I have long cross dressed, but I knew that I could not be a girl. So I dated. I found a girl who married me. I figured I better ditch the nightgowns, slips, camis, bras and panties that I had acquired through the years. After all, they were only a substitute for the real woman I married. But I soon found myself returning to dressing. It ruined my marriage. Insane as it sounds, I again ditched the clothes and tried going straight. After two years, I thought I had this licked, and I just kept my mind on work.
Through luck, I met a woman with whom I could be honest about dressing. She had me dress up one night, to show her. She then undressed me and we then had sex. It was wonderful with her, but I now had access to her clothes. Even on our wedding night I put on her cream gown with sequins and made love to her. She tried to keep me out of her clothes, but I just love dressing so much that I would at times put on bra and panty and get between her legs and lick her. Some times she would caress my nipple through a bra and stroke me through a pretty satin panty. But she always would take the bra off me before letting me go to far, while she kept caressing my nipples. She also learned how to stroke my panty-covered penis. Still, she would pull the panty down when I started to grow really big and then pull me toward her and let me enter her. She is wonderful to be in.
Once I managed to come in her while dressed in a bra and panty. We were on vacation and one night when she was brushing her teeth in the bathroom down the hall. I fished through her drawer of bathing suits. I found one of her bra and bikini suits, with a foam-lined bra and a full high- cut bikini panty in white, with wispy dark pink flowers. The panty was tight with lycra, so there was no rubbing my penis inside it and cumming in it. But to be in her bikini and fucked was a delight, even with me on top. She even managed to rub my penis hard through the tight panty. I had to take off the bikini bathing suit to sleep since the kids were in the house.
Once, she even asked me to dress so that she could see how a dress looked. After seeing that it was fine, I asked if I could put on her little black dress that she wore to the New Year party two months earlier. This was a black sequined dress, with a sweet heart neck line that was filed with a sheer piece of black fabric. The skirt was short - it came to about 5 inches above the knees and was flared out from the hips. The sleeves were cap style over the shoulder. I was already dressed in a black contoured bra and matching nylon bikini panties, beige panty hose and black pumps. I got the small black half slip and sequined dress from her closet and quickly pulled the slip up my silky legs and over my hips. Then, I unzipped the little black dress and slipped it over my head and down my hips. I even knew how to zip it up without any help - experience counts.
I could remember how delicious she looked in the little black dress at New Years. I peeked up her skirt whenever she stopped and leaned over to talk to someone. She danced with me then, teasing me that I would get hard just holding her and seeing how pretty she was all dressed up. She was right. Even on me, the dress was nice. I walked around in the living room and she watched me. She told me how nice my legs looked. I turned around for her. I then went over to her and I began to push against her, trying to get hard on her. She stopped me. I thought she was going to ask me to undress. But instead, she got down under my skirt and lifted it up. She pulled my penis out of the panty and licked and sucked me to a fast orgasm. As much as I wanted to fuck her that night, I couldn't stop once she began to suck me.
I continued to try to fuck her when dressed, but she would not let me fuck her when I was dressed. My wife tried to discourage me from dressing, but I would often wear her panties to bed. At times, I almost came when my wife stroked me through silky panties. I would finger-fuck her as she masturbated me in the panties. But she would always stop, take my panty off, or pull it down and guide me into her. Once in her, I always got going and came in her. She was great that way. But I still liked dressing.
Over time I began to fantasize when I was in her. This fantasizing intensified my orgasm. I gradually shared my fantasies with her while fucking. At first I was tentative, telling her how I loved seeing her as I fucked her, and how pretty she looked when was being fucked. She really was pretty when she was in the middle of good sex. She relaxes so much that she looks like a young teen. I told her that I liked seeing that happen to her. I also told her how loved to look at her hips, and see her legs spread wide apart with a wet and willing vagina as I pumped in and out of her. It makes me even stronger to see her being penetrated and lost in sex. It's a real turn on to me to be able to have enough light in our bedroom that I could see her legs held straight up in the air when I was pumping her. I began to share with her my ultimate fantasy. I wanted to be the girl, and be pretty and feminine.
