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In 2013, I hooked up with a straight guy who had never been with a man before. I became his regular cocksucker. Below are some real emails we shared. The first one is from Mike:
The next time I see you is going to be a good time, buddy. I imagine you sitting in that chair and fluffing me up until it's bulging and you have to unbutton the pants to release the pressure. Then you pull my pants down and continue through the underwear, denying yourself for a couple of minutes until you can't wait any more. You slowly pull down my underwear and my dick pops out, hitting your chin on the way. You start licking the tip and shaft with your tongue as I moan with pleasure. Then you take it into your mouth and continue with your tongue, noticing how it gets harder and harder and bigger and bigger with each pass. I occasionally make you stop so I can rub it on your face and gently slap your cheeks and tongue while you make that cute whimpering noise. Finally, you're sucking away and I can't hold off anymore. I blow a five day load in your mouth as I gasp with ecstasy, coming over and over in your mouth until I have that near death feeling. I ask you to stop and you do, but continue licking the tip until I go slowly soft. We sit on the coach and cuddle a bit, talk about our week and when we're going to do it again.
Mike
I responded with this:
Fuck! I love rubbing my face all over your crotch, feeling your cock through your jeans press up against my cheeks, nose and mouth. I look up at you as I kiss your cock, which is growing harder as I kiss it, and you can see the desire, almost desperation, in my eyes to have you in my mouth. I am your cocksucker and I love being treated like your cum-loving slut. I feel your hands on my head pressing me up against you, rubbing my face in your crotch. I unbutton you and release your hard cock, pull your pants down and off. You take your shirt off and now you're only in your underwear. I feel so humble to be serving you, kneeling before you, as you allow me to touch, taste, and smell your naked masculine body. I feel so hot and horny as I kiss you through your underwear. Your cock is so hard and I need it so bad. I pull your underwear off and now I feel so honored to have you naked in front of me. I run my hands all over your body as I kiss the tip of your beautiful cock. I can't wait any longer. I have to have your cock in my mouth. I open up and take as much of your cock in my mouth moaning as your warm delicious dick fills me. I hear you gasp and say, "That feels so good, Scott" and I'm so happy I'm pleasing you. That's all I want right now. Your cock is leaking pre-cum like crazy and it adds a little saltiness to the sweetness of your hard prick. You hold my head gently and thrust into my mouth, rocking back and forth, and it feels like you're stroking my lips and tongue with your cock. You feel so good, so right, in my mouth and I caress your shaft with my tongue as I hold you deep in my mouth. I know how much you like it when I do that. You take your cock out of my mouth and rub it all over my face, slapping me with it, letting me know my place as your cocksucker. I'm here to serve you, suck you, make you cum and it makes me feel so wonderful that you allow me to please you like this. "Do you want to taste my ass?" you ask and I moan. You turn around and present your beautiful ass to me. I lean forward letting my tongue gently caress your sweet hole. I love how you taste and the idea that I'm licking the most private part of you fills me with delight. I moan and groan as I eat you out, licking and licking at your lovely ass. But you can't take any more and you turn around, plunging your hard cock back in my mouth. I know what my purpose is now: I need to make you cum. I suck gently on your cock, caressing it with my tongue, letting it fill my mouth until I feel it starting to throb. Then I feel a burst of cum erupt from your delightful dick filling my mouth with your semen. This is my reward for faithfully serving you. It's what every cocksucker lives for. I feel at one with you as your creamy cum fills my mouth. I back off a little so I can swallow Ñ you cum so much and I need to make room for more! I nurse gently on your cock as it continues to throb and spurt in my mouth. I love that I can bring you so much pleasure. But I also know how sensitive your cock is when you orgasm and I back off gently. But I see a little pearl drop of cum on the tip and I can help myself. I lick it off and lay my head gently on your naked thighs. In that moment, I'm so grateful that you share your beautiful manly body with me.
