Hey everyone, i wanna thank everyone that sent me feedback, it means a lot and I'm so glad that there are more than 3 people reading it. I wanna thank Justin for sending feedback on the installments so far, you're a big reason i kept posting. And I wanna thank Clarke for your great feedback. And also to Colleen, Boel, DaraLynn, and everyone else that sent me feedback.
This chapter was written a while ago, before I ever came across Nifty and started reading stories like this. I used to love this chapter, and reading it again, I thought it sucked, cuz my writing has improved a lot since I wrote it. So I felt like I had to rewrite some of it, and I did, and I went onto 11 and re-wrote some of that too.
I dedicate it to all the wonderful authors at Nifty that write wonderfully moving scenes and stories, I hope that it doesn't put them too much to shame. Also it's dedicated to Rick, author of 'The One', 'This I Promise You' and 'I Wanna Be With You' becuase he is one of the reason i love 'first interaction scenes' so much and really felt like I had to re-do chapter 10. (Also if its sucking up to get him to post soon, its all good!)
Chapter 11 contains sex, and I'm a girl so obviously I dont have much experience with it, but I did the best I could. AND I wrote it before I'd read anything on here, only thing I changed was really dialogue. The only m/m story I had read before I wrote this and was also an inspiration was Lynz' story Whispers In The Night. Anyway, what was I getting at here? I'm really good at babling here. Can ya tell? :) Oh yeah, anyway, bear with me on it, i think it came out alright. I hope you like the chapters and the feedback on the last one got this out so soon, if it keeps coming they'll be out more frequent. (YES bribery!) Okay, I dont wanna wear out my welcome yet, I can do that later so I'll shut up now. Feedback is good! nsyncforever@ureach.com Thanks! ~Sue
Oh and it dont imply nothin, dont know if theyre gay, I just made up the story. If you shouldnt be reading this, dont.
Chapter 10
It was pouring outside but it didn't even phase him. Lance got in his truck and put the key in the ignition. "What am I gonna do? I have no idea where he went." Lance pulled out of the driveway and looked around, he drove around the town and suddenly he had an idea, he knew where JC would be, he just hoped he'd get there in time if he decided to do anything drastic.
A half an hour later, Lance pulled up to the beach, there he saw JC's car. He got out of his truck and walked onto the wet sand. There he saw him, JC was sitting on the beach curled into a tight ball. It was the same spot where he had saved Lance not too long ago. "God, its my fault." Lance thought, "he loves me so much and he comes up and sees me making out with a girl I just met!" Lance quietly walked up to JC. JC turned and looked at him. Lance felt his heart ache even more seeing the tears falling from his face. JC saw who it was and looked away, wiping his face. After a short silence Lance spoke softly, "I'm sorry JC."
JC looked up at him, surprised be his words. "For what?"
"I didn't want you to find out this way..." Lance replied.
"What Lance?"
Lance sat down next to JC. He wanted to sit close and take him into his arms. He wished he could hold him and tell him it was alright, but he knew he couldn't. But he had to confess. "JC... at the hospital... after you saved me.. I wasn't sleeping... I.. I heard everything..."
"Oh god." JC moaned quietly as he shivered. Lance noticed and took off his jacket and put it over JC's shoulders
"I'm so sorry JC." Lance said after a silence. "I didn't mean for you to see it, I didn't mean to do it, It just happened, I dunno, I don't like her, I mean, I just met her..." he rambeled on.
"Great, this is just great.." JC mumbled, putting his head in his hands.
"JC, there's something else I need to tell you.." JC looked up at Lance, afraid of what he'd say. "JC.. your my best friend, you mean more to me than anything else in the world. When I'm with you, it's like there's no one else around, all I care about is you. When I think about you not being in my life, I can't even bear the thought. What I'm trying to say is that... I think I love you JC."
"You think you love me?"
"I've never felt this way about anyone JC. I think it's love, what else would it be?" Lance said with a lightness in his voice and a sparkle in his eye. "When all you think about is that person and you would do anything for them. I'd give my life for you if I had to. It's just that I don't see how it could work." he said regrefully.
