Meet The Kilers - Chapter 10 By Andy Lake
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All the following characters are fictional, all made up by myself, thanks to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination.
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------------------------------------------------------------------- WELL BEFORE YOU START READING HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THE IMAGES THAT I DECIDED THAT LOOK LIKE THE MAIN CHARACTERS HOPE YOU LIKE EM!!!
http://www.twinkgallerypost.com/st/thumbs/006/0273338415.jpg ---- Kyle - Main Character
http://26.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kx51qxYSln1qb125xo1_500.jpg ---- Teddy - Kyle's Best Friend
http://shirlainetse.files.wordpress.com/2010/06/cute-girl-in- glasses.jpg ---- Kari Li -> Female Friend
http://picpaste.com/DSC56546-7vUiu3tW.jpg ---- Kevin -> Male Friend
http://picpaste.com/339413-lLNrGXsJ.jpg ---- THIS ONE IS ALEX, KYLE'S CLOSETED EX
http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_6kvdYfRsLpo/TO84Lge57SI/AAAAAAAAQC8/YyEQj Er33Mw/s1600/08.JPG ---- Daniel
------------------------------------------------------------------- RECAP- Last chapter Teddy found out about Atlanta's experiment with humans. They injected gamma rays into many couples to experiment with them. The only successful experiment was Kyle and Aaron. Also Kyle remembered something that drunken Alex told him one night about him being special and his job to protect him. Chapter ended with Kyle confronting Alex about it. Also an interesting new relationship arose between Calvin and Teddy. -------------------------------------------------------------------
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******************** Revelations - Chapter 10 ********************
[Kyle's POV]
"Tell me... I need to know" I said as Alex tried to breath. He lay back against the wall of the janitor closet where we were hiding.
"Well all I know is that, you're different, you're important to Atlanta. I've known you're a Striker since I was about eleven, that's when we where enlisted" Alex said.
"Enlisted? What do you mean?" I was confused.
"Li, Kevin and I were told to become your friends and keep close to you. Protect you if anyone got too close. We were to become your friends."
"What? Are you telling me Li and Kevin work for Atlanta as well?" by now I was seething.
"Well, yeah. We were told to get close to you, but after we stopped talking, Li and Kevin HAD to stay friends with you for the job." I could not believe what my ears were telling me.
"I...I don't understand?" I said as I slid into the floor, my hands ran through my hair.
"I'm sorry" Alex said hesitantly as he knelt down in front of me. His hand reached for my cheek, I looked away. His hand froze in mid air and stood there.
"Do not touch me!" I could feel my eyes water.
"What am I supposed to do? You're here hurting and I can't even hug you?" Alex asked in anger.
"Yeah, you lost that right the moment you saved your own dumb ass and burned mine" I couldn't look at him so I just kept looking away.
"Oh god...When are you going to let that go!?" He asked standing up.
"When are you going to let me go?" I asked as his eyes softened as he looked down at me."When are you going to stop hurting me?" I asked "When are you going to stop humiliating me?" He stepped back gulping.
"I-I'm sorry, you know I have to keep up appearances" He said with a defeated tone in his voice.
"Daniel doesn't. He's actually proud of us and loves me being with him. I might still love you, but that's going to change and I can feel it. You just keep pushing me into someone else's arms, when you could have me in yours. You have absolutely no idea of how much I loved you, do you? That was until I came across someone better. Don't get me wrong I'm no prize, but I don't deserve a shit like you." I said as he walked to me. His nose was practically touching mine.
"You know you don't mean that" He said confidently.
"I bet you didn't even love me!" I said bitterly.
"I can let you insult me... In fact you can say whatever you want to me" by now he was pinning me angrily up against the wall, but he never tried to put words in my mouth. "You don't know what I feel for you. You don't know what I went through. You think cigars and alcohol might numb some pain, but all they do is relax that nagging voice in my head that's screaming volumes. Saying `How could you? How could you just throw him aside? How can you keep hurting him?' My life isn't easy! I may have fucked up yours and I'm so sorry, but you don't have the right to say I didn't love you. Not when my heart still needs you. Not when I go to sleep thinking of your touch. When I stare at our marriage contract and cry. Half of my paintings are you, hell more than half! I love you. I loved you and I'll probably always love you. So please don't think or say I don't, because you don't really know how much I do." He said, breaking down near the end. He was crying. Anger painted across his face as his hands kept me pushed up against the wall.