Later, I wrote him this one:
I was thinking about writing about what's going on inside me when you're inside me. When I kneel in front of you, I begin my journey of submitting to you, of becoming a true cocksucker. But it takes time for me to relinquish my front of masculinity. It's a front because deep down inside I feel very feminine. So kneeling before you is just the first step. Then I have to pull down your pants showing you that I want you, that your cock is drawing me toward it, that it's my desire to suck your cock that's in control now. Not your desire: I'm sure you could findÊanother cocksucker if you wanted. You're a very hot guy! Allowing me to suck you is an act of mercy on your part because you know I can't help it Ñ I need to suck your cock, I need to feel it grow in my mouth, I need you to take over my mouth and show me who I really am. I have to give in to you. I have to let you thrust inside me. I have to let go of being a boy, in control, on top, because that's not my nature. My real nature is expressed here with you, before you, my lips contoured around your shaft, my tongue pressing against your cock, my nose brushing your pubic hair, the musk of your crotch in my nose as your taste fills my head. You take me, grab myÊhead, thrust your cock in my mouth, fucking my face, pounding theÊboy-ness out of me. Then you let go of me and I gasp for air, your hardness rubbing up against my face, leaving your scent on me. My mouth and throat are loosening up, I'm starting to smell like cock, but I haven't fully earned being a true cocksucker yet. I lick your balls tasting their sweetness andÊthinking about your cum that you are going to unleash inside me. I run myÊtongue over your shaft licking it like candy. You take your cock and beat my face and tongue with it reminding me of my submission, my place in this hierarchy. Then you thrust it back in my mouth holding my head and fucking my lips like it's some street pussy you picked up. I'm losing it, my masculinity, thrust by thrust. I'm turning more and more into a little sissy who loves being taken care of by a big hard cock. I'm now inÊlove with your beautiful cock! It has everything I need to feel complete, a complete cocksucker, a true sissy, and I feel grateful to you forÊshowing me that truth. You lay back on the couch silently commanding me to take care of you. I kneel between your gorgeously sexy thighs and take you back in my mouth. Now, I'm consumed by you as you lie back and close your eyes. You may not even be thinkingÊabout me but my whole world is centered on you and your cock. Sometimes youÊgrab my head and bounce my mouth up and down on your cock and I feelÊashamed that I wasn't doing a good enough job for you. But other times I can feel your body under me responding to my sucking and I feel so happy. I get more and more excited and my whole being feels so submissive and lovely. I feel more and more my feminine self. But there's one last step: your body trembles and I can feel your cock pulse and beat against my tongue. I hold you in my mouth as you shoot your sperm across my tongue. The taste fills my head and I moan in deep pleasure and gratitudeÊbecause you have chosen me to fill with your semen, your essence. This is the moment, the moment you cum in my mouth and I swallow your seed, when iÊbecome a true cocksucker, a complete sissy. I'm lightheaded and giddy. Now do you understand why it's hard for me to let you go? Why I want to keep you there? Why I kiss around your sensitive cock and balls? Why I lay my head next to your cock? Why I want to suck your soft cock in my mouth afterwards? You've delivered me to my true place, showed me who I really am, and I feel so happy and content. I don't want to let you go! I want to keep sucking you, tasting you, smelling you. But you get up and dress and I watch sadly as you put your cock back in your pants and leave. And I have to wait for the next time when you can let me find myself by sucking yourÊbeautiful,Êmagnificent cock.
Also from me:
Hi Mike, I've wanted to tell you all this: I often wake up in the morning feeling horny and thinking about your cock. I think about wrapping my lips around it and sucking it into my mouth. I think about how it feels in my mouth, the soft slippery skin surrounding your hardness rubbing against my tongue, my lips forced open widely by how thick you are, the head of your cock pressing itself deep in the back of my throat. I lie in bed and think about you filling my mouth, holding my head and thrusting, fucking my mouth like it's a pussy. I wonder if that's what my mouth feels like, a pussy, a cunt, if the inside of my mouth, the tender warm wetness inside my mouth surrounding your cock, squeezing and caressing your magnificent cock, if it feels just like the inside of a woman. I want it to. I want you to feel me submit to you, submit to your cock, like a slut, a whore, a cocksucker. In those moments when I'm being your cocksucker, I belong to you and you only. My mouth and tongue are yours.Ê ÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊ When I think about this, I feel drunk with desire. Then I think about all the other things I like to do with my mouth and your sexy body. Have I told you how sexy I think you are? When I'm kneeling before you, serving you, being your slut, I love to look at you, the fine brush of hair above your cock, your smooth belly and chest, to watch the expression of ecstasy on your face as I caress your cock with my lips and tongue. When you finally lie back on the couch signaling to me that it's time for me to make you cum, I love sitting between your beautiful thighs, running my hands over your body, while I'm licking and sucking you, drinking in your manliness. I feel so feminine while I'm cherishing your body. I want to be your woman, your slutty horny bitch, who's there to serve you, to take care of your cock and cum, whose greatest pleasure is to feel your cock pulsing in her mouth as you fill her mouth with your cum, who swallows you with delight at the taste of your semen, who adores the pearly beauty of your sperm, who dreams of going to bed with you in her mouth and waking up with you thrusting between her lips, filling her with bellyfuls of cum! This is ecstasy for me.