This is my story, recently happened, which has so changed my life. It is a story of passionate love that leads into the beautiful world of domination and complete submission. My life has irrevocably changed. My email is savannahtorkelson@hotmail. com. I welcome your comments and encouragement to continue. The names have been changed to protect the innocent (or now not so innocent now).
A MISTRESS DISCOVERED (Part 1)
Over the last two months Beth and Allison had become very close friends. They lived in the same apartment complex on the beach in Santa Cruz, CA and, although they had separate apartments, for the last two weeks they had spent almost all of their free time in Allison's apartment. They had breakfast together in the morning and after returning from work they both took quick showers in their own apartments, put on casual cloths, and convened at Allison for what had become their evening ritual. A couple of glasses of wine and small talk about the day that led them both to the kitchen where they worked on dinner together. After dinner they would spend the evening together sometimes talking other times watching a movie or TV until late in the evening when Beth would return to her apartment for the night. Even over the weekends they had begun spending their time together shopping, going to movies, and going out for lunch or dinner.
All of this was a great but pleasant surprise to Allison. She had been divorced for three years and her only daughter was married and living in Colorado. Over the last six month she had begun to feel very lonely. She was not a particularly social animal by nature and her recreational outings were limited to an occasional lunch, dinner or drink with some of the other nurses from work. She was an RN in the pediatrics ward of the local hospital. She was greatly surprised at how much she and Beth had in common and how relaxed and natural she felt around the younger woman given their age difference. Allison was 43 and Beth was 24. Allison had never had very many close women friends and Beth's sudden appearance in her life and the bond that developed between them both amazed her and pleased her greatly. Beth's almost painful shyness caused Allison to develop maternal and protective feelings for the younger woman; a sense of control which gradually turned into a soft dominance in there interaction which Beth willingly ceded. But as their friendship deepened, and trust grew between them, under the shyness, she discovered not only a quick wit but also a keen intellect which Beth employed as a software engineer at a firm in the Silicon Valley.
Allison divorce had been relatively painless. She and her husband, who was a doctor, had grown very distant with each other especially since she had gone back to work. When he announced that he was leaving her for another much younger woman she was not overly surprised in fact she was actually relieved to have the situation resolved.
For her age Allison was in very good physical shape. She was 5'9" and weighed 135lbs. Her short auburn hair, cut in a stylish pageboy, had no gray and her long slim legs and body were tanned from her walks on the beach. Her green eyes offset her smooth olive skin. There were only two things she did not like about her body. She thought that her ass was too large and her breasts, specifically her nipples, had been a constant embarrassment to her since puberty. When aroused her nipples would stick very conspicuously out of whatever blouse she was wearing. As a result, from a very early age, she always padded her bras, not to enhance her ample size C breasts, but to hide her nipples. Her husband teasing on this subject had not helped the situation at all especially when he commented that he thought they were abnormal. When fully aroused her nipples were as big around as a pencil and stood out a full _" against large areolas. Her breast had, however, to her delight, regained there firmness after she had finished nursing her daughter. Her husband had finally admitted that he thought them disgusting and, during there increasingly infrequent sexual forays, would never even touch them. This was a great frustration to Allison for she found oral and manual stimulation of her nipples to be quite erotic and had even continued to nurse her daughter until she was three because of the pleasure it brought her.
Beth was almost equal to Allison in height at 5"8" but at 175lbs she was definitely over weight. Her round curvaceous body was rubenesque in proportion and in actual fact fit her very well. She however was very much in the habit of wearing very loose fitting clothing to hide her body and avoid any stares on the street or at work especially any attention directed toward her full D breasts. Her soft blond hair was shoulder length and was offset by almost porcelain skin which was translucent in its alabaster whiteness. She never spent any time in the sun and avoided even the hint of a tan. Her brilliant blue eyes were surrounded by a round almost cherubic face that gave her a very innocent look.
The Thursday evening before Memorial Day weekend they had decided to splurge on Friday night and go to the Polamar in downtown Santa Cruz a very upscale Mexican restaurant. They both had all three days off, which was unusual for Allison, and they decided to rendezvous at the restaurant directly from work.
