"Yeah keep sucking on my dick. Mmmm you're a good cock sucker."
Here I am again on my knees in some gritty truck stop that's ten minutes away from my house, where I walk to when I need to "release."
"I'm going to cum...FUCK YEAH!"
"Take all of it."
The zipper sounds and as quickly as he cums, he goes. Also as known as the way that I like it.
Walking into my school with it's bright orange and blue colors, that I'll have to admit that I have dressed myself up in occasionally, with my ipod on my neck and my bag across the shoulder I always get this feeling of people staring at me, and it's a feeling that I live for.
"So who did you fuck today?" Becca asked while she bumped into me.
"Don't know his name. But his dick is named tiny" I replied as I burped and blew it in her face.
"Gross... anyway, you really don't know his name?" She asked as we started walking to American History.
"Like I said...I know the name of his dick," I replied
"And how do you know the name of his dick?" She asked while I stopped at the vending machines.
"Because I gave it to him." I said as I smiled.
"You need to get tested," She said as we sat in our assigned seats
"And you need to suck my dick" I replied.
How I would like to say that right now, before Becca could say anything smart and funny back to what I said, that some mysterious boy would walk into the door of my class and change my life forever. Nope it never happens in my life, just the same annoying immature boys, and girls who don't know any better, because they have never had a dick over 5 inches.
"Have you talked to Danny?" Becca asked me while I ate my chips.
"Yeah he called me last night."
'Really!? He is actually calling you now?" She asked with an evil grin
"Uh...yeah why wouldn't he?" I said trying to ignore her
"Let's see. Maybe it's because he decided to go to the NAVY without telling you? Or just maybe because he is a liar and a prick?" She said while getting a little red.
"And his dick is eight inches long and he has a nice ass six pack." I said to her blowing some chips from my face
"Is that really all you care about?" She asked
"No. I'm an ass man." I said with a smile "but no really, he called to say that he will be in town and he wants to see me this weekend.
"Hmmm..." That's all I got out of Becca for the rest of the class period.
I CAN"T WAIT TO SEE YOU BABY! (Danny; 816-555-0055)
"See look what he just texted me." I said to her while I showed her my phone screen.
"That's nice" is all she gave me while we walked down the hall.
I love walking, I walk just about everywhere. I think it's because with my ADD and all, that I don't focus to well and can't do two things at once, so my mom is afraid to put me behind a car, but I'm okay with that, because I do my best thinking and poetry when I walk.
"Why has Danny changed so much? I love him more than anything and anyone and he knows that. I can't just give up three years of my life for nothing, and why didn't he tell me he was going to the NAVY? I've been a good boyfriend I mean yeah I suck dick on the side, but I'm a boy, and there is a truck stop right by my house, and he is never here anyway so what does he expect me to do? He is never here anymore."
I threw my stuff in the bathroom when I got home, sat on the toilet and jerked off to the new porn mag that I stole from the gas station while the man was stocking sodas. I love jerking off, I love the hazy feeling when my head gets light and that feeling of pure bliss washes over me until it spills out on my hands.
"It taste better this time," I said while washing my hands.
"Maybe I can taste it tonight?" A voice said from outside the door/
"Don't you ever get tired of jerking off when you can have your NAVY stud?" Danny said with a grin as he took my hand and led me to my bedroom.
"So. Are you back for awhile or what?" I asked him while kissing his nipple.
"I have to go to the recruitment office, and do some work there tomorrow until Friday, then I go back the following Friday." He said, while rubbing my back.
"Oh." Is all I managed to get out?
I like saying small simple things like that, because it gets my point across way better then some long story ever could, and I knew he could feel my disappointment.
"Hey, I'm sorry, but I really want to spend time with you, so that whole week we can have to ourselves I promise." He said while he kissed me on the lips then got out of bed.
"Where are you going now?" I asked him while he got dressed.
" I told you I have to go to the recruitment office." He said
" You said tomorrow," I reminded him
"Well I meant today, sorry." He said while he stole one last kiss
"I'LL CALL OR TEXT YOU!" He yelled behind his back as he ran out my house to his car.
I threw my head into my pillow and just asked myself over and over again why I put myself through this misery and is it really worth it? So if he can just get up and leave then so can I, and that's what I did...I got up and left and went for a walk.
HEY BUDDY WHAT'S UP? (Craig; 913-555-9955)
NOTHING. DANNY JUST LEFT AND I'M PISSED
WELL I'M BORED. COME OVER I HAVE ALCOHOL (Craig; 913-555-9955)
"Hey buddy what's up?" Craig asked me while I walked through his apartment door.
"Nothing really." I said while I sat down on his sofa
"You sure?" He said as he threw me a beer.
"Just the usual old shit" I said as I took a deep drink
"Yeah well... it's life," He said to me while he joined me in drinking
"Nope... just penises" I said with a smile.
"Hey! Fuck this shit let's do some real drinking." Craig said as he brought down the alcohol from the fridge.
"What do you want?" He asked me, while he sat out some shot glasses
"I don't really care," I said as I reached for the first shot of strawberry vodka.
Every time I took a shot so would Craig, I lost count when I couldn't see too much and my head was on my arm drooling over everything I possibly could. I got up and laid down on the couch.
" You okay buddy?" Craig asked me while he came over and sat opposite of me.
"Why won't he fucking love me? And just stay!? Am I THAT bad of a person?" I asked to no one
"No, you're an amazing person, I wish I could find a girl as awesome as you." Craig said as she scooted closer.
"That's nice of you, why are all the straight guys the nicest ones?" I asked to him
"Ha, women say the same things about gay guys ya know?" He asked me while he put an arm on my back.
" I think I'm going to throw up"
The last thing I remember from that night was me on the floor shaking really bad and being really cold. Staring up at Craig and smiling because I could feel his breathe on my face. I really should have died that night, but I think for some reason someone upstairs didn't want me to, or maybe telling me that he doesn't want me up there and I got rejected. Even god didn't want me...
That was chapter 2. Sorry it's taking so long! I have school and working 50 hours a week is not easy either, but the emails are very nice keep them coming
Loveath87@yahoo.com