Meeting Bryce

Meeting Bryce XV

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Jawan had been coming to stay the weekend for four weeks. We were still anxiously waiting to hear if Austin would be emancipated. Just like we had promised, the water sports had been whittled down to little more than the pee tea over the weekend and not too much more during the week.

With Easter coming we had a three day weekend coming up and Bryce had been trying to talk us into going camping north of the city at a clothing optional gay camp grounds. The physical part of me thought it sounded like fun but the mental part knew that if there were too many gay men there I would suffer headaches most of the weekend. I had gone to a doctor that Heidi had recommended but he offered me no solution, he wasn't even sure he believed in my ability. He did recommend a therapist that he thought believed in what I told him that might know how to do what I was hoping I could do, limit the voices I read to a minimum so I wouldn't have the debilitating headaches.

The first time I had an appointment with the therapist I had to wait in her lobby with four other patients. Three of them had nothing on their minds other than sex, bizarre or unusual sex most of which I thought was illegal. One of the patients was a pedophile that kept running the last boys he had raped through his mind getting an erection that he wanted to whip out and jerk. The second patient had erectile dysfunction problems, he was running ways he could satisfy his much younger lover through his mind broadcasting them loud. The third patient was a prisoner that deserved to be in prison, he had murdered men and women to see what it was like to fuck a corpse, he was not repentant in fact he was looking at patient number one as his next possible target.

I was straining to think rationally when I finally was called into the therapists office. She could see that I was suffering and asked what she could do. I told her that was why I was visiting her, I had been given her name a a possible source that could help me with the sex waves that came to my brain and in crowded situations left me debilitated. She started asking some questions which I could quickly tell were her way of determining if I was actually reading other people's thoughts or imagining what they were thinking. I cut her off and told her what her previous three patients had been broadcasting while waiting to see her.

We spent the rest of the hour trying to pinpoint when the thoughts would hurt the most. When I explained how bad they had hurt me in New Orleans during Mardi Gras she said she saw how that might be if I was actually being physically affected by the thoughts. I let her know that most of the time I had no problem but in a situation that was overtly sexual and a crowd amplified that there was a huge problem. We discussed just staying away from those situations which I assured her was my daily mode of existence. Bryce had agreed not to take me to any of the gay bars in Houston.

We discussed at length how it was helpful in my everyday living situation with Bryce.

I let her know about Bryce's desire to take me to a clothing optional gay campground. I let her know my fear that gay men in that situation tend to only think about sex although they may talk about other matters such as politics. I explained that I had tried heavy doses of over the counter painkillers prior to being in such a situation and that hadn't helped.

With the hour almost over she admitted not to know how to help me but would reach out to other therapists that worked with people that claimed to hear others, not spirits or voices. She promised if she didn't have something that might help the next visit that she wouldn't charge me for either visit. She thought that some therapists that worked with bio-feedback should have if not an answer at least a partial way of limiting the noise and pain.

Heidi had agreed to lend Bryce her RV, when I saw it I wondered what she could do that she neededs such a huge machine. He spent an evening at her house learning everything we would need to do to get set up properly and tear down again. When Bryce tried telling me about it all it sounded like too much work, wouldn't a tent be easier? He agreed but said he had never learned to like air mattresses and if we got a cold snap the RV would be much more pleasant.

The weekend before we were to go Jawan asked if we could take his youngest brother with us. The boy was only fourteen at the time so we had to show Jawan where their pamphlet said that they only admitted men over twenty-one on the weekends. He tried to plead with us but Bryce held firm, I didn't care if that was where we went or not. If we went somewhere else he could come along and we would see if Jawan had been exaggerating when he told us about his brothers. He had shown us pictures of his two younger brothers, they were both cute although the one was much too effeminate for my tastes.

Thursday at Noon the three of us left work and drove out to Heidi's home in the Woodlands. That was the direction we were heading so riding in Bryce's car wouldn't have been a problem if there hadn't been three of us for two seats. We put the passenger seat back as far as it would go and I tried sitting between Jawan's legs. He kept kidding me that I should get undressed and sit on his cock for the whole trip. That might have been interesting but I was enjoying the feel of his cock on my back and didn't think I could ride it without hitting the roof anytime Bryce hit a bump on the road..

It took Bryce about twenty minutes to remove the blocks and other paraphernalia that Heidi had to keep the R V from being a problem at her house. She had put the battery charger on so the RV was ready to go to the first gas station where we filled the tanks, more than $100. worth of gas. It took us about two hour and fifteen minutes to get to the campgrounds, another hour to set up and we were all in the mood to eat. The cost for the weekend includes food but that did not include Thursday night or Friday breakfast so we had brought some groceries for those meals.

