up for our children."
"Children?" Raising my eyebrows, wondering where this revelation came from.
"Yes," she said, "children, the two I am going to have and at least one that you are going to have," looking at me with determination, trying to make her point.
"First off, I'm not letting a man get near me, and I damn sure am not going to let a man get near you, so I don't see how there are going to be more children, since I'm not sharing you with anyone." I said it forcefully, making my point as strong as I could.
"Well that answers two questions, and as for the third, it's called artificial insemination. I'll let you look it up on the Internet while I'm at school."
"Oh?" My mind was whirring a mile a minute? "What are the two questions answered?"
"One, that there are going to be no men in our lives, and two, that you love me enough not to share me with anyone." Putting her hand behind my neck, she pulled me in for a kiss.
"Oh yeah, one more thing."
"What's that?" I had to ask.
"We only buy what is needed, the rest we save to open and run our clinic. As long as I have a warm loving home for our children, and they are well fed, I'm more than happy, so long as you're a part of it." Anna crossed her arms under her breasts, as if making a statement that her word was final.
"Except," I said, raising my finger as if making a point.
"Except what?" She asked.
"When you start college, I start looking for a house with at least four bedrooms, one for each of the kids. I get you a car for traveling back and forth to school, plus I set up an allowance so you have money when needed. Agreed?"
"The house I accept. You buy the car; I'll drive the Volvo. Maybe a small allowance to buy gas and maybe milk on the way home."
For now, I figured that I had won some concessions. They just were not going to be the ones she expected.
Jumping up off the sofa, Anna again grabbed my hand, pulling me up.
"Come with me, there is something I want to try that I once read about." she exclaimed, pulling me towards the bedroom.
Once in the bedroom, almost throwing me on the bed, she laid herself on top of me, kissing me, her tongue working its way into my mouth, tempting me to enter her mouth. After a few kisses, raising herself up on her hands and knees, she pushed one of her puffy breasts to my mouth. Licking and sucking on her nipple, she pulled it free, and then offered me the other one. Caressing her breasts with my hands, my mouth going back and forth between the two, she suddenly pulled away, turning around, putting one leg over me, her knees alongside of my head with her pussy just above my face.
Reaching up, caressing the soft globes of her ass, I pulled down, licking along her slit, tasting once more the juices that were now flowing from her. Just as I felt her pressing herself down on me, I felt her lips and tongue now sliding between my pussy lips. The more I licked her pussy, the more I felt her juices seeping into my mouth. By now I was totally addicted to her taste, her aroma, and her soft pussy lips I enjoyed so much.
Anna knew I was so close; just before I was overcome by my climax; she pushed her wet finger into my ass. I had no idea how deep she went, but the sudden intrusion made me push my hips up and into her waiting mouth. With her finger now in my ass, I felt a finger being pushed into my pussy. Between the two fingers fucking me, I fell off the edge of my cliff. Squeezing her ass cheeks, burying my face in her pussy, sent Anna into a hard climax. I felt her juices squirting in my mouth. I couldn't drink them fast enough, hungry as I was for more.
Once we both started to settle back down, she turned around and lay beside me, kissing and nibbling on my neck. Feeling relaxed, I drifted off to sleep, holding my lover in my arms.
I woke up sometime in the middle of the night, my bladder full and needing relief. As I slowly tried to crawl out of bed, Anna woke up, asking where I was going. Telling her that I needed to pee and would be right back. I heard her mumble, "Okay, hurry back," as she went back to sleep.
The next day being Sunday, with nowhere we needed to be, we showered and remained naked most of the day, making love. By mid afternoon, Anna said that she had a lot of homework that she needed to complete, and that I could read some of the lesbian sex stories she knew about on the Internet.
Things got a little hairy Tuesday afternoon when I went to pick Anna up from school. Late that morning, my period had started, and like clockwork, my cramping and headaches were making me one sour bitch.
On the way home, I was short with her, and generally fussing at her with no apparent reason. Once we were home, she went directly to her computer and started doing her homework. I was in the kitchen banging things around just being my miserable self.