A month ago I pushed the fantasy. We had not been intimate for a while, because of the kids and school activities. But this night she was eager. I raided her lingerie and took smooth, purple, high- cut, full- coverage panties, which let me rub my penis softly against its silky nylon but also was cut higher in the hips to form a nice V in front like a woman. I found the matching purple bra, a soft cup bra that had thin, silky small cups that almost fit my own nipples. It had lace at the cup edges. She wore a black gown with bra top. Her gown was a smooth, black nylon with lace around the neck, bodice and hem. I didn't tell her that I was dressed. I hopped into bed, already having shaved my upper legs, hip and pubic area, penis, belly and chest. I was smooth as a girl, and dressed in bra and panties like a girl. I was hard, but I kept my hands off my panty, since I was waiting for her to take me.
I snuggled under the sheet and covers, and waited for her. She got into bed, under the covers and sheet. She turned to me, and we kissed and embraced. I began to suck her neck and ears, which she loves. I pushed against her with my panty, sliding against her gown, and I began to suck her nipple. She slowly began to caress my chest and found the bra. Tonight, instead of moving it off my shoulders, she circled around my nipples, and lifted the bra cups as she traced her fingers around my bra-covered tits. I moaned as she did this, and I pushed my panty-covered penis against her silky gown-covered legs, sideways. She pushed her hips sideways against mine, and I cold tell she was getting off on this. So, I put my hand on her vagina opening, pressing her black gown against her mound, and pushing the gown into her with my middle finger. The slick fabric slid softly into her, and became wet with her oozing. I was wild with excitement, and kissed her deeply and passionately. Her mouth was relaxed and willing.
I licked her neck, and sucked her ears. She like this a lot. I worked my way to her breasts, to suck her nipples. I licked and kissed her nipples. I held one breast firm, to shape it more like a penis, and sucked the big, stiff nipple at the end of this shaft of luscious flesh. I went up and down on her like a girl on a penis. I licked and sucked the red and thick tip the way she had licked and sucked the tip of my penis. I kept on fingering her with the silky black gown, letting my satiny fingers slid over top of her entrance, and then slip inside to tease her thick clit.
She felt the bra straps over my shoulders and around my back, slowly caressing my skin and the sexy straps. She teased her way down from my bra-covered nipples. She felt the hairless chest, and rhythmically stroked the center of my chest, up and down, like she was gently stroking my cock. I was excited and pushed against her with my panty-covered hips even more. She placed her hand on my soft and shaved belly, right above my panty line. She could feel how I was shaved like a girl. She felt softly all around, driving me nuts with her touch. She found that I was completely hairless. She touched the waist band of the satin panty. I wanted her to grab and massage my big clit. But she just moved back up to my smooth belly. She gently came down over my panty, and I pushed against her hand. But she didn't stop. Instead, she ran her hand to my shaved legs. I spread apart to give her better access, and she rubbed my legs up to my crotch, and back down, without touching my exposed panty. I was bucking my hips like a girl so that I could feel her hand on me. But she quietly caressed my smooth belly and hairless hips and legs.
I pushed my panty against her hips trying to feel the smooth slip of her satin gown on my pretty shaved penis. She smiled as she reached inside the leg bands at the front of the panty, and let her fingers trace the panty line over my hips and down to my now growing love clit. She put one finger and then a second finger inside the waistband. I tried to masturbate against her fingers, but she was not close enough for me to be touched. I begged her to touch me, please, and I pumped my hips to get traction against my panty and her silky gown. I even grabbed her black gown and began to massage it over the top of my panty. I wasn't fingering her now. I was feeling the silky rush of my panty-covered penis sliding in her gown. I kissed her, and licked her nipple, pumping my penis in her silk gown begging her to reach inside my panty and touch me. When she gently touched my penis with her hand, I moaned. I was able to feel her hand on my shaved shaft. She put her hand around my shaft and loosely held me. I was able to push through her fingers and I could feel the tip of my penis hit the top of the nylon panty near the waist band as I thrust forward. It felt great when I pulled back against the satin panty. By now, I had really wet the front of the panty.
She put my hand back on her mound, and moved it for me. I got the hint, and focused on her now. Still, I pushed my hips against her hand which was inside of my purple panty. I teased her mound, circling around and flicking a finger into the outer lips. I pushed my middle finger into her, and found that she was wet and loose. I was pleasantly surprised by this, because this meant that she was also turned on by my dressing in a pretty bra and silky panty. Or at least I hoped that she was. Her wetness was a good sign, since she usually undressed me out of bra and panty before letting me fuck her on other occasions.