Bryce or I had done all the cooking up until that time. Looking over what we had in the way of groceries Jawan offered to cook dinner. I laughed at him saying he was just doing that so Bryce didn't piss in his soup. He said we had told him that everyone needed to pitch in for the weekend and he was trying to do his part. Bryce and I took a walk. We had been glad the drive was over so we could get out of our clothing, as we walked around we saw we weren't the only ones that had gotten rid of clothes when they arrived. The RV that had been behind us had three men putting our their blocks and hooking up the electricity, all three had shed whatever they had been wearing and were happily working in the nude, without a sexual thought in their minds.

We were back at the RV in about thirty or so minutes. I was happy that I had been able to walk around the park without being bombarded with sex thoughts. There had been a few and even one or two directed at Bryce or me. While Jawan finished what he was making Bryce and I pulled a table out from under the RV, set it up and put an oilcloth over it. I thought the food was overcooked but didn't say so to Jawan, we complimented him so he would be willing to cook again but if that was his way of cooking I wasn't sure I would want him trying again.

The temperature was still in the high seventies while we cleaned up and put the table away. Jawan said he wanted to work off some of the food, would we walk with him? The sun had set so we set out with three flashlights. Jawan wasn't going to get a good feel of the campground but we did show him some of the important places. There were a half dozen naked men in the pool and three or four tables full of men sitting around the edge. I was sorry I went with Jawan and Bryce, the waves of sexual thoughts coming at me were so strong that I almost lost my balance walking from the pool to the shower house.

We escaped the pool area before my head was hurting too bad to continue. In an outbuilding there was music blasting, Bryce and Jawan wanted to see if there were people dancing. I let them go in alone and wandered maybe a hundred feet away to find a seat. The thoughts I was reading were at a fairly low level and the headache that I had started to develop was gone. I was approached by two single men that were thinking sex but not any specific act. When I told them I was waiting for my lover to come out of the building blaring music they moved on without a complaint.

I was glad to know that it was that easy to turn men down at the campground, we had been told that there wouldn't be anyone forcing the issue of sex because there would be plenty of opportunities if it wasn't us. Bryce and I had only been in a gay bar that weekend in New Orleans while there I had seen gay men being much more aggressive and unwilling to accept NO for an answer. I hadn't seen any men that I thought Bryce would want to take into the RV, I was hoping for a weekend where we could spend time talking to people and returning to our bed with Jawan. After a month I was taking his cock without too much pain and riding him like he had never been ridden.

Bryce and Jawan came out of the dance hall with a huge man. Until they were close I couldn't tell that he was a dark black man, almost purple. The three of them were talking calmly and no one was touching anyone else. I wasn't reading any sex waves so I had no idea why they were bringing the man to introduce him to me.

"Kiff, this is Jeffrey. Jeffrey used to be the chauffeur for my parents and I. For the first six years of school he would drive me up to the entrance and wait until I was inside. In many ways Jeffrey protected me more than my parents. But that came with a price, not the wage they were paying him but my virginity. He and the Butler raced to see who would get in me first. Jeffrey won that race but for months all he was able to get in me were his fingers.

"The first time he did actually fuck me he left me bleeding. When he saw that he took me to a strange doctor, not the pediatrician my Mother would have taken me to."

"It was my brother. I didn't want anyone that would report what I'd done." Jeffrey had his head down, he might have been ashamed of raping a child.

"By the time I was in the fifth grade Jeffrey was fucking me at least once a week. Did you know that the Butler was also fucking me?"

"He bragged about having you suck his cock but never said anything about fucking you, too. I wouldn't have been happy about sharing your tight little asshole." There was a real flare of anger.

"I was in the sixth grade and had seduced the trainer when the Butler ratted Jeffrey out, my parents fired him that day without even asking me if what the Butler had said was true. I don't know which of the two I would have sided with, I much preferred the once a week to the everyday the Butler was visiting my rooms." Bryce almost sounded wistful speaking about his childhood.

"By the time Jeffrey left I was already having sex with my classmates, my cock wasn't that big, but we sucked each other and I fucked maybe ten of them by the time we made it to seventh grade." I'd heard some of this story but it was the first time either Jeffrey or Jawan got the full story.

"If I had known about the Butler I would have killed him for you. I still would if you want me to." I didn't know why but I believed he would if Bryce said do it.

"Think about it Bryce, now I need to get over to the RV, my husband is waiting." Jeffrey walked into the dark humming a song I didn't recognize.

"You had it rougher than even my brothers."

"Not really, neither of them made me drink any piss or lick their asses. I didn't get to do that until probably the eighth grade when I was allowed to have boys stay at the house overnight. If my parents had known I would have been kept at home and tutored. I know that because when I finally told them they let me know they would have tried to protect me by doing just that."