Apparently she had gone to the bathroom, and saw my box of tampons and day pads sitting next to the toilet, and figured out why I was in a pissy mood. When she returned to the kitchen, she told me to go and sit on the sofa, saying she would be there in a minute. After a few minutes, she came back into the living room and handed me a cup of hot tea and two Midol. All I could do was look at her, and say, barely above a whisper, "Sorry," taking the pills from her.
I woke up about two hours later to the smell of food being prepared. After I came back from the bathroom, I walked into the kitchen to find Anna making our dinner. Wrapping my arms around Anna, I told her I was sorry for being such a bitch. Looking back at me, she said that she understood. She continued, saying that payback was a bitch, reminding me when her cravings at three in the morning started, not to fuss at her. Giggling a little, I said that I would try and remember that.
For the rest of the week, Anna wouldn't let me touch her. She had said that if I couldn't have any pleasures, I wasn't going to give her any. Little did I know just how stubborn this woman could be, but I felt I would find out soon enough.
As the days and weeks passed, we fell into a routine. Anna coming home from school, spending the next couple hours doing her homework, eating dinner then we made love until we both were exhausted, sleeping the night away in each other's arms. With one a week left before graduation, Anna made me go to the senior dance with her as her date.
I tried to tell her that it was not a good idea; her rebuttal was that if her friends thought it fit to get her drunk enough be fucked by whomever, she really didn't give a shit what they thought. I was slowly learning that arguing with Anna was as bad as talking to myself. Nothing was settled, and she did what she started out doing anyway. I began to wonder if it was because I loved her so much, I gave into her so easily. Well, maybe not that easily.
We both went down and bought our dresses. Her bulge had barely started to show, so fitting into a tight dress was not a problem. I told her that the first time someone lays a hand on her, I was going to punch his or her lights out. Her only comment was, "And you think I would do anything different." Giggling a little, I thought that her fists were probably as hard as her head was.
The dance was set up nicely. They had a live band, which seemed to play most of the popular songs of the day. Except when we had to use the restrooms, I don't think Anna ever let go of my hand, holding it the entire night. Taking me around the room, hand in hand, and introducing me to the friends she was still talking to. When she had said that I was her partner, a few shied away, but more often than not; they gave her a hug, congratulating her.
I thought I had pretty much everything set up for us. She had been accepted into the University, which meant that we had to be back by the middle of August so that she could finish her registration and sign up for her classes. We had received her passport, and I had put a little extra into her account, so if she saw something she wanted to buy, she would have the money for it.
Just after the graduation ceremonies, as Anna was talking to some of her friends, her mother happened to walk up to us. When she turned and saw her mother approaching, I could see the look on her face. If looks could kill, her mother would have been dead within seconds. Lacing her fingers between mine, squeezing too hard, I tried to pull away; not for shame but because of the pain I was feeling.
"Well Anna, I see that you did actually graduate after all," her mother had said with a bit of scorn in her voice.
"No thanks to you, mother. Lisa should be given all the credit." She said looking at me.
Her mother however, barely gave me a side-glance before turning back to Anna.
"Well that's nice, now I think that you should come back home so that you can have the baby, then maybe your father and I might be able to find a good home for the baby." I watched her mother stand there all pompous and so full of shit, in my opinion.
"Lisa and I decided that we're going to raise our little girl ourselves. Oh how rude of me, Mother, this is Lisa." Nodding her head towards me, "She is my partner and lover," She said. turning and kissing me full on the lips in front of her mother.
"Oh my lord, such?" Anna by now had raised her other hand up in front of her mother, giving her the bird.
In a condescending voice, she said, "If you come a little closer, you might be able to smell her dried juices on my finger." Tugging on my hand, we walked away.
After we got a few steps away from her mother, I heard her saying something about seeing that she would do something about her and the baby. Stopping, I told Anna to wait a moment.
I returned, standing close to her mother, and whispered, "In a few hours, Anna and I are leaving for Paris. Some day we may let you see the baby. Otherwise, fuck off."