"If you loved me half as much as I love you we could make it work, love conquers all!" JC pleaded.
"I know, but I'm afraid JC, you remember what happened with Joey don't you?"
"We could be more careful than that, I know we could, but even if they did find out Lance, I wouldn't care, do you hear me? I wouldn't care, as long as I could be with you." he said, his voice cracked as a fresh set of tears traveled down his cheak.
"But JC, music is your life!"
"And I would give it up for you if I had to... and you wouldn't for me."
"No JC, don't say that! I would give up everything I have for you, I'm just scared, what happens if you hurt me? Or I hurt you? I couldn't bear to lose you as a friend, and what about the guys? We could take everything they have away before they ever knew what happened, and the fans JC, what about the fans?"
JC looked up at Lance and said, "You just don't want to love me do you?"
Lance looked up into JC's tear-stained eyes, he could see the fear and pain in his eyes and he just wanted to take that all away. "JC, whether its right or wrong, whether it will work or not, I love you." Lance took his hand and placed it on JC's wet face. "I love you JC."
Lance saw the look of fear and pain in JC's eyes clear away. And for the first time, JC looked into Lance's eyes and saw love. "Can we just be together? Right here, right now, no worries, no regrets?" Lance asked as he ran his hand down JC's arms and leaned into him. Closing their eyes their lips brushed softly. Neither had experineced the feeling that they felt when they kissed. It was a soft innocent kiss, but it told all. They loved each other and no one could deny it. They belonged together. Each filled with the urge to touch again they brought their lips together for another kiss. Gradually, their kiss deepened and became more passionate and wonderfun than they ever would have imagined. It as filled with love, need and desire. Lance slowly leaned JC down on his back and began rubbing his chest. JC brought his hands up to Lance's wet hair and ran his thin fingers through its thickness. The kissing and caressing went on, both men savoring the sweet taste of thei! r love's lips on theirs and the touch of the other.
A loud clap of thunder reminded them of where they were. They pulled apart, looking into each others eyes. "I know this is fast, but I can't help th way you make me feel. I love you Lance, please, let me show you just how much." JC whispered with a smile.
"Only if I can show you how much I love you." Lance said, smiling back at him. Lance got up off JC and held out a hand to help him up. JC took his hand and they walked to the cars.
"I don't think we should go back there." JC said.
"We can ditch my truck and take your car." They got in the car and Lance put the key in he ignition. JC leaned over and started kissing Lance's neck. He kissed his way up to his lips and they began to kiss more. After a couple minutes, Lance pulled away. "If we don't stop now, we wont." He said.
"But I don’t want to stop."
"Do you really wanna do this here?"
"Your right."
Lance turned on the car and headed down the road. Five minutes later, Lance pulled into an ocean-side hotel. "Ok, just in case, we should go in incognito." Lance whispered laughing.
"Good plan." JC said. He went in his glove box and pulled out a comb and slicked Lance's hair back, then he parted his hair and combed it down. They laughed at how stupid they looked. They put on sunglasses and decided it was good enough. They got out of the car and walked into the hotel.
"May I help you?" The receptionist asked.
"Yes ma'am, I'd like the honeymoon suite." Lance said in an exaggerated southern voice.
She looked up and raised an eyebrow at him. "How many nights?"
"Just one." Lance paid for the room with cash and got the key. "Come on Jethro." Lance said to JC.
"I’m right with ya sweet stuff."
As soon as they turned the corner they both began to laugh, until they looked at each other. Lance put his arms over JC's shoulders, pinning him to the wall and leaned in and started to kiss him. JC put his hands on Lance's waist and kissed him back fiercely. Moans came from both mouths as they leaned closer together and the felt each other’s hardness. They broke apart, took each others hand and headed for the elevator.
Chapter 11
The ride up the elevator was silent, Lance and JC just stood there still holding hands, The elevator arrived at their floor and they stepped out, they walked down the hall until they found their room. Lance took the key out of his pocket and unlocked the door. Slowly he turned the doorknob and opened the door. Stepping inside they were in awe, the room was amazing. In the center of the left wall was a king size bed with dark blue satin bedding. Inside the room there was a step up onto a higher part where there was a hot tub. The higher part was surrounded by windows looking over the ocean. They silently walked over to the window.