"Alright, now we have Bryce's story and you both know all about me. What about you Kiff, who started you off?" I thought I had mentioned to Jawan that I had been a virgin when I met Bryce but I guess it hadn't registered.

I told him again that Bryce was my first. Jawan didn't seem to believe me but Bryce told him that from as innocent as I had been he did.

We were back to the RV by that time and were sitting outside in canvas chairs. I was thinking about how nice the weather was and how I enjoyed being with Bryce. Jawan must have been feeling the same, he usually was much more into fucking and being fucked but as we sat there he got down on the grass and started to suck one of our cocks and then the other. I sat back and held Bryce's hand looking at him once in a while seeing a dreamy look that was accompanied by a sex wave that I read as his desire to fuck me right there, I squeezed his hand and looking at him I said I was happy the way things were happening. I say that because I really do like it when Jawan gets my cock in his throat and licks at my balls he is the best man at sucking that I know.

I would have leaned over to kiss Bryce but there was just a little too much space between us. Jawan was going down on him when I managed to pull my chair closer so we could rub each others chest and kiss. With him alternating between us we were both able to hold back from cumming for quite a while. Maybe the tenth time or so when he came back to me he skipped my cock and went for my balls knowing how I love that. A few minutes of his mouth rolling and sucking on my balls and I wanted to finish myself off by jacking, Bryce saw me going for my cock with my hand and swatted it away. He leaned over and started to give me head, with the two men working for my orgasm it only took a few minutes. What did surprise me was that Bryce shared the cum by dribbling it on my balls for Jawan to lick up. I had been stroking Bryce a little while cumming, he asked me to stop. Almost as soon as I did I felt Jawan's mouth above my hand sliding down the shaft.

I wanted to give him the same pleasure as they had given me but he held my head up by kissing until I felt his orgasm flowing through his body. On a normal day either Bryce or I would have returned the blow job but Jawan finished himself with his hand, cumming on our feet. I didn't ask but I have to think Bryce had a mental orgasm when he did that. A moment later Jawan was laying in the grass licking at the cum he had shot on us. He is not as good as Bryce at licking and sucking feet but he does well and I could feel my cock responding.

He had moved over to Bryce's foot when I 'read' that Jawan was hoping that we would both fuck him before we went to bed. I thought it was only fair, there weren't many nights that we allowed him to be the center of our activities but he had three loads of cum in his mouth, why not give him two more in his ass?

I told Bryce what Jawan was wanting, he gave me a chuckle and asked who got to go first. I didn't care but I was hard enough to do it, then. I'm getting to be almost as much an exhibitionist as Bryce so the fact there were three men off to one side that could easily see what we were doing and two space down a group of men drinking, laughing and singing that could see us if they turned our way didn't bother me. I got down on the grass and pulled Jawan up onto his knees. I had been allowing my own prejudices stop me from licking his ass but that night I felt he deserved it and I pulled my face into his ass and started working his asshole with my tongue.

I was still reading his desire to be fucked but the intensity had increased and he was almost begging for a cock in his ass. I didn't wait any longer. Bryce had thrown me a packet of lube, I opened it and greased my cock and plowed into Jawan. He let out a really loud "FUCK", well if he wanted people to see him being fucked he had attracted their attention. For fifteen minutes or so I fucked his ass using every kind of stroke I had learned since the first time I had fucked a man.

"Shoot it on the entrance so I can use your cum for lube." Bryce and I had used each other's cum for lube many times.

"No, please shoot your cum deep inside me, get me pregnant. I want to have your babies."

That was the first time I had ever heard Jawan say anything that made me think of him in any way that was feminine. Sure there were men that wanted to carry a child but to have their love make them pregnant was a different story. We had never called our fucking breeding and the idea had me flowing sperm into him from as deep as I could go to shooting on his asshole.

"No, Bitch, that baby is going to be mine!" I had never heard Bryce talk to anyone that way. In our home there had been so little swearing that one visitor had asked if it was a monastery. The entire time he fucked Jawan he kept swearing, I couldn't tell if that was because he was more excited than usual or because Jawan had gotten him started with the pregnancy comment. By the time Bryce was yelling that he was giving him his baby makers he was being watched by all of those close enough to hear them.

Jawan didn't get up off the grass. He murmured a thanks to both of us and went back to sucking toes. I 'read' him thinking how good it was to have men that not only liked him but would happily fuck him and let him fuck them. I had to wonder 'had Bryce finally been able to take his cock, too?'

"Bryce, Jawan do either of you want anything to drink?" We had stocked the RV with sodas that Jawan would drink but Bryce and I usually avoided soda unless we were trying to sweeten our piss. We had stopped in the Woodlands and bought three bottles of liquor, they should be able to last us, we had times when we drank a lot but most of the time it was just one or two drinks before heading to bed.