Turning, I walked back to Anna, taking her hand, and heading toward the car.
Anna asked me what I had said to her mother. Only glancing at her, I think she knew better than to push me for an answer, because she never said another word, walking beside me.
As we got into the car and started home, I looked over at a very quiet Anna. I reached over and took her hand in mine. "Ask me on Monday, maybe then I'll tell you, okay?"
I went on to tell her that I almost lost it when she flipped her mother the bird and to smell it because it still had my smell on it. We both started laughing; I thought I was going to have to pull over before getting into an accident.
When we got home, I told her to go and change, the cab was going to be here soon to take us to the airport.
"What do you mean airport; where are we going?" Standing in front of me, her forehead wrinkled, eyes opened wide, and mouth hanging open.
"We're going to New York; it's your graduation present. Remember I said that I would take you on a trip for your graduation?"
"But I'm not packed, I need to pack a suitcase. I'm nowhere near ready." Thinking for a second, she added, "I don't even have a suitcase," looking like a child who was about to be left behind.
"I've packed your suitcases, just go and change. I bought us new toothbrushes, vitamins and anything else I could think of, so hurry."
Wrapping her arms around me, giving me a hug and a peck on the lips, she hurried to the bedroom to change her clothes.
All the way to the airport Anna was so giddy. It may have been embarrassing to some, but for me it was a joy to see. I told her that through the travel agency; we would have our own personal tour guide, taking us everywhere to see the sights. When she asked about going to the garment district, I promised her that next time I would take her and buy her anything she wanted. I finally had to take her hands in mine to keep them still. I was afraid that she might hurt herself, or even worse, me.
After arriving in New York, once at the hotel, I thought she was going to cry when she opened her suitcase and it was empty except for my laptop and camera bag.
Looking at me, near tears, she asked what she was going to wear while in New York. Taking her by the shoulders, I thought it was time to tell her the rest.
"Honey, we're only here for three days, then we fly to London for 5 days. From there we go to Paris for a week, then we are off to Rome for a week." By the time I said that we're going to Rome, her bottom lip began to quiver, I could see the moisture forming in her eyes, and I just prayed it was because she was so happy.
"After a week in Rome, we go to Barcelona, Spain for four days, then it's off to Greece for a week. Hopefully by then we'll be ready to come home."
"But I don't have any clothes." Tears began to fall down her cheeks.
"Honey, every day your belly is getting bigger and bigger. How long do you think it will be before you won't be able to wear what you have on now? We'll buy you new clothes that fit you, as you need them. Why pack the suitcase full, then have to throw it all away to fit the new stuff in them?"
Her chin resting on both her fist tucked under her chin, she finally looked up at me, smiling.
"Yeah, I didn't think of that, you're right." Jumping up, wrapping her legs around my waist. Good thing the bed was behind us, knocking me backwards and falling on the bed. As I was lying there, trying to catch my breath, she kept kissing me, telling me how much she loved me.
Anna's next big shock came when we boarded the plane for London. It was a nice big seven forty seven. When the announcement was made for all first class and business travelers to board, I told her that included us, and it looked like she was about to cry again.
"Trust me Anna, you're going to thank me once we get to London."
"Why?" she asked.
"It's almost a fifteen hour flight, and our seats fold down almost flat, so we'll be able to get plenty of rest before landing in London tomorrow morning."
As we stood in line to board, I told her that I had already done this a couple of times, and from experience, I felt I knew what I was doing.
By the time we got back home, Anna had a week to rest and get ready to attend school. Before this was to happen, I needed to get her a car for her to travel back and forth. At the first dealership, I started looking at a nice little SUV, something I thought would be easy for her to get around in. As I was about to ask her what she thought of the car, it was like she read my mind, saying that there was no way she was going to let her baby ride in that car.
What I didn't know was the saleswoman who walked up behind me, "She's right you know. Any collision with this vehicle with a bigger heavier one, someone could be seriously hurt in this car."
