My hetero life has been quite happy and enjoyable, but I do treasure the memories of my 5 walks on the wild side.
The first time was in 5th grade, which was my first sexual experience of any type. A chum and I stopped at his house on the way home from school. With no one home, we went upstairs. I'm pretty sure that I didn't suggest it, but the next thing I remember was that we were pretending I was a cow and he was milking me. I was on all fours with my pants dropped while he was working.
Unfortunately big brother came home early and scared us both. I never went back for seconds.
The next time was with my best friend growing up. He went off to catholic boarding school in the 7th grade. When he returned on the first break, he wanted to show me some of the things he learned.
Into my bedroom we went and down came our pants. He started by having me sit on his lap, facing away. After a few stray pokes and shoves, spits and wipes, he slid his little penis into my asshole and began to pump. I really don't know if he came or not, but it felt really good to me. After awhile we switched position and he sat on my lap. I know I was stiff but I also know I didn't cum. What I do remember vividly is that I enjoyed sitting on his lap (we switched again and I stayed there a long time) much more than having him sit on me.
And then there was a huge dry spell.
My 3rd experience was as a young man, working in an audio store in the midwest. A group of us (all young men between 22-28) were helping to build a store in a new location and were away from our homes for two weeks or so at a time.
My friend and I were sleeping in the basement apartment of the new store and no one else was there yet. Desultory talk at bedtime and, for the first time (but not the last) I was the initiator.
I remember what I said..."it's hard coming out of the closet"... and after a positive sound from my friend, I got out of my bed and went to his.
A little manual foreplay with his dick, which I remember was much, much longer than mine, got him hard. And the next thing was I had his dick in my mouth. It was my first oral experience...and it was great!
Now you have to understand that by this time I have long ago lost my male to female virginity and was married. But I had never had anyone suck my dick, male or female. So I had no experience on what to do next.
So I did what I thought would be fun.
Now I know that that is called deep throat, but I didn't know what it was at the time. All I know was that it felt great to take all of his cock not just in my mouth but down my throat, with my chin on his pubic hair.
After just a bit of this, we tried to go anal with him behind me. Unfortunately, I was too dry and we had no lubricant available. So I went back to deep throat--he didn't seem to mind.
A couple of minutes later, he said he was about to cum. I pulled out long enough to say "OK" and plunged back onto his long cock, deep in my throat.
And so my 3rd experience was a first time blowjob, first time deep throat and first time swallow.
BTW we stopped after that and never repeated. While I enjoyed the experience (and still think about it often), I never came. 3 times with a guy; 3 times w/o orgasm on my part.
Skip forward a few years.
I was in a bookstore outside of St. Louis killing time before my next appointment. I asked the owner if I could use the bathroom. While in there, I discovered an illustrated porn story collection. I went back out and spent some time talking with the owner about books.
Time went on and the two of us became friends with books, motorcycles and (apparently) illustrated porn in common. Then he busted his leg and couldn't work for awhile. So I visited him at his home.
The first time, we just talked. And, once again I was the initiator when I started talking about my experiences with my young catholic buddy. I had to leave so nothing happened... but it did set the stage.
A week or so later, I stopped by his house again. he had set up a 16 mm movie projector in his bedroom and asked if I wanted to watch some porn film (does this give you an idea of how long ago this was?). Of course, I said yes.
After watching the film, he flipped the projector off. Neither of us said anything, just sitting on his bed. ... tick, tick, tick...
I reached over, opened his robe, and put his cock in my mouth.
He didn't have a long or big cock so I was able to fit everything in just my mouth... no chance for deep throat.
After a bit, I asked if he would like to fuck me in the ass. He said yes pretty rapidly, I stripped off my clothes, found some vaseline, lubed up and sat on his cock. It slid in easily and I began pumping him.
Felt wonderful.
After a couple of minutes, I lost him and reached around to tuck him back in. This happened a couple of times before he said that he had cum some time back and his erection was gone. Oddly, perhaps, he made no noise or signal or vocalization. Hell, when I cum, I generally scream.
I got dressed some time later (still with his cum in my ass) and left. And, if you're keeping score, that's 4 for 4... 4 experiences, 4 times without MY cock being sucked or without me coming.
Number 5 and the last gay experience was again a few years later while I was attending a conference in Europe. I'm now in my 30's, btw. On the 2nd day of the conference, I struck up a conversation with the primary instructor, a professor from some European university. We stayed up long into the night, drinking and talking. Long after everyone else had gone to bed, we decided that we better pack it in.
Well, that had a different meaning when I got to my door and asked if he wanted to come in.
Yep, you guessed it. The next thing I know is my mouth and throat are around his well formed cock and, after about 5 minutes of that, I'm on my hands and knees for the first time with a man's cock up my ass. Wow, that felt wonderful.
So he's pumping away and I'm just thoroughly enjoying myself, pre-cum dripping onto the sheets from my semi-erect little dick.
Then he stops (without a word or a sound), gets up and heads to the toilet. OK, I think, he has to pee.
After about 5 minutes with the water running, he returns and lies down on the bed with a semi-flaccid cock.... which I then try to arouse orally before continuing anally which is what I really wanted. I really wanted a stiff dick in my ass.
He states that he wasn't a young man anymore and shortly after, he leaves.
So there I am with another load of cum in my ass and a stiff-unrelieved cock of my own.
5 for 5...
I'm now almost 60 (hard to believe), married for 28 years and I still haven't had a complete gay experience... but I think of these 5 times often when I play with myself.
Lately, my wife has semi indulged my ass with a g-spot vibrator. But I'd still like a dick there, I'd still like a man's mouth on my dick, I'd like to deep throat another cock and, for at least one time, I'd like to cum while have gay sex.
Oh, well, maybe someday.