Shockingly Jawan spoke up first. "You can give me as much piss as you want."

That wasn't what I was planning. Bryce stood up first and told him to open up that he had a bladder full that he needed to give him. Jawan sat up like a dog waiting for a treat. As soon as the piss started to hit his tongue he was swallowing barely letting any to overflow onto his chest, he even bent over and licked the last few drops off Bryce's cock before turning to me, "and you, sir?"

Hell, if he wanted a load of my piss I wasn't going to deny him the pleasure. My aim wasn't as good as Bryce's, still Jawan caught most of the stream that flowed over his face, some ran down onto his cock. I had never seen Jawan as pleased to have our piss since the first time I saw him smiling when Bryce pissed on him. I was almost done when Jawan aimed his own piss up his chest and soaked himself better than I would ever have been able to do.

"I'm going to the shower room. I'll meet you in bed."

"Let's go with him. A nice warm shower would feel good and get the cum still on our feet off." Bryce looked at me weirdly but dropped down beside Jawan and took my foot into his mouth and sucked off what cum Jawan had missed. My cock want to respond to his sucking but I was dead.

"Jawan, you are acting different tonight than you ever have, what's up?"

"Last night when my older brother agreed to take care of the younger boys he grilled me about what I am when there are two white men already in love. He wanted to know if I was just your pussy boy or if I was a houseboy or most insulting your slave. I tossed around all night wondering those same questions. What are we and more specifically what am I to the two of you. One of the things that crossed my mind and I hated was that I was just your 'nigger stud'. The way you have me fuck you every weekend, Kiff, made me think that was what you thought of me.

"The two of you didn't think about what I wanted out of our relationship. Sure you make certain I have been somewhat pleased before I go home but that's it 'only somewhat'. I can't say what is missing although the weekends when Kiff pays more attention to me are the best we have had together."

"Don't think he's yours, Jawan. Kiff is my lover and I plan on that being the way it is for a very long time." That was as declarative as Bryce had ever been about his feelings for me, I leaned into him in the shower and kissed his chest.

"I've never thought I wanted to come between the two of you. I just want more of the two of you when I'm around."

"What more of us is there, Jawan?" I am not that relationship smart but I moved from Bryce over to Jawan and laid my head the same place on his chest as it had been on Bryce's, he needed to now that there was more to us having him with us than just sex. Still, more than anything I enjoyed holding his butt, whether I was fucking it or he was fucking me and I took hold of it while standing there with my head on his chest.

Bryce and I had talked about the fact that Jawan was spending every weekend with us. We had tried to determine if we were willing to have him actually move in with us or whether he was just a fuck buddy. A month was not long enough for us to determine that we could live with him around all the time, he had some quirks that neither of us could ignore. Also, I had trouble accepting the way he was with his brothers but had trouble being with us.

Bryce came the two steps over to us and reached between us and grabbed us hard by the balls. "If you girls are done with your love fest do you think one of you can wash my back?"

I knew he was trying to lighten the mood but I wasn't ready for that and didn't think Jawan was either. "We might help you later, after you wash our asses for us."

I had been reading Bryce, he had been wanting me to break apart from Jawan so he could push me out from under the water and lick my ass. He didn't care that there were signs asking for there to be no sex in the shower room. Jawan kissed me hard and then broke my hold and turned me so I was facing the wall like him and put our hands above our head to lean us over with our asses waiting for Bryce.

Jawan thought Bryce was going to be washing or asses, he just didn't know that Bryce would be using his tongue to do it. He sagged towards the wall when he felt Bryce's tongue licking at his hole then pushed his body up so his butt was out with Bryce spreading his cheeks with both hands. I had hoped that Bryce wouldn't take too long licking at Jawan, my ass was starting to feel the need. I didn't think either Bryce or Jawan would be ready to fuck me so I hoped Bryce worked my ass with his tongue hard enough to do the job.

I thought about Jawan, he wanted more from us but he wasn't thinking about fucking me, what had originally brought us together. Maybe when he saw Bryce licking me deep he would get the idea, yes sometimes he is just a fuck buddy. I promised myself that the next day I would spend time with him in nonsexual situations as much as possible. We had both said we wanted to try the pool so that could be part of our fun, the sign that said there was to be no sex in the pool could help. I guess seeing that Bryce had ignored the sign about sex in the shower room Jawan thought he could, too. Unfortunately the floor was too slippery and I had to put him off until we returned to the RV or at least got outside.

I was cooking bacon the next morning when a man walked through the door and asked if I didn't know that cooking bacon while naked was dangerous. I turned so he could see that I was wearing a cock sock to protect myself and asked who he was. Before he had time to answer Bryce ran out from the master bedroom and yelled "William!"

