Disclaimer: Ok guys here's the whole skoop. This story is intended for those who are over the age of 18 otherwise specified. All the other mumbo jumbo stuff applies. This story isn't about sex it's abot a kid finding out who he is.
Note: This is my first attemp to write a story. The story is fiction but is kinda based on some life experiances. Names have been changed to protect the people involved. This story is copywrited under nifty.
Part 2 WHO AM I ? The first day went by pretty fast. it was lunch and i had one more class after that until i can go home. As i entered the lunch room i was overwhelmed by the mas ammounts of people in that little hall. I bought my lunch, which consisted of water and a baked pretzil and i started to look for a seat. As i lingered around this real cute girl approached me. I swear she could pass for like a Britney Spears look like on MTV. " Are you Ray?" she said. "ya and you are?" as i shook her hand. " Jen...don't you remember me? I dated your brother last yeah." she said. "oh i remember.." i was completely clueless who she was but i took the free ride and started talking. She asked me to sit with them at the table but then she warned me that they were all seniors so being the freshman would make me feel kinda weird. As i took my seat we did the whole lunch thing I was introduced then we ate, talked and talked then it was over. Yes!!!! one more period and i can go home. i took out my schedule and looked what class it was. It was Christian Life 101. SHIT that's all i need to top whole day off. I knew that going to a private school would have strings. Oh well. As i was walking i was looking for the class and the bell rang. "SHIT" i was cursing again. As i found my class i took a deep breath and walked in. It was a class with all freshmen so atleast i could relate somehow. The teacher welcomed me and told me to take a seat. As my eyes scanned for a seat i only saw one more open. Then i saw who was sitting next to me. No one of course, but the boy who approached me this morning and made me feel funny. I think his name was Kris. As i took my seat Kris was making conversations with me. As he was talking i noticed his body and i did a completee checkout. He was about 6'1, 140lbs, short light brown hair geld forward and the tips were spiky, firm muscular arms, slim and swooney Light Blue eyes. As he talked he talked with his hands and made everything very understandable. We basically talk for the whole class then at the end as i was walking out the door he handed me a small ripped peice of paper and just smiled at me and left. I opened it and it said " Ry you're a cool guy and i like you alot call me ### #### ~Kris". OMg did i just get picked up by a guy on my first day?! I don't even think i'm gay...well maybe bi but OMG I do get al antzy when i'm around him and I do like his presence, and he is quite good looking OMG i like KRIS. As i walked home I did a shitload of thinking. Who am I? Am i gay or am I Str8? Maybe i'm Bi? but wait, either your gay or not...no bi bullshit. As i walked in my house I found a note on the table. It said: Ry, I have business to attent in Detroit and your father will be in Texas. How was your first day? I hope it went well. Here is some money, order a pizza or whatever you like. Take care my little man. Love, Mom I crumpled up the note and went directly t my room. I had to call annie. Annie is my best friend i've known her for a year and we are like connected by the hip. Her dad sold our old house last year and found us this one now. She's my age and she'll be going to my school soon but today she didn't go because she wasn't registerd yet. i dialed her number. she answered " hello" then i said "Hey sexy whatz happening?" " RY OMG i have been waiting for your sorry ass to call me but you never did. what took you so long and tell me in full details" I was quite overwhelmed. You see now that i think of it Me and Annie have a Will and Grace kinda deal. Sometimes we are just so close. As i went about my day I told her about Kris.She was like " So, this Kris kid sounds interesting obviously you sound interested" all i could say was " yeah" and then she said " Ry we need a serious talk... Listen just hear me out then you can respond how ever you like. ok?" i said " ok" the she proceded to talk again " ry, I love you more than anything, your like my best friend and like 3rd arm.. be honest with me and be honest with yourself I think we both know your gay." OMG I went in complete shock then she said " Hello, are you still there?" "yeah i guess" then she said " OMG Ry I don't care i'lll be here for you. It's not like you wear a huge sign I AM GAY. It's just that once i got to know you. you were really friendly and you never tried to hit on me and BOY you dress better than me" all I could do was laugh hysterically. Annie and I talked for the whole night, I hung up the phone around 11 pm and I started to get ready for bed. I have a complete feeling now, kinda warm inside i donno but i like it. And i'm not worried about tomorrow. Because tomorrow i get to see Kris. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, there's part 2. I think I'm getting used to the whole writing thing. I kinda like it. Hopefully you guys are liking it too. Email with responses rrok@webtv.net