I pulled out my finger, causing her to gasp. I reinserted my finger, and pumped a bit, and she moaned. Her hand had now gone limp in my panty as I fingered her harder. She was beginning to drift away in being fucked. I pulled up on her lips to rub only her clit, while just entering her on the down thrust. I did his for a while to change pace. I even hooked a finger in a U under her clit and pulled under her. I felt the base of her clit getting bigger and harder just like a penis. As I finger-fucked her, I told her how I wanted to be dressed up. I wanted to wear a lacy white bra and matching satin panties, with a luscious white half slip, nude stockings and ankle strap sandals. I wanted to wear a see-through blouse that let my lingerie show through. A skirt with soft pleats over the slip would flare to give me hips. I would be made up with my own curled hair to look like a pretty girl.
I told her how I wanted to see her being entered, and watch her getting fucked as I was dressed up. I would watch her being entered and fucked and rub myself through pretty satin panties, like she did to me. She was so turned on that she began to push for a climax. I kept on being the girl for her, pushing my panty-covered hips against her black satin gown, with my finger furiously fucking her. I could feel her get full and thick just under her entrance. She shuddered to climax, clutching me as she pushed and pushed, straining to cum ans I stroked her thick clit as fast as I could. The she cried out in orgasm. As she collapsed back onto the bed, her hips tightened on her clit, and she pushed my hand away.
Then she turned to me and again she slid her fingernails over my panty, inside the waistband. I pushed up against her hand. I wanted her to touch me and masturbate me. She put one finger inside the front of the panty, and then two fingers, running them around the band. Then a third finger was inside the panty, caressing my shaved belly. She withdrew without touching my penis. I begged to be touched. She traced her fingers over me from outside the satin panty. She touched the tip of my penis through the panty, and rubbed it until I got harder and bigger. Then she began to stroke me. Oh, I loved this. She grabbed the panties with her thin long fingers and made sure my penis was inside the nylon panty when she pulled and stroked me. I told her that I loved this and that I wanted to come in my pretty panty like a girl.
She doubled her efforts. I kept cooing and telling her that I liked cumming as a girl. She kissed my nipples and ran a finger over one of my nipples with one hand. She let me rub my hips against her hand but kept my slick and shaved penis inside the nylon panty. She often would get me hot like this before, and then pull me out of the panty and guide me into her. But this night, she kept me in the satin panty and massaged me through the panty with her long fingers. I was cooing like a girl, and pushed for a climax like she did. She let my penis tip just bump up against the waist band of the panty. When I pulled back, she held firm to make sure my penis ran against the smooth nylon panty.
I wanted to cum, and she sensed that I was getting bigger. She laid her hand flat on my panty. I kept pushing for a climax. She let me go faster and faster, until just at the end, she took over. She was moving her hand quickly across the front of my panty, making me adjust to her. I followed her, and I was sweating and straining as I tried to keep up with her rapidly moving hand. She once had masturbated me through my trousers, and that was a surprise then. Now she was repeating the same movement on me, except now I was dressed in a lacy bra that cupped my nipples and silky panties that held my love tool in smooth satin.
I confessed my love of dressing and being a pretty girl. In response, she pushed her hand harder on my thick panty. I loved how this felt, being dressed and being masturbated like a girl. I wanted so much to dress up and watch her cum while she is fucked by a big stiff dick. I told her I got excited to see her being rammed by a stiff rod. She grabbed my penis in the nylon panty and jerked it hard and fast. I was pumping in the satin sleeve of my panty. My tip was now twitching. I was close. I stiffened on a big pull back and gave a small and very fast pumps forward and back against the silky nylon panty. I came when pulling back against my silky panty in these small, petite thrusts. I filled the front of the panty with a load of creamy cum. She had made me cum in my panty just like I wanted. I gushed so hard it came through the nylon and onto her hands. She traced my lips with her wet finger, and stuck it in my mouth to suck. I sucked while her hand kept massaging my now limp penis in my cum soaked panties. As I shrank back, she kissed me softly, and turned over to sleep in her slick black gown. I could not believe how much she got into this and how she liked this. I curled against her back in my bra and panty and went to sleep like a girl. I wondered if there would be more dreams like this.