Chapter 14 of Lustful Revenge by Andy Lake
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Recap
"How do I know?? Well, let's say that Mark and Donald helped a lot since they set up the cameras in your room, I've got film of you switching costumes babe seems like your friends dont love you as much as you think" He said still smiling.
My stomach and heart eached, I felt everything around me move, Mark and Donald betrayed me..??
How??
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************************************************ The Higher You Are Harder The Fall - Chapter 15 ************************************************
I looked up at Danny, was all this true?? Was he being honest?? I looked, and his eyes didn't lie. The satisfaction in them showed me that he was pleased to cause me pain.
"Is it true?" I asked as Danny's smiled grew larger.
"What, the fact that your best friends are all backstabbers. Well yeah, you see, Donald is my cousin and Mark, well he is his lover, and Sean never even hurt Donald, it was all an act" Danny stated proudly.
"But... I saw it all, the blood, his pulse was low an..." Then it hit me. 2 weeks ago when I was doing the laundry there was a shirt with brown dust on it, that was the shirt that I used when I "saved" Donald, it wasn't blood, it was fake, everything was fake.
"Yeah. figured it out right. Well let's see, do you recall that night, the "blood" it was fake, you see, Donald took a pill, that pill numbed his body and it's effect makes you appear dead when you are not, although you almost killed him with the electric shocks, and when they hurried him in the ambulance the "paramedic" told you, you couldn't come with, but well you see the paramedic was me. You should pay more attention Andy" Danny said looking at me with an evil smirk.
It all made sense, Donald's mysterious appearance into my life, the fake blood that turned in brown dust, it didn't even stain my shirt. I looked back at that night and I remembered something worse, the policeman that took my statement, he gave me a lustful look and a pat on the butt just like...
"Sheila's step dad." I said to myself.
"You're not as dumb as one may think" Danny said with a little smile on his face.
"So it was all a conspiracy??" I asked looking at him.
"Well... yeah, Mike and Donald set up cameras in your room and right now as we speak the principal is calling an assembly due to Sean's scandal, and let's say the screen will play a video of you changing identities" He said almost laughing.
"You didn't." My voice trailed away as he walked to the door and locked it.
"I did, but it wasn't all me. You drove us to this Andy, it's your fault I lost Carter, it's all your fault" He said with a crazy look in his eyes.
"Danny you need help, maybe some psy-"
"I dont need help I'm perfect, everyone loved me, until you came along" He said walking up to me.
"Danny just tell me what you want but please don't play that video" I pleaded.
"Why not?? You like to tell on people through videos" Sheila said as she walked out of one of the stalls, the other stalls left opened, Mark, Donald and Sheila's dad walked in.
I looked at Mark, he looked ashamed but was still smiling wide.
"How could you??" I asked Mark, as tears ran down my face.
"You drove us to this Andy," He stated.
"How did I drive YOU to this?? Oh my God, Harry is going to be crushed" I said looking at Mike.
"You ruined Danny's life and I love Donald and Danny's pain hurt him, so I had to get back at you and regarding Harry, you are not going to say a thing to him" He said the last part almost angry.
I felt betrayed and backstabbed, but I noticed something and started to smile, I was screwed so what else could I lose. I looked at Mark and spoke.
"You're in love with Harry aren't you" I stated. He panicked and I smiled.
"N-nno, it was all an act" He said as Donald looked hurt and his eyes watered.
"I understand, this was all a plan, Harry was the way to get close to me and you didnt want to but through the process, you fell in love." I said looking at him as he got red faced.
"Is it true??" Donald asked as everyone remained silent.
"I-I-I... yes." Mark said defeated.
"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!!" Donald screamed at Mike.
"Harry made me fall for him, I'm sorry but I don't love you anymore." Mark stated.
Donald started crying and ran out of the room crying, I smiled, Danny looked pissed at my apparent satisfaction.
"You do know Harry won't even talk to you after I tell him what you did. He will fall out of love with you, he will hate you, despise you, he won't even go near you out of disgust" I said as Mark started breaking down.
"Please don't tell him... please" Mark pleaded on his knees.
"Too late." I said showing him my phone, all the time since I saw Danny in the bathroom with me I called Harry and left the phone on so he could hear. I thought Danny would try to kill me or something so it was a good idea to have Harry listening. I pressed the speaker phone.
"H-how could you??" Harry's voice said through the phone as he cried slowly.
"Baby I'm so, so sorry, I love you please don't leave me." Mark begged to the phone.
