My First Time By: Emil When I started working for a clothing distribution center I was still confused about my sexual "direction". At the time I was only 19 years old and took the job since my parents gave me no choice. "Either join the rest of society or move out", as I was told. Back then the conflicts going on in my mind was something I had to keep to myself. Coming from an Italian family, Gay is something that can only get you disowned. When I started work, the setting was kind of like an assembly line with most of my co-workers being around my own age and some foreigners around 30-40. I knew the job was only to pacify my parents so I stuck with it. It was a boring job since it was packing designer clothes in boxes to ship to several "high society shops". One reason it wasn't as bad as it could have been were those guys I worked with. There was one named Jim, who was about 19, 5'7", 145lbs, with black hair and the cutest ass I had seen since I started looking. I knew from the moment I laid eyes on him that I had to get to know him. (I really wanted to have an experience with him.) It was typical that he had his own "click" of friends that made it difficult to get close without good reason. He gave me the impression that he was sort of the leader of the pack type and everyone followed his example. But there was one peculiar thing about him. Every time he was horsing around, it had to do with putting down "faggots" as he called them. He would stand there and intimidate others in his department by saying stuff like "Hey cutie, do ya like my ass? Wanna closer look? Wanna touch it?" The day I heard it I was totally shocked, yet so turned on my cock felt like it was gonna drill out of my jeans. The guy who he was mainly picking on named Tony was red in the face and just took it as a harmless joke. I was quietly taking in all of it wishing he was serious. After that I fantasized about him saying that to me in the locker room upstairs. I jerked off every night thinking of his gorgeous ass in front of me. Trying to visualize what it would look like without those tight Sergio Valente' jeans. Boy, for a first man to man fuck experience, I wish it could be him. For months that pasted the guys were dating the girls in the other departments. All except for Jim that is. I really started wondering. As everyone else was having lunch with their girlfriends, Jim would often eat alone in his car, out in the company parking lot. He started noticing me more since I guess his "gang" would abandon him for the entire lunchtime. One day after the lunch buzzer sounded, all of us dropped our tape and pens and ran to the locker room to wash up for lunch. I usually took my time to avoid the pushing and shoving. The way they took off it was like their girlfriends promised them a box lunch or something. Anyway, I took my time going up the stairs toward the lockers as I saw everyone I worked with walking out the main exit hand in hand with their girlfriends. I thought "great", now I can take my time and not have to worry about people seeing what I keep in my locker. You couldn't trust these guys with all the break ins that occurred in just 4-1/2 months. As I entered the locker room I headed straight for my locker and took off the gray lab coat they make us wear and get my jacket on as I hear from the other side Jim's voice. He came walking around the row of lockers and said, "Ay Man, I keep forgetting your name, what did ya say it was?" I didn't want to seem too anxious to answer him so I said, "I didn't." With that he smiled and said, "Smart ass!" "I'm Jim, now what's yours?" I gave in and said, "Emil". He then asked "What are ya doin for lunch today?" I said nothing special. He asked "Wanna hang out with me, we'll take my car to the deli on the hill. I said, "Sure, why not." As we walked through the locker room and into the bathroom area he said, "Wait a minute so I could take a piss." The bathroom was adjoined to last stop out of the area before the main corridor and security. As he walked over to the urinal, he unbuttoned his pants and positioned himself. I walked around the bathroom trying not to look at him but I was dying to. As I dared to look as he stood there I studied the curve of his ass and as I edged over not realizing it, I noticed a mirror right in front of him on the wall. Little did I know that he was watching me and probably knew what I was looking at. Just then he started tucking himself back into his pants and while still keeping his back to me he took a step away and said, "Do ya like my ass?" "C'mon, you can tell me Emil, no ones around." I just smiled and took it totally as a joke but I was dying to say Yeah! It was an effort to keep my eyes off his ass even though I could be discovered. I was sure he wasn't gay. Just then as he stood about 5 feet away from me (still with his back to me) he said, "Here's a closer look". Just then I heard his zipper fly down and he threw his pants down just under his gorgeous ass. Even better than I imagined. His buns were lightly covered with fine black hair. I felt my cock trying to bust out of my jeans again and for the first time I feared loosing control. I wouldn't dare touch him for I knew he was only playing around. As he zipped up smiling he said, "I'm