"Why did you leave me that day?" I asked looking down not daring to look at his eyes knowing in that moment all my defences would drop.
"I was scared... I was young... I'm sorry. I know I've fucked up. I was scared of what was ahead." He said as his lips touched my forehead.
"I was scared too. I was frightened. I thought that I wouldn't do anything alone, since I had you. You were the one I'd always looked up to. You were the one who brightened my days. I'll try to forgive you, but I won't forget and I won't go back to you. I like Dan. He kisses me in public like it's the most normal thing in the world. It makes me feel special. Just like you did" I said as I pushed him off softly he backed off speechless. I touched the doorknob telling myself repeatedly not to look around.
"So you do love him?" He said as his hand gripped one of the shelves soo tight the metal bent slightly.
"No, but, I'll get there. I'll make sure of it. If I get hurt again, then I doubt it will be as bad. You made me strong, thank you. Oh and by the way ... Fuck you" I said opening the door and getting out. I heard him scream angrily and things being thrown.
I shook all thoughts of him away from my mind and rushed to P.E trying to plaster a smile on my face as I walked in. "Coaaaaaaach I developed 5 different sex organs out of the blue and the doctor said I couldn't do P.E." I said as soon as I was at the field. He looked at me wide eyed before laughing. He laughed and laughed for so long that he ended up gasping for air and in tears.
"O-ok, you and your 5 dicks go rest" He said as he kept laughing. I just smiled and nodded as I bolted to my tree. I think I never have described you my tree. Well I found this tree that day...
Flashback 2 years ago <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
"Stop kissing me faggot! I told you I am not like you." Alex said as he pushed me away. The door of the stall where we had been kissing was open and two of Alex's friends stood there wide eyed. I was slammed against the wall. I looked up at Alex, but he looked away from my pained face. Then he and his friends, still wide eyed, left the bathroom. I rushed out of school knowing that in seconds a rumour would have already ran through the whole school, like a virus!
I walked out of the school grounds. I thought about going home, but didn't know if the school would call my mom. I was hyperventilating. Tears were running like waterfalls down my face. I rushed to the back of the field, my mind was totally blank. Unable to think straight I found myself behind the bleachers. There I saw what was to become my tree. A HUGE magnolia, that had recently bloomed and was full off white flowers. I just stared at the majesty of the tree and sat under it. It was pure, untouched. I looked up as some of the petals gently drifted down on the breeze and somehow ... somehow, my troubles were able to do so as well.
I thought of Alex. I thought about what was going to happen. I thought how he was going to find a way to fix everything, not just for him but for me. You see that was Alex - a hero who had always rescued me. I remember falling asleep under that tree and Kevin and Li waking me up as Kevin carried me to his car.
"Ky... Is it true?" Kevin had a concerned look on his face. All I could do was nod.
"Kev... Leave him alone. He's gone through enough today." Li said as she opened the backdoor of Kevin's car. He was one year older than us and had already gotten his driver license.
"I don't care if you are buddy. We love you... but why did you have to come on to Alex? You're cute. I bet more than a few guys would do it willingly." Kevin said with a confused look on his face.
"Well... It was consensual. Alex and I have been together for a couple years now. We were kissing in a stall and a couple guys saw us. So he told them I was queer and came on to him." I said with a scoff as I sat up. Kev got in the driver's side and Li the passenger.
"What?!" A troubled Kevin said as he gripped the steering wheel.
"He's... an asshole" Li said looking back at me with a very pissed expression on her face.
"Tell me about it!" I said sighing as Teddy made it to the car. As soon as he saw me he hugged me and held me tight. He was the only one of my friends that knew about Alex and me. The only one I could trust ... totally.
"I'm sorry." He said as he held me tight.
"No worries. I'll get over it." I said with a smile. Yeah fucking right! A couple months later I had changed completely. I changed my wardrobe into a more emoish type person. I wore tighter clothing, because I thought maybe if I wore tighter clothing a guy would notice me and maybe I could date again. Right! Like that would ever happen. Oh, and I still have that moment engraved on my mind.
