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The semester was flying by. Out of the gates I struggled during the first one. Went from a high school GPA of 4.0 to 2.4. This was being changed fast, as I had made serious inroads. Bill my roommate was doing better too. I was despite my initial intentions, of having feelings for him. The guy who takes your virginity is special. There's no denying it, and despite our regular romps, it was hard to understand what was behind Bill's almond brown eyes. He wasn't with another guy or gal, but did he care for me? We were spending more time together, now that baseball wasn't being played.
His tall height and muscular build, I always craved with so much desire. He was so damn sexy, and I always wanted him to take me. Growing up in a small Pennsylvania town, he had taught me a lot. We definitely had good chemistry and sexual relations, but could we be a couple? I was torn up to a degree, as all I wanted was to be kissing him, and when he held me against him was always beautiful. During classes I was often thinking of him, and not just in a sexual manner. He was a great guy, always made me laugh, and just had this charisma that cannot be described by mere words. Bill believed in me, and I trusted him. He had encouraged me during the first semester at Penn State, and we even worked together on math and science homework.
We were polar opposites in some ways. He was the stud left fielder, and 6'4 or so and ripped. I was a bookish 5'6 blonde. One day he said "your green eyes make me want you more." That was an intense afternoon, as he literally was inside me for a large portion of the day. This weekend after classes, we knew what we were going to do. Get high, drunk, and screw like foxes in heat. I had bought some new see through panty like briefs so he, could get a visual approach of my smoothness. I'd happily bend over for him, and let him have his way. Anything to make Bill want me more, as I desired him constantly.
Classes took up time again. Exams always were at the same occasion. Did professors purposefully do this? Bill and I were able to study together on one class, which of course was distracted by our hormonal urges. Was quite happy as he wanted to try new positions, as while I did love riding him and having him explode in me, it was good to mix things up. We had both done research watching gay porn, which would lead me to giving him head so good, that he literally screamed melting in my wet hot mouth. The weekend would be here soon, and we'd be going at it like gangbusters. We both were pent up 18 year olds, and there was so much aggression and tension between us.
Some of our dormmates knew what was going on. If this was in my small hillbilly town, they probably would have burned us at the stake. In his area and at Penn State, we weren't the only ones. Yet we kept things mostly private, and I wanted something more open. What we did was really behind closed doors, and I wanted to hold hands and kiss everywhere. Yet I was so unsure of how to bring this up. Bill didn't seem to understand the point of this, but I literally did all I could to please him. To make him happy, to feel valued. This was such a confusing time. He didn't want to join the Gay Student Alliance, but I did. Here I was welcomed for who I was, not for anything else. It felt good to meet similar people, although I was sad quite a few had been yelled at or worse. The few students from rural areas, were quite obvious due to a fear factor.
The faculty member Dr Pierson was phenomenal. She made us all feel safe and welcome. We had about ten guys, 20 women, and a few who identified as transgender. There were differences of opinion, but we really did gel together. Katie and Jennifer were my favorite couple. They were quite funny, and their parents finally had accepted their relationship. That must be nice. I couldn't help but feel pangs of jealousy. It would be so good to be with Bill everywhere, but I had to clamp down on my expectations. Yes he had taken my virginity, but as gay men know, it's not like we signed up for this. There are complex nuances, and also areas that everything isn't black or white.
One good thing in addition to open discussions, was that we took turns cooking. Also sometimes Dr Pierson, she would order us pizza. She had been married to her wife for two years. Best guess is she was late 30's, but acted far more mature than her age. She had created this club from nothing. Now it was making real impacts. We even did community events for recycling, and other important endeavors. It was a real boost to my self esteem. This was the opposite of back home, where I had to toe the line wherever I was. Yes my older sister knew, and her support meant a lot. Kristyn always had my back.
Classes droned on, and despite the tugs I felt, I was ready to drink, get high, and get fucked. Last night Bill had a baseball event, so I had no choice but to bring out the vibrating anal beads to get off to. Now as class was over, my balls had been replenished. Back to the dorm I walked, and took a hot shower. Discreetly I put the see through panty like briefs on, and noticed how hard I was. Sure I was annoyed that Bill and I weren't at the open level, but it was time to handle our business. He had texted me that pizza was enroute, and that plenty of booze and weed were at the ready. Put clothes over my sexy undies, and walked into our room.