only playing with ya, I hope ya not pissed at me, ok?" I said as I was laughing, "Don't worry about it." Then to drop a hint to him I said, "I should have freaked you out by grabin your ass and not lettin it go." He looked into my eyes and said, "And what if I grabbed your balls, that would make ya let me go real fast." We headed for his car and drove up to the deli, got our lunch and sat in the far end of the company parking lot. After we finished our lunch Jim started making small talk. He sounded kind off pissed off at his friends for ignoring him entirely when their girlfriends are around. I asked him if he had a girlfriend and he said she broke up with him to go out with his ex-best friend. He told me "she actually had me ask him to all of her parties just so she could get to know him." I could see him kind of opening up to me as he kept talking. He even said that he couldn't deal with loosing her to the point where he tried to kill himself. I asked him if he is at least dating anyone to help him get over her. Then he said he's gonna stay clear of cunts for awhile. When he said that I thought, oh wow, this is a classic, all the many times I have heard friends of mine say that line. Then I decided to press it a little further by saying "I guess it's a good idea, but it gets tough." He looked at me and said, "Yeah, but I won't go through that shit no more." "If it gets bad, I'll just have to beat my meat, at least that way you don't have to wait around for anything." I was shocked, I didn't expect him to come out with that. I figured I was running the show. He continued to say he would even go down to "the square", which was the local prostitute strip. And with that he said, "Most of them down there are he-shes but they give good head", according to his ex-best friend. I didn't understand what he meant by he-she so I asked him. He said, "Man, haven't you ever been around, its a guy that looks almost like a woman but she has a dick, but sometimes real tits too, if your lucky." I said, "You mess around with someone like that...you pay her.. him to...." Jim broke in and said, "To be honest with ya, I'd try just about anything once." Just then I noticed as he was talking, that he very lightly was rubbing his crotch area as not to be noticed. But I saw him and he knew I saw him and he stopped. He made me so hard that I started feeling pre-cum wetting my underwear. As we agreed we'd better get back inside to work, he said, "Wanna get together sometime for a couple of beers and smoke?" I said, "Ok, I'll give ya my number when we get inside." He pulled out a pen from his visor and said, "Why not now so we won't forget." So we exchanged numbers. I didn't realize it but my cock was still semi-hard and was poking outward on the left side. As I lifted myself out of Jim's car I hoped he wouldn't notice, but when I looked on his side of the car as he was reaching for his ID card on the console I saw him glance over since it poked a clear outline through my jeans. I was glad he didn't say anything. That night after I sat down to watch TV I started thinking about Jim's beautiful ass and how it looked when he mooned me in the bathroom at work. I started remembering in clear detail how round his cheeks were and how the fine dark hair on them seemed to add to my excitement. Just then I realized I had a raging hard-on and got up to lock the door to my room so my parents wouldn't walk in. It was to much for me to handle and I opened my jeans and took my cock out and started pumping it for all it was worth. Just as I felt I was gonna shoot my load the phone rang. I hopped over to it with my pants down to my ankles. When I picked it up I heard music and when I said hello, the music stopped and a familiar voice said, "Hi, is Emil home?" My heart skipped a beat and I knew for sure it was Jim. With my cock still in my hand I said, "You got him!" He asked me if I'd wanna come out to ride around and have a few beers. Of course I didn't turn down the chance and he said he'd be over in about a half hour. I gave him directions to my house and asked him where did he have in mind to go drinking. He said not anywhere special, just to maybe pick up a couple of six packs and ride around. Even go up to Kensico Dam and flare up some joints. As I waited for him to come by I wondered why he wanted to go out at the hour that it was. I figured he would have called around 7 or 8 but it was just starting to get dark and I think it was 8:45. Just a bit late for a work nite. Then I saw his car flying around the curve in the road and come to an abrupt stop in front of me. I was disappointed to see a girl sitting next to him and as she opened up the door to let me in the back seat I felt as though something was wrong. Jim said, "Hi Emil." He didn't at first make any attempt to introduce me to his "girlfriend." Then I had figured they weren't getting along too well at that point and just said, "Hi." Jim said, "I have to drop her off first and then we'll go up to Kensico." He drove as thought he was mad and I didn't like seeing this side of him but knew it would change when he brought her home. We pulled up in front of a big house and as soon as the car stopped she opened the door and turned to him and said, "Don't bother calling