After spending last night, enjoying my two neighbors in some sexual pleasure, and the ride home this morning, I decided to take a nape. It was late afternoon when Rob called me and asked me if he could come by and have a chat. Rob was at my house in a short time, since we only lived a few houses down. I asked him in, he gave me a nice little kiss.
We went to my den, I asked him what was up. Rob told me he needed some advise. I told him it would be my pleasure. I would do anything for the stud before me. Rob starts to tell me, how much he loves his Dad, and how much their sexual activities means to him. I listened to him struggle to tell me what was on his mind. He had met someone in college and thinks he has found his true love. He told me he was worried how his dad would take it. I asked me to tell me about the person he was in love with. Well rob tells me, it's a girl. I damn near died, I never thought he was Bi like his dad. He just shattered many of my fantasies. I told him how happy I was for him, to find someone he truly loved. Rob tells me he does not know how his dad is going to be when he tells his family about his new found love. Rob knew Dan had a hard time when he first went to college how will he react to his finding a wonderful girl. Rob told me he needed me to help him to break the news to his dad. He wanted me there with him when he told him. Rob knew I loved his dad and id be there for him. Rob told me that Dan had told him many times he loved me.
We talked how to break the news to Dan. We decided to tell Dan at my house. We wanted Dan away from his family when he was told, so he was able to react without worrying about his wife and girls around. I called Dan and told him to come over, Rob was with me. Dan came down to my house. I told him that we were in my den. Dan wanted to know what was going on. I told him Rob had something to tell him. Rob told Dan to sit next to him, he had something to tell him. Rob held his dads hand, and said to him, Dad I love you with all my heart, and I would never want to hurt you. Dad, I found a girl at college that I have fallen in love with. I met her my first week at college and we are never without each other since. Rob looked at his son for some time, before saying a word. I stood behind Dan rubbing his shoulder. Dan finally looked at Rob and said to him, Rob, you know I love you, but I'm glad that you found that special one like I did at your age. This does not change my love for you son. I want you to be happy and I will support you in anyway you want. They embraced each other. I was so happy that Dan took the news so well. I left them alone to chat without me around. After awhile Rob came out to me, his dad was inside and wanted to talk to me. Rob thanked me for helping him out, and went home to tell his mom about his new love.
I went inside to see Dan waiting for me. Dan told me that he was glad his son came to me for support. Dan told me to sit down, he wanted to talk. I sat next to him, he held me tight and kissed me. Dan looked at me and told me he was happy for his son, but he wanted to talk about us. You know I love you, we have become great friends and lovers. I feel I'm cheating you by being married and you being alone. I wish I could tell you it will change, but I love my wife and could never leave her. I knew this all along, but Dan and I never talked about it. I was in love with him, and yes I did hurt at times knowing id never have him to myself. Dan continued, I want you to be happy and I'm not being fair with your feelings. I want you to know that I would understand if you wanted to find someone else to be with, someone you do not have to share. I never expected that one. I did not know what to say. I sat quietly with all kinds of things going through my mind. I felt sick, was Dan trying to tell me to move on? I loved him even though I tried not to fall in love with him. Damn I hated being Gay, like many of us do. I was not Bi like him, lord knows how I tried to be straight or even Bi when I was younger. I asked Dan to let me have some time alone, I needed to think about things. Dan knew I was hurting, and really wanted to stay, but I needed to be alone. Dan gave me a kiss and left. I was hurting like I did five years ago when my 13 year relationship broke up, when my lover started to cheat on me.
I layed on my bed, and the tears ran from my eyes, I fell asleep not knowing what id do.
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