Hey Everybody, Thanks for all the nice people who wrote in with comments! Sorry it's been sooo long since the last chapter, I was on vacation last week, so here is Chapter 2. I hope all ya'll enjoy it. This story is competely fiction, as in, none of it's true. This story is about 2 boys finding each other and making LOVE, therefore, If the laws where you live say you can't read this, don't read it. Well, if you do read it, don't get caught. That being said, enjoy :) ncduffer@hotmail.com
Once the initial shock of that first kiss wore off, Jack just looked at me and smiled.
"That was incredible," he said.
"I know, I think I've been waiting my whole life for that moment," I replied.
"Well," he said, "where does this leave us?"
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"Well, you KNOW how I feel about you, and I think that you felt the same way after that monster kiss you just laid on me. I was kinda wondering, if, um, well, you know, I was thinking maybe we could..." he stammered. God, he was so cute when he was bashful!
"I was just thinking that since, you know, we got along so well, and stuff, that maybe we could, you know, go out and stuff," he said.
"Oh Jack, I would LOVE to!" I cried.
"Shew, that was a relief!" he laughed.
He kissed me one more time and then we said our goodbyes for the night. I walked him to the door and said, "Jack, I am really glad that I met you. I can tell we're gonna be really close. I am so looking forward to getting to know you better." He blushed, and I just HAD to sneak one more little peck on his sensuous lips.
"Will, you make me feel so good about myself, I can't even describe it. I can't wait to find out everything there is to know about you."
With that, he walked out and headed back to his house. I quickly ran upstairs and started jumping around like a madman possessed. "I have a boyfriend! I have a boyfriend!!" I kept repeating to myself, trying to make myself believe that the most awesome guy I've ever met in my entire life actually wanted to LOVE me! I felt like I'd just drank a whole case of Pepsi, I was so wired at that point. I flipped on my stereo just in time to hear "Beautiful Stranger" by Madonna come on. I just started jumping around even wilder and sang along with the words. How ironic that this song perfectly described my day!! God, THANK YOU for letting me take a chance on this beautiful stranger!
Pretty soon the high I was on from this whole day came crashing down, and I realized how tired I was. I'd had a big day after all, and I needed some sleep if I was gonna attack the greens tomorrow. I got ready for bed and just laid there listening to the radio and staring up at the ceiling fan. As the blades hypnotized me and lulled me to sleep, I looked back on how mundanely this whole day started, and how it finished better than I could have ever hoped, even in my wildest dreams!
I awoke the next morning feeling refreshed and invigorated. I had a new purpose for getting up each day, it was my Jackson. I decided I was going to call him that when we were alone together, it just had a delicate ring to it that just rolled off my tongue like warm honey. Everything about Jack seemed to thrill me to my limits, he was more perfect than I could have dreamed of, and I didn't even really know him yet! I was sure that we would be together forever, and this was only day 1 of our new lives together.
It was going to be another scorcher today, the weatherman said it was going to be in the high 80's, but with the humidity it would feel like it was over 100! Sounds like a perfect day to lay out at the pool, I thought. I put on my swimsuit and grabbed a towel and some mild sunscreen, and headed out towards the pool. I'm a late sleeper, so it was almost lunchtime when I finally headed outdoors. I casually strolled up towards the pool, stopping to chat with the greens crew about the course conditions today, and made general small talk. I wasn't in any hurry. Eventually, I made it up to the pool and picked a nice quiet spot away from all the splashing kids. I laid down on a lounge chair and put my headphones on. I was listening to a Pearl Jam bootleg I got for my birthday, it was a great concert, I wish I could have seen that show. I had almost drifted off to sleep when a pair of maliciously tickling hands suddenly brought me back to reality. I thrashed around in a futile effort to get the tickling to stop. I finally managed to roll myself completely off the chair and fell straight on my ass. The tickling stopped, and I finally regained my breath. I looked up into the angelic face of my assailant, Jack of course, and he was laughing in the cutest laugh I think I've ever heard. Jeez, even this boy's laugh is irresistible. I jumped right up, and threw him straight into the pool, and a fierce dunking contest ensued. We played around until we were both too exhausted to continue, and then we just both looked at each other and started laughing. It was one of those laughs where once you started, you couldn't quit. We weren't laughing at anything at all, and that seemed to make it even funnier.