me." Jim said, "Not on your life." But I don't think she heard. I got into the front seat and was happy about the view. Jim was wearing white color shorts that looked great. His legs which I've never seen before were surprisingly muscular and covered with the same fine dark hair that I had seen on his ass cheeks. He said, "I didn't think she'd be such a cunt about things." I said, "Is that an ex-playmate of yours?" He said, "Nothing serious, but your kinda right about calling her a playmate, she's the neighborhood's playmate." I told him I got the picture and he said, "But I didn't get any, she let me pick her up and everything only to tell me when it came down to it that its that time." As we drove along we stopped at the Seven 11 and got 2 six packs and some ice for Jim's cooler. We got on the parkway and headed up to the dam which was just 20 minutes away. Jim lit up a joint and at that point I knew it was good stuff. As we talked about everything I kept sneaking peeks at his body and wishing I could touch him. His body was bigger than it looked in those tight jeans he wore to work. I never realized he worked out but just looking at his arms it was obvious. Every once in a while he'd adjust his balls in his shorts and give a gentle rub as he talked about getting laid. Then he said, "You must have a lot of girls callin you too..Huh?" I said, "Why do ya say that?" He said, "You know, your a good looking guy, get much?" I didn't know what to say at that point. I got nervous and I think he knew that I was uneasy talking about my personal life. I said, "Well ya know, after ya have it steady for awhile its tough not gettin it at first." He said, "Yeah, tonight she built me up, ...got me all hot and shit .....then she springs her fuckin period on me, that really fuckin sucks!" He passed me the joint but I didn't want it. He said, "C'mon... ..take another hit." I know my limits but since he wouldn't take no for an answer I just faked that I took a hit and that I was getting really stoned as we pulled up to the dark end of Kensico Park As he turned the ignition off he said, "I'll be right back, I gotta take a piss." He opened his door and as he started to get out I watched just to get another look at his cute ass. His buns looked great especially in those white cotton shorts. I looked at the way the shorts clung to his ass since his seats were vinyl and must have made his ass sweat. The way the hair on the back of his legs seemed to get thicker under the curves of his cheeks got me excited as I quietly rubbed my cock through my jeans. He slammed the door of his car hard. I imagined it was sexual frustration. Boy, would I love to ease his tension. I tried to get a better look at him as he stood behind the car. As I convinced myself that it was hopeless, I faced front and then saw an answer to my dreams. His car had a sport mirror on the passenger door and with that I saw a clear image of Jim holding his cock in his hand, but ......he wasn't pissing. It looked more like he was rubbing his cock, not jerking off but just rubbing it. As he stood there I watched in the mirror while massaging my own cock up to full attention. Unfortunately, he stopped, and started to piss. My window was opened and I heard the sound of his urine hitting the pavement hard. It sounded like a horse on a flat rock. I never got excited by piss or anything gross, but I felt unbelievably turned on. As I listened I knew he was almost finished since it didn't sound as loud. He shook off the last drops and tucked himself back into his shorts, then came around and got back in. As he sat down, he said, "That felt good." He gave me another beer and lit up his last joint. I told him I didn't want anymore and he said, "Ah, don't be a faggot, smoke some more." I felt like maybe he knew what was on my mind, but then I thought, no he couldn't. Yet still I wanted to drop some hints and see how he would take them. So I said, "You wish I was a faggot. You'd do anything to get your rocks off." He looked surprised and turned to me as though to see if I was serious. I was cracking a smile and he went along with it and said, "Yeah, that's a good idea." Shocked, I said, "What! What's a good idea?" Jim then said, "To go down to the square to get blowjobs." I noticed that he started showing how drunk and stoned he was. I said, "From who?" "From the he-shes I guess", Jim said almost slurring his speech. Seeing him like this turned me on since he was kind of more vulnerable, and this way I fantasized of doing what I wanted to. I said, "Jim, we gotta work tomorrow, no way can we go all the way down to the square and have a clear head tomorrow." He said, "Fuck tomorrow, you worry too fuckin much Emil!" With that he start punching me in my left arm and grabbin my neck. I couldn't believe this......wrestling in his car..........he managed to get me in a twisted headlock .........He was hurting a little but the view I had was worth the pain as my face ended up right in his crotch under his right arm. He was sayin "Well Emil, what do ya say now...ya comin with me or what?" I said no way. I was getting hot as hell as I had my hands on his legs trying to get some leverage to break loose. With my head so close to his crotch, I smelt his sweat and got harder