LIVING A LIE
THE BEGINNING
CHAPTER FIVE
Written by Trevor
Editor Kent
Editor Jack
Please note this story contains boy-to-boy sexual activity and if you don't enjoy this kind of story read no further. This story is completely fiction and any resemblance to anyone living or dead is wholly coincidental. This story may not be published, or reprinted, without the express permission of the author
Because of the three week break between chapters here is the last paragraph from the previous Chapter.
The agent who looked to be in charge handed Fred a bunch of papers saying, "This is a warrant to seize all your computer equipment and this one is a warrant for your arrest on the charge of being a suspected child molester.
Now read on.
Fred was speechless as he was made to put his hands behind his back, handcuffed and led out to a waiting police car. Into the trunk went his computer equipment and a number of written documents seized by the FBI.
He was totally embarrassed as his neighbours stood on the footpath watching him being taken away. He just had time to yell to one of them to feed and look after his cat.
At the local FBI office he was placed in a room with just a table and three chairs and told to sit down, "Would you like a cup of coffee or soda?" one of the detectives asked and Fred replied quite abruptly and tersely no thanks.
Shrugging his shoulders the officer left and Fred was left all alone with his thoughts. He began wracking his brains to thinking back to see if he had overstepped his mark with any of the conversations he had with some of the young guys he had chatted to and couldn't for the life of him think of any. He certainly believed in his own mind that he hadn't overstepped the boundary in any way.
Finally after about forty five minutes of being left alone with his own thoughts two FBI agents walked into the room, sitting across from Fred with the table separating them. He still had the handcuffs on and asked if they could be removed because they were causing him a lot of discomfort in his left shoulder which was inclined to get rheumatism in it now and then.
Apologizing one of them went round the table and took them off. One of the agents had a file in front of him which he continued to read before asking Fred for his full name, address, age and all those sorts of questions.
"Why do spend so much time on the internet chatting to young boys do they attract you and do they get you excited and sexually aroused?"
Taken totally by surprise all Fred could say was an emphatic, " NO."
"Don't you think it's strange for a man of your age to spend hours at a time talking to boys as young as ten on the internet, and don't you think it's strange according to the transcripts I have before me that quite often the main topic of conversation is sex"
Fred was silent for a few moments pondering on his answer, "I am a lonely old man, I have been lonely all my life, and as I'm sure your files will tell you I never married, and once more before you ask I am not gay and have never had any kind of relationship with a male either.
I do have several older gay friends I have met on the internet and enjoy their company. At a distance. I suppose you could say I'm now trying to relive my childhood and youth through talking to these young guys.
I have nothing to hide and have been open and straight forward with all those I have spoken with, but I have never ever propositioned any of them, asked them for sex, or suggested that we meet to have sex or anything like that.
I am a tired old man who just wants to try and rekindle the youth I lost and before I say any more I think I should see a lawyer."
"If you are an innocent man as you say you are why would you want a lawyer?" one of them asked.
"It's because I am innocent that I need a legal representative to be here looking after my interests and make sure I am not tricked into saying something which isn't right."
"Very well you will be taken to a phone and you can call your lawyer and then when he arrives we will continue this interview."
While Fred made his phone call and was then taken back to the room to wait for his lawyer. Miles and Kent were getting ready to leave for their Bible seminar. Keith had arrived to pick up Miles earlier but Miles mom insisted that she cook breakfast for them before they leave.
This frustrated the guys who wanted to get away and be alone together as quickly as possible, but as Miles pointed out later his mom really wanted to check out Keith before her beloved son was entrusted to him.
They even had to have a little prayer said over them before they headed off with Keith driving, "I thought we'd never get away." Keith remarked with laugh and Miles agreeing with him before he piped up saying, "I'm as horny as hell."
"Well you'll just have to wait lover boy until we get to the motel and then be ready, willing and able." Keith told him.
As they drove along Miles moved closer to his buddy placing his hand on Keith's crotch causing him to moan in delight, "Keep that up and I'll have to change my pants before we get there." In answer to that remark Miles unzipped Keith's pants exposing his cock telling his lover, "Now I'll have to makes sure every drop goes where it should and I don't spill anything on your pants."
He then moved his head down onto Keith's lap and began to give him the most fantastic blowjob. Keith was moaning and groaning and jerking around all over the place so it was lucky there wasn't too much traffic on the road and Miles did make sure that nothing was spilt and it all went down his throat.
"Thank you Miles that's a great way to pass the time on a long journey. I suppose you want to take over the driving now so that I can return the favour?"
"No, I'll wait until we get there and then I'll make a deposit somewhere else." Miles said with a sexy grin.
"My ass is twitching already at the thought of those nine inches of love machine going into my butt." That kind of sexy talk continued through the rest of the journey.
Meanwhile, Miles and Keith had arrived at their destination, booked into the motel which was a quiet, yet well maintained place, plus the room they had booked ,or Keith had anyway, also had a spa bath and judging by the big grin on his face he had a few ideas on how to put it to use.
First though he had to return the favour for Miles so has soon as the door was locked and bolted he quickly stripped with Miles following suit. Laying back on the bed his legs in the air he said, "Your lunchtime feast awaits you Sir Miles." Not requiring a second invite Miles got down between Keith's legs and began rimming and fingering him getting him ready for his big dick.