Bill and those almond brown eyes. Damn he was so hot. We kissed and he got me some pizza from the box. It was really good, and I could see his sweatpants had something rather large in store for me. We ate some pizza, and discussed what we had been up to. Our time was special. That was for sure. In an uncertain world this was guaranteed. Bill got us both red solo cups. The mixed drinks he made were tasty and loaded. Also we did his dispo cart of weed. Buzzing and feeling rather happy and relaxed, soon Bill and I were on his bed. Then he pulled the sheet over us, as our tongues danced in unison. He said "oh your lips are so soft baby." That was all it took, to go from passionate kisses to far more.
His lips and soon I couldn't help myself. Took his shirt off, and those pecs in my hands were so damn good. Kissing his neck and nipples, Bill had become putty under my care. Taking his sweatpants off, the heat of the Sun eclipsed our existence. That large beautiful cock, 8 inches of it, was going to be all mine. He was fully aroused as was I, and we kissed and he moaned as my warm hands carressed his private parts. That throbbing in my hands, and oh how he buckled when I touched his big sack. I always loved the sensation of his balls in my palms, but here is where my oral fixation took over.
Like two rabid dogs, we were in heat and in the throes of becoming. Together. Our lips continued to meet, and feeling his shaft more I had him. Kissing him all over, that musky masculine aroma, and the sounds of him being transfixed drove me crazy. Finally as I kissed his shaved crotch he bucked, but he wasn't going anywhere. I spit on his bulbous large penis, and with my wet mouth, brought him to another domain. His cock inside my lips, I went up and down, using my tongue to drive numerous messages to him. Sucking on his sensitive giant balls, he was now paralyzed and not able to do anything. I had him under my spell, as I loved the taste of his precum. Looking at him so he could see his sperm on my lips, he surprised me by grabbing me, picking me up, and threw me down on the bed.
More passionate kissing, as he took my shirt off, and my shorts dropped too. He saw the see through underwear, and it absolutely drove him bonkers. Soon he was caressing me through the thin materials, and finally after making me damn near insane, his warm hands and mouth made me chatter with excitement. The warmth and sensual feeling. Oh he was giving me all he had, and his lubed fingers explored my insides. I couldn't take this much longer. His mouth on my cock, his fingers in me, and his other hands on my smooth balls was causing good problems. Was catatonic and frozen in lust, and I started begging for him. He kept licking my ass and fingering me, and I just couldn't take it anymore. "Fuck me baby, I want you in me."
Bill surprised me, as he put my legs up. Oh no or oh yes. This one we had watched on porn, and now it would be reality. Pinning my legs back all the way up, I saw that Clydesdale giant stallion of a cock. Oh he had an erect diamond cutter, and I wasn't sure I could handle this. Did he get longer and thicker? Looked so hot but there was trepidation, as he lubed me up more. He was in me gently, and I gasped as he was just in the periphery. Moments later he was balls deep. Our internals curve, and so did his gigantic dick. I was closing my eyes, as the waves of pleasure were all throughout me. We kissed and he pounded my ass with intensive zeal.
The room was spinning. Also the bed was creaking. He teased me by pulling almost out, and spearing what was left of my warm hot tight ass. The stretching was incredible. Never had he gone after me like this, and soon both of us were drenched in sweat. Was this going to end? Actually I didn't want it to end, because being pleasured like this, and clenching more drove him even to more ambition. My hard cock told me the inevitable. Couldn't see 100% due to the powerful sensations, but the precum was rolling out. He knew too and started to massage my testicles, as if one primed a grill. The results were a massive orgasm that made me holler out, with cum everywhere. The smell of my sperm was quite strong, and only turned Bill on more.
Looking at him, despite recovering from a shellacking, I told him "breed me baby." A few more deep strokes, and I watched his eyes close and his face make the expressions I desired. Warm cum in my ass. So much sperm. Both of us were sweaty messes, but he lied down next to me. Holding and kissing while his cum rolled down my hole onto the bed. It was so good what we had experienced. Bliss was the word, and we both fell asleep in each others arms. We were together, as our exhausted cocks connected.