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Sometimes its hard to know where it all began, maybe it never just began, maybe it always was and I was just a long time knowing it. Whatever the case I had just become nervous as hell as my friend Louise started to brush my hair for me. Not that I was physically nervous, maybe nervous is the wrong word, I had never felt so relaxed, but my mind had stalled, I couldn't seem to speak and my heart was pounding so hard I think it was rattling the tea cups on Mrs. Lindemans hutch next door.
"Belinda" Louise started with my full name as she did when she was making a point. "You have such nice hair, why do you want to change it? You should stay a blonde, maybe you would like a different cut!" She knelt behind me on my bed brushing my hair as I sat cross-legged. We were both in our summer PJ's, little satin singlet tops and form fitting boxers. Her thighs spread around my hips and pressing the against outside of my thighs. The TV in front of us was the only light and was showing a weird foreign film on the commercial channel often referred to as "the porn channel" as they got away with much more on the censorship front calling it 'multi-cultural art'.
"I don't really mean I will change it so much, but just get a few highlights or something. But I definitely don't want to cut it I think it looks good long." I replied. I had thought that ever since my Aunty's husband had told me that 3 years ago, its funny how I felt such small things were important.
"You look gorgeous just the way you are Bee, don't change a thing!" She implored, she leaned forward as she said that, pressing up against my back and kissing me briefly on the side of the neck.
What did that mean? I asked myself. I mean, I know what it meant but did it mean anything else? My mind whirled, and why did she kiss me like that? Had she always done that? I felt flushed and confused. But one thing was for certain, I may not have known where or how it began but I knew now that I had somehow started to love my friend as a companion and more than just a friend.
Maybe a bit of history to put all this in perspective.
Louise and I are 16 and go to the same school. I'm 5'2" and so is she, well maybe 5'3". But I'm blonde hair, blue eyes, an eastern European background and have more of a size 10 body in a C cup, where Louise is black hair, brown eyes and southern Mediterranean background and a girlish/athletic body, she's an 8 max, B cup and her tone is great. My friend is beautiful and I haven't really lacked for male advances either.
We were having a sleep over, which had become common place in the last 4 months after my 18yo boyfriend of 10 months dumped me. I was shattered after he had told me for months about how he wanted to spend his life with me, then 2 months after we started having sex it was over. All my friends were really great and supportive, but even though nobody said it to my face, I'd been fucked and dumped and I knew it. Every time I thought about that I just felt shit and angry, but also just hurt and alone. But shit happens.
It seemed far away now as Louise continued to brush my hair.
"It just feels so wonderful" she said.
"Your hair feels nice too" I said back to her, she was talking a lot. "I bet it feels nice when you rub it on someone" I said
My uncle had taught me how to give massages and because I wasn't strong enough to give a deep tissue massage, he told me to concentrate on skin massages and use alternating pressure on my touch and even use my hair, letting it fall over my face and running it up and down a persons back. He told me it felt great when I did it to him and it certainly seemed like it did. I told Louise that.
She said "You're kidding, you did that with him? Wow!" She continued to brush my hair, I focused on the TV for the first time as we fell into a comfortable silence.
I just noticed the film was a German one about some Lesbian who falls for an art model who lives next door and has some kind of dysfunctional 3 way going, "Great" I thought, as if my imagination wasn't running away with itself enough.
"What?" I said. I just always seemed to know when someone wanted to tell me something.
"Stop doing that" she said playfully and I smiled "You're freakin' me out!"
"So, what?" I repeated.
"Um. Bee, do you think you could give me a massage like that?" She came around in front of me a sat cross legged too.
I smiled wider as some of the tension from before had slipped away. "Sure, but you have to take off your PJ's" It was hot anyway so it wouldn't be uncomfortable.
I hopped off the bed and got some light moisturizer and when I had turned around she had taken off her singlet top and boxers. She was wearing a black satin bra, which I already knew as I could see the straps under her singlet. But what I didn't know is she had on a matching satin G-string with a double red love heart on both the bra and brief.
"Oh my Gawd" I said, she looked at me with a mischievous grin and turned around and spanked herself on the ass cheek.
"Pretty nice huh?" She said knowing full well she has a very toned body from trying desperately to be a better than good tennis player. "I bought it for someone special." Is Louise flirting with me? Beyond friends type flirting? I was very confused since starting having sex I was seeing sex in everything people said and did.
She stuck her thumbs in the band of her g-string and pulled it higher on her hips. It was transparent enough to know she didn't have a lot of pubes if any at all. I ran my eyes up the rest of her svelte body to her tits and they were great, very upright and well supported on her ever so slightly flared athletic shoulders. She was only just getting them full on and her areola's were big, puffy, standing up and a shade of pale pink you could see even beneath the black bra material. I looked up further to find her staring into my eyes with a very cute grin on her face.