It wasn't too long before Keith was begging for what was going to come next and Miles obliged by slowly inserting his dick into Kith's more than willing hole. Taking his time he gently pushed until he was fully inside his lover and judging by the look on Keith's face there was no pain.
He gradually began pushing and pulling, feeling his lover's ass walls and prostrate rubbing against his dick causing it to swell even more. Finally he was pounding harder and harder with Keith matching his movements in perfect harmony. Perspiration was running off the both of them as they enjoyed together the sensation of an incredible fuck.
Finally Miles balls tightened up and his sperm began to fill his lover's butt hole with not enough room for all of it which brought about some leakage. Totally spent and panting for breath he finally pulled out kissing his lover passionately as they laid side by side in recovery mode.
"Wow if that's the way the next three days are going to be I'll never walk again." Keith remarked with a laugh. Finally they got up and staggered to the bathroom and a hot shower.
While these two horny males were getting their rocks off, Fred was worried.
After waiting for about two hours, Fred's lawyer finally arrived apologizing because he had been held up in court. He asked the two FBI agents if he could have some time with his client so that he could be brought up to speed on why he was there.
As soon as they left the room Fred explained everything that had taken place and what the charges were. His lawyer studied all the facts before saying that unless they found anything untoward on his computer like illegal images or something like that then they had no reason to charge him, "As far as I can see you have done nothing wrong."
He called the agents back in suggesting that they had no solid evidence on which to charge his client and he should be released immediately, "We will send Mr Jenkins home for now, but will hold his computer for another couple of days so that our technicians can check it out fully."
It was a much relived old man who walked out of the FBI office. His lawyer offered to drive him home which he gladly accepted and while he wouldn't have a computer for a couple of days his freedom was far more important.
Back at the Fisher Farmhouse Martha had been busy cooking in anticipation of the large number of guests she had coming to dinner and staying overnight as well. Her husband George had killed a couple of chickens earlier in the day and they were now roasting slowly in the oven sending a pleasant homely aroma throughout the house.
When it was time to pick up the Jordon and their son Geoff from school she called her husband in giving him strict instruction regarding the food cooking in the oven and on the stove top.
Back in Headland Valley itself, Damien and Bentley would be arriving very soon, and it was too excited young guys who were picked up by Geoff's mom to take them out to the farm. Little did they know that Jordon's dad was in his car hiding behind some trees checking to see what was going on with his son.
As soon as they got into the car they gave each other a quick kiss which didn't go down too well with Freddy Foster and only confirmed what he had been told and suspected. Rather than chase after them and cause a scene somewhere along the road he thought that he would drive out to their farm later tonight and catch both boys with their pants down so to speak.
Once they arrived back at the farm the boys were put to work getting everything ready for evening and didn't have time for even a quick kiss or peck on the cheek. They helped make up beds set the dining room table and generally tidied up the place.
Jordon's mom, Jennifer had barely got home from school and was getting ready for her night out when Damien knocked on the door., Come in guys and make yourselves at home I won't be long and then we'll head out to the farm. It won't take long as it is only about a twenty minute drive.
True to her word Jennifer wasn't long getting ready and they were soon back in Damien's car heading out to the farm. On the way Damien asked how Jordon was and Jennifer was thrilled to tell him that her son was so much better, since Geoff had come into his life.
"That's just what he needed someone close by to help him and be there for him , plus it sounds like Geoff is a nice guy."
"Yes he appears to be but I'm still terribly worried about Jordon's father who I'm sure will cause a lot of trouble if and when he finds out his only son is gay. I fear that he will cause Jordon, and possibly Geoff as well, physical harm."
Damien agreed saying, "Living in such a close knit community as this he is bound to find sooner or later. Have you thought about Jordon moving down to Port Hope or Toronto away from harm?"
"Yes the thought did cross my mind but I don't want to lose him and I don't think he would agree right now since Geoff came on the scene."
"I agree Jennifer. For a while they'll both be like kids with new toys. I know Bentley and I were." he added with a laugh.
They pulled up at the farm house and were greeted by George and Martha , who hugged them making them all feel very welcome. Jordon then came forward to hug and kiss Damien and Bentley, then his mother before introducing Geoff as his new boyfriend.
Once again it was kisses all round and then they made their way indoors to the sitting room were George offered everyone a drink inviting them to sit down while Martha hurried off back the kitchen with Jennifer offering her help and going with her leaving the guys to chat.
The conversation was of a general nature with Damien endeavouring to find out more about Geoff so as to make sure he was the right choice for Jordon. Everyone was in a happy mood but little did they know that a pair of evil looking eyes was just outside the window and what he saw he didn't like.
The two who arrived with his ex –wife were obviously queers and he wondered what his ex was doing with people like that. They were sat together holding hands and then he noticed that his son and new kid were doing the same, while the farmer was looking on and not worrying.
"What kind of a fucking fagot crew has my wife got herself tangled up with he muttered to himself as he slowly moved closer to get a better look. Just as he was almost up to the window the same woman who had picked up the boys from school came in and said dinner was served, and they all began to move out towards what must be the dining room.
One thing Freddy Foster forgot as he moved closer to the house was that all farm houses had at least a couple of dogs and this farm was no exception. Before he knew it he had a couple of German Shepherds snapping at his heels. With a black and white Collie sheep dog racing out of the barn. He tried to kick them away but they continued to snap at his heels and ankles ripping his trouser leg in the process. George and the boys came running out of the house George armed with a shotgun. The two ladies were bringing up the rear.
