Disclaimer: The following story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the celebrities mentioned or any personal knowledge about their private lives. I am just a fan with what I hope is a good imagination.
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Chapter 10
We waited for a while before everyone made it backstage. The kids were totally pumped, and ready to party. Chris, JC and Justin were the same way. I could see the concern in Joey's face. He was hanging back, afraid to approach James.
"Ok guys, here's the plan," Lance started. "There is this great club I heard about that has both an underage floor and an over 21 part. I called earlier this afternoon, and they are expecting all of us. Even though it's against the rules, we will all be going to the underage part."
"That's so sweet!" said Jessica. "Thanks for thinking about us."
"No problem, I said would all hang out tonight. I figured this would be a great way to do it without us all descending on your Uncle Heath's house. Now just realize it is already ten pm, curfew is at eleven thirty, and the bodyguards are coming with us. They are in charge of everyone under 21." Lance replied.
Everyone was excited about being able to go out and party, that is everyone except Joey. While we were walking to our transportation, I pulled Joey aside.
"Joey, what's wrong?" I asked.
"I'm really afraid for Lance. I think I might have seen some of what happened. Did he tell you anything?"
"He's told me everything that happened, but I can't tell you yet. After the club we're going back to my house to talk, you and the other guys too. We'll drop off Tribora, Terrence and Rachel, and then head back to the house. The kids are having a big sleepover, so they'll all be in my family room, but I figure we can go in the den to talk."
"That sounds good. Is Lance really ok to go out?"
"Yes and no. He's pushing through the pain. He really wants the kids to have an amazing night."
We had reached the Hummer. All twenty four of us climbed in. Because the security guys were so large it was a tight fit. Madison decided to sit on my lap, and Lance was sitting next to me.
"Lance?" Madison whispered.
"Yeah Mads," he whispered back.
"I know something is wrong, and that you probably can't talk about it. But I want you to know that I love you. Not like Uncle Heath does, and not because you are a celebrity, but I do love you."
"Oh, Mads, thank you. I know what you mean and I love you too. Can I have a hug?"
Madison climbed off my lap and into Lance's. She threw her arms around him and held on tight. Lance put his arms around her and even after they finished hugging, he kept holding her.
"Would you mind staying here? I could use the support and obviously I can't hold on to Heath," Lance whispered in Madison's ear.
"Anything for you Lance."
It took a little while to get to the club, but we were led right in. As Lance had said we would be here for about an hour before we had to leave to make the kids curfew. The club had set up a VIP area for us downstairs, with virgin frozen drinks and appetizers. We all had a blast dancing. I felt a little bad for the guys of 'NSYNC because they were in a club filled with teenagers, but Lance was the one who picked this place. Even Terrence, Rachel and Tribora got a kick out of being there. No one wanted to leave, but everyone else knew how much trouble I would be in if the kids were late getting home, so when it was time to leave we all booked it out of there. In the limo we all sat in the same places, with Madison on Lance's lap again. He was starting to look sad again, but I could see he was putting on a brave face.
We dropped Tribora off, then the security guys at the hotel, and then Terrence and Rachel. We made it back to the house with only minutes to spare. I could see the lights on in both my parent's apartment as well as my brother's. They were probably all waiting up to ask us about our night.
We got out of the H2, thanked our driver, and headed inside. The kids ran upstairs to get ready for their overnight and to stop my family from coming downstairs to grill us. I went into the kitchen with the guys.
"Does anyone want anything? I'm going to make coffee," I said.
"Make a whole pot. We could all use a caffeine boost," said Justin.
"Actually, would you be able to heat some water? I'd prefer tea," said JC.
"No problem." I started the coffee and got a mug full of hot water from the instant hot for JC. I pulled out my tea selection, and took a bag of cookies from the cabinet.
"Ry, would I be able to get a piece of tiramisu?" James asked me as he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me.
"Of course Jamie," I replied turning around and giving him a quick hug and kiss. "Does anyone else want?"
"Sounds yummy, I'll take some," Joey said.
