Friday I was at Alan's house and I jerked him off a bunch of times and let him cum on my face. Some of his cum went into my mouth. I watched the video of the events and was willing to do anything he wanted. But we were interrupted when his parents came home. I jerked off a thousand times Saturday and Sunday thinking about what had happened. I felt ashamed that I had let myself lose control. I'm not gay and I cannot let anything happen again with Alan. Alan called Sunday and I told him I was busy and could not come over.
Monday at school it was awkward to be around Alan. I was afraid he would bring up what we did Friday night. I was paranoid about him mentioning this around school. But Alan acted normal and never mentioned what we did. On the way home I was feeling like I had escaped the event. I thought that maybe I had just had another fantasy.
Alan came by my house after school and we went outside to talk. I didn't know how to start a conversation with my best friend so I let him talk. He said, "Are you OK. You acted kind of weird today." I said, "I'm OK, I'm just a little freaked out about the video we made Friday." Alan started laughing and said, "I watched the video all weekend. I was so hot thinking about what we did. Only good friends would do something so freaky."
I asked, "Don't you think it was kind of queer of we did? Guys are not supposed to play around with each other." Alan smiled at me and said, "That's bull shit. We don't have any pussy chasing us to put out. Sherry will let me feel her some but that's as far as it goes. What are we supposed to do, not jerk off? We were just playing around and that's not queer." Then he laughed and said, "Well maybe the part where you ate my cum might be queer."
That pissed me off and I said, "You are an ass-hole and I'm not queer." He grabbed my arm and said, "Ease up. I was just kidding. I know you're not gay." He smiled again and started to blush. I looked at him and he looked away. I asked, "What's wrong with you? What were thinking?" He looked down and said, "That was the most excited I have ever been. I really like shooting in your face. It made me feel kind of funny. My balls are tingling now just thinking of it."
I laughed also and I said that it was exciting to me also. He asked, "Did it bother you that I shot in your face. You had my cum in your eyes, nose and all over you lips." I thought before I answered him, "No I guess it should have but it didn't bother me at all. I hear that cum will help get rid of pimples. So I guess I should have a clear complexion." We both laughed. Alan said, "Well my parents won't be home from work for a few hours if you want to have another treatment for pimples." I started to get a hard-on as we walked to his house.
It was easier for both of us to start this time. We both got naked fast and Alan set up the camera. He wanted to video this again. I was between his legs as he started the camera. My dick was hard and I started jerking off while Alan got the camera started. Alan looked down at me and said, "Look at me James." I looked up at his face and he smiled. He knew he was in control. He said, "Make an O with your lips like they are a target." I looked at him and said, "I'm not going to let you shot in my mouth again." He said, "Just open your mouth and look at me as you start to jerk me off." I did what he asked and it kind of made me feel funny. I was making an O with my mouth and jerking his dick at the same time. His dick was pointed straight at mouth. Alan said, "Stop. I closed my mouth and Alan stood up. His dick was pointed at my face. Alan moved closer to my face and stated rubbing his dick on my face. He rubbed the spongy head on my eyes, my cheeks, and my nose. He pointed the head at my lips and started to rub my lips with his dick. I could feel his pre-cum on my lips.
He said, "Let me touch your face while you jerk me off." I was unsure that I should do this but I grabbed his dick and started to jerk. He moved close to me as I jerked him off. His dick was hitting my face as I kept up my jerking motions. He would press hard against my closed lips as I continued. Alan said, "I'm about to cum" as he pressed hard on my lips. I felt the first blast on my lips and I held them tight together as Alan put pressure on them. He kept shooting and some of his cum seeped into my mouth.
Alan said, "Shit this has to be the best video yet." We both sat down and watched the video and it looked like I was giving him a blow job. The mushroom head of his dick was pushing right into my mouth as I jerked him off. Alan scared me when he yelled, "Look. You shot your load without touching yourself. You should have opened your mouth and let me shoot inside. That would have been hot."
Alan asked, "Are you OK with what we are doing? I don't want to lose you as a friend." I thought before I told him I was OK. I was worried how far we had gone in our videos. I said, "You wanted to shoot in my mouth. You tried to push it past my lips." Alan looked at me and said, "Sorry. My dick takes over my thinking when we start. It just wanted it in your mouth."
I said, "I'll never do that. I don't want your cum in my mouth." Alan was hard again as he looked down. He started asking. "Will you let me feel just the head of my dick in your mouth?" I said, "No. I don't want to have your cum in my mouth." He said, Just let me video you taking the head in your mouth. I will pull it right out. You have already had it on your lips. Just let me inside a minute." I asked, "Why do you want me to do it? That is real gay." He was serious when he said, "It's not gay we're just playing around. Please just try."
I knelt down again and Alan stood before me with his dick pointing at my mouth. I said, "I'll do it for just a minute." Alan started the camera and moved toward my mouth. I opened my lips and let the head slip inside. He pulled out after pushing the head of his dick just past my lips. We watched the new video. He looked at me and said, "How was it?" I answered, "OK I guess. I'm not going to throw up or anything." He said, "Thanks."
That night I was jerking off with the taste of Alan's dick in my memory. I have tasted his cum and I have let him put his dick in my mouth. Alan called me on my cell phone before I went to sleep. He said, "That was great today what you did. Do you think you will let me cum it inside your mouth again tomorrow if I get a rubber? You won't be touching any of the skin and you won't taste anything. How about it?" I said, "That would be too queer, I would actually be giving you a blow job with a rubber." He said, "Yea, kind of but no one will know."