The two naked men hugged for longer than I would have thought normal. As soon as they broke the hug Bryce introduced me to his cousin William, I would have given him a hug but I had eggs cooking and didn't have the moment to break away. Bryce asked if we had enough food that William could join us, I said sure. The cousin demurred from eating saying he had eaten his breakfast at a diner alongside the road. I don't know if he even thought what he was doing but Bryce handed William a cup of my tea. The pair were busy talking and distracting me, I asked them to set the table up outside. They had made a racket and wakened Jawan. He was still rubbing sleep out of his eyes when he kissed me on the cheek. He asked if he could help, I showed him the plates and silverware and told him they would need enough for four outside. I caught a glimpse of his butt as he walked to the door, I couldn't help myself. I let out a wolf whistle and he threw me the finger.

I heard Bryce introducing Jawan to his cousin and his cousin responding by asking if he had finally broken all of his Father's prejudices. It was the first time I had heard anyone call him prejudiced but as I thought about it I realized that there were no black people in any positions of authority in the company and that other than the Butler I hadn't seen any at his house. I had no say on any hiring, but I was allowed voice on some promotions and told myself that I needed to do something to make the company more diverse.

Breakfast was louder than any we had at home, mostly it was William. Bryce and his cousin told stories about each other and when William asked for a second cup of tea told us the first time he and Bryce had tried to drink piss. It was an amusing story until he said that he had to hold Bryce down on the ground and piss directly into his mouth to make him try what he had already done. William is a year or two older than Bryce but they resemble each other quite a lot.

"How did you know to find us?"

"Aunt Heidi said that she was lending you the RV and where you were going. I decided that I had enough time to drive over. We haven't seen each other in almost a year, I apologize for not making it to your housewarming. I was going to fly into Houston but I wasn't able to drive to the Airport in time to catch the last flight that day. I teach two classes that are late in the afternoon, you know how I hate getting up in the morning."

"Did you come by yourself?"

"Of course, this is the place to get laid a dozen times over the weekend, no boyfriend would put up with that." Even though he had said that his thoughts weren't on having sex. Why he was there I couldn't tell but it wasn't to get laid.

"Well, I may get lucky and have my two boyfriends lay me that often." William started to say something about not allowing Jawan to fuck him but stopped when he saw Bryce getting angry. Jawan and I left them shortly after we finished eating, I wanted to save Jawan's feelings almost as much as I wanted to start the day out right, fucking me. After the way he had spit out the idea that he was our black stud I was having difficulty asking for it.

"Do you really think Bryce wants us to fuck him that often?" I didn't think that Jawan had yet fucked Bryce so I asked, not in a way that sounded jealous.

"I haven't though he has promised me that he is working his asshole with dildos to try and open it open enough to take my cock. Are you going to be jealous when he starts to take my cock, too" I had to think about that, Jawan had been fucking me for six weeks and having my lover suck his cock; would Jawan fucking him change things? Did I like having Jawan to myself? Hell, yes.

"I will be, Jawan. I think of having you fuck me as special, if Bryce starts to let you fuck him, too, it won't be as special. Do you understand what I'm saying?"

"I do. I have been jealous of Bryce ever since the two of you invited me to your Condo. I try to keep it in check but there are days like yesterday that I have to act out to get the jealousy back under control."

"Don't you think that Bryce and I have accepted you equally?"

"In some ways, but I still think you feel more for me than he does. Just listening to him and his cousin made me realize how much prejudice he carries around. Do you think that is why he was so quick to say I couldn't bring my brother?"

"The age thing was a real block. Didn't you see as we were driving in the big sign saying that all visitors must be over twenty-one?" We had been holding hands, I shook mine free so I could take hold of his butt and muttered about how perfect it felt.

"Why doesn't Bryce ever say anything he likes about my body or face?"

"I don't know. Sometimes he is ignorant and ignores other people. Give me a kiss, you know I am falling in love with you. If you and we continue like we have been going I know that it won't be long before we ask you to come live with us."

"I thought you were waiting for that boy to be emancipated?"

"We are, he will have the loft when he doesn't want to be with us. He isn't going to live with us as a lover, although he will be a fuck buddy. I haven't met anyone that likes eating ass like he does, I think he would give your brother a run for the money."

"Some boys really get into eating men's ass. I never did so I don't understand it."

"But you are good at it."

"Other than you I think I have only eaten two other assholes. One of those was my eldest brother. I hate saying that, makes me sound like some backwoods farmer's son in Mississippi."

"All of the incest in your family does make it sound like that, but it is what you grew up doing. I'm not going to judge you for it." I say I wouldn't judge him but in reality I did, he was old enough to have stopped it if he wanted to.