knowing I was smelling his cock. I couldn't believe this beautiful jock having me in such a headlock. Looking into the bulge in his shorts I knew he was excited by my breathing. I started to take advantage of the position by letting myself "accidentally" touch his cock. To my surprise he didn't really mind my brushing across it. This time I thought I'd stop my hand directly on it as though I didn't know where my hand was. As I got closer to his crotch, I felt a hard-on. HIS HARD-ON. I lost control for a second and let my hand stop on it, then fold around it. For a moment he froze. He didn't move a muscle. Yet I heard him breathe heavier that second. Then suddenly he let me go. I got up and sat back, I didn't know what to do next. "Man," he said, "I can't believe this," as he raised his hands up to his head and rubbed his face "I MUST be really fucked up." Then he turned to "How `bout you?" I said, "Yeah." He took a slug of beer from the bottle he had sitting on the dashboard. I looked at him and noticed he still had a hard-on. He looked so good and I wished I knew what to do to get on the subject of sex so maybe...........But just then he took care of that problem. He said, "Damn...I'm so fuckin horny, I wish you would come with me to the square." I started to say No, but he interrupted and said, "I'll put it to ya this way, Either ya come with me to get my rocks off or YOUR gonna have to take care of it." I looked at him to see if he was serious but he had a smile on his face as he rubbed his cock. I knew it would be my last chance so I had to do something. "Dare me?", I said. I really wondered if he would take me serious. He looked at me still with a half smile on his face. I repeated it. He seemed to be considering it. He said, "I really could go for a good blow job right now. Jim looked so great sitting there.......his shiny black hair...his smooth complexion. The small amount of light reflecting through the window hit him just right. It was like a fantasy, I couldn't believe it was happening. He sat there and I saw that he was still rubbing himself. I looked at him and he looked at me. I slowly moved toward him and placed my hands around his legs and managed to get them under him. At first I just felt his muscular legs as I rubbed my face in his crotch still with his white shorts on. I didn't want to rush things. As I slid my hands up under his ass, he lifted himself to help me. He was getting hotter as his ass was now resting in my hands. I longed for this moment. The cheeks of his ass felt great but I wanted to feel more of him. I started to work my hands into his shorts from the legs up. He was more impatient than I was and lifted himself up and worked his shorts down to his knees. There it was for the first time. His cock stood straight up toward his flat stomach. A slight shine on the head made me realize that he was leaking pre-cum pretty much. It had its own smell to it that drove me wild. He placed his right hand behind my head and pulled me in closer and said, " C'mon Emil, Suck my cock, I dare you!" I dove in and licked and gently slipped my tongue into his piss hole. He gasped and I knew he was gettin into it. He shoved his cock all the way in my mouth and started pumping hard. I didn't want him cumming fast so I slowed him down by playin with his ass and I discovered that he liked when I touched his asshole. He pushed down hard on my fingers and each time more pre-cum oozed out of his cock. He was throbbing in my mouth as I slowly pushed a finger up his ass. I wanted to take it slow so he wouldn't feel pain and get turned off to any assplay. But so far he enjoyed it as my finger went all the way in. He was breathing heavy and I asked him; "I'm not hurting you, am I?" He said, "No, it feels weird though, but good." He then said, "Try licking my balls." I didn't hesitate. I licked and sucked as I stroked his cock. Then Jim grabbed my hand and said, "Wait!.......OOOOHHHH I almost came but I don't want to yet." He put his hands on my shoulders and pulled me up so we were face to face. He looked into my eyes and said, "Christ, I know I'm wasted right now but I know what I'm doing. Emil,.....I want you to get off on this too.......open your pants." I thought to myself wow I didn't expect this, I guess he wants me to jerk off as I'm sucking him. As I reached for my zipper to unbutton them I heard Jim mutter something. I was about to ask him what he said but just then HE grabbed me and laid a heavy kiss on my mouth. Then he pulled back to see my reaction. I was shocked as hell but didn't want to show him that (in case he'd get discouraged.) I wanted to keep him opening up to me so I edged forward while we looked at each other and slowly placed a passionate kiss on HIS mouth. When I started back again to see his reaction, he didn't let me. Jim put his hands on my neck and pulled me back to him and as we kissed again he slipped his tongue into my mouth and we both went wild. We kissed and touched each other. I was in heaven. The guy I fantasized about for months..........I was kissing him......holding him......exploring his body .......sucking his cock.......fingering his ass.......WOW!! I said, "Sure, no one comes here at this hour on a weeknight. He slipped out of his shorts and