Reply-To: an363958@anon.penet.fi
This is a true story about how I came to realize my bisexuality.
My first bi experience happened, along with many other firsts, when I was in college. My roommates and I, in a stoned frame of mind, ecided to visit an adult bookstore. While they were examining the magazine racks, I wandered away to the back of the store where the quarter movies were playing. I went into one of the little booths, stuck a quarter in the slot and sat down. After a while of watching, I decided I would just whip my cock out and jack-off quickly. While I was playing with myself, I noticed a finger poking through a hole in the wall about waist-high. Now, I had heard about these "glory holes" before, but had never considered using them. In my extreme horniness, I stuck my cock through the wall and received a truly magnificent blowjob. After I came, I tore outof that store like a tornado. I was extremely upset about the whole experience for a few days. After a while, however, I realized what was upsetting me was that I really enjoyed it. Imagine that - enjoying having your cock sucked by another man. (I was assuming it was a man, because I have only on rare occasions seen a woman in the back of a bookstore. ) After I had gotten used to the idea of a man sucking my dick, I realized what a great thing I had found. I still preferred the ladies by a huge margin, but this was a great opportunity to get a little relief on those nights where no female companionship could be found. I began to visit adult bookstores more and more often, usually after an evening of buying drinks and dancing with a lady who ended up not wanting to go home with me. The routine is always the same. You get some change and head to the rear of the store. Usually, several people are just standing around. You pick a booth, go in and start watching the movie. Before very long, you hear the door to the booth next to yours close. I would always wait until I saw a finger tapping on the bottom of the hole in the wall, I would usually already be hard and slide my cock through to receive what is almost always an outstanding blowjob. One guy even had a handkerchief that he wiped my cock with after I had come. I think what I loved the most about it was the sheer perversity of the whole encounter. I am, you see, an admitted pervert who loves kinky sex play of all kinds.
I guess it was inevitable that the next step would happen someday. I was a little drunk and on my way home, when I decided to stop in and get a quick blowjob. It was a slow night in the bookstore. I was watching the movie and playing with my cock thinking that I was just gonna have to jack it off myself, when I heard the next door close and latch. I was watching the hole, waiting for a finger to poke through, when I got a surprise. The guy next door poked HIS cock through the hole. He was very well hung and had a nicely shaped cock. He was hard as a rock and I thought to myself, "Well, why not?" I got on my knees, opened my lips and put his cock in my mouth. It was very exciting to me. I remember wondering why I hadn't done this sooner. I was really enjoying the taste and feel of his cock. For those of you who've never had the chance or inclination, a cock in your mouth feels unlike anything else to compare it to. It's hard and soft at the same time. Smooth and silky and has a sligtly salty taste. It's very difficult to describe because it tastes like a cock and nothing else. As I was bobbing up and down on him and enjoying the sensation of his rod in my mouth, I began to wonder if I wanted to taste his come. I decided that I wasn't ready for that step and stopped sucking him. I wasn't going to let the poor guys just hang there though, so I jacked him off. He shot a huge load onto the floor and I departed quickly.
The next day I had many of the same confused feelings that I had after I had received my first blowjob. Although this time around there was much less shame involved. I decided that I had enjoyed my encounter, and, although I was (and am still) enormously more attracted to the ladies, I enjoy being with a man occasionally. I am now comfortable in my bisexuality and have gone on to have even more experiences. I did, finally, suck a man until he came in my mouth. The sheer "dirtyness" of it excited me, although I didn't really care for the taste. Nowadays, with the rise of AIDS, I always use condoms anyway. I have also been fucked in the ass, which is fun. I have even had one guys fucking my ass while I sucked another. My favorite of all time, however, was once when I met a swinging couple and sucked his cock while fucking her. That, I believe is my favorite sexual activity of all. I recommend to everyone to try to live out all aspects of sexuality, you might be surprised by what you find is the most enjoyable activity. Don't worry about what labels your community will hang on you, there are always ways to be discreet. But above all, be sure to play safely. No matter how much fun you have, it's not worth your life. Thanks for listening - I gotta go. My girlfriend bought a new whip today that I need to try out on her ;)