We walked around seeing the people that had arrived after us and some of those that lived there permanently. The term clothing-optional had no meaning for anyone there, I didn't see one person there that was wearing clothing other than a couple that was just arriving and hadn't even opened their trunk yet. For the most part there weren't many men there that were very attractive, does nudity attract those over weight and out of shape?

Jawan and I had walked around for an hour and were close to the RV.

"Should we go back and see what Bryce is doing?" At that moment a heavy wave of sex hit me, Bryce wanted to fuck his cousin. It had been a long time since they had sex and he wanted to know if William had learned anything in those years. Bryce was holding back, it was odd for him but he was afraid to approach the subject with William.

"Jawan, I'm going to go over and see what I can get started between the cousins. If I like what I see I may make it a threesome."

"I could join you. I'm not crazy about orgies but with you there I know I'll have one ass that wants me."

"You are right there, I want you to fuck me but don't want you to feel like you''re our weekend stud. I feel a lot more about you than that. Anyway I think William is still carrying their family prejudice and might make a scene if you were to join us."

"Okay, but I prefer to face prejudice head on.

"I'll be at the swimming pool." I hated to see him go in that mood but I wanted to help my other lover before the situation got out of control.

"Bryce, has he let you fuck him, yet?" He knew there was no way to hide his sexual thoughts but Bryce looked shocked at what I said.

"What are you talking about?" William stood up to face me. I could 'read' that he wasn't into getting fucked and the idea of sex that morning was almost repulsive except he liked the look of my cock and wanted a taste.

"William, if Bryce approves you can suck my cock but I think we all would be happier if we went inside and you let us fuck you." Bryce had started broadcasting harder his desire to fuck his cousin and that he really found me fucking him, too, exciting. When he stood up I noticed the difference between the two, William was a softer more feminine version of Bryce, I wasn't positive but I thought he even had fatty tissue over his pecs.

"I whispered to Bryce that if we fucked him we needed to be careful and use condoms, neither of us like using them but I had the feeling that there was something he hadn't talked about. Discussing diseases at that point is a definite turn off but when Bryce touched his cousin's butt he turned to me and nodded his head. We weren't even going to give him the chance to tell us he was D and D free or undetectable, we weren't going to take the risk. If he made a comment I was prepared to say we always used them outside of our threesome. William was just as passive in bed as his cousin was aggressive. He attacked our cocks with less than amor. He had Bryce hard first, when he turned to go for my cock Bryce slipped behind him and rolled the condom down his cock and seconds later was buried deep in his cousin. William had been loose so Bryce had no resistance as he fucked his cousin, I would find out in a few minutes what a really loose ass felt like.

"I think I ought to go set up my tent. Unless you are going to invite me to stay with you, cousin?" Bryce didn't bite at the guilt trip, he did offer to help William put up his tent and get his air mattress inflated. I didn't want to help them but if William said his tent was too big for two people to erect I would. He didn't, I stayed in the RV making everything look like it had before we had started on the road.

"I thought you would come up to the pool to join me."

"Jawan, you're a big boy, I figured you would have made a dozen friends by now."

"Just one. The lifeguard is a cutie, he is either from Mexico or the valley from the way he talks. He is also the only one I saw at the pool wearing a suit. I wanted to get him out of it and fuck him but you know that I have a problem with that. I thought if we were both to seduce him you might at least open him up some for me and if he still can't take my cock I'd at least suck his cock."

"And have him try to suck yours."

"Sure."

"So what's is this for me? An ass I haven't seen and to be pushed to the side afterwards for you to have your fun?"

"Don't be that way, I just don't want him running scared. I would like to do something with him." The downcast look on his face almost made me laugh. I had a hard time resisting him.

"Okay, I'm with you. If you really want this you have to do the work. I'll just lay on one of the chairs and look pretty. Be sure you let him know there will be three unless he talks you down to two."

"You're funny. Once you see his butt you will be with me all the way." I didn't doubt him, Jawan has great taste in men.

"Do you even know how late he has to work?"

"No, but if he was the first shift it can't be too late can it?"

"What makes you think a place like this has the money to hire two shifts. He may be on duty all day an evening." I had seen a sign saying lifeguard off duty at 7PM.

When we got to the pool and I saw the lifeguard I needed to jump in the pool to cool off, I didn't want to be walking to find a chair with my dick acting like a dowsing rod. Jawan laughed at my reaction, then he went to get two towels to mark two lounges for us. Every time I looked toward the lifeguard my cock renewed itself, it looked like I was going to be in the pool until Jawan let me know the situation. I hoped the men lounging around the pool weren't looking at my erection and judging me, I wasn't ready for that. I really hadn't seen enough gay men's cocks to be confident at showing my erection to everyone although when having sex with Bryce I had no problem whether the people seeing us were straight or gay.

