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The waiter walked over with a big smile on his face. I must admit, he was hot. He set our food down on the table. There was tension in the air With a faltering smile, he backed away and quickly walked away. There were questions and feelings floating like heavy rain filled clouds pushing down on me. I looked down at my food and picked at the chunky chicken strip.
I didn't want to look at Jake.
I didn't want to talk to Jake.
I didn't want anything to do with Jake.
All I wanted was to curl up in a ball in between warm sheets all by myself with no one but me, myself and I. To lay there and just sleep to escape the feelings for awhile.
I heard Jake let out a sigh. My head jerked up and ended up looking anyway.
"Matt... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said anything but I'm also not. I want you to know how I feel. No, not want, but I need you to know how I feel. He said pulling in his hands.
The silence between us was almsot deafening. The awkwardness from our table seemed to creep out across the restaurant. You could see people begin to squirm in their almost."I'm not hungry," I said looking down at the food. I had truly lost my appetite.
"Umm...alright." Jake got up looking sad. His eyes were looking like a lost puppy. It tore at my heart. He was my brother and I loved him. I couldn't bear to see him in pain. He walked over and threw a few twenties on the table then offered his hand to me to help me out of my seat.
I took it an pulled, raising myself out of the seat. We walked out of the restaurant and to Jakes Jeep.
I walked to the passenger side. Jake was following close behind. My hairs prickled on the back of my neck as I `felt' him so very near.
Out of nowhere, I felt a hand grab me and through me up against the jeep. My back was pressed flat against the cold metal and Jake's strong hands where wrapped around my wrists.
"Jake-" My voice was cut off by his lips mashing against mine.
He was so gentle but aggressive at the same time. Taking my bottom lip in between his and suckling on it, he then started to softly bite and pull.
He let go of my wrists. His fingers were finding a new home tangling themselves in my hair while my breathe was quickly lurching out of my lungs.
His tongue started to push and try to force its way into my mouth. Finally, I gave up and let this unwanted invader in. His tongue caressed mine. I couldn't help but shuddered a bit.
Jake pulled away from my lips and moved his mouth down to my jaw line where he started to bite it harder. His warm tongue began to lick from my chin to my ear.
This was so wrong and I knew it to. I had to stop. I was with Brian and not Jake, plus Jake was my brother. This was hot, but so very wrong.
I snapped my face away turning it from him. Jake let out a small sigh.
"I guess you're mad now..."
"No its just this can't happen I with Brian Jake. I love him..."
"You love me too. Don't deny it. Just look inside yourself and tell me you don't Matt. All those nights I came into your room when you were first changing........how I held you in my arms-"
"Stop!" I cut him off looking away from him. My heart was beating so fast and my emotions were a fighting each other for the chance to be released.
"No......I won't. I love you Matt..." He said taking my face in his hand and moving it so our eyes were looking at each other. "And. That's. Not. Going. To. Change."
He leaned in and kissed me. Just a sweet peck on the lips. And then he opened the door for me.
It was a long silent ride home with neither of us talking the whole time. When Jake pulled up to the driveway, I jumped out. Shut the door. Not bothering to say good bye, I slammed through the front door.
All the lights in the house were still on. I walked in the door and kicked my shoes off. Looking over in the living room where I heard noises, Ari and Saven where watching an old horror movie.
They looked up and smiled at me. Ari tightened his arms around Saven and they went back to watching the show. I loved seeing them like this.
Slowly, I walked up the stairs and towards the bedroom. My head spinning, I was so tired. I wondered if Brian was home yet. I looked down at my phone for the first time tonight. Shit! I had 5 missed calls and 3 texts all from Brian. I looked at the time it was 12:23. Shit, Shit, SHIT, he was going to be mad.
I opened the bedroom door and walked cautiously in.
Wow.
There where candles and rose petals everywhere! White and read petals coated the bed and were sprinkled on the floor. Laying on the bed was Brian his black silky boxers. His perfectly sculptured body was glowing.
As soon as I walked in his head snapped up. He looked at me, I could see the emotions flickering through his eyes. Anger, sadness, happy and a few others I couldn't quite determine.
"Where the fuck have you been. I thought someone had taken you! You didn't pick up your phone or text back. I was so worried." He said walking over to me.