"It's beautiful." Lance whispered.
"Yes it is." They turned to face each other, holding both hands. "I love you so much Lance, I can't believe I can actually tell you that, and I can't believe you love me too, this is all a dream. I feel as if I'm going to wake up any minute."
"It's not a dream JC, we're here, together, we love each other, and when you do wake up, it will be by my side." They looked deeply into each others eyes, reading each others thoughts, wants, needs, hopes, fear, and most of all, Love. JC placed his hand on Lance's chest, then brought it up to his neck, then his cheek. "I can't believe this is real."
"It is"
"...show me." JC whispered.
Lance walked JC to the bed and JC sat on top of it. Lance kneeled on the bed and leaned over JC and kissed his collar bone, he made his way up JC's neck, placing soft kisses all the way up to his lips, where he softly kissed him.
"Your lips feel so good on mine." JC whispered, then brought Lance's lips back to his. They deepened the kiss quickly. JC placed his hand on Lance's lower stomach and then placed his hand under his shirt. JC's hands were so warm on Lance's cold damp skin. JC placed both hands under his shirt and felt his way up Lance's stomach and chest. JC roamed all over his chest, feeling his muscles and nipples. Lance let in a sharp breath as JC's hands moved over his now hardened nipples. Lance sat up and took off his shirt, throwing it across the room. JC leaned up and started to kiss Lance's abs.
"No Josh." Lance said stopping him, "Let me please you." Lance looked at him with love and desire. Lance placed his hand on JC's cheak. "You feel so cold, but that wont last for long." He said, getting closer to JC as he said it, with the end almost touching his lips. After the last word left his mouth he closed his mouth onto JC's once again, while starting to unbutton JC's shirt. Lance let his lips follow his fingers down JC's body. He kissed down his neck to his chest and then lower and lower until JC's shirt was unbuttoned. Lance rid JC of the shirt and met his lips again, plunging his tongue deep inside. JC moaned into his lover's mouth as Lance's body brushed his ever growing member. Lance kissed JC's bottom lip and started his way back down, Lance snaked his tongue down the side of JC's neck and traced his collar bone. He traced JC's muscles, once and a while kissing his soft skin. He licked his way to JC's left nipple while his hands were rubbing his stomach. He licked!
around the nipple, playing with it with is tongue. Then he took it into his mouth and lightly sucked on it. Shivers raced down JC's spine as Lance nibbled on him. Lance then gave JC's other nipple the same treatment. Then he began to lick, suck and kiss his way down. Reaching his bellybutton, Lance dipped his tongue inside, which made JC gasp.
Lance looked up at JC and smiled as he places his hand on JC's lower stomach. He began to massage him, rubbing his thumb over the hair. Lance ran the tips of his fingers under the top of JC's jeans, teasing him. Lance slowly unbuckled JC's belt and pulled it out, folding it up and placing it on the floor. Before JC expected it, Lance placed his hand on the bulge in his jeans. Smirking at JC, he began to rub it. Lance then kissed down JC's happy trail to the zipper of his pants, placing it between his teeth, he slowly unzipped his jeans. They quickly rid JC of his pants and Lance took off his own.
Lance partially laid down on JC again and they brought their lips together, while kissing, their both erect penis' brushed each other, which made them both moan. "I love you JC, ever since I've gotten to tell you that I've felt so happy, like everything was in place, I can't belive I didn't realize it sooner, I love you so much."
"You made me the happiest man alive tonight Lance, I've been waiting so many years to love you." Their lips met once again, ever so softly. "I love you Lance." Lance began to rub JC though his boxers. JC lay there with his eyes closed enjoying it. Lance slowly lowered JC's boxers as JC lifted his hips to assist him. Lance lowered JC's boxers slowly at first and once they got to his thighs, Lance quickly yanked them off him. Coming back to face JC's cock, Lance's eyes widened, he was bigger than he thought. Lance flicked out his tongue and grazed the tip of swollen head. Lance then started to lick up and down his shaft slowly.