She quickly added, "Let me show you our next line up. It's bigger and heavier, and has more features than this one."
After looking at the different models they had, we decided to shop at other dealerships to see what they had to offer. By the end of the afternoon, she had her favorite and of course, I had mine. She told me to get the one I liked, because the Volvo was going to be hers anyway. I was just about to find out how sneaky and conniving she really was.
"I'll tell you what, I'll get the one I like the most and not drive the Volvo, but? you have to get the one you like; else it's no deal. I'll just stay in a dorm and you can come and pick me up every Friday evening." With her hands on her hips and a determined look on her face, I knew I wasn't going to budge her on this one.
I now knew what it felt like being caught between a rock and a hard spot. I was trapped and she knew it.
Since both lots were almost across the street from one another, we did get both cars that afternoon. We decided to just meet back at the apartment when we had the paper work finished.
I was home nearly an hour waiting on Anna. Finally beginning to worry a little, I started to call her on the phone, when I saw her pulling into the driveway. I was more concerned than angry, but I still wanted to know what took her so long. When I saw her opening up the back tailgate, I saw her pulling out several bags. I knew then that she stopped and bought something at the store.
Holding the door open for her, I asked what she had gotten. Smiling at me, she just said to come and see for myself. After she had walked into the bedroom, she began dumping the packages on the bed. I wasn't able to count all the boxes and loose items, but every one was a sex toy.
"What did you do," I asked, "buy out the entire store?" picking up a dildo and looking at it.
"No, I just kept thinking of all the things I wanted us to do together, and?"
I know that I had read enough sex stories about women loving women, that these and probably many other items were used during lovemaking. Picking up a strap, what I felt was actually a strap-on, she said "Before I get too big, I want to use this one on you, I want to be between your legs, and fuck you with this dildo." Taking the one I had in my hand, she showed me how it attached to the harness.
"I also want you to use it to fuck me. I want to feel you lying on top of me, slowly fucking me, while we kiss and hold one another. I've been fantasizing and dreaming about this for so long, I don't think I can wait any longer."
Just the thought of fucking her made my pussy tingle and get moist quickly. Also lying there were a few butt plugs. Picking up one of the smaller ones and holding it up, I could see Anna blush a little.
"I thought? well? maybe we could try it, see if we like it. We don't have to if you don't want to." She picked up one that was slightly larger.
Taking the butt plug in my hand, I looked at the shape of it. It was thin at the tip of it, then it widened out, tapering back down at the base. I felt that it would be perfect for her to be able to keep it in her pussy without too much trouble and not harm the baby.
I went into the bathroom, and washed it off with soap and water. Coming back to the bedroom, Anna just stood there looking at me wondering what my intentions were. Lifting her skirt above her waist, I pulled her panties away from her stomach and slid my hand down inside, finding her pussy was soaking wet. Taking the little butt plug, I carefully slipped it inside her pussy. Making sure it was in place, I straightened out her panties, and told her she needed to come and help me make supper. I turned and started walking to the kitchen.
After starting to pull some items out of the cupboard, Anna came into the kitchen, also carrying one of the small butt plugs.
"What's good for one is good for all," she said, unbuttoning my jeans and pulling them down along with my panties.
When she slid her fingers over my pussy lips, she found that I was also soaking wet. Pushing my legs out a little, she inserted the plug into my pussy, and then pulled up my panties and jeans, leaving me to zip them up and fasten the button.
With the two of us walking around the kitchen with the plugs in our pussies, I felt like I was ready to cum any minute, but couldn't actually do it. Watching Anna, I knew she was having the same problem I was having. With everything done, except for the rice, we had some twenty minutes before we could eat. Not being able to take it any longer, I grabbed Anna's hand, dragging her to the living room.
Lifting her dress up over her waist, I sat her down in our sofa. Pulling her until her ass was on the edge of the sofa, I pulled down her panties and spread her legs out wide. The little pink toy was now soaking wet, pressed tightly against her vulva.