"I'm sorry. I had supper and was hanging out with Jake." I said while softly looking down at the floor. I noticed I was stepping on a pedal and moved my foot off it.
"That doesn't matter now. As long as you're here, I don't care." He said pulling me into his arms.
He lifted my head and kissed me on the lips. His lips wiped out the memory of Jakes kiss. As hot as his were, Brians melted by bones. I felt like I was being engulfed by the flames of his deep lust. The longer he kissed me, the more I was drawn into him and it began to dawn on me. This wasn't Brian just expressing his lust, this was a deep, deep expression of his love. I suddenly felt wanted, even needed. I wasn't just a toy or thing for Brian. His kisses communicated his love and care,while luxuriating in these thoughts, I began to be aware of the baseball bat hiding Brian's silky Calvins. It was hot, hard and huge........OH MY GOD!!! I suddenly realized what game Brian was expecting to play with that bat of his. I began to freak and feel myself begin to pull away. I was terrified of being split apart him. Brian sensed something was wrong. I feared he was determined to take me, but I then began he was kissing me
gently, softly, deeply and allowing his passion to simmer. He was waiting for me. He wasn't just going to take me, he was making love to me!
I melted into his embrace and gave myself to him. Brian sensed I was now his because I was choosing him. His tongue dove into mouth and started to mine my throat for my tonsils. I would gladly give him anything. As his hands roamed over my body, I realized my own were running over those hard muscles. My fingers toyed with the forest of hair on that massive chest. My own body was reacting in ways I had never felt. Brian pushed me backward on to the bed.
His massive body was soon on top of me. He started to bite my neck. Oh god it felt so good. I felt my fangs begin to grow.
"Shit!"
I pushed Brian away. A deep growl came from his chest as I did so. He looked down at me.
I quick covered my mouth with my hand trying not to show my fangs. I was so embarrassed by them. They always were there to remind me of what I was. And I hated it.o
Brian's hand came up and gently tried to pull mine away I fought it but in the end he won and pinned both my hands above my head.
I felt weird. He was in control and he knew it. I felt powerless and scared. But also at the same time it excited me. I knew he would never hurt me, but just having him dominating me sent chills down my spine.
"Please don't hide them from me. Your beautiful Matt. All of you...now. Smile." He said with a big grin on his face too.
I shook my head no.
Brian let go of my hands and grabbed my sides tickling them.
"AH! HAHA! " I screamed out laughing. I tried pushing Brian off but I knew it wasn't even a battle worth fighting when you lose in the end but still I tried.
Brian started laughing to. He looked at my mouth.
I knew he saw them. I wanted so badly to run out of the room but couldn't. I couldn't even stop laughing.
Finally Brian let go and flopped down next to me on the bed. I was out of breath. I turned and looked at him.
"I love you." I whispered to him. Moving closer to him.
He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close.
"I love you too Matt."
Brian kissed my forehead. I looked up and him and puffed my lips out and made a puppy face.
He smiled and kissed me on the lips.
I moved my hand under his shirt. He froze. I giggled. Brian let out a deep growl , and returned the smile. He flipped over on top of me and held me down.
He pulled off his shirt.
"If you wanted it all you had to do was ask." Brian said as he started to lick my neck.
He let go of me and pulled my shirt off over my head.
My hands covered my chest automatically. Brian let out another growl. I looked at him and slowly removed my hands. Looking down at my body. I hated it I was so skinny and I hardly had any muscle definition.
Brian noticed I was hesitating.
"Your beautiful Matt. Don't think any different."
He moved down and started to gently suck on my nipples. I couldn't help but let out a moan. It must have excited him because he began to suck them harder alternating between sucking one and pinching the other lightly with his other hand.
Soon he left my now hard little nipples and moved down kissing my light definition of Abs, down to my waist light. He started to kiss and bite the area just above my crotch. It sent shivers up my spine. He slowly unzipped my pants.
I could tell that my dick was already hard. He pulled my pants off and grabbed my dick with his hand through my shorts. My breath caught in my throat. He was touching me! Touching my dick! I have never had someone besides myself touch me like he did. And I liked it his hand was sending sparks through my body. Starting from my groin and traveling to the tips of my fingers and ends of my toes. He then pulled my boxers down allowing my 6 and a half inch dick to spring free. He grinned to himself as he leaned down and took the head into his mouth.