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I had previously posted a shorter version of my first non wet dream orgasm from masturbation. This is a little more detailed, I hope you enjoy this actual recollection of an important event in my sexual life.
I reached puberty sometime during my 13th year. I remember that one day I was showering and I noticed for the first time I had hair above my dick. It obviously had been growing for a while but I must not have paid any attention up until then. I was also aware of having hardons all the time and noticed my dick as significantly larger (it could not have happened overnight but I was now much more conscious of it). I started playing with my frequent hardons in the shower or in bed (I had my own room and would play withit in the morning when I woke up).
I also remember playing with it while on the toilet and got to the point where I would go to the bathroom just to experiment with this really cool thing that got big and felt really good. I remember after a while there was a clear sticky fluid that would seep out of the top (precum) but had no ideas what it was. after a while I started having wet dreams and though they felt good (I was usually asleep during the orgasm but woke up soon enough to know it felt really good). I would need to get up and clean myself off to get rid of the tell tale evidence - I did not want my mother to know I was making a mess in my pajamas.
One morning I woke up and rolled over on my stomach. At this point I woke up with a raging hardon every morning so playing with it was an obvious thing to do (I woke before it was time to get up so I had plenty of time to play). At first I played with my dick under me and eventually discovered that I could rub in on the bed and it really felt good. It did not take long to try it on top of a pillow and then bunch the pillow to make a grove to stimulate more of my dick. I knew how intercourse worked and figured this had something to do with it but still did not connect the orgasm from my wet dreams to sex. In hind sight it seems nieve but I just did not know.
I remember that I would hump the pillow and it really felt good so I kept going. I had to be careful since I was now shaking the bed and my room was above the kitchen where my mom would go to start breakfast. I distinctly remember getting to a point were it felt so incredible and I could feel an intense feeling approaching that was more intense than anything else I had known. I was afraid it meant I was going to pee in my bed and the worst thing I could imagine was explaining that! It must have been a week or more that I would reach this point and stop (!!) for fear that I would wet the bed.
I finally decided I wanted to see if I could go farther - kind of like being tickled but wanting more (I am very ticklish so going for more would be crossing a threshold). I waited until no one was in the house (3 siblings and my mother), it took a while but as soon as the opportunity came I rushed to my room, stripped naked and jumped on my pillow. It was not too long before the increase in pleasure came and I could now hump away without fear of the bed noise.
Just as I got to the point where my dick was throbbing andmy balls ached, I felt this rush of intensity that I had avoided. I jumped out of bed and rushed to the bathroom still convinced that I would pee. I stood naked over the toilet and though I had no idea of using my fist to jerk off, I rubbed the now incredibly sensitive tip of my circumcised penis and continued. It was not long before I got back to the point I stopped moments before and I could feel an intense flush coming over me. I was breathing heavily, my heart was racing and I was rubbing my rock hard dick like a mad man (boy actually). As the feeling intensified I was ready to go over this new threshold and WOW - my whole body went into a spasm, my dick started pulsing and I could feel this intense rush of something coming out!
I knew it was not going to be pee and must have then made the connection to my wet dreams (duh!) and watched for the first time as the white cum shot out of my dick! My dick was so incredibly hard and the spasms were so incredibly intense that the cum shot straight across to the back of the toilet and seemed to keep coming. It had been a while since my last wet dream so I must have had quite a lot stored up because I remember it really seemed to be more than I had during my dreams. I must have had 5 to 8 intense spasms and then they started to diminish. I was in exticy (sp).
I kept rubbing my now incredibly sensitive dick and kept milking it for more. It became apparent that this was the end of it as I started to calm down a little. I was now aware of how excited this had made me - my heart was racing and I was trembling and though I did not loose my balance I was light on my feet.
I raced back to my bed and lay there still playing with my now semi hard dick and was ready to do it again! I went through the same routine and though it took a little longer I raced to the bathroom again to get that great feeling again. There was less cum this time but it still really felt good. I was cleaning up the mess (it went all over the place since I was not concerned with where it went!). I heard the family coming in and needed to RACE to my room since it would be hard to explain being totally naked during the afternoon (let alone explaining the hardon that continued to be ever present). I got my clothes on and returned to the bathroom to finish the clean up. I could now flush the toilet and emerge as it was a daily routine (I had just made an exciting addition to what became a daily routine!!)
It was quite a while before I progressed away from the pillow to other forms of stimulation. I knew the pillow worked and it did not seem necessary for a while to try any thing else. I got bolder after a while and stopped running the bathroom but then I would cum on the pillow which got messy and left stains. I experimented with thing to lay on the pillow but must have left a lot of yellow stains around.
I'll write another note later about progressing to using my hands and then eventually discovering the efficiency of using my fist. I was completely self taught and though it took me too long to get started (I guess I missed over a year of potential orgasms), I was determined to make up for lost time. This was the most exciting addition to my 13 year old life and I was going to explore it to the max!
More details to follow in e-mail to anyone that wants to correspond. I found the first time was surprising, amazing and awesome, an unexpected surge never to be forgotten. I collect first-time accounts and fantasies I would be happy to exchange e-mail with you if you too are turned on by awakening stories.
you can e-mail me at M0209@ibm.com
All communication will be kept private since some things could be too personal to share on the network. I look forward to hearing from you - I have other personal stories I would be happy to share.