I plated up a few desserts and placed them on a tray. I heard the kids coming into my apartment. They passed the kitchen and went straight to the family room with their sleeping bags. I left the guys in the kitchen and walked into the family room.
"Ok terror squad and friends, some ground rules for tonight. One, you are to stay in here, but you do have access to the hall bathroom and the kitchen. Two, no going crazy eating all my food; there are chips, pretzels, and cookies in here for you, drinks in the kitchen. Three, you make a mess you clean it up. Four the guys and I are going to be here for a while talking, so no disturbing us no matter what, and if it gets too late, they might stay over. So don't freak out if you see them in the morning."
'Actually,' I thought, 'that's a great idea, a good way to get Jamie to stay over and the other kids won't question it.'
"Does everyone understand the rules?"
"Yes Uncle Heath," they all replied.
"Ok good." I walked back into the kitchen and shut the door. I saw that the guys had moved everything into the den, and they were eating and drinking while waiting patiently for me to arrive.
"Hey," I said walking into the den, and I shut that door too. I took a seat next to James on one of the couches. He practically climbed into my lap.
"Jamie, are you going to be ok?"
"Yeah, I just want you to hold me."
"No problem, I love holding on to you."
He looked at his friends who were sitting on the couch opposite us. I could feel him preparing himself by taking deep breaths.
He started speaking. "You all know that I've had problems in the past with the DJ that was at the meet and greet tonight. What you don't know is that he and I grew up together."
I could see the shock on their faces, and then the realization of where this story might be going.
"Matt and I were good buddies, but as we got older we started to drift apart. There was a party and a bunch of the guys who couldn't hook up with girls decided that a circle jerk was a great idea, I was a little anxious, but I was a horny teenager. Matt was to my left, and was working on me while I was jerking off someone else. I came pretty quickly, and Matt decided to clean me up, with his tongue. I became hard again and he blew me. After that he said that I was gay just like him and that we should be boyfriends. I told him that I wasn't gay, that I was just a horny. He made my life a living hell, until I left to join up with you guys." James took a few more deep breaths.
"Tonight he pinned me in the corner, he started saying all these sexy things to me, and I started to get hard. He noticed, and thought it was because of him, not because I was thinking about doing those things with Heath. The way he was standing in front of me, he could do anything without other people seeing. He rubbed his hand up against my dick. I tried to get away, but I couldn't. He just kept rubbing harder and harder. I wanted to run, but then he squeezed my dick really hard, and twisted it. It hurt so much. He told me that he was going to fuck me and that I should just come out and say that I was gay, that the entire world already suspects it. That made me so mad. I was able to push him away, and run out of the room." James started to cry a little bit, but not as badly as before. "Guys, I think he is going to try and out me."
"Are you ready to be out?" Joey asked.
"Are you crazy, do you know what that would do to 'NSYNC?" Chris screamed.
The kids heard Chris screaming, but they knew better than to see what was going on.
"Chris calm down." Justin said. "We are on a reunion tour, it's not like we are at the height of our game. We are already established, never mind our individual projects. It can't hurt us as a group. What we need to be worried about is how it will affect Lance."
"Well said Justin," JC said.
"Guys, I'm not out to my own family, how can I out myself to the world before I talk to them. I've never been attracted to men before. All I know is that I fell in love with Ry." Lance said.
"Jamie, do you want to come out to your family?" I asked.
"I will eventually, I just don't know how to."
"Don't worry about the how. Also, you don't have to officially come out to the world. There really is no need to send out a press release. If they ask, they ask, otherwise it's not any of their business. But the most important thing is to support Jamie no matter what he decides." I said.
"That's very true," Justin agreed. "Lance are you ok after everything that happened today?"
"I am better now. I know that you guys will support me," he said looking directly at Chris.
"I will, Justin is right. It can't hurt us as a group, because we won't let it. We need to make sure that you are ok." Chris replied.
"We're all here for you Lance. We're brothers." Joey said.
"Thanks guys. I really appreciate it."
They all got up and hugged Lance. I could see both the fear and happiness on his face.