I knew I'd been sprung checking her out. Even though we were in school together we never saw each other naked as such and so seeing her now showed me just how great a shape she had gotten in. I blushed 15 shades of red. I'd never considered myself attracted to women in a sexual way, even thought it was perverse until I started having sex, now it seemed I was getting a bit hot seeing another womans body. I'd always appreciated the sight of beautiful women though and Louise was fast on her way there.
"Umm, you look great in that, I'm sure they will be pleased, but who the hell is it for, you're not seeing anyone!" I stammered. She hadn't had a boyfriend to speak of and had only gotten as far as making out at underage nightclubs as far as she had told me.
"No, but I hope to oneday, maybe soon" she replied and then with a sexy turn of voice and a flick of her hair said "Now where do you want me?" Again with the flirting. She didn't wait for an answer and turned around and lay face down on my bed.
I just slipped into autopilot and climbed on top of her to sit on her ass while I rubbed her back.
"Hey, no fair" she said over her shoulder "you're still dressed"
I didn't even question it, I just got up and took off my singlet and boxers, she turned around and watched me with a piercing look in her eyes as I exposed my leopard print set which I thought was particularly sexy and had bought for my boyfriend. I stood still looking slightly downcast and submissive as she ran her eyes over my body. I just let her tell me what to do.
"Were you wearing that" My intuition was falling away while my brain was doing other things, I hadn't seen that question coming.
"Huh? What do you mean?" I replied quizzically.
"The night he took your virginity" she said.
"Yep" I replied, regaining my composure and climbing back on the bed and assuming my position sitting on her ass. I put some lotion in my hands and rubbed them together to warm it up.
"It looks beautiful" she said, closing her eyes and putting her face down in her arms.
I started to rub the moisturizer into her back, slowly and carefully as I had been taught. I was a bit more alert and I could sense her going to say something, but I wasn't about to ask. I rubbed for another minute and quickly got caught up in the process again. My mind wandered and I thought about how my relationship with my Aunty and her husband had suffered at the hands of my relationship with my boyfriend and how much I missed them now. I missed being in love too, I still felt the rush of hormones regularly enough to miss its more permanent effect from having a boyfriend. The sensation of touching someone was familiar though and comforting and I leaned forward and started to brush my hair up and down Louise's back, just letting the tips of my hair brush over her skin. She moaned deeply and I closed my eyes and bent forward and kissed her on the back of the shoulders before rubbing again, just like the technique I had been taught. I knew it would release all sorts of endorphins and phenylethylamines in her system making her feel warm and loved.
Should I have kissed her while I was feeling that way? I suddenly thought. I was feeling very self conscious and then I became aware of how firm her buttocks were between my thighs. As I massaged her and she flexed her back muscles all the way down into her ass and they seemed to grab at my pussy! Oh Christ, I hope I don't get wet. I had found I tend to lubricate well when aroused, not running down your legs stuff, but wet on the outside anyway. I had also taken to shaving my pussy since I had a boyfriend and I could really feel her ass cheeks through the front of my panties.
Her muscles were so well toned I felt jealous! Not masculine in any way, just a great looking feminine physique, her back curved gracefully, yet powerfully all the way into her exceptionally firm but round ass. She'd become a beautiful woman and I hadn't noticed, another thing I'd missed while with that dickhead?!?.
"Jeez Louise, you're in such great shape" My tone of voice was soft and inviting, I was going to play her out a bit and see what she was up too if anything.
"I've had a big 6 weeks and I'm 1 week down." she believed in 6 week cycles of intense exercise and 3 weeks moderated down time, increasing her peak each time. "I feel great, but you make me feel even better, this massage is fantastic!" She hummed into her pillow as I continued moving hands, hair and I noticed somehow my hips and pussy had become involved, grinding into her firm round ass as I moved up and down her back. Oops that is a bit too friendly, she really is just teasing me, I reminded myself.
But I quickly wore out my arms and begged to stop. The weird movie had ended too, thank God. Maybe I can get some sleep.
We turned off the TV and settled down to sleep but decided against our PJ's again as we were already hot, even though we had cold showers before getting into bed. Still I felt relaxed and next to my friend was the best place on earth for me tonight so I settled in. If she had been flirting with me it was over now I felt silly to have mistaken her.
"You know Lou" I said "I thought you were flirting with me before, it seems silly since you have this new underwear for some boy I haven't even heard about yet"
She faced towards me looking into my eyes "Bee I don't really have anyone in else in mind for this underwear, I bought it to look nice when I'm with you, I don't know how to explain it but you've become a woman and I wanted to be that with you too. Nobody is more important to me than you and I missed you so much while you were with Rob. I really wanted to be with you more but couldn't think how to tell you" A tear formed on her eye and rolled down her cheek " I missed you and I love you so much I think I'm going to die!" she said with a sob as my normally unflappably happy friend began to cry.