We decided that we didn't really want to play golf today, and I suggested that we go to the mall and hang out. I didn't really know all that much about him, and I figured a nice neutral setting like the mall might give us a chance to get to know each other better. He liked that idea, and since he was new to the area, he was kind of eager to see what there was to do around here. I told him not to get his hopes up or anything, and he just laughed and told me as long as I was there with him, we could hang out at Kmart and it would be fine with him. That just made me feel so damned special. This kid has a knack for saying all the right things to me.
Once we had gotten out of the pool and dried off, Jack invited me back to his house. I gladly accepted and we headed off towards his house. Jack lived in an impressive 2 story Victorian that his mother had decorated very smartly. She had a real eye for that kind of thing. As soon as we were in his room, Jack shut the door and quickly grabbed hold of me; he pressed hips soft lips against mine in a passionate fury. I opened my mouth a little as he mimicked my movements. Neither of us were too confident with the whole kissing thing yet, this was still really new to both of us. Timidly, we both slid our tongues forward until they touched, sending a jolt of pure adrenaline through both of us. We quickly became more confident with our actions, and the intensity of our liplock grew stronger. Jack took control and started sucking gently on my bottom lip. He gently nibbled on it, turning my legs into two wet noodles. I ran my fingers through his hair, softly tickling the back of his head. I slid my fingers down on his neck, gently rubbing his soft skin. This drove him crazy, and he moved his attention from my lips to gently sucking on my earlobe. God, how I felt so alive at that moment. I felt like all my senses were firing all at once, threatening to overwhelm me at any moment. I let out a soft moan, which only encouraged him on. He moved slightly down and began nibbling on my neck. The volume of my moans started to increase, I had never felt such strong feelings of overwhelming pleasure, it seemed like every pore of my body was radiating beams of white hot fire! Oh God I was in pure rapture!
KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!
I nearly jumped out of my skin! Jack's mom asked us if we were ready to go to the mall. We'd been in his room nearly half an hour and hadn't even gotten out of our swimsuits yet! He yelled to his mom that we would be down in a few, and she went back downstairs.
"Boy, that was too close!" Jack said.
"Tell me about it," I replied.
"Well, we better get changed and ready to go, you can borrow some of my clothes if you want," Jack offered.
"Thanks, why don't you pick me something out." I replied. Jack picked out some Abercrombie cargo shorts and a short sleeved J-Crew button up. Then he threw me a pair of Abercrombie boxers, and I just about died. I was delighted to wear his clothes, but I was about to faint at just the thought of wearing his boxers. He was so thoughtful too, he told me that although he really wanted to see me naked he would let me have my privacy to change in. I kissed him with a quick peck on the lips and told him he was such a gentleman. He blushed again, and I had to literally fight myself not to pounce him right there. Even though the thought of seeing Jack in all his glory appealed to me very greatly, I wasn't THAT comfortable around him yet. You gotta leave 'em always wanting more, I figured, and I didn't want to show all my cards at the beginning of the game. Oh yeah, that and I had that insecure awkwardness that everyone has about their body when they're 15 and going through that 'transition phase.' I put on Jack's clothes, smelling his scent the whole time. God, I hope it wears off on me, and I can smell his sweet innocence even when we're not together. Jack wears the best cologne, too. I think it's CK Escape, but I'm not sure. I made another mental note to ask him about it later. Whatever it is, it was making me pretty damned hot just inhaling it. When I had finished dressing I went downstairs to find Jack teasing his sister Haley. She was about 13, and you could tell she was just destined to be a heartbreaker. Just like her older brother, I smiled to myself.