My parents were supportive the day after I was outted and even told me to stay home...but I was a Kiler. I'm no pussy. So I went to school. BIG MISTAKE! People stared at me with disgusted looks all day: my locker had FAG painted on it; the books inside were wet ... Believe me the list goes on, and on. As expected the only people who stood by me where Li, Kev and Teddy. Slowly it changed because as the year moved on more people came out. I became an old rumour and people at school seemed to start to warm up to me again. I even got hit on a couple times. Odd thing though, after a guy would hit on me he would just stop talking to me next day. Well that was my life back then, and now it seems to slowly getting better.
End of Flashback >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
"Sup" I heard Daniel say as I looked up.
"Not much... What about you?" I asked as he crouched down in front of me.
"Just saw you weren't in P.E. Five dicks...seriously?" He said letting out a sexy deep laugh.
"Well it's a hydra syndrome you know. I tried to cut one off and 2 popped out." I said as he kept on laughing.
"Are you really ok?" He said as he knelt down in front of me, his hand brushed my cheek as he slowly closed the distance and kissed me. It was a soft kiss that simply meant hello and I've missed you.
"I am." I said as I wrapped my arms around his back. He was on his knees and I was resting my face on his chest.
"Your eyes are red. Please talk to me." He whispered softly.
"I talked with Alex today. I feel...confused." I said as he froze.
"About me and you...?" He gulped loudly.
"No you asshole. About me" I said as he gave me a painful squeeze.
"That's for calling me asshole, and what about you?" He asked as we switched positions. He sat with his back against my tree and I sat between his legs with my back on his front; my butt on the grass not his lap. His hand wrapped around my stomach, hiding my own under his big hands.
"Well, I found out that I am a kind of experiment." I said as he smelt my hair.
"What?" He asked a little loudly.
"Yeah! Atlanta ran an experiment on the company's couples and Aaron and I were the results of successful experiments with gamma rays." I said as his hands squeezed mine tighter.
"What would they do that for?" He asked disturbed. I proceeded to tell him the whole story, which took about 10 minutes. He held me tight as I fumed about being an experiment.
"So we think Aaron was kidnapped, not killed ... and I heard Alex once when he was drunk tell me I was special. Different from the rest... I took it as special in the love kind of way. After thinking it through though that did not seem right, he said with intensity and meaning. So I confronted him today. He told me Li and Kev are also agents who were told to be my friends so they could protect me and I feel...so... confused. I'm thinking are they really my friends because they love me, or are they my friends because they have to be and they get paid for it?"
"Well babe, your life's fucked up and whatever you need I'm here to help. Ok? Now, what about your friends? Do you really think the memories you have built together are fake?" He asked as his hands softly massaged mine, I snuggled back into him to get comfortable.
"Shut up, you're not a psychologist. Just stay there, look handsome and be my pillow." I said grumpily as I rested my face on his pec and closed my eyes. His hand touched my face, moved to my chin and gently moved it upwards to meet his lips.
"Whatever you say" He said with another kiss on my lips.
"Pillows don't talk" I said with sour look on my face.
"Yet you don't nag me for kissing" He said as I smiled at him. The sunlight hit his face perfectly, making him look like an angel with soft yet manly features and a smile, sweet in an invitingly teasing way. What was I to do? I kissed him again, my lips melting into his. Before I realized, I had straddled his body and was sitting on top of him, my arms around his neck. Looking down to Dan as my lips kept on tasting his. There was a taste of mint and a hint of tobacco, which meant he smoked and tried to cover it up. It tasted good though. It tasted like Dan. His lips where prying mine open. His tongue caressed mine as we both moaned softly. My hands went under his P.E shirt. I felt his lower abs as his hands went under my shirt and massaged my sides.
"You taste nice" I moaned as his lips went to my neck and kissed it softly.
"You taste better! Your skin is smooth and silky, not like mine." He said as he kissed his way up my neck to my lips again as his hands massaged the sides of my hips and moving to my abs. He touched them gently feeling the smooth skin. His mouth seemed hungrier as he kissed me with more passion. Ohhhh yes his lips where in sync with mine and the kiss felt divine, as if our mouths followed a melody only they were aware of. It was passionate, but not lustful or obscene. It was the perfect kiss. He kept on touching me skin, his hands gripped me tightly as he laid me down on the grass. He was on top of me kissing me slowly. Our lips parted as he looked down to me, his lips were reddish from our kisses. Our eyes were locked together; his were black and so entrancing. I felt lost in them, as if they could see right through me.