I was overcome with emotion and love for Louise. I reached out my hands and cradled her face, brushing my thumbs across the tears on her cheeks. "I'm sorry I let someone else come between us, I'll never let it happen again. I love you too" I shushed her quietly as she cried gently in my arms. I kissed her softly on the cheek and then on the lips and she stopped crying and buried my head in my shoulder as she rolled half over me.
I caressed her back as she started to relax and her breathing deepened towards sleep. Had my life really become such a mess? I thought to myself. I would have to work pretty hard to undo some of the hurt some people were feeling. I grew tired with Louise sleeping deeply in my arms and finally fell asleep myself.
I woke up slowly with the most unusual sensation. I opened my eyes just slits in the darkness and kept breathing deeply, I just had a feeling something wasn't normal. I could feel Louise still lying at my side facing me, with her head on my shoulder. I lay like that for a minute and then Louise moved her hand slowly out and brushed her fingertips across the nipple of one of my breasts. "What the..." I thought to myself as she slowly traced a single fingertip around what I now realised was a very erect nipple through the soft material of my bra. The resulting electric shocks in my nerve endings traveled straight up my chest, then neck and into my brain. "Why was she doing that?" I thought to myself. And even more importantly what was I going to do about it. Was I right or wrong before when I thought she was flirting with me.
I kept breathing normally as possible to seem like I was asleep and Louise continued her now somewhat maddening trip with her fingers. One breast then the other, pulling gently on each nipple, tracing their outline, making them erect, getting bolder with each minute. She then started to trace her fingers ever so lightly down my stomach in small circles. It felt great but I had all kinds of thoughts about what she might be up to. "Was she actually awake?", I pondered in between burst of sensation. I am hellishly ticklish on my stomach and every now and then my breathing jumped a little as she traced her circles. The first time she stopped momentarily as she wondered if I would wake up but then she became bold enough to ignore my little jumps as I showed no sign of waking.
She started to increase the size of her circles, working her hand from all the way up over my breasts and nipples again all the way down to the top of my leopard skin panties. It just felt so great having someone touching me in this way, having had to do all the foreplay with my boyfriend it felt nice to have someone pay me so much attention.
Then she moved her hand down over the front of my panties softly scratching my still downy pubic hair through the material, this time rubbing up and down. And then she finally dipped one finger down between my barely parted thighs and rubbed a finger tip up and down my pussy which was hot and immediately began to lubricate. I barely suppressed a little moan this time, but Louise didn't bat an eyelid as far as rhythm went. She continued to rub my pussy for a minute and then pulled her hand away from my pussy.
Was she awake or not, I dared not look at her to find out. Surely she was, but then what the hell was going on? Could I pretend to wake up and not embarrass us both? One thing was certain, she was getting me really worked up, more than I had ever been before. I broke out in a small sweat.
Then I felt her fingers high on my chest again and she started to pull my bra strap off my shoulder. Slowly but firmly she dragged the strap down to reveal my left breast. Then her fingers danced around the nipple again, a pause and then a new sensation, they were wet fingertips now. She traced my breast and then she moved her whole upper body and I could feel her mouth directly on my breast. She kissed softly and delicately then took the whole nipple into her mouth, not sucking at all but just rolling the nipple with her tongue as she held it with her lips. It was the greatest feeling I had ever had, not at all like when I had been with Robert, this was good!
She broke the contact with my breast much to my disappointment but then I felt her lips on mine. She kissed me softly and then proceeded to nuzzle gently on each lip in turn with her own lips. I was starting to breath a lot faster and deeper.
She kissed me on the neck and worked her way around to my ear. "Bee" she whispered breathily in my ear "I know your awake" The charade was up I opened my eyes to see her hovering over me. Her face seemed to glow with radiance and her eyes were the deepest pools, she was smiling as gracefully as I had ever seen anyone smile in the world, she was beautiful. I reached my hands out to her arms as she braced herself above me.
"Louise, what are you doing?" I whispered back, this was no time to advertise to the house we were awake.
"Bee, I want to be a woman with you" she implored "I want to hold your hand, kiss your lips and heal your heart. I love you and the way you held me before shows me you love me too and I don't want to be with anyone else but you!"
I should be freaking out, I told myself, but I wasn't. I felt loved and I felt love. I became aware of her body in contact with mine all the way from her ankle scissored over mine, up her thighs, her pussy on my pelvis was a furnace of heat, her thigh in my own pussy felt just plain wet. I looked down at her strong flat stomach supported by her athletic upper body as she hovered over my own slender but softer body. Her breasts dangled dangerously close to my own half exposed tits which were still erect and awaiting attention.