"I can't stay with you, and will never trust you again... sorry" Harry hung up and Mark wailed in pain, he looked at me with pain and hate in his eyes. How could I have loved him as a brother, I stared into his eyes and grinned.
"YOU DID THIS!" He jumped at me, but I connected my foot with his stomach, he fell to the ground and moaned.
"Get out!!!" Danny said motioning to Mark, he looked up at Danny and ran out of the room.
"And you two... I'm just sending your video to the authorities along with your names and address, even Sheila's ID number. She is underage so you," I said pointing at Sheila's dad, "can go to jail for molesting a minor, and Sheila could go to a correctional institute for distributing illegal porn" I said grinning, Sheila's dad turned as white as a sheet.
"You didn't..." Sheila said turning pale as well.
I showed her my phone with the status of the message, it read SENT.
"I did, now if I were you, I would run" I said looking at them, they shared a look and took off leaving me and Danny alone.
"You are good..." Danny said staring at me.
"I know I am, you aren't bad yourself" I said as we shared intense looks.
"You know by now most of the school knows your identity.." He said with a smirk on his face, my eyes watered I know people are gonna hate me for what I've done.
"I know but even if the whole school hates me, you know Carter will still love me more than he ever loved you. You see, he told me he was in love with Andy once" I said as his face burned in rage.
"I'm not done with you" He walked to me.
"Neither am I" I said as I walked around him and left the bathroom. I heard him sob a little as I walked out, I turned into the hallways and they were empty, I walked towards the auditorium and as soon as I entered all eyes darted to me, the video was playing and the screen filled with letters.
{YOU REMEMBER ANDY?? WELL WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT HE WOULD STILL BE AMONGST US. BUT GUESS WHAT HE IS NOT A LOSER ANYMORE, ALT6HOUGH HE TRICKED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU, HE MADE YOU BELIEVE SOMETHING UNTRUE, HE BETRAYED YOUR TRUST AND LOVE, HE IS STILL THE SAME SCARED LOSER INSIDE, WHY SHOULD ANYONE LOOK UP TO HIM? I DON'T.... AT LEAST NOT ANYMORE} The screen read.
People looked at me with hate, most of them hate, one or two with pity, some understanding but mostly, full blown hate.
"FUCKING LIAR!!" I heard someone in the crowd scream as a book flew to me and hit my leg. This encouraged most of the students into following and they started throwing stuff at me, I ran away from the room, tears running without control. I felt a hand on my shoulder and was spun around, there was Anthony, he looked so pissed.
"I can't believe you tricked me, you fairy!" He punched me and kicked my stomach, I look up to him, the pain that his hate caused was unbearable.
"Anthony, please understand, I didn't mean to-" He cut me off with another blow to my stomach.
"Don't you dare, and don't get close to me again you pansy." He threw a glob of spit at me and ran off, I looked at him, how could I love that monster I said to myself as I crawled to my feet, I staggered to the bathroom and washed my face, my tummy felt soft and tender. I looked around and felt dizzy, my stomach hurled and I threw up all over the sink. I washed my mouth and walked to the parking lot, I called my driver and he took me home. I entered the house, I needed Harry, I walked to the kitchen and looked at a note.
{I needed time... sorry I love you I'll be back soon} The note read, there were some wet spots on it, I knew he was going through a lot.
I walked to my room and took a long dip in the tub, I brushed my teeth and changed into my pjs. I fell into bed with tears in my eyes, I felt sleep taking me over, I hated myself more than ever.
I woke up in middle of the night with a stomach pain, I walked to my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked at Andy, he looked so sad, like when I was living with my dad.
"You lost, you should know you are worthless. I bet Anthony hates you for what you did to him with the video, you are a sham, you couldn't even get your plan across. You don't deserve to be alive!" He screamed at me as he faded. I looked at myself, I looked withered, less beautiful. I looked around as I washed my face and saw a Guilette blade, I stared at it.... what if?? I told myself as I walked to it and took it in my hand. I picked it up and placed it against my wrist, I applied little pressure and some bright red blood came out. There was little pain but nothing compared to my emotional strain, I was about to slide the blade and cut my wrists when the door burst open, someone tackled me to the ground. The blade fell to the ground, I looked up at my atacker and he hugged me tight.
"Don't you dare leave me!" Carter's soothing voice said as he cried and hugged my head against his bulging bicep.
"C-carter.. I love.." And it all went black.