"Get your fucking dogs under control man, they are a fucking menace and look what they've done to my pants. I'll fucking sue you for a new pair."
Recognizing the voice coming out of the darkness, Jordon yelled, "Dad what on earth are you doing here?"
"I've come to save you from this mob of fagots before it's too late. How dare your mother expose you to this queer trash."
George had stood by, his shotgun at the ready listening to this foul mouthed man, his anger rising and rising, "That's it I've had enough of you. Either get off my property right now or I open fire. How dare you invade my farm shouting and yelling obscenities like that. I don't care who you are I will shoot."
Freddy was a bit taken aback by these threats and while he didn't leave but stood his ground, he wasn't shouting and using foul language. His wife Jennifer came forward, "Freddie what's wrong with you? Aren't we allowed to welcome newcomers to the district anymore and make them feel welcome, plus we have a couple of friends of our daughter here as well. I wonder how they feel?"
"That's all very well and nice and cosy but I caught our son kissing the new guy this afternoon as soon as they got into the car. I've been hearing stories that he's a fagot and I'm beginning to think that's true."
"And what if he is Freddy? He can't help that or do anything about and neither WILL you understand?
You need to realise these things happen in all sorts of family and that's the way it is and if you threaten him or try to do anything to him I will have a court injunction against you quick smart forbidding you to have access to any of your children, and don't think I don't mean it or will carry out that threat, just try me." George said pausing for a needed breath of fresh air.
While Freddy was beginning to back down he was still upset and confused, But my son is gay, my son, how can this be? How can my seed produce a fagot son?"
"Freddy I suggest right now that you go home and calm down and I will talk to you tomorrow and explain everything that has been going on. It's all too much for you right now so let's do that shall we?" Jennifer was talking to him in a calm rational voice and was finally getting through his thick redneck skin. He nodded walking towards his truck, getting in and driving away.
Everyone breathed a sigh of relief as they began moving back into the house; George unloaded and put his shotgun away while his wife Martha fussed around telling everyone to hurry because diner was spoiling.
Damien noticed that Jordon was shaking like a leaf and put his arm around him speaking softly to him, "Don't worry Jordon all this was bound to come out sooner or later and it was better now with a crowd of supporters around you to help you out.
Your mom was wonderful in handling your father knowing just the right words to say. Has she had a lot of experience with him?"
"Yes over the years he does go off sometimes usually about us kids but we haven't heard the last of it." Jordon said.
"Will he harm your mother?"
"He's done so in the past but she usually has him calm and all right I guess."
This answer appeared to satisfy Damien as they all finally sat down to dinner which despite Martha's worries was delicious and cooked to perfection.
Before the meal was over everyone was in a more relaxed mood and Geoff sitting next to Jordon moved his hand under the table to grab hold of Jordon's squeezing it gently with Jordon responding.
It was decided because it was getting very late and due to the fact that she didn't have her car with her, that Jennifer as well would stay the night. So it was a very friendly and cosy group who prepared for bed that night.
Damien and Bentley had their own room as did Jordon and Geoff while Jennifer was quite content to sleep on the sofa downstairs even though George and Martha were more than willing to give up their bed for a guest.
Meanwhile back in some anonymous motel close to where a Bible seminar was being held, not much sleep was happening as Miles and Keith acted like two young kids with new toys. Earlier they had surfaced, showered, and gone to a very nice cosy restaurant for dinner.
They discussed in depth their relationship both wanting it to become more permanent, not a hurried fuck in some motel whenever they could get away, "Good heavens we are both approaching middle age and yet for us to have a relationship of any kind we have to slip away somewhere. Personally I think it about time we confronted our mothers and told them the facts of life.
I know mine won't be very happy. In fact she'll be very upset but we've got to bring our relationship out into the open."
"I agree my darling but, it's not going to be easy and neither of us can leave our mothers because they are not getting any younger and need someone to look after them. It's going to be a rocky road Miles my love and believe me, I do love you dearly."
Miles reached over and grabbed Keith's hand feeling the love flowing between the both of them, "It might be a good idea if we approached our mom's together giving each other support. What do think of that?"
"A good idea lover, I wouldn't want to be the one to face your mother on my own." Keith said with a laugh, "My mom's not quite as strict as yours but still a bit tough. Don't get me wrong she'll be hard to convince but maybe not as hard as yours."
"The other thing we have to look at is where are we going to live? Would it be all right if we got somewhere close to your mom? Would that satisfy her?"
"Nothing will satisfy her, but while you're working, I will be able to call in and check on her."
"That sounds alright. Now that I've eaten and replenished my energy I think we should head back to bed what do you think?"
"Well, what are we waiting for?" Miles said with a laugh as they paid the bill and headed for the door, and another hot session of making love.
Next morning, well about eleven anyway, they arose had a late breakfast and headed out to look around the small town in which the Bible seminar was being held. They found a religious store and bought their respective moms a couple of religious artefacts as small homecoming gifts.
Tomorrow would be the last day of the seminar and then they could head for home. Keith was working a day shift so they decided they would talk to their mom's when he came home after his shift.