Placing my fingers on the broad edge of it, I began pulling and twisting it inside of her. With my fingers now soaked, I slipped a finger down and began rimming her ass with my fingertip. She was now constantly moaning, and moving her hips, I leaned in and began licking and kissing around her clit. Everything was so wet; I was having a hard time trying to lick up as much of her juices as I could.
Pushing my wet finger slowly in her ass, again Anna moaned, feeling her anus holding my finger in place. Moving my finger slowly in and out of her ass, I started to feel it relax, making it easier. I reached up and slowly pulled the plug from her pussy, while clamping my mouth down on her, sucking and licking as deep and as hard as I could.
Pulling my finger from her ass, I slowly pushed the plug into her ass. Lifting her hips off the sofa chair, I stopped for a second, and then continued. Once it was fully inserted, I pushed my thumb into her pussy and started nibbling and sucking on her clit. When I knew she was about to cum, I moved my mouth down over her pussy to catch her juices as they squirted out of her. With my thumb in her pussy, my fingers rocking the plug in her ass, she grabbed my head and screamed she was cumming. She filled my mouth with her juices. It was more than I had ever seen her squirt before.
Letting her slowly come back down, I felt so close to her. She sat looking at me, her eyes so full of love, I felt like my heart was about to burst, I could feel so much love for her. Picking up her panties, I slowly starting sliding them up her legs.
When she reached down, as if to pull the plug from her ass, I kissed the back of her hand, telling her to leave it until we were done eating. She gave her eyes a roll, but let it stay inside of her.
After dinner the dishes were placed in the dishwasher and the leftovers put away; it was almost a race back to the bedroom, removing what clothes we had on. Having to sit through dinner with plugs in each of us left us both horny and wet. Before the night was over, we both had worn the strap on, fucking one another and although it was our first time using the strap on, we did make each other cum.
With Anna's belly getting larger, I was reluctant to use the strap on with her, but she had me use the smaller one, and told me that if it started to bother her she would tell me and we would stop. It took a bit to get used to wearing the strap on, and using it how it was supposed to be used, but we both soon learned how.
When Anna put it on, she had used the larger dildo with me. At first it was tight, but I soon stretched enough that it began to really feel good. With Anna basically on her hands and knees, looking up at her when she was fucking me was one of my greatest turn-ons. Reaching up and playing with her puffy breasts, pinching those nipples I knew would soon be filled with milk, excited me even more.
Anna had started at the University in September. By then she was seven months along in her pregnancy. The doctors had told her that she would probably deliver around mid to late November.
It was on Tuesday, two days before Thanksgiving, that I had to rush her to the hospital. It wasn't until nine in the morning the next day that she gave us a seven pound, six ounce baby girl. True to her word, she had her baby girl.
I believe one of my mother's friends saw me walking around the maternity ward carrying a baby and thought that it might have been mine. When she came by the apartment the following week, Anna had returned to school and I was left with the baby-sitting duties. When she first arrived, she cried at how she had acted, asking for forgiveness. She told me she had come to understand what I was trying to do for her. I explained that the baby's name was Rosie and was actually my girlfriend's baby and that we intended to raise Rosie together, as a couple.
That afternoon, when Anna came home from school, I introduced her to my mother, saying that she wanted to be part of the family, to be able to watch Rosie grow and be her grandmother. Anna looked at me for some kind of approval. I nodded and she agreed, hugging my mother, calling her mom and welcoming her to the family.
The following spring we purchased our home, a four-bedroom in Cape Cod. Whether I would admit to it or not, I knew that Anna was going to have her way with each of us having another baby.
By the time Anna had completed her Masters Degree, I had given birth to a boy who we called John. I also had established a clinic for those in need of help. We only charged enough to pay the bills so people who really didn't have the funds would still be able to get the help that they so desperately needed.
Anna is now pregnant again, saying that she is going to have another girl. In a way, I kind of feel sorry for little John, growing up with two mothers and two sisters. The way he bosses his big sister around, I think he will be able to hold his own in the future.
The End.
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