"Haley's going to the mall with us, even though I told mom I didn't want her to," Jack teased. Haley responded by balling up her fist and landing a pretty solid punch on his arm. Jack just laughed it off, but I could tell that wasn't a light punch. In fact it looked like it hurt like hell. Something inside me just took over, and I started to rub his sore arm. Jack looked up at me, panic stricken, and jerked his arm away. I was hurt beyond belief that he would literally tear himself away from me, and as soon as he'd done it, he realized that he'd hurt my feelings. About that time, Jack's mom came into the kitchen where we all were and herded us all outside to the Suburban. Haley jumped in shotgun, and I just sort of slumped in against the window. Jack kept trying to make eye contact with me the whole ride over there, but I wasn't having any of it. All I was trying to do was make his arm feel better, and he acted like I'd stabbed him or something. My feelings were hurt, and I felt like pouting for a little bit. We finally got to the mall, after what seemed like the longest ride ever, and we all made arrangements for what time to meet back and all that fun stuff you get to do with the parentals when you're not old enough to drive. I just sulked around the mall for awhile, and finally Jack just sat down on a bench in the middle of the mall. When I finally realized he wasn't walking beside me anymore, I had already gone about 50 feet by myself. When I turned around, my heart about broke in two. I looked at a set of eyes that had been so full of laughter and joy earlier in the day, but were now replaced with a look of mournful sadness. And I loved those eyes, too, in fact I loved everything about him, and that made it so hard for me to stay mad at him. With each step I took back towards him, my self-righteous resolve melted that much more. By the time I finally got back to where he was sitting, I was putty in his hands. I sat down beside him, and for a brief minute or two, we just sat in silence.
"I'm sorry I jerked my arm away like that," he said.
"I was just trying to make you feel better," I whined, which surprised me, because I never whine. "I know, I was just sort of freaked out, first with my mom almost catching us, and then you rubbing my arm in front of Haley. I really like you Will, but I'm not ready to let anyone else but you know it yet."
Wow, Jack's words floored me. He was completely right. I had to be more careful, because you get into trouble when you let your guard down about stuff like this. God, why couldn't Jack just be a Jackie, and then I could publicly express my affections?? Because I wouldn't want to be with anyone but my Jackson, that's why. But someday, somehow, I was gonna let the whole WORLD know. When we got home, it was dark already, and I told Jack that I had a something special I wanted to show him. He got this wicked little grin on his face, and I smirked, "Easy Tonto, it's not THAT special!" He started giggling in his oh so cute laugh, and I just couldn't help but crack up too. What was it about him that made me just so damned deliriously happy all the time? If I could bottle that and sell it, I'd be a damned millionaire, that's for sure.
I grabbed Jack's hand and led him off through a thicket of woods and out onto the tee box of hole number 6, my favorite. I loved this hole for a few reasons. First, it was a really sweet dogleg back to the right that played well with the fade on my drive. Second, it was the most beautifully landscaped hole on the course. The tee box was on a small hill from which you could see every star in the sky. To the left was a lake with a fountain that was spraying. At night, they turned a blue light on inside the fountain, and it just looked so beautiful. Between the gentle splashing of the water from the fountain and the crickets chirping, Jack and I had a beautiful Carolina serenade. We laid back on the grass and just stared up at the sky.
"Jack," I started, "what did you mean when you said I was like all the rest?"
"Huh?" Jack replied.
"You know, last night when you said that every time you told someone about you they dissed you," I said.
"Oh," Jack started, "well, that's really the whole reason we moved here." Jack got really quiet and I felt really bad for bringing it up.
"I'm sorry Jack, this isn't any of my business. I apologize for dragging up bad memories," I said.
"Oh, don't worry, you've given me so much happiness in just the one day that I've known you to completely erase all the hate a few assholes have shown me."
I started feeling all tingly again inside, God, he just knows how to make me just turn to jello.