They were up early after another hot bedroom session which went on for several hours. To say these two where discovering each other's bodies would be an understatement. They tried a large number of different positions and when they ran out of those they invented a few. These two guys were really hot for each other and so obviously in love. You only had to see them walking down the street and see the love and admiration they had for each other to know they were a couple.
They were just packing up to leave when the phone rang in the room and it was reception telling them that two elderly ladies were asking after them and were already making their way down to the room.
Both guys went deadly white knowing perfectly well who these two ladies were, "Oh my god our mothers have driven all this way to check on us." Keith yelled and just then the door burst open and their respective moms stormed in.
"How dare you tell a pack of lies and be so deceitful so that you can indulge in illicit fornication with another man which as you are aware is against the teachings of the Bible which I have drummed into you since you were a small boy." That was Miles' Mother, then Keith's mom had her say.
"Keith I am so bitterly disappointed in you. A police officer, a Texas ranger no less sworn to obey and enforce the law indulging in acts of indecency with another man. To say I am ashamed is an understatement."
"On top of that my Pastor, John Edwards kindly drove us down here to see what was happening when we discovered that you did not turn up at the seminar as planned." Miles mom pointed out, before continuing, "I will never be able to look him or any of my fellow parishioners in the eye again after the shame you brought down on me."
Keith took command because Miles was having trouble communicating with his mother, "For a start we both love our moms very much. We were going to talk to you both tomorrow night anyway. Miles and I are both homosexuals and no matter what the Bible tells you that is the way we were born. We don't catch it or get led astray by someone else. That is not how it is.
No matter what your Bible and church tell you that is the way it is. Miles and I love each other very much. So much so that we want to move in together and live as a couple and I'm sorry but we are going to do that no matter what you say."
Miles mother began to cry softly saying to her son, "What's going to become of me son when you move out I need you to help me and care for me to run me around and be there for me."
"Mom, Keith and I have already talked about this and intend to find an apartment or a small house close to where you live so that when Keith goes to work I can come round and look after you.
Believe me we are not going to desert either of you and we will support you just as we are doing now."
Both ladies had tears in their eyes and were obviously not happy with what they had been told, but the way Keith explained that was how it was going to be, "How are we going to explain this to the Reverend Edwards who is patiently waiting in his car and probably wondering what is going on right now?"
"I suggest that we finish packing up our car and checking out then going to find a nice quiet place for lunch so we can talk things over and also explain to pastor Edwards or whatever his title is what we have just told you two." Miles marvelled at the way Keith as the ability to explain things away so easily.
With the car packed and the two moms following with Pastor Edwards we headed to a nice quiet restaurant we discovered on the edge of town and soon we were all seated and ordering lunch.
Not much was said until after our meal had been served and in the car heading out it was decided that Keith would do most of the talking, "Pastor Edwards or may I call you Mark? Did our mothers explain what was going on between Miles and I."
Pastor Edwards snorted and nodded his head obviously not happy with what was happening and what he had heard. Keith continued, "The facts are that we are both gay and in love with each other and despite what is stated in the Bible medically there is nothing which can be done about it.
This is how we are made up and that's that! We cannot be `cured' or anything like that so that's it."
"Well for a start Keith I don't believe this can't be cured that you're going on about. Several organizations have indicated they have a good success rate at changing young men who are homosexuals." Pastor Edwards pointed out with the two mothers nodding in agreement.
"Let me stop you right there sir, if you are referring to centres like the one we all read about and I was personally involved with when thanks to our governor we rescued dozens of young men and boys who were left naked in cells and tortured, given electric shock treatment and in some cases murdered because they couldn't be changed. These places are no worse than the camps Hitler set up to eliminate the Jews. No being an Homosexual is for life and cannot be changed."
Just then waitress returned and we ordered dessert and coffee before Keith continued. "Because both of our parents are getting on in years we don't intend to leave them or neglect them. As we already explained we will find a place to live together close by so that we can carry on looking after them when we move out."
One could see that Pastor Edwards was seething inwardly with rage and trying so hard not to create a scene, but the way Keith had explained it there wasn't a thing he could do about it.
The journey home was a fairly quite one with Keith and Miles own happy times over the past couple of days shattered by the arrival of their mothers and local Pastor. Miles was most upset because while he didn't want to leave his mother in the lurch he also wanted to start spending the rest of his life with Keith, "Are we going to stick to our guns darling and move in together or bow to our mothers wishes?" he asked Keith.
"Our mothers although we love them dearly should not have to continue keeping us under the thumb until they depart this world and what then we finish up like Fred a couple of lonely old men. No I would dearly love to spend my life with you Miles and I hope you do with me and fuck everybody else.
I'm sick and tired of being dictated to not only do I get it at home but it also goes with my career as well which I can cope with, but it's time to untie the apron strings and fly the nest. Ok we don't abandon two lonely old ladies who lets face only have their church to keep them going and it would be cruel if we just left. No we have to continue to look after them as well but we also need to look after our own needs for once which is our life together."
Miles with the odd tear in his eye leaned over to give Keith a kiss on the cheek , "You are so much better than I am with words Keith and I love you dearly." He kissed him again and Keith burst out laughing. Miles asked him what was going on, "You should have seen the look on the faces of those two ladies and gent following us when you kissed me. Pastor Edwards nearly drove off the road."
"If they'd only seen what I did on the journey down then they would have a heart attack."
Keith dropped Miles off promising to get on Skype later tonight and chat some more. Miles mother hadn't arrived home yet so he assumed they had dropped Keith's mom off first.