Jawan dove into the pool and started some grab ass. I was glad for the distraction, I didn't even notice when my cock shrank from its hard state to flaccid. It turned out that Jawan had failed to seduce the lifeguard. The man told him his husband would be at the pool to pick him up when his shift was over and he didn't believe in sex outside of the marriage bed. I was saddened but I knew we would have enough sex as long as we didn't drink too much.

"Kiff! I need to talk with you!" It was odd that Bryce seemed so excited about something, usually he was much lower keyed. He was beside the pool waving to me to get out. I didn't want to leave Jawan so I told him to come along. He put my hand on his cock, the playing around we had been doing had done the opposite for him than it had me, he was rock hard.

"I'll come down to the RV when I get this to go down." I squeezed him and told him I would be waiting. It was true, playing in the pool had made me ready to take his cock and only his cock. I hoped that Bryce wasn't trying to get me to come to the RV for sex, he would be disappointed unless he worked my ass with his tongue and fingers for a good while before trying to fuck me. I didn't like the idea that I was ready for one of my lovers and not the other but thought I would try to figure that out later. I have a bad habit of procrastinating when dealing with emotions and desires.

We were in the RV with the door shut before Bryce started to let me know why he was so upset and had needed to talk with me. I had left him with William as soon as I had fucked his cousin for a few minutes, not long enough to make me cum. His problem was his cousin.

While they lay in bed talking about all the first that they had experienced together from the first carrot in their asses to their first blow jobs and boy friends, He thought they were having a good time and wondered why William hadn't tried to fuck him in return when his cousin started to tell him about the process he was undertaking to become a woman. The shots were making it nearly impossible for him to get an erection and yes he was starting to develop breasts. He had come to the campgrounds with the specific desire to have one last fling with Bryce as a man. He had the date and time set for the "OPERATION" and wanted to let Bryce know what was happening. His parents had disowned him so when he left the hospital he would have nowhere to live.

He had asked to come live with us.

It was like magic the way our prejudices appeared. That we were so opposed to a man undergoing the transition to a female wasn't even the strongest of them. Neither of us had a single desire to be living with a woman. We had made our way into a man's life and that is the way we wanted out lives to stay. The idea of perfumes and nylons made the decision fairly easy for me but Bryce had a more difficult time.

Bryce hated to leave his cousin on the outs. For him not to have a place to go where there were people that loved him was against everything he had grownup to expect of a family, he had always known that if he had a problem in his life he was welcome to go home to live with his parents. To turn away his cousin was almost a capital crime in his head he wanted to do anything he could for William but didn't know what that should be. He wasn't going to go against what I wanted but he wanted me to help him come up with a solution.

"William had his last boyfriend turn against him when he declared he was going to go through the CHANGE. He had already gone through one year of the psychological counseling and a few months of hormone treatment when he told his parents. His Father is an East Texas bigot, he was known to cheer when anything bad happened to a black man and had been alongside the KKK when then had hanged a gay man in the Big Piney.

"His Mother is not quite as bad. He had felt free enough to tell her that he is gay back when we were in college. She had made him promise never to let his Father know. But this step in his life was too much for her, too. She has refused to talk with him since the day his Father kicked him out. That is hurting him.

"What should I do?"

"Tell him to pull up his skirt and start making some decisions for him/her self."

"Don't be that way, help me."

"Bryce, why do you think it is your problem William should have been prepared for the way his Father was going to react and had plans made. Your cousin is just being selfish in putting this off on you. It's his problem not yours."

"Its a family problem."

"No, its his problem. Your Father might have reacted the same way. I've heard him denigrate transexuals numerous times. You have taken him as far as he is willing to progress on accepting people. I don't know what your Mother would do but she would go along with your Father if there was an ultimatum.

"Doesn't he have any other relatives that might be a little more accepting?"

We discussed the problem until Jawan showed up. Immediately Bryce stopped mentioning the problem. I was glad to 'read' that Jawan still wanted to fuck me. I didn't know if we could get Bryce interested, he was preoccupied with the dilemma William had presented him. When Jawan pulled me up out of my seat and kissed me Bryce knew sex was in the air. He stood up and told us he was going back to talk with William and to have fun. I hated seeing him so bothered by someone else's problem but I knew there had to be a solution.

"After you left the pool I had at least six different guys come up to me asking where you where staying so they could 'visit' you. I almost told one of them, He was a bit older but nicely built and fairly good looking. When I didn't he told me where he was staying in case you were interested in meeting him. Kiff, he oozed sex. If he had been after me instead of you I don't know that I would have been able to resist even knowing I had you here waiting."

"I'm glad you did, I've been wanting you in me since I squeezed you in the pool."