"Hey guys, do you want to stay over tonight? There are plenty of beds for you to sleep, and that way James can stay over without suspicion."
"As long as we don't hear anything that we wouldn't want to hear, I'm cool with that," JC said.
"We wouldn't be that stupid. There are kids in the other room," I said.
"So it's ok with everyone?" Lance asked. "I would really like to sleep here with Heath tonight."
"It's no problem. It'll be fun; we can have our own sleepover." Justin said excitedly.
"How are we going to have a sleepover if we're in separate rooms?" asked Joey.
"Each of the guest bedrooms has two queen size with trundle beds, I had them custom made. So in theory if James and I share and two others share, we can all sleep in one room." I answered.
"Justin and I can share," piped in JC. "We're used to sleeping together."
I looked at JC and raised an eyebrow.
"If we have to share rooms on tour, he and I usually pair up. And he likes to cuddle someone while he sleeps." JC said.
"I do not!"
"Yeah, you do, you've done it with all of us at one time or another," Chris interjected.
"So we're having a sleepover, this is so cool." Justin said.
"We'll use the first bedroom on the right, that way we're the furthest from the kids and their noise." I suggested.
"Sounds good to me," James said.
"Does any one need something to sleep in?" I asked.
Everyone affirmed that they would prefer something fresh to sleep in as they all wanted to shower after dancing in the club. We cleaned up from our snack, and went to my room.
"Ok, now James and I have a date for my whirlpool tub. We'll meet up with you guys in a half hour or so. Sleep pants are in my second to top dresser drawer, you're all welcome to come get what you want." I said.
The guys grabbed what they wanted to sleep in. I normally wear an xl for clothes, but my sleepwear tends to run larger. Never mind that everything I own is long. I took out my favorite pair, orange with the `NSYNC logo from the No Strings Attached CD patches sewn on and an orange wifebeater. James just laughed at me. Everyone else was able to find something that they could work with, (it was amusing later to see everyone tripping over the legs of their pants. The only one who came close to wearing the pants lengthwise properly was Justin, but the waist was way too big.)
The others left my room, and I looked at my James. It amazes me how much I love this man. I walked to his outstretched arms, and let him encircle me as I wrapped my hands around his neck. I started to play with the hair at his nape. He reached up to kiss me, and I leaned into the kiss. His tongue ran along the inside of my mouth, and I playfully scraped my teeth against it as he pulled out of my mouth. He started to lift my shirt and play with the hair on my lower stomach. I shuddered.
"Jamie, we don't have a lot of time. We better get into the tub."
"Yeah, I wish that we were the only ones here so that we could really enjoy it."
"Don't you worry, there will be sometime when it will only be the two of us," I replied smiling at him as we walked into the bathroom. I turned on the faucet and adjusted the temperature. As we waited for the tub to fill, Jamie started to undress me, and afterwards I undressed him. I turned on the jets and climbed into the tub. James climbed in and leaned up against me. He turned his face towards mine and kissed me along my jaw line before he moved my lips. I was so hard because of him.
"Jamie, I want-"
"I know love, I know."
He turned around in the tub and started to rub our bodies together. I could feel how hard he was too. I reached down, to fondle his hard cock. I jerked him off as he did me. His mouth was all over my body, and I kept my other hand in his hair.
"Jamie, I'm so close," I moaned
"Me too, Ry, me too."
Together we orgasmed.
"OH MY GOD!!!!"
It was amazing.
"I love you James Lance Bass."
"I love you too, HeathRiley Steven Lindsay.
I kissed him, and he turned back around. I reached for the body sponge and poured shower gel into it. I slowly washed James and then he washed me. We rinsed off and got out.
"I really like that tub," James said.
"I should have let you lean against the back so that you could get the full effect."
"It's ok, I'm sure I'll use it again," he said smiling.
"I'm sure you will too," I replied grinning. "Now we better get dressed and into the other room before the guys send a search party. It's been a lot longer than the 30 minutes I said we would be."
"I'm sure the guys will understand. I just hope they don't laugh. I don't know if I could handle that right now. We didn't do anything wrong."