He fired up his computer knowing that Jordon wouldn't be on line because they were going to dinner tonight at Geoff's place with Damien and Bentley, but Fred was and he wasn't very happy.
"I'm using my neighbours laptop because the FBI have got mine." he explained. He then went on to tell Miles everything that happened following his arrest, along with the fact that he was allowed home but he wouldn't get his computer back for a few more days.
"I hate to nag you Fred but I did warn you about talking to all those young guys and how it could get you into trouble."
"I know but according to my lawyer they haven't anything to charge me with so I should be all right."
"Yes but please be careful because they'll be watching you like a hawk from now on."
He cut the chat with Fred because he heard his mother arrive home. Going through to the lounge he saw her sitting in her favourite chair with tears streaming down her face., "Where have I failed in raising you up son, what have I done wrong, why is the Lord punishing me this way?"
"Mom, when will you realise that the way I am is natural and not wrong, please understand this is how I was born and how I'll be for the rest of my life. Nothing's changed as far as my love for you; you're still my mom who I love dearly so please try to accept that what has happened has happened."
Miles moved forward to hug his mom and she put her arms around him, "It will take me a long time to come to terms with what I found out today, but I will try son, I'll try very hard. Right now I'm going to bed, it's been a long day and I'll say some prayers for you, Keith, his mom and myself." She kissed him goodnight before heading for her room.
Back at the farm just outside of Headland Valley everyone was now in bed and Jordon and Geoff were lying together staring at the ceiling talking about the evening's events, "I don't for one minute think that my father will let things go like he did tonight. He only backed down because the odds were against him, but he will cause more trouble believe me.
The point I'm trying to get at is you might be better off having nothing to do with me because he is going to go after you just as much as me and I don't want you to get hurt. I love you too much for that so if you want to cool our relationship I will understand Geoff. I won't be happy but I will understand."
"Haven't you heard about there being strength in numbers Jordon? If we stay together and watch each other's backs we stand a better chance of survival, besides your mother has got your father's card marked."
"Yes but she's not going to be around all the time to watch over us. There will be a time when he'll try and get us on our own and he will do physical harm to me and possibly you, no doubt about it. Right now he would love to see me dead."
Geoff had a shocked look on his face when he said, "Would he really do that to you?"
"Yes! He is so anti-gay and filled with so much hatred regarding homosexuals that's it fanatical. I don't know why but he would most certainly kill me given the chance and if he were in the right mood."
Both boys at the same time moved towards each other to kiss and cuddle which before long got hotter and hotter. So far their relationship had not gone all the way, although both of them wanted to something was holding them back or at least Jordon back.
Deep down he wanted Miles to be the one to take his virginity and while he would have loved Geoff's cock inside him. He still had a faraway hope that Miles would be the one. He was the first gay guy he ever spoke to and fell in love with.
While their relationship was nigh on impossible because of the distance thing and also the vast age difference, he didn't really care about any of that. Deep down he thought to himself if Geoff pushed the issue he would more than likely give in and go all the way but that was not what he wanted.
Anyway their love making got hotter and hotter and before long they were in a sixty-nine position giving each other mighty blow jobs which not only resulted in not a drop being spilt but a lot of noise into the bargain.
So much so that Damien and Bentley in the next room could hear everything that was going on. This made the two of them hot as well, "Can you remember when we were young and horny like that Damien?" Bentley asked.
Laughing he replied, "I thought we still were but yes we have mellowed a little or maybe I should say matured. These days instead of rushing into it like a bull at a gate, we take our time and enjoy making love just as much."
With that they both also began a hot sexy session which as always resulted in Damien topping Bentley. The gradual gentle way these two made love showed that it was obvious they were so in love.
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Afterwards as they lay back on their pillows both of them totally satisfied Damien remarked, "I hope Jordon and Geoff finish up having a relationship like ours."
Bentley agreed with him but pointed out, "They not going to have it as easy as we did lover, after all there is Jordon's father, the redneck hockey team, and a few others we haven't even heard about."
"I'm frightened when it comes to Freddy Foster. He is a nasty piece of work and he is a violent man who'll stop at nothing."
"I wish Jordon would agree to move to his sisters or even in with us but now that Geoff's on the scene it wouldn't be fair to leave him to fend for himself in this hell hole for gays." Bentley said.
"Right now I think we should just let things be Bentley and just be available to help and guide if need be."
Bentley agreed with him as the continued to cuddle, it was obvious these two were very much in love and also truly dedicated to the Gay movement and the protection of gay youth in Canada.
George and Martha along with Jennifer stayed up a little bit longer talking. All three were worried about Freddy Foster and what he might do to harm the boys and also what might happen at school when it comes out that the two of them are gay and a partnership.
"I worry about those boys because they are going to have a tough time of it living here." Jennifer said. "I was considering sending Jordon down to live with his sister for safety sake but now with Geoff on the scene I don't think Jordon would go anyway and I'm sure you don't want to lose your boy do you?"
"No we would like our son to be home for a while longer at least till he goes to college but it will be difficult for him especially if Jordon isn't there." George said.
They bandied several different ideas back and forth on how they could help to keep the boys safe but nothing was fool proof and finally they called it a night heading off to bed.