"God I love that tongue of yours Lance!" JC growled. Not breaking his concentration, Lance replied by licking over the head again, tasting the pre-cum. He then took the head into his mouth, and gradually more until he was all his mouth. JC was in heaven and it was just started, he couldn't wait to find out what Lance would do next. Lance pulled back until it was out of his mouth, then he went back down and deep throated him. Lances tongue was all over JC while it was in his mouth, he was licking him up and his head was bobbing up and down on it.
"Ooooh Lance." JC moaned. Lance began to lightly suck on him, which shocked JC. He was thrusting his hips up at Lance, meeting his, making him go further into Lance's mouth. It wasn't long after Lance began to suck on him, did he feel JC's muscles tighten, he knew he wasn't going to last much longer. Lance kept going as JC exploded into his mouth as he moaned/screamed Lance's name. Lance swallowed what JC gave him and wiped up what spilled out. Once JC opened his eyes, he found himself looking into Lance's eyes. "God that felt so good Lance."
"Good, I love taking care of you." He said smiling. They kissed once again, JC tasted himself on Lance's lips.
"Baby you need a release." JC whispered to him, feeling Lance's manhood up against his leg.
"I know."
"I want to feel you inside me."
"I... I've never done that before."
"That's ok, just do what I say." JC said, sitting up. "Well, first we need to get rid of these." JC said, pulling on the waist band of Lance's boxers. Lance got up off the bed and let his boxers fall to his ankles.
"Damn, this is gonna be tight." JC said seeing Lance's size.
Seeing the worry in Lance's face, JC said. "Don't worry, it wont hurt."
"Your sure?"
"Okay, well it will at first, but nothing I cant handle. It's worth it." JC said, bringing Lance down onto the bed with him.
"I don't want to hurt you..."
"You wont sweety." JC said, smiling at him. Are you sure you wanna do this though? You don't have to if you don't want to."
"No JC, I want to do this." he said smiling.
JC smiled and took Lance's hand in his. He kissed the top as Lance giggled. He smiled at Lance as he trailed tiny kisses up his arm. Once he reached his shoulder he traveled up his neck to his lips. He placed his lips on Lances softly. Opening his lips he let his tongue trace around Lance's soft lips. As Lance expected him to deepen the kiss, he did the opposite and backed away. He smirked as he trailed his mouth back down Lance's arm. He trailed his tongue in patterns down his skin until he reached Lance's hand. He grasped his hand and licked around Lance's fingers. The feelind made Lance moan out in pleasure. He placed a finger in his mouth and began to suck on it, exciting Lance even more. After teasing him like that some more, he pulled his fingers from his mouth and whispered to him, "Start with this." Lance replied my smiling at him.
JC lay down on his stomach and Lance lay down on him. JC sighed at the feeling of Lance's skin on his. Lance kissed the back of JC's neck as he slowly entered one finger into JC's ass. Lance moved his way to JC's ear lobe and began go suck on it as he entered a second then a third finger. After loosening the hole, Lance took his fingers out and positioned himself at the opening. "Are you sure about this?" he asked before going further.
"Only if you are." JC replied. Lance answered back by bringing his lips back to JC's neck. After lubricating JC's hole a little with his pre-cum, he slowly started to enter him. JC let out a deep gasp of pain and pleasure as he grabbed onto the bed sheets. Lance froze in fear as he heard JC gasp. JC knew what was wrong, "It's alright, keep going baby." Lance gradually entered him until he was all the way in.
"God your so tight!" he moaned into his ear,
"Just keep goin baby." Lance did as JC said, he pulled himself out and then thrust back in. Becoming more comfortable, Lance picked up the pase, thrusting into JC at a steady pase, both moaning with pleasure. Lance knew it wasn't going to take him long to cum, and it didn't. Lance felt himself ready and with one final hard thrust he came inside JC, screaming his name. They lay still for a moment, Lance recovering from his orgasm. Lance pulled out of JC and rolled onto the bed beside him, still catching his breath. JC leaned over and kissed the sweat off Lance's forehead.
"I love you Lance, I love you more than anything."
"I love you too JC." And there they fell asleep in each others arms, not to stir until morning.