First of all I'd like to introduce myself... I'm David, 17yo, 5'9", 150#, brown hair and green eyes. I'm American, though I lived all my life in Mexico City until I finished 10th grade, when my parents wanted to move to a smaller and cleaner city; first they said Miami, but it was far from Mexico City, where all my family lives so they considered Houston, and we ended up moving to Veracruz, a small (about 1,000,000 people) city located in the Gulf of Mexico. I didn't agree at first, what would I do in a city like this without my friends and everything? But then my parents persuaded me telling me that they'd buy me a car (which they haven't given me yet..... hehe) and so we did. We moved during the summer, and when I blinked, I lived in Veracruz, and I was starting school the next day.. which made it even worse; maybe that was the worst thing of all, I loved my school in Mexico, I had such a good relationship with my friends and all, that I really didn't wanna move, but anyway we did..... First day of school wasn't bad at all, boys were all awful, at least not the kind of guys I like, but they seemed to be cool and everybody came to me since I was like something "new for them", I came from the big city u know....... Days went by and there was a new gossip between girls, there was an exchange student who came from Belgium and he was extremely cute, and I said to myself "I've got to see him NOW" hehehe. And when it came to recess time, I saw him.. GOSH he was more than cute! There standing a few feet from me was a 6'2" guy who doesn't weight more than 150# for sure, light brown hair, beautiful green eyes (mine are just normal green eyes, his are fantastic) and he was sooo cute, believe me, he was the cutest guy I've ever been next to in my whole life (even Brad Pitt would look normal on his side). And from that day on, my mind started running, he was in my dreams, he was in my mind, he was in my heart; never had I been so in love with a guy, and most of you may think it was only the way he looked, but it wasn't; he was like an angel I wanted to be with, not only in bed but everywhere, he was the kind of guy I'd like to kiss in a cute way good night, hug tightly and sleep, and wake up and smile at how cute and charming he looks with that smile in his face while he's sleeping, and wake him up with a kiss in his forehead and say "Matt, I love you baby". Gosh, that's my real dream in life..... I'm sooo romantic sometimes, even though I really try to hide my real personality I dunno why, but I don't let anyone to know me greatly, only my lover could do that, Matt could do that for sure. I just counted the seconds left to go out, and see him in the recess and see what he did, he noticed my view and I guess he got kind of nervous... I couldn't stand it more so I just started telling all my gay friends (and some known friends) about Matt and how nuts I was about him, and then I repented myself for telling everybody, as some may know him and let him know...... I was sooo worried. And then time went by and I just saw him a couple of times, I looked for him in the whole school and was not lucky everyday, and once I noticed HE was looking at me, and I was like "Oh did he notice?" or "Has anyone told him that I have a crush on him??" Wow, my heart beated 1000 times a minute, and then the friend I was with told me he was going to the restroom, he told me to wait there for him, and I saw that Matt told something to his friend, and then he started walking towards me. Was he going to shout at me or something? I was sooo nervous, I just looked everywhere and then he arrived but I acted as if I didn't see him come and he said "Hi" and I was like "Hey...". And he shook my hand, mine was all shivering and seems like he noticed ''cause he asked me if I was nervous, I said I wasn't hehehe (even though I knew I couldn't deny it). He said "See, I've seen you looking at me all the time and I wanna know why" and I got even more nervous and said "Do I?" and he said "Oh please, now tell me you don't!" Wow, I was about to cry, I was so nervous. And then he said "Just tell me something, do u have a crush on me?" and I decided it was now or never and said "yeah I do... I know you aren't gay or anything, an even if you were, being so cute you wouldn't be with such an ugly guy...." Wow, I had done it! Not even I could believe it, and he looked at me and asked "Why do u think you're not cute" and I answered "'cause I'm ugly...." and he said "See David, (wow he knew my name!), I'm gay and I like you too" and I was like "WHAT?" and he said "Yeah, but if you don't wanna be anything more than friends I respect that" and I said "don't be silly" and I hugged him, and started crying, it was the joy of the moment combined with all the nervousness I felt before and he said "please David, hold it now, lets go to the bathroom so no one sees us, and we walked towards the bathroom and when we got there and I started crying, now with freedom and said "I love you Matt, and I'm soo happy" and he holded me in his arms 'till the bell rang, he said "cry those tears away and see you later my love"
Well, this is a work of fiction, it's the first one I write and I'd love to hear your opinion, my e-mail is teen16df@yahoo.com, please write and tell me what you think, even if you didn't like it... And by the way, Matt is a real guy, just that his name is not Matt and I'm in love with him, but I'm sure he doesn't know that. This story is to be continued, but I wanna hear what you think first plz.