"I trust you" I said as I looked up at him. His hand touched my cheek.
"You are so beautiful ... I love you" He said as he pecked me once more.
"I'll get there" I said confidently as he chuckled.
"That's all I'm asking for" He sat back against the tree and we assumed our old position, my back against his front and his back against the tree. I snuggled into his warm body as he dug around his pockets. He lit a cigarette and placed it on his lips.
"Pillows don't smoke" I said as I felt my eyes getting heavy.
"Shut up and sleep" he said as he kissed the top of my head. He exhaled the smoke upwards. Do I mind if he smokes? Well he looks kinda sexy and I don't mind the taste. It's Dan! I think it is ok. I think to myself as my eyes got heavier. My breaths got slower as his warm body relaxed me. I felt at ease, his free hand held mine and stroked it with tenderness. I felt as if my body was melting into his. I'm not in love yet, but I'm more than sure that I'll get there. That was my last thought before I fell asleep on my lover's body. My lover...Sounds good. Doesn't it?
[ Alex's POV ]
I was practically screaming my head off, bashing around the janitor closet. I destroyed a couple jugs with some liquid and it started stinking like cleaning a toilet so I got out of there quick. I ran a hand through my hair, boy had I fucked up I had just taken a crap on the pile of shit that's my life! I slid down the wall until my butt hit the ground and gripped my hair tightly in my fists. I knew it was a mistake letting Kyle take all the fire and saving my own ass. I just...I can't believe he questioned the fact that I love him. I can't even let myself forget about him. Sure, I kiss other people but my lips feel numb. My heart doesn't race and it's dull. I'm that fucked up... and that in love. I thought it was going to be all right. Only one more year, but that fucking asshole Dan moved in. I only had one more year to wait! Once that year was up and I was off to college and I could follow Kyle to his college of choice and come out and have him be mine for the rest of our lives together. Didn't work out like that! That asshole he had to fuck it all up.
"Dude... Whatcha doing?" One of my buddies said as he looked down at me.
"Nothing man... Just thinking" I said as he gave me his hand and propelled me upwards.
"You've been doing lots of thinking lately" He says with a laugh.
"Guess I have. Man I can't take another hour of this shit. Imma go home see ya" I said, he nodded and walked off to class. I went to my locker, got my backpack and slung it over my shoulder. Shit! P.E. I'll tell coach I can't go. So I rushed to the field. Everyone was playing around the field, today's game was soccer.
"Coach I'm not feeling cool today. Imma heading home" I said as he looked up at me.
"Damn... Three lazy asses it is today then." He says chuckling.
"Three?" I asked.
"You... Kyle, well he never does P.E ... Oh and Daniel, he said he wasn't feeling great either." Coach said before running off yelling 0 at some guy. Daniel and Kyle - odd but I doubted very much if it was a coincidence. So I walked to the back of the bleachers, crossed the small fence that bordered the school grounds and walked into the lightly forested area. I saw the huge magnolia tree a little ahead and there was Dan, sitting against the tree having a smoke. He was hugging Kyle to himself and kissing his hand every now and then as Kyle slept. I felt the stirring pain in my heart, the thumping and knotting of my stomach so I tore my eyes away from the scene and walked off. I couldn't take it anymore.
I rushed away and ran past the field to my car. I got in and slammed the door shut. FUCK IT! I started punching the steering wheel wildly, didn't make me feel any better though. I grabbed it tight and looked down to my lap as tears slipped down my face. It could've been me holding him. It was supposed to be me holding him!
I started the car and drove away. I was going really fast, my mind raging with images of what could have been. Going with Kyle to the movies, or going with Kyle to the store, cooking with Kyle, family dinners, married...A life...together? Tears run faster. What the fuck am I doing thinking about marriage this young. As soon as I was home I rushed up to my art room and locked myself away, like I always did. The walls once where white before I painted them with a sea of colours. It was my favourite room in the whole house, my safe area, my escape.