"Basically, I grew up in a town just like this one in Florida," Jack began again. I could tell this was going to be painful for him, and I squeezed his hand for support. "I had this group of 3 other guys that I had grown up with. We were inseparable from the beginning. We were basically all brothers. Well, long story short," he continued, "I thought everyone was having the same thoughts I did about sex and who was hot and all that. Well, they were having the thoughts, just not about the same people I was. I made the mistake of telling them about a crush I had on this cute guy in our math class, and they all freaked. We went from brothers one day to arch enemies the next. They told everyone in school that I was a total fag, and pretty soon everyone was whispering and laughing when I would walk down the hall." Tears were coming down his soft cheeks now, burning two canals of sorrow and rage into his sweet face of innocence. "It got so bad that no one would talk to me, except to make fun of me, because they were all afraid they would be branded as a fag too." He was now openly sobbing, in loud, jagged breaths. He clutched my hand for all it was worth, trying to gain any bit of strength from contact with me as possible.
"Will," he continued, "it got so bad I honestly wanted to kill myself. I went from being a popular good looking kid that was friends with everyone, to a social outcast who no one wanted. My parents sensed that there was trouble at school, I think a guidance counselor may have called them or something, but they told me that kids can be really hurtful sometimes. Yeah, no shit mom and dad," he managed a weak laugh. "But they knew I was dying inside. And I would continue to waste away on the inside unless they got me out of there. My dad applied for several jobs with a number of prestigious courses, but this one really caught his eye. I think it was just God setting us up to meet." I was softly stroking his hair now, and he had laid his head on my chest.
"Will, I thank God I met you, you have truly saved my life." Ok, when he said that, the waterworks just kicked into high gear. My eyes, already brimming with tears, flooded with hot agony over the senseless suffering of someone so kind and gentle. I wanted so badly to just hold him like this forever, block out any more pain from ever touching him again. He leaned up and softly kissed me on the lips. "Shhh, baby, it's ok," Jack said, "I'm all better now, I've got my secret weapon against them. I've got you." Oh shit, now I REALLY started to cry!
"God Jackson, you are too perfect to even dream about. How did I ever get this lucky? What did I ever do to deserve somebody so completely and totally perfect?" I exclaimed.
"You...you...just called me Jackson again. Nobody's ever called me that except my parents. But it sounds so...so...natural to hear you say it. It's like a secret only we know about, one only we can enjoy. Please say it again, please!" he pleaded.
"Oh Jackson, no, MY Jackson," I cried, as though my very life depended on it, "yesterday, I didn't even know you existed. But now that I've met you, I can never ever even imagine my life without you in it. You've filled a hole inside of my heart that I didn't even know was there, but now that you've filled it, I can never live without it. It would be easier for me to live without oxygen than to live without you!" I exclaimed.
Jack didn't even waste another second, he was on top of me faster than I could even think. I was inundated with sweet angel kisses on my lips, cheeks, ears, and neck. I was beginning to moan, and that only encouraged Jack even more. I really liked seeing this aggressive side of him. The only other time the animal came out in him was on the golf course, but I enjoyed it more now than ever before. I was savagely running my hands through his hair, begging him never to stop. He felt so good to me, and the sensations he was producing from just his kisses were taking me to heights I'd never dreamed possible. I slid my hands down his back and onto his soft, supple cheeks. "Mmm," he moaned, "that feels so good." We began an urgent rhythm, pushing all of our hopes, dreams, joys and frustrations into one tremendous fury, threatening to explode at any moment.
"Jackson," I whispered in his ear, "I can't hold back much longer. I think I'm going to..."
"I know baby, me too," he panted as he dove down onto my mouth for the most life draining, passionate kiss I've ever had.
My passionate moans were drowned out by the eruption of the sprinklers all around us. Climactic bursts of water sprang from the ground, cascading majestically through the air. Jack and I laid there, completely oblivious to the fact we were being soaked. We were enjoying our first afterglow together, after the most powerful orgasm either of us had ever experienced. I knew life wouldn't always be easy for either of us in the future, but after tonight, I was confident I could face anything as long as I had my Jackson by my side.
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