Miles slept in the next morning and it was close to ten before he headed for the bathroom and then the kitchen and was surprised to that his mom was nowhere to be seen. She was an early riser normally up and about no later than seven even on a weekend.
He knocked on her bedroom door and got no reply so he knocked a bit louder before hearing a feeble voice saying come in. He went in to find his mother still in bed and not looking very well at all, "What's the matter mom? Should I call the doctor?" he asked with a hint of panic in his voice.
"I think you had better son. I don't feel very well right now." Miles wasn't sure if she really was sick or just putting on an act because he's moving out, but decided to take no chance and call the doctor.
The doctor's receptionist told him that if he could bring his mom in it would be better otherwise it will be late afternoon before the doctor could call round. He told his mother to get ready and within twenty minutes they were on the way to the doctor's office,
The waiting room was almost empty and they didn't have long to wait before his mom was called in. She was with the doctor for about twenty minutes and when she came out the doctor asked Miles if he could come in.
A little bit puzzled Miles did as he was asked and sat down at the doctor's invitation, "Basically there is nothing wrong with your mother. She told me all about you and that is where the problem lies. She is afraid of losing you altogether and panicking about who is going to look after her when she gets older."
"Doctor I have assured her that Keith and I will find somewhere to live close by and I will call in and look after her every day."
"Right she told me that but she is scared that isn't going to happen. When she found out yesterday that you were gay, it was a big shock to her system. She may have suspected that you were a long time ago but has refused to accept the fact and now it is out in the open she is terrified of what is going to happen.
She doesn't even want to go to church anymore because of what others might say behind her back. All this is too much at once for her to cope with. Miles I suggest that you get her some psychological help to see her over the next few months."
So far Miles agreed with everything the doctor had said telling him that he will seek help for his mom, "Once last thing Miles before you go. Living as a gay couple in this region is a brave move and I wish you well. It won't be easy, you will be persecuted and hounded from pillar to post and I wish you and Keith well." With that he stood up shaking Miles hand smiling at him as he thanked the doctor and left his office.
Once he got outside it dawned on him, the doctor is on our side of the fence. On the way home he explained in detail to his mom everything the doctor had said leaving nothing out. Surprisingly, she accepted it all even going to a shrink as she put it, all of which was encouraging.
Once they got home he called up Keith and told him what had happened and he agreed the sooner they found a place to live the better it would be.
Meanwhile back at the farmhouse near Headland Bay breakfast was later than normal and a leisurely affair it was too. Everyone was in a happy mood laughing and joking with no mention of Jordon's father and the episode last night.
After breakfast George suggested that Geoff and Jordon take Damien and Bentley down the road to the riding school. Hire some horses and go for a ride. Bentley wasn't too keen because he had never been on a horse in his life but the others talked him into it.
The ride was great and all four of them had never so much for a long time most of it at the expense of Bentley who in fact loved every moment of it. All in all a great day and a lot of fun.
After dinner the adults decided to play cards while Geoff and Jordon went on the internet to chat to Miles and tell him all the news. They got Miles almost straight away because Keith was on duty and wouldn't be on for about another hour.
They told of each other's news with Jordon and Geoff congratulating Miles and Keith on moving in together. While Geoff was in the bathroom Jordon said something which surprised the hell and also scared the shit out of him at the same time, "Gorgeous, remember how we used to call each other names when we first met on Skype?"
"Yes and I called you sweetheart."
"Well I'd like to start saying those names again Miles because I love you, gorgeous, and I decided last night that I want you to take my virginity before Geoff or anyone else."
"You WHAT?" Miles yelled into his microphone, "Because gorgeous you were my very first boyfriend, I want you to have the privilege of popping my cherry and being the first one to fuck me."
"But what about Geoff your boyfriend, sweetheart?"
"Well gorgeous on this occasion he will be second after you. I am sure he will understand and accept that."
"Well I certainly wouldn't sweetheart. In fact I'd tell you to fuck off and never come back. Sweetheart, For a start you will have to wait at least two years before it can be done and seriously there is also the distance situation. No sweetheart. If it happens or looks like happening with Geoff for goodness sake sweetheart do it and go all the way."
Just then Geoff came back into the room and he could tell right away that something had happened between Miles and Jordon, but wasn't sure what.
They chatted for another hour before Keith came on the line and it was very late when they finally called it a night saying their goodbyes with both Keith and Geoff surprised when Jordon said, "Goodnight gorgeous." And Miles replied, "Goodnight sweetheart."
Neither said anything but they thought it strange to talk that way in front of their respective partners.
For once in his life Fred went to bed early. Without his beloved computer he had nothing to stay up for. The next morning just after breakfast he got a call from the FBI requesting that he come in at eleven for a further interview, "Will I need my lawyer?" Fred asked.
"That is entirely up to you sir, we only have a few questions to ask you nothing dramatic but if you require your legal representative to be present then by all means bring him along."
To be on the safe side Fred did call his lawyer and arranged to meet him outside at eleven. Right on time they walked in and were shown into an interview room similar to the one he was in the other day.
The same two agents conducted the interview asking more or less the same questions as yesterday, until his lawyer pointed out that nothing new was being discussed.
They then began asking some rather strange questions about his mental state which again brought questions from his lawyer regarding this line of questioning, "Our Psychological team have some questions they would like to ask your client regarding his mental state.
Now he can either do this voluntarily or we obtain a court order the choice is yours."
