These true stories are a sequel to my series Most Turned Me on in the young friends section. This series belong in the adult men section I think.
I wanted desparately to live a straight life and I finally found a lovely girl, fell deeply in love and married.I thought that I had conquered my lust for boys and men. It worked for many years but there were temptations that began again early on.
After I was married a year we went to a live theater show. Before going in the theater I excused myself and went to the restroom. There was the usual long bank of urinals, without modesty panels, perhaps 8 of them and there was a line waiting. I waited in line and when I got up to an empty urinal all of the others emptied out except for a young boy next to me. He stayed. He was looking over at my cock and I looked at him. He was a handsome young kid and he smiled. I then looked down at his cock which was hard as a rock and looked to be over seven inches long. He stroked it and said I love your cock. I was uncut and he was cut. I told him that he had a great looking cock and so big. I asked him his age and he told me he was 13. I exclaimed that I was astonished how big his cock was. He said I wish we could do something. But the show was about to begin and my wife was waiting. We tucked them away and looked at each other with lust. There was some other small talk as we washed out hands. He told me how he and a couple of friends played around at his twons movie theater. He invited me to meet him there, but I never did.
My strong same sex feelings had returned!
I was still determined to be loyal to my wife so I most often diverted my attention whenever temptation occurred.
I remember two other occassions while I was married that I was tempted. Once I had to go to New York for a business trip. I took the train and got off at Penn Station. I went to the restroom and again as was common in most men's rooms at the time there was this long bank of urinals, one after the other with no modesty panels as there are today. I was at the last one to the right. I looked to my left and there was at least six men standing at their urinals hard cocks in their hands stroking. I nearly blew my load. One guy shot off his load and left. Another young guy around twenty took his place and he pulled out his already hard cock and started stroking.
He looked over at my cock and said "man thats a beauty, pull the skin back so they can all see how big the head of your cock is".. I did as he asked and stood there for the first time proud of my hard cock as other men looked on.
The next occassion occurred when I was at another out of town conference. I belonged to a few associations. When at dinner I was seated with other members that I did not know. Next to me on my right was a good looking man around my age, around 30 at that time, He had a full head of nice brown hair and a good looking mustasche. He started talking with me and told me he was recently divorced. I told him that I was sorry and he said "don't be, now I can be free"..
During the dinner he began to move his seat closer to me a little at a time. I thought it was because of all of the noise in the room, he could hear better. then he turned his chair towards me and spread his legs. There was an outline of his long hard cock bulging out from his left leg. I got flushed, I didn't want to go there but my lust returned. I wanted so bad to grab his cock.
After dinner I got up and left quickly to avoid his temptation. But it was not over. When I was in the vestibule he came up behind me and started a conversation again. Then he asked me and these are his words " why don't you come up to my room and see the view". Not really an original pickup line but that is what he actually said.
By this time I had gotten control of my urges and I declined.
Note: A few years ago I wrote about another temptation during my marriage I believe that it was entitle " I don't know how to love him"
The next chapters will be about experiences after I was widowed in my early fifties.