"Just since then? I've been wanting to be in you almost all the time for six weeks."

"I'm glad you are able to control yourself, if you were in me as much as you think about it I would have lost control of my bowels by now."

"I don't think that is going to happen but if it does we can put you in a diaper. There seem to be a few gay boys that are getting into diapers so they can wet themselves." I knew he was kidding me but I didn't like the idea.

"And others just going around pissing their pants wherever. I'm really not like that at all. I might be able to function in public but I really am shy and don't want people to know I'm into piss. Shit would be even worse."

Jawan was only half into the conversation, he had put one of my feet up on the coffee table and was lifting the other to wrap around his waist.

"Let's get in the bed. I love having you on top of me while fucking me."

"And I love fucking you. Do you think I could start to come by in the middle of the week? Or would that bother Bryce?"

"As long as he isn't left out of the action it won't bother him." He was carrying me to the bed much easier than I would have suspected. I knew he had strong legs and a strong butt still I wouldn't have thought he could carry me that easily with his cock head rubbing my asshole the entire way from one end of the RV to the other.

If I had been lubed or opened in any way I would have tried to push down on his cock but I knew better, I need to be opened to take all he would want to put in me. He usually didn't leak much if any pre-cum but walking from one end of the RV to the other he managed to get my asshole wet with what he leaked. It was a new feeling with him, a good feeling.

We dropped onto the bed with him on top of me. We hadn't been kissing since the first time when he pulled me out of the chair. Now laying on the bed we started making out, not diving straight into sex. I love the feelings he gives me licking my neck and nipples. I can't get enough of kissing him mouth to mouth he always tastes so good. I wanted to work my way under him and get my tongue into his armpits but he held me down and soon was doing that to me. He didn't stay working on my pits for very long, he had a different goal.

As Jawan licked and kissed his way down my body my legs almost involuntarily went to where my feet were flat on the bed and my knees bent out wide. Part of that was because Jawan was pressing down on my body with his and part I'm sure because I was ready for him to open my ass. Jawan much prefers fucking and being fucked but that day he took my cock in his mouth and gave me one of his blow jobs that should have been patented. Before I was ready to shoot he moved down further and raised my legs, how his tongue still was able to lick and probe at me for as long as he did is amazing. His tongue was still in me when I felt the first finger slide in.

What is it about his fingers? They are longer than mine but no thicker. It may be that he knows just what I like once he has two or three of them in me. I could feel my ass opening under his onslaught. He was running three fingers in and out of me before I started to beg him to fuck me. I hoped I was open enough, usually Bryce had fucked me not too long before Jawan, but this was one of those times where it was only he and I.

Damn, it hurt. Am I ever going to get used to having all of the thickness forced into me? I have to say that I hope there never comes the day that taking his cock is just a normal occurrence. Unlike many times Jawan slid his entire length into my ass very slowly. My feet were on his shoulders, every so often he would lick, kiss or suck on one of them. He bent me over until he was able to do what had only been done by Bryce until that time, His balls were resting on my ass as he raised my cock to my lips and kissing my balls pressed it against them until I opened my mouth and took in two inches of my cock.

"Kiff, I love watching you suck your own cock. Will you do it for me sometime when neither Bryce or I is fucking you? My mouth was full so all I could do was try to nod my head and squeeze his cock with my ass. He is the one that should be able to suck his own cock, I wondered if he could, when he asked me to give him a show I was going to say I would if he would too. He was fucking me so gently I would have thought it was someone else if I wasn't looking into his brown eyes.

Even though he was fucking gently he was rubbing my prostate and I was getting the fluid in my mouth and was trying to suck myself deeper. I knew if he pressed me hard enough my back would bend enough that I could take almost all of my cock and get my lips to my balls. He kept telling me to try to take more of my cock, I had to throw my legs over my head, off his shoulders even though I had been liking the attention he had paid my toes.

"I'm going to turn around." I had no idea what he meant until a moment later I was looking up at his asshole while he pressed down on me even harder. He was no longer rubbing the prostate so I was taking him easier. It didn't take long after that for him to start pounding at my ass. A few minutes after Jawan turned I start to cum and he followed suit almost immediately, giving me more hot cum than he had ever done before. It was interesting to look up and see his asshole clenching as he pumped cum into me.

"I guess since Bryce isn't here to eat my cum out of your asshole, I get the pleasure."

Fifteen minutes later Bryce found us, I was sitting on Jawan's face and pleased as could be. I could see in his first look that he wished he was laying where Jawan was. I could 'read' it in his mind, too, he wanted to get his tongue in my ass and forget everything else that was happening. I waved him over to lay beside Jawan, a minute later I had a different tongue in my ass searching for the last of the cum that had been pounded into me.