Fred's lawyer leaned and whispered that he would be better doing as they say, "All right I will talk to your shrink just set up an appointment and I'll be there."
An appointment was made and he was told he could go and if he wanted he could also take his computer with him. This was the best news yet and with the lawyers help it was loaded into Fred's car.
Back home it didn't take long for him to hook it up and be back on line again, but he steered clear of younger people. Eventually he found Miles on line and explained everything to him.
"For goodness sake Fred let this be a lesson to you and don't get chatting to underage people like that again."
"No I will be very careful from now on and only talk to older people like yourself. "
Back in Headland Valley Damien, Bentley, Geoff and Jordon were all walking around funny. Not because they had all be fucked up the butt but because they had been horse riding.
Jennifer Foster had gone home but Geoff's parents couldn't stop laughing when they noticed how the guys were walking.
After lunch everyone decided to take a nap and recover from the pounding their assess had received from sitting on a horse for about three hours. Bentley was very vocal vowing that being ridden by his partner was nothing compared to riding a horse, "Plus that jogging up and down left me with a permanent erection the whole time."
Everyone laughed loudly at those remarks, while Damien pointed out that he too could ride him hard like that if that is what he wanted.
In the privacy of their own rooms the boys settled down to a session of kissing and cuddling which in turn led to some heavy sixty nine sex. Geoff broke away from kissing his lover asking what some might have thought a strange question, "last night when you were talking to Miles what was all that bit about gorgeous and sweetheart? You never talk to me like that and I found it a bit upsetting and what did you say to him that made him yell, what?"
Kissing his lover Jordon told him, "Don't worry my darling its just something between Miles and myself."
"But I do worry when my boyfriend talks to someone else like you were to Miles, what's going on Jordon?"
Jordon was silent for a while just laying back staring at the ceiling not sure how much he should tell his lover, "Please understand Geoff that Miles was and still is my very first boyfriend and that is something unique.
I told him last night that I wanted him to be the first to take my cherry and fuck me."
"This surprised and hurt Geoff very much. Do you realize how hurtful you saying that is to me?"
"But surely you understand being my first boyfriend I want him to have the privilege of being the first and from then on I'm all yours for ever and ever."
Geoff was stunned and tears began to form in his eyes as he allowed what Jordon had said to sink in, "I'm sorry Jordon but I just don't accept what you have said. I have no intension of playing second fiddle to a middle-aged man who as you keep reminding me has a nine inch cock.
"If that is what you want Jordon, then I suggest you get out of my bed right now and go home, because I for one will not share you with anybody else." By now the tears were flowing in a never ending stream as he turned away from Jordon putting his head into his pillow to drown out his sobs.
Jordon still believed what he was planning was right and what he wanted shouldn't interfere with their relationship, "Please Geoff try and understand and look at it from my point of view. Until you came along Miles was the only one for me and nobody else I was willing to wait for two to three years for him to fill me and still want to wait that long.
Yet I have fallen in love with you Geoff, I do love you but I still yearn for that one thing with Miles to happen. I was hoping in fact I was sure that you would see it my way and approve."
"Jordon, you're sick in the head if you expect anyone to wait till you have a dream and a whim of your own to happen, which I might add may never happen, I mean is Miles happy and agreeable to do his part in your fantasy?"
"Well, err, no not yet but I'm sure he will when the time comes."
"Jordon you have got this all wrong and I suggest you either talk to Damien or even that Dr who saw you in Toronto because you need help to sort your mind out and until you do, I don't want anything to do with you. Now please get out of my bed and either go home and chat to your long distance lover or go next door to chat to Damien and Bentley, the choice is yours."
Geoff once again turned his back on Jordon and continued to sob into his pillow, while Jordon just laid there stunned at what was happening.
Damien and Bentley heard the crying from next door and wondered what on earth was happening but decided to wait and see for now.
Finally Jordon began to realize that his new found boyfriend wasn't going to come round to his way of thinking and he slowly got off the bed walking to the door where he stopped and turned as if to say something. Changed his mind and left the room.
He went and gently tapped on Damien and Bentley's door. Bentley opened the door and invited him in while Damien patted the bed inviting him to sit next to him with Bentley joining them on the other side, "I think you had better tell me right from the start exactly what is going on between you two?"
Jordon explained everything from start to finish leaving nothing out because he firmly believed that he was still right in his thinking. When he had finished Damien looked at him open mouthed finding it hard to believe what Jordon was saying.
"Jordon are you trying to completely fuck up your life before it even gets going?"
"What do mean all I want is to be satisfied by Miles because he was my first love."
"And for a quick fuck from some middle aged guy who you haven't really met in the flesh you are going to lose a beautiful tender sweet guy sobbing his heart out right now next door a guy who will move heaven and earth for you because he loves you and you had the cheek to say that you love him anyway. Come on Jordon I thought I knew you better than that. I thought you were a kind caring loving person, but all you're interested in this Jordon and only Jordon, you don't give a fuck about anyone else.
You know, Jordon, you're no better than your father, except you are gay but just like him you're arrogant and redneck not giving a fuck for anyone else just as long as the almighty Jordon gets what he wants. Well with that kind of attitude, you've lost a young guy who loves you and also the two of us and before you know it you won't have any friends left in this world.
If I were you I would go back into the room next door cuddle up to the guy crying in there apologize and tell him you love him and no other."