"Sweetie, if they laugh, it'll only be because they are uncomfortable knowing what we did. Not because we did it."
"I know, I just don't need to think about them picturing what we might possibly be doing."
"I understand. But you realize that they are going to be curious. Don't you wonder about Joey or JC when they are with someone, and then come back into the room with that person?"
"Yeah, but this is me. I guess I'll have to get used to the ribbing. It's never been me with someone else."
"What is that you like to tell me? Oh yeah, that's right, stop worrying." It's kind of weird how in such a short time our roles in this relationship have reversed.
When we were ready, we walked together to the other bedroom. I wanted to hold his hand, but just incase one of the kids who didn't know about us walked out into the hallway, I didn't want to raise suspicions. As we went into the room, I noticed that the guys were extremely quiet, and obviously trying to hold something in.
"Ok, out with it. I can handle whatever you are going to say." Lance stated.
"All I have to say is that I hope you don't mind that you just outed yourself to five more people," Joey said.
"What do you mean?" asked Lance, while I screamed "Oh SHIT! How loud were we?"
"HR, it's ok. We already talked to them," said JC. "When we were able to hear you guys moaning and groaning we went to check on the kids. I'm really proud of Kayla. She did a great job explaining the importance of keeping this quiet for now. The kid's friends were more excited to hear that you were in love with someone who loves you back."
"Yeah, and they promised to not tell their parents that they heard you having sex while they were here. They're smart enough to not lose the privilege of being with their best friends, and the coolest uncle in the world." Justin added.
"Should we talk to them?" Lance asked.
"Not tonight, but maybe during breakfast tomorrow, which by the way your mother came downstairs and offered to make, as long as she could use your kitchen. She said she'll prepare it for around ten." Joey said.
"My mother heard us?"
"Yeah, she seemed to be real proud that you came together," Chris said laughing.
"Oh, fuck," was all that came out of my mouth. I was so embarrassed. I sat down on one of the beds, and held my head in my hands rubbing my temples, willing the headache I now had to go away. James came and sat down next to me. He started to rub my back.
"Ry, I'm sorry."
I looked up at him. "Why?"
"If I wasn't so loud, people wouldn't have heard us."
"Exactly Jamie. Us. We were both loud. You don't need to be sorry for something that I had an equal part in. If anything I should have known better with all our houseguests."
"Our?" He wrapped his arms around me. "You consider everyone our houseguests?"
"Yeah, sweetie. You are part of my family now. This house is as much yours as it is mine."
"Guys, do you want us to leave?" asked Joey. "This seems like a real personal moment."
"No, you guys are also part of my family too." I answered.
"Thanks HR, that means a lot to us," said Justin.
We decided to get into bed before we continued talking. With both trundle beds out, space was tight to walk around, so we decided to push them together. The guys had all shared beds at one point or another, so no one was uncomfortable with the two beds connecting in the middle. At first James and I had one bed, and Justin, JC and Joey were laying on the trundles, with Chris on the other bed. Chris decided he was lonely and joined the other three in the middle of the room.
"If everyone else has a sleeping buddy, I want one too." He said, climbing in behind Joey.
We all laughed.
"Hey why don't you guys come down here too? We can have one big orgy." Justin said.
"I'm not really into group sex, but I'm willing if you all are." I said with a serious look on my face. The look on Justin's face was priceless.
"I, uh, I. I um." He stammered.
"Just, I was just joking." I said laughing. "But if you still want me, I'll sleep down there with you guys."
"Don't forget about me. I want to sleep with you too." Lance protested.
"Jamie, of course you would be down there with us."
We moved down to the trundle beds. Because Justin still seemed a little weary of my joke, I pushed Lance to sleep between Justin and myself. We were up talking and joking for a most of the night. We did eventually fall asleep, and in the morning when my mother came in to wake us up, she found us all on our left sides, spooning the person next to us.
How adorable,' she thought. I must get a picture of this.' She went to my computer desk, grabbed my digital camera and snapped a couple shots.
"What the hell?!?" Screamed Chris, waking up to the bright flashes.
To be continued.