I looked around and found myself with my mother again, she looked at me and seemed sad.
"I told you to be careful and hold on to the ones that love you baby, you tried to take your life..." She said as a silver tear ran down her face.
"I'm so sorry mommy, I was just so scared and felt so lonely, I know I shouldn't have done that.. please forgive me" I said meeting her warm eyes.
"I love you my baby, now go to Carter, you two have to talk" She hugged me as I nooded. "We will be with each other again" She said as she vanished.
I felt myself crawling back to conciousness, I felt a hand gripping mine tight. I looked around and saw Carter there asleep with me on my bed, his hand tangled with mine. I stood up and he gripped tighter, he looked at me and sat up.
"Why did you try and do that??" He said as his voice broke.
"I just felt so sad and alone, I thought you were gonna hate me." I said afraid to meet his eye.
"I felt betrayed when I saw the video, but I realized that a love as strong as mine wouldn't let me hate you. Besides, I knew something was wrong when the love I felt for you and Billy was so similar. I love you, besides I was your first kiss" He said with a dreamy smile, I looked at him oddly.
"No, that was Anthony" I said slowly.
"No, it was me, we were in kindergarden..." He trailed off.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<Flashback<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
"Hey, why are you crying??" A brown haired boy with green eyes came up to me.
"I, I ju-" I kept on crying on the bench at the playground, he looked at me and hugged me.
"Why are you crying, baby??" He said with warmth.
"I'm not a baby!!" I said through tears.
"I know but daddy says that to mommy when she cries" The kid told me.
"Uh.. I'm Andy" I said looking at him.
"I'm Carter, I'm in the first grade" He said proudly.
"I'm in kindergarder still" I pouted.
"That makes you a baby" He said hugging me.
"Nu UH!" I said pouting.
"You are cute like a baby" He said and kissed my cheek, I giggled and felt fuzzy.
"You're weird" I said laughing.
"So why were you crying??" He asked as he held me close.
"B-B-Brandon called me ugly" I said as the tears ran down my face.
"WHAT!! You are not ugly, you are the prettiest kid in school!" He said blushing.
"Really??" I asked looking up at him.
"Yeah" He said and pecked me on the lips, I looked at him.
"Why did you do that?" I asked giggly.
"Because that's what daddy does when mommy cries, and that makes her feel better and beautiful" He said pecking me again.
"I feel better, thanks" I said as my mommy walked up to us, she looked at us with questioning looks, she just laughed a little, she had seen us kissing.
Later that night she died and I had blocked all the memories of that day, until now.
-----Present----------
"And that's when I knew I loved you, but the next day you didn't come to school, because.... umm....." He seemed uncomfortable.
"My mom died... she saw us kissing. She must've told my dad and he killed her because of that" I said more to myself, I looked at Carter and he covered his mouth in horror, we killed my mother I thought to myself.
"Your dad did what?!" He asked incredulously.
"He killed my mom because I'm gay. Not just that, but...." I let it all out, it took about 2 hours to fill him in about all my life, including the parts of my plan and what I did to get revenge. He looked surprised at parts, like when I almost killed my dad and when he committed suicide in front of me, he cried and laughed at points, and through it all he held me close to him and I felt his warmth all through my body.
"You've been through a lot of bad stuff, Andy would you be my boyfriend. We could make good memories together." He said with a hopeful glimmer in his eyes.
"Carter, I love you. I want to be with you, but let us start simply as friends. I feel that I have to deal with all my issues first, I'm too damaged to be in a relationship just now. But please, if you could wait for me to feel comfortable in my own skin I would love to be yours." I said looking into his eyes, he smiled.
"I will wait as long as it takes for you to be mine, I love you way too much to not wait" He kissed me gently and pulled away.
"Thanks." I said as we stared into each others eyes, I felt loved but at the same time I hated myself so much right now, we killed my mom, I made the school hate me, I dragged Harry into my mess and I simply wanted the pain to fade.
After more talking and watching some more movies, Carter left, he hugged me goodbye and went back to his home.
I looked around and felt shame for being me, I walked out of my house and called my driver, he picked me up and took me to a car shop. I bought a hot Lexus LFA, I hated the thing but I wanted to feel good about myself and this may do the trick. I drove the car around that night and found myself in a club. I went in thanks to the guard who was checking me out, I walked to the counter and ordered a cocktail, Cuba Libre. As soon as it made it's way through my lips and into my parched throat I felt good, the pain I felt was washing away, I was feeling better. It didn't hurt as much anymore, I kept ordering and ordering drinks. The bartender seemed a little concerned as I kept downing drinks.