reclined his seat. I was fascinated at how much room we had in his car. When I told him that, he said he bought it for this reason.....But for girls. He kept saying how he couldn't believe he was doing this yet he didn't hesitate. Finally I got my jeans off. He got up on his knees to reach over to the far side of me to recline my seat. I touched his bare ass and rubbed my fingers in his crack. He pushed back up against my fingers and I felt his cheeks part to let me feel his asshole. As he faced my door, he braced himself on the headrest and I went down to suck his cock. I played with his ass and it only made him want more. I took one of my fingers and licked it till it was real wet and then slipped it up Jim's ass. He bucked violently and I felt more pre-cum escaping into my mouth. He fucked my face so hard my cheeks started to ache. I had to get used to having such a thick cock in my mouth. I finger fucked his ass hard, to match what he was doing to my mouth. It only made him more wild. Then when I couldn't take anymore, I took his cock out of my mouth and told him to lay ass up in his seat. He did and as I played with his ass, he responded to my every touch. Jim's ass looked great. As I rubbed his cheeks and played with the fine black hair on his legs, I lightly licked the crack and very slowly pushed my tongue further passed it. As I continued he started breathing louder as he pushed his ass up to meet my mouth. I took this as a cue to plunge in. I spread his buns apart and licked and lightly sucked his ass. I made his asshole soaked with my saliva and I took advantage by working my finger in as my other hand played with his cock. I finger fucked his beautiful ass good and he really seemed to like it. Then to my surprise again, I felt his hand close around my cock as HE started playing with ME! As I pushed my cock into his hand while playing with his ass, he started jerking my cock in perfect time with the bucking of his ass. I wondered if he would let me fuck him. I figured what do I have to lose by trying. Without a word, I got up and climbed over to get on top of him. He watched without saying anything and as I slowly lowered myself with my cock resting in the crack of his ass, he said, "I don't know if I can do this." I told him I wouldn't do anything that will hurt him. He said, "If your gonna put your cock up my ass, it will hurt." Then I said, "We'll take it slow, just relax." He seemed to take my advice as I first got him ready by rubbing my cock into his crack and against his asshole. He was still very wet and open from all the finger fucking. As I continued he got into it by pushing his ass back up against me to meet my every push forward. Ahhhhh ........I kept hearing from him then I figured he was ready to take it. With his next thrust up to meet me, I pushed the head of my cock into his wet asshole. He stopped moving for that moment and let me in - s l o w l y.........At first the head. Then I met with just a little resistance and as he adjusted to me he started pushing up again. Finally I was all the way in and had to fight from cumming right away. Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh he was quietly in his own little world. I reached under him for his cock which was harder than before and slimy with his pre-cum. As I fucked him he started saying "Emil, I'm gonna cum"..... OOOOOOhhhhhhhhhhhhh Luckily my hand was there as I felt his cock tense up, then from under his balls I felt his cum shooting.....filling my hand. He suddenly relaxed and as I moved my hand he said, "wait, you didn't cum yet!" I said, "Yeah, but wait a second, I got an idea." I pulled my cock out of his ass and took my hand filled with his cum. As he watched, I closed my hand with his cum around my cock and the remainder I let drip into his asshole. I massaged his cum all over my cock and this got him excited again. His cock was at full attention. I massaged his cum into his asshole and finger fucked him so he was really lubricated. I positioned my cock against his crack again and then pushed into c. He pushed against me and with one thrust I hit home. Jim started bucking wildly and saying "Ooooooohhh fuck me man..... balls slamming hard against his ass. I knew he felt it too since he reached behind and cupped my balls in his hand as I fucked him. He whispered "I wanna feel you cum in my ass." I stopped thrusting for a second and took his hand off my balls and closed his fingers around the base of my cock. I said, "Keep your hand here but don't squeeze tight." I started fucking him hard and feeling his hand on my cock made me really excited. Jim's other hand disappeared under him as he jerked himself off. Then my excitement was too much, I was about to shoot. I warned Jim; "I'm gonna shoot my load"...........I felt him tense up and his jerking sped up. ...............Ahhhhhhhhhhhh as I started feeling my cum rising from within my balls.........."Here it cums Jim!".......Suddenly he started breathing fast and I knew he was cumming too. As his grip around the base of my cock tightened slightly, I knew he felt me shooting my cum inside him. As our orgasms subsided he relaxed and I didn't move yet. Then he said, "Emil?" I said, "Yeah?" Then he said, "Nobody can ever find out about this, ok?"