Ê ÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊ But you know that's not the limit of my sluttiness: I love running my tongue and lips over your balls too, and underneath across your taint, to the musky tender beauty of your ass. Only a depraved slut like me would love having a man rub his ass over her face, lips and tongue, but I can't help it when I'm with you. I want to taste you all over! I want to give you delicate, delicious pleasures that will only help you cum harder and harder. And I love tasting you in that most forbidden place, knowing I'll have your scent on me for the rest of the day, secretly marking me as your whore, your cocksucking slut, the one who kneels and serves you, the one whose belly is full of your essence, the one who has your taste in her mouth and your scent in her nostrils. ÊWhen you sit on my face, I can't even touch myself for fear that I'll start cumming. I love being under you with your legs on either side of my face, your beautiful body looming over me. I feel so small and feminine and under your control. I love when you slide yourself back and forth over my tongue and lips letting me taste your cock, your silky balls, your taint and your tangy tasty ass. Then plunging your cock in my mouth, thrusting, fucking my mouth, choking me because your dick is just too big.Ê ÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊ Have I told you how beautiful your cock is? How just the right size it is? I love that it's a little too big for me to swallow! I feel like such a little sissy when you thrust inside me making me gag.Ê How lovely your cock is! And how smooth with enough veins showing when it's hard to make it look masculine and tough! I love taking it in my mouth when it's soft and feeling it grow and get hard as I suckle it. Then I love licking the shaft, running my lips and tongue from the base to the head. I love it when you beat my face with your dick showing me how weak and feminine I am. Then rubbing your cock all over my face, smearing my cheeks with your precum, making me smell like your cock and cum. I love being marked by you as belonging to you!Ê ÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊÊ I know you've been wary of shooting on my face, but I hope what I've written will help satisfy you that it's what I want. You know I love swallowing your cum. You know I love the taste of your sperm, love having it fill my mouth. You know what kind of slut I am for you. I can't tell you how many times I've made myself cum thinking about you straddling my face, licking your balls as you stroke your beautiful cock, then feeling the rain of pearly drops cover my cheeks and nose, forehead and eyes, lips and tongue. Feeling you smear your semen all over my face with your cock and letting me lick the sperm off your dick. You know I love making you cum in my mouth, but you don't know just how grateful I would be if you covered my face with your sperm. And one more:
Hi Mike,
If I was there with you right now, I'd kneel down between your legs, lean in, and rub my face across your bulge. I want to feel your cock against my face. I want to tease myself knowing your cock is so close to my mouth. Neither of us can wait so I unbutton, unzip, and pull your pants and underwear off. You pull off your shirt and now you are naked before me. I'm so hungry for you! I lean forward again and take your soft cock in my mouth. I love making it hard, feeling it stiffen and grow in my mouth. I imagine you feeling a warm, tight suction around your cock and how good it must feel for you. I'm caressing your shaft with my tongue, softly sucking and moaning as your stiff cock fills me up. I slowly bob my head in your lap, sucking and licking your hard cock, nibbling on the head before descending again, taking you deep inside me. You can feel how warm and tight my mouth feels. You know how much I need this by my constant moaning. You put your hand on the back of my head and begin thrusting inside me. I'm in heaven tasting your cock as it fills my mouth! The friction against my lips is delicious and I keep my eyes open watching as your cock disappears in my mouth, your pubic hair thrusting toward me and away as you fuck my mouth. Then you take your cock out of my mouth and slap my cheeks, my eyes, my nose, my forehead, my tongue, showing me what a little cocksucker I am, telling me that you're the man in control and I need to submit to you. I feel like a little sissy and it makes me hunger for your cock. You hold your cock out for me and I gobble it up starving for your cum. All I can think about now is making you orgasm. I suck and lick and suck and lick, moaning, bobbing my mouth up and down, holding your cock in my mouth, caressing your balls. Your legs stiffen. You're close. I keep my rhythm steady. Your cock begins to throb and I moan with joy. I can feel the cum traveling up the length of your cock as it throbs in my mouth. Suddenly my mouth is filled with the taste and texture of your cum! You fill my mouth and I continue to suck gently knowing how sensitive you get. I hold your cock and cum in my mouth, savoring the taste as you come down from your orgasm. I pull back sliding your cock out softly and gently. I swallow your delicious semen. A little pearl beads on the tip of your cock and I lick it off. I lay my head on your lap happily knowing I'll have your taste in my mouth for the rest of the dayÉ.
I haven't seen Mike since the pandemic started. Our last time together I asked him if he would cum on my face. He loved doing that and I loved feeling the warm cum covering my face. I was on my knees immediately, pulling down his pants, and taking his soft cock in my mouth. I loved feeling it get hard in my mouth and I knew Mike liked me getting him hard that way. He fucked my mouth, holding my head as I moaned in pleasure. Mike has a beautiful cock and I love how he fills my mouth. I lay back on the floor as he sat on my face, letting me lick his ass, his taint, his balls, and filling my mouth again with that beautiful cock. When the time came, he pulled back and painted my face and tongue with his delicious cum. I came at the same time. I miss Mike!