This is a fictional tale of this hot guy I met online. I have not hooked up with James but I am utterly smitten with this man. James is a bicurious, average guy with average body and a nice bearded face. But it's his cock and balls that make me crazy. Perfect size dick and big balls This is a new 'meet' story with this gorgeous guy. As I cannot stop thinking about him.
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Me & James O (Loving James (7)
... I had a bit of a restless night after the dinner with James. A dinner that somehow left me more uneasy about a relationship with him than before. I was just so afraid he would eventually break my heart. But I decided to at least have another date with him. Mostly because I wanted to have sex with James. If only once. He was to sexy not to want to be with him at least one time. So I called James over the weekend I had said I had plans on. Even though I stayed at home me and just binged on TV. He was glad I called him and we made the date for Friday again. Same time but a different place.
"See you soon" I said
The week flew by as I tried not to think about the upcoming date with James. I didn't want to get my hopes up too high and have them crashing down again. I met him at a local Mexican place. Some tacos and margaritas might sooth my worried head. I got there and entered the restaurant. I told the greeter I was meeting someone there. She smiled and seemed to know who.
"I think he is already here" she said "Come, walk this way"
I followed here into the restaurant. Passing tables with couples enjoying dinner. A woman saw me and lightly smiled. I smiled back. I then saw James sitting there at a table in the back. There was an opened wall to the outside. A view of the park behind the place clear and lovely. He smiled and then got up from his seat. I came over and he reached for me. Pulling me to him for a hug. So I took itm he smelled nice, and definitely felt good against me.
"How long have you been here?" I asked "Oh. Only about 5 or so minutes." "Let me waved down the waiter" "Get a drink into you"
Yes. I needed a drink. For the nerves were in high alert. He was drinking what appeared to be whiskey or something. I knew I wanted a margarita. A big margarita. The waiter came over and took my drink order. He smiled back as he looked at us. I figured he guessed we were in a date. He was obviously gay. Looking mostly a the James with a hungry eye. It partly annoyed me, but I got it. James was so handsome that I didn't doubt any guy would see him with such an eye. But to me, James didn't look much at him other than to make sure he heard my order. Asking him if he got it
"Yes sir I will place that in" he said "Did you gentlemen want an appetizer?" "Maybe in a moment" James said "Thanks"
I agreed. I was too tired to eat really. I could just drink myself away at that moment. That being my only sustanance. And I would be good with that. James looked back at me and started small talk.
"I am glad you came out" he said as he looked at me "I know it's been weird" "I think I am just nervous" "Are you?"
I looked back and answered.
"If course I am nervous* I blurted out "I don't know what this is" "Sorry."
His smile softened as he waited for me to finish my obvious train of thought. His face looking more serious.
"I am just unsure of this" I said to him "I mean I like you, I like you a lot" "But you. I mean, I just don't know.."
Me reached for my hand and grabbed it. Trying to calm me from what was an apparent panic moment. He squeezed it and again suggested that if I was still so uncomfortable that he could back off. But he said he likes me a lot too. And he really wanted to see if there was something there.
"Because. I think there may be" he added "But I don't want to push you if you are troubled" "No. It's not that" I said "I have just been hurt before and.." "I get it" he added "I get it"
He suggested we just have a nice dinner. I sighed and then took a drink as I was just plopped in the table before me. I thanked the waiter and swallowed up some flavorful booze. He asked what we wanted and then ordered. James kept trying to ease my worries as I drank and drank some more. I was actually almost done with the margarita by the time the food came. I ordered another one when the food arrived. Telling the waiter to pour me another margarita. He smiled and left us to start eating. The booze did help me loosen up some. And I was more easy to talk to now. We chatted about work and such and the state of America. I asked him how he got into law. He told me his take of someone getting screwed on something and he wanted to help them so understanding law was needed.
"Yeah. I would imagine" I said "I don't know my habius from my corpus"
I laughed at my silly comment. He just smiled. Realizing the booze was getting to me. And I kept looking at him. His face and his mouth. Oh how I longed to kiss those lips. But I mean a real kiss. Passionate and hot. I told him he was the most handsome man I had ever met. He smiled and thanked me. And we stayed there taking a bit more. Me finishing off my second margarita. We reached the end of dinner and he suggested he drive me home. That I might have had too much to drink. I laughed and thought him silly. But didn't mind spending some more time with him. So I agreed. We got to his car and he did drive me home. He was gonna leave me at the door, but I suggested he come in for a bit. That I wanted to make sure he was good to drive home.
"I am good" he said "Ohh please stay" I said back "Just for a little bit longer"
When he agreed. I reached for his hand and fiddled with his fingers. Then I pulled him to me for a kiss. He took it as our lips met. I then held him as I did. Pulling his sexy body to mine. I wanted his heat in me. That was for sure. Then I suggested he stay the night. Telling him I don't want him driving out there alone. Suggesting he might have drank too much as well. Even though he had just the one small drink. He was going to say no and leave. But as I begged him more he conceeded. But suggested he stay in the spare room. Of course I didn't want him to. I wanted his body next to mine. So I tried to convince him to just sleep with me
"No" he then stopped me "Look. I should go" "You have had too much to drink and I don't want to confuse you any more than you may already be"
He pulled from me and headed for the door. Saying he would call me later.
"Lick your door behind me" he then said
And with that he was fine again. I sat down in the sofa and just stared at the door. Realizing that I had just fucked up this second date. Or whatever it has been. I had drank way too much and made a silky fool of myself in front of him. I sat there for over an hour, just staring at the door. My mind thinking about all the possible scenarios of how the night should have gone. I huffed and sighed in disappointment. The I just decided to crawl into bed and sleep. Maybe the morning would be better than what had turned into bad night. A disasterous night.
I tried to call him in the morning to apologize for my being stupid the night before. But James didn't answer his phone. I just got his voice mail. So I left one saying to call me when he could.
He didn't.... ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
To be continued