Newsgroups: alt.sex.stories Path: samba!concert!rock!stanford.edu!agate!spool.mu.edu!sdd.hp.com!usc!sol.ctr.columbia.edu!ira.uka.de!math.fu-berlin.de!news.netmbx.de!Germany.EU.net!mcsun!news.funet.fi!fuug!anon From: an9708@anon.penet.fi Subject: Man Gives his first BJ Message-ID: 1993Feb3.230350.15221@fuug.fi Sender: anon@fuug.fi (The Anon Administrator) Organization: Anonymous contact service X-Anonymously-To: alt.sex.stories Date: Wed, 3 Feb 1993 21:03:13 GMT Lines: 143 X-Anon-To: alt.sex.stories This is a true story. I am in my early thirties. I never had a gay experience, until recently. To some extent I was encouraged by the correspondence in this and other related news groups. A bit about myself. I am "cute" with boyish good looks. My sex life, until recently exclusively with women, has nevertheless been "fringe". I am obsessively oral active, uninterested in reciprication, and not very adept at traditional love making. Consequently I have, with marginal success, sought out dominant women. All along, I have had similar "servicing" fantasies regarding men. However, I never acted. First of all, I am not gay in the usual sense. I fantasized only about sucking cock. I didn't want to get off myself. It seemed to me that a gay man would not be interested in this kind of one sided relationship. A very horny straight guy is more likely -- but how do you ask a straight guy if you can blow him? So I did nothing. Over the years, the amount of time I spent fantasizing about giving head grew and grew. Recently, I finally did something about it. The way I met someone was to place an ad in a DC gay newspaper. (It was VERY difficult dictating the ad to the FEMALE classified clerk. She helped by assuring me that she had heard everything). The ad stated that I was attractive, straight looking, etc, and was insatiably french active and that I was looking for an endowed companion who was likewise insatiably french passive.(I failed to mention my inexperience) This particular paper operates a voice mail system to collect your responses. I got about 10 responses. All but two gave me serious negative vibes. Two guys, Scott and Tom, sounded interesting. The right blend of correct physical proportions, slightly dominating but not crazy, and believable. I called Scott, got his answering machine, and he never called back. That left Tom. Tom had described himself on the voice mail as 28, atheletic but not a body builder, 5'10'' 165 lbs with the all important measurement being a true 8", as he put it. He said he was bi, and very much enjoyed being serviced. I called Tom. He was in. Nothing we discussed gave me bad vibes. He invited me to his apartment in Arlington. I told Tom that I woul come. I also told him I was inexperienced and nervous, and I wanted him to take complete control right from the start. When I got to Tom's place, He invited me in and asked me to sit down. He asked me if I was absolutely sure I wanted to go through with this. I said I was (although I wasn't). He was sitting beside me on a sofa. He undid his belt and pulled his jeans and underwear down together. His beautiful cock was semi-erect. I leaned over and took him in my mouth. Rather than describe the act in detail, I thought you might like to know how it compared with my fantasies about giving head. Well, first of all it was MUCH HARDER (harder meaning difficult) than I imagined. In a very short time (30 sec?) My jaw ached. My fantasy of having cock in my mouth continuously for hours had to be reevaluated! I quicky found myself taking rests while using my hands to pump. I found myself, unexpectedly, hoping he would come soon. This was very surprising because even though I fantasized a lot about sucking, I was a little disturbed by the cum issue. I thought that it must taste terrible and be a little gross. The other thing different from what I expected was the taste (of the cock, no cum yet). In fact, it had little taste, which was a little dissapointing. I had expected a salty-sweaty-musky taste. I actually tastes no different than sticking your fingers in your mouth. Without question, cunts have much sexier taste. My initial disillusionment aside, I really did enjoy what I was doing. However, it was the excitement associated with the thought of what was taking place rather than the act itself. My first hint that I was going to enjoy an aspect that I didn't expect to was when Tom gave off some pre-cum. It tasted VERY good, almost like I imagined the cock would. An it made his cock slippery and easier to take. Finally, Tom started do slide down the slippery slope. He pushed on my head, and with that characteristic shudder he came in my mouth. A couple surprises here. Men don't shoot gallons, like some myths contend. I know (since I am a man) that the amount is relatively modest. However, it feels like a lot in your mouth. And the taste, though different from the pre-cum, was every bit as good. Like a porn-queen, I found myself actually trying to milk him for more. In short, the process of sucking the cock was great, but not as great as I imagined. However, this was more than balanced by the fact that I enjoyed the taste of cum and the power associated with an ejaculation taking place inside my mouth much, much more than I could have imagined. My fantasies now are much more concentrated on the "end" rather than the "means". After about twenty five minutes of rest, I sucked Tom again. This time on the bed. It was easier this time. I don't think it will take long to get the hang of this... I met with Tom two more times since then. Each time has been better, and I enjoy sucking cock more and more as I practice. I have given due attention to his balls, which Tom pointed out I had neglected on our first encounter. Each time Tom has asked me about a cock sucking fantasy and tried to fulfill it. One was very nice: I wanted to give a "steam-bath" suck. Tom turned on the hot water in his shower, let the bathroom get very steamy, had me sit on the toilet while he stood in front of me. I was a very sexy suck. The other time was not so successful. I had read that a good way to deep throat was to lie on your back on a bed with your head hanging over the edge (upside down) The man the essentially fucks your mouth. I had fantasized about this often. However, the pressure from the blood rushing to my head was uncomfortable and since I had no control, Tom kept going in too far too fast and I kept gagging. Oh well, practice makes perfect. To summarize, I believe that I have found my calling, so to speak. I intend to spend the rest of my active sexual life sucking cock. My big problem now is that Tom is moving! I guess another ad will be fothcoming. I hope I get the same nice classified clerk.
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