I looked up into her eyes and her beautiful smiling face and she closed the distance between us. Her lips sought mine and she kissed me again, this time I kissed her back. It was soft, closed lipped, just a little juicy and not very long. I could taste the strawberry lip gloss she had on as she hovered over me again like she was doing push ups. I moved a hand up to cup her neck just behind the ear and pulled her close again.
This time I kissed her, her top lip, her bottom lip and then full on the lips, a little firmer than she had kissed me, feeling anxious for more passion. I then started to use my tongue as I again teased at both lips with rose petal kisses and then full on the mouth letting my tongue slip gently inside. Her tongue met mine a little too urgently and I coaxed her into a gentler kiss that felt better to me in the moment.
We kissed for several minutes and then realised if I wanted ore action I was going to have to seek it out myself my darling but innocent girlfriend wasn't about to ravish me like a man! I had only seen lesbians in a porno, I hadn't even fantasised about what to do with another girl so I had no real idea where to start, she didn't have a dick to jump at. But a little education, some recent experience and the love I felt for my friend got me over my inhibitions and I started to caress Louise as I pashed her with more urgency.
She gasped as I kissed my way around her neck and moved a hand onto her left breast. Her puffy nipple was rubbery through the material and I stroked it ever so gently, remembering how sore mine had been when they were growing. I ran my other hand down her back, using my finger tips and nails to arouse her. I reached the top of her g-string but felt no stop signs in the way of resistance from her and just continued to head south using the flat of my hand now to get as much coverage and stimulation as possible. Her buns lived up to their look with a feel that was full and firm but with the amazingly softest skin. She moaned into my mouth as I continued to kiss her and finally grabbed a big handful of ass.
"Louise, I love you too" I said breathlessly in her ear "I want you. I want you to be my woman and I want to be yours. I want you to cum in my arms and I never want to let you go"
I rolled over her and started to repay the favor she was doing me when she woke me up. Her bra did up at the front which was ever so convenient and I kissed at her lips neck and chest as I undid the clasp. Her breasts had a wonderful bikini line that showed she was getting plenty of sun at the beach as well as tennis and her nipples were the softest coral pink. I bent my head and kissed her nipples and then held each one in turn in my mouth, just swirling my tongue around them, making them stand out even further.
I dropped a hand in between her splayed thighs and caressed her pussy through her g-string. I was amazed at the softness and the almost complete lack of hair I could feel through her panties. I rolled us onto our sides and kept pashing her as I started to work her panties down over her hips.
I got them off and then started to caress her gorgeous buns again, she was quite a package my little girl! How was I going to get her off?, I thought. I had only had someone go down on me once before and it was great when relaxed. "Just relax Louise, nothing bad will happen to you" I said.
"Bee" she whispered urgently as she clutched at me "I'm still a virgin!"
"Its OK baby" I said "You still will be, but you're gunna cum 'til you think you're in heaven"
I pushed her on her back again, lying between her legs I began to kiss my way down her body starting at her lips and working past her breasts, onto her lean stomach which contracted under my caresses and then I came face to..., well, its not really a face is it?
Her pussy was beautiful, or at least as beautiful as any I had seen. Her whole pussy was pink and puffy like her nipples and you couldn't even really see any lips. Her clit though was quite a bit bigger than my own micro job and stuck a little way out of her pussy. I couldn't resist, I had some experience with blow jobs and so dove right in. She started to gasp and whine quietly as I kissed licked and then sucked her pussy from top to bottom. She tasted wonderful and sweet. "How could anyone not like this?" I thought to myself, I could eat this everyday!
I licked at her pussy slowly and then started to push my tongue into here entrance. I rubbed my hands on her breasts and held them gently as I fucked her with my tongue. She was whimpering little words I could not make out and her thighs had long since left the bed and wrapped around my neck.
She arched her back as she really started to climb the ladder, as I called it, and I thought to myself "At least she isn't shy". Then I took a single finger and pushed it slowly into her pussy as I started to lick her directly on the clit faster and faster.Her pussy was tight and smooth, "No wonder guys like this stuff" I was amazed by her responsiveness and loved how I was driving her wild. It was a very powerful feeling for me knowing I was giving her so much pleasure. I started to thrust my finger in and out and about half its length and within 20 seconds she was coming as her pussy clamped even tighter and then spasmed on my finger.
I kissed my ay slowly up her body to find her with a glazed-to-comatose look of bliss on her face. I pashed her again for a while, caressing her all the while.
"Bee, what about you now?" Louise said.
"There will be other times for me, tonight is just for you" I replied.
We kissed again a few times and slowly fell asleep, her still naked and lovingly wrapped in a gossamer blanket of my love.....
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