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I think that it was just before I was to start a summer job at the Montreal Childrens Hospital. Anyway my eldest brother Randy, who actually landed me the job was telling me what to and who to watch out for. So in the conversation he told me that some of the orderlies in the hospital were gay and to be careful. He also told me that he had "been" with one of them.
You have to know that between my eldest brother and I there had always been a kind of wall. I don't know what it is but he always seems to rub me the wrong way. We are on speaking terms and did things together, but especially at the time that this conversation took place I was a bit of a prig, thought I was better that he was. I was also deep into the evangelical system so I was less than interested in what he was talking about. Why would I want to know about his dalliance into the gay world? I brushed it off at the time. I was pondering my sexuality and I was worrying already at the time that I might have some homosexual interests. The thing was, I refused to accept that it might be so. I was a Christian after all and homosexuality was an abomination.
Looking back now ...
Well this is where my story takes off. Like all my "what if" stories they start off with the truth, (above). What follows is what I have fantasized might have happened had I taken a different approach..
"You have to be careful of some of the guys in the hospital. There are a couple guys there that are gay" my brother said as we were talking about my summer job.
"Really?"
"Yeah I went with one of them once"
"Get out! Really...?" I looked at my brother to see if he was having me on
"No really, he wanted to give me a blow job so I let him"
He had my interest but I tried not to show it. "Really" I repeated as though it was the only word I knew. " So... uh... What was it like?"
He glanced at me. "Well it was good, kinda weird to have a man do it but it felt good"
We were quiet for a couple moments then I asked "Did you suck him too?"
"No!" he said probably more forcefully than he had meant to. In a more normal tone of voice he added "No I told him that I wouldn't. He just wanted to suck me"
"Oh" I mulled that over than I said more to myself than to him, "I wonder what it feels like"
Realizing that I had said that out loud I shot a startled glance at Randy, who I think was as startled as I.
"Really?" he asked.
"No turning back now" I thought he had clearly heard me say it "Yeah, I think I'd like to know Randy"
"Well I'm not going to show you" He said quite emphatically
I wrinkled my nose. "I don't want you to show me"
We both laughed and then he got serious. "I could ask Rudy" (He was the orderly that had "done" Randy)
"You think he would?"
Randy went to the phone. He had to look up the guy's number but a few minutes later I heard him talking to him "Rudy? Yeah Randy here, Randy Yonge... Yeah... listen remember how you ... well you know... yeah, well my younger brother Mike well we were talking and he would like to know what it was like, and well he was wondering ..."
He looked over at me, shrugged and then started talking again.
"He's 18... Yeah... This afternoon? Yeah I think we could make it.. Great. Thanks Rudy, I owe you..." Randy laughed "Yeah but not that"
He hung up and turned to me
"Ok it's all set he said to come over in a couple hours. So get in the tub and take a bath, brush your teeth and clean yourself up"
About an hour later all scrubbed and cleaned up we were on our way into Montreal. I was shaking like a leaf. Randy wasn't saying much I think he was wondering if this was such a good idea.
As we pulled up to a brownstone walk up on Dorchester Blvd (Now Rene Levesque Blvd) Randy said "You sure you want to do this?"
I nodded yes but was not real sure. We got out and went up the outside stairs. Randy rang the bell. The door was opened almost immediately.
The man that met us was actually quite good looking, in his early thirties. Clearly he had prepared as well. He let us in and Randy made the introductions. I took my shoes off and Randy started to but Rudy said to him "Don't bother Randy you're not staying. You go now, I'm sure Mike here will know how to get home."
I looked at Randy, He started to object but Rudy guided him to and out the door. "This isn't a circus performance man, this is between me and your brother, I'm sure he doesn't want you sitting there watching. See you" He closed the door.
Locking the door he turned to face me. He looked me over from top to bottom. "Well you're a little thin but that's ok. So you want to know what it feels like to be with a man do you?"
I wanted to correct him to say I just wanted to feel what a blow job was like but I was so scared by now that I just nodded.
He walked over to me. He must have seen me shaking because he said soothingly "Mike it's ok, I won't hurt you." Then putting one hand gently on my cheek he kissed me, softly at first but then more firmly. I didn't know what to do but if felt so good. I didn't pull back or resist. I know I had an instant hardon.
His hand now moved to the back of my neck and he pulled me closer as I felt his tongue on my lips. In an almost involuntary action I opened my mouth slightly and felt his tongue enter. For balance, because my legs were felling a little weak I put my hands on his shoulders and that was it. We were in each other's arms our tongues making love together. I moaned as his hands started to explore my back down to my ass. He pushed himself to me in slow gyrating movements.
When he finally pulled back he said "Wow! Well now Mike, your brother never did that." He smiled. "I think that you might be more into this than Randy is. He just wants a quick wham bam thank you mam, but you I think are interested in more"
He took me into his arms and we kissed again. He took me by the hand and led me down the hall. "How about we get more comfortable? I think I felt something down there that I would like to see."