Not only Jordon but Bentley was staring open mouthed at Damien because they had never heard him speak and be riled up about something as much as he was before.
Jordon sat not saying anything for about ten minutes before getting up and without saying another word he walked back into Geoff's room. Geoff was still lying on the bed his head buried in his pillow as Jordon walked back in and laid down beside him.
He tentatively put out his arm to go around Geoff and was relieved that his new boyfriend didn't move or push him away, Geoff, I'm a fucking stupid idiot who doesn't deserve a friend like you." He paused before continuing, "I love you man I love you so much and if you'll have me, I would dearly love to spend the rest of my life with you.
What I said before was stupid! I was in love or thought I was with someone I haven't even met. Who a relationship with is impossible and could never happen except as part of a fantasy on the internet. I might still call him gorgeous and he might say sweetheart but they're only words and nothing else.
I love you Geoff and I hope you can forgive me please."
Geoff slowly turned round showing a tear stained face. He didn't say anything just reached out and kissed Jordon on the lips gently at first and then more forcefully until they were getting hot playing tongue hockey. Breaking apart Geoff spoke for the first time, "I've fallen in love with you, Jordon, big time and I don't want to lose but by the same token I won't play second fiddle to anyone else. I intend to be faithful to you at all times and never stray and I expect you to do the same.
If you can't do that Jordon then its best if we part right here and now, understood?"
"I love you too Geoff and I always will please I'm so sorry for the hurt and pain I've caused you today." Lovingly and tenderly they kissed, but before they could go any further Geoff's mom called everyone down for dinner.
Jordon was finding it difficult to look Damien in the eye and both George and Martha sensed that something happened this afternoon, but they didn't push the issue.
When not eating Geoff and Jordon held hands under the table casting sly glances at each other. They had just got dessert when the phone rang and George went to answer it. A few minutes later he came back in deadly white and everyone wondered what on earth was happening.
"Jordon I have some bad news for you. It's your mother she's ...
To be continued.
Writers Corner.
Well another action packed chapter full of surprises and because we haven't had a cliff hanger for a while I threw that one in.
Let's start with Fred, It looks as if he has been let off by the FBI but I don't think it's all over yet not by a long way but I think he's learned his lesson.
Next Miles and Keith had a hot couple of days of wall-to-wall sex before their mom's arrived on the scene. At least both of them stood their ground and are determined to move in together although Miles mom looks like being difficult.
The weekend at the farm in Headland Valley was complex. Well a lot happened there with Jordon's father turning up his worse fears coming true. He has a gay son. Luckily there were enough people around to prevent violence happening. Which brings me to the cliff hanger. Is Jordon's father involved in that and what has happened to Jennifer, his mom?
Back to the story Jordon has this fixation that he wants Miles to be the first to take his cherry. He made a big mistake there by telling all that to Geoff, but wise old Damien looks as if he has sorted out Jordon or has he and will Miles remain strong enough to make sure that Jordon gets that silly idea out of his head?
Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter and would love you to let me know what you think. Hugs
Trevor
Supertev699@hotmail.com
Editors corner.
Certainly an interesting chapter with many characters, plots and sub-plots in this chapter.
This group of folks are clearly complex which does lead to interesting problems and situations. Psychosomatic illnesses are very real and rather common. How will the son and his lover cope with the mother's very real health problems? Our author may be challenged as he deals with this situation.
In real life it is sometimes very difficult to separate which head is controlling our thoughts, desires and emotions. The big head on our shoulders should be in charge of the thought process, but for guys their little brain in the small head below their waist is in charge. This very problems was presented in this chapter. We think that the big head lost, but with the help of others, the little head was overcome---maybe? I am going to continue to watch this frequent battle!
Please let our author know your reactions, ideas, suggestions, etc. He does value them and may be able to integrate some of them into the story. I would also enjoy hearing from you as well. We both do this (he writes and I edit) just for fun so our only "pay" is when we hear from you.
Kent D. (sw Ohio area) yagoh2@aol.com
Jacks Jottings.
Parents! UGH!! If it were not for them, we would not be here. But they certainly can make life difficult or easy for us, depending on how open their own minds are to others. Geoff's parents and Jordan's mother are supportive of their sons. If only all parents were like that. Teen suicide, and in particularly gay teen suicide statistics would be reduced so dramatically. I just can't understand the "conservative" mindset; it is just so full of bigotry and hatred.
I hope things work out for Miles and Keith and I think they will. However, it is Jordan and Geoff who I am concerned about. Jordan's father is a real piece of work (I would much prefer to use another four letter word). I can think of two scenarios involving Jordan's mother but I will just have to wait till the next chapter to learn what Trevor has in mind.
I am so pleased that Trevor portrayed Damien as such a strong young man with great insight in interpersonal relationships. The way Damien chastised Jordan, and the advice Jordan received were right on the mark. I can just imagine how surprised Bentley was to hear what his lover had to say, but most important of all, I am certain that after Bentley was able to close his mouth, he looked upon Damien with love and admiration. Telling someone you care for, something that they do not want to hear takes great strength of character and lots of love for that person. Jordan is very lucky to have someone like Damien in his life.
Well, I have to get this chapter back to Trevor for publication, so I will end with my usual comments about sharing your thoughts with all of us, and to keep reading all of the stories posted on the site.
Hugs
Jack