The meal was sumptuous and their conversation became increasingly enjoyable and light hearted as they consumed a pitcher of Margaritas between them. After the meal, walking back to their cars, they both agreed they would like to take a shower and would meet as usual at Allison's place. Allison suggested that she stop on the way and buy a bottle of tequila and some margarita mix so as she termed it they could "get stupid" tonight since it was something they had never done together. Beth enthusiastically agreed.
Beth arrived at Allison's apartment at 7:30pm.
"My God you really did mean get stupid," exclaimed Beth when she saw the liter of Jose Cuervo on the kitchen table next to a large bottle of Margarita mix. "It's cheaper this way and anyway we don't want to run out," laughed Allison. "We don't have to drink it all. I don't think we could." she giggled. "Anyway its time for a party. We've been good girls long enough." They both laughed. Allison mixed them two drinks and they settled on the couch easily falling into their now familiar intimacy.
For three hours they drank and chatted, listened to some music, watched part of a silly movie on TV. They both drank slowly but by 10:30pm they were quite high.They were sitting on the couch together the lights dimmed, the curtains pulled over the living room windows, both very much enjoying the closeness and mood of the moment.
"Listen," Allison said. "I've been thinking about this for a while. Why don't you move into my apartment. We can be roommates and share the rent. It would save us both a lot of money and anyway we're almost living together as it is."
To Allison's shock, as she looked into Beth's eyes, she saw tears welling up and overflowing down her cheeks. With a sob Beth buried her face in her hands and bending over hid her face in her lap. Allison quickly slid over next to her and put her arm around her shoulders.
"Sweetheart what's the matter. I really didn't mean to upset you. Really. I just thought it was a good idea." she murmured.
Beth slowly looked up at her through tear streaked eyes. " Oh Allie there's so much you don't know about me."
" Honey I know," Allison replied. " But it can't be that bad. I mean what do you do run around your apartment naked at midnight screaming? Come on sweetie. We've been together almost constantly for the last few weeks and I've really enjoyed it and I know you have to. You're my best friend you know and I hope I'm yours."
Beth looked deeply into Allison's eyes, a soft sob escaping her lips. "Allie I am a lesbian and I'm very much in love with you."
Allison had never seen such despair in a look, in a voice before. Her heart filled with care and tenderness for this wonderful woman she had come to know.
"Beth I am really really flattered that you feel that way about me. I really am. But I've never even talked to a lesbian before. Wait I mean I've never talked to another woman that I knew was a lesbian. Let me catch my breath here."
"You're not angry with me?" Beth replied.
"Honey how could I be angry with you? You've just paid me a huge compliment. I am very flattered. It's just so sudden and so new."
Allison saw Beth's face soften, the fear and despair disappearing from her visage.
"I was so afraid you wouldn't want to see anymore if I told you."
"Sweetie not at all. I'm really happy you told me the truth and aren't hiding anything from me. OK? I really appreciate that. Listen we're both pretty loaded. Let me sleep on this and I'll give you a call in the morning and we can have breakfast together and talk some more. OK?"
" Oh Allie yes very OK. I really don't want to lose you."
Allison smiled wiping a tear from Beth's cheek. "Don't worry honey. Really. Just let me think about this OK? I don't want to lose you either."
Allison and Beth got up from the couch and as Beth walked in front of her toward the door suddenly, as if a light switch had been turned on, Allison became acutely aware of Beth's full hips, her large rounded ass moving seductively as she walked, undulating in time to her steps. As Beth stopped at the door and turned toward her Allison's eyes became riveted on her large breasts so plainly revealed through the loose cotton blouse she wore, so obviously unhindered by a bra, her large puffy nipples protruding like small golf ball through the thin fabric. Allison had seen her like this before but never really seen her. It was like a veil had been lifted from her eyes.
Allison's look was not lost on Beth and for the first time she felt a ray of hope of possibility. As they hugged at the door Allison was amazed and awed by the feel of their breasts pressing together. Beth kissed her on the cheek. She turned and opened the door.
"You promise to call in the morning?" Beth asked eyes lowered.
"Yes honey of course." Replied Allison
Beth looked up and smiled at Allison, a look of pure love and adoration flooding her face.
As she closed the door behind the departing woman Allison turned and leaned back against the door.
"What the hell just happened?" she thought. "What the hell is this." And with that thought came the crashing realization that her life had changed, changed completely and dramatically and that she was now on a path from which there was no turning back.