"Where is it?" I mumbled as I rummaged around my drawers in the desk. "Here" I said as I pulled out a box. I opened it and inside was all of my memories; pictures of Kyle and me, love letters and my own copy of our marriage agreement. I touched it and pressed it against my chest, the pain had started to subside. I sat down and took a couple breaths. The tears stopped as I grabbed the contract. His signature was on the bottom. I kissed it and let my mind travel to better times, happier times.
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Flashback 2 years ago <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
The door of the stall burst open. We were caught red-handed, my lips where on Kyle's and he was slightly on top of me. As soon as I saw Jordan and Mike staring at us I lost it. I didn't know what to do. What I thought most of all was fear and panic set in. Since Kyle was on top of me the first idea that came to my mind was to just push him away.
"What you doing faggot!" I screamed as his body slammed against the stall wall. He looked up at me with a sad lost look. I couldn't keep with the eye contact for even a second... The moment the words slipped out of my mouth my heart felt as if it was being ripped into pieces. I tried to make the most disgusted look I could muster. His eyes locked with mine, pleading with me for help, pleading with me to be his hero that I had always been in the past...Pleading for love, for understanding, for support. I shrugged him off and walked out with my friends. My eyes stinging with the need to cry and all I could picture was Kyle sobbing as he fell to the cold bathroom floor... I had saved myself and yet I felt like a complete and utter bastard.
"Dude that shit was weird?" Jordan said looking at me suspiciously.
"What the hell I know! The queer practically pushed me into the stall and shoved his mouth on mine. I was scared shitless man." I said every word stabbing pain into my very being.
"For a second there I thought you were queer man. My mind was fucking flipping, I'll tell ya" He said with a laugh.
"Dude... You have to tell everyone we got a queer around" Mike said as we walked.
"Ya think that we shouldn't just brush it off" I said hopefully.
"Don't worry we will tell em he kissed you. He did kiss you right?" Jordan asked.
"Of course dude you know I ain't a queer" I said offended.
"Then are you going to tell?" He asked.
"Of course man, everyone has to know what we are up against" I said laughing as we walked into the cafeteria.
When the day was finally over, I rushed out of the school. I had to find Kyle; we needed to talk about a plan. I could still be there for him. I would try to lessen the pressure. I would try and do something. I went to his final class and waited outside but he didn't come out. I walked out of the school grounds and saw Kev carrying him to his car. Did I make him faint? I felt worry run right through me. I started to walk towards the car.
"You fucking piece of shit!" I heard someone say behind me. It was Teddy, Kyle's nerdy friend.
"What do you want?" I asked rolling my eyes.
"I heard what you did to him! I know you two have been dating! How could you do this to him?" Teddy said with a pissed look on his face.
"You know?! Tell anyone and I kill you" I said feeling the fear run through my body again.
"Don't worry as long as you stay away from Kyle I won't whisper a word! Hurt Kyle and people find out the truth!" He said pissed as he ran to Kyle. Later that day, I followed Kevin's car towards Kyle place. They dropped him off, he walked inside. After a while, I guess he was talking to his parents. I looked up to his window. He walked in. He hugged his mom and smiled. She kissed the top of his head and walked out. He looked out of the window. His face looked sad, totally destroyed. He hugged himself and sobbed softly. I wanted to run upstairs and tell him he had me. That he would never lose me. I would beg for him to forgive me and things would find their place. I sighed trying to find the resolve to take a step into his house and then I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"You are dismissed." Kevin said as he looked at me angrily.
"W-w-what?" I asked.
"I've just talked to ATLANTA. Your mission had been revoked. You are fired, sacked. You have put this mission in danger... I say this as an ATLANTA striker. And this..." His fist slammed me into my face quite hard, I stumbled into the floor. "This is as Kyle's friend... Don't you dare make him cry again you sick fucker." He said flaring. Something about Kevin you might not know is that he is not a rough guy; he is just too nice to be a jock... He isn't an asshole and actually cares about people. So seeing him red face and breathing like a mad bull with his eyes red and watered was really quite scary.
"I...I have...to talk to Kyle. I want to be with him still." I begged standing up.