He led me in to a large bedroom, beautifully decorated. On one wall was a large black and white photo of two men, naked, kissing. I stared at it.
"Do you like it Mike" Rudy asked coming up behind me.
I nodded, "Yeah it's beautiful"
He turned me to face him and kissing me tenderly on the lips he started to unbutton my shirt. As my chest was exposed to him he leaned forward and first licked than lip-bit my nipples first one than the other as he continued to open up my shirt. It felt so good. My shirt came off and fell to the floor.
Rudy told me to just stand there. He kissed my chest and worked his way down my torso. His hands teasing my nipples as he kissed and licked his way down. He spent a bit of time at my navel and then knelt before me. He looked up at me, smiled, then he undid my belt, opening it up. He next opened the top button of my pants and slowly lowered the zipper. I was so hard by now. I was leaking precum profusely, I could feel it wet on the skin of my left thigh where my cockhead rested confined in my briefs.
My pants slid to the floor, Rudy had me step out of them, then he turned his attention to what was underneath the thin fabric of my briefs. "You have a nice piece there Mike." He sucked on the wet spot then smiled up at me again. " I think it wants to come out to play" he said impishly
He stood up and slid his hands under the waist band and I felt for the first time another man's hands on my genitals. I thought I was going to come right there and then. I groaned in pleasure. He slid my shorts down my legs, they slid to the floor and I stepped out of them as well. I was now naked before him. He was gently with one hand stroking my cock and the other cupping my balls. It felt so good. I didn't want it to end. We kissed again as he continued to pleasure me with his hands.
I was now feeling freer and my hands were now wandering over his body. I started to open his shirt and copy his actions. "hhmmmm" he sighed "you are a quick learner."
"I want to see you too Rudy" I whispered
It wasn't long before we were lying on the bed together, exploring each other's body. Rudy was gorgeous. He was muscular but not muscle bound. His cock was about the same size as mine about 7 inches, cut like me. I knew as soon as it came into view as soon as I first touched it that I wanted it and him as close as possible.
"You're gay aren't you Mike?" Rudy asked at one point. "and Randy doesn't know does he?"
I had never really thought about it in terms of admitting what my suspicions were telling me but this time I nodded. "Yeah I think so Rudy, and no Randy doesn't know, and I don't think I want him to know"
That's ok, but right now I want to have a taste of you" He said. He moved himself around so that we were in what I learned later was a 69 position. He wasted no time to take me deep into his mouth. If Randy had been non-committal about how it felt to me it was out of this world. As I felt his mouth engulf my cock, the wet heat , his tongue moving up and down on it, man I was seeing fireworks. "Ohhhhnnnn MAN! " I shouted.
His cock was right there at my face. He released me for a moment "Make you lips wet, cover your teeth with your lips and slide it right in Mike, there is nothing like it." With those instructions he took me again and I doing want he told me let him into my mouth.
He was so right. From the moment that his precum oozing manhood slide over my tongue I was hooked. There is nothing like a man's cock in my mouth. I couldn't get enough of him. He tasted so good! He felt so good! I copied what he was doing to me movement for movement, action for action.
It was not long however that I felt my explosion about to happen. I tried to warm him but he pulled me in close. I groaned past the cock in my mouth as I released I'm sure one of the largest orgasms I have ever had. As I did that I suddenly realized that his cock was also spasming and filling my mouth was a strange but amazingly flavoured fluid. I swallowed as quickly as I could sucking hard as I could. When the flow finally subsided I continued to suck on his diminishing member. He was doing the same with me. We lay there like that for several minutes savouring the after effects of the orgasm, getting our breaths back.
He released me and I him and as he maneuvered himself back up to face me he simply said "Thank you Mike that was beautiful"
We lay in each other's arms for several minutes. It was so wonderful being in this man's arms. It felt so right and so secure. I told him so. He hugged me close and kissed me.
"Can you stay the night Mike?" He asked at one point.
"I want to so much Rudy but I know Randy would ... and my Mum wouldn't understand. I can't think of a good reason to tell her why I want, need to stay in town tonight. But I want to so much. You understand don't you?"
He smiled sadly at me "I know I shouldn't have asked, I guess I was just hoping against hope."
"I'm glad you asked. Rudy, maybe another time, we can work something out. Maybe when I start working at the hospital we can figure some excuse for me to stay overnight. Like working late and starting early, or something like that."
We kissed again "There is nowhere else I would rather be than here in your arms" I said, sitting up.
I looked at the clock. "I guess I better go, I have to get to Westmount Park to catch Dad so I can get a ride home with him."
Moments later at the door we kissed again. "Can I come back again Rudy? You made me feel so right, like I found what I was looking for."
"You can come back anytime Mike, anytime. I'll get my timetable to you when you start working."
And so began my love affair with Rudy a love that lasted for several years till circumstances, school and relocation separated us. It was not always clandestine. Randy quickly figured it out. He was not as opposed to it as we had originally thought. After a while of my talking about Rudy this and Rudy that, Mum and Dad figured it out too and it became easier for us to be together.
Mike