It felt great to let loose, I danced around as people grinded into me, the club smelled like drugs, booze and sex. I felt like I was in a Ke$ha video, about 3am I exited the club and drove back to my home, drunk. I almost crashed a couple of times but made it home safe. I walked inside my house with a goofy smile on my face, I went to my room and crashed on the bed. As soon as I had landed I fell asleep. I woke about 12pm and school had already started and I really didnt want to go, I looked at myself in the mirror and looked so disheveled and ugly. I looked like a stoner, my hair looked messy and moppy not stylish, the black roots started to show and made me look somewhat withered, I didn't care anymore, I wanted to look like I felt, I wanted to be the piece of crap I was meant to be.
I slept the whole day, still no sing of Harry anywhere. I woke up the next day feeling even worse, I had downed a bottle of vodka the night before. I looked in the mirror and took a shower, I put on some faded jeans and a worn shirt, I looked so damn ugly, withered and stonerlike.
I drove to school in my new car, people seem to notice, but what they noticed most was my appearance. The look of horror was on people's faces, I looked like a druggie. As soon as I was in the hallways I started hearing the whipers and murmurs, even heard some insults directed right at me. Some people threw stuff and shoved me away, I looked around and saw Anthony coming up to me, as soon as he saw me he pushed me against the lockers.
"Seems like the sissy grew some balls and tried weed" He said as he spat at me, Danny walked up to him and Anthony wrapped his arm around him, I felt disgusted. I looked at him and he was smiling, Danny looked so pleased with my appearance, I left them alone and chose to walk to my classes, everyone seem to hate me by now. When I sat next to someone they groaned, but the worst came at lunch time, no one wanted me to sit with them, not even the guys I befriended when they were losers. But the worst thing in the world was the food thrown at me. People just threw everything they found near them at me and laughed loudly.
I ran out, Carter followed after screaming at the crowd that bashed me. He looked for me and found me crumpled on the bathroom floor crying loudly. He cradled me in his arms instantly and took me home, I showered and changed. When I came out, I got changed and he was there staring at me.
"What is this??" Carter said holding a vodka bottle.
"A drink." I said nervously.
"When did you buy it??" He asked a little angry.
"Like a month ago" I stuttered.
"The receipt says yesterday" He said a little frantic.
"Carter I-"
"Did you drink it all??" He asked sternly.
"You're not my father, I don't need to talk to you about this, GET OUT!" I pushed him away and ushered him out of my house, he tried to talk sense into me but I wasn't having it. I drove to the liquor store again and bought more booze, it felt so good, the warm liquid passing through my lips and making me feel fuzzy. I felt warm and felt as if my body was ripped away from the pain and I was finally happy, I didn't care if I was damaging my body in any way, all I cared about was for the pain to fade away.
The next day I went to school and the same routine played out, I was wallowing in self pity as people looked at me and gave me odd stares. They laughed and felt joy out of my pain, Harry still wasn't back. I needed him, Carter tried to approach me several times at school but I always seemed to find a way to escape and flee. I went through classes without any major trouble.
At lunch time, I grabbed a tray of food and sat at an empty table. I didn't eat, I didn't feel like eating since 2 days ago, every now and then some food would fly at me and I just shrugged it off. This went on for several weeks, I pushed Carter even farther away and I was becoming the old me again, my hair looked blacker, my body scrawnier. Anthony went back to being a bully, he would kiss Danny in front off me to piss me off, and Danny was so happy about it. He taunted me daily and made me feel like the worst piece of crap ever, I stopped talking to anyone. I kept to myself a lot, in a few weeks the Terror ball was due and I had promised Carter that I would go with him. I wasnt sure though, I was feeling odd since I recurred to drugs, it all numbed the pain.
One day my routine had a slight twist, I went to the school bathroom to cut myself, I did it on my upper arm. In just a month I changed so much, I punished myself for everything bad happening to me, I was feeling horrible towards myself, I made the cut and rolled my sleeve's down, I walked out the stall and a happy looking Danny was staring at me.
"Hey Andy, how is life treating you??" He taunted.
"Great, until I saw your face." I said taunting him as well.
"Well you don't seem that great, I took it all away from you, your popularity, your love, your everything" He said smiling.
"So why do you keep tormenting me??" I asked as tears ran down my face.
"For the fun of it" Was his reply.
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