"NO! I won't let you go up there! You get your sorry ass back home right now or I'm going to kill you. He's all depressed and sad because of YOU...You proud about that?! You think after what you did, a half assed apology will do?! When you have the balls to come out to the whole school then that day I'm gonna let you talk to him, but until that day..." He said as he walked to Kyle's door and seconds later into his room. He hugged him tight and looked out the window at me. I sighed. I guess he is right... An apology won't be enough.
That day I walked home with a broken heart. I walked to my art room. It was still new back then. One of the walls was still white. I grabbed the huge bucket of grey. I dug two of my brushes in and started splashing the pain onto the wall. Art was the way out for me. I kept on splashing around. I started to brush the globs of grey paint until the whole white wall was grey. The exact middle I painted a black circle. I grabbed the white and made white slashes along the grey paint. I finally mixed some yellow and green and painted slight spots along the wall. I took orange and around the black circle made a sun like effect mixing orange and green with a light yellow. I took a couple steps back. My shirt and jeans where full of paint so where my hands and my face. I looked at the wall and it was Kyle's eye. Grey with green freckles all over. The grey colour of his eyes is so beautiful. The little sunlight coming out of his pupils...Enchanting. I sat down.
"I'm sorry" I said softly to the wall. I felt the tears run down my eyes like waterfalls falling on the newspaper covered floor.
End of Flashback >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
I held the marriage contract we made when we were kids. I held it tight to my heart. After that day Kyle's life was turned upside down. He was hated and mistreated for a whole year. That's when people started coming out though. People stopped teasing Kyle. He started wearing tighter clothes. He looked sexier; he grew his hair so it covered his forehead. He became a walking wet dream, every time I noticed a guy looking at him for more than 2 minutes with a look of lust I would lose it. I ended up threatening everyone who hit on him. Telling them I was going to out them if they ever spoke to him again. They thought it was weird for me to ask that. I just told them I didn't want more gays at school. They bought it....
The hard part was when guys who were out hit on him. What was I supposed to do then? Well intimidate them! I told my friends a new way to bully Kyle was to scare away the guys who liked him so he'd be alone. They thought it was genius and scared off any possible guy. Quite a scumbag I am, but I hated the idea of guys taking him away from me. I was in control as long as he still stared longingly at me. I still had a chance, until Dan. I couldn't intimidate someone's who was as popular as me. He looked strong enough to hold his own in a fight. He looked hot enough to make anyone melt for him and he chose Kyle. My Kyle.
"Asshole" I muttered softly. Yeah I hate him, but isn't it normal to hate the one that stole away your loved one? It's not like I can blame him, just like Kyle said `You pushed me into other guy's arms'... Yeah that was what I did. I pushed him away into someone who was brave enough to be proud of loving him. So is it cruel of me, is it selfish of me to desire that he vanish? That Kyle becomes alone again and craves me as much as I crave him. I guess I'm just hopelessly in love. Can I heal? Can I move on like Kyle is doing? Yeah right, because I would meet someone with the heart to sacrifice himself for me. Kyle could out me anytime, he has letters I signed. He has our marriage contract. He has pictures of us hugging. I doubt if anyone exists like him.
"I won't give up" I just can't give up, not yet. Do I really have what it takes to be with Kyle, to be worthy of loving Kyle? Would he ever love me again with as much intensity? He said so today. He still loves me. His heart still beats for me. He still remembers my kisses, my arms around him. God! Why is it so hard to love someone?
I looked into the mirror on my desk. My eyes were glassy with tears. If he still loves me can I have a second chance? If so what do I do? I want to be that guy, the one he needs...To hold him under that tree; to hold his hand, to kiss him proudly. To tell him I love him because I know he will say it back. Can I really be that guy?
I held the marriage contract close to me.
Kyle Kiler, do you accept Alex Blake as your husband (Of course he does!! Why ask that?).
Alex Blake, do you accept Kyle Kiler as your lawfully wedded husband (Of course he does DUH) and cook for him his favourite food. Have sex with him daily and always recognize him as a super sexy stud?! Love him, because he loves you... Always loved you... Will, love you. Do you?
He did. He loved me the same way I loved him and if just a bit of those feelings linger in his heart I have a chance. A chance to show him he would always own my heart, a chance to show him that it really is until death do us part. I just have to show him that.
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